The nests, I fear, with the beautiful eggs and young birds, were prized

quite as highly as the songs of the glad parents, but no Scotch boy

that I know of ever failed to listen with enthusiasm to the songs of

the skylarks. Oftentimes on a broad meadow near Dunbar we stood for

hours enjoying their marvelous singing and soaring. From the grass

where the nest was hidden the male would suddenly rise, as straight as

if shot up, to a height of perhaps thirty or forty feet, and,

sustaining himself with rapid wing-beats, pour down the most delicious

melody, sweet and clear and strong, overflowing all bounds, then

suddenly he would soar higher again and again, ever higher and higher,

soaring and singing until lost to sight even on perfectly clear days,

and oftentimes in cloudy weather “far in the downy cloud,” as the poet

says.

To test our eyes we often watched a lark until he seemed a faint speck

in the sky and finally passed beyond the keenest-sighted of us all. “I

see him yet!” we would cry, “I see him yet!” “I see him yet!” “I see

him yet!” as he soared. And finally only one of us would be left to

claim that he still saw him. At last he, too, would have to admit that

the singer had soared beyond his sight, and still the music came

pouring down to us in glorious profusion, from a height far above our

vision, requiring marvelous power of wing and marvelous power of voice,

for that rich, delicious, soft, and yet clear music was distinctly

heard long after the bird was out of sight. Then, suddenly ceasing, the

glorious singer would appear, falling like a bolt straight down to his

nest, where his mate was sitting on the eggs.

It was far too common a practice among us to carry off a young lark

just before it could fly, place it in a cage, and fondly, laboriously

feed it. Sometimes we succeeded in keeping one alive for a year or two,

and when awakened by the spring weather it was pitiful to see the

quivering imprisoned soarer of the heavens rapidly beating its wings

and singing as though it were flying and hovering in the air like its

parents. To keep it in health we were taught that we must supply it

with a sod of grass the size of the bottom of the cage, to make the

poor bird feel as though it were at home on its native meadow,—a meadow

perhaps a foot or at most two feet square. Again and again it would try

to hover over that miniature meadow from its miniature sky just

underneath the top of the cage. At last, conscience-stricken, we

carried the beloved prisoner to the meadow west of Dunbar where it was

born, and, blessing its sweet heart, bravely set it free, and our

exceeding great reward was to see it fly and sing in the sky.

In the winter, when there was but little doing in the fields, we

organized running-matches. A dozen or so of us would start out on races

that were simply tests of endurance, running on and on along a public

road over the breezy hills like hounds, without stopping or getting

tired. The only serious trouble we ever felt in these long races was an

occasional stitch in our sides. One of the boys started the story that

sucking raw eggs was a sure cure for the stitches. We had hens in our

back yard, and on the next Saturday we managed to swallow a couple of

eggs apiece, a disgusting job, but we would do almost anything to mend

our speed, and as soon as we could get away after taking the cure we

set out on a ten or twenty mile run to prove its worth. We thought

nothing of running right ahead ten or a dozen miles before turning

back; for we knew nothing about taking time by the sun, and none of us

had a watch in those days. Indeed, we never cared about time until it

began to get dark. Then we thought of home and the thrashing that

awaited us. Late or early, the thrashing was sure, unless father

happened to be away. If he was expected to return soon, mother made

haste to get us to bed before his arrival. We escaped the thrashing

next morning, for father never felt like thrashing us in cold blood on

the calm holy Sabbath. But no punishment, however sure and severe, was

of any avail against the attraction of the fields and woods. It had

other uses, developing memory, etc., but in keeping us at home it was

of no use at all. Wildness was ever sounding in our ears, and Nature

saw to it that besides school lessons and church lessons some of her

own lessons should be learned, perhaps with a view to the time when we

should be called to wander in wildness to our heart’s content. Oh, the

blessed enchantment of those Saturday runaways in the prime of the

spring! How our young wondering eyes reveled in the sunny, breezy glory

of the hills and the sky, every particle of us thrilling and tingling

with the bees and glad birds and glad streams! Kings may be blessed; we

were glorious, we were free,—school cares and scoldings, heart

thrashings and flesh thrashings alike, were forgotten in the fullness

of Nature’s glad wildness. These were my first excursions,—the

beginnings of lifelong wanderings.

