He seldom referred to his schooling with anything but contempt, and

usually dismissed all reference to it by saying that he "never had any."

But, as is often the case with even those boys who follow a regular

curriculum, his amusements and excursions beyond the bounds of his

prescribed studies did more to develop him appropriately than did any of

his schoolmasters. An interest in exact knowledge showed itself early.

He once recalled a trivial incident which illustrates this, though he

apparently remembered it because he realized, young as he was when it

occurred, that it grew out of a real difference between the cast of his

mind and the cast of Henry's. As readers of the "Small Boy" will

remember, Henry, at the ordinarily "tough" age of ten, was already

animated by a secret passion for authorship, and used to confide his

literary efforts to folio sheets, which he stored in a copy-book and

which he tried to conceal from his tormenting brother. But William came

upon them, and discovered that on one page Henry had made a drawing to

represent a mother and child clinging to a rock in the midst of a stormy

ocean and that he had inscribed under it: "The thunder roared and the

lightning followed!" William saw the meteorological blunder immediately;

he fairly pounced upon it, and he tormented the sensitive romancer about

it so unmercifully that the occasion had to be marked by punishments and

the inauguration of a maternal protectorate over the copy-book. About

four years later, when he was fifteen years old, his father bought a

microscope to give him at Christmas. William happened upon the bill for

it in advance, and was hardly able to contain his excitement until

Christmas day, so portentous seemed the impending event. Apparently no

similar experience ever equalled the intensity of this one. He doubtless

made as good use of the instrument as an unguided boy could. But though

his proclivities were generously indulged, they were never trained. At

Geneva he began to study anatomy, but there was no regular instruction

in osteology; so he borrowed a copy of Sappey's "Anatomie" and got

permission to visit the Museum and there examine the human skeleton by

himself.

Clearly, there was profit for him also in the restlessness which

governed his father's movements and which threw the boy into quickening

collision with places, people, and ideas at a rate at which such

contacts are not vouchsafed to many schoolboys. From so far back as his

nineteenth year (there is no evidence to go by before that) William was

blessed with an effortless and confirmed cosmopolitanism of

consciousness; and he had attained to an acquaintance with English and

French reviews, books, paintings, and public affairs which was

remarkable not only for its happy ease, but, in one so young, for its

wide range. The letters which follow show clearly with what expert

observation he responded, all his life, to changes of scene and to the

differences between peoples and environments. The fascination of these

differences never failed for him when he traveled, and his letters from

abroad give such voluminous proof of his own addiction to what he

somewhat harshly called "the most barren of exercises, the making of

international comparisons," that the problem of the editor is to control

rather than to emphasize the evidence. He began young to be a wide

reader; soon he became a wide reader in three languages. Above all, he

was encouraged early to trust his own impulse and pursue his own bent.

Probably his active and inquiring intelligence could not have been

permanently cribbed and confined by any schooling, no matter how narrow

and rigorous. But, as nothing was to be more remarkable about him in his

maturity than the easy assurance with which he passed from one field of

inquiry to another, ignoring conventional bounds and precincts, never

losing his freshness of tone, shedding new light and encouragement

everywhere, so it is impossible not to believe that the influences and

circumstances which combined in his youth fostered and corroborated his

native mobility and detachment of mind.

Meanwhile he had one occupation to which no reference has yet been made,

but to which he thought, for a while, of devoting himself wholly,

namely, painting. He began to draw before he had reached his 'teens.

Henry James said: "As I catch W. J.'s image, from far back, at its most

characteristic, he sits drawing and drawing, always drawing, especially

under the lamp-light of the Fourteenth Street back parlor; and not as

with a plodding patience, which I think would less have affected me, but

easily, freely, and, as who should say, infallibly: always at the stage

of finishing off, his head dropped from side to side and his tongue

rubbing his lower lip. I recover a period during which to see him at all

was so to see him--the other flights and faculties removed him from my

view."[17] What was an idle amusement in New York became, when the boy

was transferred to foreign places and cut off from other amusements, a

sharpener of observation and a resource for otherwise vacant hours. For

when the family of young Americans reached St. John's Wood, London, and

then moved to the Continent, the two elder boys found little to do at

first except to wander about "in a state of the direst propriety,"

