"She strove here and there, practicing all the tricks of

the hunter to avoid moving in a circle, and so on. She

wrenched her skirts through bushes that seemed to have

hands. She plunged over stones that were noisy and ragged

underfoot; she tumbled in ant-bear holes and bruised

herself on ant-hills. And after a long time she sat down

and listened--listened patiently for the alarm of firing to

beckon a course to her. And there she waited, her basket on

her knee, her arms folded across it, for all the world like

a quiet woman in church, with no tremors, but only a mild

and enduring expectancy.

"It came at last, a tempest of shooting that seemed all

round her. Below her, and to her left, there were splashes

of white flame. The fighter's daughter knew at once that

these were from Kafir guns. Overhead, the rip-rip-rip of

the Burghers' rifles pattered like rain on a roof, like

hoofs on a road. And all was near at hand. Despite her

endeavors, she had come nearly the whole way round the

hill, and was now barely outside the cross-fire. She stood

up, shaking her skirts into order, and took in the

position. It was a bad one, but it pointed the way to

Andreas, and, with a pat to her tumbled clothes she settled

the bottles safely again in the basket and resumed her

climbing.

"She thrust along through the bushes, while the clatter of

the rifles grew nearer, and presently there was a flick--

like a frog diving into mud--close by her feet, and she knew

there were bullets coming her way. Flick-plop! It came

again and again and again.

"'Some one sees me moving and is shooting at me,' said Anna

to herself, and stopped to rest where a rock gave cover.

The bullets, lobbing like pellets tossed from a window,

came singing down towards her, clicking into the bushes,

while below she could see the progress of the battle

written in leaping dots of fire.

The Kafirs were spreading among the boulders--so much could

be read from the growing breadth of the line of their fire,

and Anna was quick to grasp the meaning of this movement.

They were preparing to rush the hill, as of old the Basutos

had done. The Kafirs with guns were being sent out to the

flanks of the line to keep up a fire while the centre went

forward with the assegais. It was an old manoeuvre; she had

heard her brothers talk of it many times, and also--she

remembered it now--of the counter-trick to meet it. There

must be bush at hand, to set fire to, that the advance may

be seen as soon as it forms and withered with musketry.

"Regardless of that deft rifleman among the Burghers who

continued to drop his bullets about her, Anna took her

basket again on her arm, came forth from her rock, and

resumed the climb. She was obliged to make a good deal of

noise, for it was too dark and uncomfortable to enable her

to choose her steps well, Up above, the Burghers must have

heard her plainly, though none but a keen eye would pick

the blackness of her shape from the bosom of the night. The

summit and the foot of the hill were alive with the

spitting of the guns, and all the while the unknown

sharpshooter searched about her for her life with clever

plunging shots that flicked the dirt up. One bullet whisked

through a piece of her skirt.

"'Now, I wonder if it can be Andreas who shoots so neatly,'

said Anna, half-smiling to herself. 'He would be surprised

if he knew what he is shooting at. Dear me, this is a very

long and tiresome hill.'

"It was almost at that moment that she heard it--the

beginning of the rush. There came up the hill, like a slow

and solemn drum-music, the droning war-song of the Kafirs

as they moved forward in face of the fire. It was an awful

thing to hear, that bloody rhythm booming through the dome

of the night. It is a song I have heard in the daytime, for

a show, and it rings like heavy metal. Anna straightened

herself and looked about her; there was nothing else for it

but that she must start a fire, ere the battle-line swept

up and on to the laager. It would draw more shooting upon

her; but that gave her no pause. She had matches in her

pocket, and fumbled about her and found a little thorn-bush

that crackled while it tore her naked hands. Crouching by

it, she dragged a bunch of the matches across the side of

the box,--they spluttered and flamed, and she thrust them

into the bush. It took light slowly, for there were yet the

dregs of sap in it; but as it lighted, the deft rifleman

squirted bullet after bullet all around her, aiming on the

weakling flame she nursed with her bleeding hands.

"But for this she had no care at all. She had ceased to

perceive it. Sheltering the place with her body, she drew

out more matches, tore up grass, and built the little flame

to a blaze that promised to hold and grow. As it cracked

among the twigs, she wrenched the bush from the ground and

ran forward with it upheld.

"'Burghers, Burghers!' she screamed. 'Pas op! The Kafirs

are coming up the hill!'

"And whirling it widely she flung the burning bush from her

with all her force, and watched its fire spread in the

grass where it fell. Then she, too, fell down, and lay

among the rocks and plants, scarcely breathing.

