XXXV

When the cold weather came and Alston Choate and Weedon Moore became

rival candidates for the mayoralty of Addington, strange things began to

happen. Choate, cursing his lot inwardly, but outwardly deferential to

his mother who had really brought it on him, began to fulfil every last

requirement of the zealous candidate. He even learned to make speeches,

not the lucid exponents of the law that belonged to his court career,

but prompt addresses, apparently unconsidered, at short notice. The one

innovation he drew the line at was the flattering recognition of men he

had never, in the beaten way of life, recognised before. He could not,

he said, kiss babies. But he would tell the town what he thought it

needed, coached, he ironically added when he spoke the expansive truth

at home, by his mother and Jeff. They were ready to bring kindling to

boil the pot, Mrs. Choate in her grand manner of beckoning the ancient

virtues back, Jeff, as Alston told, him, hammer and tongs. Jeff also

began to make speeches, because, at one juncture when Alston gave out

from hoarseness--his mother said it was a psychological hoarseness at a

moment when he realised overwhelmingly how he hated it all--Jeff had

taken his place and "got" the men, labourers all of them, as Alston

never had.

"It's a mistake," said Mrs. Choate afterward when he came to the house

to report, and ask how Alston was, and the three sat eating one of

Mary's quick suppers. "You're really the candidate. Those men know it.

They know it's you behind Alston, and they're going to take him

patiently because you tell them to. But they don't half want him."

Jeff was very fine now in his robustness, fit and strong, no fat on him

and good blood racing well. He was eating bread and butter heartily,

while he waited for Mary to serve him savoury things, and Mrs. Choate

looked discontentedly at Mary bending over his plate, all hospitality,

with the greater solicitude because he was helping Alston out. Mrs.

Choate wished the nugatory Esther were out of the way, and she could

marry Mary off to Jeff. Mary, pale, yet wholesome, fair-haired, with the

definite Choate profile, and dressed in her favourite smoke colour and

pale violet, her mother loved conscientiously, if impatiently. But she

wished Mary, who had not one errant inclination, might come to her some

day and say, "Mother, I am desperately enamoured of an Italian

fruit-seller with Italy in his eyes." Mrs. Choate would have explained

to her, with a masterly common-sense, that such vagrom impulses meant,

followed to conclusions, shipwreck on the rocks of class

misunderstanding; but it would have warmed her heart to Mary to have so

to explain. But here was Mary to whom no eccentricity ever had to be

elucidated. She could not even have imagined a fruit-seller outside his

heaven-decreed occupation of selling fruit. Mrs. Choate smiled a little

to herself, wondering what Mary would say if she could know her mother

was willing to consign the inconvenient Esther to perpetual limbo and

marry her to handsome Jeff. "Mother!" she could imagine her horrified

cry. It would all be in that.

Jeff was more interested in his eating than in answering Mrs. Choate

with more than an encouraging:

"We've got 'em, I think. But I wish," he said, "we had more time to

follow up Weedie. What's he saying to 'em?"

"Ask Madame Beattie," said Alston, with more distaste than he could keep

out of his voice. "I saw her last night on the outskirts of his crowd,

sitting in Denny's hack."

"Speaking?" asked Jeff. "She'd have spoken, if she got half a chance."

Alston laughed quietly.

"Moore got the better of her. He was in his car. All he had to do was to

make off. She made after him, but he's got the whip-hand, with a car."

The next night, doubtless taught the advisability of vying with her

enemy, Madame Beattie, to the disgust of Esther, came down cloaked and

muffled to the chin and took the one automobile to be had for hire in

Addington. She was whirled away, where Esther had no idea. She was

whirled back again at something after ten, hoarse yet immensely tickled.

But Reardon knew what she had done and he telephoned it to Esther. She

was making speeches of her own, stopping at street corners wherever she

could gather a group, but especially running down to the little streets

by the water where the foreign labourers came swarming out and cheered

her.

"It's disgraceful," said Esther, almost crying into the telephone. "What

is she saying to them?"

"Nobody knows, except it's political. We assume that," said Reardon.

"All kinds of lingo. They tell me she knows more languages than a

college professor."

"Find out," Esther besought him. "Ask her. Ask whom you shall vote for.

It'll get her started."

That seemed to Reardon a valuable idea, and he actually did ask her,

lingering before the door one night when she came out to take her car.

