BLACK RAM

I do not know when I had spent a more pleasant evening, or had enjoyed a

dinner more than that at Mr. Weatherwood's hospitable house. For one

thing, the hostess knew how to keep her guests interested and in

good-humour. The dinner was all that could be desired, and so were the

wines. But what conduced above all to my pleasure was that at table I

sat by Miss Fulton, a bright, intelligent girl, well read and

entertaining. My wife had a cold, and had sent her excuses by me. Miss

Fulton and I talked of this, that, and every thing. Towards the end of

dinner she said: "I shall be obliged to run away so soon as the ladies

leave the room to you and your cigarettes and gossip. It is rather mean,

but Mrs. Weatherwood has been forewarned, and understands. To-morrow is

our village feast at Marksleigh, and I have a host of things on my hand.

I shall have to be up at seven, and I do object to cut a slice off my

night's rest at both ends."

"Rather an unusual time of the year for a village feast," said I. "These

things are generally got over in the summer."

"You see, our church is dedicated to St. Mark, and to-morrow is his

festival, and it has been observed in one fashion or another in our

parish from time immemorial. In your parts have they any notions about

St. Mark's eve?"

"What sort of notions?"

"That if you sit in the church porch from midnight till the clock

strikes one, you will see the apparitions pass before you of those

destined to die within the year."

"I fancy our good people see themselves, and nothing but themselves, on

every day and hour throughout the twelvemonth."

"Joking apart, have you any such superstition hanging on in your

neighbourhood?"

"Not that I am aware of. That sort of thing belonged to the Golden Age

that has passed away. Board schools have reduced us to that of lead."

"At Marksleigh the villagers believe in it, and recently their faith has

received corroboration."

"How so?" I asked.

"Last year, in a fit of bravado, a young carpenter ventured to sit in

the porch at the witching hour, and saw himself enter the church. He

came home, looking as blank as a sheet, moped, lost flesh, and died nine

months later."

"Of course he died, if he had made up his mind to do so."

"Yes--that is explicable. But how do you account for his having seen his

double?"

"He had been drinking at the public-house. A good many people see double

after that."

"It was not so. He was perfectly sober at the time."

"Then I give it up."

"Would you venture on a visit to a church porch on this night--St.

Mark's eve?"

"Certainly I would, if well wrapped up, and I had my pipe."

"I bar the pipe," said Miss Fulton. "No apparition can stand tobacco

smoke. But there is Lady Eastleigh rising. When you come to rejoin the

ladies, I shall be gone."

I did not leave the house of the Weatherwoods till late. My dogcart was

driven by my groom, Richard. The night was cold, or rather chilly, but I

had my fur-lined overcoat, and did not mind that. The stars shone out of

a frosty sky. All went smoothly enough till the road dipped into a

valley, where a dense white fog hung over the river and the

water-meadows. Anyone who has had much experience in driving at night is

aware that in such a case the carriage lamps are worse than useless;

they bewilder the horse and the driver. I cannot blame Dick if he ran

his wheel over a heap of stones that upset the trap. We were both thrown

out, and I fell on my head. I sang out: "Mind the cob, Dick; I am all

right."

The boy at once mastered the horse. I did not rise immediately, for I

had been somewhat jarred by the fall; when I did I found Dick engaged in

mending a ruptured trace. One of the shafts was broken, and a carriage

lamp had been shattered.

"Dick," said I, "there are a couple of steep hills to descend, and that

is risky with a single shaft. I will lighten the dogcart by walking

home, and do you take care at the hills."

"I think we can manage, sir."

"I should prefer to walk the rest of the way. I am rather shaken by my

fall, and a good step out in the cool night will do more to put me to

rights than anything else. When you get home, send up a message to your

mistress that she is not to expect me at once. I shall arrive in due

time, and she is not to be alarmed."

"It's a good trudge before you, sir. And I dare say we could get the

shaft tied up at Fifewell."

"What--at this time of night? No, Dick, do as I say."

Accordingly the groom drove off, and I started on my walk. I was glad to

get out of the clinging fog, when I reached higher ground. I looked

back, and by the starlight saw the river bottom filled with the mist,

lying apparently dense as snow.

After a swinging walk of a quarter of an hour I entered the outskirts of

Fifewell, a village of some importance, with shops, the seat of the

petty sessions, and with a small boot and shoe factory in it.

