X.

Wilt thou, then, my soul, never be good and simple and one and naked,

more manifest than the body which surrounds thee? Wilt thou never enjoy

an affectionate and contented disposition? Wilt thou never be full and

without a want of any kind, longing for nothing more, nor desiring

anything, either animate or inanimate, for the enjoyment of pleasures?

nor yet desiring time wherein thou shalt have longer enjoyment, or

place, or pleasant climate, or society of men with whom thou mayst live

in harmony? but wilt thou be satisfied with thy present condition, and

pleased with all that is about thee, and wilt thou convince thyself that

thou hast everything, and that it comes from the gods, that everything

is well for thee, and will be well whatever shall please them, and

whatever they shall give for the conservation of the perfect living

being,[A] the good and just and beautiful, which generates and holds

together all things, and contains and embraces all things which are

dissolved for the production of other like things? Wilt thou never be

such that thou shalt so dwell in community with gods and men as neither

to find fault with them at all, nor to be condemned by them?

[A] That is, God (iv. 40), as he is defined by Zeno. But the

confusion between gods and God is strange.

2. Observe what thy nature requires, so far as thou art governed by

nature only: then do it and accept it, if thy nature, so far as thou art

a living being, shall not be made worse by it. And next thou must

observe what thy nature requires so far as thou art a living being. And

all this thou mayst allow thyself, if thy nature, so far as thou art a

rational animal, shall not be made worse by it. But the rational animal

is consequently also a political [social] animal. Use these rules, then,

and trouble thyself about nothing else.

3. Everything which happens either happens in such wise as thou art

formed by nature to bear it, or as thou art not formed by nature to bear

it. If, then, it happens to thee in such way as thou art formed by

nature to bear it, do not complain, but bear it as thou art formed by

nature to bear it. But if it happens in such wise as thou art not formed

by nature to bear it, do not complain, for it will perish after it has

consumed thee. Remember, however, that thou art formed by nature to bear

everything, with respect to which it depends on thy own opinion to make

it endurable and tolerable, by thinking that it is either thy interest

or thy duty to do this.

4. If a man is mistaken, instruct him kindly and show him his error. But

if thou art not able, blame thyself, or blame not even thyself.

5. Whatever may happen to thee, it was prepared for thee from all

eternity; and the implication of causes was from eternity spinning the

thread of thy being, and of that which is incident to it (iii. 11; iv.

26).

6. Whether the universe is [a concourse of] atoms, or nature [is a

system], let this first be established, that I am a part of the whole

which is governed by nature; next, I am in a manner intimately related

to the parts which are of the same kind with myself. For remembering

this, inasmuch as I am a part, I shall be discontented with none of the

things which are assigned to me out of the whole; for nothing is

injurious to the part if it is for the advantage of the whole. For the

whole contains nothing which is not for its advantage; and all natures

indeed have this common principle, but the nature of the universe has

this principle besides, that it cannot be compelled even by any external

cause to generate anything harmful to itself. By remembering, then, that

I am a part of such a whole, I shall be content with everything that

happens. And inasmuch as I am in a manner intimately related to the

parts which are of the same kind with myself, I shall do nothing

unsocial, but I shall rather direct myself to the things which are of

the same kind with myself, and I shall turn all my efforts to the common

interest, and divert them from the contrary. Now, if these things are

done so, life must flow on happily, just as thou mayst observe that the

life of a citizen is happy, who continues a course of action which is

advantageous to his fellow-citizens, and is content with whatever the

state may assign to him.

