CHAPTER X.

I cannot argue, I can only feel.--GOETHE.

Grandon runs carelessly over his mail before the morning meeting at Mr.

Sherburne's. Two letters interest him especially and he lays them

aside. One is from Eugene. That improvident young man is out of money.

He is tired of Lake George and desires to go to Newport. He is sorry

that Floyd is getting himself into such a mess with the business, and

is quite sure the best thing would be to sell out to Wilmarth. He has

had a letter from him in which he, Wilmarth, confesses that matters are

in a very serious strait unless Mr. Floyd Grandon is willing to risk

his private fortune. "Don't do it," counsels the younger. "The new

machinery is a confounded humbug, but if any one _can_ make it work,

Wilmarth is the man. If St. Vincent wants to get his daughter a

husband, why does he not offer her to Wilmarth? If she is as pretty as

you say, she ought not go begging for a mate, but when _I_ marry for a

fortune I want the money in hand, not locked up in a lot of useless

trumpery."

A pang goes through Floyd's soul. If he never had offered her to

Eugene! It seems almost as if he had stabbed her to the heart. He can

see her soft, entreating, velvet eyes, and he covers his face with his

hands to hide the blush of shame. He will make it all up to her a

thousand times. Ah, can mere money ever take out such a sting?

The other letter is from a German professor and dear friend that he

left behind in Egypt, who expects to reach America early in September,

and find that Herr Grandon has improved his time and transcribed and

arranged all the notes, as he has so many more. There will be little

enough time, so the good comrade must not idle. They will have a good

long vacation afterward, when they can climb mountains and shoot

buffaloes, and explore the New World together, but now every day is of

value!

Floyd Grandon gives a smile of dismay. The precious days are flying so

rapidly. And everything has changed, the most important of all, his own

life. How could he?

He is a little late at the lawyer's, and they are all assembled. He

gives a quick glance toward Wilmarth. The impassible face has its usual

half-sneer and the covert politeness so baffling. Lindmeyer has been

explaining something, and stops short with an eager countenance.

The provisions of the will are gone over again. Floyd Grandon is now an

interested party in behalf of his wife. There are the books with a very

bad showing for the six months. They have not paid expenses, and there

is no reserve capital to fall back upon. It looks wonderfully like a

failure. Wilmarth watches Grandon closely. He is aware now that he has

underrated the vigor of his opponent, who by a lucky turn of fate holds

the trump cards. That Floyd Grandon could or would have married Miss

St. Vincent passes him. He knows nothing, of course, of the episode

with Cecil, and thinks the only motive is the chance to get back the

money he has been advancing on every hand. If _he_ only had signed a

marriage contract there in Canada! He could almost subject himself to

the tortures of the rack for his blunder.

"Gentlemen," says Lindmeyer, who is a frank, energetic man of about

Grandon's age, with a keen eye and a resolute way of shutting his

mouth, "I see no reason at present why this should _not_ succeed.

It has been badly handled, not understood. Mr. St. Vincent was not able

to make the workmen see with his eyes, and in his state of health he

was so excitable, confused, and worried that I don't wonder, indeed, I

have this plan to propose. If either of you gentlemen," glancing at

Wilmarth and Grandon, "will advance me sufficient means, and allow me

to choose my own foreman, perhaps a head man in every department, I

will prove to you in a month that the thing is a success, that there is

a fortune in it."

The steady, confident ring in the man's voice inspires them all. He is

no wild enthusiast. They glance at Wilmarth, as being in some sense

head of the business.

He knows, no one better, of all the obstacles that have been placed in

the way, so cunningly that no man could put a finger on the motive. It

has been his persistent resolve to let everything run down, to bring

the business to the very verge of bankruptcy. He did not count on Floyd

Grandon being so ready to part with his money to save it, or of ever

having any personal interest in it, and he _did_ count on his being

disgusted with his brother's selfishness, indolence, and lack of

business capacity; all of which he has sedulously fostered, while

attaching the young man to him by many indulgences. This part of the

game is surely at an end.

Floyd sits silent. How much money will it take? What if he is swallowed

down the throat of the great factory! His father's instructions were to

the effect that if he could _not_ save it without endangering his

private fortune, to let it go. There is still ground that he can sell.

There might be a new vein opened in the quarry. He _must_ risk it.

"If Mr. Grandon," says Mr. Wilmarth, with a slow, irritating intonation

that hardly conceals insolence, "feels able to advance for the three

quarters, I can look after my share. I must confess that I am _not_ an

expert in mechanics, and may have been mistaken in some of my views. My

late partner was very sanguine, while my temperament is of the doubting

order. I am apt to go slowly, but I try to go surely. I am not a rich

man," dryly.