IIToC

A NEW WORLD

Stories of America—Glorious News—Crossing the Atlantic—The New Home—A

Baptism in Nature—New Birds—The Adventures of Watch—Scotch

Correction—Marauding Indians.

Our grammar-school reader, called, I think, “Maccoulough’s Course of

Reading,” contained a few natural-history sketches that excited me very

much and left a deep impression, especially a fine description of the

fish hawk and the bald eagle by the Scotch ornithologist Wilson, who

had the good fortune to wander for years in the American woods while

the country was yet mostly wild. I read his description over and over

again, till I got the vivid picture he drew by heart,—the long-winged

hawk circling over the heaving waves, every motion watched by the eagle

perched on the top of a crag or dead tree; the fish hawk poising for a

moment to take aim at a fish and plunging under the water; the eagle

with kindling eye spreading his wings ready for instant flight in case

the attack should prove successful; the hawk emerging with a struggling

fish in his talons, and proud flight; the eagle launching himself in

pursuit; the wonderful wing-work in the sky, the fish hawk, though

encumbered with his prey, circling higher, higher, striving hard to

keep above the robber eagle; the eagle at length soaring above him,

compelling him with a cry of despair to drop his hard-won prey; then

the eagle steadying himself for a moment to take aim, descending swift

as a lightning-bolt, and seizing the falling fish before it reached the

sea.

Not less exciting and memorable was Audubon’s wonderful story of the

passenger pigeon, a beautiful bird flying in vast flocks that darkened

the sky like clouds, countless millions assembling to rest and sleep

and rear their young in certain forests, miles in length and breadth,

fifty or a hundred nests on a single tree; the overloaded branches

bending low and often breaking; the farmers gathering from far and

near, beating down countless thousands of the young and old birds from

their nests and roosts with long poles at night, and in the morning

driving their bands of hogs, some of them brought from farms a hundred

miles distant, to fatten on the dead and wounded covering the ground.

In another of our reading-lessons some of the American forests were

described. The most interesting of the trees to us boys was the sugar

maple, and soon after we had learned this sweet story we heard

everybody talking about the discovery of gold in the same wonder-filled

country.

One night, when David and I were at grandfather’s fireside solemnly

learning our lessons as usual, my father came in with news, the most

wonderful, most glorious, that wild boys ever heard. “Bairns,” he said,

“you needna learn your lessons the nicht, for we’re gan to America the

morn!” No more grammar, but boundless woods full of mysterious good

things; trees full of sugar, growing in ground full of gold; hawks,

eagles, pigeons, filling the sky; millions of birds’ nests, and no

gamekeepers to stop us in all the wild, happy land. We were utterly,

blindly glorious. After father left the room, grandfather gave David

and me a gold coin apiece for a keepsake, and looked very serious, for

he was about to be deserted in his lonely old age. And when we in

fullness of young joy spoke of what we were going to do, of the

wonderful birds and their nests that we should find, the sugar and

gold, etc., and promised to send him a big box full of that tree sugar

packed in gold from the glorious paradise over the sea, poor lonely

grandfather, about to be forsaken, looked with downcast eyes on the

floor and said in a low, trembling, troubled voice, “Ah, poor laddies,

poor laddies, you’ll find something else ower the sea forbye gold and

sugar, birds’ nests and freedom fra lessons and schools. You’ll find

plenty hard, hard work.” And so we did. But nothing he could say could

cloud our joy or abate the fire of youthful, hopeful, fearless

adventure. Nor could we in the midst of such measureless excitement see

or feel the shadows and sorrows of his darkening old age. To my

schoolmates, met that night on the street, I shouted the glorious news,

“I’m gan to Amaraka the morn!” None could believe it. I said, “Weel,

just you see if I am at the skule the morn!”

