“Nowadays,” said Peter, “so many people read and write, so much has been

thought out, there is so big a literature of ideas in existence, that I

think we could recover from a very considerable amount of smashing. I’m

pro-smash. We have to smash. What holds us back are fixed ideas. Take

Profit. We’re used to Profit. Most business is done for profit still.

But why should the world tolerate profit at all? It doesn’t stimulate

enterprise; it only stimulates knavery. And Capital, Financial Capital

is just blackmail by gold—gold rent. We think the state itself even

can’t start a business going or employ people without first borrowing

money. Why should it borrow money? Why not, for state purposes, create

it? Yes. No money would be any good if it hadn’t the state guarantee.

Gold standard, fixed money fund, legitimate profits and so on; that’s

the sort of fixed idea that gets in the way nowadays. It won’t get out

of the way just for reason’s sake. The employers keep on with these old

fixed ideas, naturally, because so it is they have been made, but the

workpeople believe in them less and less. There must be a smash of some

sort—just to shake ideas loose....”

Oswald surveyed his ward. So this was the young man’s theory. Not a bad

theory. Fixed Ideas!

“There’s something to be said for this notion of Fixed Ideas,” he said.

“Yes. But isn’t this ’I’m a Rebel’ business, isn’t that itself a Fixed

Idea?”

“Oh certainly!” said Peter cheerfully. “We poor human beings are always

letting our ideas coagulate. That’s where the whole business seems to me

so hopeless....”

§ 8

In the ’eighties and ’nineties every question had been positive and

objective. “People,” you said, “think so and so. _Is it right?_” That

seemed to cover the grounds for discussion in those days. One believed

in a superior universal reason to which all decisions must ultimately

bow. The new generation was beginning where its predecessors left off,

with what had been open questions decided and carried beyond discussion.

It was at home now on what had once been battlefields of opinion. The

new generation was reading William James and Bergson and Freud and

becoming more and more psychological. “People,” it said, “think so and

so. Why do they do so?”

So when at last Oswald carried off Peter to Dublin—which he did not do

at Easter as he had planned but at Whitsuntide for a mere long

week-end—to see at close hand this perplexing Irish Question that seemed

drifting steadily and uncontrollably towards bloodshed, he found that

while he was asking “who is in the right and who is in the wrong here?

Who is most to blame and who should have the upper hand?” Peter was

asking with a terrible impartiality, “Why are _all_ these people talking

nonsense?” and “Why have they got their minds and affairs into this

dangerous mess?” Sir Horace Plunkett, Peter had a certain toleration

for; but it was evident he suspected A.E. Peter did not talk very much,

but he listened with a bright scepticism to brilliant displays of good

talk—he had never heard such good anecdotal talk before—and betrayed

rather than expressed his conviction that Nationalism, Larkinism, Sinn

Feinism, Ulsterism and Unionism were all insults to the human

intelligence, material for the alienist rather than serious

propositions.

It wasn’t that he felt himself to be in possession of any conclusive

solution, or that he obtruded his disbelief with any sense of

superiority. In spite of his extreme youth he did not for a moment

assume the attitude of a superior person. Life was evidently troubling

him profoundly, and he was realizing that there was no apparent answer

to many of his perplexities. But he was at least trying hard to get an

answer. What shocked him in the world of Dublin was its manifest

disinclination to get any answer to anything. They jeered at people who

sought solutions. They liked the fun of disorder; it gave more scope for

their irrepressible passion for character study. He began to recognize

one particular phrase as the keynote of Dublin’s animation: “Hev ye

hurrd the letest?”

On the Sunday afternoon of their stay in Dublin, Powys motored them

through the city by way of Donnybrook and so on round the bay to Howth

to see the view from Howth Head. Powys drove with a stray guest beside

him. Behind, Peter imparted impressions to Oswald.

“I don’t like these high walls,” he said. “I’ve never seen such a lot of

high walls.... It’s just as if they all shut themselves in from one

another.”

“Fixed Ideas, Peter?”

“They _are_ rather like Fixed Ideas. I suppose high walls are fun to

climb over and throw things over. But—it’s uncivilized.”

“Everybody,” grumbled Peter, “is given to fixed ideas, but the Irish

have ’em for choice. All this rot about Ireland a Nation and about the

Harp, which isn’t properly their symbol, and the dear old Green Flag

which isn’t properly their colour!... They can’t believe in that stuff

nowadays.... But _can_ they? In our big world? And about being a Black

Protestant and pretending Catholics are poison, or the other way round.

