A near relative, the bull-bat, or nighthawk, seemed hardly less

wonderful. Towards evening scattered flocks kept the sky lively as they

circled around on their long wings a hundred feet or more above the

ground, hunting moths and beetles, interrupting their rather slow but

strong, regular wing-beats at short intervals with quick quivering

strokes while uttering keen, squeaky cries something like _pfee_,

_pfee_, and every now and then diving nearly to the ground with a loud

ripping, bellowing sound, like bull-roaring, suggesting its name; then

turning and gliding swiftly up again. These fine wild gray birds, about

the size of a pigeon, lay their two eggs on bare ground without

anything like a nest or even a concealing bush or grass-tuft.

Nevertheless they are not easily seen, for they are colored like the

ground. While sitting on their eggs, they depend so much upon not being

noticed that if you are walking rapidly ahead they allow you to step

within an inch or two of them without flinching. But if they see by

your looks that you have discovered them, they leave their eggs or

young, and, like a good many other birds, pretend that they are sorely

wounded, fluttering and rolling over on the ground and gasping as if

dying, to draw you away. When pursued we were surprised to find that

just when we were on the point of overtaking them they were always able

to flutter a few yards farther, until they had led us about a quarter

of a mile from the nest; then, suddenly getting well, they quietly flew

home by a roundabout way to their precious babies or eggs, o’er a’ the

ills of life victorious, bad boys among the worst. The Yankee took

particular pleasure in encouraging us to pursue them.

Everything about us was so novel and wonderful that we could hardly

believe our senses except when hungry or while father was thrashing us.

When we first saw Fountain Lake Meadow, on a sultry evening, sprinkled

with millions of lightning-bugs throbbing with light, the effect was so

strange and beautiful that it seemed far too marvelous to be real.

Looking from our shanty on the hill, I thought that the whole wonderful

fairy show must be in my eyes; for only in fighting, when my eyes were

struck, had I ever seen anything in the least like it. But when I asked

my brother if he saw anything strange in the meadow he said, “Yes, it’s

all covered with shaky fire-sparks.” Then I guessed that it might be

something outside of us, and applied to our all-knowing Yankee to

explain it. “Oh, it’s nothing but lightnin’-bugs,” he said, and kindly

led us down the hill to the edge of the fiery meadow, caught a few of

the wonderful bugs, dropped them into a cup, and carried them to the

shanty, where we watched them throbbing and flashing out their

mysterious light at regular intervals, as if each little passionate

glow were caused by the beating of a heart. Once I saw a splendid

display of glow-worm light in the foothills of the Himalayas, north of

Calcutta, but glorious as it appeared in pure starry radiance, it was

far less impressive than the extravagant abounding, quivering, dancing

fire on our Wisconsin meadow.

Partridge drumming was another great marvel. When I first heard the

low, soft, solemn sound I thought it must be made by some strange

disturbance in my head or stomach, but as all seemed serene within, I

asked David whether he heard anything queer. “Yes,” he said, “I hear

something saying _boomp_, _boomp_, _boomp_, and I’m wondering at it.”

Then I was half satisfied that the source of the mysterious sound must

be in something outside of us, coming perhaps from the ground or from

some ghost or bogie or woodland fairy. Only after long watching and

listening did we at last discover it in the wings of the plump brown

bird.

The love-song of the common jack snipe seemed not a whit less

mysterious than partridge drumming. It was usually heard on cloudy

evenings, a strange, unearthly, winnowing, spiritlike sound, yet easily

heard at a distance of a third of a mile. Our sharp eyes soon detected

the bird while making it, as it circled high in the air over the meadow

with wonderfully strong and rapid wing-beats, suddenly descending and

rising, again and again, in deep, wide loops; the tones being very low

and smooth at the beginning of the descent, rapidly increasing to a

curious little whirling storm-roar at the bottom, and gradually fading

lower and lower until the top was reached. It was long, however, before

we identified this mysterious wing-singer as the little brown jack

snipe that we knew so well and had so often watched as he silently

probed the mud around the edges of our meadow stream and spring-holes,

and made short zigzag flights over the grass uttering only little

short, crisp quacks and chucks.

