BACKGROUNDS
At H.Q.B.R.C.S. the D. of T. told me the first things for me to see were
the F.A.N.Y.'s and the G.S.V.A.D.'s. That is the sort of sentence that
was shot at me on my first day. I have told you what H.Q.B.R.C.S. means;
the D. of T. means Director of Transport; the F.A.N.Y. is the First Aid
Nursing Yeomanry, and the G.S.V.A.D. is the General Service Voluntary
Aid Detachment. Now the V.A.D. I had heard of, and of its members,
always called V.A.D.'s, but G.S.V.A.D. was something new to me. Yet the
importance of the distinction, I soon learned, was great.
Four sets of initials represented my chief objectives in France, the
F.A.N.Y.'s, the V.A.D.'s, the G.S.V.A.D.'s, and the W.A.A.C.'s. Of these
the former are known as the Fannies, and the last named as the Waacs,
owing to the tendency of the eye to make out of any possible combination
of letters a word that appeals to the ear. Of these four bodies, the
Fannies and the V.A.D.'s were in existence before the war, being amongst
those who listened to the voice of Lord Roberts crying in the
wilderness. They are all unpaid, voluntary workers, and they rank
officially as officers. Among themselves, of course, they have their own
officers, but socially, so to speak, every Fanny and V.A.D. is ranked
with the officers of the Army. But with the G.S.V.A.D.'s and the Waacs
it is not so. They are paid, and are to replace men; G.S.V.A.D.'s work
in motor convoys and at the hospitals, as cooks, dispensers, clerks,
etc., and the Waacs work for the combatant service. Except for their
officers, who rank with officers of the Army, the members of these two
bodies are considered as privates.
And as both the Fannies and the Waacs go in khaki, and both the V.A.D.'s
and the G.S.V.A.D.'s in dark blue, it will be seen that confusion is
very easy to the uninitiate. That is my only excuse for perpetrating the
worst blunder that has probably ever been committed in France. Taken to
tea at a Fanny convoy I committed the unspeakable sin of asking whether
they were Waacs....
They were very kind to me about it, but when I eventually grasped the
system, I saw it was as though I had asked a Brass Hat whether he
belonged to the Salvation Army. Yet when I told the sad tale of my
_gaffe_ to the members of a V.A.D. convoy, they only seemed to think it
must have been quite good for the Fannies ... but somehow it wasn't
equally good for them when I timidly asked whether they were
G.S.V.A.D.'s ... though they were also very kind to me about it.
The D. of T. motored me over to the Fannies' convoy, on a pale day of
difficult sunlight. Is there anywhere in the world, I wondered, more
depressing--more morbid--landscape, than that round Calais? It weighs on
the soul as a fog upon the senses, and it seemed to me that only people
of such a tenacious gaiety as the French or such an independence from
environment as the British could survive there for long. I have seen
country far flatter that was yet more wholesome, and I loathe flat
country. There is something in the perpetual repetition of form in the
country round Calais, the endless sameness of its differences, that is
peculiarly oppressive. Pearly skies blotted with paler clouds, endless
rows of bare poplars, like the skeletons of dead flames, yellowish roads
unwinding for ever, acres of unbroken and sickly green, of new-turned
earth of an equally sad brown ... and over all the trail of war, whose
footprint is desolation. The occupation even of an army of defence means
camp after camp; tin huts, wooden huts, zinc roofs; hospitals; barbed
wire; mud. And, amidst all this, and the sudden reminders of more active
warfare in houses crumpled to a scatter of rubble by a bomb, there are
people working, year in, year out, undismayed by the sordid litter of
it....
The saving of it all to the newcomer, though even that must pall on
anyone too accustomed, is that, like Pater's Monna Lisa, upon this part
of France "the ends of the world are come" ... (and who shall wonder if
in consequence "her eyelids are a little weary"?). Inscrutable Chinamen,
silent as shadows, flashing their sudden smiles, even more mysterious
than their immobility, turned from their labour to watch the passing of
the car; Kaffirs from South Africa, each with a white man's vote,
voluntarily enlisted for the Empire, swung along; vividly dark
Portuguese, clad in grey, came down to their rest camps; Belgians
trotted past with their little tassels bobbing from their jaunty caps.
