CHAPTER XIII

OMDURMAN AND FASHODA

From this point my more violent activities in life may be said to have

ended. My health had suffered seriously from the extreme hardships of my

journeys, hardships which hitherto I had borne with easily, but which

now at my age of fifty-six had taken their revenge on me. The next two

years were for this reason an unhappy period of my life, and this,

though I do not often make mention in it of my sufferings, is reflected

in my diary.

We left Sheykh Obeyd on the 19th April. Four days before, on 15th April,

I had gone to wish the Khedive good-bye. He received me pleasantly, as

always, with pretty speeches about my friendship for him, and the good

report of me he heard from everyone. He asked about my journey to Siwah

and the attack made on me. I made rather light of it with him as a

_ghazu_ (an accident of travel), but he said he had heard it was the

doing of the Senussia. About the state of affairs between Greece and

Turkey he said things could not be going worse. The Sultan was ruining

the Empire, the end could not be far distant. “But where can we look,”

he asked, “for another chief? In Arabia there is only your friend Ibn

Rashid, and he is little more than a Bedouin.” With Sheykh Mohammed Abdu

too I had a farewell talk.

“_17th April._—Abdu brought me news that war was declared between Greece

and Turkey. We agreed that it was better things had come to actual war.

Personally I think that it would be no loss for the Ottoman Empire if

the Greeks should be able to hold their own in Macedonia, though I do

not expect it, for a defeat of the Turkish army would bring about a

revolution at Constantinople, and even a European war would do no harm.

‘When thieves fall out, honest men come by their own.’ The Ottoman

Empire cannot be made to last in Europe, and as soon as the remnant of

the provinces there are lost the better it will be. I expect, however,

to see the Turks advance on Athens, when the Powers would doubtless

intervene to stop the fighting, which they could do by pressure at

Constantinople. Then there may be a second chance for the establishment

of a better order of things on the Bosphorus, for it would be too great

a scandal to allow the Sultan and his palace clique to go on for another

twenty years on a new lease of absolute power; possibly the victorious

general might become the leader of a constitutional change in Turkey,

but we shall see.”

“_1st May._—Back in England, where we arrived at the end of the month.

The Greeks have been smashed badly by Edhem Pasha in Thessaly; they seem

to have run away rather than fought, which would be more creditable to

them if they had not been the aggressors in the quarrel. I am sorry, on

the whole, as the Turkish victory is strengthening the Sultan’s hand at

Constantinople, and will put back the clock of reform. There is little

chance, I fear, of Edhem’s coming forward as a revolutionist, but I am

nearly dead to politics as, indeed, to all else but the horses and the

sunshine.

“_8th May._—The Greeks are again beaten and in retreat, and the Turkish

army will now advance on Athens and dictate its terms of peace. The

Sultan is entirely rehabilitated in public opinion, for the world adores

military success, and he will probably now go on in triumph till he

dies.

“_18th May._—Newbuildings. On the 13th George Wyndham came to spend the

day with me and stopped the night. He was full of his journey to South

Africa and of his South African Commission, where he has played the part

of advocate for Rhodes and his gang, and is still playing it. With this

I am of course in little sympathy, but George and I know how to differ

without quarrelling. He told me much of the inner working of the great

intrigue and promised more some day. We also talked about the Henley

edition of my poems, and about his own ‘New Review.’

“_3rd June._—George was here yesterday. The South African Committee is

virtually, not virtuously, over, and no one in his senses can doubt that

Chamberlain was privy to the raid, not indeed at the last moment but in

its initial stages. I asked George whether it was not so. ‘Chamberlain

has denied it,’ he answered diplomatically.

“_15th June._—Drove to Bramber and dined with Button in his newly

purchased old house there, St. Mary’s, which he has furnished with bric-

à-brac, and had the little meadow behind it laid out in miniature

avenues. We talked of old political times. He tells me that at the time

Wolseley started for Egypt in 1882, the Rothschilds had the _whole_ of

their working capital in Egyptian securities, and were in such a fright

about the Domains lest Arabi should flood the country and destroy the

property pledged to them, that they got Wolseley to hurry on the

campaign at all costs to prevent his cutting the canals. Button had this

from Wolseley himself at the time, and it agrees with what he (Button)

told me then.

“_17th June._—Hyndman came to breakfast with me in Mount Street, and we

discussed the state of Europe, Africa and Asia. He knows a great deal

and told me many curious things, among others the genesis of the English

connection with the Suez canal. He assures me that it was not

Beaconsfield’s idea, but Greenwood’s, who was at that time Editor of the

‘Pall Mall Gazette,’ and on whose staff Hyndman was. Greenwood conceived

the plan of the Government buying the shares, and after consulting with

his colleagues on the paper went to Lord Derby to suggest it. Derby

approved and sent him on to Beaconsfield, who at first was much

disinclined, but eventually agreed, giving the job to the Rothschilds, a

quite unnecessary waste of commission as the shares could have been

bought with Treasury Bonds in the ordinary way. He told me much, too, of

his dealings with Lord Salisbury at election times, and about French and

German socialism. He stayed two hours with me.

“_20th June (Jubilee Sunday)._—The streets decked out with scaffolding

and red cloth. London architecture lends itself to these disguisements,

as there is nothing to lose by being hidden.

“_21st June._—Alfred Austin’s ‘Jubilee Ode’ is published in the ‘Times,’

and as good as a thing of the kind can be, and I have written to tell

him so. When he was first made Laureate I did not write, because I

really could not have said anything about his poetry that would have

pleased him, but to-day I am able to do so with a good conscience. We

are old acquaintances of something like forty years’ standing, and

personally I am pleased at his success.

“_22nd June._—The Queen’s Jubilee Day—the evening and night of which I

spent on Chanclebury Down, camped among the thorn bushes near the top of

the Ridge, a beautiful but rather hazy evening, quite warm, no moon,

little parties of country people out on foot, others in vans, but not

enough of them to injure the solitude. At half-past nine rockets began

to be fired away at Shoreham, and a light appeared on Leith Hill, then

illuminations at Shoreham and Brighton, and precisely at ten bonfires

were lit up. I counted ninety-seven of them, and there were probably

more, for the clump hid part of the horizon. It was an inspiriting

sight, and we tried to make out our own bonfire at Newbuildings, which

lies in a straight line between Chanclebury and Leith Hill.

“_26th June._—The day of the Jubilee Review at Portsmouth. A Jingo

apotheosis which contrasts strangely with my recollection of Portsmouth

seventeen years ago, when our military and naval glory was at so low an

ebb that even I felt humiliated.

“_27th June (Sunday)._—I am at Swinford on a visit to Austin. Austin is

naïve about his position and dignity as Poet Laureate. He assured me

that he had made it a condition in accepting the post that he was not to

write Odes to order. I asked him how he had written his Jubilee

performance, suggesting that it must have been troublesome to manage. On

the contrary, he told me, he had done it without more effort than just

to fix his mind determinedly and reverently on Her Majesty, waiting till

the inspiration came, ‘and (after a pause) it came.’ He showed me a

letter from the Queen’s private secretary, thanking him for the verses,

and saying that Her Majesty thought them very pretty, but when he went

to present them at Windsor, she did not ask him to recite them. A letter

from Lord Salisbury was in the same sense; however, Austin is so loyal

that he even apologized for depreciating Victorian architecture. In the

afternoon we all sat talking on the lawn, Lady Paget and Lady Windsor

being of the party, and it was suggested that each of us should give his

idea of Heaven. Mine was to be laid out to sleep in a garden, with

running water near, and so to sleep for a hundred thousand years, then

to be woke by a bird singing, and to call out to the person one loved

best, ‘Are you there?’ and for her to answer, ‘Yes, are you?’ and so

turn round and go to sleep again for another hundred thousand years.