7. The parts of the whole, everything, I mean, which is naturally

comprehended in the universe, must of necessity perish; but let this be

understood in this sense, that they must undergo change. But if this is

naturally both an evil and a necessity for the parts, the whole would

not continue to exist in a good condition, the parts being subject to

change and constituted so as to perish in various ways. For whether did

Nature herself design to do evil to the things which are parts of

herself, and to make them subject to evil and of necessity fall into

evil, or have such results happened without her knowing it? Both these

suppositions, indeed, are incredible. But if a man should even drop the

term Nature [as an efficient power], and should speak of these things as

natural, even then it would be ridiculous to affirm at the same time

that the parts of the whole are in their nature subject to change, and

at the same time to be surprised or vexed as if something were happening

contrary to nature, particularly as the dissolution of things is into

those things of which each thing is composed. For there is either a

dispersion of the elements out of which everything has been compounded,

or a change from the solid to the earthy and from the airy to the

aerial, so that these parts are taken back into the universal reason,

whether this at certain periods is consumed by fire or renewed by

eternal changes. And do not imagine that the solid and the airy part

belong to thee from the time of generation. For all this received its

accretion only yesterday and the day before, as one may say, from the

food and the air which is inspired. This, then, which has received [the

accretion], changes, not that which thy mother brought forth. But

suppose that this [which thy mother brought forth] implicates thee very

much with that other part, which has the peculiar quality [of change],

this is nothing in fact in the way of objection to what is said.[A]

[A] The end of this section is perhaps corrupt. The meaning is

very obscure. I have given that meaning which appears to be

consistent with the whole argument. The emperor here maintains

that the essential part of man is unchangeable, and that the

other parts, if they change or perish, do not affect that which

really constitutes the man. See the Philosophy of Antoninus, p.

56, note 2. Schultz supposed "thy mother" to mean nature,

[Greek: hê physis]. But I doubt about that.

8. When thou hast assumed these names, good, modest, true, rational, a

man of equanimity, and magnanimous, take care that thou dost not change

these names; and if thou shouldst lose them, quickly return to them. And

remember that the term Rational was intended to signify a discriminating

attention to every several thing, and freedom from negligence; and that

Equanimity is the voluntary acceptance of the things which are assigned

to thee by the common nature; and that Magnanimity is the elevation of

the intelligent part above the pleasurable or painful sensations of the

flesh, and above that poor thing called fame, and death, and all such

things. If, then, thou maintainest thyself in the possession of these

names, without desiring to be called by these names by others, thou wilt

be another person and wilt enter on another life. For to continue to be

such as thou hast hitherto been, and to be torn in pieces and defiled in

such a life, is the character of a very stupid man and one over-fond of

his life, and like those half-devoured fighters with wild beasts, who

though covered with wounds and gore, still intreat to be kept to the

following day, though they will be exposed in the same state to the same

claws and bites.[A] Therefore fix thyself in the possession of these few

names: and if thou art able to abide in them, abide as if thou wast

removed to certain islands of the Happy.[B] But if thou shalt perceive

that thou fallest out of them and dost not maintain thy hold, go

courageously into some nook where thou shalt maintain them, or even

depart at once from life, not in passion, but with simplicity and

freedom and modesty, after doing this one [laudable] thing at least in

thy life, to have gone out of it thus. In order, however to the

remembrance of these names, it will greatly help thee if thou

rememberest the gods, and that they wish not to be flattered, but wish

all reasonable beings to be made like themselves; and if thou

rememberest that what does the work of a fig-tree is a fig-tree, and

that what does the work of a dog is a dog, and that what does the work

of a bee is a bee, and that what does the work of a man is a man.

[A] See Seneca, Epp. 70, on these exhibitions which amused the

people of those days. These fighters were the Bestiarri, some

of whom may have been criminals; but even if they were, the

exhibition was equally characteristic of the depraved habits of

the spectators.

[B] The islands of the Happy, or the Fortunatae Insulae, are

spoken of by the Greek and Roman writers. They were the abode

of Heroes, like Achilles and Diomedes, as we see in the Scolion

of Harmodius and Aristogiton. Sertorius heard of the islands at

Cadiz from some sailors who had been there; and he had a wish

to go and live in them and rest from his troubles (Plutarch,

Sertorius, c. 8). In the Odyssey, Proteus told Menelaus that he

should not die in Argos, but be removed to a place at the

boundary of the earth where Rhadamanthus dwelt (Odyssey, iv.

