It is just these natural laws--simple, severe, inexorable--against

which the majority chafe, for which some magic pill or potion is

offered as a substitute. Temperance, cleanliness, activity, are the

three cardinal virtues of the body, as faith, hope, and charity are

of the soul. As tithes of mint, anise, and cumin are easier to render

than the observance of law, justice, and judgment, so burnt-offerings

of drugs are offered to the Goddess Hygeia in place of obedience to

her regimen. After the excesses of the carnival came the brief rigours

of the Lenten retreat, and after the Fat Tuesday of gluttony comes the

short atonement of the "Cure" at some mineral spring, where the priests

of health are yielded a complete but passing submission. It is easier

to repeat incessant formulæ of prayer than persistently to keep one's

self unspotted from the world, and it is easier for fat old sinners to

paddle about barefoot in the dew at a Kneippe cure than to abandon at

once and forever their little darling sins of greediness or indolence.

One hears a constant cry of "Lo, Here!" and "Lo, There!" and all the

world rushes to sit hopefully under blue glass or swathe itself in

pure wool in the ever-renewed belief that some substitute may be found

for the fatiguing necessity of obedience to the three rules.

Even yet ill health is considered as a sort of supernatural visitation

rather than a certain result of the infringement of plain laws. I

remember reading once a clever book, less popular than it deserved to

be, which told of a country in the heart of the Andes in which the

intelligent inhabitants looked upon crime as the unfortunate result of

congenital temperament; a disease demanding sympathy and treatment;

but ill health aroused only condemnation as a wilful infringement of

wise and well understood laws. A bronchial case caused arrest and

imprisonment, and friends of the family considered it rude to cough in

the presence of the criminal's unfortunate family; but a severe attack

of embezzlement was cause of polite condolence, and cards were left

upon the invalid with kind inquiries as to whether he was receiving the

best moral attention. An idea less whimsical than it may seem.

Paracelsus--who was accused of magic because his cures were effected

by such simple means--always asserted that if he were allowed to

absolutely direct a child's diet from its birth he could build up a

constitution which might without difficulty be made to last out a

century in undiminished vigour; and there are those who are prepared to

accept literally the age of the antediluvian patriarchs, on the ground

that as at that time bread had not been discovered, digestions never

called upon to struggle with starch found no difficulty in sustaining

life to Methuselah's term.

It is certain that the subtle but supremely important chemistry of

nutrition has been shamefully neglected in favour of matters far less

germane to happiness, and that the same skill which has developed

the science of bacteriology and pursued the most elusive microbe

to his most secret lair might have been more profitably applied.

After the microbe has been found and named his dangerousness remains

unattenuated. How much more valuable would be a knowledge--equally

attainable--of exactly the amount and nature of the food for the best

results of growth and health.

There is a farmer ant in the West Indies, who, in a carefully prepared

soil, compounded of flowers and leaves, grows a tiny fungus on which he

feeds. The eggs of this ant seem, when hatched, to produce creatures

all alike, but through different feeding they develop into warriors,

farmers, or queens, as may be needed. If through an accident the supply

of warriors is dangerously lowered, larvæ being fed with the meat which

nourishes farmers are transferred to the soldiers' nursery, and change

of diet produces change of nature.

Ah! could we too know upon what meat to feed our Cæsars, or Roosevelts,

that they might grow so great. What a much more important achievement

that would be than the naming of microbes which would be impotent to

injure a perfectly nourished body.

To know the law, to practise it daily--there is the secret of the

fountain of youth, the elixir of life. These Christian Scientists, who

practise the latest abracadabra to conjure away the effects of fixed

causes, who dream that pain arises from sin, and can be abolished by

faith, childishly overlook the fact that pain in itself is no evil,

but rather a good. It is simply a telegraphic message sent over the

nerve-wires to the brain to inform it that some member of the physical

commonwealth is in danger and requires help.

Not by magic is health to be obtained. Flying carpets will not reach

it. Fasts and prayers will not call it down from heaven. Fixed,

immortal, the laws continue. Always unchanged; always inexorable. The

wages of the sin of disobedience are disease.

July 24.

"Dead, Dead, Dead."

I wonder if there is still anyone in all the world to whom this date

is important? And after all why should it be? In twenty-three years a

whole generation has come into life; has wept and laughed, and loved

and married, and produced another generation to do the same thing--and

who remembers the roses that withered even yesterday?

