I thought it would have surprised him, but I was mistaken.

“Dear me,” he said, “not till October! What a rush! How well I remember

in Ancient Egypt--as I think you call it--seeing them getting out their

Christmas things, all cut in hieroglyphics, always two or three years

ahead.”

“Two or three years!” I exclaimed.

“Pooh,” said Time, “that was nothing. Why in Babylon they used to get

their Christmas jokes ready--all baked in clay--a whole Solar eclipse

ahead of Christmas. They said, I think, that the public preferred them

so.”

“Egypt?” I said. “Babylon? But surely, Father Time, there was no

Christmas in those days. I thought--”

“My dear boy,” he interrupted gravely, “don’t you know that there has

always been Christmas?”

I was silent. Father Time had moved across the room and stood beside the

fireplace, leaning on the mantelpiece. The little wreaths of smoke from

the fading fire seemed to mingle with his shadowy outline.

“Well,” he said presently, “what is it that is wrong with Christmas?”

“Why,” I answered, “all the romance, the joy, the beauty of it has gone,

crushed and killed by the greed of commerce and the horrors of war. I am

not, as you thought I was, a hundred years old, but I can conjure up,

as anybody can, a picture of Christmas in the good old days of a hundred

years ago: the quaint old-fashioned houses, standing deep among the

evergreens, with the light twinkling from the windows on the snow; the

warmth and comfort within; the great fire roaring on the hearth; the

merry guests grouped about its blaze and the little children with their

eyes dancing in the Christmas fire-light, waiting for Father Christmas

in his fine mummery of red and white and cotton wool to hand the

presents from the yule-tide tree. I can see it,” I added, “as if it were

yesterday.”

“It was but yesterday,” said Father Time, and his voice seemed to soften

with the memory of bygone years. “I remember it well.”

“Ah,” I continued, “that was Christmas indeed. Give me back such days

as those, with the old good cheer, the old stage coaches and the gabled

inns and the warm red wine, the snapdragon and the Christmas-tree, and

I’ll believe again in Christmas, yes, in Father Christmas himself.”

“Believe in him?” said Time quietly. “You may well do that. He happens

to be standing outside in the street at this moment.”

“Outside?” I exclaimed. “Why don’t he come in?”

“He’s afraid to,” said Father Time. “He’s frightened and he daren’t come

in unless you ask him. May I call him in?”

I signified assent, and Father Time went to the window for a moment and

beckoned into the darkened street. Then I heard footsteps, clumsy and

hesitant they seemed, upon the stairs. And in a moment a figure

stood framed in the doorway--the figure of Father Christmas. He stood

shuffling his feet, a timid, apologetic look upon his face.

How changed he was!

I had known in my mind’s eye, from childhood up, the face and form of

Father Christmas as well as that of Old Time himself. Everybody knows,

or once knew him--a jolly little rounded man, with a great muffler wound

about him, a packet of toys upon his back and with such merry, twinkling

eyes and rosy cheeks as are only given by the touch of the driving snow

and the rude fun of the North Wind. Why, there was once a time, not

yet so long ago, when the very sound of his sleigh-bells sent the blood

running warm to the heart.

But now how changed.

All draggled with the mud and rain he stood, as if no house had

sheltered him these three years past. His old red jersey was tattered in

a dozen places, his muffler frayed and ravelled.

The bundle of toys that he dragged with him in a net seemed wet and worn

till the cardboard boxes gaped asunder. There were boxes among them, I

vow, that he must have been carrying these three past years.

But most of all I noted the change that had come over the face of Father

Christmas. The old brave look of cheery confidence was gone. The smile

that had beamed responsive to the laughing eyes of countless children

around unnumbered Christmas-trees was there no more. And in the place of

it there showed a look of timid apology, of apprehensiveness, as of one

who has asked in vain the warmth and shelter of a human home--such a

look as the harsh cruelty of this world has stamped upon the faces of

its outcasts.

So stood Father Christmas shuffling upon the threshold, fumbling his

poor tattered hat in his hand.

“Shall I come in?” he said, his eyes appealingly on Father Time.

“Come,” said Time. He turned to speak to me, “Your room is dark. Turn up

the lights. He’s used to light, bright light and plenty of it. The dark

has frightened him these three years past.”

I turned up the lights and the bright glare revealed all the more

cruelly the tattered figure before us.

Father Christmas advanced a timid step across the floor. Then he paused,

as if in sudden fear.

“Is this floor mined?” he said.

“No, no,” said Time soothingly. And to me he added in a murmured

whisper, “He’s afraid. He was blown up in a mine in No Man’s Land

between the trenches at Christmas-time in 1914. It broke his nerve.”

“May I put my toys on that machine gun?” asked Father Christmas timidly.

“It will help to keep them dry.”