Austin’s idea was to sit also in a garden, and while he sat to receive

constant telegrams announcing alternately a British victory by sea, and

a British victory by land. He talked to us a good deal about Irving, and

told us that Irving had begun life as a boy of all work in the family of

a solicitor in Cornwall, where his father and mother were butler and

cook. The solicitor put the boy into his law office as a junior clerk,

but dismissed him because he paid no attention to business, only to

play-acting in office hours.

“_6th July._—A letter from Joseph Potocki telling the ugly news of the

burning of the Countess Branicka’s stud and stables; one hundred and

thirty horses perished, including two colts they bought from us last

year. It is said to be the vengeance of an English groom dismissed for

theft. Her daughter Sophie is engaged to marry Prince Strozzi.

“_12th July._—My new room at Newbuildings which I call the ‘Jubilee

Room’ is finished, and looks already part of the old house. It was built

without plan, elevation, or sketch of any kind, Thorpe and I working it

out together as we went on.” [The Jubilee Room was more than a room,

being a separate building with two stories. Thorpe, a plain stone and

bricklayer born and bred in the parish, a painstaking, conscientious man

working slowly, but with a complete knowledge of his trade and its older

traditions. The panelling inside was done by my estate carpenter,

Dench.]

“_15th July._—The South African committee has published a report,

certainly the most scandalous ever jobbed. It absolves Chamberlain in

these words: ‘Neither the Secretary of State for the Colonies nor any of

the officials of the Colonial office received any information which made

or should have made them or any of them aware of the plot during its

development.’ It may be noticed that this pronouncement carefully avoids

what undoubtedly happened, namely that Chamberlain’s attitude to Rhodes

and Beit was practically this: ‘Manage the matter your own way, but

remember I am to know nothing about it.’ Rhodes is condemned publicly in

the report, but will be let off all punishment. He will not even be

struck off the list of the Queen’s Privy Councillors. I hear that the

Queen personally assured the Emperor William when the raid happened that

none of her Ministers were cognisant of the affair, and this assurance

given by the Queen accounts for the strange attitude of Sir William

Harcourt and other Radicals on the Committee who have signed the report.

The whole of our public life is rotten, and will remain so till we have

received a serious defeat in war. The Queen is at the bottom of half the

Imperialistic mischief we do abroad. She is pleased at the title of

Empress, and likes to enlarge her borders. I should not be at all

surprised if she was really in the Jameson affair with her Ministers,

indeed this is the best explanation of the extraordinary manœuvres of

the Government, and the connivance of the official opposition.

“_24th July._—Our annual Arab stud sale at Crabbet. Brilliant weather;

an immense gathering; 320 persons sat down to lunch; a good many of

these, foreigners and colonials; a successful but tiring day.

“_27th July._—To London and lunched with George, whom I found triumphant

over the issue of the debate on South Africa last night. He considers

the triumph of the Rhodes group, which is his own triumph, due to

superior ability in the Parliamentary management, the skill with which

they split the Liberal opposition, the capture of old Harcourt, the

forcing of Chamberlain’s hand into open support of Rhodes and the

bamboozling of the stupid M.P.’s. With regard to Chamberlain, George

admires him as the grandest specimen of the courageous, unscrupulous

schemer our politics have ever seen. He says that Chamberlain was not an

accomplice of the actual armed raid made by Jameson—though he certainly

was in the political intrigue—and he (Chamberlain) would not deny

it—against the independence of the Transvaal. He described Chamberlain’s

speech and the menace he (Chamberlain) threw out to Dilke if any one

should dare propose the cancelling of Rhodes’ position in the Privy

Council. Chamberlain did not name Dilke, but his eye, while speaking,

travelled along the benches of the Opposition, so that it was clear to

all what his meaning was. It was a base threat, and he would certainly

have followed it up if the Radicals had dared accept his challenge.

George triumphs in all this, but to me it is pitiful to see a young man

like him, the heir of all the ages, connecting himself with such a

scoundrel crew. The whole Cabinet is now the duumvirate of Balfour and

Chamberlain, but I told George he would find one day that Arthur would

be the victim of some base trick in order that the other might reign

alone.”

In August I made a driving tour through the West of England and South

Wales. The day before starting I received a letter from Edward Malet

breaking the silence of fifteen years. It was very cordial and expressed

regret for our troubled relations in the past. I have answered it in a

way which I hope may bring about a renewal of our friendship. The

occasion of his letter was the discovery among his mother’s papers of a

number of MS. poems he thought were mine. In reality they were Lothian’s

as I can see by the handwriting, and also by internal evidence—poems of

dates between 1861 and 1864, the time Schomberg and I were most together

and most with Lady Malet. I need not give a full account of this

journey. We passed through Petworth and Rogate, where I found Hugh

Wyndham, just retired from diplomatic work after his forty years’

career. Then by Bishop’s Waltham to Salisbury and Stockton, stopping for

a couple of hours at Wilton on my way. This time I found Sidney, now

Lord Pembroke, at home with his family of boys at cricket, much as I

found the former generation thirty years ago. “Wilton is the paradise of

England with its three rivers, eternally beautiful and unchanged while

its owners change and perish. One passes by and finds Herberts living

there, happily idling their lives away, as one finds swallows year after

year nesting in a village, and one imagines them to be the same

Herberts, as one imagines the others to be the same swallows. At

Warminster next day I stopped to bait and dined at the ordinary at the

Anchor Inn, it being market day among the farmers with whom I talked

agriculture and the price of mutton. But when they found I was not there

to buy lambs they lost interest in me. I found to my surprise that of

the ten farmers dining with me five drank water only, the rest cider.

Our meat was roast ducks carved by a chairman at the head of the table,

and at one moment I was half afraid they were going to make speeches.” I

spent my Sunday, 8th August, at Mells, where I found a company of

“Souls,” then on to Bristol where I put up for the night at an odd place

of entertainment called “The Bath,” kept by a Dr. Shaw and his wife, a

pretty woman, who had been long in India, and who was the attraction

evidently of the guests, mostly retired Anglo-Indians, patients as well

as guests, as indicated by the menu cards, which were marked with

medicines as well as wines. Bristol is the refuge of such broken-down

officials, who live at its cheap lodging-houses. The next day, crossing

the Severn Channel by the tunnel to Cardiff and St. Fagan’s, where I

spent the inside of a week delightfully with the Windsors in their

romantic castle, which is such a perfect thing, an old Carolan house set

in the _enceinte_ of an older castle wall, spoilt by nothing modern, the

object of my pilgrimage, and back, still driving through the romantic

country of King Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table, Caerphilly,

Caerleon, Chepstow, and the Forest of Dean, where I camped close to what

is called the Devil’s Chapel, and thence by Berkeley Castle, Easton

Grey, Broad Hinton, and Savernake, Hurstbourne, Minley, and so home. It

had been a journey of 385 miles, made in nineteen days with my four Arab

mares, not one of which had tired or been off her feed for a single day,

and trotted in gamely, eager to be at home. The journey had done me

good. My journal of this tour is extremely interesting, but once more it

is impossible to give it a place here, as it would lead me too far along

the pleasant byways of social life and away from the prescribed high

road of public things.

