XXXVII

Alston Choate was working, and he was alone. Anne, bright-eyed and

anxious, came in upon him and brought him to his feet. Anne had learned

this year that you should not knock at the door of business offices, but

she still half believed you ought, and it gave her entrance something of

deprecation and a pretty grace.

"I am so troubled," she said, without preliminary. "Madame Beattie has

just been to see me."

Alston, smiling away her agitation, if he might, by a kind assumption

that there was no conceivable matter that could not be at once put

right, gave her a chair and himself went back to his judicial seat.

Anne, not loosening her jacket, looked at him, her face pure and

appealing above the fur about her throat, as if to beg him to be as kind

as he possibly could, since it all involved Lydia.

"I've no doubt it's Madame Beattie," said Alston carelessly, even it

might have been a little amused at the possibilities. "If there's a

ferment anywhere north of Central America she's pretty certain to have

set it brewing."

Anne told him her tale succinctly, and his unconcern crumbled. He

frowned over the foolishness of it, and considered, while she talked,

whether he had better be quite open with her, or whether it was

sufficient to take the responsibility of the thing and settle it like a

swaggering god warranted to rule. That was better, he concluded.

"I'll go to see Madame Beattie," he said. "Then I'll report to you. But

you'd better not speak to Lydia about it. Or Jeff. Promise me."

"Oh, I'll promise," said Anne, a lovely rose flush on her face. "Only,

if Lydia is in danger you must tell me in time to do something. I don't

know what, but you know for Lydia I'd do anything."

"I will, too," said Alston. "Only it won't be for Lydia wholly. It'll be

for you."

Then for an instant, though so alive to her, he seemed to withdraw into

remote cogitation, and she wondered whether he was really thinking of

the case at all. Because she was in a lawyer's office she called it a

case, timorously; that made it much more serious. But Alston, in that

instant, was thinking how strange it was that the shabby old office,

witness of his unwilling drudgery and his life-saving excursions into

the gardens of fiction, should be looking now on her, seated there in

her earnestness and purity, and that he should at last be recognising

her. She was a part of him, Alston thought, beloved, not because she was

so different but so like. There was no assault of the alien nature upon

his own, irresistible because so piquing. There were no unexplored

tracts he couldn't at least fancy, green swards and clear waters where a

man might be refreshed. Everything he found there would be, he knew, of

the nature of the approaches to that gentle paradise. What a thing,

remote, extraordinary to think of in his office while she brought him

the details of a tawdry scandal. Yet the office bore, to his eyes,

invisible traces of past occupancy: men and women out of books were

there, absolutely vivid to his eyes, more alive than half the

Addingtonians. The walls were hung with garlands of fancy, the windows

his dreaming eyes had looked from were windows into space beyond

Addington. No, these were no common walls, yet unfitting to gaze on

while you told a client you loved her. After all, on rapid second

thought, it might not seem so inapt seen through his mother's eyes, as

she was betraying herself now in more than middle age. "Ask her wherever

you find yourselves," he fancied his mother saying. "That is part of the

adventure."

Alston looked at Anne and smiled upon her and involuntarily she smiled

back, though she saw no cause for cheerfulness in the dismal errand she

had come on. She started a little, too, for Alston, in the most matter

of fact way, began with her first name.

"Anne," said he, "I have for a long time been--" he paused for a word.

The ones he found were all too dignified, too likely to be wanted in a

higher cause--"bewitched," he continued, "over Esther Blake."

The colour ran deeper into Anne's face.

"You don't want," she said, "to do anything that might hurt her? I

shouldn't want to, either. But it isn't Esther we're talking about. It's

Madame Beattie."

"I know," said Alston, "but I want you to know I have been very

much--I've made a good deal of a fool of myself over Mrs. Blake."

Still he obstinately would not say he had been in love. Anne, looking at

him with the colour rising higher and higher, hardly seemed to

understand. But suddenly she did.

"You don't mean--" she stammered. "Mr. Choate, she's married, you know,

even if she and Jeff aren't together any more. Esther is married."

"I know it," said Alston drily. "I've wished they weren't married. I've

wished I could ask her to marry me. But I don't any longer. You won't

understand at all why I say it now. Sometime I'll tell you when you've

noticed how I have to stand up against my cut and dried ways. Anne, I'm

talking to you."

She had got on her feet and was fumbling with the upper button of her

coat which had not been unloosed. But that she didn't remember now. She

was in a mechanical haste of making ready to go. Alston rose, too, and

was glad to find he was the taller. It gave him a mute advantage and he

needed all he could get.