* * * * *

Oh, wild, loud wind,

Who, moaning, as in pain,

Beats with wet fingers at my door in vain,

Dost thou come from the graves with that sad cry

Which pleads for entrance, and denied, goes by

To faint in tears amidst the freezing rain?

In here the live red fire glows again.

Of life and living we are full and fain.

Here is no thought of death, or men that die--

Oh, wild, loud wind!

Why shouldst thou come then to my window pane

To wring thy hands and weep, and sore complain

That they alone all sad and cold must lie

In wet, dark graves, and we breathe not a sigh?

We have forgot. The quick and dead are twain,

Oh, wild, loud wind!

September 6.

Verbal Magic.

J---- was reading me parts of his new book in manuscript to-day, and I

objected that it lacked style. "Why, all the successful writers tell

me that style is unnecessary," he said in an injured tone. "D---- says

he just writes ahead and pays no attention to it. He says that the

laboriousness of Stevenson and Flaubert has 'gone out' and the public

are bored by it. And just see how successful D---- is!"

What was one to say? I merely tried to look convinced and begged him to

continue. And yet Emerson said that when the distraught Hamlet cried

to the mailed spirit of his father,

"What may this mean,

That thou, dead corse, again in complete steel

Revisit'st thus the glimpses of the moon?"

he was so possessed by the verbal magic of the phrase that he could

attend no more to the rest of the play.

Perhaps it is some penetrating assonance in that "complete steel"--in

those sibilant repetitions of "revisit'st thus the glimpses"--that

makes its witchery. Poe carefully analyzed the science of it--which is

no science at all, but the inscrutable magic of inspiration. Such lines

as

"Came up through the lair of the lion

With love in her luminous eyes"

are built upon that theory of liquid consonants and open vowels, and

it has no magic at all, while "To Annie"--which was written without

conscious plan--is full of it.

"Her grand family funerals" is instinct with that prickling delight of

the magic of words, as is "the wizard rout" of the bodiless airs that

blew through her "casement open to the night."

Tennyson's famous alliteration,

"The moaning of doves in immemorial elms

And the murmur of innumerable bees"

lacks glamour. One scents the intention.

"Ay! Ay! oh ay!

The wind that blows the brier"

recaptures the elusive charm, because of its wild, unconscious lyrism.

Fancy these absurd, ignorant young writers talking of style having

"gone out"! Apparently they suppose it means "fine writing," in which

nothing is more lacking than style. The essence of style, I suppose,

is in the inspired, instinctive choice of words which present suddenly

to the mind a _picture_ of what the writer is talking about. The whole

_clou_ of Hamlet's phrase is that "glimpses of the moon." It makes one

see the vague, intangible momentariness of the apparition. Sir Thomas

Browne's famous "drums and tramplings of three conquests" gives just

that flashing picture of the banners and rolling sounds of those long

vanished invasions. And Keats's

"Casements opening on the foam

Of perilous seas in fairy lands forlorn"

presents the indescribable to the eye.

There is, of course, that other element of musical quality, and

Hamlet's phrase is delicious for its strange, broken sibilations, but

without the _picture_ the alliterations and vowel sounds are but dead

things. All the fine, rolling, organ-like sonority of Swinburne's Hymn

to Proserpine would be tedious without the impressions of light and

colour that palpitate through the lines. For style I can think of no

better modern example than the concluding paragraph in Lafcadio Hearn's

paper on the dragon-fly in the volume called Kotto:

"... then let me hope that the state to which I am destined will not

be worse than that of a cicade or of a dragon-fly;--climbing the

cryptomerias to clash my tiny cymbals in the sun,--or haunting, _with

soundless flicker of amethyst and gold_, some holy silence of lotus

pools."

October 8.

Hamlet.

Old Mr. A---- was most interesting to-night at dinner on the subject

of the various Hamlets he has seen--apparently every actor of any

importance who has attempted the part in the last sixty years; not

only the English-speaking ones, but German and French as well. After

dwelling upon all manner of details of the varied dress, business,

scenery, and so forth, of the different men who have attempted the

role, I asked him which of them all he considered to have been the

best, and he decided after some hesitation that not one of them

satisfied him completely. "Not one of them all," he concluded, "seemed

to me to have a clear, comprehensive grasp of the essentials of the

part. Each appeared to try to express some one phase of it, but you

felt the thing as a whole escaped them." Which is, perhaps, not to

be wondered at, since, so far, it appears, as a complete conception,

to have escaped every one. No one of the Shakespearian scholars has

expressed what definite meaning the play in its entirety conveyed to

his mind.

