CHAPTER XVI

THE LAST OF GREEN PEACE

1872-1876; _aet._ 53-57

He who launched thee a bolt of fire

Strong in courage and in desire

Takes thee again a weapon true

In heaven's armory ever new.

Still shall the masterful fight go on,

Still shall the battle of Right be won

And He who fixed thee in upper air

Shall carry thy prowess otherwhere.

J. W. H.

As our father's health failed more and more, his heart turned to the

home he had made. He longed for Green Peace; and--the lease falling in

about this time--in the spring of 1872 he and our mother and Maud moved

thither, and took up their quarters in the "new part," while Laura and

her husband came to occupy the old. Here the first grandchild (Alice

Maud Richards) was born; here and at Oak Glen the next four years were

mainly passed.

The Doctor's ardent spirit longed for new fields of work, new causes to

help; the earthly part could not follow. How he struggled, toiling,

suffering, fighting the good fight to his last breath, has been told

elsewhere:[74] suffice it to say that these years were grave ones for

the household, spite of new joys that dawned for all.

[74] _Letters and Journals of Samuel Gridley Howe._

The grandchildren opened a new world for both our parents: a world which

one was to enjoy for a space all too brief, the other through long

years, in which she was to be to the youngest generation a lamp of

wisdom, a flame of warmth and tenderness, a fountain of joy.

Among the memory pictures of this time is one of her sitting at her

desk, laboring at her endless correspondence; beside her, on the floor,

the baby of the period, equally absorbed in the contents of the

waste-paper basket.

Or we see the tall figure of the Doctor, stooping in the doorway between

the two houses, a crowing child on his shoulders, old face and young

alight with merriment. These were Richards grandbabes; the Hall children

were the summer delight of the grandparents, as they and their mother

usually spent the summer at Oak Glen.

"_Friday, September 13._ Before I open even my New Testament to-day, I

must make record of the joyful birth of Flossy's little son [Samuel

Prescott Hall].... God bless this dear little child! May he bring peace

and love....

"During the confinement I could not think of anything divine or

spiritual. It was Nature's grim, mechanical, traditional task. But now

that it is over, my heart remembers that Life is not precious without

God, and the living soul just given stands related to the quickening

spirit."

"...I can get little time for study, as I must help nurse dear Flossy.

My mind is strangely divided between my dear work and my dear child and

grandchild. I must try to keep along with both, but on no account to

neglect the precious grandchild."

"_October 1._ O year! thou art running low. The last trimester."

"_October 2._ This day, thirty-two years ago, my dearest brother Henry

died in my arms, the most agonizing experience. Never again did Death so

enter into my heart, until my lovely son of three years departed many

years later, leaving a blank as sad and bitter. Henry was a rare and

delicate person.... His life was a most valuable one to us for help and

counsel, as well as for affection. Perhaps no one to-day thinks about

his death except me, his junior by two years, wearing now into the

decline of life. Dear brother, I look forward to the reunion with you,

but wish my record were whiter and brighter."

"_October 5._ Boston. Came up for directors' meeting of New England

Woman's Club. Went afterward to Mrs. Cheney's lecture on English

literature.... A suggestive and interesting essay, which I was glad to

hear and have others hear. It gave me a little pain, that, though she

pleasantly alluded to me as one who has laid aside the laurel for the

olive branch, she said nothing whatever about my writings, which deserve

to be spoken of in characterizing the current literature of the day; but

she perhaps does not read or like my works, and besides, people think of

me nowadays more as an active woman's woman than as a literary

character, as the phrase is. All life is full of trial, and when I hear

literary performance praised, and remember my own love for it, and for

praise, I think a little how much of all this I have sacrificed in these

later years for a service that has made me enemies as well as friends. I

felt called upon to do this, and I still think that if I made a mistake,

it was one of those honest mistakes it is best to make."