The street was deserted. Some bedroom windows were lighted, for our

people have the habit of burning their paraffin lamps all night. Every

door was shut, no one was stirring.

As I passed along the churchyard wall, the story of the young carpenter,

told by Miss Fulton, recurred to me.

"By Jove!" thought I, "it is now close upon midnight, a rare opportunity

for me to see the wonders of St. Mark's eve. I will go into the porch

and rest there for a few minutes, and then I shall be able, when I meet

that girl again, to tell her that I had done what she challenged me to

do, without any idea that I would take her challenge up."

I turned in at the gate, and walked up the pathway. The headstones bore

a somewhat ghostly look in the starlight. A cross of white stone,

recently set up, I supposed, had almost the appearance of

phosphorescence. The church windows were dark.

I seated myself in the roomy porch on a stone bench against the wall,

and felt for my pipe. I am not sure that I contemplated smoking it then

and there, partly because Miss Fulton had forbidden it, but also because

I felt that it was not quite the right thing to do on consecrated

ground. But it would be a satisfaction to finger it, and I might plug

it, so as to be ready to light up so soon as I left the churchyard. To

my vexation I found that I had lost it. The tobacco-pouch was there, and

the matches. My pipe must have fallen out of my pocket when I was

pitched from the trap. That pipe was a favourite of mine.

"What a howling nuisance," said I. "If I send Dick back over the road

to-morrow morning, ten chances to one if he finds it, for to-morrow is

market-day, and people will be passing early."

As I said this, the clock struck twelve.

I counted each stroke. I wore my fur-lined coat, and was not cold--in

fact, I had been too warm walking in it. At the last stroke of twelve I

noticed lines of very brilliant light appear about the door into the

church. The door must have fitted well, as the light did no more than

show about it, and did not gush forth at all the crevices. But from the

keyhole shot a ray of intense brilliancy.

Whether the church windows were illumined I did not see--in fact, it did

not occur to me to look, either then or later--but I am pretty certain

that they were not, or the light streaming from them would have brought

the gravestones into prominence. When you come to think of it, it was

remarkable that the light of so dazzling a nature should shine through

the crannies of the door, and that none should issue, as far as I could

see, from the windows. At the time I did not give this a thought; my

attention was otherwise taken up. For I saw distinctly Miss Venville, a

very nice girl of my acquaintance, coming up the path with that swinging

walk so characteristic of an English young lady.

How often it has happened to me, when I have been sitting in a public

park or in the gardens of a Cursaal abroad, and some young girls have

passed by, that I have said to my wife: "I bet you a bob those are

English."

"Yes, of course," she has replied; "you can see that by their dress."

"I don't know anything about dress," I have said; "I judge by the

walk."

Well, there was Miss Venville coming towards the porch.

"This is a joke," said I. "She is going to sit here on the look-out for

ghosts, and if I stand up or speak she will be scared out of her wits.

Hang it, I wish I had my pipe now; if I gave a whiff it would reveal the

presence of a mortal, without alarming her. I think I shall whistle."

I had screwed up my lips to begin "Rocked in the cradle of the

deep"--that is my great song I perform whenever there is a village

concert, or I am asked out to dinner, and am entreated afterwards to

sing--I say I had screwed up my lips to whistle, when I saw something

that scared me so that I made no attempt at the melody.

The ray of light through the keyhole was shut off, and I saw standing in

the porch before me the form of Mrs. Venville, the girl's mother, who

had died two years before. The ray of white light arrested by her filled

her as a lamp--was diffused as a mild glow from her.

"Halloo, mother, what brings you here?" asked the girl.

"Gwendoline, I have come to warn you back. You cannot enter; you have

not got the key."

"The key, mother?"

"Yes, everyone who would pass within must have his or her own key."

"Well, where am I to get one?"

"It must be forged for you, Gwen. You are wholly unfit to enter. What

good have you ever done to deserve it?"

"Why, mother, everyone knows I'm an awfully good sort."

"No one in here knows it. That is no qualification."

"And I always dressed in good taste."

"Nor is that."

"And I was splendid at lawn tennis."

Her mother shook her head.

"Look here, little mummy. I won a brooch at the archery match."

"That will not do, Gwendoline. What good have you ever done to anyone

else beside yourself?"