The love-songs of the frogs seemed hardly less wonderful than those of

the birds, their musical notes varying from the sweet, tranquil,

soothing peeping and purring of the hylas to the awfully deep low-bass

blunt bellowing of the bullfrogs. Some of the smaller species have

wonderfully clear, sharp voices and told us their good Bible names in

musical tones about as plainly as the whip-poor-will. _Isaac, Isaac;

Yacob, Yacob; Israel, Israel_; shouted in sharp, ringing, far-reaching

tones, as if they had all been to school and severely drilled in

elocution. In the still, warm evenings, big bunchy bullfrogs bellowed,

_Drunk! Drunk! Drunk! Jug o’ rum! Jug o’ rum_! and early in the spring,

countless thousands of the commonest species, up to the throat in cold

water, sang in concert, making a mass of music, such as it was, loud

enough to be heard at a distance of more than half a mile.

Far, far apart from this loud marsh music is that of the many species

of hyla, a sort of soothing immortal melody filling the air like light.

We reveled in the glory of the sky scenery as well as that of the woods

and meadows and rushy, lily-bordered lakes. The great thunderstorms in

particular interested us, so unlike any seen in Scotland, exciting

awful, wondering admiration. Gazing awe-stricken, we watched the

upbuilding of the sublime cloud-mountains,—glowing, sun-beaten pearl

and alabaster cumuli, glorious in beauty and majesty and looking so

firm and lasting that birds, we thought, might build their nests amid

their downy bosses; the black-browed storm-clouds marching in awful

grandeur across the landscape, trailing broad gray sheets of hail and

rain like vast cataracts, and ever and anon flashing down vivid zigzag

lightning followed by terrible crashing thunder. We saw several trees

shattered, and one of them, a punky old oak, was set on fire, while we

wondered why all the trees and everybody and everything did not share

the same fate, for oftentimes the whole sky blazed. After sultry storm

days, many of the nights were darkened by smooth black apparently

structureless cloud-mantles which at short intervals were illumined

with startling suddenness to a fiery glow by quick, quivering

lightning-flashes, revealing the landscape in almost noonday

brightness, to be instantly quenched in solid blackness.

But those first days and weeks of unmixed enjoyment and freedom,

reveling in the wonderful wildness about us, were soon to be mingled

with the hard work of making a farm. I was first put to burning brush

in clearing land for the plough. Those magnificent brush fires with

great white hearts and red flames, the first big, wild outdoor fires I

had ever seen, were wonderful sights for young eyes. Again and again,

when they were burning fiercest so that we could hardly approach near

enough to throw on another branch, father put them to awfully practical

use as warning lessons, comparing their heat with that of hell, and the

branches with bad boys. “Now, John,” he would say,—“now, John, just

think what an awful thing it would be to be thrown into that fire:—and

then think of hellfire, that is so many times hotter. Into that fire

all bad boys, with sinners of every sort who disobey God, will be cast

as we are casting branches into this brush fire, and although suffering

so much, their sufferings will never never end, because neither the

fire nor the sinners can die.” But those terrible fire lessons quickly

faded away in the blithe wilderness air; for no fire can be hotter than

the heavenly fire of faith and hope that burns in every healthy boy’s

heart.

Soon after our arrival in the woods some one added a cat and puppy to

the animals father had bought. The cat soon had kittens, and it was

interesting to watch her feeding, protecting, and training them. After

they were able to leave their nest and play, she went out hunting and

brought in many kinds of birds and squirrels for them, mostly ground

squirrels (spermophiles), called “gophers” in Wisconsin. When she got

within a dozen yards or so of the shanty, she announced her approach by

a peculiar call, and the sleeping kittens immediately bounced up and

ran to meet her, all racing for the first bite of they knew not what,

and we too ran to see what she brought. She then lay down a few minutes

to rest and enjoy the enjoyment of her feasting family, and again

vanished in the grass and flowers, coming and going every half-hour or

so. Sometimes she brought in birds that we had never seen before, and

occasionally a flying squirrel, chipmunk, or big fox squirrel. We were

just old enough, David and I, to regard all these creatures as wonders,

the strange inhabitants of our new world.