“_4th Sept._—For the last three weeks there have been high doings in

India on the Afghan frontier, and to-day expeditions on a large scale

are announced. This is closely connected with our absurd policy at

Constantinople. The position to-day with Russia protecting the Caliphate

at Constantinople, France in alliance with Russia and Germany also in

the coalition against us, justifies all I wrote and did in Egypt sixteen

years ago. Dined at my club and had some talk with Nicholas O’Conor who,

heaven help us! is now Her Majesty’s ambassador to the Emperor of all

the Russias.

“_25th Sept._—To Saighton, where I find a house full of friends and

acquaintance, Dick Grosvenor, Edward Clifford, Gatty, Henry Milner and

Lady Clifden, etc., with nothing for a vegetarian to eat [Lady Windsor

had persuaded me to become a vegetarian], and I dined off two mushrooms

and a raisin; nevertheless a pleasant evening, George laying down the

law about Shakespeare, Ronsard, Brantôme, and a number more.

“_27th Sept._—At Saighton. Played lawn tennis with George. Spent the

evening with him, arguing with some heat the eternal question of the

right of savage nations to existence. George, who represents the general

sense of modern Imperial England, denies them any such right at all. I

am sick of their arguments from Darwin and the survival of the fittest.

“_29th Sept._—Back to London and wrote going up in the train a piece of

verse for Gatty’s translations, the hymn beginning:

If this dark valley of distress and tears

So green appears.

“_1st Oct._—Shooting at Newbuildings with Charles Wyndham, Scrope, and

Evershed. Scrope is a nice young Yorkshireman, very understanding about

horses, but in poor health. He gave us a naïve account of the Jameson

raid as narrated to him by his brother, who took part in it. It seems to

have been a regular drunken frolic. Jameson had up I forget how many

wagon-loads of drink the week before he started, including, I remember,

thirty-six cases of champagne which he distributed to his men, with

leave to get drunk for three days. There were among the men a number of

loafers brought up from Cape Town, some of them waiters from the

restaurants, who had never been on horseback before, and the whole force

was more or less drunk when it started. Jameson had told off three men

to cut the telegraph wires, but they were in such a condition that they

mistook a barbed wire fence for the telegraph and cut off a hundred

yards of it and carefully buried it instead of the other. When they got

near Johannesburg, Jameson could not find the way and picked up Boers to

show it them, who of course led them wrong. Scrope’s brother and others

knew the road but were not listened to. As to drunkenness, I can well

believe the story, for I remember how, on a journey in South America in

1868, some English men of the party riding with me took for all

provision on the road, a gigantic demi-john of spirits, which they

strapped to the back of a horse and drove in front of them.”

I left England in October once more for Egypt, still in bad health,

indeed in worse, for I had foolishly allowed myself to be persuaded into

becoming a vegetarian as well as the teetotaler I had been for fifteen

years, and the life at Sheykh Obeyd, delightful to those in health, was

too primitive to be suited to an invalid. On board the ship that took us

to Alexandria I found Walter Harris, the “Times” correspondent in

Morocco, who told me a good deal about his life at Tangiers where he has

a garden four miles from the town. He talked also about the war in

Thessaly where his brother was killed last summer while helping the

Greeks. The Greeks had abandoned the brother when wounded, after robbing

him of everything. They had behaved abominably during the war. The Crown

Prince of Greece himself told Harris that he had seen the Evzoni throw

paraffin on the Turkish wounded and set them on fire.

I found all well at Sheykh Obeyd, except that the desert round us was

beginning to be cultivated and enclosed. The day will come when we shall

be caught in a network of gardens and country houses, though so far no

great harm has been done. People argue with me and say, “But your

property must be increasing in value,” as if that was any consolation

for losing the solitude. Foxes are still plentiful in the garden and I

have twice seen a very large wolf, old and grey, who, they tell me, has

been here all the summer, frightening the boys who cut the grass for the

horses. Salem says the wolf pursued him one evening and tore his shirt

and Suliman that he had taken two of his lambs from his tent outside our

wall. He comes and howls under our window after nightfall. There are

certainly two sorts of wolves here besides jackals, unless, indeed, the

intermediate size is a cross between wolf and jackal. Our present guest

is of the big desert kind.

“_23rd Nov._—I have been reading Froissart’s ‘Chronicles.’ He must have

lived a happy life, if what his biographers tell of him is true. The age

of chivalry, brutal as it was in its fighting aspect, seems to have been

sweetened by a good deal of romance, but to this Froissart hardly

alludes, and, tells only of battles and sieges, which were most of them

ignoble proceedings. Edward III’s idea of war seems to have been to raid

the French towns everywhere, except just where the French army was. Both

Cressy and Poitiers were fought by the English because they could not

get away from the pursuing French, and the victory in both cases was won

by the skill of the English archers on the one side and foolish

generalship on the other. As a rule, it was only the unarmed fighters on

foot that were killed, the knights and squires surrendered to ransom as

soon as they were knocked off their horses. This was all their chivalry

of war.

“_26th Nov._—Sheykh Mohammed Abdu came to see me, and told me the

political and court gossip. The latest is about a trial in which a young

man is being prosecuted for insulting and libelling the Khedive in

verse. The true movers in the matter, Abdu assures me are Moharram Pasha

Shahin and Sheykh el Bekri in conjunction with Sheykh Abul Huda at

Constantinople, and it was done to please the Sultan. Cromer, however,

has mixed himself up in it, and in order to obtain a verdict, or rather

to screen some persons implicated who are favourable to English policy,

has had the Egyptian Procureur of the native courts replaced by Corbet,

an Englishman. The Khedive is still on bad terms with the Sultan, and

the poem was written to please his Majesty, but by an unfortunate

mistake in the printing, one of the insulting epithets applied to the

Khedive is ‘Turk,’ so that it has given almost equal offence at Yildiz.

“In India, the Afridis I am glad to see are still gallantly maintaining

themselves against General Lockhart, and our troops are getting nicely

‘punished’ in their turn. It is clear from their accounts that but for

the superior fighting qualities of the Sikhs and Ghurkas the white

regiments could not be got to continue the campaign. Lockhart has had to

encourage them publicly not to be ‘downhearted.’ There is talk in

England of conscription for the army, and our people will soon begin to

understand that they can’t have the amusement of empire without paying

the price. The British Empire is a structure that might crumble at any

moment, the sooner the better, say I.

“_29th Nov._—We have a guest with us, Nasr el Mizrab, nephew of that

Mijuel el Mizrab, who was Lady Ellenborough’s last husband. He is a

well-spoken man and has travelled more than once with Frankish explorers

in the Syrian desert, Russians and Germans, buying horses for them of

his Anazeh kindred.

“_9th Dec._—Young John Evelyn has come to stay with us. His father sent

him to me on his way up the Nile, saying that he wished him ‘to learn

Arabic, to keep a diary, to acquire habits of observation and self-

reliance and not to imbibe Jingo principles, also to marry early.’ I

find the young man excellently disposed to all these things except the

last.

“_21st Dec._—I am starting on Christmas Eve for Jebel Attaka near Suez,

as I think I am well enough now for desert travelling. Eid, Suliman’s

young Howeyti cousin, who travelled with us last March to Siwah, and was

so good a desert man, is dead. He had joined in a ghazu in the summer

beyond Akabah, and, on his way home, being parched with thirst, drank of

a well whose property it is to kill the drinker in fourteen days. He

reached home alive, but died soon after.