Next morning we went by rail to Glasgow and thence joyfully sailed away

from beloved Scotland, flying to our fortunes on the wings of the

winds, care-free as thistle seeds. We could not then know what we were

leaving, what we were to encounter in the New World, nor what our gains

were likely to be. We were too young and full of hope for fear or

regret, but not too young to look forward with eager enthusiasm to the

wonderful schoolless bookless American wilderness. Even the natural

heart-pain of parting from grandfather and grandmother Gilrye, who

loved us so well, and from mother and sisters and brother was quickly

quenched in young joy. Father took with him only my sister Sarah

(thirteen years of age), myself (eleven), and brother David (nine),

leaving my eldest sister, Margaret, and the three youngest of the

family, Daniel, Mary, and Anna, with mother, to join us after a farm

had been found in the wilderness and a comfortable house made to

receive them.

In crossing the Atlantic before the days of steamships, or even the

American clippers, the voyages made in old-fashioned sailing-vessels

were very long. Ours was six weeks and three days. But because we had

no lessons to get, that long voyage had not a dull moment for us boys.

Father and sister Sarah, with most of the old folk, stayed below in

rough weather, groaning in the miseries of seasickness, many of the

passengers wishing they had never ventured in “the auld rockin’ creel,”

as they called our bluff-bowed, wave-beating ship, and, when the

weather was moderately calm, singing songs in the evenings,—“The

Youthful Sailor Frank and Bold,” “Oh, why left I my hame, why did I

cross the deep,” etc. But no matter how much the old tub tossed about

and battered the waves, we were on deck every day, not in the least

seasick, watching the sailors at their rope-hauling and climbing work;

joining in their songs, learning the names of the ropes and sails, and

helping them as far as they would let us; playing games with other boys

in calm weather when the deck was dry, and in stormy weather rejoicing

in sympathy with the big curly-topped waves.

The captain occasionally called David and me into his cabin and asked

us about our schools, handed us books to read, and seemed surprised to

find that Scotch boys could read and pronounce English with perfect

accent and knew so much Latin and French. In Scotch schools only pure

English was taught, although not a word of English was spoken out of

school. All through life, however well educated, the Scotch spoke

Scotch among their own folk, except at times when unduly excited on the

only two subjects on which Scotchmen get much excited, namely religion

and politics. So long as the controversy went on with fairly level

temper, only gude braid Scots was used, but if one became angry, as was

likely to happen, then he immediately began speaking severely correct

English, while his antagonist, drawing himself up, would say: “Weel,

there’s na use pursuing this subject ony further, for I see ye hae

gotten to your English.”

As we neared the shore of the great new land, with what eager wonder we

watched the whales and dolphins and porpoises and seabirds, and made

the good-natured sailors teach us their names and tell us stories about

them!

There were quite a large number of emigrants aboard, many of them newly

married couples, and the advantages of the different parts of the New

World they expected to settle in were often discussed. My father

started with the intention of going to the backwoods of Upper Canada.

Before the end of the voyage, however, he was persuaded that the States

offered superior advantages, especially Wisconsin and Michigan, where

the land was said to be as good as in Canada and far more easily

brought under cultivation; for in Canada the woods were so close and

heavy that a man might wear out his life in getting a few acres cleared

of trees and stumps. So he changed his mind and concluded to go to one

of the Western States.

On our wavering westward way a grain-dealer in Buffalo told father that

most of the wheat he handled came from Wisconsin; and this influential

information finally determined my father’s choice. At Milwaukee a

farmer who had come in from the country near Fort Winnebago with a load

of wheat agreed to haul us and our formidable load of stuff to a little

town called Kingston for thirty dollars. On that hundred-mile journey,

just after the spring thaw, the roads over the prairies were heavy and

miry, causing no end of lamentation, for we often got stuck in the mud,

and the poor farmer sadly declared that never, never again would he be

tempted to try to haul such a cruel, heart-breaking, wagon-breaking,

horse-killing load, no, not for a hundred dollars. In leaving Scotland,

father, like many other homeseekers, burdened himself with far too much

luggage, as if all America were still a wilderness in which little or

nothing could be bought. One of his big iron-bound boxes must have

weighed about four hundred pounds, for it contained an old-fashioned

beam-scales with a complete set of cast-iron counterweights, two of

them fifty-six pounds each, a twenty-eight, and so on down to a single

pound. Also a lot of iron wedges, carpenter’s tools, and so forth, and

at Buffalo, as if on the very edge of the wilderness, he gladly added

to his burden a big cast-iron stove with pots and pans, provisions

enough for a long siege, and a scythe and cumbersome cradle for cutting

wheat, all of which he succeeded in landing in the primeval Wisconsin

woods.

