I shook my head. "It only makes them attentive."

"Same thing," said Macdonald.

"No, Mac," I replied. "It is not the same thing. Attention means the

applying of the conscious mind to a thing; interest means the

application of both the conscious and the unconscious mind. When you

force a child to attend to a lesson for fear of the tawse, you merely

engage the least important part of his mind--the conscious. While he

stares at the blackboard his unconscious is concerned with other

things."

"What sort of things?" asked Macdonald.

"Very probably his unconscious is working out an elaborate plan to

murder you," I said, "and I don't blame it either," I added.

"And the snowballs?" queried Mrs. Macdonald.

"When a boy makes a snowball, he is interested; his whole soul is in

the job, that is, his unconscious and his conscious are working

together. For the moment he is an artist, a creator."

"So that's the new education . . . making snowballs?" said Macdonald.

"It isn't really," I said; "but what I want to do is to point out that

making snowballs is nearer to true education than the spoon-feeding we

call education to-day."

* * * * *

Duncan does not like me. He is a young dominie of twenty-three or

thereabouts, a friend of Macdonald, and he has just been demobilised.

He was a major, and he does not seem to have recovered from the

experience. He has got what the vulgar call swelled head. Last night

he was dilating upon the delinquencies of the old retired teacher who

ran the school while Duncan was on active service. It seems that the

old man had allowed the school to run to seed.

"Would you believe it," I overheard Duncan say to Macdonald, "when I

came back I found that the boys and girls were playing in the same

playground. Why, man, some of them were playing on the road! And the

discipline! Awful!"

Poor children! I see it all; I see Duncan line them up like a squad of

recruits, and march them into school with never a smile on their faces

or a word on their lips. Macdonald tells me that he makes them lift

their slates by numbers.

And the amusing thing is that Duncan thinks himself one of the more

advanced teachers. He reads the educational journals, and eagerly

devours the articles about new methods in teaching arithmetic and

geography. His school is only a mile and a half away, and I hope that

he will come over to see Mac a few times while I am here.

I have seen the old type of dominie, and I have seen the new type. I

prefer the former. He had many faults, but he usually managed to do

something for the human side of the children. The new type is a danger

to children. The old dominie leathered the children so that they might

make a good show before the inspector; the new dominie leathers them

because he thinks that children ought to be disciplined so that they

may be able to fight the battle of life. He does not see that by using

authority he is doing the very opposite of what he intends; he is

making the child dependent on him, and for ever afterwards the child

will lack initiative, lack self-confidence, lack originality.

What the new dominie does do is to turn out excellent wage-slaves. The

discipline of the school gives each child an inner sense of

inferiority . . . . what the psycho-analysts call an inferiority

complex. And the working-classes are suffering from a gigantic

inferiority complex . . . . otherwise they would not be content to

remain wage-slaves. The fear that Duncan inspires in a boy will remain

in that boy all his life. When he enters the workshop he will

unconsciously identify the foreman with Duncan, and fear him and hate

him. I believe that many a strike is really a vague insurrection

against the teacher. For it is well known that the unconscious mind is

infantile.

* * * * *

To-night I dropped in to see my old friend Dauvit Todd the cobbler.

Many an evening have I spent in his dirty shop. Dauvit works on after

teatime, and the village worthies gather round his fire and smoke and

spit and grunt. I have sat there for an hour many a night, and not a

single word was said. Peter Smith the blacksmith would give a great

sigh and say: "Imphm!" There would be silence for ten minutes, and

then Jake Tosh the roadman would stare at the fire, shake his head, and

say: "Aye, man!" Then a ploughman would smack his lips and say: "Man,

aye!" A southerner looking in might have jumped to the conclusion that

the assembly was collectively and individually bored, but boredom never

enters Dauvit's shop. We Scots think better in crowds.

To-night the old gang was there. The hypothetical southerner again

would have marvelled at the reception I received. I walked into the

shop after an absence of five years.

"Weel, Dauvit," I said, and sat down in the basket chair. Dauvit and I

have never shaken hands in our lives. He looked up.