The girl considered a minute, then laughed, and said: "I put into a

raffle at a bazaar--no, it was a bran-pie for an orphanage--and I drew

out a pair of braces. I had rare fun over those braces, I sold them to

Captain Fitzakerly for half a crown, and that I gave to the charity."

"You went for what you could get, not what you could give."

Then the mother stepped on one side, and the ray shot directly at the

girl. I saw that it had something of the quality of the X-ray. It was

not arrested by her garments, or her flesh or muscles. It revealed in

her breast, in her brain--penetrating her whole body--a hard, dark core.

"Black Ram, I bet," said I.

Now Black Ram is the local name for a substance found in our land,

especially in the low ground that ought to be the most fertile, but is

not so, on account of this material found in it.

The substance lies some two or three feet below the surface, and forms a

crust of the consistency of cast iron. No plough can possibly be driven

through it. No water can percolate athwart it, and consequently where it

is, there the superincumbent soil is resolved into a quagmire. No tree

can grow in it, for the moment the taproot touches the Black Ram the

tree dies.

Of what Black Ram consists is more than I can say; the popular opinion

is that it is a bastard manganese. Now I happen to own several fields

accursed with the presence in them of Black Ram--fields that ought to be

luxuriant meadows, but which, in consequence of its presence, are worth

almost nothing at all.

"No, Gwen," said her mother, looking sorrowfully at her, "there is not a

chance of your admission till you have got rid of the Black Ram that is

in you."

"Sure," said I, as I slapped my knee, "I thought I knew the article, and

now my opinion has been confirmed."

"How can I get rid of it?" asked the girl.

"Gwendoline, you will have to pass into little Polly Finch, and work it

out of your system. She is dying of scarlet fever, and you must enter

into her body, and so rid yourself in time of the Black Ram."

"Mother!--the Finches are common people."

"So much the better chance for you."

"And I am eighteen, Polly is about ten."

"You will have to become a little child if you would enter her."

"I don't like it. What is the alternative?"

"To remain without in the darkness till you come to a better mind. And

now, Gwen, no time is to be lost; you must pass into Polly Finch's body

before it grows cold."

"Well, then--here goes!"

Gwen Venville turned, and her mother accompanied her down the path. The

girl moved reluctantly, and pouted. Passing out of the churchyard, both

traversed the street and disappeared within a cottage, from the upper

window of which light from behind a white blind was diffused.

I did not follow, I leaned back against the wall. I felt that my head

was throbbing. I was a little afraid lest my fall had done more injury

than I had at first anticipated. I put my hand to my head, and held it

there for a moment.

Then it was as though a book were opened before me--the book of the life

of Polly Finch--or rather of Gwendoline's soul in Polly Finch's body. It

was but one page that I saw, and the figures in it were moving.

The girl was struggling under the burden of a heavy baby brother. She

coaxed him, she sang to him, she played with him, talked to him, broke

off bits of her bread and butter, given to her for breakfast, and made

him eat them; she wiped his nose and eyes with her pocket-handkerchief,

she tried to dance him in her arms. He was a fractious urchin, and most

exacting, but her patience, her good-nature, never failed. The drops

stood on her brow, and her limbs tottered under the weight, but her

heart was strong, and her eyes shone with love.

I drew my hand from my head. It was burning. I put my hand to the cold

stone bench to cool it, and then applied it once more to my brow.

Instantly it was as though another page were revealed. I saw Polly in

her widowed father's cottage. She was now a grown girl; she was on her

knees scrubbing the floor. A bell tinkled. Then she put down the soap

and brush, turned down her sleeves, rose and went into the outer shop to

serve a customer with half a pound of tea. That done, she was back

again, and the scrubbing was renewed. Again a tinkle, and again she

stood up and went into the shop to a child who desired to buy a

pennyworth of lemon drops.

On her return, in came her little brother crying--he had cut his finger.

Polly at once applied cobweb, and then stitched a rag about the wounded

member.

"There, there, Tommy! don't cry any more. I have kissed the bad place,

and it will soon be well."

"Poll! it hurts! it hurts!" sobbed the boy.

"Come to me," said his sister. She drew a low chair to the fireside,

took Tommy on her lap, and began to tell him the story of Jack the

Giant-killer.

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