staring at street scenes, shop-windows, and such "sights" as they were

old enough to enjoy, and then to buy "water-colors and brushes with

which to bedaub eternal drawing blocks." In Paris William had better

lessons in drawing than he had ever had elsewhere, and it seems fair to

say that he made good use of his opportunity to educate his eye; saw

good pictures; sketched and copied with zest; and began to show great

aptitude in his own "daubings." From Bonn, later still, he wrote to his

Genevese fellow student Charles Ritter: "Je me suis pleinement décidé à

éssayer le métier de peintre. En un an ou deux je saurais si j'y suis

propre ou non. Si c'est non, il sera facile de reculer. Il n'y a pas sur

la terre un objet plus déplorable qu'un méchant artiste."[18]

He applied himself with energy to art for the following year at

Newport, working daily in the studio of William Hunt, along with his

stimulating young friend, John La Farge. To what good purpose he had

drawn and painted from boyhood, and to what point he trained his gift

that winter, cannot now be measured and defined in words. Paper and

canvas are the proof of such things, which must be seen rather than

described; and unfortunately only one canvas and very few drawings have

been preserved. In the "Notes of a Son and Brother," several random

sketches are reproduced which will say much to the discerning critic.

The one canvas that at all indicates the climax of his artistic effort,

the beautiful and simple portrait of his cousin Katharine Temple, is

also reproduced in the "Notes"; but a small half-tone gives, alas! only

an inadequate impression of the quality of the painting. The sketches

which are included in the following pages will give an idea of the

felicity of his hand, and of his talent for seeing the living line

whenever he made sketches or notes from life. He threw these scraps off

so easily, valuing them not at all, that few were kept. Then, before a

year had passed (that is to say, in 1861), he had decided not to be a

painter after all. Thereafter what was remarkable was just that he let

so genuine a talent remain completely neglected. Except to record an

observation in the laboratory, to explain the object under discussion to

a student, or to amuse his children, he soon left pencil and brush quite

untouched.

* * * * *

The photographs of James reproduced in this book are all excellent

"likenesses," and one, with his colleague, Royce, caught an attitude

which suggests the alertness that marked his bearing. He was of medium

height (about five feet eight and one-half inches), and though he was

muscular and compact, his frame was slight and he appeared to be

slender in youth, spare in his last years. His carriage was erect and

his tread was firm to the end. Until he was over fifty he used to take

the stairs of his own house two, or even three, steps at a bound. He

moved rapidly, not to say impatiently, but with an assurance that

invested his figure with an informal sort of dignity. After he strained

his heart in the Adirondacks in 1899 he had to habituate himself to a

moderate pace in walking, but he never learned to make short movements

and movements of unpremeditated response in a deliberate way. When he

drove about the hilly roads of the Adirondacks or New Hampshire, he was

forever springing in and out of the carriage to ease the horses where

the way was steep. (Indeed it was so intolerable to him to sit in a

carriage while straining beasts pulled it up grade, that he lost much of

his enjoyment of driving when he could no longer walk up the hills.)

Great was his brother Henry's astonishment at Chocorua, in 1904, to see

that he still got out of a "democrat wagon" by springing lightly from

the top of the wheel. His doctors had cautioned him against such sudden

exertions; but he usually jumped without thinking.

In talking he gesticulated very little, but his face and voice were

unusually expressive. His eyes were of that not very dark shade whose

depth and color changes with alterations of mood. Mrs. Henry Whitman,

who knew him well and painted his portrait, called them "irascible blue

eyes." He talked in a voice that was low-pitched rather than deep--an

unforgettably agreeable voice, that was admirable for conversation or a

small lecture-room, although in a very large hall it vibrated and lacked

resonance. His speech was full of earnest, humorous and tender cadences.

James was always as informal in his dress as the occasion permitted. The

Norfolk jacket in which he used to lecture to his classes invariably

figured in college caricatures--as did also his festive neckties. But

there was nothing that disgusted him more than a "loutish" carelessness

about appearances. A friend of old days, describing a first meeting with

him in the late sixties ejaculated, "He was the _cleanest_-looking

chap!" There seemed to be no flabby or unvitalized fibre in him.