"Up above, the old commandant, peering under the pent of

his hand, saw the torch waved and the figure that flung it.

"'Allemachtag!' he cried. 'It's the Vrouw van Wyck!'

"The next instant he was shouting, 'And here come the

Kafirs! Shoot, Burghers, shoot straight and hard.'

"Where she lay, near the fire that now spread across the

flank of the hill in broad bands among the dry grass and

withered bushes, the Vrouw van Wyck heard that last cry and

lifted her head as a torrent of shooting answered it. The

Kafirs and the Burghers were at grips, and it seemed that

all around her the night rustled with secret men that slunk

about. There was great danger to her at last, for either in

going forward or going back she might fall into the hands

of the Kafirs, and--oh, you can never tell what that may

mean! At the best and choicest it is death, but at the

worst it is torment with loathly outrage, the torment and

the degradation of Sheol. Anna knew that, knew it well and

feared it. That daunted her, and as the thought grew

clearer in her mind, dread gripped her, and she huddled

among the stones with ears alert and a heart that clacked

as it beat.

"Noises threatened her, and to them, the casual noises of

the night, she gave ear anxiously, while above her the

fight raged direfully and all unheard. At one time she

truly saw naked Kafirs go up the hill,--the light of the

fire glinted on the points of their assegais and threw a

dull gleam on the muscle-rippled skin of them. Next, stones

falling made her start, and ere this alarm was passed she

heard the unmistakable clatter of shod feet among the

boulders, and--plain and loud--an oath as some man stumbled.

He was already to be seen, vaguely; then he was near at

hand, coming upon her.

"'Now, what in God's name is this?' she cried, and rose.

In her hand was the little blunt-nosed revolver.

"The man ran through a bush towards her, 'Anna,' he cried,

'Anna!'

"It was Andreas, and he took hold of her body and pressed

her close to him.

"She thrilled with a superb exaltation of pride and joy,

and put her arms about him.

"'What are you doing here?' he demanded.

"'I was coming to you,' she said, and with a little laugh,

as of a girl, she showed him the basket, with the bottles

yet in it. 'And you?' she asked, then.

"'Me?' he said. 'Why, I've come for you, of course. The

Kafirs are at the ridge, and God knows what might happen to

you. Was it you I was shooting at down there all the time?'

"'You shot very well,' she answered, and showed him the

hole in her skirt where the bullet had pierced it. She

heard him mutter another oath.

"'But we must be going,' he said; 'this is no place to be

talking--no place at all. We must get round to the laager

again. Let me have your arm, and tread quietly, and we must

leave the basket.'

"'Not I,' she answered. 'I have brought it all this way,

and I will not leave it now.'

"He answered with a short laugh, and they commenced to move

upward. But by now the fire had hold of the thorn-trees all

about, and their path was as light as day. It was too

dangerous to attempt to climb to the ridge, and after

walking for a while they were compelled to find the cover

of a rock and remain still. Anna sat on the ground, very

tired and content, and her husband peered out and watched

what was to be seen.

"'We have beaten them,' he said. 'I can see a lot of them

running back. Pray God none come this way. I wish I had not

left my rifle.'

"'Yes,' said Anna, 'you left your rifle, and came unarmed

to help me.'

"'It would have been awkward among the bushes,' he

explained, and was suddenly silent, looking out over the

top of the rock.

"'What is it?' asked Anna. He gave no answer, so she rose

and went to his side and looked too, with her arms on his

shoulder.

"The rip-rip of the Burghers' rifles sounded yet, but there

was now another sound. The bushes creaked and the stones

rocked with men returning down the hill. Not two hundred

paces away they were to be seen--many scores of Kafirs

dodging down-hill, taking what cover they could, pausing

and checking at each rock and mound that gave shelter from

the bullets.

"Anna felt her husband quiver as he saw the crowd swooping

upon him.

"'Take this,' she said, and pressed the little revolver

into his hand. 'It would be well not to be taken. But kiss

me first.'

"He looked from the retreating and nearing Kafirs to her,

with a face knotted in perplexity.

"'It is the only thing,' she urged, and drew his lips to

hers.

"He looked down at the little weapon in his palm, and spoke

as with an effort.

"'I was never a brave man, Anna,' he said, 'and I can't do

this. Will you not do it?'

"She nodded and took the pistol. The Kafirs found nothing

to work their hate upon."

HER OWN STORY

"But what are you going to live on?" asked the Vrouw

Grobelaar. "You haven't got a farm."

