PATIENCE

WHAT is most to be envied in really religious people of the earlier type

is their intellectual and moral peace. They had obtained certain

convictions, a certain conception of the Universe, by which they could

live. Their horizon may have been encompassed with darkness; experience

sometimes contradicted their faith, but they trusted—nay, they knew—that

the opposition was not real and that the truths were not to be shaken.

Their conduct was marked by a corresponding unity. They determined once

for all that there were rules which had to be obeyed, and when any

particular case arose it was not judged according to the caprice of the

moment, but by statute.

We, on the other hand, can only doubt. So far as those subjects are

concerned on which we are most anxious to be informed, we are sure of

nothing. What we have to do is to accept the facts and wait. We must

take care not to deny beauty and love because we are forced also to admit

ugliness and hatred. Let us yield ourselves up utterly to the

magnificence and tenderness of the sunrise, though the East End of London

lies over the horizon. That very same Power, and it is no other, which

blasts a country with the cholera or drives the best of us to madness has

put the smile in a child’s face and is the parent of Love. It is

curious, too, that the curse seems in no way to qualify the blessing.

The sweetness and majesty of Nature are so exquisite, so pure, that when

they are before us we cannot imagine they could be better if they

proceeded from an omnipotently merciful Being and no pestilence had ever

been known. We must not worry ourselves with attempts at reconciliation.

We must be satisfied with a hint here and there, with a ray of sunshine

at our feet, and we must do what we can to make the best of what we

possess. Hints and sunshine will not be wanting, and science, which was

once considered to be the enemy of religion, is dissolving by its later

discoveries the old gross materialism, the source of so much despair.

The conduct of life is more important than speculation, but the lives of

most of us are regulated by no principle whatever. We read our Bible,

Thomas à Kempis, and Bunyan, and we are persuaded that our salvation lies

in the perpetual struggle of the higher against the lower self, the

spirit against the flesh, and that the success of the flesh is damnation.

We take down Horace and Rabelais and we admit that the body also has its

claims. We have no power to dominate both sets of books, and

consequently they supersede one another alternately. Perhaps life is too

large for any code we can as yet frame, and the dissolution of all codes,

the fluid, unstable condition of which we complain, may be a necessary

antecedent of new and more lasting combinations. One thing is certain,

that there is not a single code now in existence which is not false; that

the graduation of the vices and virtues is wrong, and that in the future

it will be altered. We must not hand ourselves over to a despotism with

no Divine right, even if there be a risk of anarchy. In the

determination of our own action, and in our criticism of other people, we

must use the whole of ourselves and not mere fragments. If we do this we

need not fear. We may suppose we are in danger because the stone tables

of the Decalogue have gone to dust, but it is more dangerous to attempt

to control men by fictions. Better no chart whatever than one which

shows no actually existing perils, but warns us against Scylla,

Charybdis, and the Cyclops. If we are perfectly honest with ourselves we

shall not find it difficult to settle whether we ought to do this or that

particular thing, and we may be content. The new legislation will come

naturally at the appointed time, and it is not impossible to live while

it is on the way.

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