People and conversation excited him--if too many, or too long-continued,

to the point of irritation and exhaustion. If, as was sometimes the

case, he was moody and silent in a small company, it was a sign that he

was overworked and tired out. But when he was roused to vivacity and

floated on the current of congenial discussion, his enunciation was

rapid, with occasional pauses while he searched for the right word or

figure and pursed his lips as though helping the word to come. Then he

talked spontaneously, humorously, and often extravagantly, just as he

will appear to have written to his correspondents. Sometimes he was

vehement, but never ponderous; and he never made anyone, no matter how

humble, feel that he was trying to "impress." Men and women of all sorts

felt at ease with him, and anybody who, in Touchstone's phrase,[19] had

any philosophy in him, was soon expounding his private hopes, faiths,

and skepticisms to James with gusto. He was, distinctly, not a man who

required a submissive audience to put him in the vein. A kind of

admiring attention that made him self-conscious was as certain to reduce

him to silence as a manly give and take was sure to bring him out. It

never seemed to occur to him to debate or talk for victory. In Faculty

meetings he spoke seldom, and he spent very little time on his

feet--except as called upon--when professional congresses or conferences

were thrown open to discussion. Similarly, he was seldom at his best at

large dinners or formal occasions. His best talk might have been

described by a phrase which he used about his father. It was pat and

intuitive and had a "smiting" quality. He was never guilty of abusing

anecdote,--that frequent instrument of social oppression,--but he loved

and told a good story when it would help the discussion along, and

showed a fair gift of mimicry in relating one.[20]

Once, in the early days of their acquaintance, François Pillon, who knew

how affectionately James was attached to Harvard University and

Cambridge and who assumed that he was a New Englander, asked him about

the Puritans. James launched upon a vivacious sketch of their sombre

community, and when he had finished Pillon ejaculated with mingled

solicitude and astonishment: "Alors! pas un seul bon-vivant parmi vos

ancêtres!" The story of the solemn-minded student who stemmed the full

tide of a lecture one day by exclaiming, "But, Doctor, Doctor!--to be

serious for a moment--," is already well known.

But what counted for the charm and effect of James's conversation more

than all else was his lively interest in his interlocutor and in every

fresh idea that developed in talk with him. He made the other man feel

that he had no desire to pigeon-hole him and dismiss him from further

consideration, but that he rejoiced in him as a fellow creature, unique

like himself and forever fascinating. "How delicious," he cried, "is the

fact that you can't cram individuals under cut-and-dried heads of

classification!" He fell instinctively into the other man's mental

stride while he drew him out about his age, occupation, history, family

circumstances, theories, prejudices, and peculiarities. He abounded in

sympathy and even enthusiasm for the other's personal aims and peculiar

ideals.

His first reaction to a new scene or to fresh contact with a foreign

people was apt to be one of admiration. "How jolly it looks!" he would

exclaim, "and how superior in such and such ways to that last!" "How

_good_ they seem!" "How sound and worthy to be given its chance to

develop is such a civilization!" Restlessness, discriminating moods, and

a longing for the "simplifications" of home soon followed; but even when

restlessness and homesickness became acute, their effect was not

permanent. He was no sooner back in his own home than the peculiar

virtues of the place and people from whom he had fled shone again as

unique and precious to the universe. It was good that there should be

one Oxford, and that it should cling to every ancient peculiarity

without surrendering to the spirit of the age--and good too that there

should be one Chautauqua!

For James was perennially "keen" about new things and future things,

about beginnings and promises. His mind looked forward eagerly. Youth

never bored him. Anything spontaneous, young, or original was likely to

excite him. And then he would pour out expressions of approval and

acclaim. Brilliant students and young authors were often "little

geniuses"; he guessed that they would "produce something very big before

long"; they had already arrived at "an important vision," or had "driven

their spear into the Universe where its ribs are short"; they were going

to make "perhaps the most original contribution to philosophy that

anyone had made for a generation."

It must be admitted that his recognition would occasionally have had a

happier effect had it been less encouraging. But he enjoyed being

generous and hated to spoil a gift of praise by "stingy"

qualifications. He might have said that the great point was not to let

any unique virtue in a man evaporate or be wasted. At any rate, he said,

that should be seen to in a university. He was quite unconventional in

recognizing originality, and preferred all the risks involved in hailing

potentialities that might never come to fruition, to a policy of playing

safe in his estimates. Yet on the whole he very seldom "fooled himself."

