CHAPTER XVI

Such a thought could have no real hold upon Maria, and she put it

away angrily, as unworthy and ungenerous, even in an extremity

which might have excused her for suspecting some innocent person.

It was much more likely, she soon told herself, that she had been

robbed by some servant in the house, who would sooner or later

attempt to blackmail her by threatening to show the letters to

her husband. As for knowing even approximately when the theft had

taken place, that was impossible. She had opened the writing-case

for the last time in May, and nearly eight months had now elapsed.

It was one of the objects she had formerly always locked up in a

closet in Via San Martino when she left Rome for the summer. This

year she had put it into the deep drawer of her new writing-table,

which had an English patent lock, and she had taken the key with

her to the country; but she knew that patent locks always had two

keys when they were new, and it occurred to her now that she had

never seen the second. Since she had been in Rome again she had

not even locked the drawer, and had felt safe in carrying only the

key of the desk itself. It was impossible to say when it had been

opened, and she realised at once how useless it was to waste time

and thought in trying to detect the thief.

He would reveal himself when he wanted the money. She felt sure

that money only had been his object in stealing the letters, for

she could not imagine that any one should have done it for mere

hatred of her.

The question was whether the thief would demand his price from her

or from Montalto. Most probably he would write first to her, for he

would know that she had some independent fortune. She would give

anything he asked, even if he asked for all she had.

But, on the other hand, he might go directly to her husband. The

thought appalled her; the catastrophe might happen at any moment;

it had perhaps happened already, that very day, since she had seen

Montalto, and she would see the change in his face when they met

at dinner; afterwards, when they were alone, he would bring his

accusation against her, and it would be a more bitter one than the

first had been, long ago. Her shame would be greater, too, before

the world when he left her the second time and for ever, and the

final ruin of his life would be upon her soul.

She wished she had told him everything when she had spoken of her

meeting with Castiglione; but she had judged it wiser not to say

more, for she had felt innocent of all evil then, and the knowledge

that many letters had been exchanged would have sorely disturbed

her husband’s peace. He would have answered her that she should

have written him all the truth before he came home. If she had

only done that, he might never have returned to claim her. Yet

this thought was evil, too, now that she had said those words to

Castiglione in the lift, and she must kill the memory of her lover

in her heart if she had the least respect left for herself, or for

her husband’s honour, or for God’s right.

Even now it would be better to throw herself upon Montalto’s

mercy and confess the truth before the thief wrote to him. She

would rather tell it all, against herself, than let him learn it

suddenly, brutally, from the vile letter in which the blackmailer

would make his demand. It would be easier for Montalto too. At

least he would be warned; at least, if he chose to cast her off

again, she would have given him the weapon, the right, and the

opportunity. Yes, it would be better so.

The brave thought took possession of her quickly. She believed

she saw the right course before her, in the clear light of a good

inspiration. Perhaps Montalto had come home already, though it

was only six o’clock and he rarely came in before seven. She now

recollected that Giuliana Parenzo and Monsignor Saracinesca were

coming to dinner. When her husband told her that he had asked Don

Ippolito to dine, she generally telephoned to Giuliana to come

if she could. The two men often engaged in endless discussions

about the relations of Church and State, during the evening; the

layman believed in the dream of restoring the temporal power of the

Pope, the churchman did not, and had a patriotic affection for his

country and a belief in its future, which made Montalto tremble

for his salvation. At first Maria had derived some amusement from

this anomalous situation, but when she had occasionally ventured

to put in a word for the new order of things, Montalto had been

visibly displeased. After that she had resorted to the device of

asking Giuliana, with whom she could talk quietly at one end of

the drawing-room while her husband and his friend carried on their

unending argument at the other. Incidentally, she often wondered

how such a broad-minded man as Don Ippolito could be so sincerely

attached to such a prejudiced one as Montalto.

To-night she would have to wait till the Canon and the Marchesa

were gone before she could speak to her husband. It would be very

unwise to tell him her story before dinner, though she felt an

intense desire to unburden herself of it at once. She wondered

how she should get through the evening, from eight o’clock till

half-past ten or eleven, without betraying her distress; but to her

own surprise she found herself growing calmer and cooler than she

could have thought it possible for her to be. She was in something

more than trouble; she was in danger from an unknown and dastardly

hand, and she was naturally brave enough to be calmer at such a

moment than under the strain of any purely mental suffering.

She was conscious of impatience more than of fear or want of

strength, for she was going to do the only thing that was brave and

right and truthful, and after that such consequences might come as

must.

She put the empty desk away in the drawer, and after a moment’s

hesitation she unlocked the door of the passage that led to the

chapel, opening it with one hand as she moved the key to turn up

the electric light; she entered, shut the door after her, and went

forwards, absorbed in her thoughts.

