CHAPTER XX.

IN MEMORY OF FARMER BLUFF.

A FEW hours later, Bill had made acquaintance with one of the narrow

beds in the accident ward of the Riverbridge Infirmary, where—after

going through the exhausting process of having his clothes removed,

and his leg put in splints—he fell asleep and dreamt all sorts of

extraordinary things. Amongst others, that the Squire had caught him

stealing eggs in the hay, and had him nailed out on a flat board—like

the stoats on the lower boarding of the barn; and that when he tried

to get away, Farmer Bluff's dog came and barked at him. Then the dog

suddenly changed into a woman with a snow-cloud on her head, who

clapped ice on his forehead, to make him forget for a little while.

This imaginary ice being none other than the hand of the kind-hearted

night nurse, under the touch of whose cool palm Bill from time to time

forgot his feverish struggles to toss about. And so the morning dawned;

the first of forty days, or more, that the Bill would have to spend

upon that narrow bed.

In the meantime, Dick, arrayed in Bill's Sunday suit, and escorted by

the Squire, had gone off up the hill, leaving his half-dry clothes in

Mrs. Mumby's charge.

Arrived at home, he was at once put to bed between blankets, and

made to swallow a large basinful of hot gruel, which would have been

unpalatable enough, had he not been so long fasting that anything of

the nature of food was welcome.

Between the gruel and the blankets, he was soon perspiring violently,

and in a sound sleep, from which he did not rouse until long

after Bill—in accordance with the early rule of the Infirmary—had

breakfasted. Then, feeling very much dispirited and out of sorts, and

looking a wretched object, with his bruised and battered face and

fists, he dressed and came downstairs, more thankful than words can

describe, to find his father already gone, and as grateful for the

message he had left behind, excusing him from school for the day, on

condition that he did not stir outside the house.

Dick, as may readily be imagined, willingly accepted the condition,

and remained at home, answering his mother's numerous questions, and

enduring her reproaches as stoically as he could; and looking forward

with great misgivings to the lecture which, he knew only too well, he

could not hope to escape, on his father's return from business.

Next morning, he went back to school as usual, and after several days

of quizzing and jeering on the part of his schoolmates, things fell

back into their ordinary course. By degrees the cuts and bruises

disappeared; and but for two things Dick might perhaps have soon

succeeded in forgetting the whole occurrence—at any rate until Bill's

discharge from the Infirmary brought him home, with one leg a full inch

shorter than the other, to limp for life—a perpetual reminder of the

whole disgraceful affair.

Meanwhile, Dick had been forced to abide by the harsh, though just

words with which his father had concluded his lecture that evening.

"You pride yourself on common sense," said Mr. Crozier, "and have on

more than one occasion rebelled against seeing by the light of my

maturer wisdom. Common sense should have taught you that no person,

young or old, can violate the laws of God, but they are sure to reap

due punishment. Bill has learnt the wholesome truth in a manner that I

hope he will not easily forget. It will be my duty to make sure that

you remember too. I had intended taking you on the river this coming

Bank Holiday, to give you your first lesson in rowing. But since you

have so persistently and dishonourably disregarded my injunctions with

regard to it, I shall put off doing so another year, or until I find

that you have learnt obedience."

As time went on, Dick found this decision of his father's harder than

he had even thought; for several of his schoolmates had boats upon the

river, and every invitation to their water-parties had to be refused.

The hardest time of all was when Hal invited him to his birthday picnic.

Hal's birthday was always the closing fête of the summer holidays; and

this year the Squire had planned an excursion to some picturesque old

ruins, eight or ten miles up stream. A large pleasure-boat had been

hired, with men to tow or row, as convenience required; and there were

grand preparations to be undertaken in the Manor House kitchen for the

rural spread. A number of cousins, boys and girls, were to join them,

and Hal—as hero of the day—was invested with carte blanche to invite as

many as the boat would accommodate.

"Ask just whom you please," the Squire said to him, knowing that he

might rely on Hal's good taste. "The more the merrier, so long as we

can see our water-mark. I want your picnic to be a grand success."