Mr. A----'s talk interested me immensely, much more than any of those

long-winded mystical triumphs of verbiage the Germans perpetrate. I

have seen but two eminent actors in the part. Booth's Hamlet was, of

course, only a noble piece of elocution, not an interpretation, and

without vitality. Mounet Sully--but then all Frenchmen believe Hamlet

mad, despite his express warning to Horatio--

"How strange or odd so'er I bear myself,

As I, perchance, hereafter _shall think meet

To put an antic disposition on_ ..."

And of his confidence to Guildenstern that he is but

"Mad nor'-nor'-west. When the wind is southerly

I know a hawk from a hernshaw."

Of course, I've a theory of my own about Hamlet. It seems to me that

the difficulty most persons experience in endeavouring to penetrate

what they call "the mystery" of the Prince's character arises from

the fact that they read the play either carelessly or with some

prepossession, to fit which they bend all that he says or does. The

German critics blunder through forgetting how essentially sane and

unmystical was Shakespeare in every fibre of his mind. To him the

cloudy symbolism of the second part of Faust would have sounded very

like nonsense. His interest was in man--the normal, typical man and his

passions of hate, love, ambition, revenge, envy, humour....

To me the key to Hamlet seems to be a proper regard for the attitude of

the mind of the seventeenth century toward the belief in ghosts. The

Englishman of Shakespeare's day hardly doubted their existence, but was

unsettled as to the nature and origin of spectres. Whether they were

truly shades of the departed ones which they resembled, or were merely

horrid delusions of the mind, projected upon it by some malign and

hellish influence, they were not clear.

Hamlet says:

"The spirit that I have seen

May be the devil: and the devil hath power

To assume a pleasing shape; yea, and perhaps,

Out of my weakness and melancholy,

(as he is very potent with such spirits)

Abuses me to damn me: I'll have grounds

More relative than this...."

Personally, my method of endeavouring to clear vexed questions is to

make an effort to conceive of my own emotions and actions in a like

difficulty. To understand Hamlet I try to imagine what my frame of

mind would be if P---- had died, suddenly and tragically, during

my absence. Hastening home in all the turmoil of grief and shock I

find H---- has grasped all P----'s fortune and has promptly married

M----, whom I had expected to find as afflicted as I. Naturally I

would be deeply horrified and offended and greatly puzzled over such a

situation. When one injects the warmth and power of one's own emotions

into a situation by personifying it with one's own kinspeople one

begins to realize Hamlet's condition of mind prior to the appearance

of the Ghost. A ghostly visitation not being imaginable nowadays,

one may suppose one's self having a vivid and circumstantial dream,

making all these curious conditions clear by an explanation of hideous

criminality. The hysterical distraction of Hamlet's interview with

the Ghost seems natural enough when one pictures one's own horror and

incredulity on awaking from such a vision.

Of course, a reaction would follow the first red lust for denunciation

and for revenge of the deep damnation of the taking off of the

helpless victim. One would be continually paralyzed in the very act of

vengeance by the remembrance that one had no better authority than a

dream for proof of crime in those one had always loved and trusted.

The thing would seem so incredible, and yet the dream would explain

all the puzzling facts so clearly. To a young and noble mind, evil in

those one loves appears impossible. One would be always fighting the

thought--which pulled the very ground of confidence from under one's

feet--and yet always laying traps to prove one's suspicions true, as

the jealous notoriously do; wishing yet fearing to know the truth.

Hamlet's varying fits of violence and indecision seem natural enough

under the circumstances, and not a sign of madness nor of eccentricity

of character. He is called the "Melancholy Dane," but to a young

confiding heart the first revelation of the possibility of filth and

criminality in those near in blood and love causes distrust of all

the world; arouses a mad desire for escape out of a cruel existence

where such spiritual squalour is possible. If one will bring the

situation home to one's self in this way--vivifying it with one's own

heart--Hamlet no longer seems a strange and alien soul, but one's

very own self caught in a web of horrid circumstance, and doing and

being just what one's self would do and be in like case. Temptation to

suicide, murder, "unpacking one's heart with words," bitterness to, and

distrust of, the innocent Ophelia, treachery, doubt, indecision,--all

are inevitable temptations. Looked at in this way, there is no mystery

at all in the play if one reads it straight and simply, and from the

human point of view--which view was always Shakespeare's, I think.