“It is not a machine gun,” said Time gently. “See, it is only a pile of

books upon the sofa.” And to me he whispered, “They turned a machine gun

on him in the streets of Warsaw. He thinks he sees them everywhere since

then.”

“It’s all right, Father Christmas,” I said, speaking as cheerily as I

could, while I rose and stirred the fire into a blaze. “There are no

machine guns here and there are no mines. This is but the house of a

poor writer.”

“Ah,” said Father Christmas, lowering his tattered hat still further and

attempting something of a humble bow, “a writer? Are you Hans Andersen,

perhaps?”

“Not quite,” I answered.

“But a great writer, I do not doubt,” said the old man, with a humble

courtesy that he had learned, it well may be, centuries ago in the

yule-tide season of his northern home. “The world owes much to its great

books. I carry some of the greatest with me always. I have them here--”

He began fumbling among the limp and tattered packages that he carried.

“Look! _The House that Jack Built_--a marvellous, deep thing, sir--and

this, _The Babes in the Wood_. Will you take it, sir? A poor present,

but a present still--not so long ago I gave them in thousands every

Christmas-time. None seem to want them now.”

He looked appealingly towards Father Time, as the weak may look towards

the strong, for help and guidance.

“None want them now,” he repeated, and I could see the tears start in

his eyes. “Why is it so? Has the world forgotten its sympathy with the

lost children wandering in the wood?”

“All the world,” I heard Time murmur with a sigh, “is wandering in the

wood.” But out loud he spoke to Father Christmas in cheery admonition,

“Tut, tut, good Christmas,” he said, “you must cheer up. Here, sit in

this chair the biggest one; so--beside the fire. Let us stir it to a

blaze; more wood, that’s better. And listen, good old Friend, to the

wind outside--almost a Christmas wind, is it not? Merry and boisterous

enough, for all the evil times it stirs among.”

Old Christmas seated himself beside the fire, his hands outstretched

towards the flames. Something of his old-time cheeriness seemed to

flicker across his features as he warmed himself at the blaze.

“That’s better,” he murmured. “I was cold, sir, cold, chilled to the

bone. Of old I never felt it so; no matter what the wind, the world

seemed warm about me. Why is it not so now?”

“You see,” said Time, speaking low in a whisper for my ear alone, “how

sunk and broken he is? Will you not help?”

“Gladly,” I answered, “if I can.”

“All can,” said Father Time, “every one of us.”

Meantime Christmas had turned towards me a questioning eye, in which,

however, there seemed to revive some little gleam of merriment.

“Have you, perhaps,” he asked half timidly, “schnapps?”

“Schnapps?” I repeated.

“Ay, schnapps. A glass of it to drink your health might warm my heart

again, I think.”

“Ah,” I said, “something to drink?”

“His one failing,” whispered Time, “if it is one. Forgive it him. He was

used to it for centuries. Give it him if you have it.”

“I keep a little in the house,” I said reluctantly perhaps, “in case of

illness.”

“Tut, tut,” said Father Time, as something as near as could be to a

smile passed over his shadowy face. “In case of illness! They used to

say that in ancient Babylon. Here, let me pour it for him. Drink, Father

Christmas, drink!”

Marvellous it was to see the old man smack his lips as he drank his

glass of liquor neat after the fashion of old Norway.

Marvellous, too, to see the way in which, with the warmth of the fire

and the generous glow of the spirits, his face changed and brightened

till the old-time cheerfulness beamed again upon it.

He looked about him, as it were, with a new and growing interest.

“A pleasant room,” he said. “And what better, sir, than the wind without

and a brave fire within!”

Then his eye fell upon the mantelpiece, where lay among the litter of

books and pipes a little toy horse.

“Ah,” said Father Christmas almost gayly, “children in the house!”

“One,” I answered, “the sweetest boy in all the world.”

“I’ll be bound he is!” said Father Christmas and he broke now into a

merry laugh that did one’s heart good to hear. “They all are! Lord bless

me! The number that I have seen, and each and every one--and quite right

too--the sweetest child in all the world. And how old, do you say? Two

and a half all but two months except a week? The very sweetest age of

all, I’ll bet you say, eh, what? They all do!”

And the old man broke again into such a jolly chuckling of laughter that

his snow-white locks shook upon his head.

“But stop a bit,” he added. “This horse is broken. Tut, tut, a hind leg

nearly off. This won’t do!”

He had the toy in his lap in a moment, mending it. It was wonderful to

see, for all his age, how deft his fingers were.

“Time,” he said, and it was amusing to note that his voice had assumed

almost an authoritative tone, “reach me that piece of string. That’s

right. Here, hold your finger across the knot. There! Now, then, a bit

of beeswax. What? No beeswax? Tut, tut, how ill-supplied your houses

are to-day. How can you mend toys, sir, without beeswax? Still, it will

stand up now.”

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