What are Protestants and Catholics now?... Old dead squabbles.... Dead

as Druids.... Keeping up all that bickering stuff, when a child of eight

ought to know nowadays that the Christian God started out to be a

universal, charitable God.... If Christ came to Dublin the Catholics and

Protestants would have a free fight to settle which was to crucify

Him....”

“It’s the way with them,” said Oswald. “We’ve got to respect Irish

opinion.”

“It doesn’t respect itself. Everywhere else in the world, wherever we

have been, there’s been at least something like the germ of an idea of a

new life. But here! When you get over here you realize for the first

time that England is after all a living country trying to get on to

something—compared with this merry-go-round.... It’s exactly like a

merry-go-round churning away. It’s the atmosphere of a country fair. An

Irishman hasn’t any idea of a future at all, so far as I can see—except

that perhaps his grandchildren will tell stories of what a fine fellow

he was....”

The automobile halted for a moment at cross roads, and the finger-post

was in Erse characters.

“Look at _that!_” said Peter with genuine exasperation. “And hardly a

Dubliner knows fifty words of the language! It’s foolery. If we were

Irish I suppose we should smother London with black-letter. We should go

on pretending that we, too, were still Catholics and Protestants. The

pseudo-Protestants would hang Smithfield with black on account of the

martyrs, and the pseudo-Catholics would come and throw the meat about on

Fridays. Chesterton and Belloc would love it anyhow.”...

Oswald was not sure of the extent of Peter’s audience. “The

susceptibilities of a proud people, Peter,” he whispered, with his eye

on the back of their host.

“Bother their susceptibilities. Much they care for _our_

susceptibilities. The worst insult you can offer a grown-up man is to

humour him,” said Peter. “What’s the good of pretending to be

sympathetic with all this Wearing of the Green. It’s like our White Rose

League. Let ’em do it by all means if they want to, but don’t let’s

pretend we think it romantic and beautiful and all the rest of it. It’s

just posing and dressing up, and it’s a nuisance, Nobby. All Dublin is

posing and dressing up and playing at rebellion, and so is all Ulster.

The Volunteers of the eighteenth century all over again. It’s like

historical charades. And they’ve pointed loaded guns at each other. Only

idiots point loaded guns. Why can’t we English get out of it all, and

leave them to pose and dress up and then tell anecdotes and anecdotes

and anecdotes about it until they are sick of it? If ever they are sick

of it. Let them have their Civil War if they want it; let them keep on

with Civil Wars for ever; what has it got to do with us?”

“You’re a Home Ruler then,” said Oswald.

“I don’t see that we English do any good here at all. What are we here

for anyhow? The Castle’s just another Fixed Idea, something we haven’t

the mental vigour to clear away. Nobody does any good here. We’re not

giving them new ideas, we’re not unifying them, we’re not letting

Ireland out into the world—which is what she wants—we’re not doing

anything but just holding on.”

“What’s that?” said Powys suddenly over his shoulder.

“Peter’s declaring for Home Rule,” said Oswald.

“After his glimpse of the slums of Dublin?”

“It’s out of malice. He wants to leave Irishmen to Irishmen.”

“Ulster says _No_!” said Powys. “Tell him to talk to Ulster,” and

resumed a conversation he had interrupted with the man beside him.

At the corner where Nassau Street runs into Grafton Street they were

held up for some lengthy minutes by a long procession that was trailing

past Trinity College and down Grafton Street. It had several bands, and

in the forefront of it went National Volunteers in green uniforms,

obviously for the most part old soldiers; they were followed by men with

green badges, and then a straggle of Larkinites and various Friendly

Societies with their bands and banners, and then by a long dribble of

children and then some workgirls, and then a miscellany of people who

had apparently fallen in as the procession passed because they had

nothing else to do. As a procession it was tedious rather than

impressive. The warm afternoon—it was the last day in May—had taken the

good feeling out of the walkers. Few talked, still fewer smiled. The

common expression was a long-visaged discontent, a gloomy hostile stare

at the cars and police cordon, an aimless disagreeableness. They were

all being very stern and resolute about they did not quite know what.