December 13.

Ghosts.

The R----s are home this week from California, and full of a

surprising tale of their experience in renting and trying to live in

a haunted house. They had no idea of its unpleasant character when

they took it. Indeed they decided upon it principally because of the

sunniness of the rooms and its generally cheerful character. The only

suspicious feature was the very moderate price; but that appears to

have aroused only gratitude instead of suspicion in their minds.

The sounds they heard, which finally drove them out of the house, were

such commonplace ones--the clinking of medicine bottles, the mixing of

stuff in saucers--that one hardly believes they could have invented

them. Invention would certainly have conceived a more dramatic excuse

for abandoning a house. Also, they solemnly aver that it was only upon

their giving up the lease that they heard the story of the almost

incredible tragedy of the former owner's death.

There certainly must be some manifestations such as are commonly

known as "ghostly." I never have come across any personally, but the

testimony is too frequent and persistent for doubt. Some phenomena have

undoubtedly been observed of which the laws are not yet understood.

The psychologists profess to be working in this direction, but the

psychology of our day is still in about the condition of astronomy

and chemistry in the days of the thirteenth-century astrologers and

alchemists--mere blind flounderings. We need a psychological Copernicus

badly. I am convinced that what are commonly called "superstitions"

are really observed results of unknown causes. When I was a child

the negroes always warned one that it brought bad luck to go near a

stable when one had a cut finger. Nothing could seem more blindly

uncorrelated, and yet it is now known that the germ of tetanus breeds

only in manure, which shows that their observation was correct,

though they had no conception of germs, or microbes. It was an old

superstition, derided by the medical profession, that there was some

merit in hanging red curtains at the windows of a smallpox patient; yet

recently some interesting discoveries have been made as to the effect

of red light upon sufferers from this disease.

Again there is the old-wife's belief that the howling of a dog presages

death. I saw no sense in that until I was brought in contact with death

for the first time, and then discovered that a person near the end, and

immediately afterwards, emitted a powerful odour, very like the smell

of tuberoses. In two cases within my experience this odour remained in

the death-chamber, despite persistent airing and cleaning, for fully a

year. My sense of smell is extremely acute, and no one seemed to remark

this odour but myself, nor have I ever heard or seen any mention of the

phenomenon being noticed by others; but naturally a dog, whose sense of

smell must be a thousand times more acute than mine, is aware of this

strange, half repulsive perfume, which has the effect upon his nerves

produced also, apparently, by moonlight and by music.

If fresh rose leaves are shut closely into a drawer until they have

thoroughly dried and crumbled, they will be found, when removed,

entirely scentless, but the drawer will retain for years some

intangible emanation which they have given off, and this will permeate

any object left in the drawer. Recent delicate experiments have shown

how the violence of emotion will affect the weight of human beings, and

no doubt, in supreme crises of feeling, living bodies may lose this

weight by the throwing off of some emanation which may linger for a

long time in the immediate surroundings. It has been discovered that

many objects retain luminosity, after being long exposed to powerful

rays; a luminosity invisible to our sight, but sufficient to make

dim photographs upon highly sensitized plates. The "ghosts" are very

probably explicable on some such theory as this. Some individuals

are like these extremely sensitive plates. The emanations thrown out

in the condition of intense emotion affect them, and give them an

impression of sounds or sights which appear, in our present state of

ignorance, to be supernatural. Of course, any psychologist or scientist

would pooh-pooh this hypothesis of mine, if it were made public, but

equally they would have sniffed fifty years ago at a guess at wireless

telegraphy, or the Roëntgen ray, or the radioactivity of radium. After

all, however, they are right in thinking that guesses are not very

valuable unless one has the industry to demonstrate their accuracy.

December 20.

Amateur Saints.

If there is any one thing more particularly repulsive to me than

another it is the way the average clerical person speaks of religious

things. One would suppose that such matters, if one really believed

them, would be the profoundest sentiments of one's nature, and be

mentioned with the reserve and reverence with which the lay person

treats the deeper sentiments, such as love, honour, or patriotism.