"I'm telling you something quite important," he said, in a tone that set

her momentarily and fallaciously at ease. "It's going to be very

important to both of us. Dear Anne! darling Anne!" He broke down and

laughed, her eyes were so big with the surprise of it, almost, it might

be, with fright. "That's because I'm in love with you," said Alston.

"I've forgotten every other thing that ever happened to me, all except

this miserable thing I've just told you. I had to tell you, so you'd

know the worst of me. Darling Anne!" He liked the sound of it.

"I must go," said Anne.

"You'd better," said Alston. "It'll be much nicer to ask you the rest of

it in a proper place. Anne, I've had so much to do with proper places

I'm sick of 'em. That's why I've begun to say it here. Nothing could be

more improper in all Addington. Think about it. Be ready to tell me when

I come, though that won't be for a long time. I'm going to write you

things, for fear, if I said them, you'd say no. And don't really think.

Just remember you're darling Anne."

She gave him a grave look--Alston wondered afterward if it could

possibly be a reproving one--and, with a fine dignity, walked to the

door. Since he had begun to belie his nature, mischief possessed him. He

wanted to go as far as he audaciously could and taste the sweet and

bitter of her possible kindness, her almost certain blame.

"Good-bye," he said, "darling Anne."

This was as the handle of the door was in his grasp ready to be turned

for her. Anne, still inexplicably grave, was looking at him.

"Good-bye," she said, "Mr. Choate."

He watched her to the head of the stairs, and then shut the door on her

with a click. Alston was conscious of having, for the joy of the moment,

really made a fool of himself. But he didn't let it depress him. He

needed his present cleverness too much to spend a grain of it on

self-reproach. He went to his safe and took out a paper that had been

lying there ready to be used, slipped it into his pocket and went,

before his spirit had time to cool, to see Madame Beattie.

Sophy admitted him and left him in the library, while she went to summon

her. And Madame Beattie came, finding him at the window, his back turned

on the warm breathing presences of Esther's home. If he had penetrated,

for good cause, to Circe's bower, he didn't mean to drink in its subtle

intimacies. At the sound of a step he turned, and Madame Beattie met him

peaceably, with outstretched hand. Alston dropped the hand as soon as

possible. Lydia might swear she was clean and that her peculiarily

second-hand look was the effect of overworn black, but Alston she had

always impressed as much-damaged goods that had lost every conceivable

inviting freshness. She indicated a chair conveniently opposite her own

and he sat down and at once began.

"Madame Beattie, I have come to talk over this unfortunate matter of the

necklace."

"Oh," said Madame Beattie, with a perfect affability and no apparent

emotion, "Anne French has been chattering to you."

"Naturally," said Choate. "I am their counsel, hers and her sister's."

"These aren't matters of law," said Madame Beattie. "They are very

interesting personal questions, and I advise you to let them alone. You

won't find any precedent for them in your books."

"I have been unpardonably slow in coming to you," said Alston. "And my

coming now hasn't so very much to do with Lydia and Anne. I might have

come just the same if you hadn't begun to annoy them."

"Well," said Madame Beattie impatiently. She wanted her nap, for she was

due that evening at street corners in Mill End. "Get to the point, if

you please."

"The point is," said Alston, "that some months ago when you began to

make things unpleasant for a number of persons--"

"Nonsense!" said Madame Beattie briskly. "I haven't made things

unpleasant. I've only waked this town out of its hundred years' sleep.

You'd better be thankful to me, all of you. Trade is better, politics

are most exciting, everything's different since I came."

"I sent at once to Paris," said Alston, with an impartial air of

conveying information they were equally interested in, "for the history

of the Beattie necklace. And I've got it. I've had it a week or more,

waiting to be used." He looked her full in the face to see how she took

it. He would have said she turned a shade more unhealthy, in a yellow

way, but not a nerve in her seemed to blench.

"Well," said she, "have you come to tell me the history of the Beattie

necklace?"

"Briefly," said Alston, "it was given the famous singer, as she states,

by a certain Royal Personage. We are not concerned with his identity,

his nationality even. But it was a historic necklace, and he'd no

business to give it to her at all. There were some rather shady

transactions before he could get his hands on it. And the Royal Family

never ceased trying to get it back. The Royal Personage was a young man

when he gave it to her, but by the time the family'd begun to exert

pressure he wasn't so impetuous, and he, too, wanted it back. His

marriage gave the right romantic reason, which he used. He actually

asked the famous singer to return it to him, and at the same time she

was approached by some sort of agent from the family who offered her a

fat compensation."