The pup was a common cur, though very uncommon to us, a black and white

short-haired mongrel that we named “Watch.” We always gave him a pan of

milk in the evening just before we knelt in family worship, while

daylight still lingered in the shanty. And, instead of attending to the

prayers, I too often studied the small wild creatures playing around

us. Field mice scampered about the cabin as though it had been built

for them alone, and their performances were very amusing. About dusk,

on one of the calm, sultry nights so grateful to moths and beetles,

when the puppy was lapping his milk, and we were on our knees, in

through the door came a heavy broad-shouldered beetle about as big as a

mouse, and after it had droned and boomed round the cabin two or three

times, the pan of milk, showing white in the gloaming, caught its eyes,

and, taking good aim, it alighted with a slanting, glinting plash in

the middle of the pan like a duck alighting in a lake. Baby Watch,

having never before seen anything like that beetle, started back,

gazing in dumb astonishment and fear at the black sprawling monster

trying to swim. Recovering somewhat from his fright, he began to bark

at the creature, and ran round and round his milk-pan, wouf-woufing,

gurring, growling, like an old dog barking at a wild-cat or a bear. The

natural astonishment and curiosity of that boy dog getting his first

entomological lesson in this wonderful world was so immoderately funny

that I had great difficulty in keeping from laughing out loud.

Snapping turtles were common throughout the woods, and we were

delighted to find that they would snap at a stick and hang on like

bull-dogs; and we amused ourselves by introducing Watch to them,

enjoying his curious behavior and theirs in getting acquainted with

each other. One day we assisted one of the smallest of the turtles to

get a good grip of poor Watch’s ear. Then away he rushed, holding his

head sidewise, yelping and terror-stricken, with the strange buglike

reptile biting hard and clinging fast,—a shameful amusement even for

wild boys.

As a playmate Watch was too serious, though he learned more than any

stranger would judge him capable of, was a bold, faithful watch-dog,

and in his prime a grand fighter, able to whip all the other dogs in

the neighborhood. Comparing him with ourselves, we soon learned that

although he could not read books he could read faces, was a good judge

of character, always knew what was going on and what we were about to

do, and liked to help us. We could run nearly as fast as he could, see

about as far, and perhaps hear as well, but in sense of smell his nose

was incomparably better than ours. One sharp winter morning when the

ground was covered with snow, I noticed that when he was yawning and

stretching himself after leaving his bed he suddenly caught the scent

of something that excited him, went round the corner of the house, and

looked intently to the westward across a tongue of land that we called

West Bank, eagerly questioning the air with quivering nostrils, and

bristling up as though he felt sure that there was something dangerous

in that direction and had actually caught sight of it. Then he ran

toward the Bank, and I followed him, curious to see what his nose had

discovered. The top of the Bank commanded a view of the north end of

our lake and meadow, and when we got there we saw an Indian hunter with

a long spear, going from one muskrat cabin to another, approaching

cautiously, careful to make no noise, and then suddenly thrusting his

spear down through the house. If well aimed, the spear went through the

poor beaver rat as it lay cuddled up in the snug nest it had made for

itself in the fall with so much far-seeing care, and when the hunter

felt the spear quivering, he dug down the mossy hut with his tomahawk

and secured his prey,—the flesh for food, and the skin to sell for a

dime or so. This was a clear object lesson on dogs’ keenness of scent.

That Indian was more than half a mile away across a wooded ridge. Had

the hunter been a white man, I suppose Watch would not have noticed

him.