* * * * *

She was giving Maud music lessons this autumn, reading Plutarch with

her, taking her to parties and giving parties for her. Later, we find

her holding mission services at Vineyard Haven; addressing the Saturday

Morning Club ("Subject--_Object_: I smile at this antithesis");

delivering a lecture at Albany--with the lecture left behind.

"Got to work at once making abstracts from memory.... Spoke more than an

hour.... Got my money--would rather have paid it than have had such an

experience. Felt as if my inner Guide had misled and deserted me. But

some good to some one may come of what I said and tried to say."

She returned from this trip very weary, only to find "my lecture

advertised, not one line of it written--subject, 'Men's Women and

Women's Women.' Set to work at once, almost overpowered by the task, and

the shortness of the time."

The lecture was finished in the morning, delivered in the afternoon.

"Warm congratulations at the close.... Such a sense of relief!"

On December 19 she notes the departure of "dear Flossy and her dearest

little Boy.... House very desolate without them. This boy is especially

dear to Doctor Howe and myself."

"_December 28._ Maria Mitchell's Club lecture to-day was beautiful

exceedingly. I might have envied her the steady grasp and unbroken

advance of scientific study, did I not feel sure that God gives to each

his own work. Mine, such as it is, would be helped and beautified by the

knowledge which she imparts so easily, but perhaps all of her that I

shall remember and try to follow is her spirit. Her silver hair seems

lustrous with spiritual brightness, as do her dark eyes. Her movements

are full of womanly grace, not ballroom grace."

* * * * *

From now on the movement is _sempre crescendo_. Work for peace, work for

clubs; lecturing, preaching, tending the Doctor in his days of illness;

taking the youngest daughter to balls and parties; founding a club for

her, too. She felt that the young girls of Maud's age needed the onward

impulse as much as their elders; accordingly, in November, 1871, she

called together a meeting of young women, and with their aid and

good-will formed the Saturday Morning Club of Boston. The energy with

which this organization sprang into being showed that the time was ripe

for it. That energy, handed on through two generations, is no less

lively to-day; the name of the club recalls a hundred beautiful and

interesting occasions.

The Journal hurries us on from day to arduous day. Even the aspiration

of New Year's Day, 1873, breathes the note of hurry: "Dear Lord, let me

this year be worthy to call upon thy name!"

February 5 finds her on another quest: "Mem. Never to come by this route

again. Had to turn out at Utica at 4 A.M. Three hours in depot...."

"_March 1._ Went to Saturday Morning Club. Found that John Fiske had

failed them. Was told to improvise a lecture on the spot. Did so...."

"_March 5._ Went to hear the arguments in favor of rescinding the vote

of censure against Charles Sumner...."

[In 1872, Sumner introduced in the Senate of the United States a

resolution that the names of battles with fellow-countrymen should not

be continued in the Army Register, nor placed on the regimental colors

of the United States. This measure was violently opposed; the

Legislature of Massachusetts denounced it as "an insult to the loyal

soldiery of the Nation, ... meeting the unqualified condemnation of the

Commonwealth." For more than a year Sumner's friends, headed by John G.

Whittier, strove to obtain the rescinding of this censure; it was not

till 1874 that it was rescinded by a large majority.]

"_March 10._ A morning for work in my own room, so rare a luxury that I

hardly know how to use it. Begin with my Greek Testament...."

"_March 17._ Radical Club.... It was an interesting sitting, but I felt

as if the Club had about done its work. People get to believing that

talk turns the world: it is much, but it is nothing without work...."

"_May 27._ Fifty-four years old to-day. Thank God for what I have had

and hope to have.... In the afternoon my dear children had a beautiful

birthday party for me, including most of my old friends and some of the

newer ones. Agassiz came, and his wife; he brought a bouquet and kissed

me. I had beautiful flowers.... Poor Chev was ill with a frightful

headache. I was much touched by the dear children's affectionate device

and shall remember this birthday."

This was the first of the Birthday Receptions, which were to be our

happiest festivals through many happy years.