565):--

"For there in sooth man's life is easiest:

Nor snow nor raging storm nor rain is there

But ever gently breathing gales of Zephyr

Oceanus sends up to gladden man."

It is certain that the writer of the Odyssey only follows some

old legend, without having any knowledge of any place which

corresponds to his description. The two islands which Sertorius

heard of may be Madeira and the adjacent island. Compare

Pindar, Ol. ii. 129.

9. Mimi,[A] war, astonishment, torpor, slavery, will daily wipe out

those holy principles of thine. + How many things without studying

nature dost thou imagine, and how many dost thou neglect?[B] But it is

thy duty so to look on and so to do everything, that at the same time

the power of dealing with circumstances is perfected, and the

contemplative faculty is exercised, and the confidence which comes from

the knowledge of each several thing is maintained without showing it,

but yet not concealed. For when wilt thou enjoy simplicity, when

gravity, and when the knowledge of every several thing, both what it is

in substance, and what place it has in the universe, and how long it is

formed to exist, and of what things it is compounded, and to whom it can

belong, and who are able both to give it and take it away?

[A] Corais conjectured [Greek: misos] "hatred" in place of

Mimi, Roman plays in which action and gesticulation were all or

nearly all.

[B] This is corrupt. See the addition of Schultz.

10. A spider is proud when it has caught a fly, and another when he has

caught a poor hare, and another when he has taken a little fish in a

net, and another when he has taken wild boars, and another when he has

taken bears, and another when he has taken Sarmatians. Are not these

robbers, if thou examinest their opinions?[A]

11. Acquire the contemplative way of seeing how all things change into

one another, and constantly attend to it, and exercise thyself about

this part [of philosophy]. For nothing is so much adapted to produce

magnanimity. Such a man has put off the body, and as he sees that he

must, no one knows how soon, go away from among men and leave everything

here, he gives himself up entirely to just doing in all his actions, and

in everything else that happens he resigns himself to the universal

nature. But as to what any man shall say or think about him or do

against him, he never even thinks of it, being himself contented with

these two things--with acting justly in what he now does, and being

satisfied with what is now assigned to him; and he lays aside all

distracting and busy pursuits, and desires nothing else than to

accomplish the straight course through the law[B] and by accomplishing

the straight course to follow God.

[A] Marcus means to say that conquerors are robbers. He himself

warred against Sarmatians, and was a robber, as he says, like

the rest. But compare the life of Avidius Cassius, c. 4, by

Vulcatius.

[B] By the law he means the divine law, obedience to the will

of God.

12. What need is there of suspicious fear, since it is in thy power to

inquire what ought to be done? And if thou seest clear, go by this way

content, without turning back; but if thou dost not see clear, stop and

take the best advisers. But if any other things oppose thee, go on

according to thy powers with due consideration, keeping to that which

appears to be just. For it is best to reach this object, and if thou

dost fail, let thy failure be in attempting this. He who follows reason

in all things is both tranquil and active at the same time, and also

cheerful and collected.

13. Inquire of thyself as soon as thou wakest from sleep whether it will

make any difference to thee if another does what is just and right. It

will make no difference (vi. 32; viii. 55).

Thou hast not forgotten, I suppose, that those who assume arrogant airs

in bestowing their praise or blame on others are such as they are at bed

and at board, and thou hast not forgotten what they do, and what they

avoid, and what they pursue, and how they steal and how they rob, not

with hands and feet, but with their most valuable part, by means of

which there is produced, when a man chooses, fidelity, modesty, truth,

law, a good daemon [happiness] (vii. 17)?

14. To her who gives and takes back all, to nature, the man who is

instructed and modest says, Give what thou wilt; take back what thou

wilt. And he says this not proudly, but obediently, and well pleased

with her.