Few men who have possessed a comparable gift of discovering special

virtues in different individuals have combined with it so just a sense

of what could not be expected of those same individuals in the way of

other virtues.

But there would be danger of misunderstanding if this trait were

mentioned without an important qualification. The reader will do well,

in interpreting any judgment of James's to consider whether the book, or

theory, or man under consideration was new and unrecognized, or was

already established and secure of a place in men's esteem. In the former

case, especially if there was anything in the situation to appeal to

James's natural "inclination to succor the under-dog," his praise was

likely to be extravagantly expressed and his reservations were apt to be

withheld. In the latter case he was no less certain to give free rein to

his critical discernment. Men who knew him as a teacher are likely to

remember how he encouraged them in their efforts on the one hand, and on

the other how stimulating to them and enlarging to their mental horizons

were his free and often destructive comments upon famous books and

illustrious men.

As a teacher at Harvard for thirty-five years, he influenced the lives

and thoughts of more than a generation of students who sat in his

classes. To many of them he was an adviser as well as a teacher, and to

some he was a lifelong friend. Such was the character of his books and

public discourses that people of all sorts and conditions from outside

the University came to him or wrote to him for encouragement and

counsel. The burden of his message to all was the bracing text which he

himself loved and lived by--"Son of man, stand upon thy feet and I will

speak unto thee." He never tried to win disciples, to compel allegiance

to his own doctrines, or to found a school. But he taught countless

young men to love philosophy, and helped many a troubled soul besides to

face the problems of the universe in an independent and gallant spirit.

He helped them by example as well as by precept, for it was plain to

everyone who knew him or read him that his genius was ardently

adventurous and humane.

II

1861-1864

_Chemistry and Comparative Anatomy in the Lawrence Scientific School_

IN the autumn of 1861 James turned to scientific work, and began what

was to become a lifelong connection with Cambridge and Harvard

University by registering for the study of chemistry in the Lawrence

Scientific School. Among the students who were in the School in his time

were several who were to be his friends and colleagues in later

years--Nathaniel S. Shaler, later Professor of Geology and Dean of the

Scientific School, Alexander Agassiz, engineer, captain of industry,

eminent biologist, and organizer of the museum that his father had

founded, the entomologist Samuel H. Scudder, F. W. Putnam, who

afterwards became Curator of the Peabody Museum of Ethnology and

Anthropology, and Alpheus Hyatt, the palæontologist, who was Curator of

the Museum of Comparative Zoölogy at Harvard for many years before his

death in 1902. The chemical laboratory of the school had just been

placed under the charge of Charles W. Eliot,--in 1869 to become

President Eliot,--who writes: "I first came in contact with William

James in the academic year 1861-62. As I was young and inexperienced, it

was fortunate for me that there were but fifteen students of chemistry

in the Scientific School that year, and that I was therefore able to

devote a good deal of attention to the laboratory work of each student.

The instruction was given chiefly in the laboratory and was therefore

individual. James was a very interesting and agreeable pupil, but was

not wholly devoted to the study of Chemistry. During the two years in

which he was registered as a student in Chemistry, his work was much

interfered with by ill-health, or rather by something which I imagined

to be a delicacy of nervous constitution. His excursions into other

sciences and realms of thought were not infrequent; his mind was

excursive, and he liked experimenting, particularly novel

experimenting.... I received a distinct impression that he possessed

unusual mental powers, remarkable spirituality, and great personal

charm.[21] This impression became later useful to Harvard University."

Henry James published many of the few still existing letters which

William wrote during this time in his "Notes of a Son and Brother."

Three of them are among the first six selected for inclusion here. The

fun and extravagance of these early letters is so full of an intimate

raillery that they should be read in their context in that book, where

the whole family has been made to live again. The first of the letters

that follow was written a few weeks after the opening of the autumn term

in which James began his course in chemistry. The son of Professor

Benjamin Peirce (the mathematician) of whom it makes mention was the

brilliant but erratic Charles S. Peirce, to whom other references appear

in later letters, and whose name James subsequently associated with his

pragmatism. "Harry," "Wilky" and "Bobby" will be recognized as William's

younger brothers. Wilky was at the Sanborn School in Concord, thirteen

miles away. Bobby was in Newport, under the parental roof at 13 Kay

Street. The Emerson referred to was R. W. Emerson's son, Edward W.