Before she was half-way down the long straight part of the passage,

after the corner, the lights went out. She stood still in momentary

surprise and then turned back. The electric light had been put in

by a German company, and the keys were little flat levers that were

kept in place by a spring. Maria thought she had perhaps not pushed

the one at the boudoir door quite far enough to set it, and that

it had sprung back of itself and cut off the current. She retraced

her steps, following the smooth varnished wall with her hand till

she reached the familiar corner, and then her own door. She pushed

the lever both ways but no light came, so she concluded that an

accident had happened to the wires just when she was half-way

through the passage.

There were no candles in the room, but she lit a wax taper she

used for sealing notes. It was a long and thick one, rolled on

itself and fitted into an old silver stand with a handle like a

candlestick, and it gave a very fair light. She threw the match

into the fire, entered the passage again, and made her way towards

the chapel. She went in and set the taper-stand on the marble floor

beside her as she knelt down in the place which was always hers.

Three small silver lamps, fed with pure olive oil and hanging from

the arch over the altar, shed a feeble light which was considerably

strengthened by that from the taper. The ugly barocco angels and

stucco work cast queer shadows above the altar and the walls, but

Maria did not even glance at them and bent her head down over her

clasped hands. The chapel had often been her refuge and her place

of peace, since she had first come there long before dawn in the

night that followed her husband’s return.

As she knelt there now in the silence and gloom she was thinking,

rather than trying to say any prayer; she was going over in

her mind the things she must say to be quite truthful. She was

recalling the words she had once said to Castiglione, the two

innocent kisses she had received from him, the promises both had

given and both had kept until to-day; and in the presence of the

mortal danger that was hanging over her now, she felt that the

whispered words of love she had spoken that afternoon were perhaps

but a small matter compared with it; a sin that concerned her own

soul only, to be confessed, repented of, and forgiven in time,

whereas the main great matters were her husband’s honour and the

happiness she had tried so hard to give him in all ways.

If only she could make him see the truth as she had seen it, he

would understand and still forgive; and her fortune could buy back

the evidence of what had been no real betrayal of his honour. If

only she could tell her true story as she knew it, that would be

the result.

She started as she knelt, and looked round in the dimness, with the

sudden conviction that she was not alone. Her hearing and sight

were very keen, but she was not aware of having heard any sound or

seen any moving shadow in the chapel. The certainty had come upon

her all at once, instinctively, she knew not how.

There was nothing to be seen, but she listened intently with

bent head. A moment later she looked up again, for she had heard

something. Some one was breathing not far from her, and it was that

soft and regular sound that had warned her before she was aware

that she heard it.

Her first impulse was to rise and search the chapel with her taper,

but it occurred to her that Montalto might have come there to say

his prayers, and might be kneeling somewhere out of sight, behind

one of the pillars that supported the arch. He had perhaps heard

her enter, and had not wished to disturb her by betraying his

presence. In his slow way he was very thoughtful for her. She would

go away now, and not let him know that she had heard him breathing.

But perhaps, again, if he were really present, there could be no

better time or place for telling him her story and appealing to his

kindness. Her impatience to do that turned the scale.

‘Diego, are you here?’ she asked softly.

There was no answer, but the breathing ceased for a moment and then

the unseen person drew a longer breath. Maria felt a little thrill

that was not fear; it was more like resentment. She took the taper

from the floor and rose to her feet.

‘Who is here?’ she asked in a louder tone.

Still there was no answer. Perhaps, after all, it was only a cat

that had slipped in when the chapel was being swept, and had gone

to sleep. Maria moved towards the altar, shading the light from her

eyes with her hand and peering over it into the gloom. She spoke as

she walked.

‘I hear you breathing. Show yourself, whoever you are! Come forward

at once!’

She spoke authoritatively and coolly, though at that very moment

something told her that the intruder might be a thief who had come

to steal the famous relic of the Cross that was preserved under

the altar. She looked first to the right and then to the left, and

there, flattened against the wall in the shadow of the pilaster,

she saw the figure of a man. Without hesitating a moment she went

straight towards him. When he understood that he was caught he came

forward at last, and the light of the taper showed her the face of

Orlando Schmidt, the steward.

Maria stopped two paces from him.

‘What are you doing here at this hour?’ she asked sternly.

She had never before seen him pale; he was white round the lips now.

‘I beg your Excellency’s pardon,’ he said with a glibness that did

not at all agree with his looks, ‘I came to see about some work

that is to be done, and when you entered I hid myself in order not

to disturb your Excellency’s devotions.’

The Countess held the small light higher and scrutinised his face

thoughtfully.

‘You are not telling the truth,’ she said with great calmness.

‘What were you doing here?’

‘What I have told you, Signora Contessa,’ he answered stubbornly.

‘There is no work to be done here,’ returned Maria, her tone

growing hard and clear. ‘The Count and I have talked of the chapel

recently. If you do not at once tell me what brings you here, with

no light at this hour, I shall go to the door and call.’

The chapel opened into the ante-chamber, of which the door was

generally open to the outer hall, where a footman was always

stationed.

‘Your Excellency is quite welcome,’ said Schmidt, and his coolness

almost convinced Maria that he had told the truth.

Yet his face was very white and his eyes showed his inward fear.