Hal instantly thought of Dick.

Now, it was not surprising that Dick, heartily ashamed of the figure he

had cut on the unfortunate afternoon of Bill's accident, should have

so carefully avoided Hal ever since, that they had not once so much

as exchanged nods. The fact was, Dick hardly thought that Hal would

care to speak to him again. But Hal, much as he disapproved of Dick's

conduct, was not the sort of boy to throw him up on that account; and

guessing that shame was most probably Dick's chief reason for holding

aloof, he was determined to do his utmost towards bringing about a

correct understanding. And here was his opportunity.

The first thing was to waylay Dick. This was not difficult. Hal had

only to watch at the plantation palings till he saw Dick coming down

the hill; then lay in wait inside the gate till just as he came up, and

pop out on him before he had a chance to run.

Dick looked "caught," and tried to get away; but Hal was not to be

done in that fashion. He button-holed him without ado, and stated his

business.

Dick stammered an excuse; but Hal saw, by the blank look on his face,

that there was something behind it. A little pressing brought it out.

"And it's no go," said Dick regretfully. "You might as well waste your

strength trying to move a mountain as my father when his mind is made

up."

Hal offered to see what he could do to soften Mr. Crozier's heart; but

Dick shook his head.

"It's no go," repeated he; "and I shall have to stay away."

So all that glorious September day Dick spent in vain regrets that but

for his own folly, he might have been one of Hal's merry birthday party.

But as the autumn days fell on the woods, a shadow settled on the

cottage by the gate, where Farmer Bluff was drawing towards his death.

Death is not always dark. The end of life is sometimes like a glorious

sunset, when the light of day sinks in triumphant promise of another

dawn. But Farmer Bluff had sinned, and had never made the Bible

promises his own.

Hal often went to sit beside his bed.

"The others play as well without me," he would say. "I'm not much good

in games, you see; and I would rather come and help you bear your pain."

"It's not so much the pain," the farmer said to him one day. "I'd go

on bearing that. But they tell me that I'm going fast; and I can't see

where. I've never been a praying man; and now it's dark. 'Prepare to

meet thy God,' they say. How can a man prepare?—What can I do?—I've

lost my right to think of ever getting Him to listen to my prayers; and

I must go before His judgment-seat with all my sins upon my back."

Hal was silent.

"It's very sad," said he presently; "because, you see, you've wasted

all the best part of your life. And I should think a man wouldn't like

to have to go to God and ask to be taken into heaven, when he'd done

so badly all along. Of course, there was the prodigal, who squandered

all his father gave him so disgracefully; but you see, he was a young

man, and he went back to work again as soon as the feast was over. The

Bible doesn't say so; but it seems to me he'd work like two, whenever

he remembered how his father ran to meet him, open-armed. You're more

like the man who didn't come to work until the eleventh hour," added

Hal thoughtfully.

Farmer Bluff asked to have the passage read to him.

"He got his penny just the same as all the rest, you see," said Hal,

when he had finished it.

But the sick man shook his head.

"That's not like me," he said. "He worked one hour. I'm past that. I'm

good for nothing; I've destroyed myself."

And Hal went away grieved; for he felt the words were just. And

yet—although he knew that God was ready to receive all those who turn

to Him through Christ—he could not think of how to tell him so.

But the following Sunday, as he sat beside the Squire in the

high-backed Manor pew, his crutches either side of him, the "how" was

made quite plain.

"This is the work of God," the vicar read, "that ye believe on Him whom

God hath sent."

Will and Sigismund were very busy watching a wasp that had strayed in

at one of the windows, and was making up its mind to settle on the

velvet hangings of the pew. They glanced at Hal, but his thoughts were

too much occupied with Farmer Bluff to notice any of their signs.

All at once he seemed to see how it is faith in Christ alone that gives

the sinner peace, when looking back repentant on a misspent life.

He seemed to see, too, how that "faith" can be called "work," since "to

be" alone enables man "to do."

"I've got it, Farmer Bluff!" he cried, next time he went up to his

room. "Believe in Jesus Christ,—that is 'the work of God;' and you can

do that lying here. It's only to be sorry, and to trust in Christ, who

died for us." And sitting down by him, he found the verse and read it

out.