15. Short is the little which remains to thee of life. Live as on a

mountain. For it makes no difference whether a man lives there or here,

if he lives everywhere in the world as in a state [political community].

Let me see, let them know a real man who lives according to nature. If

they cannot endure him, let them kill him. For that is better than to

live thus [as men do].

16. No longer talk at all about the kind of man that a good man ought to

be, but be such.

17. Constantly contemplate the whole of time and the whole of substance,

and consider that all individual things as to substance are a grain of a

fig, and as to time the turning of a gimlet.

18. Look at everything that exists, and observe that it is already in

dissolution and in change, and as it were putrefaction or dispersion, or

that everything is so constituted by nature as to die.

19. Consider what men are when they are eating, sleeping, generating,

easing themselves, and so forth. Then what kind of men they are when

they are imperious + and arrogant, or angry and scolding from their

elevated place. But a short time ago to how many they were slaves and

for what things; and after a little time consider in what a condition

they will be.

20. That is for the good of each thing, which the universal nature

brings to each. And it is for its good at the time when nature brings

it.

21. "The earth loves the shower;" and "the solemn ether loves;" and the

universe loves to make whatever is about to be. I say then to the

universe, that I love as thou lovest. And is not this too said that

"this or that loves [is wont] to be produced?"[A]

22. Either thou livest here and hast already accustomed thyself to it,

or thou art going away, and this was thy own will; or thou art dying and

hast discharged thy duty. But besides these things there is nothing. Be

of good cheer, then.

23. Let this always be plain to thee, that this piece of land is like

any other; and that all things here are the same with things on the top

of a mountain, or on the sea-shore, or wherever thou choosest to be. For

thou wilt find just what Plato says, Dwelling within the walls of a city

as in a shepherd's fold on a mountain. [The three last words are omitted

in the translation.][B]

[A] These words are from Euripides. They are cited by

Aristotle, Ethic. Nicom. viii. 1. Athenaeus (xiii. 296) and

Stobaeus quote seven complete lines beginning [Greek: era men

ombrou gaia]. There is a similar fragment of Aeschylus,

Danaides, also quoted by Athenaeus.

It was the fashion of the Stoics to work on the meanings of

words. So Antoninus here takes the verb [Greek: philei],

"loves," which has also the sense of "is wont," "uses," and the

like. He finds in the common language of mankind a

philosophical truth, and most great truths are expressed in the

common language of life; some understand them, but most people

utter them without knowing how much they mean.

[B] Plato, Theaet. 174 D.E. But compare the original with the

use that Antoninus has made of it.

24. What is my ruling faculty now to me? and of what nature am I now

making it? and for what purpose am I now using it? is it void of

understanding? is it loosed and rent asunder from social life? is it

melted into and mixed with the poor flesh so as to move together with

it?

25. He who flies from his master is a runaway; but the law is master,

and he who breaks the law is a runaway. And he also who is grieved or

angry or afraid, + is dissatisfied because something has been or is or

shall be of the things which are appointed by him who rules all things,

and he is Law and assigns to every man what is fit. He then who fears or

is grieved or is angry is a runaway.[A]

[A] Antoninus is here playing on the etymology, of [Greek:

nomos], law, assignment, that which assigns ([Greek: nemei]) to

every man his portion.

26. A man deposits seed in a womb and goes away, and then another cause

takes it and labors on it, and makes a child. What a thing from such a

material! Again, the child passes food down through the throat, and then

another cause takes it and makes perception and motion, and in fine,

life and strength and other things; how many and how strange! Observe

then the things which are produced in such a hidden way, and see the

power, just as we see the power which carries things downwards and

upwards, not with the eyes, but still no less plainly (vii. 85).

27. Constantly consider how all things such as they now are, in time

past also were; and consider that they will be the same again. And place

before thy eyes entire dramas and stages of the same form, whatever thou

hast learned from thy experience or from older history; for example, the

whole court of Hadrianus, and the whole court of Antoninus, and the

whole court of Philippus, Alexander, Croesus; for all those were such

dramas as we see now, only with different actors.

