How can I describe to you the exquisite spring beauty that is now adorning

these woods, the variety of the fresh new-born foliage, the fragrance of

the sweet wild perfumes that fill the air? Honeysuckles twine round every

tree; the ground is covered with a low white-blossomed shrub more fragrant

than lilies of the valley. The accacuas are swinging their silver censers

under the green roof of these wood temples; every stump is like a

classical altar to the sylvan gods, garlanded with flowers; every post, or

stick, or slight stem, like a Bacchante's thyrsus, twined with wreaths of

ivy and wild vine, waving in the tepid wind. Beautiful butterflies flicker

like flying flowers among the bushes, and gorgeous birds, like winged

jewels, dart from the boughs,--and--and--a huge ground snake slid like a

dark ribbon, across the path while I was stopping to enjoy all this

deliciousness, and so I became less enthusiastic, and cantered on past

the little deserted churchyard, with the new-made grave beneath its grove

of noble oaks, and a little farther on reached Mrs. A----'s cottage, half

hidden in the midst of ruins and roses.

This Frederica is a very strange place; it was once a town, _the_ town,

the metropolis of the island. The English, when they landed on the coast

of Georgia in the war, destroyed this tiny place, and it has never been

built up again. Mrs. A----'s, and one other house, are the only dwellings

that remain in this curious wilderness of dismantled crumbling grey walls

compassionately cloaked with a thousand profuse and graceful creepers.

These are the only ruins properly so called, except those of Fort Putnam,

that I have ever seen in this land of contemptuous youth. I hailed these

picturesque groups and masses with the feelings of a European, to whom

ruins are like a sort of relations. In my country, ruins are like a minor

chord in music, here they are like a discord; they are not the relics of

time, but the results of violence; they recall no valuable memories of a

remote past, and are mere encumbrances to the busy present. Evidently they

are out of place in America, except on St. Simon's Island, between this

savage selvage of civilisation and the great Atlantic deep. These heaps of

rubbish and roses would have made the fortune of a sketcher; but I imagine

the snakes have it all to themselves here, and are undisturbed by camp

stools, white umbrellas, and ejaculatory young ladies.

I sat for a long time with Mrs. A----, and a friend of hers staying with

her, a Mrs. A----, lately from Florida. The latter seemed to me a

remarkable woman; her conversation was extremely interesting. She had been

stopping at Brunswick, at the hotel where Dr. H---- murdered young W----,

and said that the mingled ferocity and blackguardism of the men who

frequented the house had induced her to cut short her stay there, and come

on to her friend Mrs. A----'s. We spoke of that terrible crime which had

occurred only the day after she left Brunswick, and both ladies agreed

that there was not the slightest chance of Dr. H----'s being punished in

any way for the murder he had committed; that shooting down a man who had

offended you was part of the morals and manners of the southern gentry,

and that the circumstance was one of quite too frequent occurrence to

cause any sensation, even in the small community where it obliterated one

of the principal members of the society. If the accounts given by these

ladies of the character of the planters in this part of the south may be

believed, they must be as idle, arrogant, ignorant, dissolute, and

ferocious as that mediaeval chivalry to which they are fond of comparing

themselves; and these are southern women, and should know the people among

whom they live.

We had a long discussion on the subject of slavery, and they took as

usual the old ground of justifying the system, _where_ it was administered

with kindness and indulgence. It is not surprising that women should

regard the question from this point of view; they are very seldom _just_,

and are generally treated with more indulgence than justice by men. They

were very patient of my strong expressions of reprobation of the whole

system, and Mrs. A----, bidding me good-bye, said that, for aught she

could tell, I might be right, and might have been led down here by

Providence to be the means of some great change in the condition of the

poor coloured people.

I rode home pondering on the strange fate that has brought me to this

place so far from where I was born, this existence so different in all its

elements from that of my early years and former associations. If I

believed Mrs. A----'s parting words, I might perhaps verify them; perhaps

I may yet verify although I do not believe them. On my return home, I

found a most enchanting bundle of flowers, sent to me by Mrs. G----;

pomegranate blossoms, roses, honeysuckle, everything that blooms two

months later with us in Pennsylvania.

