XVI. THE COURAGE OF A COWARD

“Tell Mr. Quentin I cannot see him,” was Miss Garrison's response

when his card was sent to her late that afternoon. The man who

waited nervously in the hall was stunned by this brief, summary

dismissal. If he was hurt, bewildered by the stinging rebuff, his

wounds would have been healed instantly had he seen the sender of

that cruel message. She sat, weak, pale and distressed, before her

escritoire, striving to put her mind and her heart to the note she

was writing to him whose card, by strange coincidence, had just come

up. An hour ago he was in her thoughts so differently and he was in

her heart, how deeply she had not realized, until there came the

crash which shattered the ideal. He was a coward!

Prince Ugo had been out of her presence not more than ten minutes,

leaving her stunned, horrified, crushed by the story he laughingly

told, when Quentin was announced. What she heard from Ugo

overwhelmed her. She had worshiped, unknown to herself, the very

thing in Philip Quentin that had been destroyed almost before her

eyes--his manliness, his courage, his strength. Ugo deliberately

told of the duel in his rooms, of Savage's heroism in taking up the

battles of his timorous friend, of his own challenge in the morning,

and of Quentin's abject, cringing refusal to fight. How deliciously

he painted the portrait of the coward without exposing his true

motive in doing so, can only be appreciated when it is said that

Dorothy Garrison came to despise the object of his ridicule.

She forgot his encounter with the porch visitor a fortnight

previous; she forgot that the wound inflicted on that occasion was

scarcely healed; she forgot all but his disgraceful behavior in the

presence of that company of nobles and his cowardice when called to

account by one brave man. And he an American, a man from her own

land, from the side of the world on which, she had boasted, there

lived none but the valorous. This man was the one to whom, a week

ago, she had personally addressed an invitation to the wedding in

St. Gudule--the envelope was doubtless in his pocket now, perhaps

above his heart--and the writing of his name at that time had

brought to her the deadly, sinking realization that he was more to

her than she had thought.

“Tell Miss Garrison that, if it is at all possible, I must see her

at once,” said Quentin to the bearer of the message. He was cold

with apprehension, hot with humiliation.

“Miss Garrison cannot see you,” said the man, returning from his

second visit to the room above. Even the servant spoke with a

curtness that could not be mistaken. It meant dismissal, cold and

decisive, with no explanation, no excuse.

He left the house with his ears burning, his nerves tingling, his

brain whirling. What had caused this astonishing change? Why had she

turned against him so suddenly, so strangely? Prince Ugo! The truth

flashed into his mind with startling force, dispelling all

uncertainty, all doubt. Her lover had forstalled him, had requested

or demanded his banishment and she had acquiesced, with a

heartlessness that was beyond belief. He had been mistaken as to the

extent of her regard for him; he had misjudged the progress of his

wooing; he awoke to the truth that her heart was impregnable and

that he had not so much as approached the citadel of her love.

Dickey was pacing their rooms excitedly when Quentin entered. Turk

stared gloomily from the open window, and there was a sort of

savageness in his silent, sturdy back that bespoke volumes of

restraint.

“Good Lord, Phil, everybody knows you have refused to fight the

prince. The newspaper men have been here and they have tried to pump

me dry. Turk says one of the men downstairs is telling everybody

that you are afraid of Ravorelli. What are we going to do?” He

stopped before the newcomer and there was reproach in his manner.

Quentin dejectedly threw himself into a chair and stared at the

floor in silence.

“Turk!” he called at last. “I want you to carry a note to Miss

Garrison, and I want you to make sure that she reads it. I don't

know how the devil you are to do it, but you must. Don't bother me,

Dickey. I don't care a continental what the fellow downstairs says;

I've got something else to think about.” He threw open the lid to

one of his trunks and ruthlessly grabbed up some stationery. In a

minute he was at the table, writing.

“Is Kapolski dead?” asked Dickey.

“I don't know and don't care. I'll explain in a minute. Sit down

somewhere and don't stare, Dickey--for the Lord's sake, don't stare

like a scared baby.” He completed the feverishly written note,

sealed the envelope, and thrust it into Turk's hands. “Now, get that

note to her, or don't come back to me. Be quick about it, too.”

Turk was off, full of fresh wonder and the importance of his

mission. Quentin took a few turns up and down the room before he

remembered that he owed some sort of an explanation to his

companion.

“She wouldn't see me,” he said, briefly.

“What's the matter? Sick?”

“No explanation. Just wouldn't see me, that's all.”

“Which means it's all off, eh? The prince got there first and spiked

your guns. Well? What have you written to her?”

“That I am going to see her to-night if I have to break into the

house.”