28. Imagine every man who is grieved at anything or discontented to be

like a pig which is sacrificed and kicks and screams.

Like this pig also is he who on his bed in silence laments the bonds in

which we are held. And consider that only to the rational animal is it

given to follow voluntarily what happens; but simply to follow is a

necessity imposed on all.

29. Severally on the occasion of everything that thou dost, pause and

ask thyself if death is a dreadful thing because it deprives thee of

this.

30. When thou art offended at any man's fault, forthwith turn to thyself

and reflect in what like manner thou dost err thyself; for example, in

thinking that money is a good thing, or pleasure, or a bit of

reputation, and the like. For by attending to this thou wilt quickly

forget thy anger, if this consideration also is added, that the man is

compelled: for what else could he do? or, if thou art able, take away

from him the compulsion.

31. When thou hast seen Satyron[A] the Socratic,+ think of either

Eutyches or Hymen, and when thou hast seen Euphrates, think of Eutychion

or Silvanus, and when thou hast seen Alciphron think of Tropaeophorus,

and when thou hast seen Xenophon, think of Crito[B] or Severus, and when

thou hast looked on thyself, think of any other Caesar, and in the case

of every one do in like manner. Then let this thought be in thy mind,

Where then are those men? Nowhere, or nobody knows where. For thus

continuously thou wilt look at human things as smoke and nothing at all;

especially if thou reflectest at the same time that what has once

changed will never exist again in the infinite duration of time. But

thou, in what a brief space of time is thy existence? And why art thou

not content to pass through this short time in an orderly way? What

matter and opportunity [for thy activity] art thou avoiding? For what

else are all these things, except exercises for the reason, when it has

viewed carefully and by examination into their nature the things which

happen in life? Persevere then until thou shalt have made these things

thy own, as the stomach which is strengthened makes all things its own,

as the blazing fire makes flame and brightness out of everything that is

thrown into it.

32. Let it not be in any man's power to say truly of thee that thou are

not simple or that thou art not good; but let him be a liar whoever

shall think anything of this kind about thee; and this is altogether in

thy power. For who is he that shall hinder thee from being good and

simple? Do thou only determine to live no longer unless thou shalt be

such. For neither does reason allow [thee to live], if thou art not

such.[C]

[A] Nothing is known of Satyron or Satyrion; nor, I believe, of

Eutyches or Hymen. Euphrates is honorably mentioned by

Epictetus (iii. 15, 8; iv. 8, 17). Pliny (Epp. i. 10) speaks

very highly of him. He obtained the permission of the Emperor

Hadrian to drink poison, because he was old and in bad health

(Dion Cassius, 69, c. 8).

[B] Crito is the friend of Socrates; and he was, it appears,

also a friend of Xenophon. When the emperor says "seen"

([Greek: idôn]), he does not mean with the eyes.

[C] Compare Epictetus, i. 29, 28.