"It was a matter of sentiment," said Madame Beattie loftily. "You've no

right to say it was a question of money. It is extremely bad taste."

"She had ceased singing," said Alston. "Money meant more to her than the

jewels it would have been inexpedient to display. For by that time, she

didn't want to offend any royal families whatever. So she was bought

off, and she gave up the necklace."

"It is not true," said she. "If it was money I wanted, I could have sold

it."

"Oh, no, I beg your pardon. There would have been difficulties in the

way of selling historic stones; besides there were so many royal

personages concerned in keeping them intact. It might have been very

different when the certain Royal Personage was young enough and

impetuous enough to swear he stood behind you. He'd got to the point

where he might even have sworn he never gave them to you."

She uttered a little hoarse exclamation, a curse, Alston could believe,

in whatever tongue.

"Besides," he continued, "as I just said, Madame Beattie wasn't willing,

on the whole, to offend her royal patrons, though she wasn't singing any

longer. She had a good many favours to ask of the world, and she didn't

want Europe made too hot to hold her."

He paused to rest a moment from his thankless task, and they looked at

each other calmly, yet quite recognising they were at grips.

"You forget," said she, "that I have the necklace at this moment in my

possession. You have seen it and handled it."

"No," said Alston, "I have never seen the necklace. Nobody has seen it

on this side the water. When you came here years ago and got Jeff into

difficulties you brought another necklace, a spurious one, paste, stage

jewels, I daresay, and none of us were clever enough to know the

difference. You said it was the Beattie necklace, and Esther was

hypnotised and--"

"And stole it," Madame Beattie put in, with a real enjoyment now.

"And Jeff was paralysed by loving Esther so much that he didn't look

into it. And as soon as he was out of prison you came here and

hypnotised us all over again. But it's not the necklace."

Madame Beattie put back her head and burst into hoarse and perfectly

spontaneous laughter.

"And it was for you to find it out," she said. "I didn't think you were

so clever, Alston Choate. I didn't know you were clever at all. You

refresh me. God bless us! to think not one of them had the sense, from

first to last, to guess the thing was paste."

Alston enjoyed his brief triumph, a little surprised at it himself. He

had no idea she would back down instantly, nor indeed, though it were

hammered into her, that she would own the game was up. The same recoil

struck her and she ludicrously cocked an eye.

"I shall give you a lot of trouble yet though. The necklace may be a

dead issue, but I'm a living dog, Alston Choate. Don't they say a living

dog is better than a dead lion? Well, I'm living and I'm here."

He saw her here indefinitely, rolling about in hacks, in phaetons, in

victorias, in motors, perpetually stirring two houses at least to

nervous misery. There would be no running away from her. They would have

her absurdly tied about their necks forever.

"Madame Beattie!" said he. This was Alston's great day, he reflected,

with a grimace all to himself. He had never put so much impetuosity, so

much daring to the square inch, into any day before. He lounged back a

little in his chair, put his hands in his pockets and tried to feel

swaggering and at ease. Madame Beattie, he knew, wouldn't object to

swagger. And if it would help him dramatically, so much the better.

"Madame Beattie," he repeated, "I've a proposition to make to you. I

thought of it within the last minute."

Her eyes gleamed out at him expectantly, avariciously, with some

suspicion, too. She hoped it concerned money, but it seemed unlikely, so

chill a habit of life had men of Addington.

"It is absolutely my own idea," said Alston. "Nobody has suggested it,

nobody has anything whatever to do with it. If I give myself time to

think it over I sha'n't make it at all. What would you take to leave

Addington, lock, stock and barrel, cut stick to Europe and sign a paper

never to come back? There'd be other things in the paper. I should make

it as tight as I knew how."

Madame Beattie set her lips and looked him over, from his well-bred face

and his exceedingly correct clothes to his feet. She would never have

suspected an Addington man of such impetus, no one except perhaps Jeff

in the old days. What was the utmost an Addington man would do? She had

been used to consider them a meagre set.

"Well?" said Alston.

Madame Beattie blinked a little, and her mind came back.

"Ten thousand," she tossed him at a venture, in a violence of haste.

Alston shook his head.

"Too much," said he.

Madame Beattie, who had not known a tear for twenty years at least,

could have cried then, the money had seemed so unreasonably, so

incredibly near.