"Back again!" he said, without any evident surprise; then he added:

"And what like a nicht is 't ootside?"

Gradually other men dropped in, and the same sort of greeting took

place. The weather continued to be discussed for a time. Then the

blacksmith said: "Auld Tarn Davidson's swine dee'd last nicht."

Dauvit looked up from the boot he was repairing.

"What did it dee o'?" and there followed an argument about the symptoms

of swine fever.

An English reader of _The House with the Green Shutters_ would have

concluded that these villagers were deliberately trying to put me in my

place. By ignoring me might they not be showing their contempt for

dominies who have just come from London? Not they. They were glad to

see me again, and their method of showing their gladness was to take up

our friendship at the point where it left off five years ago.

The only time a Scot distrusts other Scots is when they fuss over him.

The story goes in Tarbonny that when young Jim Lunan came home

unexpectedly after a ten years' farming in Canada, his mother was

washing the kitchen floor.

"Mother!" he cried, "I've come hame!"

She looked over her shoulder.

"Wipe yer feet afore ye come in, ye clorty laddie," she said.

But there is a garrulous type of Scot . . . or rather the type of Scot

that tries to make the other fellow garrulous. In our county we call

them the speerin' bodie. To speer means to ask questions. The

speerin' bodie is common enough in Fife, and I suppose it was a Fifer

who entered a railway compartment one morning and sat down to study the

only other occupant--an Englishman.

"It's a fine day," said the Scot, and there was a question in his tone.

The Englishman sighed and laid aside his newspaper.

"Aye, mester," continued the inquisitive Fifer, "and ye'll be----"

The Englishman held up a forbidding hand.

"You needn't go on," he said; "I'll tell you everything about myself.

I was born in Leeds, the son of poor parents. I left school at the age

of twelve, and I became a draper. I gradually worked my way up, and

now I am traveller for a Manchester firm. I married six years ago.

Three kids. Wife has rheumatism. Willie had measles last month. I

have a seven room cottage; rent £27. I vote Tory; go to the Baptist

church, and keep hens. Anything else you want to know?"

The Scot had a very dissatisfied look.

"What did yer grandfaither dee o'?" he demanded gruffly.

When the argument about swine fever had died down, Dauvit turned to me.

"Aye, and how is Lunnon lookin'?"

"Same as ever," I answered.

"Ye'll have to tak' Dauvit doon on a trip," laughed the smith.

Dauvit drove in a tacket.

"Man, smith, I was in Lunnon afore you was born," he said.

"Go on, Dauvit," I said encouragingly, "tell us the story." I had

heard it before, but I longed to hear it again. Dauvit brightened up.

"There's no muckle to tell," he said, as he tossed the boot into a

corner and wiped his face with his apron. "It'll be ten years come

Martimas. Me and Will Tamson gaed up by boat frae Dundee. Oh! we had

a graund time. But there's no muckle to tell."

"What about Dave Brownlee?" I asked.

Dauvit chuckled softly.

"But ye've a' heard the story," he said, but we protested that we

hadn't.

"Aweel," he began, "some of you will no doubt mind o' Dave Broonlee him

that stoppit at Millend. Dave served his time as a draper, and syne he

got a good job in a Lunnon shop. Weel, me and Will Tamson was walkin'

along the Strand when Will he says to me, says he: 'Cud we no pay a

veesit to Dave Broonlee?' Then I minded that Dave's father had said

something aboot payin' him a call, but I didna ken his address. All I

kent was that he was in a big shop in Oxford Street.

"Weel, Will and me we goes up to a bobby and speers the way to Oxford

Street. When we got there Will he goes up to another bobby and says:

'Please cud ye tell me whatna shop Dave Broonlee works intil?' At that

I started to laugh, and syne the bobby he started to laugh. He laughed

a lang time and syne when I telt him that it was a draper's shop he

directed us to a great big muckle shop wi' a thousand windows.

"'Try there first,' says the bobby.

"Weel, in we goes, and a mannie in a tail coat he comes forart rubbin'

his hands.

"'And what can I do for you, sir?' he says to Will.