"And I think," he added, "that perhaps in heaven God will give you

something to do for Him, to make amends for what you left undone down

here."

The dying man lay still for some minutes; then a light broke over his

face, and he repeated,—"Only to be sorry—He knows I'm truly sorry—and

to trust in Christ—who died for me. That's all 'the work of God.'"

And so, just when the bitter punishment of all his sins was near at

hand, the Saviour's sacrifice brought peace and light; and Farmer Bluff

began the life that might have been so full of fruit in this world and

the next, had he but commenced it earlier.

But next time Hal came upstairs to see him, he said he had been

thinking there was one thing he could do. "I could warn some other

sinner what an awful grief it is to go down to the grave with nothing

but a wasted life," said he; "and maybe they might listen to a man who

hasn't many days to live."

So Hal brought Dick and Bill to see the dying man; and Farmer Bluff

talked to them in a way that neither of the boys ever forgot.

"There's one thing more I want to do before I die," said Farmer Bluff

to Hal, when they were gone. "I feel the end is coming fast; another

day I mayn't have strength. That mug. It's on the chest of drawers.

Bring it me, will you?"

Hal fetched the silver mug, and brought it to the bed.

The old man took it in his hands and turned it over many times.

"I want to give it to you," he said at length; "because I'd like it

melted down. I wouldn't like to put the blame of all my folly on this

silver mug; because the evil was inside me, in my evil heart, that

nothing save the grace of God could change. But it seems like part of

the old life. It stood there by my side and tempted me; and I should

like to feel that when my body's underneath the grass, the old life is

all done away. No matter what you make of it, so you promise me to have

it melted down."

"I promise," answered Hal.

And the farmer put the mug into his hand.

"Then there's Grip and Blazer," continued Farmer Bluff. "I've given

Grip to Dobson there, next door; but Maggie and her mother very likely

mayn't stay here, and Blazer is very much attached to you. I'd like to

know he'll have a master when I'm gone."

"And why not have the silver made into a collar for him?" cried Hal

suddenly. "And he shall wear the mug upon his neck, in memory of you."

So it was agreed; and Hal went home.

Hal never saw his old friend any more alive. Going home through heavy

rain that afternoon, he caught a chill that forced him to stay indoors

for several days; and one morning, before the week was out, a message

came to say that at the break of dawn, poor Farmer Bluff's spirit had

departed to its rest.

The cottage by the wood was soon untenanted again. Maggie, through the

Squire's interest, was got into an orphan school, where she soon gave

promise of a bright and useful womanhood; and Mrs. Rust obtained a

responsible place as housekeeper, where she went on saving up whatever

she could spare, to lay by with the little sum of money left her by her

brother at his death; so that when old age crept on she might not be a

burden on her child.

Meanwhile, from the day when Blazer became Hal's property, the young

Squire was seldom seen abroad without his dog; and on his neck,

Blazer always wore a massive silver collar, bearing on one side his

name and the four words—"Who saved two lives;" and on the other, the

inscription—"In memory of his old master, Farmer Bluff."

Thus reminded what a solemn charge is God's great gift of life, Hal

went onward towards the time when his aged grandfather must follow

Farmer Bluff, and leave the Manor in his hands.

There is little hope that he will ever be robust enough to lead the

steeplechase, or ride out in the morning mist behind the hounds.

Probably he will never learn to do without his crutches, and will

never be "a stalwart Englishman" to look upon. But his heart is brave

and true; and these are things he does not much regret. His strong

determination is to do his best in hunting out the sin and godlessness

that work such havoc in the lives of men; and—God helping him—to be the

foremost in the race that has the throne of heaven for its aim.

But that time, he hopes, is still some years ahead.

Meanwhile, he strives to gather wisdom as he grows; and since his

copy—as he told Dick Crozier—is the perfect God-man, Jesus Christ,

there is no doubt that he will grow to be a useful, honoured man, and

at last receive the incorruptible crown.

THE END.

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