He put her into it with a florid courtesy she accepted as her due--it

was the best, she thought, the man had to offer--and then said to her

jocosely:

"Well, Madame Beattie, who shall I vote for?"

Madame Beattie looked at him an instant with a quizzical comprehension

it was too dark for him to see.

"I can tell whom you'd better not vote for," she said. "Don't vote for

Esther. Tell him to go on."

Reardon did tell the man and then stood there on the pavement a moment,

struck by the certainty that he had been warned. She seemed to him to

know everything. She must know he was somehow likely to get into trouble

over Esther. Reardon was bewitched with Esther, but he did so want to be

safe. Nevertheless, led by man's destiny, he walked up to the door and

Esther, as before, let him in. He thought it only fair to tell her he

had found out nothing, and he meant, in a confused way, to let her see

that things must be "all right" between them. By this he meant that they

must both be safe. But once within beside her perfumed presence--yet

Esther used no vulgar helps to provoke the senses--he forgot that he

must be safe, and took her into his arms. He had been so certain of his

stability, after his recoil from Madame Beattie, that he neglected to

resist himself. And Esther did not help him. She clung to him and the

perfume mounted to his brain. What was it? Not, even he knew, a cunning

of the toilet; only the whole warm breath of her.

"Look here," said Reardon, shaken, "what we going to do?"

"You must tell me," she whispered. "How could I tell you?"

Reardon afterward had an idea that he broke into rough beseeching of her

to get free, to take his money, everything he had, and buy her freedom

somehow. Then, he said, in an awkwardness he cursed himself for, they

could begin to talk. And as she withdrew from him at sound of Rhoda

Knox above, he opened the door and ran away from her, to the ordered

seclusion of his own house. Once there he wiped his flustered brow and

cursed a little, and then telephoned her. But Sophy answered that Mrs.

Blake was not well. She had gone to her room.

Reardon had a confused multitude of things to say to her. He wanted to

beg her to understand, to assure her he was thinking of her and not

himself, as indeed he was. But meantime as he rehearsed the arguments he

had at hand, he was going about the room getting things together. His

papers were fairly in order. He could always shake them into perfect

system at an hour's notice. And then muttering to himself that, after

all, he shouldn't use it, he telephoned New York to have a state-room

reservation made for Liverpool. The office was closed, and he knew it

would be, yet it somehow gave him a dull satisfaction to have tried; and

next day he telephoned again.

Within a week Jeff turned his eyes toward a place he had never thought

of, never desired for a moment, and yet now longed for exceedingly. A

master in a night school founded by Miss Amabel had dropped out, and

Jeff went, hot foot, to Amabel and begged to take his place. How could

she refuse him? Yet she did warn him against propaganda.

"Jeff, dear," she said, moving a little from the open fire where he sat

with her, bolt upright, eager, forceful, exactly like a suppliant for a

job he desperately needs, "you won't use it to set the men against

Weedon Moore?"

Jeff looked at her with a perfectly open candour and such a force of

persuasion in his asking eyes that she believed he was bringing his

personal charm to influence her, and shook her head at him

despairingly.

"I won't in that building or the school session," he said. "Outside I'll

knife him if I can."

"Jeff," said Miss Amabel, "if you'd only work together."

"We can't," said Jeff, "any more than oil and water. Or alkali and acid.

We'd make a mighty fizz. I'm in it for all I'm worth, Amabel. To bust

Weedie and save Addington."

"Weedon Moore is saving Addington," said she.

"Do you honestly believe that? Think how Addington began. Do you suppose

a town that old boy up there helped to build--" he glanced at his

friend, the judge--"do you think that little rat can do much for it? I

don't."

"Perhaps Addington doesn't need his kind of help now, or yours.

Addington is perfectly comfortable, except its working class. And it's

the working man Weedon Moore is striving for."

"Addington is comfortable on a red-hot crater," said Jeff. "She's like

all the rest of America. She's sat here sentimentalising and letting the

crater get hotter and hotter under her, and unless we look out, Amabel,

there isn't going to be any America, one of these days. Mrs. Choate says

it's going to be the spoil of damned German efficiency. She thinks the

Huns are waking up and civilisations going under. But I don't. I believe

we're going to be a great unwieldy, industrial monster, no cohesion in

us and no patriotism, no citizenship."