I told you I had a great desire to visit Little St. Simon's, and the day

before yesterday I determined to make an exploring expedition thither. I

took M---- and the children, little imagining what manner of day's work

was before me. Six men rowed us in the 'Lily,' and Israel brought the wood

wagon after us in a flat. Our navigation was a very intricate one, all

through sea swamps and marshes, mud-banks and sand-banks, with great white

shells and bleaching bones stuck upon sticks to mark the channel. We

landed on this forest in the sea by Quash's house, the only human

residence on the island. It was larger and better, and more substantial

than the negro huts in general, and he seemed proud and pleased to do the

honours to us. Thence we set off, by my desire, in the wagon through the

woods to the beach; road there was none, save the rough clearing that the

men cut with their axes before us as we went slowly on. Presently, we came

to a deep dry ditch, over which there was no visible means of proceeding.

Israel told me if we would sit still he would undertake to drive the wagon

into and out of it; and so, indeed, he did, but how he did it is more than

I can explain to you now, or could explain to myself then. A less powerful

creature than Montreal could never have dragged us through; and when we

presently came to a second rather worse edition of the same, I insisted

upon getting out and crossing it on foot. I walked half a mile while the

wagon was dragged up and down the deep gulley, and lifted bodily over some

huge trunks of fallen trees. The wood through which we now drove was all

on fire, smoking, flaming, crackling, and burning round us. The sun glared

upon us from the cloudless sky, and the air was one cloud of sand-flies

and mosquitoes. I covered both my children's faces with veils and

handkerchiefs, and repented not a little in my own breast of the rashness

of my undertaking. The back of Israel's coat was covered so thick with

mosquitoes that one could hardly see the cloth; and I felt as if we should

be stifled, if our way lay much longer through this terrible wood.

Presently we came to another impassable place, and again got out of the

wagon, leaving Israel to manage it as best he could. I walked with the

baby in my arms a quarter of a mile, and then was so overcome with the

heat that I sat down in the burning wood, on the floor of ashes, till the

wagon came up again. I put the children and M---- into it, and continued

to walk till we came to a ditch in a tract of salt marsh, over which

Israel drove triumphantly, and I partly jumped and was partly hauled over,

having declined the entreaties of several of the men to let them lie down

and make a bridge with their bodies for me to walk over. At length we

reached the skirt of that tremendous wood, to my unspeakable relief, and

came upon the white sand hillocks of the beach. The trees were all

strained crooked, from the constant influence of the sea-blast. The coast

was a fearful-looking stretch of dismal, trackless sand, and the ocean lay

boundless and awful beyond the wild and desolate beach, from which we were

now only divided by a patch of low coarse-looking bush, growing as thick

and tangled as heather, and so stiff and compact that it was hardly

possible to drive through it. Yet in spite of this several lads who had

joined our train rushed off into it in search of rabbits, though Israel

called repeatedly to them, warning them of the danger of rattlesnakes. We

drove at last down to the smooth sea sand; and here, outstripping our

guides, was barred farther progress by a deep gully, down which it was

impossible to take the wagon. Israel, not knowing the beach well, was

afraid to drive round the mouth of it; and so it was determined that from

this point we should walk home under his guidance. I sat in the wagon

while he constructed a rough foot-bridge of bits of wood and broken planks

for us, over the narrow chasm, and he then took Montreal out of the wagon

and tied him behind it, leaving him for the other men to take charge of

when they should arrive at this point. And so, having mightily desired to

see the coast of Little St. Simon's Island, I did see it thoroughly; for I

walked a mile and a half round it, over beds of sharp shells, through

swamps half knee deep, poor little S---- stumping along with dogged

heroism, and Israel carrying the baby, except at one deep _mal passo_,

when I took the baby and he carried S----; and so, through the wood round

Quash's house, where we arrived almost fainting with fatigue and heat, and

where we rested but a short time; for we had to start almost immediately

to save the tide home.

