THE LEOPARD’S Spots
A Romance Of The White Man’s Burden--1865-1900
By Thomas Dixon, Jr.
Illustrated By C. D. Williams
New York:Doubleday, Page & Co.
1902
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TO
HARRIET
SWEET-VOICED DAUGHTER OF THE OLD FASHIONED SOUTH
HISTORICAL NOTE
In answer to hundreds of letters, I wish to say that all the incidents
used in Book I., which is properly the prologue of my story, were
selected from authentic records, or came within my personal knowledge.
The only serious liberty I have taken with history is to tone down the
facts to make them credible in fiction. The village of “Hambright” is my
birthplace, and is located near the center of “Military District No. 2,”
comprising the Carolinas, which were destroyed as States by an Act of
Congress in 1867. It will be a century yet before people outside the
South can be made to believe a literal statement of the history of those
times.
I tried to write this book with the utmost restraint.
Thomas Dixon, Jr.
May 9, 1902.
Elmington Manor, Dixondale, Va.
LEADING CHARACTERS OF THE STORY
Scene: The Foothills of North Carolina-Boston-New York Time: From 1865
to 1900
Charles Gaston...........Who dreams of a Governor’s Mansion
Sallie Worth.............A daughter of the old fashioned South
Gen. Daniel Worth..................................Her father
Mrs. Worth...........................................Sallie’s mother
The Rev. John Durham.........A preacher who threw his life away
Mrs. Durham........Of the Southern Army that never surrendered
Tom Camp.....................A one-legged Confederate soldier
Flora....................................Tom’s little daughter
Simon Legree........Ex-slave driver and Reconstruction leader
Allan McLeod..............................A Scalawag
Hon. Everett Lowell..........Member of Congress from Boston
Helen Lowell........................His daughter
Miss Susan Walker.................A maiden of Boston
Major Stuart Dameron..............Chief of the Ku Klux Klan
Hose Norman.......................A dare-devil poor white man
Nelse........................A black hero of the old régime
Aunt Eve.....................His wife-“a respectable woman.”
Hon. Tim Shelby...................Political boss of the new era
Hon. Pete Sawyer.........Sold seven times, got the money once
George Harris, Jr............An Educated Negro, son of Eliza
Dick.......................................An unsolved riddle
THE LEOPARD’S SPOTS
BOOK ONE--LEGREE’S REGIME
CHAPTER I--A HERO RETURNS
ON the field of Appomattox General Lee was waiting the return of a
courier. His handsome face was clouded by the deepening shadows of
defeat. Rumours of surrender had spread like wildfire, and the ranks of
his once invincible army were breaking into chaos.
Suddenly the measured tread of a brigade was heard marching into action,
every movement quick with the perfect discipline, the fire, and the
passion of the first days of the triumphant Confederacy.
“What brigade is that?” he sharply asked.
“Cox’s North Carolina,” an aid replied.
As the troops swept steadily past the General, his eyes filled with
tears, he lifted his hat, and exclaimed, “God bless old North Carolina!”
The display of matchless discipline perhaps recalled to the great
commander that awful day of Gettysburg when the Twenty-sixth North
Carolina infantry had charged with 820 men rank and file and left 704
dead and wounded on the ground that night. Company F from Campbell
county charged with 91 men and lost every man killed and wounded.
Fourteen times their colours were shot down, and fourteen times raised
again. The last time they fell from the hands of gallant Colonel Harry
Burgwyn, twenty-one years old, commander of the regiment, who seized
them and was holding them aloft when instantly killed.
The last act of the tragedy had closed. Johnston surrendered to Sherman
at Greensboro on April 26th, 1865, and the Civil War ended,--the
bloodiest, most destructive war the world ever saw. The earth had been
baptized in the blood of five hundred thousand heroic soldiers, and a
new map of the world had been made.
The ragged troops were straggling home from Greensboro and Appomattox
along the country roads. There were no mails, telegraph lines or
railroads. The men were telling the story of the surrender. White-faced
women dressed in coarse homespun met them at their doors and with
quivering lips heard the news.
Surrender!
A new word in the vocabulary of the South--a word so terrible in its
meaning that the date of its birth was to be the landmark of time.
Henceforth all events would be reckoned from this; “before the
Surrender,” or “after the Surrender.”