‘Take care,’ Maria said. ‘The Count has told me how he forgave you

once. I do not wish to ruin you, but unless you tell the truth I

shall call some one. You have either taken the relic from under the

altar or you came here to take it.’

‘You are mistaken, Signora Contessa,’ the man answered obstinately;

‘the relic is in its place. You may see for yourself.’

‘Then give me the keys, for you have them in your pocket.’

‘I have not, Excellency,’

‘I do not believe you.’

Maria held the light so that she could see him while she moved

quickly towards the large door.

‘I am going to call the servants,’ she said, ‘and they shall search

your pockets.’

Schmidt attempted to smile.

‘Your Excellency cannot be in earnest,’ he managed to say, but his

teeth were chattering and he was perfectly livid.

The Countess laid her hand on the lock. It could be opened from

within by a handle, but required a latch-key to open it from the

other side. She watched Schmidt steadily and began to turn the

knob. He looked round in a scared way, as if hoping to see some

means of escape, and her fingers slowly turned the handle of the

door. At the last second he broke down.

‘For God’s sake, Excellency!’ he cried, in utmost fear. ‘I have

taken nothing! I swear it on the altar, on the Sacrament----’

‘Do not blaspheme,’ said the Countess quietly, and she let the

latch spring softly back into its place. ‘If you had not something

about you which you have stolen, you would not be so frightened at

the idea of being searched.’

‘It is the disgrace before the servants----’

‘That is absurd. If nothing is found on you, the blame will fall

on me. You must make up your mind instantly whether you will throw

yourself on my mercy and show me what you have taken, or whether

the men shall search you.’

Her hand moved to the lock again, and Schmidt read in her face that

her patience was exhausted. A southern Italian would have become

dramatic at this point, and would probably have fallen on his

knees, tearing his hair and shedding real tears. But Schmidt was

from the north, and practically an Austrian. He was a thief, he saw

that he was caught, and he made the best of the situation at once.

‘Then I appeal to your Excellency’s generosity,’ he said quietly.

‘I have not touched the relic, and what I took some time ago I had

come to restore when you found me here.’

He produced from his pocket a square package, done up in a clean

sheet of white paper, without string. He handed it to her.

‘You will find here seven letters from the Conte del Castiglione,’

he said, ‘and one from his Excellency. I took them from your

writing-case three weeks ago, and I was going to put them back this

evening while you were at dinner. I heard you coming and I could

not go out by the ante-chamber without being seen. So I cut the

wire of the light and hid myself.’

Maria’s hand had closed upon the precious packet while he spoke.

‘You?’ she cried at last. She was almost speechless with amazement.

‘You took them?’

‘Yes, Signora Contessa, and I give them back and implore your

pardon.’

‘Why did you take them if it was not to extract money from me?’

Maria asked, recovering her presence of mind quickly.

In the storm of her distress she felt as if a wave had lifted her

up and had set her high on the shore, and at the first moment she

was more amazed at the man’s audacity than angry at what he had

done.

‘Signora Contessa,’ he said, ‘the story the Count told you is

true; since he forgave me, there is nothing I will not do for him,

his interest, and his honour. I did your Excellency the great

injustice of suspecting that you still corresponded with the

Signor Conte del Castiglione. I have read the letters and I have

observed the dates. I was wrong. If you think it wise to disturb my

master’s peace by telling him what I have done, I must submit and

bear his displeasure. He will turn me out for having dared to play

detective and spy upon the Signora Contessa in his own house, for

his confidence in you is absolute. Will your Excellency verify the

contents of the package? I will hold the taper, if you will allow

me.’

Maria felt as if she were in a dream, half good, half evil. She

opened the packet while Schmidt held the light, and she quickly

made sure that none of the letters were missing and that each was

complete; that was soon done, for Castiglione had rarely filled

more than one sheet in writing to her.

She laid them all together again and took the taper-stand from

the steward without a word. It was all a dream. If he had been

a villain, he might have had her fortune for what he was freely

giving back to her; but he had nothing. He had not even begged her

not to tell her husband what had happened. It was incomprehensible

beyond all explanation; but one fact remained: she had recovered

the letters of which the loss had nearly driven her mad, within an

hour of finding that they had been stolen. That was the main thing,

and nothing else mattered much for a while.

‘You have a singular way of serving your master,’ she said, as she

reached the door of the passage; ‘but since you have appealed to

my generosity, I shall say nothing to the Count.’

‘I am most grateful to your Excellency.’

He opened the door and held it back while she passed in, and when

he had shut it after her he heard the bolt pushed into its slot.

Then at last he smiled, for though a bolt is generally considered

to be a solid fastening for the inside of a door, this one could

easily be moved from without by an unobtrusive little brass button,

no bigger than a pea, that moved along a slit narrow enough to pass

unnoticed.

Schmidt waited in the chapel two hours. When he knew that the

family was at dinner, he opened the passage door noiselessly and

twisted together the ends of the wire he had cut. He had been badly

frightened, but things had ended well enough; better for him than

for the Countess, he thought.

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