A land-agent at Kingston gave father a note to a farmer by the name of

Alexander Gray, who lived on the border of the settled part of the

country, knew the section-lines, and would probably help him to find a

good place for a farm. So father went away to spy out the land, and in

the mean time left us children in Kingston in a rented room. It took us

less than an hour to get acquainted with some of the boys in the

village; we challenged them to wrestle, run races, climb trees, etc.,

and in a day or two we felt at home, carefree and happy,

notwithstanding our family was so widely divided. When father returned

he told us that he had found fine land for a farm in sunny open woods

on the side of a lake, and that a team of three yoke of oxen with a big

wagon was coming to haul us to Mr. Gray’s place.

We enjoyed the strange ten-mile ride through the woods very much,

wondering how the great oxen could be so strong and wise and tame as to

pull so heavy a load with no other harness than a chain and a crooked

piece of wood on their necks, and how they could sway so obediently to

right and left past roadside trees and stumps when the driver said

_haw_ and _gee_. At Mr. Gray’s house, father again left us for a few

days to build a shanty on the quarter-section he had selected four or

five miles to the westward. In the mean while we enjoyed our freedom as

usual, wandering in the fields and meadows, looking at the trees and

flowers, snakes and birds and squirrels. With the help of the nearest

neighbors the little shanty was built in less than a day after the

rough bur-oak logs for the walls and the white-oak boards for the floor

and roof were got together.

To this charming hut, in the sunny woods, overlooking a flowery glacier

meadow and a lake rimmed with white water-lilies, we were hauled by an

ox-team across trackless carex swamps and low rolling hills sparsely

dotted with round-headed oaks. Just as we arrived at the shanty, before

we had time to look at it or the scenery about it, David and I jumped

down in a hurry off the load of household goods, for we had discovered

a blue jay’s nest, and in a minute or so we were up the tree beside it,

feasting our eyes on the beautiful green eggs and beautiful birds,—our

first memorable discovery. The handsome birds had not seen Scotch boys

before and made a desperate screaming as if we were robbers like

themselves; though we left the eggs untouched, feeling that we were

already beginning to get rich, and wondering how many more nests we

should find in the grand sunny woods. Then we ran along the brow of the

hill that the shanty stood on, and down to the meadow, searching the

trees and grass tufts and bushes, and soon discovered a bluebird’s and

a woodpecker’s nest, and began an acquaintance with the frogs and

snakes and turtles in the creeks and springs.

MUIR'S LAKE (FOUNTAIN LAKE) AND THE GARDEN MEADOW

MUIR’S LAKE (FOUNTAIN LAKE) AND THE GARDEN MEADOW

Sketched from the roof of the Bur-Oak ShantyToList

This sudden plash into pure wildness—baptism in Nature’s warm heart—how

utterly happy it made us! Nature streaming into us, wooingly teaching

her wonderful glowing lessons, so unlike the dismal grammar ashes and

cinders so long thrashed into us. Here without knowing it we still were

at school; every wild lesson a love lesson, not whipped but charmed

into us. Oh, that glorious Wisconsin wilderness! Everything new and

pure in the very prime of the spring when Nature’s pulses were beating

highest and mysteriously keeping time with our own! Young hearts, young

leaves, flowers, animals, the winds and the streams and the sparkling

lake, all wildly, gladly rejoicing together!

Next morning, when we climbed to the precious jay nest to take another

admiring look at the eggs, we found it empty. Not a shell-fragment was

left, and we wondered how in the world the birds were able to carry off

their thin-shelled eggs either in their bills or in their feet without

breaking them, and how they could be kept warm while a new nest was

being built. Well, I am still asking these questions. When I was on the

Harriman Expedition I asked Robert Ridgway, the eminent ornithologist,

how these sudden flittings were accomplished, and he frankly confessed

that he didn’t know, but guessed that jays and many other birds carried

their eggs in their mouths; and when I objected that a jay’s mouth

seemed too small to hold its eggs, he replied that birds’ mouths were

larger than the narrowness of their bills indicated. Then I asked him

what he thought they did with the eggs while a new nest was being

prepared. He didn’t know; neither do I to this day. A specimen of the

many puzzling problems presented to the naturalist.