They meant to show that Dublin could be as stern and resolute as

Belfast. Between the parts of the procession were lengthy gaps. It was a

sunshiny, dusty afternoon, and the legs of the processionists were dusty

to the knees, their brows moist, and their lips dry. There was an

unhurried air about them of going nowhere in particular. It was evident

that many of their banners were heavy. “What’s it all about?” asked

Oswald.

“Lord knows,” said Powys impatiently. “It’s just a demonstration.”

“Is that all? Why don’t we cut across now and get on?”

“There’s more coming. Don’t you hear another band?”

“But the police could hold it up for a minute and let all these tramcars

and automobiles across.”

“There’d be a fight,” said Powys. “They daren’t.”...

“And I suppose this sort of thing is going on in the north too?” asked

Oswald after a pause.

“Oh! everywhere,” said Powys. “Orange or Green. But they’ve got more

guns up north.”

“These people don’t really want Ireland a Nation and all the rest of

it,” said Peter.

“_Oh?_” said Powys, staring at him.

“Well, look at them,” said Peter. “You can see by their faces. They’re

just bored to death. I suppose most people _are_ bored to death in

Ireland. There’s nothing doing. England just holds them up, I suppose.

And it’s an island—rather off the main line. There’s nothing to get

people’s minds off these endless, dreary old quarrels. It’s all they

have. But they’re bored by it....”

“And that’s why we talk nothing but anecdotes, Peter, eh?” Powys

grinned.

“Well, you _do_ talk a lot of anecdote,” said Peter, who hadn’t realized

the sharpness of his host’s hearing.

“Oh! we do. I don’t complain of your seeing it. It isn’t your discovery.

Have you read or heard the truest words that were ever said of

Ireland—by that man Shaw? In _John Bull’s Other Island_.... That

laughing scene about the pig. ’Nowhere else could such a scene cause a

burst of happiness among the people.’ That’s the very guts of things

here; eh?”

“It’s his best play,” said Oswald, avoiding too complete an assent.

“It gets there,” Powys admitted, “anyhow. The way all them fools come

into the shanty and snigger.”...

The last dregs of the procession passed reluctantly out of the way. It

faded down Grafton Street into a dust cloud and a confusion of band

noises. The policemen prepared to release the congested traffic. Peter

leaned out to count the number of trams and automobiles that had been

held up. He was still counting when the automobile turned the corner.

They shook Dublin off and spun cheerfully through the sunshine along the

coast road to Howth. It was a sparkling bright afternoon, and the road

was cheerful with the prim happiness of many couples of Irish lovers.

But that afternoon peace was the mask worn by one particular day. If the

near future could have cast a phantom they would have seen along this

road a few weeks ahead of them the gun-runners of Howth marching to the

first foolish bloodshed in Dublin streets....

They saw Howth Castle, made up now by Lutyens to look as it ought to

have looked and never had looked in the past. The friend Powys had

brought wanted to talk to some of the castle people, and while these two

stayed behind Oswald and Peter went on, between high hedges of clipped

beech and up a steep, winding path amidst great bushes of rhododendron

in full flower to the grey rock and heather of the crest. They stood in

the midst of one of the most beautiful views in the world. Northward

they looked over Ireland’s Eye at Lambay and the blue Mourne mountains

far away; eastward was the lush green of Meath, southward was the long

beach of the bay sweeping round by Dublin to Dalkey, backed by more blue

mountains that ran out eastward to the Sugar Loaf. Below their feet the

pale castle clustered amidst its rich greenery, and to the east, the

level blue sea sustained one single sunlit sail. It was rare that the

sense of beauty flooded Peter, as so often it flooded Joan, but this

time he was transported.

“But this is altogether beautiful,” he said, like one who is taken by

surprise.

And then as if to himself: “How beautiful life might be! How splendid

life might be!”

Oswald was standing on a ledge below Peter, and with his back to him. He

waited through a little interval to see if Peter would say any more.

Then he pricked him with “only it isn’t.”

“No,” said Peter, with the sunlight gone out of his voice. “It isn’t.”

He went on talking after a moment’s reflection.

“It’s as if we were hypnotized and couldn’t get away from mean things,

beastly suspicions, and stale quarrels. I suppose we are still half

apes. I suppose our brains set too easily and rapidly. I suppose it’s

easy to quarrel yet and still hard to understand. We take to jealousy

and bitterness as ducklings take to water. Think of that stale, dusty

procession away there!”

