Helena resumed, in a yet lower voice, and more severely--

"Do not laugh! I have to answer for your soul before the Eternal----"

"You ... for mine?"

"We are joined for ever."

"By what?"

"The sacrament of marriage."

"Religious marriage? But up till now we are strangers to one another,

Helena!"

"I fear for your soul, Julian," she repeated, fixing on him her

innocent eyes.

Placing his hand on her shoulder, he gazed mockingly at the pale face,

so cold in its chastity. The small and lovely mouth, with its rosy

lips half parted with an expression of fear and inquiry, was in

strange contrast to the rest of the face. Julian leaned towards her,

and before she had time to regain her presence of mind, kissed her on

the lips.

She started and rushed to a far corner of the room, hiding her face in

her hands. Then gazing at Julian, her eyes wild with fear, she hastily

crossed herself, murmuring--

"Away, away, O evil one! I know thee; thou art not Julian, but the

Devil. In the name of the most Holy Cross, I conjure thee ...

disappear!"

Anger seized Julian; he turned to the door and bolted it; then

approaching Helena with a smile he said--

"Be yourself, Helena; I am a man--I am your husband--and not the

Devil! The Church has blessed our union." He gazed upon her with

strangely warring emotions. She slowly drew her hands from her eyes.

"Forgive me ... it seemed to me ... you frightened me so, Julian.... I

know that you desire nothing evil ... but I have had visions.... Just

now I believed.... He haunts this place at night. Twice I have seen

him.... He said to me ill things about you. Since then I have been

afraid. He told me you bore on your face the mark of Cain.... Why do

you look at me so, Julian?"

She was trembling and leaning against the wall; he approached and put

his arm round her waist.

"What are you doing? Let me go, let me go!"

She tried to cry out, to call the servant.

"Eleutheria! Eleutheria!"

"Why are you calling? Am I not your husband?"

She began to weep bitterly.

"Brother, this must not be.... I am the bride of Christ!... I believed

that you...."

"The bride of the Roman Cæsar cannot be the bride of Christ!"

"Julian!... If you believe in Him...."

He smiled.

"I abhor the Galilean!"

In a supreme effort she strove to repulse him, exclaiming, "Away,

Devil!... Why hast thou abandoned me, Lord?"

With his impious hands he tore off the black vestment. His soul was

full of fear, but never before in his life had he known such

intoxication in evil-doing. Ironically, with a smile of defiance, the

Roman Cæsar gazed at the opposite corner of the cell, where in the

feeble flicker of the lamp-light hung the great black crucifix....

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