And, in great droves along the roads, or, sometimes, more solitary in
the fields, the German prisoners stood at gaze, their English escort
shepherding.
The first time my companion told me we were coming on German prisoners,
I shut my eyes, determined to open them unprejudiced, with a vision
clear of all preconceptions; really, at the bottom of my heart,
expecting that I should find them extraordinarily like anyone else....
But they were not. They were all so like each other, that by the time
you had seen several hundreds you were still wondering confusedly
whether they were all relations ... even my Western eye detected more
difference between the types of Chinamen I met upon the road than in
these Teutons. Of course, the round brimless cap has something to do
with it, as has the close hair-crop, but when all is said, how much of a
type they are, how amazingly so, as though they had all been bred to one
purpose through generations! The outstanding ear, placed very low on the
wide neck, the great development of cheekbones and of the jaw on a level
with the ears, and then the sudden narrowing at the short chin ... and
the florid bulkiness of them. A detachment of _poilus_ swung past in
their horizon blue, and what a different type was flashed up against
that background of square jowls, what a thin, nervous, wiry type, all
animation....
The Germans were so exactly like all the photographs of prisoners one
has seen in the daily papers that it was quite satisfying; I remember
the same feeling of satisfaction when on first going to New England I
saw a frame house and an old man with a goatee beard driving a
spider-wheeled buggy, exactly like an illustration out of _Harper's_....
All of which--with the exception of the old man out of _Harper's_--is
not as irrelevant as it may appear, in fact, is not irrelevant at all,
for it is these things, this landscape, these varied races, this whole
atmosphere, which goes to make life's background for everyone quartered
hereabouts, and it is the background which, especially to memory in
after years, makes so great a part of the whole.
As we went, remember, I still knew nothing about the work I had come out
to see or the lives of those employed in it, I could only watch flashing
past me the outward setting of those lives, and try, from the remarks of
my companion, to build up something else. Yet what I built up from him,
as what I had built up from the talk at my hotel the night before, was
more the attitude of the men towards the women than the attitude of the
women towards their life, though it was none the less interesting for
that. And here I may as well record, what I found at the beginning--and
I saw no reason to reverse my judgment later on--and that was no trace
of sex-jealousy in any department whatsoever. I only met genuine
unemotional, level-headed admiration on the part of the men towards the
women working amongst them. The D. of T. was no exception, and opined
that if the war hadn't done anything else, at least it had killed that
irritating masculine "gag" that women couldn't work together. For that,
after all, will always be to some minds the surprise of the thing--not
that women can work with men, but that they can work together.
"People talk a lot," he said reflectively, "about what's to happen after
the war ... when it's all over and there's nothing left but to go home.
What's going to happen to all these girls, how will they settle down?"
"And how do you think...?"
"I don't think there'll be any trouble whether they marry or not. They
will have had their adventure."
I looked at him and thought what a penetrating remark that was. Later,
in view of what I came to think and be told, I wondered whether it were
true after all; later still came to what seems to me the solution of it,
or as much of a solution as that can be which still leaves one with an
"I wonder...."
He told me tales of the Fannies who, being now under the Red Cross, came
directly under his jurisdiction. He told me of a lonely outpost at the
beginning of the war where there was only one surgeon and two Fannies,
and how for twenty-four hours they all three worked, "up to the knees in
blood," amputating, tying up, bandaging, without rest or relief. How the
whole of the work of the convoying of wounded for the enormous Calais
district was done entirely by the girls, of how, at this particular
Fanny convoy to which we were going, they were raided practically every
fine night, and that their camp was in about the "unhealthiest spot," as
regarded raids, in the district. How during the last raid nine aerial
torpedoes fell around the camp, and exploded, and one fell right in the
middle and did not explode, or there would have been very little Fanny
Convoy left ... but how it made a hole seven feet deep and weighed a
hundred and ten pounds and stood higher than a stock-size Fanny. And,
crowning touch of jubilation to the Convoy, of how the French
authorities had promised to present it to them after it was cleaned out
and rendered innocuous, to their no small contentment. As well-earned a
trophy as ever decorated a mess-room....
He talked very like a nice father about to show off his girls and back
them against the world.