Monday, June 2, was the day she had appointed as Mothers' Peace Day, her

annual Peace Festival.

"The day of many prayers dawned propitious, and was as bright and clear

as I could have wished."

She was up early, and found the hall "beautifully decorated with many

fine bouquets, wreaths, and baskets, the white dove of Peace rising

above other emblems." There were two services, morning and evening, and

many speakers. "Mr. Tilden and Mr. Garrison both did nobly for me....

Thank God for so much!"

She had the great joy of hearing that the day was celebrated in other

countries besides her own. In London, Geneva, Constantinople, and

various other places, services were held, and men and women prayed and

sang in behalf of peace: this she counted among the precious things of

the year, and of several years to come.

"_June 6._ Quiet at last, and face to face with the eternal Gospel.

Weary and confused, anxious to wind up my business well, and begin my

polyglot sheet...."

Yet on June 10 she is arriving in New York at 5.40 A.M., bound for a

peace meeting.

"_June 11._ I got two bricks from the dear old house at the corner of

Broadway and Bond Street, now all down and rebuilding. Will have one

enamelled for myself. Ah, Lord, what a bitter lesson is in this

tearing-down! How I was wanting in duty to the noble parent who built

this grand home for me! I hope to help young people to understand

something of parental love and its responsibilities. But parents also

must study children, since each new soul may require a new method."

"_June 12._ Home very gladly. Helped Maud with her Latin. At 3.30 to

rehearse 'Midsummer-Night's Dream.' I Hermia and Snout. At 7.30 the

reading, which was the pleasantest we have had."

[These readings were in the vestry of the Church of the Disciples. Mr.

Clarke, our mother, Erving Winslow, and others of the congregation took

part: we remember the late Professor James Mills Pierce as Orlando in

"As You Like It"; his beautiful reading of the part contrasting oddly

with his middle-aged, long-bearded personality. Our mother's rendering

of Maria in "Twelfth Night" was something to remember.]

"_June 17._ Up at five and to get a boat. Maud and the Lieutenant

[Zalinski] rowed me to Fort Independence and back, a most refreshing

excursion. Dear Dr. Hedge came out to make a morning visit. I kept him

as long as I could. We talked of Bartol, Rubinstein, Father Taylor, and

Margaret Fuller, whom he knew when she was fourteen years old. He urged

me to labor for dress reform, which he considered much needed. Had

preached two sermons on the subject which his dressy parishioners

resented, telling him that their husbands approved of their fine

clothes. I begged him to unearth these sermons and give them to us at

the club. We spoke of marriage, and I unfolded rapidly my military and

moral theory of human relations. Thought of a text for a sermon on this

subject: 'Arise, take up thy bed and walk.' This because the ills of

marriage which are deemed incurable are not. We must meet them with the

energetic will which converts evil into good, and without which all good

degenerates into evil."

* * * * *

July finds her at Oak Glen. She is full of texts and sermons, but makes

time to write to Fanny Perkins,[75] proposing "_Picnics with a Purpose_,

sketching, seaside lectures, astronomical evenings." This thought may

have been the germ from which grew the Town and Country Club, of which

more hereafter.

[75] Mrs. Charles C. Perkins.

The writing of sermons seems to have crowded serious poetry out of sight

in these days, but the Comic Muse was always at hand with tambourine and

flageolet, ready to strike up at a moment's notice. There was much

coming and going of young men and maidens at Oak Glen in those days, and

much singing of popular songs of a melancholy or desperate cast. The

maiden was requested to take back the heart she had given; what was its

anguish to her? There were handfuls of earth in a coffin hid, a coffin

under the daisies, the beautiful, beautiful daisies; and so on, and so

on, _ad lachrymam_. She bore all this patiently; but one day she said to

Maud, "Come! You and these young persons know nothing whatever of real

trouble. I will make you a song about a real trouble!" And she produced,

words and tune, the following ditty:--

COOKERY BOOKERY, OH!

