CHAPTER VIII.

A YOUNG FINANCIER AT HOME.

John Fletcher lived in a small, but neat house at the South End.

Slender and youthful as he looked, he was not a bachelor, but had a

pretty, fragile-looking wife, to whom he was married when only nineteen

years of age. Such a union could have been brought about only by what

the world calls an indiscretion, or from an unreflecting, hasty

impulse. Girl as Mrs. Fletcher seemed to be, she was not without

prudence as a housekeeper; and as far as she could command her

inconstant temper, she made home attractive to her husband. But neither

of them had the weight of character to act as a counterpoise to the

vacillation of the other. It was not a sun and a planet, the one

wheeling about the other, nor yet were they double stars, revolving

about a centre common to both; their movements were like nothing so

much as the freaks of a couple of pith-balls electrically excited, at

one time drawn furiously together, and then capriciously repelling each

other. Their loves, caresses, spats, quarrels, poutings, and

reconciliations were as uncertain as the vagaries of the weather, as

little guided by sense or reason as the passions of early childhood. On

one subject they agreed at all times, and that was to pet and spoil

most thoroughly their infant daughter, a puny, weak-voiced,

slender-limbed, curly-haired child, with the least possible chance of

living to the age of womanhood.

Fletcher was confidential clerk to the great banking-house of Foggarty,

Danforth, and Dot. The senior partner rarely took any active part in

business, but left it to the management of Danforth and Dot. Danforth

had the active brain to plan, Dot the careful, cool faculty to execute.

Fletcher had a good salary,--so large that he could always reserve a

small margin for "outside operations," by which in one way or another

he generally contrived to lose.

The god he worshipped was Chance; by which I do not refer at all to any

theory of the creation of matter, but to the course and order of human

affairs. His drawers were full of old lottery-schemes; he did not long

buy tickets, because he was too shrewd; but he made endless

calculations upon the probability of drawing prizes,--provided the

tickets were really all sold, and the wheel fairly managed. A dice-box

was always at hand upon the mantel. He had portraits of celebrated

racers, both quadruped and biped, and he could tell the fastest time

ever made by either. His manipulation of cards was, as his friends

averred, one of the fine arts; and in all the games he had wrought out

problems of chances, and knew the probability of every contingency. A

stock-list was always tacked above his secretary, and another

constantly in his pocket. And this evening he had brought home a

revolving disk, having figures of various values engraved around its

edge, carefully poised, with a hair-spring pointer, like a hand on a

dial-plate.

"What have you got, John?" asked his wife.

"Only a toy, a plaything, deary. See it spin!" and he gave the disk a

whirl.

"But what is it _for_?"

"Oh, nothing in particular. I thought we could amuse ourselves in

turning it for the largest throws."

"Is that all? It is a heavy thing, and must have cost a good lot of

money."

"Not much. Now see! You know I have tried to show you how chance rules

the world; and if you once get the chances in your favor, all is right.

Now suppose we take this wheel, and on the number 2,000 we paste

'Michigan Central,' 'Western' over 1,000, 'Vermont and Massachusetts'

over 500, 'Cary Improvement' over 400, and so on. Now, after a certain

number of revolutions, by keeping account, we get the chance of each

stock to come up."

"I don't understand."

"I don't suppose you do; you don't give your mind to it, as I do."

"But you know you had the same notion once about cards, and pasted the

names of the stocks on the court cards; and then you shuffled and cut

and dealt and turned up, night after night."

"Little doxy! small piece of property! you'd best attend to that baby,

and other matters that you know something about."

The "little doxy" felt strongly inclined to cry, but she kept back the

sobs and said, "You know, John, how sullen and almost hateful you were

before, when you were bewitched after those mean stocks. I don't think

you should meddle with such things; they are too big for you. Let the

rich fools gamble, if they want to; if _they_ lose, they can afford it,

and nobody cares but to laugh at them. Oh, John, you promised me you

wouldn't gamble any more."

"Well, I don't gamble. I haven't been to a faro bank for a year. I stay

away just to please you, although I know all the chances, and could

break the bank as easy as falling off a log."

"You don't gamble, you say, but you are uneasy till you put all your

money at risk on those paper things. I don't see the difference."

"You _needn't_ see the difference; nobody asked you to see the

difference. Gamble, indeed! there isn't a man on the street that

doesn't keep an eye on the paper things, as you call them."

"You see what I told you. You are cross. You like anything better (_a

sob_) than your poor (_another_) neglected wife."

The sobs now thickened into a cry, and, with streaming eyes, she picked

up the puny child and declared she was going to bed. To this proposal

the moody man emphatically assented. But as Mrs. Fletcher passed near

her husband, the child reached out its slender arms and caught hold of

him by his cravat, screaming, "Papa! papa! I stay, papa!"

"Let go!" roughly exclaimed the amiable father. But she held the

tighter, and shouted, "Papa! my papa!"

What sudden freak overcame his anger probably not even Fletcher himself

could tell. But, turning towards his wife, who was supporting the

child, whose little fingers still held him fast, his face cleared

instantly, and, with a sudden movement, he drew the surprised and

delighted woman down upon his knee, and loaded her with every form of

childish endearment. Her tears and sorrows vanished together, like the

dew.

"Little duck," said he, "if I were alone, I shouldn't care for any more

money. I know I can always take care of myself. But for your sake I

want to be independent,--rich, if you please. I want to be free. I want

to meet that wily, smooth, plausible, damned, respectable villain face

to face, and with as much money as he."

His eyes danced with a furious light and motion, and the fringy

moustache trembled over his thin and sensitive mouth. But in a moment

he repented the outbreak; for his wife's face blanched then, and the

tears leaped from her eyes.

"Oh, John," she exclaimed, "what is this awful secret? I know that

something is killing you. You mutter in sleep; you are sullen at times;

and then you break out in this dreadful way."

Fletcher meditated. "I can't tell her; 'twould kill her, and not do any

good either. No, one good streak of luck will set me up where I can

defy him. I'll grin and bear it."

"What is it, John? Tell your poor little wife!"

"Oh, nothing, my dear. I do some business for Sandford, who is apt to

be domineering,--that's all. To-day he provoked me, and when I am mad

it does me good to swear; it's as natural as lightning out of a black

cloud."

"It may do _you_ good to swear, John; but it makes the cold chills run

over me. Why do you have anything to do with anybody that treats you

so? You are _so_ changed from what you were! Oh, John, something is

wrong, I know. Your face looks sharp and inquiring. You are thin and

uneasy. There's a wrinkle in your cheek, that used to be as smooth as a

girl's."

She patted his face softly, as it rested on her shoulder; but he made

no reply save by an absent, half-audible whistle.

"You don't answer me, John, dear!"

"I've nothing especial to say, doxy,--only that I will wind up with

Sandford as soon as we finish the business in hand."

"The business in hand? Has he anything to do with Foggarty, Danforth,

and Dot?"

Fletcher was not skilful under cross-examination. So he simply

answered, "No," and then stopping her mouth with kisses, promised to

explain the matter another day.

"Well, John, I am tired; I think I'll take baby and go to bed. Don't

sit up and get blue over your troubles!"

As she left the room, Fletcher drew a long breath. What an accent of

despair was borne on that sigh! His busy brain was active in laying

plans which his vacillating will could never execute without help.

Often before, he had determined to confront Sandford and defy him; but

as often he had quailed before that self-possessed and imperious man.

What hope was there, then, for this timid, crouching man, as long as

the hand of his haughty master was outstretched in command? None!

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 03, No. 15, January, 1859 A Magazine of Literature, Art, and Politics · 第 4 / 7 章