Desolation everywhere marked the end of an era. Not a cow, a sheep, a
horse, a fowl, or a sign of animal life save here and there a stray dog,
to be seen. Grim chimneys marked the site of once fair homes. Hedgerows
of tangled blackberry briar and bushes showed where a fence had stood
before war breathed upon the land with its breath of fire and harrowed
it with teeth of steel.
These tramping soldiers looked worn and dispirited. Their shoulders
stooped, they were dirty and hungry. They looked worse than they felt,
and they felt that the end of the world had come.
They had answered those awful commands to charge without a murmur; and
then, rolled back upon a sea of blood, they charged again over the dead
bodies of their comrades. When repulsed the second time and the mad
cry for a third charge from some desperate commander had rung over the
field, still without a word they pulled their old ragged hats down close
over their eyes as though to shut out the hail of bullets, and, through
level sheets of blinding flame, walked straight into the jaws of hell.
This had been easy. Now their feet seemed to falter as though they were
not sure of the road.
In every one of these soldier’s hearts, and over all the earth hung the
shadow of the freed Negro, transformed by the exigency of war from a
Chattel to be bought and sold into a possible Beast to be feared and
guarded. Around this dusky figure every white man’s soul was keeping its
grim vigil.
North Carolina, the typical American Democracy, had loved peace and
sought in vain to stand between the mad passions of the Cavalier of the
South and the Puritan fanatic of the North. She entered the war at last
with a sorrowful heart but a soul clear in the sense of tragic duty. She
sent more boys to the front than any other state of the Confederacy--and
left more dead on the field. She made the last charge and fired the last
volley for Lee’s army at Appomattox.
These were the ragged country boys who were slowly tramping homeward.
The group whose fortunes we are to follow were marching toward the
little village of Hambright that nestled in the foothills of the Blue
Ridge under the shadows of King’s Mountain. They were the sons of
the men who had first declared their independence of Great Britain in
America and had made their country a hornet’s nest for Lord Cornwallis
in the darkest days of the cause of Liberty. What tongue can tell the
tragic story of their humble home coming?
In rich Northern cities could be heard the boom of guns, the scream of
steam whistles, the shouts of surging hosts greeting returning regiments
crowned with victory. From every flag-staff fluttered proudly the flag
that our fathers had lifted in the sky--the flag that had never met
defeat.
It is little wonder that in this hour of triumph the world should
forget the defeated soldiers who without a dollar in their pockets were
tramping to their ruined homes.
Yet Nature did not seem to know of sorrow or death. Birds were singing
their love songs from the hedgerows, the fields were clothed in
gorgeous robes of wild flowers beneath which forget-me-nots spread their
contrasting hues of blue, while life was busy in bud and starting leaf
reclothing the blood-stained earth in radiant beauty.
As the sun was setting behind the peaks of the Blue Ridge, a giant negro
entered the village of Ham-bright. He walked rapidly down one of the
principal streets, passed the court house square unobserved in the
gathering twilight, and three blocks further along paused before a
law-office that stood in the corner of a beautiful lawn filled with
shrubbery and flowers.
“Dars de ole home, praise de Lawd! En now I’se erfeard ter see my Missy,
en tell her Marse Charles’s daid. Hit’ll kill her! Lawd hab mussy on my
po black soul! How kin I!”
He walked softly up the alley that led toward the kitchen past the “big”
house, which after all was a modest cottage boarded up and down with
weatherstrips nestling amid a labyrinth of climbing roses, honeysuckles,
fruit bearing shrubbery and balsam trees. The negro had no difficulty in
concealing his movements as he passed.
“Lordy, dars Missy watchin’ at de winder! How pale she look! En she
wuz de purties’ bride in de two counties! God-der-mighty, I mus’ git
somebody ter he’p me! I nebber tell her! She drap daid right ’fore
my eyes, en liant me twell I die. I run fetch de Preacher, Marse John
Durham, he kin tell her.”
A few moments later he was knocking at the door of the parsonage of the
Baptist church.
“Nelse! At last! I knew you’d come!”
“Yassir, Marse John, I’se home. Hit’s me.”
“And your Master is dead. I was sure of it, but I never dared tell your
Mistress. You came for me to help you tell her. People said you had gone
over into the promised land of freedom and forgotten your people; but
Nelse, I never believed it of you and I’m doubly glad to shake your hand
to-night because you’ve brought a brave message from heroic lips and
because you have brought a braver message in your honest black face of
faith and duty and life and love.”