"No patriotism!" Miss Amabel rose involuntarily and stood there

trembling. Her troubled eyes sought the pictured eyes of the old Judge.

"Jeff, you don't know what you're saying."

"I do," said Jeff, "mighty well. Sit down, dear, or I shall have to

salute the flag, too, and I'm too lazy."

She sat down, but she was trembling.

"And I'm going to save Addington, if I can," said Jeff. "I haven't the

tongue of men and angels or I'd go out and try to salvage the whole

business. But I can't. Addington's more my size. If there were invasion,

you know, a crippled man couldn't do more than try to defend his own

dooryard. Dear old girl, we've got to save Addington."

"I'm trying," said she. "Jeff, dear, I'm trying. And I've a lot of

money. I don't know how it rolled up so."

"Don't give it to Weedon Moore, that's all," he ventured, and then, in

the stiffening of her whole body, he saw it was a mistake even to

mention Moore. Her large charity made her fiercely partisan. He ventured

the audacious personal appeal. "Give me some, Amabel, if you've really

got so much. Let me put on some plays, in a simple way, and try to make

your workmen see what we're at, when we talk about home and country.

They despise us, Amabel, except on pay day. Let's hypnotise 'em, please

'em in some other way besides shorter hours and easier strikes. Let's

make 'em fall over themselves to be Americans."

Miss Amabel flushed all over her soft face, up to the line of her grey

hair.

"Jeff," she said.

"What'm?"

"I have always meant when you were at liberty again--" that seemed to

her a tolerable euphemism--"to turn in something toward your debt."

"To the creditors?" Jeff supplied cheerfully. "Amabel, dear, I don't

believe there are any little people suffering from my thievery. It's

only the big people that wanted to be as rich as I did. Anne and Lydia

are suffering in a way. But that's my business. I'm going to confess to

you. Dear sister superior, I'm going to confess."

She did not move, hardly by an eyelash. She was afraid of choking his

confidence, and she wanted it to come abundantly. Jeff sat for a minute

or two frowning and staring into the fire. He had to catch himself back

from what threatened to become silent reverie.

"I've thought a good deal about this," he said, "when I've had time to

think, these last weeks. I'd give a lot to stand clear with the world.

I'd like to do a spectacular refunding of what I stole and lost. But I'd

far rather pitch in and save Addington. Maybe it means I'm warped

somehow about money, standards lowered, you know, perceptions blunted,

that sort of thing. Well, if it's so I shall find it out sometime and be

punished. We can't escape anything, in spite of their doctrine of

vicarious atonement."

She moved slightly at this, and Jeff smiled at her.

"Yes," said he, "we have to be punished. Sometimes I suppose the full

knowledge of what we've done is punishment enough. Now about me. If

anybody came to me to-day and said, 'I'll make you square with the

world,' I should say, 'Don't you do it. Save Addington. I'd rather throw

my good name into the hopper and let it grind out grist for Addington.'"

Miss Amabel put out the motherly hand and he grasped it.

"And I assure you," he said again, "I don't know whether that's

common-sense--tossing the rotten past into the abyss and making a new

deal--or whether it's because I've deteriorated too much to see I've

deteriorated. You tell, Amabel."

She took out her large handkerchief--Amabel had a convenient pocket--and

openly wiped her eyes.

"I'll give you money, Jeff," she said, "and you can put it into plays.

I'd like to pay you something definite for doing it, because I don't see

how you're going to live."

"Lydia'll help me do it," said Jeff, "she and Anne. They're curiously

wise about plays and dances. No, Amabel, I sha'n't eat your money,

except what you pay me for evening school. And I have an idea I'm going

to get on. I always had the devil's own luck about things, you know.

Look at the luck of getting you to fork out for plays you've never heard

the mention of. And I feel terrible loquacious. I think I shall write

things. I think folks'll take 'em. They've got to. I want to hand over a

little more to Esther."

Even to her he had never mentioned the practical side of Esther's life.

Miss Amabel looked at him sympathetically, inquiringly.

"Yes," he said, "she's having a devil of a time. I want to ease it up

somehow--send her abroad or let her get a divorce or something."

"You couldn't--" said Amabel. She stopped.

His brows were black as thunder.

"No," said he, "no. Esther and I are as far apart as--" he paused for a

simile. Then he smiled at her. "No," he said. "It wouldn't do."