"We're going to live in a town," answered Katje proudly.

I interrupted here, and tried to make the old lady

understand that even schoolmasters received some money for

their work, and that there would be enough for two, without

frills.

She had no answer for the moment, but sat and looked at us

both very thoughtfully. Still, there was no hostility in

her aspect; she had not her warlike manner, and seemed

engrossed rather with an estimate of the situation than of

its consequences. I had looked for opposition and

disparagement at least, volubly voiced and backed with a

bloody example of a failure in marriage, and I know that

Katje shared my misgivings. But here was something

different.

"You--you are not angry?" asked Katje after a while.

The old lady started. "Angry! No, of course not. It is not

altogether my affair, Katje. As time goes on, I grow

nervous of stirring any broth but my own. If it were a

matter of mere wisdom, and knowledge of life, and the cool

head of an elder, I should not be afraid to handle you to

suit my ideas; but this is a graver piece of business.

Wisdom has nothing to do with it; those who are wise in

their love are often foolish in their life. You've got your

man, and if you want him you'll marry him in despite of the

tongues of men and of angels. I know; I did it myself."

"You?" cried Katje.

"Yes, me," retorted the Vrouw Grobelaar. "Why not? Do you

think that a person of sense has no feelings? When I was a

girl I was nearly as big a fool as some others I could

name, and got more out of it, in happiness and experience,

than ever they will."

"Tell us about it," suggested Katje.

"I am telling you," snapped the old lady.

"Don't interrupt. Sit down. Don't fidget; nor giggle.

There.

"When I was a girl," she began at last, "my father's farm

was at Windhoek, and beyond the nek to the south, an easy

two hours from our beacons, there lived one Kornel du

Plessis. I came to know him, somehow. I saw him here and

there, till I had no wish to see any but him, and we

understood one another very well. Ah, Katje, girls are

light things; but I truly think that in those days few Boer

maids had much mind for trivial matters in their loves when

once the man was found right and sound. Even at this length

of time I have a thrill in remembering Kornel: a big man,

and heavy, with thick shoulders, but very quick on his

feet, and eyes that were gray, with pleasant little puckers

at the corner. He sat far back in his saddle and lolled to

the gait of the horse easily; such men make horse-masters,

and masters of women. That is to say, they are masters of

all.

"There was no kissing behind the kraal and whispering at

windows. Neither of us had a mind for these meannesses. He

came to my father's house and took food with us, and told

my father the tale of his sheep and cattle, and the weight

of the mortgage on his farm. Though he was not rich, he was

young and keen, and my father knew well that the richest

are not those who begin life with riches. There would have

been no hindrance to a marriage forthwith, but for some law

business in the town, of which I never understood the

truth. But it concerned the land and house of Kornel, and

my father would not say the last word till that should be

settled.

"It dragged on for a long while, that law matter, and the

conversations between Kornel and my father ran mainly in

guesses about it, with much talk that was very forlorn of

interest. But what did it matter to me? I had the man, and

knew I could keep him; had I foreseen the future, even then

I would not have cared. But for all that, I was very uneasy

one hot day when Kornel rode over with a grave face and

eyes that looked as though he had not slept the night

before.

"My father gave him a sharp look, and pulled strongly at

his pipe, like a man who prepares for ticklish business.

"'You have news?' he asked.

"'Kornel nodded, and looked at me. It was a look as though

he would ask me to spare and forgive. I smiled at him, and

came and stood at his side.

"'From what you have told me,' began my father, looking

very wise, 'the water right may cut you off from the

pastures. Is that so?'

"'No,' said Kornel; 'all that is wrong.'

"'H'm. Indeed! Then you will have to carry your north

beacon farther to the east and lose the dam.'

"'Wrong again,' answered Kornel patiently.

"'Then you have won your case,' said my father, very eager

to name the truth and prove his wisdom.

"'Dear me!' said Kornel;' you have no idea at all of the

matter. You are quite out in your guesses. I have not won

my case. I have lost it, and the land and the house and the

stock along with it. I came over on a horse that is no more

mine than this chair is. For all I know my very trousers

may belong to the other man. There you have it. What do you

say to that?'

"'Then you have nothing at all?' asked my father.

"'I have a piece of waste on the dorp road, near the

spruit,' answered Kornel. 'There is a kind of hut on it.

That is all. It is only two morgen' (four acres).