"You've got oceans of money," said she, in a passion of eagerness, "all

you Addington bigwigs. You put it away and let it keep ticking on while

you eat noon dinners and walk down town. What is two thousand pounds to

you? In another year you wouldn't know it."

"I sha'n't haggle," said Alston. "I'll tell you precisely what I'll put

into your hand--with conditions--if you agree to make this your farewell

appearance. I'll give you five thousand dollars. And as a thrifty

Addingtonian--you know what we are--I advise you to take it. I might

repent."

She leaned toward him and put a shaking hand on his knee.

"I'll take it," she said. "I'll sign whatever you say. Give me the money

now. You wouldn't ask me to wait, Alston Choate. You wouldn't play a

trick on me."

Alston drew himself up from his lounging ease, and as he lifted the

trembling old hand from his knee, gave it a friendly pressure before he

let it fall.

"I can't give it to you now," he said. "Not this minute. Would you mind

coming to my office to-morrow, say at ten? We shall be less open to

interruption."

"Of course I'll come," she said, almost passionately.

He had never seen her so shaken or indeed actually moved from her

cynical calm. She was making her way out of the room without waiting for

his good-bye. At the door she turned upon him, her blurred old face a

sad sight below the disordered wig. Esther, coming downstairs, met her

in the hall and stopped an instant to stare at her, she looked so

terrible. Then Esther came on to Alston Choate.

"What is it?" she began.

"I was going to ask for you," said Alston. "I want to tell you what I

have just been telling Madame Beattie. Then I must see Jeff and his

sisters." This sounded like an afterthought and yet he was conscious

that Anne was in his mind like a radiance, a glow, a warm sweet wind.

"Everybody connected with Madame Beattie ought to understand clearly

what she can do and what she can't. She seems to have such an

extraordinary facility for getting people into mischief."

He placed a chair for her and when she sank into it, her eyes

inquiringly on his face, he began, still standing, to tell her briefly

the history of the necklace. Esther's face, as he went on, froze into

dismay. He was telling her that the thing which alone had brought out

passionate emotion in her had never existed at all. Not until then had

he realised how she loved the necklace, the glitter of it, the reputed

value, the extraordinary story connected with it. Esther's life had been

built on it. And when Alston had finished and found she could not speak,

he was sorry for her and told her so.

"I'm sorry," he said simply.

Esther looked at him a moment dumbly. Then her face convulsed. She was

crying.

"Don't," said Choate helplessly. "Don't do that. The thing isn't worth

it. It isn't worth anything to speak of. And it's made you a lot of

trouble, all of you, and now she's going back to Europe and she'll take

it with her."

"Going back?" Esther echoed, through her tears. "Who says she's going

back?"

"She says so," Alston rejoined weakly. He thought his hush money might

fairly be considered his own secret. It was like a candle burned in

gratitude for having found out he had dared to say, "darling Anne".

"If she would go back!" said Esther. "But she won't. She'll stay here

and talk to mill hands and drag dirty people up those stairs. And I

shall live here forever with her and grandmother, and nobody will help

me. Nobody will ever help me, Alston Choate. Do you realise that?

Nobody."

Her melting eyes were on his and she herself was out of her chair and

tremulously near. But Esther made no mistake of a too prodigal largess a

man like Reardon was bewitched by, even if he ran from it. She stood

there in sorrowful dignity and let her eyes plead for her. And Alston,

though he had accomplished something for her as well as for Anne, felt

only a sense of shame and the misery of falling short. He had thought he

loved her (he had got so far now as to say to himself he thought so) and

he loved her no more. He wished only to escape, and his wish took every

shred of the hero out of him.

"We'll all help you," he said with the cheerfulness exasperatingly ready

to be pumped up when things are bad and there is no adequate remedy.

"I'd like to. And so will Jeff."

With that he put out his hand to her, and when she unseeingly accorded

him hers gave it what he thought an awkward, cowardly pressure and left

her. There are no graceful ways for leaving Circe's isle, Alston

thought, as he hurried away, unless you have at least worn the hog's

skin briefly and given her a showing of legitimate triumph. And that

night, because he had a distaste for talking about it further, he wrote

the story to Jeff, still omitting mention of his candle-burning

honorarium. To Anne, he sent a little note, the first of a long series,

wondering at himself as he wrote it, but sticking madly to his audacity,

for that queerly seemed the way to win her.

"Darling Anne," the note said. "It's all right. I'll tell you

sometime. Meanwhile you're not to worry.

"Your lover,

"ALSTON CHOATE."

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