“Thankee Marse John, I wuz erbleeged ter come home.”
The Preacher stepped into the hall and called the servant from the
kitchen.
“Aunt Mary, when your Mistress returns tell her I’ve received an urgent
call and will not be at home for supper.”
“I’ll be ready in a minute, Nelse,” he said, as he disappeared into the
study. When he reached his desk, he paused and looked about the room in
a helpless way as though trying to find some half forgotten volume in
the rows of books that lined the walls and lay in piles on his desk and
tables. He knelt beside the desk and prayed. When he rose there was a
soft light in his eyes that were half filled with tears.
Standing in the dim light of his study he was a striking man. He had
a powerful figure of medium height, deep piercing eyes and a high
intellectual forehead. His hair was black and thick. He was a man of
culture, had graduated at the head of his class at Wake Forest College
before the war, and was a profound student of men and books. He was
now thirty-five years old and the acknowledged leader of the Baptist
denomination in the state. He was eloquent, witty, and proverbially
good natured. His voice in the pulpit was soft and clear, and full of a
magnetic quality that gave him hypnotic power over an audience. He had
the prophetic temperament and was more of poet than theologian.
The people of this village were proud of the man as a citizen and loved
him passionately as their preacher. Great churches had called him,
but he had never accepted. There was in his make-up an element of the
missionary that gave his personality a peculiar force.
He had been the college mate of Colonel Charles Gaston whose faithful
slave had come to him for help, and they had always been bosom friends.
He had performed the marriage ceremony for the Colonel ten years before
when he had led to the altar the beautiful daughter of the richest
planter in the adjoining county. Durham’s own heart was profoundly
moved by his friend’s happiness and he threw into the brief preliminary
address so much of tenderness and earnest passion that the trembling
bride and groom forgot their fright and were melted to tears. Thus began
an association of their family life that was closer than their college
days.
He closed his lips firmly for an instant, softly shut the door and was
soon on the way with Nelse. On reaching the house, Nelse went directly
to the kitchen, while the Preacher walking along the circular drive
approached the front. His foot had scarcely touched the step when Mrs.
Gaston opened the door.
“Oh, Dr. Durham, I am so glad you have come!” she exclaimed. “I’ve been
depressed to-day, watching the soldiers go by. All day long the poor
foot-sore fellows have been passing. I stopped some of them to ask about
Colonel Gaston and I thought one of them knew something and would not
tell me. I brought him in and gave him dinner, and tried to coax him,
but he only looked wistfully at me, stammered and said he didn’t know.
But some how I feel that he did. Come in Doctor, and say something to
cheer me. If I only had your faith in God!”
“I have need of it all to-night, Madam!” he answered with bowed head.
“Then you have heard bad news?”
“I have heard news,--wonderful news of faith and love, of heroism and
knightly valour, that will be a priceless heritage to you and yours.
Nelse has returned--”
“God have mercy on me!”--she gasped covering her face and raising her
arm as though cowering from a mortal blow.
“Here is Nelse, Madam. Hear his story. He has only told me a word or
two.” Nelse had slipped quietly in the back door.
“Yassum. Missy, I’se home at las’.”
She looked at him strangely for a moment. “Nelse, I’ve dreamed and
dreamed of your coming, but always with him. And now you come alone to
tell me he is dead. Lord have pity! there is nothing left!” There was a
far-away sound in her voice as though half dreaming.
“Yas, Missy, dey is, I jes seed him--my young Marster--dem bright eyes,
de ve’y nose, de chin, de mouf! He walks des like Marse Charles, he
talks like him, he de ve’y spit er him, en how he hez growed! He’ll be
er man fo you knows it. En I’se got er letter fum his Pa fur him, an er
letter fur you, Missy.”
At this moment Charlie entered the room, slipped past Nelse and climbed
into his mother’s arms. He was a sturdy little fellow of eight years
with big brown eyes and sensitive mouth.
“Yassir--Ole Grant wuz er pushin’ us dar afo’ Richmond Pear ter me lak
Marse Robert been er fightin’ him ev’y day for six monts. But he des
keep on pushin’ en pushin’ us. Marse Charles say ter me one night
atter I been playin’ de banjer fur de boys, Come ter my tent Nelse
fo turnin’ in--I wants ter see you.’ He talk so solemn like, I cut de
banjer short, en go right er long wid him. He been er writin’ en done
had two letters writ. He say, ‘Nelse, we gwine ter git outen dese
trenches ter-morrer. It twell be my las’ charge. I feel it. Ef I falls,
you take my swode, en watch en dese letters back home to your Mist’ess
and young Marster, en you promise me, boy, to stan’ by em in life ez I
stan’ by you.’ He know I lub him bettern any body in dis work, en dat
I’d rudder be his slave dan be free if he’s daid! En I say, ‘Dat I will,
Marse Charles.’
