LETTER 341. TO MR. HOPPNER.

"October 22. 1819.

"I am glad to hear of your return, but I do not know how to

congratulate you--unless you think differently of Venice from what

I think now, and you thought always. I am, besides, about to renew

your troubles by requesting you to be judge between Mr. E * * * and

myself in a small matter of imputed peculation and irregular

accounts on the part of that phoenix of secretaries. As I knew that

you had not parted friends, at the same time that _I_ refused for

my own part any judgment but _yours_, I offered him his choice of

any person, the _least_ scoundrel native to be found in Venice, as

his own umpire; but he expressed himself so convinced of your

impartiality, that he declined any but _you_. This is in his

favour.--The paper within will explain to you the default in his

accounts. You will hear his explanation, and decide if it so please

you. I shall not appeal from the decision.

"As he complained that his salary was insufficient, I determined to

have his accounts examined, and the enclosed was the result.--It is

all in black and white with documents, and I have despatched

Fletcher to explain (or rather to perplex) the matter.

"I have had much civility and kindness from Mr. Dorville during

your journey, and I thank him accordingly.

"Your letter reached me at your departure[57], and displeased me

very much:--not that it might not be true in its statement and kind

in its intention, but you have lived long enough to know how

useless all such representations ever are and must be in cases

where the passions are concerned. To reason with men in such a

situation is like reasoning with a drunkard in his cups--the only

answer you will get from him is, that he is sober, and you are

drunk.

"Upon that subject we will (if you like) be silent. You might only

say what would distress me without answering any purpose whatever;

and I have too many obligations to you to answer you in the same

style. So that you should recollect that you have also that

advantage over me. I hope to see you soon.

"I suppose you know that they said at Venice, that I was arrested

at Bologna as a _Carbonaro_--story about as true as their usual

conversation. Moore has been here--I lodged him in my house at

Venice, and went to see him daily; but I could not at that time

quit La Mira entirely. You and I were not very far from meeting in

Switzerland. With my best respects to Mrs. Hoppner, believe me ever

and truly, &c.

"P.S. Allegra is here in good health and spirits--I shall keep her

with me till I go to England, which will perhaps be in the spring.

It has just occurred to me that you may not perhaps like to

undertake the office of judge between Mr. E. and your humble

servant.--Of course, as Mr. Liston (the comedian, not the

ambassador) says, '_it is all hoptional_;' but I have no other

resource. I do not wish to find him a rascal, if it can be avoided,

and would rather think him guilty of carelessness than cheating.

The case is this--can I, or not, give him a character for

_honesty_?--It is not my intention to continue him in my service."

[Footnote 57: Mr. Hoppner, before his departure from Venice for

Switzerland, had, with all the zeal of a true friend, written a letter

to Lord Byron, entreating him "to leave Ravenna while yet he had a whole

skin, and urging him not to risk the safety of a person he appeared so

sincerely attached to--as well as his own--for the gratification of a

momentary passion, which could only be a source of regret to both

parties." In the same letter Mr. Hoppner informed him of some reports he

had heard lately at Venice, which, though possibly, he said, unfounded,

had much increased his anxiety respecting the consequences of the

connection formed by him.]

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