AN APOLOGY

IN these latter days of anarchy and tumult, when there is no gospel of

faith or morals, when democracy seems bent on falsifying every prediction

of earlier democratic enthusiasts by developing worse dangers to liberty

than any which our forefathers had to encounter, and when the misery of

cities is so great, it appears absurd, not to say wrong, that we should

sit still and read books. I am ashamed when I go into my own little room

and open Milton or Shakespeare after looking at a newspaper or walking

through the streets of London. I feel that Milton and Shakespeare are

luxuries, and that I really belong to the class which builds palaces for

its pleasure, although men and women may be starving on the roads.

Nevertheless, if I were placed on a platform I should be obliged to say,

“My brethren, I plainly perceive the world is all wrong, but I cannot see

how it is to be set right,” and I should descend the steps and go home.

There may be others who have a clearer perception than mine, and who may

be convinced that this way or that way lies regeneration. I do not wish

to discourage them; I wish them God-speed, but I cannot help them nor

become their disciple. Possibly I am doing nothing better than devising

excuses for lotus-eating, but here they are.

To take up something merely because I am idle is useless. The message

must come to me, and with such urgency that I cannot help delivering it.

Nor is it of any use to attempt to give my natural thoughts a force which

is not inherent in them.

The disease is often obvious, but the remedies are doubtful. The

accumulation of wealth in a few hands, generally by swindling, is

shocking, but if it were distributed to-morrow we should gain nothing.

The working man objects to the millionaire, but would gladly become a

millionaire himself, even if his million could be piled up in no other

way than by sweating thousands of his fellows. The usurpation of

government by the ignorant will bring disaster, but how in these days

could a wise man reign any longer than ignorance permitted him? The

everlasting veerings of the majority, without any reason meanwhile for

the change, show that, except on rare occasions of excitement, the

opinion of the voters is of no significance. But when we are asked what

substitute for elections can be proposed, none can be found. So with the

relationship between man and woman, the marriage laws and divorce. The

calculus has not been invented which can deal with such complexities. We

are in the same position as that in which Leverrier and Adams would have

been, if, observing the irregularities of Uranus, which led to the

discovery of Neptune, they had known nothing but the first six books of

Euclid and a little algebra.

There has never been any reformation as yet without dogma and

supernaturalism. Ordinary people acknowledge no real reasons for virtue

except heaven and hell-fire. When heaven and hell-fire cease to

persuade, custom for a while is partly efficacious, but its strength soon

decays. Some good men, knowing the uselessness of rational means to

convert or to sustain their fellows, have clung to dogma with hysterical

energy, but without any genuine faith in it. They have failed, for dogma

cannot be successful unless it be the _inevitable_ expression of the

inward conviction.

The voices now are so many and so contradictory that it is impossible to

hear any one of them distinctly, no matter what its claim on our

attention may be. The newspaper, the circulating library, the free

library, and the magazine are doing their best to prevent unity of

direction and the din and confusion of tongues beget a doubt whether

literature and the printing press have actually been such a blessing to

the race as enlightenment universally proclaims them to be.

The great currents of human destiny seem more than ever to move by forces

which tend to no particular point. There is a drift, tremendous and

overpowering, due to nobody in particular, but to hundreds of millions of

small impulses. Achilles is dead, and the turn of the Myrmidons has

come.

“Myrmdons, race féconde

Myrmidons,

Enfin nous commandons:

Jupiter livre le monde

Aux Myrmidons, aux Myrmidons.

Voyant qu’ Achille succombe,

Ses Myrmidons, hors des rangs,

Disent: Dansons sur sa tombe

Ses petits vont être grands.”

My last defence is that the Universe is an organic unity, and so subtle

and far-reaching are the invisible threads which pass from one part of it

to another that it is impossible to limit the effect which even an

insignificant life may have. “Were a single dust-atom destroyed, the

universe would collapse.”

“ . . . who of men can tell

That flowers would bloom, or that green fruit would swell

To melting pulp, that fish would have bright mail,

The earth its dower of river, wood, and vale,

The meadows runnels, runnels pebble-stones,

The seed its harvest, or the lute its tones,

Tones ravishment, or ravishment its sweet

If human souls did never kiss and greet?”

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