33. What is that which as to this material [our life] can be done or

said in the way most conformable to reason? For whatever this may be, it

is in thy power to do it or to say it, and do not make excuses that thou

art hindered. Thou wilt not cease to lament till thy mind is in such a

condition that what luxury is to those who enjoy pleasure, such shall be

to thee, in the matter which is subjected and presented to thee, the

doing of the things which are conformable to man's constitution; for a

man ought to consider as an enjoyment everything which it is in his

power to do according to his own nature. And it is in his power

everywhere. Now, it is not given to a cylinder to move everywhere by its

own motion, nor yet to water nor to fire, nor to anything else which is

governed by nature or an irrational soul, for the things which check

them and stand in the way are many. But intelligence and reason are able

to go through everything that opposes them, and in such manner as they

are formed by nature and as they choose. Place before thy eyes this

facility with which the reason will be carried through all things, as

fire upwards, as a stone downwards, as a cylinder down an inclined

surface, and seek for nothing further. For all other obstacles either

affect the body only, which is a dead thing; or, except through opinion

and the yielding of the reason itself, they do not crush nor do any harm

of any kind; for if they did, he who felt it would immediately become

bad. Now, in the case of all things which have a certain constitution,

whatever harm may happen to any of them, that which is so affected

becomes consequently worse; but in the like case, a man becomes both

better, if one may say so, and more worthy of praise by making a right

use of these accidents. And finally remember that nothing harms him who

is really a citizen, which does not harm the state; nor yet does

anything harm the state, which does not harm law [order]; and of these

things which are called misfortunes not one harms law. What then does

not harm law does not harm either state or citizen.

34. To him who is penetrated by true principles even the briefest

precept is sufficient, and any common precept, to remind him that he

should be free from grief and fear. For example:--

"Leaves, some the wind scatters on the ground--

So is the race of men."[A]

Leaves, also, are thy children; and leaves, too, are they who cry out as

if they were worthy of credit and bestow their praise, or on the

contrary curse, or secretly blame and sneer; and leaves, in like manner,

are those who shall receive and transmit a man's fame to after-times.

For all such things as these "are produced in the season of spring," as

the poet says; then the wind casts them down; then the forest produces

other leaves in their places. But a brief existence is common to all

things, and yet thou avoidest and pursuest all things as if they would

be eternal. A little time, and thou shalt close thy eyes; and him who

has attended thee to thy grave another soon will lament.

[A] Homer, II., vi. 146.

35. The healthy eye ought to see all visible things and not to say, I

wish for green things; for this is the condition of a diseased eye. And

the healthy hearing and smelling ought to be ready to perceive all that

can be heard and smelled. And the healthy stomach ought to be with

respect to all food just as the mill with respect to all things which it

is formed to grind. And accordingly the healthy understanding ought to

be prepared for everything which happens; but that which says, Let my

dear children live, and let all men praise whatever I may do, is an eye

which seeks for green things, or teeth which seek for soft things.

36. There is no man so fortunate that there shall not be by him when he

is dying some who are pleased with what is going to happen.[A] Suppose

that he was a good and wise man, will there not be at least some one to

say to himself, Let us at last breathe freely, being relieved from this

schoolmaster? It is true that he was harsh to none of us, but I

perceived that he tacitly condemns us.--This is what is said of a good

man. But in our own case how many other things are there for which there

are many who wish to get rid of us? Thou wilt consider this, then, when

thou art dying, and thou wilt depart more contentedly by reflecting

thus: I am going away from such a life, in which even my associates in

behalf of whom I have striven so much, prayed, and cared, themselves

wish me to depart, hoping perchance to get some little advantage by it.

Why then should a man cling to a longer stay here? Do not, however, for

this reason go away less kindly disposed to them, but preserving thy own

character, and friendly and benevolent and mild, and on the other hand

not as if thou wast torn away; but as when a man dies a quiet death, the

poor soul is easily separated from the body, such also ought thy

departure from men to be, for nature united thee to them and associated

thee. But does she now dissolve the union? Well, I am separated as from

kinsmen, not however dragged resisting, but without compulsion; for

this, too, is one of the things according to nature.

[A] He says [Greek: kakon], but as he affirms in other places

that death is no evil, he must mean what others may call an

evil, and he means only "what is going to happen."

37. Accustom thyself as much as possible on the occasion of anything

being done by any person to inquire with thyself, For what object is

this man doing this? But begin with thyself, and examine thyself first.

38. Remember that this which pulls the strings is the thing which is

hidden within: this is the power of persuasion, this is life, this, if

one may so say, is man. In contemplating thyself never include the

vessel which surrounds thee and these instruments which are attached

about it. For they are like to an axe, differing only in this, that they

grow to the body. For indeed there is no more use in these parts without

the cause which moves and checks them than in the weaver's shuttle, and

the writer's pen, and the driver's whip.[A]

[A] See the Philosophy of Antoninus, p. 72, note.

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