"Let it be done, then," returns Grandon. He has no more faith in

Wilmarth to-day than he had last week, but he will not work against his

own interest, surely!

There are many points to discuss and settle. Lindmeyer will proceed to

the factory and get everything in good running order for next week, and

hunt up one man who understands this business, an Englishman who is

looking around for a permanent position, whom he has known for some

years.

"Our superintendent holds his engagement by the year," says Wilmarth,

with provoking suavity. "What can we do with him?"

"It is distinctly understood that I am not to be hampered in any way!"

protests Lindmeyer.

"Give your man a holiday," says Connery. "Two lords can never agree to

rule one household."

"The best thing," decides Grandon.

Then they go to the factory, where an explanation is made to the men.

Mr. Brent receives a check for a month's wages in advance, and a

vacation. Mr. Wilmarth looks on with a sardonic suavity, saying little,

and betraying surprise rather than ill-humor, but he hates Floyd

Grandon to the last thread. The man has come between him and all his

plans. No mere money can ever make up to him for being thus baffled.

Floyd Grandon takes his way along to the little eyrie. Down in the

garden there is a glimpse of a white gown, and now he need pause for no

propriety. Violet starts at the step, turns, and colors, but stands

quite still. Denise has been giving her some instructions as to her new

position and its duties, but has only succeeded in confusing her, in

taking away her friend with whom she felt at ease, and giving her a tie

that alarms and perplexes.

She is very pale and her deep eyes are filled with a curious,

deprecating light. A broad black ribbon is fastened about her waist,

and a knot at her throat. She looks so small, so lovely, that he

gathers her in his arms.

"My little darling," he begins, in a voice of infinite tenderness, "I

seem to neglect you sadly, but there are so many things."

"Do not mind," she answers, softly. "I am quite used to being alone. I

missed Cecil very much, though," and her sweet lip quivers. "Oh, are

you quite sure, quite satisfied that I can do my duty toward her? I

never had a mother of my own to remember, but I will be very good and

kind. I love children, and she is so sweet."

"My little girl, you are a child yourself. As the years go on you and

Cecil will be more like sisters, companions; and I hope you will always

be friends. I must take you home," he continues, abruptly. "My mother

and one sister are there; all the rest are away."

She shivers a little. "Am I to live there?" she asks, timidly. She has

been thinking how altogether lovely it would be to have him and Cecil

here.

"Why, of course. You belong to me now."

He means it for a touch of pleasant intimacy, but she seems to shrink

away. In that old time--the brief year--caresses and attention were

continually demanded. This new wife does not even meet him half way,

and he feels awkward. He can be fond enough of Cecil, and is never at a

loss, but this ground is so new that he is inclined to pick his way

carefully, with a feeling that she is not at all like any one he has

ever known.

They are walking back to the house, and when Denise comes to greet them

she sees that the husband has his arm around his young wife's waist.

Her Old World idea is that the wife should respect the husband to a

point of wholesome fear. They are certainly doing very well. She feels

so proud of this great, grave man, with his broad shoulders, his

flowing brown beard, his decisive eye, and general air of command.

"Have you had any dinner or lunch?" Violet says, suddenly, moved with a

new sense of care.

"Yes. But I think we will have a glass of wine and--Have you eaten

anything?"

She colors a little. "No," says Denise. "She doesn't eat enough to keep

a cricket alive."

"Then we must have some dinner. Denise will get it. Would you like to

come up-stairs with me?"

He has brought home a few papers to put in her father's desk. On the

threshold he pauses. The room is in perfect order. The snowy bed, the

spotless toilet-table, the clean towels on the rack, with their curious

monogram in Denise's needle-work, the table, with an orderly litter of

papers, arranged by a woman's hand, and a white saucer filled with

purple heliotrope. The arm-chair is a trifle pushed aside, as if some

one has just risen, and another chair, as if for a guest, stands there.

He understands that she has been busy here. She gives a long sigh.

"My poor darling!"

She is weeping very softly in his arms.

"It is all so sad," she says, "and yet I know he is in heaven with

mamma. He loved her very much. Denise told me so. He would not wish to

come back even if he could, and it would be selfish to want him. He had

to suffer so much, poor papa! But I would like to keep this room just

so, and come now and then, if I might."

"You shall. I must talk to Denise." He wonders now how Lindmeyer would

like to be here for a month. There are so many things to go over.

"Yes," he continues, "this room shall be sacred. No one shall come here

but Denise and you."

"Thank you."

They go through to the study. He remembers the picture he saw here one

day. Then they continue their walk past her plain little nun's room,

with Denise's opening out of it. The house being built on a side-hill

makes this just above the kitchen. Down-stairs there are four more

rooms.