Emerson, and "Tom" Ward, the Thomas W. Ward of a lifelong friendship and

of several later letters and allusions.

_To his Family._

CAMBRIDGE, _Sunday Afternoon, Sept. 16, 1861_.

DEAREST FAMILY,--This morning, as I was busy over the tenth page of a

letter to Wilky, in he popped and made my labor of no account. I had

intended to go and see him yesterday, but concluded to delay as I had

plenty of work to do and did not wish to take the relish off the visits

by making them frequent when I was not home-sick. Moreover, Emerson and

Tom Ward were going on, and I thought he would have too much of a good

thing. But he walked over this morning with, or rather without them, for

he went astray and arrived very hot and dusty. I gave him a bath and

took him to dinner and he is now gone to see [Andrew?] Robeson and

Emerson. His plump corpusculus looks as always. He says it is pretty

lonely at Concord and he misses Bob's lively and sportive wiles very

much in the long and lone and dreary evenings, tho' he consoles himself

by thinking he will have a great time at study. I have at last got to

feel quite settled and homelike. I write in my new parlor whither I

moved yesterday. You have no idea what an improvement it is on the old

affair, worth double the price, and the little bedroom under the roof

is perfectly delicious, with a charming outlook upon little backyards

with trees and pretty old brick walls. The sun is upon _this_ room from

earliest dawn till late in the afternoon--a capital thing in winter.

I like Mrs. Upham's very much. Dark, aristocratic dining-room, with

royal cheer--"fish, roast-beef, veal-cutlets or pigeons?" says the

splendid, tall, noble-looking, white-armed, black-eyed Juno of a

handmaid as you sit down. And for dessert, a choice of three, _three_ of

the most succulent, unctuous (no, not unctuous, unless you imagine a

celestial unction without the oil) pie-ey confections, always two plates

full--my eye! She has an admirable chemical, not mechanical, combination

of jam and cake and cream, which I recommend to mother if she is ever at

a loss; though she has no well-stored pantry like that of good old 13

Kay Street; or if she has, it exists not for miserable me. I get up at

six, breakfast and study till nine, when I go to school till one, when

dinner, a short loaf and work again till five, then gymnasium or walk

till tea, and after that, visit, work, literature, correspondence, etc.,

etc., till ten, when I "divest myself of my wardrobe" and lay my weary

head upon my downy pillow and dreamily think of dear old home and Father

and Mother and brothers and sister and aunt and cousins and all that the

good old Newport sun shines upon, until consciousness is lost. My time

last week was fully occupied, and I suspect will be so all winter--I

hope so.

This chemical analysis is so bewildering at first that I am entirely

"muddled and beat"[22] and have to employ most all my time reading up.

Agassiz gives now a course of lectures in Boston, to which I have been.

He is evidently a great favorite with his audience and feels so himself.

But he is an admirable, earnest lecturer, clear as day, and his accent

is most fascinating. I should like to study under him. Prof. Wyman's

lectures on [the] Comp[arative] anatomy of vert[ebrates] promise to be

very good; prosy perhaps a little and monotonous, but plain and packed

full and well arranged (_nourris_). Eliot I have not seen much of; I

don't believe he is a _very_ accomplished chemist, but can't tell yet.

Young [Charles] Atkinson, nephew of Miss Staigg's friend, is a very nice

boy. I walked over to Brookline yesterday afternoon with him to see his

aunt, who received me very cordially. There is something extremely good

about her. The rest of this year's class is nothing wonderful. In last

year's there is a son of Prof. Peirce, whom I suspect to be a very

"smart" fellow with a great deal of character, pretty independent and

violent though. [Storrow] Higginson I like very well. [John] Ropes is

always out, so I have not seen him again.

We are only about twelve in the laboratory, so that we have a very cosy

time. I expect to have a winter of "crowded" life. I can be as

independent as I please, and want to live regardless of the good or bad

opinion of everyone. I shall have a splendid chance to try, I know, and

I know too that the "native hue of resolution" has never been of very

great shade in me hitherto. But I am sure that that feeling is a right

one, and I mean to live according to it if I can. If I do, I think I

shall turn out all right.

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