As he went out he stopped a moment more and smiled at her with the

deprecating air of asking for indulgence that was his charm when he was

good. His eyes were the soft bright blue of happy seas.

"Amabel," said he, "I don't want to cry for mercy, though I'd rather

have mercy from you than 'most anybody. Blame me if you've got to, but

don't make any mistake about me. I'm not good and I'm not all bad. I'm

nothing but a confusion inside. I've got to pitch in and do the best

thing I know. I'm an undiscovered country."

"You're no mystery to me," she said. "You're a good boy, Jeff."

He went straight home and called Lydia and Anne to council, the colonel

sitting by, looking over his glasses in a benevolent way.

"I've been trying to undermine Weedie," said Jeff, "with Amabel. I can't

quite do it, but I've got her to promise me some of her money. For

plays, Lydia, played by Mill End. What do you say?"

"She hasn't money enough for real plays," said Lydia. "All she's got

wouldn't last a minute."

"Not in a hall?" asked Jeff. "Not with scenery just sketched in, as it

were? But all of it patriotic. Teach them something. Ram it down their

throats. English language."

Lydia made a few remarks, and Jeff sat up and stared at her. The colonel

and Anne, endorsing her, were not surprised. They had heard it all

before. It seems Lydia had a theory that the province of art is simply

not to be dull. If you could charm people, you could make them do

anything. The kite of your aspirations might fly among the stars. But

you couldn't fly it if it didn't look well flying. The reason nobody

really learns anything by plays intended to teach them something, Lydia

said, is because the plays are generally dull. Nobody is going to listen

to "argufying" if he can help it. If you tell people what it is

beneficial for them to believe they are going home and to bed,

unchanged. But they'll yawn in your faces first. Lydia had a theory that

you might teach the most extraordinary lessons if you only made them

bewitching enough. Look at the Blue Bird. How many people who loved to

see Bread cut a slice off his stomach and to follow the charming

pageant of the glorified common things of life, thought anything save

that this was a "show" with no appeal beyond the visual one? Yet there

it was, the big symbolism beating in its heart and keeping it alive. The

Children of Light could see the symbolism quick as a wink. Still the

Children of Darkness who never saw any symbolism at all and who were the

ones to yawn and go home to bed, helped pay for tickets and keep the

thing running. We must bewitch them also. Jeff inquired humbly if she

would advise taking up Shakespeare with the Mill Enders and found she

still wouldn't venture on it at once. She'd do some fairy plays, quite

easy to write on new lines. Everything was easy if you had "go" enough,

Lydia said. Jeff ventured to inquire about scenic effects, and

discovered, to his enlightenment, that Lydia had the greatest faith in

the imagination of any kind of audience. Do a thing well enough, she

said, and the audience would forget whether it was looking at a painted

scene or not. It could provide its own illusion. Think of the players,

she reminded him, who, when they gave the Trojan Women on the road, and

sought for a little Astyanax, were forbidden by an asinine city

government to bring on a real child. Think how the actors crouched

protectingly over an imaginary Astyanax, and how plainly every eye saw

the child who was not there. Perhaps every woman's heart supplied the

vision of her dream-child, of the child she loved. Think of the other

play where the kettle is said to be hissing hot and everybody shuns it

with such care that onlookers wince too. Lydia thought she could write

the fairy plays and the symbolic plays, all American, if Jeff liked, and

he might correct the grammar.

Just then Mary Nellen, passionately but silently grieved to have lost

such an intellectual feast, came in on the tail of these remarks. She

brought Jeff a letter. It was a publisher's letter, and the publisher

would print his book about prisoners. It said nothing whatever of trying

to advertise him as a prisoner. Jeff concluded the man was a decent

fellow. He swaggered a little over the letter and told the family he had

to, it was such luck.

They were immensely proud and excited at once. The colonel called him

"son" with emphasis, and Lydia got up and danced a little by herself.

She invited Anne to join her, but Anne sat, soft-eyed and still, and was

glad that way. Jeff thought it an excellent moment to tell them he was

going to teach in the evening school, upon which Lydia stopped dancing.

"But I want to," he said to her, with a smile for her alone. "Won't you

let me if I want to?"

"I want you to write," said Lydia obstinately.

"I shall. I shall write. And talk. It's a talking age. Everybody's

chattering, except the ones that are shrieking. I'm going to see if I

can't down some of the rest."

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