I smiled to myself. If Ruth had seen us that preceding afternoon!

"Of course the fault could not all be on Hildreth's side."

"No, they're both a couple of ninnies ... but there's this to be said

for Penton, he's trying to get something done for the betterment of

humanity ... while Hildreth's only a parasite."

"And Darrie--how about her? What does she do but loaf around in a more

conventional manner, talking about her social prestige, the dress of one

of her ancestresses in the Boston Museum, her aristocratic affiliations

... how many and how faithful those negro servants of hers are, down

South ... between the two, Hildreth has the livest brain, and puts on

less."

"Take care! You'll be falling in love with Penton Baxter's wife yet!"

Our talk was halted by Darrie's re-appearance. Hildreth came furtively

back, too, from the little cottage, like a guilty child. She apologized

to Darrie, and her apology was accepted, and, in a few minutes we were

talking ahead as gaily as before....

We rehearsed Hildreth in her part as Titania ... for that was the part

she was to play in _The Mid-Summer Night's Dream_, that the Actors'

Guild of the colony was to put on in their outdoor theatre, a week from

that afternoon ... Hildreth insisted on dressing for the part ... in her

green, skin tights ... letting her black hair flow free ... wearing even

her diadem, as fairy queen. She had a good, musical voice ... a way of

speaking with startled shyness that was engaging.

But Hildreth stuck to her original intention of moving to the cottage.

She had Mrs. Jones move her things for her.

As I sat in the library of the big house reading Tolstoy's _Anna

Karenina_, I overheard Darrie telling Ruth in the bathroom that Hildreth

would not have insisted on donning her tights, if she had not been proud

of her symmetrical legs, and had not wanted to show them off to me.

Between the three women, nevertheless, Hildreth was easily my choice

already ... Darrie was lovely, but talked like a débutante from morning

till night....

Ruth had too much of the quietist in her, the non-resistent. She had a

vast fund of scholarship, knew English poetry from the ground up ... but

her bringing that knowledge to me as an attraction was like presenting a

peacock's feather to a bird of paradise....

However, when Penton came home that night, he found us all in huge good

humour. I had just received a check from Derek, and had insisted on

spending most of it for a spread for all of us, including a whopping

beefsteak.

And we ate and joked and enjoyed ourselves just like the bourgeoisie.

* * * * *

If Penton only had had a sense of humour ... but this I never detected

in him.

Even at singing classes, which I attended one evening with him ... his

whole entourage, in fact....

With solemn face he sang high, and always off key, till the three women

had to stuff their handkerchiefs in their mouths to keep from laughing

at him before his face....

After class, we strolled home by a devious path, through the moonlight.

This time Ruth walked ahead with little Dan, Hildreth with her husband,

Penton,--Darrie with me....

"Drag back a little, Johnnie ... Penton and Hildreth are having a

private heart-to-heart talk, I can tell by their voices."

We hung back till they disappeared around a bend. We were alone. Darrie

began to laugh and laugh and laugh.... "Oh, it's so funny, I shall die

laughing"....

* * * * *

"Why--why, what's the matter!"

For I saw tears streaming down the girl's face in the moonlight.

"It's so awful," replied Darrie, now crying quietly, "--so tragic ...

yet I had to laugh ... I'm so sorry for Penton ... for both of them....

"Penton _is_ such a jackass, Johnnie," she gulped, "and God knows, as I

do, he's such an honest, good man ... helping poor people all over the

country ... really fighting the fight of the down-trodden and the

oppressed."

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