XVIII. Merry Christmas

“My Dear Young Friend,” said Father Time, as he laid his hand gently

upon my shoulder, “you are entirely wrong.”

Then I looked up over my shoulder from the table at which I was sitting

and I saw him.

But I had known, or felt, for at least the last half-hour that he was

standing somewhere near me.

You have had, I do not doubt, good reader, more than once that strange

uncanny feeling that there is some one unseen standing beside you, in a

darkened room, let us say, with a dying fire, when the night has grown

late, and the October wind sounds low outside, and when, through the

thin curtain that we call Reality, the Unseen World starts for a moment

clear upon our dreaming sense.

You _have_ had it? Yes, I know you have. Never mind telling me about it.

Stop. I don’t want to hear about that strange presentiment you had the

night your Aunt Eliza broke her leg. Don’t let’s bother with _your_

experience. I want to tell mine.

“You are quite mistaken, my dear young friend,” repeated Father Time,

“quite wrong.”

“_Young_ friend?” I said, my mind, as one’s mind is apt to in such a

case, running to an unimportant detail. “Why do you call me young?”

“Your pardon,” he answered gently--he had a gentle way with him, had

Father Time. “The fault is in my failing eyes. I took you at first sight

for something under a hundred.”

“Under a hundred?” I expostulated. “Well, I should think so!”

“Your pardon again,” said Time, “the fault is in my failing memory. I

forgot. You seldom pass that nowadays, do you? Your life is very short

of late.”

I heard him breathe a wistful hollow sigh. Very ancient and dim he

seemed as he stood beside me. But I did not turn to look upon him. I had

no need to. I knew his form, in the inner and clearer sight of things,

as well as every human being knows by innate instinct, the Unseen face

and form of Father Time.

I could hear him murmuring beside me, “Short--short, your life is

short”; till the sound of it seemed to mingle with the measured ticking

of a clock somewhere in the silent house.

Then I remembered what he had said.

“How do you know that I am wrong?” I asked. “And how can you tell what I

was thinking?”

“You said it out loud,” answered Father Time. “But it wouldn’t have

mattered, anyway. You said that Christmas was all played out and done

with.”

“Yes,” I admitted, “that’s what I said.”

“And what makes you think that?” he questioned, stooping, so it seemed

to me, still further over my shoulder.

“Why,” I answered, “the trouble is this. I’ve been sitting here for

hours, sitting till goodness only knows how far into the night, trying

to think out something to write for a Christmas story. And it won’t go.

It can’t be done--not in these awful days.”

“A Christmas Story?”

“Yes. You see, Father Time,” I explained, glad with a foolish little

vanity of my trade to be able to tell him something that I thought

enlightening, “all the Christmas stuff--stories and jokes and

pictures--is all done, you know, in October.”

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