“Bravely done! Good! And you'll awake in a dungeon cell to-morrow

morning, clubbed to a pulp by the police. You may break into the

house, but it will be just your luck to be unable to break out of

jail in time for the wedding on the 16th. What you need is a

guardian.”

“I'm in no humor for joking, Dickey.”

“It won't be a joke, my boy. Now, tell me just what you wrote to

her. Gad, I never knew what trouble meant until I struck Brussels.

The hot water here is scalding me to a creamy consistency.”

“I simply said that she had no right to treat me as she did to-day

and that she shall listen to me. I ended the note by saying I would

come to her to-night, and that I would not be driven away until I

had seen her.”

“You can't see her if she refuses to receive you.”

“But she will see me. She's fair enough to give me a chance.”

“Do you want me to accompany you?”

“I intend to go alone.”

“You will find Ugo there, you know. It is bound to be rather trying,

Phil. Besides, you are not sure that Turk can deliver the note.”

“I'd like to have Ravorelli hear everything I have to say to her,

and if he's there he'll hear a few things he will not relish.”

“And he'll laugh at you, too.”

An hour later Turk returned. He was grinning broadly as he entered

the room.

“Did you succeed?” demanded Quentin, leaping to his feet. For answer

the little man daintily, gingerly dropped a small envelope into his

hand.

“She says to give th' note to you an' to nobody else,” he said,

triumphantly. Quentin hesitated an instant before tearing open the

envelope, the contents of which meant so much to him. As he read,

the gloom lifted from his face and his figure straightened to its

full height. The old light came back to his eyes.

“She says I may come, Dickey. I knew she would,” he exclaimed,

joyously.

“When?”

“At nine to-night.”

“Is that all she says?”

“Well--er--no. She says she will see me for the last time.”

“Not very comforting, I should say.”

“I'll risk it's being the last time. I tell you, Savage, I'm

desperate. This damnable game has gone far enough. She'll know the

truth about the man she's going to marry. If she wants to marry him

after what I tell her, I'll--I'll--well, I'll give it up, that's

all.”

“If she believes what you tell her, she won't care to marry him.”

“She knows I'm not a liar, Dickey, confound you.”

“Possibly; but she is hardly fool enough to break with the prince

unless you produce something more substantial than your own

accusation. Where is your proof?”

This led to an argument that lasted until the time came for him to

go to her home When he left the hotel in a cab he was thoroughly

unstrung, but more determined than ever. As if by magic, there came

to life the forces of the prince. While Ugo sat calmly in his

apartment, his patient agents were dogging the man he feared,

dogging him with the persistence and glee of blood-hounds. Courant

and his hirelings, two of them, garbed as city watchmen, were on the

Avenue Louise almost as soon as the man they were watching. By

virtue of fate and the obstinacy of one Dickey Savage, two of

Quentin's supporters, in direct disobedience of his commands, were

whirling toward the spot on which so many minds were centered. From

a distance Savage and Turk saw him rush from the carriage and up the

broad stone steps that led to the darkened veranda. From other

points of view, Jules Courant and his men saw the same and the

former knew that Turk's visit in the afternoon had resulted in the

granting of an interview. No sooner had Quentin entered the house

than a man was despatched swiftly to inform Prince Ugo that he had

not been denied.

Mrs. Garrison met him in the hall alone. There was defiance in her

manner, but he had not come thus far to be repulsed by such a trifle

as her opposition. With rare cordiality he advanced and extended his

hand.

“Good evening, Mrs. Garrison. I hardly expected to find you and

Dorothy quite alone at this time of night.” She gave him her hand

involuntarily. He had a way about him and she forgot her resolve

under its influence. There was no smile on her cold face, however.

“We are usually engaged at this hour, Mr. Quentin, but to-night we

are at home to no one but you,” she said, meaningly.

“It's very good of you. Perhaps I would better begin by ending your

suspense. Dorothy refused to see me to-day and I suspect the cause.

I am here for an explanation from her because I think it is due me.

I came also to tell you that I love her and to ask her if she loves

me. If she does not, I have but to retire, first apologizing for

what you may call reprehensibility on my part in presuming to

address her on such a matter when I know she is the promised wife of

another. If she loves me, I shall have the honor to ask you for her

hand, and to ask her to terminate an engagement with a man she does

not love. I trust my mission here to-night is fully understood.”

“It is very plain to me, Mr. Quentin, and I may be equally frank

with you. It is useless.”

“You will of course permit me to hear that from the one who has the

right to decide,” he said.

“My daughter consented to receive you only because I advised her to

do so. I will not speak now of your unusual and unwarranted behavior

during the past month, nor will I undertake to say how much

annoyance and displeasure you have caused. She is the affianced wife

of Prince Ravorelli and she marries him because she loves him. I

have given you her decision.” For a moment their eyes met like the

clashing of swords.