A little pamphlet came by mail to-day, which proved to be a sort of

begging letter from a community of Protestant clergymen, who are

undertaking to imitate monasticism in America. Under a heading of a

cross is this text, "If we have sown unto you spiritual things, is it a

great matter if we shall reap your worldly things?" And there follows

an appeal for assistance in building a monastery on the Hudson. The

language of this pamphlet is the usual language of begging letters,

only with that flavour of smug religiosity and bland business-like

dealing with matters of the soul which amazes the lay mind.

This community of, presumably, able-bodied men who desire to reap of

our worldly things naively sets forth in the following programme the

manner in which they intend to occupy their time:

5 A.M. Rise.

5.30 to 6. Meditation in Chapel.

6. Morning Prayer and Prime.

6.50 to 8. Celebrations of the Holy Eucharist.

8. Breakfast.

9.30. Terce and Intercessions.

12 M. Sext and None.

12.30 P.M. Dinner.

1 to 1.20. Recreation (in common).

4.45. Evensong.

5.15 to 5.45. Meditation.

6. Supper.

6.30 to 7.15. Recreation (in common).

8.30. Compline.

10. Lights extinguished.

And it is to permit them to spend their days in such fruitful fashion

that one is called upon to contribute the money earned by men who toil!

That many have already contributed is to be inferred from the fact that

this community has become possessed of seventy-five acres of valuable

land, and has spent some forty thousand dollars on the erection of a

monastery.

Of course, there are worthless idlers everywhere, but very few of them

in our practical day assume their indolence as a merit, or call upon

their neighbours to support them, in the name of the deeper sentiments

of life.

Hare, in "A Pair of Spectacles" remarks cynically, when asked to

help an indigent widow, "Oh, I know that indigent widow; she comes

from Sheffield." One knows these sturdy beggars. They come from out

the Middle Ages, when it was still felt that there was some special

virtue in abandoning the obvious duties of life to take up others more

appealing to the Saint; more appealing precisely because they were

anything but obvious.

The very name of Saint is a stench in my heretical nostrils. I never

knew or read of one who was not a vain egoist, with all the cruelty,

obstinacy, and selfishness of the egoist. Read the Lives of the Saints.

Not one of these absurd chronicles but is a repulsive tale of an insane

vanity trampling on the rights and feelings of others to achieve

notoriety. St. Louis is a sample of the type: renouncing his duties

to his unlucky wife, squabbling with every other monarch unfortunate

enough to be associated with him, and wrecking the expeditions in which

he joined because of some petty qualm about his meagre, unimportant

little soul.

The person who extorts my reverence is not Saint Elizabeth, but

that poor boy, her husband, bearing the torments of her hysterical

squeamishness with such noble patience and chivalry. One can picture

that tired, sleepy young fellow, busy with his duties of government all

day, dragged out of his proper slumber to behold his ridiculous wife

climbing out of bed to lie on the cold floor in her nightgown, while

the attendants stood about and crossed themselves in admiration.

St. Theresa seems to have been a sort of Moyen-Age Hedda Gabler; no

better than an ecclesiastic flirt. Go through the whole list and the

story is always the same. One never hears of a person with a sense of

humour--which implies a sense of proportion--setting up as a saint. The

breath in the nostrils of these gentry is the stare of the unthinking

multitude, who are awed by anything out of the ordinary. And yet it

takes so much finer patience, so much greater self-abnegation, to do

the plain duties of life. I feel far more like crossing myself when

I look at the humble commuter, who has sat on a stool all day, and

travels with his arms full of parcels to that cheap, draughty cottage

in the cold dusk of Lonelyville, to listen patiently to Emily's

recitals of Johnny's cut finger and Mary Ann's impudence. It is upon

such as he that civilization and the world's happiness and sunshine

depend. He has done a man's duties; upon him depends a helpless

woman, and innocent children. His tedious, petty drudgeries rise to

nobility compared with the lives of these fat and lazy grubs with their

complines and sexts and primes.

St. Theresa seems vulgar to me contrasted with the anxious Emily

cheapening chops at the butcher's, and fighting around the bargain

counter to make her laborious commuter's meagre salary stretch over the

needs of her family. It requires a finer and sweeter, a more saintly

nature to walk the floor patiently with a teething baby than to pose as

a saint on the floor to no one's benefit but one's own.

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