I called at Mr. C----'s on my way back, to return him his son's

manuscript, which I had in the boat for that purpose. I sent Jack, who

had come to meet me with the horses, home, being too tired to attempt

riding; and, covered with mud literally up to my knees I was obliged to

lie down ignominiously all the afternoon to rest. And now I will give you

a curious illustration of the utter subserviency of slaves. It seems that

by taking the tide in proper season, and going by boat, all that horrible

wood journey might have been avoided, and we could have reached the beach,

with perfect ease in half the time; but because, being of course

absolutely ignorant of this, I had expressed a desire to go through the

wood, not a syllable of remonstrance was uttered by any one; and the men

not only underwent the labour of cutting a path for the wagon and dragging

it through and over all the impediments we encountered, but allowed me and

the children to traverse that burning wood, rather than tell me that by

waiting and taking another way I could get to the sea. When I expressed my

astonishment at their not having remonstrated against my order, and

explained how I could best achieve the purpose I had in view, the sole

answer I got even from Israel was, 'Missis say so, so me do; missis say me

go through the wood, me no tell missis go another way.' You see, my dear

E----, one had need bethink oneself what orders one gives, when one has

the misfortune to be despotic.

How sorry I am that I have been obliged to return that narrative of Mr.

C----'s without asking permission to copy it, which I did not do because

I should not have been able to find the time to do it! We go away the day

after to-morrow. All the main incidents of the disaster the newspapers

have made you familiar with--the sudden and appalling loss of that fine

vessel laden with the very flower of the south. There seems hardly to be a

family in Georgia and South Carolina that had not some of its members on

board that ill-fated ship. You know it was a sort of party of pleasure

more than anything else; the usual annual trip to the north for change of

air and scene, for the gaieties of Newport and Saratoga, that all the

wealthy southern people invariably take every summer.

The weather had been calm and lovely; and dancing, talking, and laughing,

as if they were in their own drawing-rooms, they had passed the time away

till they all separated for the night. At the first sound of the exploding

boiler, Mr. C---- jumped up, and in his shirt and trousers ran on deck.

The scene was one of horrible confusion; women screaming, men swearing,

the deck strewn with broken fragments of all descriptions, the vessel

leaning frightfully to one side, and everybody running hither and thither

in the darkness in horror and dismay. He had left Georgia with Mrs. F----

and Mrs. N----, the two children, and one of the female servants of these

ladies under his charge. He went immediately to the door of the ladies'

cabin and called Mrs. F----; they were all there half-dressed; he bade

them dress as quickly as possible and be ready to follow and obey him. He

returned almost instantly, and led them to the side of the vessel, where,

into the boats, that had already been lowered, desperate men and women

were beginning to swarm, throwing themselves out of the sinking ship. He

bade Mrs. F---- jump down into one of these boats which was only in the

possession of two sailors; she instantly obeyed him, and he threw her

little boy to the men after her. He then ordered Mrs. N----, with the

negro woman, to throw themselves off the vessel into the boat, and, with

Mrs. N----'s baby in his arms, sprang after them. His foot touched the

gunwale of the boat, and he fell into the water; but recovering himself

instantly, he clambered into the boat, which he then peremptorily ordered

the men to set adrift, in spite of the shrieks, and cries, and commands,

and entreaties of the frantic crowds who were endeavouring to get into it.

The men obeyed him, and rowing while he steered, they presently fell

astern of the ship, in the midst of the darkness and tumult and terror.

Another boat laden with people was near them. For some time they saw the

heartrending spectacle of the sinking vessel, and the sea strewn with

mattresses, seats, planks, &c, to which people were clinging, floating,

and shrieking for succour, in the dark water all round them. But they

gradually pulled further and further out of the horrible chaos of despair,

and, with the other boat still consorting with them, rowed on. They

watched from a distance the piteous sight of the ill-fated steamer

settling down, the gay girdle of light that marked the line of her

beautiful saloons and cabins gradually sinking nearer and nearer to the

blackness, in which they were presently extinguished; and the ship, with

all its precious human freight engulfed--all but the handful left in those

two open boats, to brave the dangers of that terrible coast!