“_23rd Dec._—Had an audience with the Khedive and took Walter Harris

with me. The talk was principally about the Turco-Greek war, as to which

Harris gave us some curious details. The King of Greece himself told him

that the reason that he left Vasos in Crete was so as to bring about a

blockade of the Piræus. ‘I should then,’ the King said, ‘have been able

to tell my people that but for the intervention of the Powers I would

have marched with a hundred thousand Greeks to Constantinople. As it

turned out, we were not prevented by the Powers and so had to make a

war, for which none of us had bargained.”

Abbas afterwards told us of his cousin Prince Aziz’s attempt to go to

Nejd. The Prince had got as far as Sherm, a small port in the Sinai

Peninsula, intending to cross over from there to Moelhi, and then on to

visit Ibn Rashid, but the Khedive had stopped him by telegram. He was

afraid of being compromised in Constantinople by the visit, and was also

unwilling that so light-headed a member of the Khedivial family should

be the first to visit Nejd after the conquests of old days. Aziz is now

at Nakhl, where he is being detained by the Egyptian governor of the

fort.

“Lunched with Rennell Rodd, and called afterwards on Riaz Pasha and on

Gorst. Harris was to have started with me to-morrow on my desert trip,

but has been prevented.”

The desert trip was a bit of exploration connected with a map I was

making of the country between Cairo and the Red Sea. I returned from it

on the last day of the year.

“_12th Jan._ 1898.—News has come of the death of Mohammed Ibn Rashid at

Haïl, ‘in his bed,’ they say after a seven days’ illness. If truly in

his bed, he may rank as one of the most uniformly successful of Arabian

monarchs. For five and twenty years he has reigned in Nejd, warring

every spring upon his neighbours and always victoriously. He has not

once been defeated in the field, and has reduced every tribe in

succession to his obedience. His only misfortune has been that he has

left no son, and his inheritance will probably be disputed between Abdul

Hamid, son of Hamoud, his first cousin once removed, and Hamoud Mattaab,

his nephew. Both, they say, claim ‘the seat,’ and are appealing to

Constantinople for support. This may bring the Turk into Nejd, for the

Sultan was never so powerful in the desert as now. Still, it is a far

cry to Haïl.

“The Soudan campaign is being pushed on, and British soldiers are being

sent up the Nile, on a pretext of defence against an attack by the

Khalifa. How anybody can be green enough to believe these official tales

I cannot understand. The true reason is the advance of the French

expedition [under Marchand] to the Upper Nile at Fashoda, and so the

desire to be beforehand with them at Khartoum. The sending of British

troops is not at all because they are needed, for our English regiments

are inferior in every way to the Egyptian ones for such work, but to

gratify the English Government, and especially the Queen, who considers

the glory of her reign tarnished by the death of Gordon and who wants it

avenged. If Egyptian troops alone recaptured Khartoum it would be a

reproach to the British army, which was defeated in its attempts to

relieve Gordon there. They like, too, to be able to say that the British

military Occupation is necessary to Egypt for its frontier defence—only

another false excuse in the long list of false excuses for staying in

Egypt begun twenty years ago.

“_21st January._—Gorst and his two sisters and Captain Fitzclarence

lunched with us. Gorst has given me a list of the people reported to

have been killed at Siwah on the 20th April of last year in a local

fight. It includes several of my friends there, including Hassuna, but I

feel sceptical about the whole story.

“_22nd January._—A visit from Cogordan, the French Minister here. We

talked about the Soudan expedition. He tells me Kitchener will be in

command of forty thousand troops including those recently taken over

from the Italians at Kassala, and the ten thousand English who were in

Egypt. Of the Marchand expedition he disclaimed its importance, and

laughed at the talk that a French flag will be found flying at Khartoum.

“_26th January._—Old Charles Villiers is dead, the father of the House

of Commons. I remember him at Frankfort as long ago as the winter of

1860-61, dining at our Legation with the Malets. He impressed me at the

time as the most wonderful and delightful talker I had listened to. He

seemed to take an interest in me too, and drew me out till I talked a

deal of boyish nonsense. The recollection of his wit and charm is strong

with me still.”

Here follows another six days’ journey in the Eastern desert on

_deluls_, travelling fast and map-making as we went, as I was anxious to

complete my survey of the country north of the Kalala range. It was

bitter cold on the upper plateaux, and the hard life nearly finished me,

and hastened my return to England.

“_15th February._—The papers report the Queen’s speech on the opening of

Parliament. It contains, perhaps, more than the usual number of

insincerities. Politics in England are in a hopeless condition, and will

remain so until the Empire begins to break up, when it will be too late

to say or do anything. I shall not be sorry if I live to see it. The

British Empire has done so much harm to so many nations and peoples that

it deserves to perish, and we English will be better off as a Nation

shorn of our dependencies than now. It will hurt our pride, but injure

no true interest.

“Prince Osman is dead. He was riding to the Pyramids on his camel, and

fell off suddenly; they say apoplexy. He was the cleverest and most

amusing of the Khedivial family, if not the most reputable; a brother of

Princess Nazli, and first cousin, once removed, of the Khedive. He had

been brought up at Paris, and was always a bit of a _boulevardier_, very

pleasant and good-natured, and with an extraordinary knowledge of the

events, political and social, of his time, a fat Falstaff in appearance,

but like the others of the Khedivial family, with a certain bodily

hardihood and endurance on camel back; my oldest friend among them, and

I am sorry to lose him.

“_25th February._—Anne and Judith lunched a few days ago with Bill

Gordon, who told them that the real reason for his uncle’s resigning his

post as private secretary to Lord Ripon in India was as follows. When

Ripon was appointed to India it was resolved by the Cabinet that he

should break up the gang of permanent officials who form the Simla ring,

and it was on this understanding that Gordon accepted the post. A

special point to be attacked was the treatment of Ayub Khan (the Emir of

Afghanistan) as to which Government had evidence showing our English

officials to have acted unjustly and tyrannically. Gordon had drawn up a

special memoir on the subject which was to be acted on immediately upon

Ripon’s landing at Bombay, but Ripon was no sooner on shore than the

officials got hold of him and persuaded him to let the matter rest.

Gordon, upon this, threw up the appointment, for he saw his chief was

too weak to carry the policy through. A Viceroy of India needs to be a

man of iron to hold his own and Ripon was every good thing except that.

“There is talk of Cromer’s going to the Foreign Office. What the Tories

want now is a strong man to carry out their policy of violence, and

Cromer will suit them. I care little how things go, for the time of

reasoning is past. There will be no change till the Empire breaks up and

Cromer may as well sit on the Imperial safety valve as another. I had a

long talk to-day with Mohammed Abdu about this and other matters.

“In Paris Zola has been condemned to a year’s imprisonment for bringing

forward the Dreyfus case. This is an event of great significance, for it

means that in France as in Germany and Russia, militarism reigns

supreme. It will be so in England, too, before many years are over, and

then good-bye to liberty of any kind. If the nations of Europe will only

cut each other’s throats in a Thirty Years’ War there might be some hope

for the world, but they are too cowardly for that. All they dare do is

to swagger hideously, and talk about their honour. It will be with them

as it is with the Spaniards who are ruled by military pronunciamentos.