We soon found many more nests belonging to birds that were not half so

suspicious. The handsome and notorious blue jay plunders the nests of

other birds and of course he could not trust us. Almost all the

others—brown thrushes, bluebirds, song sparrows, kingbirds, hen-hawks,

nighthawks, whip-poor-wills, woodpeckers, etc.—simply tried to avoid

being seen, to draw or drive us away, or paid no attention to us.

We used to wonder how the woodpeckers could bore holes so perfectly

round, true mathematical circles. We ourselves could not have done it

even with gouges and chisels. We loved to watch them feeding their

young, and wondered how they could glean food enough for so many

clamorous, hungry, unsatisfiable babies, and how they managed to give

each one its share; for after the young grew strong, one would get his

head out of the door-hole and try to hold possession of it to meet the

food-laden parents. How hard they worked to support their families,

especially the red-headed and speckledy woodpeckers and flickers;

digging, hammering on scaly bark and decaying trunks and branches from

dawn to dark, coming and going at intervals of a few minutes all the

livelong day!

We discovered a hen-hawk’s nest on the top of a tall oak thirty or

forty rods from the shanty and approached it cautiously. One of the

pair always kept watch, soaring in wide circles high above the tree,

and when we attempted to climb it, the big dangerous-looking bird came

swooping down at us and drove us away.

We greatly admired the plucky kingbird. In Scotland our great ambition

was to be good fighters, and we admired this quality in the handsome

little chattering flycatcher that whips all the other birds. He was

particularly angry when plundering jays and hawks came near his home,

and took pains to thrash them not only away from the nest-tree but out

of the neighborhood. The nest was usually built on a bur oak near a

meadow where insects were abundant, and where no undesirable visitor

could approach without being discovered. When a hen-hawk hove in sight,

the male immediately set off after him, and it was ridiculous to see

that great, strong bird hurrying away as fast as his clumsy wings would

carry him, as soon as he saw the little, waspish kingbird coming. But

the kingbird easily overtook him, flew just a few feet above him, and

with a lot of chattering, scolding notes kept diving and striking him

on the back of the head until tired; then he alighted to rest on the

hawk’s broad shoulders, still scolding and chattering as he rode along,

like an angry boy pouring out vials of wrath. Then, up and at him again

with his sharp bill; and after he had thus driven and ridden his big

enemy a mile or so from the nest, he went home to his mate, chuckling

and bragging as if trying to tell her what a wonderful fellow he was.

This first spring, while some of the birds were still building their

nests and very few young ones had yet tried to fly, father hired a

Yankee to assist in clearing eight or ten acres of the best ground for

a field. We found new wonders every day and often had to call on this

Yankee to solve puzzling questions. We asked him one day if there was

any bird in America that the kingbird couldn’t whip. What about the

sandhill crane? Could he whip that long-legged, long-billed fellow?

“A crane never goes near kingbirds’ nests or notices so small a bird,”

he said, “and therefore there could be no fighting between them.” So we

hastily concluded that our hero could whip every bird in the country

except perhaps the sandhill crane.

We never tired listening to the wonderful whip-poor-will. One came

every night about dusk and sat on a log about twenty or thirty feet

from our cabin door and began shouting “Whip poor Will! Whip poor

Will!” with loud emphatic earnestness. “What’s that? What’s that?” we

cried when this startling visitor first announced himself. “What do you

call it?”

“Why, it’s telling you its name,” said the Yankee. “Don’t you hear it

and what he wants you to do? He says his name is ‘Poor Will’ and he

wants you to whip him, and you may if you are able to catch him.” Poor

Will seemed the most wonderful of all the strange creatures we had

seen. What a wild, strong, bold voice he had, unlike any other we had

ever heard on sea or land!

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