They were somewhere off the North Carolina shore, which, when the daylight

dawned, they could distinctly see, with its ominous line of breakers and

inhospitable perilous coast. The men had continued rowing all night, and

as the summer sun rose flaming over their heads, the task of pulling the

boat became dreadfully severe; still they followed the coast, Mr. C----

looking out for any opening, creek, or small inlet, that might give them a

chance of landing in safety. The other boat rowed on at some little

distance from them.

All the morning, and through the tremendous heat of the middle day, they

toiled on without a mouthful of food--without a drop of water. At length,

towards the afternoon, the men at the oars said they were utterly

exhausted and could row no longer, and that Mr. C---- must steer the boat

ashore. With wonderful power of command, he prevailed on them to continue

their afflicting labour. The terrible blazing sun pouring on all their

unsheltered heads had almost annihilated them; but still there lay

between them and the land those fearful foaming ridges, and the women and

children, if not the men themselves, seemed doomed to inevitable death in

the attempt to surmount them. Suddenly they perceived that the boat that

had kept them company was about to adventure itself in the perilous

experiment of landing. Mr. C---- kept his boat's head steady, the men

rested on their oars, and watched the result of the fearful risk they were

themselves about to run. They saw the boat enter the breakers--they saw

her whirled round and capsized, and then they watched, slowly emerging and

dragging themselves out of the foaming sea, _some_, and only some, of the

people that they knew the boat contained. Mr. C----, fortified with this

terrible illustration of the peril that awaited them, again besought them

to row yet for a little while further along the coast, in search of some

possible place to take the boat safely to the beach, promising at sunset

to give up the search; and again the poor men resumed their toil, but the

line of leaping breakers stretched along the coast as far as eye could

see, and at length the men declared they could labour no longer, and

insisted that Mr. C---- should steer them to shore. He then said that he

would do so, but they must take some rest before encountering the peril

which awaited them, and for which they might require whatever remaining

strength they could command. He made the men leave the oars and lie down

to sleep for a short time, and then, giving the helm to one of them, did

the same himself. When they were thus a little refreshed with this short

rest, he prepared to take the boat into the breakers.

He laid Mrs. N----'s baby on her breast, and wrapped a shawl round and

round her body so as to secure the child to it, and said, in the event of

the boat capsizing, he would endeavour to save her and her child. Mrs.

F---- and her boy he gave in charge to one of the sailors, and the

coloured woman who was with her to the other; and they promised solemnly,

in case of misadventure to the boat, to do their best to save these

helpless creatures; and so they turned, as the sun was going down, the

bows of the boat to the terrible shore. They rose two of the breakers

safely, but then the oar of one of the men was struck from his hand, and

in an instant the boat whirled round and turned over. Mr. C---- instantly

struck out to seize Mrs. N----, but she had sunk, and though he dived

twice he could not see her; at last, he felt her hair floating loose with

his foot, and seizing hold of it, grasped her securely and swam with her

to shore. While in the act of doing so, he saw the man who had promised to

save the coloured woman making alone for the beach; and even then, in that

extremity, he had power of command enough left to drive the fellow back to

seek her, which he did, and brought her safe to land. The other man kept

his word of taking care of Mrs. F----, and the latter never released her

grasp of her child's wrist, which bore the mark of her agony for weeks

after their escape. They reached the sands, and Mrs. N----'s shawl having

been unwound, her child was found laughing on her bosom. But hardly had

they had time to thank God for their deliverance when Mr. C---- fell

fainting on the beach; and Mrs. F----, who told me this, said that for one

dreadful moment they thought that the preserver of all their lives had

lost his own in the terrible exertion and anxiety that he had undergone.

He revived, however, and crawling a little further up the beach, they

burrowed for warmth and shelter as well as they could in the sand, and lay

there till the next morning, when they sought and found succour.