With regard to the Dreyfus case, when I was at Gros Bois last autumn, I

asked Wagram the truth of it. He told me that it was to please the

Austrian Government that the case had been tried privately, that justly

or unjustly condemned, Dreyfus was an _affreux canaille_, and had made

some confession of guilt, but I see little difference in point of

canailledom between these wretched military spies and their wretched

military superiors, who employ and pay them. Spying, whether by a paid

agent or a paying agent, demoralises those that indulge in it, and the

military code of to-day recognizes every treachery and every baseness as

lawful. What nonsense to talk about military honour! There is no such

thing. Can one conceive any greater blackguard than the _soidisant_

Esterhazy unless it be his military backers, Pellieux and the rest? On

our side the Channel, too, we have some pretty blackguards to show

lately.

“_9th March._—Left for England. Mohammed Abdu came to wish me good-bye.

I was suffering with great pain so that I felt almost dying. Two years

ago under like circumstances I should have made him my profession of

faith, but to-day no, though I was moved at parting with him as though I

were saying last words to a dearest friend, but I feel now there is no

reality in it all. The Moslems of to-day who believe are mere wild

beasts like the men of Siwah, the rest have lost their faith. Still less

does Christianity appeal to me. I do not wish to live again. I only wish

for the extinction of the grave. I am going home alone, Anne staying on

for another six weeks in Egypt. I have telegraphed to my servant, David,

to meet me at Venice and see me slowly home. My sole idea now is to be

for a week with George in Mount Street, and then to be nursed by Cowie

at Newbuildings. It was fortunately quite calm weather on my voyage up

the Adriatic, and at Venice I found an invitation waiting me from Lady

Paget at Bellosguardo in Florence where I stayed two nights, and then

on, arriving in London on the 23rd March, where I found George Wyndham

established in my rooms in Mount Street, which I had lent him; there was

room for us both there, and his cheerful influence did me good.

“_24th March._—George is taking a less practical part now in politics,

being up to his eyes in literature, but he walks home most nights with

Arthur Balfour from the House and hears a good deal of what is going on.

He tells me Lord Salisbury does not intend resigning, and though he has

made over the Foreign Office temporarily to Balfour, he still keeps

interfering with affairs there not altogether to Arthur’s pleasure. In

talking about the scramble for China, I had remarked that I should have

thought an alliance with Japan was the obvious English policy. He said,

‘Yes, but it looks as if Japan had been squared by Russia.’ [This is the

first mention I can find in my diary of what was afterwards to develop

into the Anglo-Japanese alliance.]

“George’s new edition of Shakespeare’s poems is just out, and he is busy

editing a new weekly paper, ‘The Outlook,’ started as a ‘raft’ on which

to save the fortunes of Henley and the other writers wrecked in the ‘New

Review.’ Gladstone is dying of cancer, poor old soul, and it has been

agreed to soothe his last days with morphia as he cannot live long.

“_29th March._—Lady Gregory came to see me and talked much about

Ireland. She has now become a strong Nationalist, and has been busying

herself about the demonstrations for ‘’98.’ If I were well enough I

would go over for them in May.

“George is much put out at the inaction of our Government in China,

where there is a combination of Russia, France, and Germany against us,

and at the general failure of Lord Salisbury’s policy as a check to the

British Empire. He asked me why I wished ill to the British Empire. I

said, ‘because we had done too much harm in the world, and though the

other nations of Europe also do harm, they are not able to do it so

effectively as we do through their lack of knowledge, and of those

qualities that make of Englishmen an administrating race, also because

the _Empire_ is a poor cockney affair invented hardly twenty years ago

to the ruin of our position as an honest _Kingdom_ at home.’ I remember

well the disgust of George’s father and of other old-fashioned Tories,

when Disraeli first foisted on them the Queen’s brummagem Imperial

title.’

“_31st March._—‘The Chronicle’ has a sensational but probably true

account of an ultimatum sent by the American President to Spain on

account of Cuba. It seems likely to lead to war. If so I hope that Spain

may be able to hold her own, not that Cuban independence lacks my

sympathy, but because between Spain and the United States I am obliged

to be on the side of the older and more barbarous country. The Yankees

as the coming race of the world would be worse even than ourselves.

“_1st April._—At five to-day Lady Gregory brought me the poet Yeats, an

Irish mystic of an interesting type. He is tall, lean, dark, good

looking, of the same type of countenance as John Dillon’s, very narrow

between the eyes and short-sighted. We talked much about the ‘’98’

demonstrations of which he is organizer, and of the coming doom of

England, and we talked also of another mystical poet and patriot,

Russell, (A. E.), with whom Yeats was a fellow student at Dublin.

Russell, in order to subdue his will, became cashier in a haberdasher’s

shop, where he acquired repute as an accountant, but always spent his

Sundays and holidays in the Wicklow Hills, writing poetry and seeing

visions. Russell has now been removed to a higher sphere as political

organizer. Both believe in ghosts and fairies and in the transmigration

of souls, and have magic powers of seeing the future and of prophecy.

“Yeats experimented magically on me. He first took out a notebook and

made what he called a pyramid in it which was a square of figures, then

he bade me think of and see a square of yellow as it might be a door,

and walk through it and tell him what I saw beyond. All that I could see

at all clearly was that I seemed to be standing on a piece of green,

rushy grass, in front of me a small pool from which issued two streams

of very blue water to right and to left of me. He then bade me turn and

go back through the door, and told me I should see either a man or woman

who would give me something. I failed to see anything but darkness, but

at last with some effort I made out the indistinct figure of a child,

which offered me with its left hand some withered flowers. I could not

see its face. Lastly he bade me thank the person to whose intervention

the vision was due, and read from his notebook some vague sentences

prefiguring this vision. The performance was very imperfect, not to say

null.

“_5th April._—Arthur Balfour made his statement in the House to-day of

the Government’s China policy. George tells me the speech was

‘statesmanlike,’ but I gather from him that it was no very pronounced

success. Indeed, how should it be? The British Government has leased

Wei-hai-wei, which seems to be a sort of second best to Port Arthur, but

of no very practical value for coercing Pekin as it cannot easily be

connected with it by land. I should have thought it would have been

wiser either to make an alliance with Japan and war with Russia, or else

to let the whole thing severely alone, but George thinks Japan has

already been squared by Russia.

“_6th April._—I had a bad return of pain which lasted all night until

twelve to-day when I took an infinitesimal dose of morphia, which at

once stopped it and raised me from the depths of misery to the state of

happiness of a schoolboy just loosed from school.

“_9th April._—There is an announcement in the papers of ‘A great British

victory in the Soudan—Gordon avenged.’

“_11th April._—Saighton. I came here for the Easter holiday, arriving in

a miserable plight of pain, but to-morrow Sibell (Lady Grosvenor) is to

take me to Holywell to be bathed by the miraculous fountain there for my

cure. Some Vandals, calling themselves the Town Council, are claiming

the well which they want to let to a soda water company at £500 a year,

but George intends to oppose this in Parliament. There is nobody here

but the family, including little Percy and Bendor, the latter grown into

a very nice young man. George has been entertaining Mr. Cecil Rhodes at

my rooms in Mount Street while I was away, using them, I fancy, as a

place of secret communication between the Government and Rhodes, whom

they dare not publicly avow.

“I see the old Tichborne claimant is dead, asserting his rights to the

last. Certainly there was something about the man not wholly vulgar. I

saw a good deal of him at Buenos Ayres in 1868, and, though a mountain

of flesh and of no very refined clay, he seemed to me a gentleman born,

gone down in the world, rather than a mere plebeian. Richard Burton, who

was there at the same time, and who travelled across the Pampas with him

in the Mendoza diligence, believed in him as authentic at the time, and

so we all did. I remember seeing him once involved in some vulgar

dispute in a café, while playing billiards, and he seemed to me to

behave as a gentleman would have done under somewhat trying

circumstances, and now they have buried him with considerable pomp and a

coffin plate recording his baronetcy, attended by the licensed

victuallers who supported him as a show in his last days.