My Irish cook has gone away

Upon my dinner-party day;

I don't know what to do or say--

Cookery bookery, oh!

_Chorus_:

Sing, saucepan, range, and kitchen fire!

Sing, coals are high and always higher!

Sing, crossed and vexed, till you expire!

Cookery bookery, oh!

She could cook every kind of dish,

"Wittles" of meat and "wittles" of fish,

And soup as fancy as you wish--

And she is gone away!

She weighed two hundred pounds of cheek,

She had a voice that made me meek,

I had to listen when she did speak--

Cookery bookery, oh!

My husband comes, a saucy elf,

And eyes the saucepan on the shelf;

Says he, "Why don't you cook yourself?"

Cookery bookery, oh!

_Chorus_:

Sing, saucepan, range, and kitchen fire!

Sing, coals are high and always higher!

Sing, crossed and vexed, till you expire!

Cookery bookery, oh!

_Jocosa Lyra!_ one chord of its gay music suggests another. It may have

been in this summer that she wrote "The Newport Song," which also has

its own lilting melody.

_Non sumus fashionabiles:

Non damus dapes splendides:_

But in a modest way, you know,

We like to see our money go:

_Et gaudeamus igitur_,

Our soul has nought to fidget her!

We do not care to quadrigate

On Avenues in gilded state:

No gold-laced footmen laugh behind

At our vacuity of mind:

But in a modest one-horse shay,

We rumble, tumble as we may,

_Et gaudeamus igitur_,

Our soul has nought to fidget her!

When æstivation is at end,

We've had our fun and seen our friend.

No thought of payment makes us ill,

We don't know such a word as "bill":

_Et gaudeamus igitur_,

Our soul has nought to fidget her!

She always tried to go at least once in the summer to see the old people

at the Town Farm, a pleasant, gray old house, not far from Oak Glen.

"In the afternoon visited the poorhouse with J. and F. and found several

of the old people again, old Nancy who used to make curious patchwork;

old Benny, half-witted; Elsteth, Henrietta, and Harriet, very glad to

see us. Julia read them a Psalm, then Harriet and Elsteth sang an

interminable Methodist hymn, and I was moved to ask if they would like

to have me pray with them. They assented, and I can only say that my

heart was truly lifted up by the sense of the universality of God's

power and goodness, to which these forlorn ones could appeal as directly

as could the most powerful, rich, or learned people."

Later she writes:--

"The summer seems to me to have been rich in good and in interest as I

review it. Sweet, studious days, pleasant intercourse with friends, the

joy of preaching, and very much in all this the well-being of my dear

family, children and grandchildren, their father and grandfather

enjoying them with me. This is much to thank God for."

Some of the family lingered on after most of the household _impedimenta_

had been sent up to Boston, and were caught napping.

"Sitting quietly with Chev over the fire after a game of whist with

Julia and Paddock,--a hack-driver knocked at the door of our little back

parlor, saying that a gentleman was waiting at the front door for

admission. I opened the door and found Dr. Alex Voickoff, who had

learned in Boston of our being here and had come down to stay over

Sunday. The floors of nearly every parlor and bedroom had been newly

oiled. We had no spare bedding. I spared what I could from my

ill-provided bed--we made the guest as comfortable as we could. The

bedding had been sent up to Boston. _Hinc illæ lachrymæ._"

"_November 26._ Saw Salvini's 'Othello.' As wonderful as people say it

is. The large theatre [the Boston] packed, and so quiet that you could

have heard a pin drop. From the serene majesty of the opening scenes to

the agony of the end, all was grand and astounding even to us to whom

the play is familiar. The Italian version seemed to me very fine,

preserving all the literary points of the original. In fact it seemed as

if I had always before heard the play through an English translation, so

much did the Italian speech and action light it up."

She found Salvini's "Hamlet" "not so good for him as 'Othello,' yet he

was wonderful in it, and made a very strong impression."