When he was about six or seven years old, he not only became cross, so

that he would do only what he liked, but he fell on evil ways, and was

accused by the neighbors who had settled around us of catching and

devouring whole broods of chickens, some of them only a day or two out

of the shell. We never imagined he would do anything so grossly

undoglike. He never did at home. But several of the neighbors declared

over and over again that they had caught him in the act, and insisted

that he must be shot. At last, in spite of tearful protests, he was

condemned and executed. Father examined the poor fellow’s stomach in

search of sure evidence, and discovered the heads of eight chickens

that he had devoured at his last meal. So poor Watch was killed simply

because his taste for chickens was too much like our own. Think of the

millions of squabs that preaching, praying men and women kill and eat,

with all sorts of other animals great and small, young and old, while

eloquently discoursing on the coming of the blessed peaceful, bloodless

millennium! Think of the passenger pigeons that fifty or sixty years

ago filled the woods and sky over half the continent, now exterminated

by beating down the young from the nests together with the brooding

parents, before they could try their wonderful wings; by trapping them

in nets, feeding them to hogs, etc. None of our fellow mortals is safe

who eats what we eat, who in any way interferes with our pleasures, or

who may be used for work or food, clothing or ornament, or mere cruel,

sportish amusement. Fortunately many are too small to be seen, and

therefore enjoy life beyond our reach. And in looking through God’s

great stone books made up of records reaching back millions and

millions of years, it is a great comfort to learn that vast multitudes

of creatures, great and small and infinite in number, lived and had a

good time in God’s love before man was created.

The old Scotch fashion of whipping for every act of disobedience or of

simple, playful forgetfulness was still kept up in the wilderness, and

of course many of those whippings fell upon me. Most of them were

outrageously severe, and utterly barren of fun. But here is one that

was nearly all fun.

Father was busy hauling lumber for the frame house that was to be got

ready for the arrival of my mother, sisters, and brother, left behind

in Scotland. One morning, when he was ready to start for another load,

his ox-whip was not to be found. He asked me if I knew anything about

it. I told him I didn’t know where it was, but Scotch conscience

compelled me to confess that when I was playing with it I had tied it

to Watch’s tail, and that he ran away, dragging it through the grass,

and came back without it. “It must have slipped off his tail,” I said,

and so I didn’t know where it was. This honest, straightforward little

story made father so angry that he exclaimed with heavy, foreboding

emphasis: “The very deevil’s in that boy!” David, who had been playing

with me and was perhaps about as responsible for the loss of the whip

as I was, said never a word, for he was always prudent enough to hold

his tongue when the parental weather was stormy, and so escaped nearly

all punishment. And, strange to say, this time I also escaped, all

except a terrible scolding, though the thrashing weather seemed darker

than ever. As if unwilling to let the sun see the shameful job, father

took me into the cabin where the storm was to fall, and sent David to

the woods for a switch. While he was out selecting the switch, father

put in the spare time sketching my play-wickedness in awful colors, and

of course referred again and again to the place prepared for bad boys.

In the midst of this terrible word-storm, dreading most the impending

thrashing, I whimpered that I was only playing because I couldn’t help

it; didn’t know I was doing wrong; wouldn’t do it again, and so forth.

After this miserable dialogue was about exhausted, father became

impatient at my brother for taking so long to find the switch; and so

was I, for I wanted to have the thing over and done with. At last, in

came David, a picture of open-hearted innocence, solemnly dragging a

young bur-oak sapling, and handed the end of it to father, saying it

was the best switch he could find. It was an awfully heavy one, about

two and a half inches thick at the butt and ten feet long, almost big

enough for a fence-pole. There wasn’t room enough in the cabin to swing

it, and the moment I saw it I burst out laughing in the midst of my

fears. But father failed to see the fun and was very angry at David,

heaved the bur-oak outside and passionately demanded his reason for

fetching “sic a muckle rail like that instead o’ a switch? Do ye ca’

that a switch? I have a gude mind to thrash you insteed o’ John.”

David, with demure, downcast eyes, looked preternaturally righteous,

but as usual prudently answered never a word.

It was a hard job in those days to bring up Scotch boys in the way they

should go; and poor overworked father was determined to do it if enough

of the right kind of switches could be found. But this time, as the sun

was getting high, he hitched up old Tom and Jerry and made haste to the

Kingston lumber-yard, leaving me unscathed and as innocently wicked as

ever; for hardly had father got fairly out of sight among the oaks and

hickories, ere all our troubles, hell-threatenings, and exhortations

were forgotten in the fun we had lassoing a stubborn old sow and

laboriously trying to teach her to go reasonably steady in rope

harness. She was the first hog that father bought to stock the farm,

and we boys regarded her as a very wonderful beast. In a few weeks she

had a lot of pigs, and of all the queer, funny, animal children we had

yet seen, none amused us more. They were so comic in size and shape, in

their gait and gestures, their merry sham fights, and the false alarms

they got up for the fun of scampering back to their mother and begging

her in most persuasive little squeals to lie down and give them a

drink.