“_12th April._—I have been to St. Winifred’s well at Holywell. After a

very bad night of pain I nevertheless made up my mind not to put off the

visit. Fortified with a dose of morphia I set out with Sibell and

George. We went by train from Chester, passing not far from Hawarden,

where the G.O.M. lies dying, and the sands of Dee. We were fortunate in

our day, which, though wild at starting, turned into a perfect spring

afternoon. Sibell had written to Father Beauclerk, the Jesuit at

Holywell, to expect us, but he was away. I was glad of it, as thus I was

free to bathe as a plain pilgrim without religious supervision. I

suppose no pilgrim ever washed there with less Christian faith and at

the same time with so little of the mocking spirit. I have a belief in

holy places and holy people quite apart from all religious creeds, and I

felt a great confidence in the Saint that she would do me good. We

arrived at the best moment of the day, at one o’clock when everybody was

away at dinner, so that we were alone and there was no difficulty in

that sweet old place in supposing ourselves back in the fifteenth

century. The girl in charge of the gate gave me two towels, and I had

brought a nightgown with me, and so plunged in. It was cold work, though

the water, they say, is 52 degrees, but I did the traditional three

journeys through the water up to my armpits, going down into it by steps

and up the opposite side, and then took a complete dip over my head in

the outer tank and knelt on St. Bruno’s stone. I was quite alone while

doing this, except for George. Then, when I had dressed, we sat awhile

together in the sun, and went on to the inn for luncheon, where Sibell

was, and so home in the afternoon to Saighton. The buildings of the well

are still almost perfect, the shrine just as it was put up in Henry

VII’s time, not a stone of the pavement renewed nor anything of the

modern kind except some wooden dressing sheds and a few stupid scrolls

with texts hung up inside the shrine.

“_13th April._—I have had no pain all day, thanks to St. Winifred, a

long night of sleep and to-day no pain. I spent the afternoon with

Sibell, talking about the chances of life and death and of a world

beyond. The longer I live, the less I believe in any such, at least as

far as my own living again goes. I feel that I have worn out my vital

force and that eternity can bring me nothing but a dreamless sleep. All

the same, I believe in St. Winifred and her Well, and include her in my

canon prayer as my patron saint, which I have a right to do, seeing that

I was named after my great-grandmother, Winifred Scawen.”

My miraculous cure thus wrought did not last long. I had no sooner

turned my back to St. Winifred and Saighton than my pains began again,

and I began to think that the Saint had made a fool of me. I saw new

doctors in London, but they were unable to help me, and after lingering

on there until the 6th of May I went down to Newbuildings to bear my

troubles alone. “The world,” I wrote, “is only meant for those who are

in health, and the maxim of our forefathers was a sound one, that a

dying man should keep wholly out of sight.” This was the last entry in

my diary before the crisis came. On the following Sunday, after a night

of great suffering, I broke a bloodvessel, and for a week or more lay in

danger of death, nursed by the careful hands of the good Cowie, our

housekeeper, and of Sydney Cockerell, who had just entered on his duties

with me as my private secretary. Between them and my hospital nurse,

Miss Lawrence, who then first undertook my charge, they saved my life.

Then I recognized that St. Winifred had only deferred her benefits, and

that, as in the case of most miracles, she had chosen a natural road of

cure. However that might be, the cure, though it nearly killed me, was

an indisputable one. The pain from which I had been suffering so long

had left me desperately weak, it is true, in body but clear in mind, and

able once more to take an interest in life, and at the end of three

weeks to resume my diary. The first entry I find in it contains the

following:

“_28th May._—To-day Mr. Gladstone is being buried in Westminster Abbey.

“_6th June._—Cockerell is a treasure, arranging my books and getting me

others. He is full of interesting recollections of Morris. _Apropos_ of

the lovely little Kelmscott volume, containing ‘The Nightingale and the

Cuckoo,’ he assures me that Morris had never heard the nightingale sing,

and that he used to complain of it; also what seems even more

incredible, that he had not read the poem through, and was waiting to do

so for it to be in print. The proof-sheets came the day he died, and he

never read them. We are putting the new bookplate into our Kelmscott

books, where it looks a natural part of the volumes as the bookplate was

cut by the man Morris employed for his armorial designs. Cockerell has

been of the greatest use to me, arranging my papers and giving me new

interests in life. I have written several Sonnets and an inscription in

verse for the table Mrs. Morris gave me; my mind is vigorous and clear.”

[The table here referred to was the dining-table used by Morris and his

family when they lived at the Red House, and given to me by Mrs. Morris

when she was dispersing her furniture on leaving her house in

Hammersmith.]

In the meantime Anne and Judith had returned from Egypt. They had been

lingering on at Paris, but had been hastened back by my illness, and

were now in London, having taken a house there for Judith’s London

season.

“_19th June._—Burne-Jones is dead. This is a vast misfortune. He was to

have painted Judith as one of the figures for his last picture, ‘The

Vale of Avalon,’ but that will never now be. According to his wish he is

to be cremated, and then buried at Rottingdean. It is an honour for

Sussex that it should hold his ashes.

“_5th July._—Percy Wyndham, who has been down to see me, tells me that

he had spent the afternoon with Burne-Jones two days before he died.

Burne-Jones was in the highest possible spirits, playing at ‘Bear’ with

Pamela’s children. Later, however, a friend had dined with him, to whom

he had talked gloomily of the prospects of the world and of the human

race. The friend had remarked that no one should have such pessimistic

views who was not an atheist. To which Burne-Jones had exclaimed, ‘Thank

God, we are not that.’ He had been taken ill suddenly in the night, and

had died in half-an-hour. With Madeline, too, I have had much

conversation about Burne-Jones. She had written me a beautiful letter

about him and Morris, and had asked me to write a sonnet for her about

them. ‘I should like it better,’ she says in it, ‘than anything else you

could possibly do for me, and you are the only person almost who could,

if even you can, and I will wait no matter how long for it, and if I

depart from this life from pure old age while waiting, well, I shall

hope that then I shall be even better able to appreciate it in my future

and next development than now. But, for the sake of the world, a sonnet,

something beautiful about them, ought to be written. Such writings act

as beautiful reflectors to the divine light (that immortals such as

those two were) have left to the world, in the beauty of their work, it

directs the eyes of those that knew them not, to see and know them, for

the world in some ways is so dark that even the Divine Light needs a

reflector or glasses to guide the eyes, the spiritual eyes, darkened

eyes I had rather say, for it is the darkened eyes in the human race,

not the darkened world that prevents them seeing and knowing the

glorious divine light and beauty that is in this world, only few see it,

either in Nature or Art. Some are blind, hopelessly blind, others have

films on their eyes, but they can be removed. At first they only see

trees as men walking, but finally they can see, see and so live, but

they at first require glasses and reflectors, and artificial means of

help, and, to my mind, Poetry can be and is the art of all others that

helps us most in this world to see. Each divine art acts as a guide and

reflector to the other; Poetry helps Music, Music Poetry, both cast

light and concentrate it on the other arts.’ This suggested the sonnet I

have since published, and which begins; ‘Mad are we all, maids, men,

young fools alike and old.’

