I put my arm around the girl's waist, and she wept on my shoulder.

Finally she straightened up her head, stopping her crying with

difficulty.

"We're all so funny, aren't we?"

"Yes, we're a funny bunch, Darrie ... all so mixed up,--the world

wouldn't believe it, would they, if we told them?"

"And you could never make them understand, even if you did tell them.

You know, my dear, old Southern daddy--he thinks Penton is a limb of the

old Nick himself ... with his theories about life, and the freedom of

relations between the sexes, and all that ... even yet he may leave me

out of his will for coming up here, though he has all the confidence in

the world in me."

And Mary Darfield Malcolm--whom we always called "Darrie"--went quickly

to her room when we got back, so the others wouldn't notice that she had

been crying....

* * * * *

Quite often, in the afternoons, toward dusk, around a dying fire, the

whole community had "sings" out in the woods, near the one large stream

that abutted the colony, and gathered into itself, all the little

brooks....

The old songs were sung; rich, beautiful, old Scotch and English and

Irish ballads--which were learnt, by all who wanted to know them, at the

singing school ... and the old-fashioned American songs, too.

And the music softened our hearts and fused us into one harmony of

feeling. And all the bickerings of the community's various "isms" melted

away ... after all, there was not so very much disharmony among us. And,

after all, the marvel is that human beings get along together at all.

* * * * *

The afternoon before the "circus" the little settlement more than ever

took on the appearance of a medieval village ... almost everybody took

turns in participating in the "circus" ... almost everybody togged out

in costume. But first we had a parade of the "guilds" ... the Actors'

Guild, in which Hildreth bore a part; in her pretty tights she looked

like a handsome boy page in some early Italian prince's court.

Don Grahame was the son of the leader of the community whom Jones had

promised to rake over the coals that night, after the circus.

Don led the Carpenters' Guild, looking like nothing else than a handsome

boy Christ. Don, secretly disliking in his heart the free-love doctrines

his father and others taught (though he always rose loyally in his

father's defence) had gone to the other extreme, he lived an ascetic,

virgin life. But it didn't seem to hurt him. He was as handsome as

Hildreth was beautiful.

Everybody liked the young fellow. He had sworn that he would maintain

his manner of abstinent living till he fell in love with a girl who

loved him in return. Then they would live together....

That, he maintained, was the true and only meaning of free love. He had

no use for varietism nor promiscuity.

The Guilds paraded twice around the Village Green, led by the Guild of

Music Masters, who played excellently well.

The Children's Guild was a romping, lovely sight.

* * * * *

The circus was held shortly afterward in the huge communal barn, in the

centre of its great floor,--the spectators seated about on the sides....

There was the trick mule, made up of two men under an ox-hide, the mule

fell apart and precipitated Don Grahame in between its two halves ...

each half then ran away in opposite directions.

Don rode so well that that was the only way they (I mean the mule) could

unseat him. He won much affectionate applause.

Then there was the fearful, great boa-constrictor ... which turned out

to be a double-jointed, lithe, acrobatic, boy-like girl whom we knew as

Jessie ... Jessie, they whispered, was marked for death by consumption,

if she didn't look out and stop smoking so many cigarettes ... she was

slender and pretty--but spoke with an adenoidal thickness of speech.

The colony was as merry as if no storm impended.

We adjourned for supper.

After supper, under the evening star we marched back to the barn again,

which also served as our town hall. On the way there our talk was

subdued and expectant. Many people were disgruntled with Jones.

"Why must he do this?"

"Why can't old Jones let well enough alone?... no community's perfect,

not even our community."

Daniel had been put to bed, angrily objecting.

The five of us joined the flow of people toward the barn. Penton carried

a lantern.

"Jones is all right," said Penton to me, "I like his spirit. I'm going

to stand by him, if he finds himself seriously pressed, just because the

man's spirit is a good one ... nothing mean about him ... but I know

he'll place me among the snobs and wealthy of the community."

When all were gathered, as still as at the opening of a prayer meeting,

Grahame came in, and, with his son and other friends, took seats

opposite Jones. Grahame, who had been master of ceremonies and ring

master for the afternoon circus, had not changed his dress of

knee-britches and ruffed shirt.

The debate was prolonged and fiery....

Jones launched into a gallant attack on Grahame, and was replied to

evasively. Don Grahame wanted to punch Jones's head for what he called

slurs cast at his father's good name....

Penton made a famous speech reconciling, almost, the irreconcilable

parties.

And so we adjourned.

Penton and I accompanied Jones home. All the way the latter was arguing

against Baxter's plea, that he be more lenient with Grahame....