After her darling short-snouted babies were about a month old, she took

them out to the woods and gradually roamed farther and farther from the

shanty in search of acorns and roots. One afternoon we heard a

rifle-shot, a very noticeable thing, as we had no near neighbors, as

yet. We thought it must have been fired by an Indian on the trail that

followed the right bank of the Fox River between Portage and Packwaukee

Lake and passed our shanty at a distance of about three quarters of a

mile. Just a few minutes after that shot was heard, along came the poor

mother rushing up to the shanty for protection, with her pigs, all out

of breath and terror-stricken. One of them was missing, and we supposed

of course that an Indian had shot it for food. Next day, I discovered a

blood-puddle where the Indian trail crossed the outlet of our lake. One

of father’s hired men told us that the Indians thought nothing of

levying this sort of blackmail whenever they were hungry. The solemn

awe and fear in the eyes of that old mother and those little pigs I

never can forget; it was as unmistakable and deadly a fear as I ever

saw expressed by any human eye, and corroborates in no uncertain way

the oneness of all of us.

IIIToC

LIFE ON A WISCONSIN FARM

Humanity in Oxen—Jack, the Pony—Learning to Ride—Nob and

Nell—Snakes—Mosquitoes and their Kin—Fish and Fishing—Considering the

Lilies—Learning to Swim—A Narrow Escape from Drowning and a

Victory—Accidents to Animals.

Coming direct from school in Scotland while we were still hopefully

ignorant and far from tame,—notwithstanding the unnatural profusion of

teaching and thrashing lavished upon us,—getting acquainted with the

animals about us was a never-failing source of wonder and delight. At

first my father, like nearly all the backwoods settlers, bought a yoke

of oxen to do the farm work, and as field after field was cleared, the

number was gradually increased until we had five yoke. These wise,

patient, plodding animals did all the ploughing, logging, hauling, and

hard work of every sort for the first four or five years, and, never

having seen oxen before, we looked at them with the same eager

freshness of conception as we did at the wild animals. We worked with

them, sympathized with them in their rest and toil and play, and thus

learned to know them far better than we should had we been only trained

scientific naturalists. We soon learned that each ox and cow and calf

had individual character. Old white-faced Buck, one of the second yoke

of oxen we owned, was a notably sagacious fellow. He seemed to reason

sometimes almost like ourselves. In the fall we fed the cattle lots of

pumpkins and had to split them open so that mouthfuls could be readily

broken off. But Buck never waited for us to come to his help. The

others, when they were hungry and impatient, tried to break through the

hard rind with their teeth, but seldom with success if the pumpkin was

full grown. Buck never wasted time in this mumbling, slavering way, but

crushed them with his head. He went to the pile, picked out a good one,

like a boy choosing an orange or apple, rolled it down on to the open

ground, deliberately kneeled in front of it, placed his broad, flat

brow on top of it, brought his weight hard down and crushed it, then

quietly arose and went on with his meal in comfort. Some would call

this “instinct,” as if so-called “blind instinct” must necessarily make

an ox stand on its head to break pumpkins when its teeth got sore, or

when nobody came with an axe to split them. Another fine ox showed his

skill when hungry by opening all the fences that stood in his way to

the corn-fields.

The humanity we found in them came partly through the expression of

their eyes when tired, their tones of voice when hungry and calling for

food, their patient plodding and pulling in hot weather, their

long-drawn-out sighing breath when exhausted and suffering like

ourselves, and their enjoyment of rest with the same grateful looks as

ours. We recognized their kinship also by their yawning like ourselves

when sleepy and evidently enjoying the same peculiar pleasure at the

roots of their jaws; by the way they stretched themselves in the

morning after a good rest; by learning languages,—Scotch, English,

Irish, French, Dutch,—a smattering of each as required in the faithful

service they so willingly, wisely rendered; by their intelligent, alert

curiosity, manifested in listening to strange sounds; their love of

play; the attachments they made; and their mourning, long continued,

when a companion was killed.

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