“_15th July._—Wotton. I find Evelyn with strong Spanish sympathies in

the war that is going on, on the same grounds with mine. The papers

announce the news of the surrender of Santiago de Cuba on honourable

terms, and there is great talk of peace being made, but I doubt its

being near. Spain has less to lose than America by going on with the

war, her colonies being practically already gone, and Europe being

almost certain to prevent a Yankee invasion of Spain. The financiers who

inspire the Press call out however, for it, and would have it made at

any price, as it is injuring trade.

“_2nd August._—Bismarck is dead. My only personal recollection of him is

of meeting him at old Lord Brougham’s in Grafton Street. Lady Malet, who

was Brougham’s stepdaughter, some say his natural daughter, asked me to

tea alone, to meet him, and he came and stopped talking with us very

pleasantly for an hour. He had been an old admirer of Lady Malet’s when

they had been together diplomatically at Frankfort, and they were still

on very intimate terms. This may have been in 1862. My memory of him is

of a tall rather thin man, with agreeable manners, and talking English

perfectly. At that time somewhat of an Anglomane, he was still

unrecognized by the general public of Europe as a great statesman.

Indeed, he was laughed at in Germany for his reactionary, out-of-date

opinions, and was not a little unpopular with the masses. If he had

failed to win at Sadowa, he would certainly have been torn to pieces by

the Berlin mob. Lady Malet had always the fullest faith in his genius.

“_9th September._—On Monday the 6th news came of the defeat of the

Khalifa and the taking of Omdurman, and with it of Hubert Howard’s

death, my only friend there and almost the only one on our side to lose

his life. The slaughter of the Dervishes seems to have been premeditated

and ruthlessly carried out. When I was at Bramber the other day Button

told me that ‘a heavy butcher’s bill’ had been ordered, as it was

intended to make the avenging of Gordon a chief feature of the business.

Telegraphic communication with England was on this account stopped (the

excuse being that the wires had been broken by a storm) lest any order

of moderation should come, and as far as I can read the despatches since

received, there must have been a wholesale massacre of the wounded and

fugitives. The figures given to-day are ten thousand counted corpses,

sixteen thousand wounded, who have crawled away to the river or the

desert, and three hundred or four hundred more killed in the town of

Omdurman after the fight, and only three thousand to four thousand

prisoners!!! As Button told me, ‘the performances of Tommy Atkins in the

way of killing at Atbara (a few days before the fight at Omdurman),

passed everything ever heard of. He was like a raging wild beast.’ One

may be pretty sure that orders were given to spare none.

“All this has moved my bile to the point that I have written in protest

to the ‘Times,’ but I doubt if they will print my letter. The whole

country, if one may judge by the Press, has gone mad with the lust of

fighting glory, and there is no moral sense left in England to which to

appeal. It is hideous but unmistakable.

“Hubert’s death is pitiful. There was nothing in the world to take him

there, for he was not in the army, nothing but a boyish whim. He dined

with Anne and Judith in London almost the night before he started, and

told them he was determined to fight. He was a delightful boy, with a

ringing, merry laugh it did one good to hear, and he had considerable

abilities, and the best of hearts, and he ends in a blind alley of

Omdurman a paid servant of the ‘Times.’

“_10th September._—My letter to the ‘Times’ is printed, which is more

than I expected. I am curious to see whether it raises an echo anywhere,

but as yet no voice has spoken in any London paper, except that Miss

Gordon protests in her brother’s name against his being ‘revenged.’ A

queer Christian country ours! On the other hand there has been an

outbreak in Crete, a Moslem mob has risen against a party of English

marines sent by the Admiral to raise the custom dues, and some have been

killed, and the British Vice-Consulate has been burnt, and Cretan

Christians massacred, Edhem Pasha and the Turkish garrison looking on.”

One characteristic letter was written to me at this time, apparently by

a parson; it says, “By a curious coincidence an answer to your letter in

the ‘Times’ of yesterday is given in one of the Psalms for this

morning’s service, viz., Psalm lviii, verses 10-11: ‘The righteous shall

rejoice when he seeth the vengeance; he shall wash his footsteps in the

blood of the ungodly, so that a man shall say, Verily, there is a reward

for the righteous, doubtless there is a God that judgeth the earth.” A

more important letter, however, was to follow from no less a personage

than Herbert Spencer. Spencer was not at the time known to me

personally, nor had I at that time ranked myself among his disciples,

and the letter came to me as a surprise. It reached me 4th October.

“_4th Oct._—A most interesting letter has come to me from Herbert

Spencer on the subject of my letter about Omdurman, and mentioning also

an article on my poem, ‘The Wind and the Whirlwind.’ [This article, I

afterwards learned, was by Francis Thompson.] Spencer has long looked

out, he says, for a poet who should write a poem, the main lines of

which he sketches in his letter and he asks me to undertake it. (It was

to be a dialogue in Heaven after the manner of Goethe’s ‘Faust,’ between

God and Satan, Satan complaining that mankind has surpassed him in

wickedness, sacrificing to Thor and Odin while nominally sacrificing to

Jehovah.) I wish I could think myself capable of doing this with any

effect, but I am too hopeless of getting such a subject listened to at

the present moment and too little believing in the divine government of

the world.”

This led to a correspondence between me and the philosopher and

eventually to my undertaking to write a poem, “Satan Absolved,” more or

less on the lines suggested. In a second letter, dated 6th October,

Spencer writes: “My beliefs are pretty much as pessimistic as those you

express. . . . Did I think that men would remain in the far future

anything like what they now are I should contemplate with equanimity the

sweeping away of the whole human race.” [For the first letter see

Appendix III.]

“_12th Oct._—A visit from Mrs. Meynell and her husband, and Francis

Thompson at Newbuildings. I had invited them to come for the night, but

Meynell had explained that this was impossible, ‘the poet (Thompson),

having an inconvenient habit of setting his bed on fire.’ They came

down, however, for the day. I met them at the station, a very lovely

day, and as we drove through the woods Meynell pointed out to me that

‘the poet of nature’ was wholly absorbed in the ‘Globe’ newspaper he had

brought down with him in the train, such being the way with London

poets. Thompson, though born in Lancashire and speaking English with a

broad provincial accent, is a true Cockney. He is a little weak-eyed,

red-nosed young man of the degenerate London type, with a complete

absence of virility and a look of raptured dependence on Mrs. Meynell

which is most touching. He is very shy, but was able to talk a little

when the general conversation was not too loud, and he seems good-

hearted and quite unpretending. He has written no poetry, Meynell tells

me, now for some years, being cured of his morphia. But Meynell thinks

the fountain may some day break forth again. Meanwhile, he gets a living

by literary criticism in the ‘Academy’ and other journals. When we all

went out after luncheon to the woods, I found him quite ignorant of the

names of the commonest trees, even the elm, which he must have seen

every day in London. I pointed one out to him, and he said, ‘I think, a

maple.’ On the whole, however, I liked him, for he was quite simple and

straightforward. Only, it was difficult to think of him as capable of

any kind of strength in rhyme or prose. Meynell has greatly improved

conversationally with years, and has become a most agreeable man. Thanks

to him, the visit was a pleasant one and they all went home in spirits.