"You look out, Penton," Jones warned with genial firmness ... "Grahame

has been trying to persuade people in this community not to bring shoes

to me to be mended ... a dirty attempt to starve me out ... Oh, no!... I

haven't the slightest trace of persecution mania....

"And you'd better look out, Penton, and not play tennis this Sunday, for

I'm going to strike back at the tennis-playing snobs here, of whom

you're one."

"Jones, what do you mean by that? Surely not a bomb to smear us all over

the courts!" Penton joked.

"A bomb, yes ... it will be a bomb of sorts ... but I warn you you

shan't play games on Sunday any more. I'll see to that ... not that I've

unexpectedly grown religious, but that I mean to strike back as pettily

as the way in which I'm being persecuted."

* * * * *

"I suppose he means the Blue Laws," Penton commented seriously, "but

surely he can get no one to enforce them."

* * * * *

But Jones found a facetious officer of the law or so, down in

Philadelphia, who were as glad of a chance to molest a radical colony as

of an opportunity to put over a good joke....

Baxter, Grahame, Bedell, and others of the prominent members of the

community were haled in to court ... and, to the surprise of everyone,

sentenced to forty-eight hours hard labour on the rock-pile, in the

workhouse....

And Jones sang triumphant snatches of song and hammered away merrily at

shoes in his little shack along the road, while unused hands gathered

water blisters making big stones into little ones, with other and

heavier hammers.

The newspapers made a great to-do about the matter. The affair was just

serio-comic enough to attract nation-wide attention. And the story was a

good one--the story of the anarchist-shoemaker who invoked the use of

archaic, reactionary laws, in his battle against his less radical

antagonists, the Single Taxers and Socialists.

Story after story was also written about our curious little colony.

Penton Baxter shared honours with the shoemaker. Reporters swarmed over

his front porch and into his house to interview him, on the triumphant

return of the party when they had served their forty-eight hours.

Penton gave out interview after interview. And, to his credit let it be

said, though he revelled in the notice accorded him, he also effected

two serious results from what had begun as almost a practical joke ...

he started a fight on the absurd Blue Laws by focusing publicity on them

... and he exposed the bad prison conditions his unknown fellow

prisoners lived under, who had _not_ gone to the workhouse in a jocular

mood because of resurrected Blue Laws.

Jones was willing to let the matter rest, as well as were his other

opponents ... but Baxter kept the fight going as long as he could. He

was accused of loving notoriety. His attitude toward it was mixed. He

did love notoriety ... he enjoyed every clipping about himself with

infinite gusto. But he also used publicity as a lever to get things done

with, that would otherwise never have been noticed. The others were

willing to consider what had happened to them, as a private affair.

Penton gracelessly used that, and every private adventure for

propaganda--turned it sincerely in the way he thought it might benefit

people....

He gave the papers a very bad poem--_The Prison Night_. I remember but

one line of it--

"The convict rasped his vermin-haunted hide."

* * * * *

"Come, get into the group; I want the papers to tell the public about

you, too," he urged me, prophetically, as I stood on the outskirts,

while three camera men were focusing on him, as he stood, expectant,

blandly smiling, and vain-glorious.

"Boys, I want my friend, the poet, Mr. John Gregory, in the picture,

too."

"Oh, all right!" they assented indifferently, which injured my egotism.

But I was too adroit to show it. I still demurred with mock modesty.

Penton would have been franker.

Finally, at his urgency, they snapped us, our arms about each other's

shoulders.

In the light of subsequent events, they were glad of that picture.

* * * * *

Our tennis-playing, Blue-Law martyrs, as I have said, were held over

night in the workhouse ... or maybe two nights, I do not exactly

remember which ... and when they came back they were full of the

privations of jail-life, and the degradation of the spirit and mind

suffered by prisoners there. To me, their attitude seemed rather

tender-foot and callow. It was something that would have been accepted

off-handedly by me. I had been in jail often, not for a cause, as I

punned wretchedly, but _be-cause_. I did not accord hero-worship to

Penton when he returned, as the women of the household did.

For a week it quite reconciled Hildreth with him....

* * * * *

But on the first night of his absence Hildreth and I took a stroll

together in the moonlight.

Long the three women and myself had sat in the library, while I read

aloud from a MSS. volume of my poetry, which I intended submitting to

the Macmillans soon. For Ruth knew Mr. Brett and promised to give me an

introduction to him. And I was to make a special trip to the city on the

money I had saved from my weekly remittances ... for Penton would not

permit me to spend a cent for my keep while I visited him. And I had

already been with him three weeks....

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