"My father sat shaking his head in silence for a long time,

while Kornel clenched and unclenched his hands and stared

at the floor and frowned. I put my hand on his shoulder,

and he trembled.

"'It is an affliction,' said my father at last, 'and no

doubt you know very well what you have done to deserve it.

But it might be worse. You might have had a wife, and then

what would you have done?'

"One is wise to honor one's parents always, but one cannot

be blind. I think my father might sometimes have spoken

less and done better for it.

"'We have talked about Christina yonder,' continued my

father, pointing at me with the stem of his pipe. 'It is a

good thing it went no further than talk.'

"'But it did,' I said quickly. 'It went much further. It

went to my promise and Kornel's; and if I am ready to keep

mine now, I shall not look to see him fail in his.'

"Ah! He never needed any but the smallest spur. Your true

man kindles quickly. At my word he sprang up and his arm

folded me. I gasped in the grip of it.

"'My promise holds,' he said, through clenched teeth.

"My father had a way of behaving like a landdrost

(magistrate) at times, and now he wrinkled his forehead and

smiled very wisely.

"'When one's bed is on the veld,' he said,' it is not the

time to remember a promise to a girl. It is easier to find

a bedfellow than a blanket sometimes. And then, I am to be

considered, and I cannot suffer this kind of thing.'

"'I think you will have to manage it,' answered Kornel.

"'Do you?' said my father. 'Well, I have nothing to give

you. Christina, come here to me!'

"Kornel loosed his arm and set me free, but I stayed where

I was.

"'Father,' I cried, 'I have promised Kornel!'

"'Come here!' he said again. Then, when I did not move,

disobeying him for the first time in my life, his face

darkened. 'Are you not coming?' he said.

"'No,' I answered, and my man's arm took me again, tight--

tight, Katje.

"'Well,' said my father, 'you had better be off, the two of

you. Do not come here again.'

"'We can do that much to please you,' answered Kornel, with

his head very high. 'Come, Christina!'

"And I followed him from my father's house. I had not even

a hat for my head.

"We were married forthwith, of course--no later than the

next day,--and the day after that I rode with my man to the

plot beside the dorp spruit to see our home that had to be.

That was a great day for me; and to be going in gentle

companionship with Kornel across the staring veld and along

the empty road was a most wonderful thing, and its flavor

is still a relish to my memory. I knew that he feared what

we were to see--the littleness and mean poverty of it, after

the spaciousness of the farm; but most of all it galled him

that I should see it on this our first triumphant day. He

was very gentle and most loving, but shadows grew on his

face, and there was a track of worry between his brows that

spurred me. I knew what I had to do, now that our fortunes

were knitted, and I did it.

"The plot was a slope from the edge of the dorp to the

little spruit, not fenced nor sundered in any way from the

squalid brick which houses the lower end of Dopfontein.

Full in face of it was the location of the Kafirs; around

it and close at hand were the gross and dirty huts of the

off-colors (half-castes). The house, which was in the

middle of the plot, was a bulging hovel of green brick, no

more stately or respectable than any of the huts round

about. As our horses picked their way through the muck

underfoot, and we rode down to it, the off-colors swarmed

out of their burrows and grinned and pointed at us.

"Kornel helped me from my saddle, and we went together to

see the inside of the house. It was very foul and broken,

with the plain traces of Kafirs in each of its two rooms,

and a horrid litter everywhere. As I looked round I saw

Kornel straighten himself quickly, and my eyes went to his.

"'This is our home,' he said bluntly, with a twitching of

the cheek.

"I nodded.

"'Perhaps,' he said in the same hard tone, as if he were

awaiting an onslaught of reproach,--'perhaps I was wrong to

bring you to this, but it is too late to tell me so now. It

is not much--'

"I broke in and laughed. 'You will not know it when I have

set it to rights,' I answered. 'It shall be a home indeed

by the time I am through with it.'

"His cheek twitched yet, as though some string under the

flesh were quivering with a strain.

"'It's you and me against all the evil luck in the world,'

he cried, but his face was softening.

"I cowered within the arm he held out to me, and told him I

was all impatience to begin the fight. And he cried on my

shoulder, and I held him to me and soothed him from a

spring of motherhood that broke loose in my heart.