She met the great actor, and found his manners "cordial, natural, and

high-toned." She gave a dinner-party for him, and found him to improve

more and more on further acquaintance. He became a valued friend, always

greeted with delight.

In December, 1873, Richard Ward, her last surviving uncle, died. He had

lived on at No. 8 Bond Street after the death of Uncle John, and had

kept up the traditions of that hospitable house, always receiving her

most affectionately.

"_December 11._ Uncle Richard's funeral. A quiet one, but on the whole

satisfactory and almost pleasant, he having lived out his life and dying

surrounded by his children and other relatives, and the family gathering

around his remains wearing an aspect of cordiality and mutual good-will.

I put a sprig of white daphne in the folds of the marble drapery of dear

father's bust and kissed the bust, feeling that it had taken all of

these years to teach me his value and the value of the moral and

spiritual inheritance which I had from him and could not wholly waste

with all the follies which checker the better intentions of my life. I

went to Greenwood and into the vault, and saw the sacred names of the

dear departed on the slabs which sealed the deposit of their remains. It

was all like a dream and a sad one."

"_December 12._ No. 8 Bond Street. I came down here to write the records

of yesterday and to-day in this dear old house, whose thronging memories

rise up to wring my heart, in the prospect of its speedy dismantlement

and the division of its dear contents. Here I came on my return from

Europe in 1844, bringing my dear Julia, then an infant of six months.

Uncle John had just bought and fitted it up. Here I came to attend

Sister Louisa's wedding, Uncle John being rather distant to me,

supposing that I had favored the marriage. Here I saw dear Brother

Marion for the last time. Here I came in my most faulty and unhappy

period. Here, after my first publications; here, to see my play acted at

Wallack's. Here, when death had taken my dearest Sammy from me. Uncle

John was so kind and merciful at that time, and always except that once,

when indeed he did not express _dis_pleasure, but I partly guessed it

and learned it more fully afterwards. God's blessing rest upon the

memory of this hospitable and unstained house. It seems to me as if

neither words nor tears could express the pain I feel in closing this

account with my father's generation."

* * * * *

The most important episode of 1874, the visit to Samana, has already

been described. Turning the leaves of the Journal for this year, we

feel that the change and break were necessary to her as well as to the

Doctor. There were limits even to her strength.

"_January, 1874._ A sort of melancholy of confusion, not knowing how I

can possibly get through with the various requisitions made upon my

time, strength, thought, and sympathy. Usually I feel, even in these

moods, the nearness of divine help. To-day it seems out of my

consciousness, but is not on that account out of my belief...."

"The past week one dreadful hurry. Things look colorless when you whirl

so fast past them."

"The month ending to-day seems the most hurried of my life. Woman's

Club, Saturday Club, Philosophical group, Maud's music, ditto party, and

all her dressing and gayety, beside writing for [the Woman's] Journal,

... two lectures [Salem and Weston], both gratuitous, and the care of

getting up and advertising Bishop Ferrette's lectures. And in all these

things I seem not to do, rather than to do, the dissipation of effort so

calls me away from the quiet, concentrated sort of work which I love."

It was time for the Doctor to say "Come!" and to carry her off to those

tropical solitudes they had learned to love so well. Yet the departure

was painful, for Maud must be left behind. On March 1 we read:--

"Of to-day I wish to preserve the fact that, waking early in painful

perplexity about Maud, Santo Domingo, etc., and praying that the right

way might open for me and for all of us, my prayer seemed answered by

the very great comfort I had in hearing the prayer and sermon of Henry

Powers of New York. The decided spiritual tone of the prayer made me

feel that I must try to take, every day, this energetic attitude of

moral will and purpose, even if I fail in much that I wish to do."

On May 27 she writes:--

"My birthday. Fifty-five years old. Still face to face with the mercies

of God in health and sanity, enjoying all true pleasures more than ever

and weaned from some false ones. I feel a great lassitude, probably from

my cold and yesterday's fatigue. I have not worked this year as I did

the year before, yet I have worked a good deal, too, and perhaps have

tried more to fulfil the duty nearest at hand.... I thank God for my

continued life, health, and comfort.... I ask to see Samana free before

I go.... 'Thy will be done' is the true prayer."