“Has she commissioned you to say this to me?” he asked, his eyes

penetrating like a knife.

“I am her mother, not her agent.”

“Then I shall respectfully insist that she speak for herself.” If a

look could kill a man, hers would have been guilty of murder.

“She is coming now, Mr. Quentin. You have but a moment of doubt

left. She despises you.” For the first time his composure wavered,

and his lips parted, as if to exclaim against such an assumption.

But Dorothy was already at the foot of the stairs, pale, cold and

unfriendly. She was the personification of a tragedy queen as she

paused at the foot of the stairs, her nand on the newell post, the

lights from above shining directly into a face so disdainful that he

could hardly believe it was hers. There was no warmth in her voice

when she spoke to him, who stood immovable, speechless, before her.

“What have you to say to me, Phil?”

“I have first to ask if you despise me,” he found voice to say.

“I decline to answer that question.''

“Your mother has said so.”

“She should not have done so.”

“Then she has misrepresented you?” he cried, taking several steps

toward her.

“I did not say that she had.”

“Dorothy, what do you mean by this? What right have you to--” he

began, fiercely.

“Mr. Quentin!” exclaimed Mrs. Garrison, haughtily.

“Well,” cried he, at bay and doggedly, “I must know the truth. Will

you come to the veranda with me, Dorothy?”

“No,” she replied, without a quaver.

“I must talk with you alone. What I have to say is of the gravest

importance. It is for your welfare, and I shall leave my own

feelings out of it, if you like. But I must and will say what I came

here to say.”

“There is nothing that I care to hear from you.”

“By all that's holy, you shall hear it, and alone, too,” he

exclaimed so commandingly that both women started. He caught a quick

flutter in Dorothy's eyes and saw the impulse that moved her lips

almost to the point of parting. “I demand--yes, demand--to be heard!

Come! Dorothy, for God's sake, come!”

He was at her side and, before she could prevent it, had grasped her

hand in his own. All resistance was swept away like chaff before the

whirlwind. The elder woman so far forgot her cold reserve as to

blink her austere eyes, while Dorothy caught her breath, looked

startled and suffered herself to be led to the door without a word

of protest. There he paused and turned to Mrs. Garrison, whose

thunderstruck countenance was afterward the subject of more or less

amusement to him, and, if the truth were known, to her daughter.

“When I have said all that I have to say to her, Mrs. Garrison, I'll

bring her back to you.”

Neither he nor Dorothy uttered a word until they stood before each

other in the dark palm-surrounded nook where, on one memorable

night, he had felt the first savage blow of the enemy.

“Dorothy, there can no longer be any dissembling. I love you. You

have doubtless known it for weeks and weeks. It will avail you

nothing to deny that you love me. I have seen--” he was charging,

hastily, feverishly.

“I do deny it. How dare you make such an assertion?” she cried,

hotly.

“I said it would avail you nothing to deny it, but I expected the

denial. You have not forgotten those dear days when we were boy and

girl. We both thought they had gone from us forever, but we were

mistaken. To-day I love you as a man loves, only as a man can love

who has but one woman in his world. Sit here beside me, Dorothy.”

“I will not!” she exclaimed, trembling in every fiber, but he

gently, firmly took her arm and drew her to the wicker bench. “I

hate you, Philip Quentin!” she half sobbed, the powerlessness to

resist infuriating her beyond expression.

“Forget that I was rough or harsh, dear. Sit still,” he cried, as at

the word of endearment she attempted to rise.

“You forget yourself! You forget--” was all she could say.

“Why did you refuse to see me this afternoon?” he asked, heedlessly.

“Because I believed you to be what I now know you are,” she said,

turning on him quickly, a look of scorn in her eyes.

“Your adorer?” he half-whispered.

“A coward!” she said, slowly, distinctly.

“Coward?” he gasped, unwilling to believe his ears. “What--I know I

may deserve the word now, but--but this afternoon? What do you

mean?”

“Your memory is very short.”

“Don't speak in riddles, Dorothy,” he cried.

“You know how I loathe a coward, and I thought you were a brave man.

When I heard--when I was told--O, it does not seem possible that you

could be so craven.”

“Tell me what you have heard,” he said, calmly, divining the truth.

“Why did you let Dickey Savage fight for you last night? Where was

your manhood? Why did you slink away from Prince Ravorelli this

morning?” she said, intensely.

“Who has told you all this?” he demanded.

“No matter who has told me. You did play the part of a coward. What

else can you call it?”