“De nex day we up en charge ole Grant. Pears ter me I nebber see so many
dead Yankees on dis yearth ez we see layin’ on de groun’ whar we brake
froo dem lines! But dey des kep fetchin’ up annudder army back er de
one we breaks, twell bymeby, dey swing er whole millyon er Yankees right
plum behin’ us, en five millyon er fresh uns come er swoopin’ down in
front. Den yer otter see my Marster! He des kinder riz in de air--pear
ter me like he wuz er foot taller en say to his men--’ ‘Bout face, en
charge de line in de rear!’ Wall sar, we cut er hole clean froo dem
Yankees en er minute, end den bout face ergin en begin ter walk backerds
er fightin’ like wilecats ev’y inch. We git mos back ter de trenches,
when Marse Charles drap des lak er flash! I runned up to him en dar wuz
er big hole in his breas’ whar er bullet gone clean froo his heart. He
nebber groan. I tuk his head up in my arms en cry en take on en call
him! I pull back his close en listen at his heart. Hit wuz still. I
takes de swode an de watch en de letters outen de pockets en start
on--when bress God, yer cum dat whole Yankee army ten hundred millyons,
en dey tromple all over us!
“Den I hear er Yankee say ter me ‘Now, my man, you’se free.’ ‘Yassir,
sezzi, dats so,’ en den I see a hole ter run whar dey warn’t no Yankees,
en I run spang into er millyon mo. De Yankees wuz ev’y whar. Pear ter
me lak dey riz up outer de groun’. All dat day I try ter get away fum
’em. En long ’bout night dey ’rested me en fetch me up fo er
Genr’l, en he say, ‘What you tryin’ ter get froo our lines fur, nigger?
Doan yer know yer free now, en if you go back you’d be a slave ergin?’”
“Dats so, sah,” sezzi, “but I’se ’bleeged ter go home.”
“What fur?” sezze.
“Promise Marse Charles ter take dese letters en swode en watch back home
to my Missus en young Marster, en dey waitin’ fur me--I’se ’bleeged
ter go.”
“Den he tuk de letters en read er minute, en his eyes gin ter water en
he choke up en say, ‘Go-long!’
“Den I skeedaddled ergin. Dey kep on ketchin’ me twell bimeby er nasty
stinkin low-life slue-footed Yankee kotched me en say dat I wuz er
dang’us nigger, en sont me wid er lot er our prisoners way up ter ole
Jonson’s Islan’ whar I mos froze ter deaf. I stay dar twell one day er
fine lady what say she from Boston cum er long, en I up en tells her all
erbout Marse Charles and my Missus, en how dey all waitin’ fur me, en
how bad I want ter go home, en de nex news I knowed I wuz on er train er
whizzin’ down home wid my way all paid. I get wid our men at Greensboro
en come right on fas’ ez my legs’d carry me.”
There was silence for a moment and then slowly Mrs. Gaston said, “May
God reward you, Nelse!”
“Yassum, I’se free, Missy, but I gwine ter wuk for you en my young
Marster.”
Mrs. Gaston had lived daily in a sort of trance through those four years
of war, dreaming and planning for the great day when her lover would
return a handsome bronzed and famous man. She had never conceived of
the possibility of a world without his will and love to lean upon. The
Preacher was both puzzled and alarmed by the strangely calm manner she
now assumed. Before leaving the home he cautioned Aunt Eve to watch her
Mistress closely and send for him if anything happened.
When the boy was asleep in the nursery adjoining her room, she quietly
closed the door, took the sword of her dead lover-husband in her lap and
looked long and tenderly at it. On the hilt she pressed her lips in a
lingering kiss.
“Here his dear hand must have rested last!” she murmured. She sat
motionless for an hour with eyes fixed without seeing. At last she rose
and hung the sword beside his picture near her bed and drew from her
bosom the crumpled, worn letters Nelse had brought. The first was
addressed to her.