"'Oh,' says Will, 'we want to see Dave Broonlee,' but the man didna ken

what Will was sayin'. It took Will and me twenty meenutes to get him

to onderstand.

"'Oh,' says he, 'I understand now. You want to see Mr. Brownlee?'

"'Ye're fell quick in the uptak,' says Will, but of coorse the man

didna ken what he was sayin'.

"He went to the backshop to speer aboot Dave, and when he cam back he

says, says he: 'I'm sorry, but Mr. Brownlee has gone out to lunch.

Will you leave a message?'

"Will turned to the door.

"'Never mind,' says he, 'we'll see him doon the toon.'"

* * * * *

In reading my _Log_ I am appalled by the amount of lecturing I did in

school. Since writing it I have visited most of the best schools in

England, and I found that I was not the only teacher who lectured. But

we are all wrong. I fancy that the real reason why I lectured so much

was to indulge my showing-off propensities. To stand before a class or

an audience; to be the cynosure of all eyes; to have a crowd hanging on

your words . . . . all showing off! Very, very human, but . . . . bad

for the audience.

When a teacher lectures he is unconsciously giving expression to his

desire to gain a feeling of superiority. That, I fancy, is the deepest

wish of every one of us . . . . to impress others, to be superior. You

see it in the smallest child. Give him an audience, and he will show

off for hours. The boy at the top of the class gains his feeling of

superiority by beating the others at arithmetic, while the dunce at the

bottom of the class gains his in more original ways . . . punching the

top boy at playtime, scoring goals at football, spitting farther than

anyone else in school. I have seen a boy smash a window merely to draw

attention to himself, and thus to gain a momentary feeling of

superiority.

And we grown-ups are boys at heart. The boy is the father to the man.

Take, for instance, a childish trait--exhibitionism. Most children at

an early age love to run about naked, to show off their bodies. Later

the conventions of society make the child repress this wish to exhibit

himself. But we know that a repressed wish does not die; it merely

buries itself in the unconscious. Many years later the exhibition

impulse comes out in sublimated form as a desire to show off before the

public . . . hence our politicians, actors, actresses, street-corner

revivalists, and--er--dominies.

Now I hasten to add that there is nothing to be ashamed of in being a

politician or a dominie. But if I lecture a class I am making the

affair my show, and I am not the most important actor in the play; I am

the scene-shifter; the real actors who should be declaiming their lines

are sitting on hard benches staring at me and wondering what I am

raving about. Each little person is thirsting to show his or her

superiority, and he never gets the chance. Occasionally I may ask a

sleepy-looking urchin what are the exports to Canada, and he may gain a

slight feeling of superiority if he can tell the right answer. Yet I

fancy that his unconscious self despises me and my question. Why in

all the earth should I ask a question when I know the answer? The

whole thing is an absurdity. The only questions asked in a school

should be asked by the pupils.

The truth is that our schools do not give education; they give

instruction. And it is so very easy to instruct, and so very easy to

go on talking, and so very easy to whack Tommy when he does not listen.

Our prosy lectures are wasted time. The children would be better

employed playing marbles.

Of course if a child asks for information that is a different story.

He is obviously interested . . . that is if he isn't trying to tempt

you into a long explanation so that you will forget to hear his Latin

verbs. Children soon understand our little vanities, and they soon

learn to exploit them.

* * * * *

"I had a scene in school to-day," remarked Mac while we were at tea

to-night.

"What happened?" I asked.

"Tom Murray was wrong in all his sums, and he wouldn't hold out his

hand," and by Mac's grim smile I knew that the bold Tom had been

conquered.

"What would you have done in a case like that?" asked Mac.

"I would never have a case like that, Mac. If he had all his sums

wrong I should sit down and ask myself what was wrong with my teaching."

"I didn't mean that," he said; "what I meant was: what would you do if

Tom defied you?"

"That wouldn't happen either, Mac. Tom couldn't defy me because you

can only defy an authority, and I'm not an authority."

Mac shook his head.

"You won't convince me, old chap. A boy like Tom has to be dealt with

with a firm hand."

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