“I did not have the chance to fight last night; your informant's

plans went wrong Dickey was my unintentional substitute. As for

Ravorelli's challenge this morning, I did not refuse to meet him.”

“That is untrue!”

“I declined to fight the duel with him, but I said I would fight as

we do at home, with my hands. Would you have me meet him with deadly

weapons?”

“I only know that you refused to do so, and that Brussels calls you

a coward.”

“You would have had me accept his challenge? Answer!”

“You lost every vestige of my respect by refusing to do so.”

“Then you wanted me to meet and to kill him,” he said, accusingly.

“I--I--Oh, it would not have meant that,” she gasped.

“Did you want him to kill me?” he went on, relentlessly.

“They would have prevented the duel! It could not have gone so far

as that,” she said, trembling and terrified.

“You know better than that, Dorothy. I would have killed him had we

met. Do you understand? I would have killed the man you expect to

marry. Have you thought of that?” She sank back in the seat and

looked at him dumbly, horror in her face. “That is one reason why I

laughed at his ridiculous challenge. How could I hope to claim the

love of the woman whose affianced husband I had slain? I can win you

with him alive, but I would have built an insurmountable barrier

between us had he died by my hand. Could you have gone to the altar

with him if he had killed me?”

“O, Phil,” she whispered.

“Another reason why I refused to accept his challenge was that I

could not fight a cur.”

“Phil Quentin!” she cried, indignantly,

“I came here to tell you the truth about the man you have promised

to marry. You shall hear me to the end, too. He is as black a

coward, as mean a scoundrel as ever came into the world.”

Despite her protests, despite her angry denials, he told her the

story of Ugo's plotting, from the hour when he received the

mysterious warning to the moment when he entered her home that

evening. As he proceeded hotly to paint the prince in colors ugly

and revolting she grew calmer, colder. At the end she met his

flaming gaze steadily.

“Do you expect me to believe this?” she asked.

“I mean that you shall,” he said, imperatively. “It is the truth.”

“If you have finished this vile story you may go. I cannot forgive

myself for listening to you. How contemptible you are,” she said,

arising and facing him with blazing eyes. He came to his feet and

met the look of scorn with one which sent conviction to her soul.

“I have told you the truth, Dorothy,” he said simply. The light in

her eyes changed perceptibly. “You know I am not a liar, and you

know I am not a coward. Every drop of blood in my veins sings out

its love for you. Rather than see you marry this man I would kill

him, as you advise, even though it cost me my happiness. You have

heard me out, and you know in your heart that I have told the

truth.”

“I cannot, I will not believe it! He is the noblest of men, and he

loves me. You do not know how he loves me. I will not believe you,”

she murmured, and he knew his story had found a home. She sank to

the seat again and put her hand to her throat, as if choking. Her

eyes were upon the strong face above her, and her heart raced back

to the hour not far gone when it whispered to itself that she loved

the sweetheart of other days.

“Dorothy, do you love me?” he whispered, dropping to her side,

taking her hand in his. “Have you not loved me all these days and

nights?”

“You must not ask--you must not ask,” she whispered.

“But I do ask. You love me?”

“No!” she cried, recovering herself with a mighty effort. “Listen! I

did love you--yes, I loved you--until to-day. You filled me with

your old self, you conquered and I was grieving myself to madness

over it all. But, I do not love you now! You must go! I do not

believe what you have said of him and I despise you! Go!”

“Dorothy!” he cried, as she sped past him. “Think what you are

saying!”

“Good-by! Go! I hate you!” she cried, and was gone. For a moment he

stood as if turned to stone. Then there came a rush of glad life to

his heart and he could have shouted in his jubilance.

“God, she loves me! I was not too late! She shall be mine!” He

dashed into the house, but the closing of a door upstairs told him

she was beyond his reach. The hall was empty; Mrs. Garrison was

nowhere to be seen. Filled with the new fire, the new courage, he

clutched his hat from the chair on which he had thrown it and rushed

forth into the night.

At the top of the steps he met Prince Ugo. The two men stopped

stockstill, within a yard of each other, and neither spoke for the

longest of minutes.

“You call rather late, prince,” said Phil, a double meaning in his

words.

“Dog!” hissed the prince.

“Permit me to inform you that Miss Garrison has retired. It will

save you the trouble of ringing. Good-night.”

He bowed, laughed sarcastically, and was off down the steps.

Ravorelli's hand stole to an inside pocket and a moment later the

light from the window flashed on a shining thing in his fingers. He

did not shoot, but Quentin never knew how near he was to death at

the hand of the silent statue that stood there and watched him until

he was lost in the shadows. Then the prince put his hand suddenly to

his eyes, moaned as if in pain, and slowly descended the steps.

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