"Within a week we were living in the place, and, Katje, I

hope you will feel yet for some roof what I felt for that,

with all its poorness. It was the first home of my

wifehood: I loved it. I worked over it, as later I worked

over the children God bestowed on me, purging it, remaking

it, spending myself on it, and gilding it with the joy of

the work. From the beams of the roof to the step of the

door I cleansed it with my hands, marking it by its

spotlessness for the habitation of white folk among the

yellow people all around. Kornel did little to aid me in

that--for the most part he was seeking work in the town; and

even when he was at home I drove him sharply from the labor

that was mine, and mine alone. The yellow people were very

curious about it all, and would stand and watch me through

the door till Kornel sjamboked them away; and even then

some of their fat talkative women would come round with

offers of help and friendship. But though we were fallen to

poverty, we had not come so low as that; and few came to me

a second time, and none a third.

"Still, though Kornel humbled himself and asked very little

money, there was no work to be had in the dorp. No

storekeeper had a use for him, and the transport agents had

too many riders already. Day after day went by, and each

day he came back more grim, with a duller light in those

kind eyes of his and a slower twinkle.

"'You must trust in yourself,' I told him, as he sat by the

table and would have it that he was not hungry.

"'I trust in you,' he answered, with a pitiable attempt at

his old sparkle. 'You have proved yourself; I have not--yet,

and I could do the work of three Kafirs, too.'

"The next day he came home at noon, with a swing in his

gait and his fingers working.

"'I've got work,' he said, 'at last.'

"I stopped sewing and looked at him. 'Is it a white man's

work?' I asked.

"'It is work,' he retorted.

"'Very well,' I said; 'but remember, we sink or soar

together, and in neither case will I blame you. If you get

white man's work, you shall have a white man's wife; but if

you are going to do the work of Kafirs--'

"'Yes,' he said; 'and what then?'

"'In that case,' I answered, 'I shall do washing to eke it

out and be a level mate for you.'

"'By God, you won't!' he cried, and his hand came down hard

on the table. There was no mistaking his face: the command

and the earnestness of it lighted up his eyes. I stared at

him in a good deal of surprise, for though I had known it

was there, this was the first I had seen of the steel

strain in my man.

"'Call it Kafir work, or what you please,' he went on, with

a briskness of speech that made answer impossible. 'You

will keep this house and concern yourself with that only.

The gaining of money is my affair. Leave it to me,

therefore.'

"I cast down my eyes, knowing I must obey, but a little

while after I asked him again what the work was to be.

"'Making bricks,' he answered. 'Here we have the spruit at

our door and mud for the picking up. It needs only a box-

mould or two, and it will be funny if I can't turn out as

many good bricks in a day as three lazy Kafirs. Old Pagan,

the contractor, has said he will buy them, so now it only

remains to get to work.'

"As he said this, I noticed the uneasiness that kept him

from meeting my eye, for in truth it was a sorry employ to

put his strength to,--a dirty toil, all the dirtier for the

fact that only Kafirs handled it in Dopfontein, and the pay

was poor. From our door one could always see the brick-

making going on along the spruit, with the mud-streaked

niggers standing knee-deep in the water, packing the wet

dirt into the boxes, and spilling them out to be baked in

the sun or fired, as the case might be. There was too much

grime and discomfort to it to be a respectable trade.

"But Kornel went to work at once, carrying down box-moulds

from the contractor's yard, and stacking them in the stiff

gray mud at the edge of the spruit, I went with him to see

him start. He waded down over his boots, into the slow

water, and plunged his arms elbow-deep into the mud.

"'Here's to an honest living,' he said, and lilted a great

lump of slime into the first box and kneaded it close.

Then, as he set it aside and reached for the next, he

looked up to me with a smile that was all awry. My heart

bled for him.

"'But there's no time to be polite,' he said, as the mud

squelched into the second box. 'Here's the time to prove

how a white man can work when he goes about it. So run back

to the house, my kleintje, and leave me to make my

fortune.'

"And forthwith he braced himself and went at that sorry

work with all his fine strength. I had not the heart to

stay by him; I knew that my eyes upon him were like

offering him an insult, and yet I never looked at him save

in love. But once or twice I glanced from the doorway, and

saw him bowed still over that ruthless task, slaving

doggedly, as good men do with good work.

"When the evening meal was due he came in, drenched from

head to foot, and patched and lathered with the pale sticky

mud; but though he was so tired that he drooped like a sick

man where he stood, his face was bright again and his eyes

were once more a-twinkle with hope and confidence.

"As he changed his clothes and washed himself, he talked

cheerily to me through the wall, with a spirit like a

boy's.

"'I've begun, at any rate,' he called out, 'and that's a

great thing. If I go as far forward as I've gone back, I

shall be satisfied. Where did you say the comb was?'

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