“_15th Oct._—All this week has been one of excitement over the quarrel

with France about Fashoda. A Blue Book has been published giving the

English case, and, imperial plunder being in question, all parties,

Tories, Whig, Radical, Churchmen, and Nonconformist have joined in

publicly extolling English virtue and denouncing the French. For myself

I see nothing in it more respectable than the wrangle of two highwaymen

over a captured purse, morally both sides are on a level. The English

position in the case is that there has long been a scheme of

appropriating the Soudan with all the Upper Nile to the Lakes—this, in

anticipation of the event which must some day happen, of the British

occupation of Egypt proper coming to an end, through European

intervention. The scheme has so far been disguised, and whenever

objection has been raised, the Egyptian claim to the old Soudan

provinces has been put forward and, as we have seen, the Egyptian army

has been made use of to do the rough work of re-conquest, only now and

then have there been indications given of the truth. In the present Blue

Book there is one where Lord Salisbury instructs Monson to declare at

Paris that ‘By the military events of last week all the territories

which were subject to the Khalifa passed, _by right of conquest_, to the

British and Egyptian Government.’ Yet all the _gobemouche_ press is

ringing the changes on our ‘legality.’ And what a strange plea of

legality as towards Egypt! What would be said in private life if a

guardian and trustee who had undertaken to manage the estate of a minor,

as we forced the Egyptian Government in 1884 to abandon the Soudan and

leave it derelict, and then, the opportunity having occurred, should

take possession of those derelict farms as belonging to nobody and

should do this with the approval of the whole world, moral and

religious! Yesterday, there was a great public meeting in favour of

universal peace, and our leading Nonconformists on the platform

applauded Lord Salisbury for having thus swindled Egypt and defied

France. We live in an odd age.

“Judith’s engagement to Neville Lytton was announced to-day.

“_16th Oct._—I think very seriously of the crisis between England and

France. It will likely enough lead to a war, for both sides being in the

wrong each naturally sees the other’s wickedness and so believes itself

right. The best road to an agreement between them would be that each

should give up its preposterous claim to the Nile Provinces. Lord

Salisbury, among his many reasons for renewing the Soudan campaign three

years ago, said that the destruction of the Khalifa’s power would make

it easier for England to evacuate Egypt. Let him keep that part of his

programme and France will be satisfied. Our people, however, want war,

fancying it is a favourable moment for dealing single-handed with

France. I hope we shall not be invaded in Sussex.

“_17th Oct._—To Saighton. Things look very warlike with France, and war

would certainly happen if the position in Europe were at all less

unfavourable to the French, but as it is their Government will certainly

not risk a fight if they can help it. The danger lies in the weakness of

their Government, in the long discredit into which France has fallen,

and in the ascendancy of the army. There may be a revolution any day and

representatives of the Bourbons and of the Bonapartes are announced as

being on the frontier.

“Arrived at Saighton. I have had it out with George about Fashoda. He

states the English case with brutal frankness. ‘The day of talking,’ he

says, ‘about legality in Africa is over, all the international law there

is there consists of interests and understandings. It is generally

agreed by all the Powers that the end of African operations is to

“civilize” it in the interests of Europe, and that to gain that end all

means are good. The only difference between England and France is which

of them is to do it in which particular districts. England intends to do

it on the Nile, and it makes no difference what the precise legal

position is. We may put forward the Khedive’s rights if it is convenient

or we may put forward a right of conquest, or a right of simply

declaring our intentions. One is as good as another to get our end,

which is the railway from Cairo to the Cape. We don’t care whether the

Nile is called English or Egyptian or what it is called, but we mean to

have it and we don’t mean the French to have it. The Khedive may be kept

on for some years as a sort of Indian Maharajah, but it will end in a

partition of the Ottoman Empire between England, Germany, and Russia,

France will be allowed North-western Africa. It is not worth while

drawing distinctions of right and wrong in the matter, it is a matter

entirely of interest.’

“This of course is the true thought of our Government, and has been for

at least ten years, but for the first time to-day it is beginning to be

avowed. George represents all that is most extreme, most outrageous, in

modern English politics, and it marks the decline of the higher

traditions to find one like him proclaiming and defending it. I shall

not write again to the ‘Times,’ I should only mar the effect of my last

letter, which has certainly been great, and do no good. The dispute

between France and England is a dispute between rival card sharpers, and

the very best thing that can happen is that they should beat in each

other’s heads.

“_18th Oct._—Worked all the morning at ‘Satan in Heaven’ [‘Satan

Absolved’]. George has gone up to London.

“_19th Oct._—Made my pilgrimage of thanksgiving to Holywell in drizzle

and fog, taking my nurse, Miss Lawrence, with me, and my crutches, which

I deposited at the Shrine, bound up with a nightgown and a label thus

inscribed:

“‘Set here in thankful token of a cure from long sickness after bathing

in St. Winifred’s Well. By her servant W. S. B. October 19, 1898.’

“The scene inside the shrine was the most interesting I ever saw in

Europe. Three men were being passed through the water stark naked, but

for a slight bathing drawer round the loins, and each time after passing

they knelt on the pavement, dripping wet and prayed aloud. A priest was

reciting ‘Hail Marys,’ and at the end of each ‘Hail Mary,’ ‘Holy

Winifred, still in an unbelieving age, miraculous.’ There were lighted

candles and flowers, and the fervour of these naked men, one a mere bag

of skin and bones, was tremendous. In the dim light of a foggy day

nothing at all congruous to the nineteenth century was visible. It was a

thing wholly of the middle ages, the dark ages, the darkest of the dark

ages, magnificent, touching—it brought tears to my eyes. I hung up my

crutches in a corner with other relics, and placed Sibell’s flowers

which she had sent as a thank offering on the altar, and knelt for some

ten minutes reciting the Penitential Psalms.

“Outside the shrine I found Father Beauclerk, a young, good-looking

Jesuit, but deaf and afflicted with some ailment, perhaps paralytic. He

told me that the Town Council of Holywell was about to try its power of

closing the Well, and so of preventing the bathing, which has gone on

here precisely as it is to-day since the rebuilding of the Shrine in the

reign of Henry VII, and doubtless for many hundred years before it. The

true legal ownership of the water seems in doubt. The Duke of

Westminster is Lord of the Manor, and granted some thirty years ago a

long lease to the Town Council, but by some accident never signed it.

The Town Council in its turn leased it to the Jesuits, who put up a

railing and established a charge of twopence a head for maintenance of

the place. This charge the Town Council holds to have barred the free

access of the public to the water. Otherwise the public right would seem

absolutely clear. Certainly no bather has been refused admission since

before the Norman Conquest. Father Beauclerk took me to see one Lambert,

an innkeeper, who gave me further particulars, and who agreed if

guaranteed in costs to contest the matter as a Holywell ratepayer and

habitual bather. He tells me religious feud is at the bottom of the

mischief. Father Beauclerk has been imprudent in making use of the Well

for purposes of conversion, and in running it as a religious show. This

has enraged the Nonconformists, who have determined to put down the

pilgrimage as a Popish nuisance. In order more completely to desecrate

the Shrine they propose to lease it to a Soda Water Company at £500 a

year, and close the Well on a plea of sanitation. Lambert himself is a

Protestant, but having been cured of sciatica by bathing there, is a

partisan of the Well. As an innkeeper, too, his interests are affected,

for the town depends largely on pilgrims for its prosperity. It is clear

that steps must at once be taken to save the Shrine, and I gave Father

Beauclerk a cheque for £20 towards legal expenses. He seems, however, to

be sadly unpractical, and we must put the conduct of the case into other

hands.

“_20th Oct._—Back to London, where I saw Treherne, the Anti-Scrape

lawyer, about St. Winifred’s, and also Cockerell. In the evening a

telegram came from George to say that the Duke of Westminster would take

action in the matter, so that relieves us of a great difficulty.”

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