Oswald’s old dream vision of the dark forest came back to his mind. “Is

there no way out, Peter?” he said.

“If some great idea would take hold of the world!” said Peter....

“There have been some great ideas,” said Oswald....

“If it would take hold of one’s life,” Peter finished his thought....

“There has been Christianity,” said Oswald.

“Christianity!” Peter pointed at the distant mist that was Dublin. “Sour

Protestants,” he said, “and dirty priests setting simple people by the

ears.”

“But that isn’t true Christianity.”

“There isn’t true Christianity,” said Peter compactly....

“Well, there’s love of country then,” said Oswald.

“That Dublin corporation is the most patriotic and nationalist in the

world. Fierce about it. And it’s got complete control there. It’s green

in grain. No English need apply.... From the point of view of

administration that town is a muck heap—for patriotic crowings. Look at

their dirty, ill-paved streets. Look at their filthy slums! See how they

let their blessed nation’s children fester and die!”

“There are bigger ideas than patriotism. There are ideas of empire, the

Pax Britannica.”

“Carson smuggling guns.”

“Well, is there nothing? Do _you_ know of nothing?”

Oswald turned on his ward for the reply.

“There’s a sort of idea, I suppose.”

“But what idea?”

“There’s an idea in our minds.”

“But what is it, Peter?”

“Call it Civilization,” Peter tried.

“I believe,” he went on, weighing his words carefully, “as you believe

really, in the Republic of Mankind, in universal work for a common

end—for freedom, welfare, and beauty. Haven’t you taught me that?”

“_Have_ I taught you that?”

“It seems to me to be the commonsense aim for all humanity. You’re awake

to it. You’ve awakened me to it and I believe in it. But most of this

world is still deep in its old Fixed Ideas, walking in its sleep. And it

won’t wake up. It won’t wake up.... What can we _do_? We’ve got to a

sort of idea, it’s true. But here are these Irish, for example,

naturally wittier and quicker than you or I, hypnotized by Orange and

Green, by Protestant and Catholic, by all these stale things—drifting

towards murder. It’s murder is coming here. You can smell the bloodshed

coming on the air—and we can’t do a thing to prevent it. Not a thing.

The silliest bloodshed it will be. The silliest bloodshed the world has

ever seen. We can’t do a thing to wake them up....

“We’re _in_ it,” said Peter in conclusion. “We can’t even save

ourselves.”

“I’ve been wanting to get at your political ideas for a long time,” said

Oswald. “You really think, Peter, there might be a big world

civilization, a world republic, did you call it?—without a single slum

hidden in it anywhere, with the whole of mankind busy and happy, the

races living in peace, each according to its aptitudes, a world going

on—going on steady and swift to still better things.”

“How can one believe anything else? Don’t you?”

“But how do we get there, Peter?”

“Oh, how do we get there?” echoed Peter. “How do we get there?”

He danced a couple of steps with vexation.

“I don’t _know_, Nobby,” he cried. “I don’t know. I can’t find the way.

I’m making a mess of my life. I’m not getting on with my work. You

_know_ I’m not.... Either we’re mad or this world is. Here’s all these

people in Ireland letting a solemn humbug of a second-rate lawyer with a

heavy chin and a lumpish mind muddle them into a civil war—and _that’s_

reality! That’s life! The solemn League and Covenant—copied out of old

history books! That’s being serious! And over there in England, across

the sea, muddle and muck and nonsense indescribable. Oh! and we’re _in_

it!”

“But aren’t there big movements afoot, Peter, social reform, the labour

movement, the emancipation of women, big changes like that?”

“Only big discontents.”

“But doesn’t discontent make the change?”

“It’s just boredom that’s got them. It isn’t any disposition to _make_.

Labour is bored, women are bored, all Ireland is bored. I suppose Russia

is bored and Germany is getting bored. She is boring all the world with

her soldiering. How bored they must be in India too—by us! The day bores

its way round the earth now—like a mole. Out of sight of the stars. But

boring people doesn’t mean making a new world. It just means boring on

to decay. It just means one sort of foolish old fixed idea rubbing and

sawing against another, until something breaks down.... Oh! I want to

get out of all this. I don’t _like_ this world of ours. I want to get

into a world awake. I’m young and I’m greedy. I’ve only got one life to

live, Nobby.... I want to spend it where something is being made. Made

for good and all. Where clever men can do something more than sit

overlong at meals and tell spiteful funny stories. Where there’s

something better to do than play about with one’s brain and viscera!...”