_“In the Trenches Near Richmond, May 4, 1864._
_“Sweet Wifie:--I have a presentiment to-night that I shall not live to
see you again. I feel the shadows of defeat and ruin closing upon us.
I am surer day by day that our cause is lost and surrender is a word I
have never learned to speak. If I could only see you for one hour, that
I might tell you all I have thought in the lone watches of the night in
camp, or marching over desolate fields. Many tender things I have never
said to you I have learned in these days. I write this last message to
tell you how, more and more beyond the power of words to express, your
love has grown upon me, until your spirit seems the breath I breathe. My
heart is so full of love for you and my boy, that I can’t go into battle
now without thinking how many hearts will ache and break in far away,
homes because of the work I am about to do. I am sick of it all. I long
to be at home again and walk with my sweet young bride among the flowers
she loves so well, and hear the old mocking bird that builds each spring
in those rose bushes at our window._
_“If I am killed, you must live for our boy and rear him to a glorious
manhood in the new nation that will be born in this agony. I love
you,--I love you unto the uttermost, and beyond death I will live, if
only to love you forever._
_“Always in life or death your own,_
_“Charles._”
For two hours she held this letter open in her hands and seemed unable
to move it. And then mechanically she opened the one addressed to
“Charles Gaston, jr.”
“_My Darling Boy:--I send you by Nelse my watch and sword. It will be
all I can bequeath to you from the wreck that will follow the war. This
sword was your great grandfather’s. He held it as he charged up the
heights of King’s Mountain against Ferguson and helped to carve this
nation out of a wilderness. It was a sorrowful day for me when I felt
it my duty to draw that sword against the old flag in defence of my home
and my people. You will live to see a reunited country. Hang this sword
back beside the old flag of our fathers when the end has come, and
always remember that it was never drawn from its scabbard by your
father, or your grandfather who fought with Jackson at New Orleans, or
your great grandfather in the Revolution, save in the cause of justice
and right. I am not fighting to hold slaves in bondage. I am fighting
for the inalienable rights of my people under the Constitution our
fathers created. It may be we have outgrown this Constitution. But I
calmly leave to God and history the question as to who is right in its
interpretation. Whatever you do in life, first, last and always do what
you believe to be right. Everything else is of little importance. With a
heart full of love, Your father,_
_“Charles Gaston.”_
*****
This letter she must have held open for hours, for it was two o’clock in
the morning when a wild peal of laughter rang from her feverish lips and
brought Aunt Eve and Nelse hurrying into the room.
It took but a moment for them to discover that their Mistress was
suffering from a violent delirium. They soothed her as best they could.
The noise and confusion had awakened the boy. Running to the door
leading into his mother’s room he found it bolted, and with his little
heart fluttering in terror he pressed his ear close to the key-hole
and heard her wild ravings. How strange her voice seemed! Her voice had
always been so soft and low and full of soothing music. Now it was sharp
and hoarse and seemed to rasp his flesh with needles. What could it
all mean? Perhaps the end of the world, about which he had heard the
Preacher talk on Sundays At last unable to bear the terrible suspense
longer he cried through the key-hole, “Aunt Eve, what’s the matter? Open
the door quick.”
“No, honey, you mustn’t come in. Yo Ma’s awful sick. You run out ter
de barn, ketch de mare, en fly for de doctor while me en Nelse stay wid
her. Run honey, day’s nuttin’ ter hurt yer.”
His little bare feet were soon pattering over the long stretch of the
back porch toward the barn. The night was clear and sky studded with
stars. There was no moon. He was a brave little fellow, but a fear
greater than all the terrors of ghosts and the white sheeted dead with
which Negro superstition had filled his imagination, now nerved his
child’s soul. His mother was about to die! His very heart ceased to beat
at the thought. He must bring the doctor and bring him quickly.
He flew to the stable not looking to the right or the left. The mare
whinnied as he opened the door to get the bridle.
“It’s me Bessie. Mama’s sick. We must go for the doctor quick!”
The mare thrust her head obediently down to the child’s short arm for
the bridle. She seemed to know by some instinct his quivering voice had
roused that the home was in distress and her hour had come to bear a
part.
In a moment he led her out through the gate, climbed on the fence, and
sprang on her back.
