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_Friday, 15 December, 1894._
My dear Lucie:
I have received your good letter, also mamma’s. I am grateful for the
sentiment she expresses--sentiments I never have doubted, and which, I
can say it proudly, I have merited always.
At last the day of my appearance before justice draws near. I am to come
to the end of all this moral torture. My confidence is absolute; when
the conscience is pure and tranquil then can we present ourselves
everywhere, our heads high. I shall be tried by soldiers who will listen
to me and understand me. The certainty that I am innocent will enter
their hearts as it has always entered the hearts of my friends, of those
who have known me intimately.
My whole life has been the best guarantee of my innocence. I will not
speak of the infamous and anonymous calumnies that have been circulated
against me. They have not touched me; I scorn them. Kiss all our
darlings for me and receive for yourself the tender kisses of your
devoted husband,