Never was man more at a loss for some of the kindly commonplaces of

society. She seems sacred in her grief, and he cannot offer the stern

comfort wherewith a man solaces himself; he is too new for the little

nothings of love, and so they walk gravely on, down the stairs again,

and out on the porch that hangs over the slope. But she likes him the

better for his silence, and the air of strength seems to stir her

languid pulses.

Denise summons them to their meal. He pours a trifle of wine for her in

the daintiest, thinnest glass, she pours tea for him in a cup that

would make a hunter of rare old china thrill to the finger-ends. He

puts a bit of the cold chicken on her plate, and insists that she shall

try the toast and the creamed potatoes. She has such a meek little

habit of obedience that he almost smiles.

When the dessert has been eaten and they rise, Denise says, with kindly

authority, "Go take a walk in the garden, Miss Violet, while I talk to

Mr. Grandon. Pardon me; madame, I mean."

Grandon smiles, and Violet, looking at him, smiles also, but goes with

her light movement, so full of grace.

"It is about the child's clothes, monsieur," Denise begins, her

wrinkled face flushing. "She has no trousseau, there has been no time,

and I am an old woman, but it is all mourning, and she does not like

black. It is too gloomy for the child, but what is to be done?"

Floyd Grandon is much puzzled. If madame,--but no, he would not want

madame's wisdom in this case, even if he could have it. There is his

mother; well, he cannot ask her. Gertrude would not feel able to

bother.

"She wore a dress to the funeral," he says, with the vaguest idea of

what it was.

"Her father would have her buy some pretty light things when she was in

the city, but her other dresses are what she had at school, gray and

black. They are not suitable for madame. Some are still short----"

"You will have to go with her," Grandon says. "I can take you both into

the city some day."

"But I do not know----"

"I will find out what is wanted. Yes, you will go with her; she would

feel more at home with you," he says, in his authoritative manner.

Denise courtesies meekly.

"I am going to keep the house just as it is," announces Grandon. "She

will like to come every day until she gets a little settled in her new

home. I hope she will be happy."

"She could not fail to be happy with you and your little girl." Denise

answers, with confident simplicity.

Floyd bethinks himself. Mrs. Grandon must be taken home in the

carriage. He will begin by paying her all honor. There is no one to

send, so he must e'en but go himself. He finds Violet in the garden and

tells her to make herself ready against his coming.

She would like to go in her white dress, just as she is, but Denise

overrules so great a blunder, and when Grandon returns he finds a pale

little nun in black, with a close bonnet and long veil. Cecil has come

with him, and is shocked at this strange metamorphosis. She draws back

in dismay.

"Cecil!" The voice is so longingly, so entreatingly sweet that Floyd

Grandon stands transfixed. "You have not forgotten that you loved me!"

"But--you are not pretty in that bonnet. It is just like grandmamma's,

and the long veil----"

"Never mind, my dear," says her father, and inwardly he anathematizes

fashion. Violet is not as pretty as she was an hour ago. The black

makes her sunshiny hair look almost red, and her face is so very grave.

They have a nice long ride first. Cecil presently thaws into the

mistress of ceremonies in a very amusing manner.

"My doll is not as large as yours," she confesses, "but I will let you

play with it. Can't you bring yours, too, and then we will each have

one. You are going to live always at papa's house, you know, and you

can tell me stories. Jane said I would have to learn lessons, will I?"

"Oh, I should so like to teach you," says Violet, flushing.

"But you must not scold me! Papa never lets any one scold me," she

announces, with a positive air.

"I never should," and Violet wipes away some tears. "I shall always

love you."

"Oh, don't cry!" Cecil is deeply moved now, and her own lovely eyes

fill. Grandon winks his hard and turns his face aside. They are two

children comforting one another.

Violet is quite amazed as they drive around the wide sweep of gravelled

way. Floyd hands her out. "This is your home henceforth," he says. "You

and Cecil are the two treasures I have brought to it, and I hope

neither of you will take wings and fly away. I shall look for you both

to make me very happy."

He has touched the right chord. She glances up and smiles, and is

transfigured in spite of the dismal mourning gear. If she _can_ do

anything for him! If the benefits will not always lie on his side!

He takes her straight through to the elegant drawing-room. She shall be

paid the honors in her own proper sphere. While he is waiting he unties

the ugly little bonnet and takes her out of her crape shroud, as it

looks to him.

"Mrs. Grandon has gone out to drive," announces Mary, who has been

instructed to say just this, without a bit of apology.