You cannot imagine, my dear E----, how strikingly throughout this whole

narrative the extraordinary power of Mr. C----'s character makes itself

felt,--the immediate obedience that he obtained from women whose terror

might have made them unmanageable, and men whose selfishness might have

defied his control; the wise though painful firmness, which enabled him to

order the boat away from the side of the perishing vessel, in spite of the

pity that he felt for the many, in attempting to succour whom he could

only have jeopardized the few whom he was bound to save; the wonderful

influence he exercised over the poor oarsmen, whose long protracted labour

postponed to the last possible moment the terrible risk of their landing.

The firmness, courage, humanity, wisdom, and presence of mind, of all his

preparations for their final tremendous risk, and the authority which he

was able to exercise while struggling in the foaming water for his own

life and that of the woman and child he was saving, over the man who was

proving false to a similar sacred charge,--all these admirable traits are

most miserably transmitted to you by my imperfect account; and when I

assure you that his own narrative, full as it necessarily was of the

details of his own heroism, was as simple, modest, and unpretending, as it

was interesting and touching, I am sure you will agree with me that he

must be a very rare man. When I spoke with enthusiasm to his old father of

his son's noble conduct, and asked him if he was not proud of it, his sole

reply was,--'I am glad, madam, my son was not selfish.'

Now, E----, I have often spoken with you and written to you of the

disastrous effect of slavery upon the character of the white men

implicated in it; many, among themselves, feel and acknowledge it to the

fullest extent, and no one more than myself can deplore that any human

being I love should be subjected to such baneful influences; but the devil

must have his due, and men brought up in habits of peremptory command over

their fellow men, and under the constant apprehension of danger, and awful

necessity of immediate readiness to meet it, acquire qualities precious to

themselves and others in hours of supreme peril such as this man passed

through, saving by their exercise himself and all committed to his charge.

I know that the southern men are apt to deny the fact that they do live

under an habitual sense of danger; but a slave population, coerced into

obedience, though unarmed and half fed, _is_ a threatening source of

constant insecurity, and every southern _woman_ to whom I have spoken on

the subject, has admitted to me that they live in terror of their slaves.

Happy are such of them as have protectors like J---- C----. Such men will

best avoid and best encounter the perils that may assail them from the

abject subject, human element, in the control of which their noble

faculties are sadly and unworthily employed.

_Wednesday, 17th April._--I rode to-day after breakfast, to Mrs. D----'s,

another of my neighbours, who lives full twelve miles off. During the last

two miles of my expedition, I had the white sand hillocks and blue line of

the Atlantic in view. The house at which I called was a tumble-down

barrack of a dwelling in the woods, with a sort of poverty-stricken

pretentious air about it, like sundry 'proud planters' dwellings that I

have seen. I was received by the sons as well as the lady of the house,

and could not but admire the lordly rather than manly indifference, with

which these young gentlemen, in gay guard chains and fine attire, played

the gallants to me, while filthy, bare-footed half naked negro women

brought in refreshments, and stood all the while fanning the cake, and

sweetmeats, and their young masters, as if they had been all the same sort

of stuff. I felt ashamed for the lads. The conversation turned upon Dr.

H----'s trial; for there has been a trial as a matter of form, and an

acquittal as a matter of course; and the gentlemen said, upon my

expressing some surprise at the latter event, that there could not be

found in all Georgia a jury who would convict him, which says but little

for the moral sense of 'all Georgia.' From this most painful subject we

fell into the Brunswick canal, and thereafter I took my leave and rode

home. I met my babies in the wood-wagon, and took S---- up before me, and

gave her a good gallop home. Having reached the house with the appetite of

a twenty-four miles' ride, I found no preparation for dinner, and not so

much as a boiled potato to eat, and the sole reply to my famished and

disconsolate exclamations was--'Being that you order none, missis, I not

know.' I had forgotten to order my dinner, and my _slaves_, unauthorised,

had not ventured to prepare any. Wouldn't a Yankee have said, 'Wal now,

you went off so uncommon quick, I kinder guessed you forgot all about

dinner,' and have had it all ready for me? But my slaves durst not, and so

I fasted till some tea could be got for me.

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