Samana was not to be free, spite of the efforts of its friends, and she

was not to see it again.

The record of this year and the next is a chronicle of arduous work,

with the added and ever-deepening note of anxiety; it was only for a

time that the visit to Samana checked the progress of the Doctor's

physical failure. He was able in the summer of 1874 to write the

forty-third report of the Perkins Institution: an important one in which

he reviewed his whole work among the blind. He felt that this would

probably be his last earthly task; yet the following summer found him

again taking up the familiar work, laboring with what little strength

was left him, and when eyes and hand refused to answer the call of the

spirit, dictating to his faithful secretary. It has been told elsewhere

how in this last summer of his life he labored to make more beautiful

and more valuable the summer home which had become very dear to him.

Returned to Green Peace, he had some happy days in his garden, but for

gardener and garden they were the last days. The city had decided to put

a street through Green Peace: already workmen were digging trenches and

cutting trees. Our mother went to the authorities, and told them of his

feeble condition. The work was stopped at once, and not resumed during

his lifetime.

Through these years her time was divided between the invalid and the

many public duties which had already taken possession of her life.

Little by little these were crowded out: instead of lecture or concert

came the ever-shortening walk with the Doctor, the evening game of whist

or backgammon which lightened a little his burden of pain and weariness.

Yet she was preparing, on January 4, 1876, to keep a lecture engagement

of long standing, when the blow fell. He was stricken down, and lay for

some days insensible, waiting the final summons.

There was no hope of his recovery: those around him waited patiently,

any violence of grief held in check by the silent rebuke of the serene

face on the pillow.

The day after his death she writes:--

"I awoke at 4.30, but lay still to bear the chastening hand of God, laid

upon me in severe mercy....

"Some good words came to me: 'Let not your heart be troubled,' etc. 'He

doth not willingly afflict,' etc.

"Before breakfast went into Chev's room, so sweet and peaceful.... I

laid my lace veil, my bridal veil, upon the head of his bedstead.... In

place of my dear husband I have now my foolish papers. Yet I have often

left him for them. God accept the poor endeavor of my life!"

On the day after the funeral she writes: "Began my new life to-day.

Prayed God that it might have a greatly added use and earnestness."

And several weeks later, after the memorial meeting in his honor:--

"Yesterday seems to have filled the measure of the past. To-day I must

forward in the paths of the future. My dear love is sometimes with me,

at least as an energizing and inspiring influence, but how shall I

deserve ever to see him again?"

The paths of the future! She was to tread them with cheerful and willing

feet through many long years, never wholly losing the sense of

companionship with her good comrade.

She devoted the spring of 1876 to the writing of a brief memoir of him,

which was printed in pamphlet form and in raised type for the use of the

blind. With the latter object in view the memoir was necessarily brief.

The labor of condensing into a small space the record of a long and

super-active life was severe, but it was the tonic she needed. The days

of quiet at Green Peace, the arduous work, with a page of Greek or a

chapter of Baur for relaxation, brought mind and nerves back to their

normal condition.

The work speaks for itself. As it is little known to-day outside the

schools for the blind, we quote the concluding paragraph:--

"In what is said, to-day, concerning the motherhood of the human race,

the social and spiritual aspects of this great office are not wholly

overlooked. It must be remembered that there is also a fatherhood of

human society, a vigilance and forethought of benevolence recognized in

the individuals who devote their best energies to the interests of

mankind. The man to whose memory the preceding pages are dedicated is

one of those who have best filled this relation to their race. Watchful

of its necessities, merciful to its shortcomings, careful of its

dignity, and cognizant of its capacity, may the results of his labor be

handed down to future generations, and may his name and example be held

in loving and lasting remembrance."

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