§ 9

In the days when Peter was born the Anglican system held the Empire with

apparently invincible feelings of security and self-approval; it

possessed the land, the church, the army, the foreign office, the court.

Such people as Arthur and Dolly were of no more account than a stray

foreign gipsy by the wayside. When Peter came of age the Anglican system

still held on to army, foreign office, court, land, and church, but now

it was haunted by a sense of an impalpable yet gigantic antagonism that

might at any time materialize against it. It had an instinctive

perception of the near possibility of a new world in which its base

prides could have no adequate satisfaction, in which its authority would

be flouted, its poor learning despised, and its precedents disregarded.

The curious student of the history of England in the decade before the

Great War will find the clue to what must otherwise seem a hopeless

tangle in the steady, disingenuous, mischievous antagonism of the old

Anglican system to every kind of change that might bring nearer the

dreaded processes of modernization. Education, and particularly

university, reform was blocked, the most necessary social legislation

fought against with incoherent passion, the lightest, most reasonable

taxation of land or inheritance resisted.

Wherever the old system could find allies it snatched at them and sought

to incorporate them with itself. It had long since taken over the New

Imperialism with its tariff schemes and its spirit of financial

adventure. It had sneered aloof when the new democracy of the elementary

schools sought to read and think; it had let any casual adventurer to

supply that reading; but now the creator of _Answers_ and _Comic Cuts_

ruled the _Times_ and sat in the House of Lords. It was a little

doubtful still whether he was of the new order or the old, whether he

was not himself an instalment of revolution, whether the Tories had

bought him or whether he had bought them, but at any rate he did for a

time seem to be serving the ends of reaction.

To two sources of strength the Anglicans clung with desperate

resolution, India and Ulster. From India the mass of English people were

shut and barred off as completely as any foreigners could have been.

India was the preserve of the “ruling class.” To India the good

Anglican, smitten by doubts, chilled by some disrespectful comment or

distressed by some item of progress achieved, could turn, leaving all

thoughts of new and unpleasant things behind him; there in what he loved

to believe was the “unchanging East” he could recover that sense of

walking freely and authoritatively upon an abundance of inferior people

which was so necessary to his nature, and which was being so seriously

impaired at home. The institution of caste realized his secret ideals.

From India he and his womankind could return refreshed, to the struggle

with Liberalism and all the powers of democratic irreverence in England.

And Ulster was a still more precious stronghold for this narrow culture.

From the fastness of Ulster they could provoke the restless temperament

of the Irish to a thousand petty exasperations of the English, and for

Ulster, “loyal Ulster,” they could appeal to the generous partisanship

of the English against their native liberalism. More and more did it

become evident that Ulster was the keystone of the whole Anglican

ascendancy; to that they owed their grip upon British politics, upon

army, navy, and education; they traded—nay! they existed—upon the open

Irish sore. With Ireland healed and contented England would be lost to

them. England would democratize, would Americanize. The Anglicans would

vanish out of British life as completely as the kindred Tories vanished

out of America at the close of the eighteenth century. And when at last,

after years of confused bickering, a Home Rule Bill became law, and

peace between the two nations in Ireland seemed possible, the Anglicans

stepped at once from legal obstruction to open treason and revolt. The

arming of Ulster to resist the decision of Parliament was incited from

Great Britain, it was supported enthusiastically by the whole of the

Unionist party in Great Britain, its headquarters were in the west end

of London, and the refusal of General Gough to carry out the

precautionary occupation of Ulster was hailed with wild joy in every

Tory home. It was not a genuine popular movement, it was an artificial

movement for which the landowning church people of Ireland and England

were chiefly responsible. It was assisted by tremendous exertions on the

part of the London yellow press. When Sir Edward Carson went about

Ulster in that warm June of 1914, reviewing armed men, promising “more

Mausers,” and pouring out inflammatory speeches, he was manifestly

preparing bloodshed. The old Tory system had reached a point where it

had to kill men or go.

And it did not mean to go; it meant to kill. It meant to murder men.

If youth and the new ideas were to go on with the world, the price was

blood.

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