Gertrude stands in the doorway. She nearly always wears long white

woollen wrappers that cling to her figure and trail on the ground, and

intensify the appearance of attenuation. A pale lavender Shetland shawl

is wrapped about her. She has had quite a discussion with her mother,

in which she had evinced unwonted spirit. Floyd has been good to them,

and it will be dreadfully ungenerous to begin by treating his wife

badly.

Her brother's face is flashed with indignation. "I am glad you had the

grace to come, Gertrude," he exclaims, pointedly, and takes her over to

Violet, who looks up entreatingly at the tall figure.

"Oh," she says, confusedly, "what a little dot you are! And Violet is

such a pretty name for you."

"I hope you will like me. I hope----"

"If you can put up with me," is the rejoinder. "I am in wretched health

and scarcely stir from my sofa, but I am sure I _shall_ like you"; and

Gertrude resolves bravely that she will be on the side of the new wife,

if it does not cost her too much exertion.

"What a lovely house!" and Violet draws a long, satisfied breath. "And

the river is so near."

"You must never go without Jane," annotates Cecil; "must she, papa?"

They all smile at this. "I should not like to have her lost," says

papa, gravely.

"Do you ever go out rowing or sailing?"

"I never do," and Gertrude shudders. "I cannot bear the heat of the sun

or the chill of evening. But we have boats."

"And I am a crack oarsman," says Grandon. "I shall practise up for a

match."

They begin to ramble about presently. It really is better than if Mrs.

Grandon was at home. Out on the wide porches, through the library, up

the tower, and Violet is in ecstasies with the view. Then they come

down through the chambers, and the young wife feels as if she had been

inspecting a palace. How very rich Mr. Grandon must be! If papa had

lived he might have made the fortune he used to study over.

Violet is quite bright and flushed when the dinner-bell rings, and is

introduced to her husband's mother at the head of the elegantly

appointed table. She is in rich black silk, with crape folds, and very

handsome jet ornaments, and Violet shrinks into herself as the sharp

eyes glance her over. Why should they be so unfriendly? All

conversation languishes, as Cecil is trained not to talk at the table.

Violet returns to the drawing-room and walks wistfully about the grand

piano. Floyd opens it for her and begs her to amuse herself whenever

she feels so inclined. "Is he quite certain no one will be annoyed?"

"Quite." Then she seats herself. She has had no piano at the eyrie.

This is delicious. She runs her fingers lightly over the keys and

evokes the softest magic music, the sweetest, saddest strains. They

stir Floyd's very soul as he sits with Cecil on his knee, who is

large-eyed and wondering.

Mrs. Grandon saunters in presently. "How close it is," she exclaims,

"and I have such an excruciating headache!"

"Ah," says Violet, sympathetically. "I had better not continue playing,

it might distress you."

"Oh, no, you need not mind." The tone is that of a martyr, and Violet

stops with a last tender strain. Floyd Grandon is so angry that he dare

not trust his voice to speak. Violet stands for a moment undecided,

then he stretches out his hand, and she is so glad of the warm clasp in

that great lonely room.

"Let us go out to walk. It is not quite dark yet. Cecil, ask Jane to

bring some shawls."

Cecil slips down. Floyd draws his wife nearer. He would like to hold

the slight little thing, but his mother is opposite, and he must not

make Violet seem a baby.

"I have put an end to that!" exclaims Mrs. Grandon, vindictively, going

back to Gertrude. "That is Laura's piano, and it shall not be drummed

on by school-girls. What Floyd could see in that silly little

red-haired thing to bring her to a place like this, when he could have

had a lady----"

"After all, if he is satisfied," begins Gertrude, deprecatingly.

"He wanted her fortune! He doesn't care a sixpence for her. It was to

get the business in his hands, and now we can all tramp as soon as we

please."

"Mother, you _are_ unjust."

"And you are a poor, spiritless fool, who can never see anything beyond

the page of a novel!" is the stinging retort.

She goes to her own room, and the morning's mail carries the news to

Eugene and Laura.

Floyd has letters to write this evening, and when Cecil's bedtime

comes, Violet goes up with her. They have a pretty romp that quite

scandalizes Jane, who is not at all sure how much respect she owes this

new mistress.

"O you sweet little darling!" Violet cries for the twentieth time. "You

are the one thing I can have for mine."

"I am papa's first," says Cecil, with great dignity. "He loves me best

of anything in the wide world,--he has told me so, oh, a hundred times!

And I love him best, and then you. Oh, what makes you cry so often,

because your papa is dead?"

No one but poor old Denise will ever love her "best of all." She has

had her day of being first. Even in heaven papa has found the one he so

long lost and is happy. She can never be first with him again. He

hardly misses her, Violet; he has had her only at such long intervals,

such brief whiles.

In the silence she cries herself to sleep the first night in her new

home.

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