“Now, Bess, fly for me!” he half whispered, half cried through the tears
he could no longer keep back. The mare bounded forward in a swift gallop
as she felt his trembling bare legs clasp her side, and the clatter of
her hoofs echoed in the boy’s ears through the silent streets like the
thunder of charging cavalry. How still the night! He saw shadows under
the trees, shut his eyes and leaning low on the mare’s neck patted her
shoulders with his hands and cried, “Faster. Bessie! Faster!” And then
he tried to pray. “Lord don’t let her die! Please, dear God, and I will
always be good. I am sorry I robbed the bird’s nests last summer--I’ll
never do it again. Please, Lord I’m such a wee boy and I’m so lonely. I
can’t lose my Mama!”--and the voice choked and became, a great sob. He
looked across the square as he passed the court house in a gallop and
saw a light in the window of the parsonage and felt its rays warm his
soul like an answer to his prayer.
He reached the doctor’s house on the further side of the town, sprang
from the mare’s back, bounded up the steps and knocked at the door. No
one answered. He knocked again. How loud it rang through the hall! May
be the doctor was gone! He had not thought of such a possibility before.
He choked at the thought. Springing quickly from the steps to the ground
he felt for a stone, bounded back and began to pound on the door with
all his might.
The window was raised, and the old doctor thrust his head out calling,
“What on earth’s the matter? Who is that?”
“It’s me, Charlie Gaston--my Mama’s sick--she’s awful sick, I’m afraid
she’s dying--you must come quick!”
“All right, sonny, I’ll be ready in a minute.”
The boy waited and waited. It seemed to him hours, days, weeks, years!
To every impatient call the doctor would answer, “In a minute, sonny, in
a minute!”
At last he emerged with his lantern, to catch his horse. The doctor
seemed so slow. He fumbled over the harness.
“Oh! Doctor you’re so slow! I tell you my Mama’s sick--!”
“Well, well, my boy, we’ll soon be there,” the old man kindly replied.
When the boy saw the doctor’s horse jogging quickly toward his home
he turned the mare’s head aside as he reached the court house square,
roused the Preacher, and between his sobs told the story of his mother’s
illness. Mrs. Durham had lost her only boy two years before. Soon
Charlie was sobbing in her arms.
“You poor little darling, out by yourself so late at night, were you not
scared?” she asked as she kissed the tears from his eyes.
“Yessum, I was scared, but I had to go for the doctor. I want you and
Dr. Durham to come as quick as you can. I’m afraid to go home. I’m
afraid she’s dead, or I’ll hear her laugh that awful way I heard
to-night.”
“Of course we will come, dear, right away. We will be there almost as
soon as you can get to the house.”
He rode slowly along the silent street looking back now and then for the
Preacher and his wife. As he was passing a small deserted house he saw
to his horror a ragged man peering into the open window. Before he had
time to run, the man stepped quickly up to the mare and said, “Who lived
here last, little man?”
“Old Miss Spurlin,” answered the boy.
“Where is she now?”
“She’s dead.”
The man sighed, and the boy saw by his gray uniform that he was a
soldier just back from the war, and he quickly added, “Folks said they
had a hard time, but Preacher Durham helped them lots when they had
nothing to eat.”
“So my poor old mother’s dead. I was afraid of it.” He seemed to be
talking to himself. “And do you know where her gal is that lived with
her?”
“She’s in a little house down in the woods below town. They say she’s a
bad woman, and my Mama would never let me go near her.”
The man flinched as though struck with a knife, steadied himself for
a moment with his hands on the mare’s neck and said, “You’re a brave
little one to be out alone this time o’night,--what’s your name?”
“Charles Gaston.”
“Then you’re my Colonel’s boy--many a time I followed him where men were
failin’ like leaves--I wish to God I was with him now in the ground!
Don’t tell anybody you saw me,--them that knowed me will think I’m dead,
and it’s better so.”
“Good-bye, sir,” said the child “I’m sorry for you if you’ve got no
home. I’m after the doctor for my Mama,--she’s very sick. I’m afraid
she’s going to die, and if you ever pray I wish you’d pray for her.”
The soldier came closer. “I wish I knew how to pray, my boy. But it
seemed to me I forgot everything that was good in the war, and there’s
nothin’ left but death and hell. But I’ll not forget you, good-bye!”
When Charlie was in bed, he lay an hour with wide staring eyes, holding
his breath now and then to catch the faintest sound from his mother’s
room. All was quiet at last and he fell asleep. But he was no longer a
child. The shadow of a great sorrow had enveloped his soul and clothed
him with the dignity and fellowship of the mystery of pain.