Neither his looks nor his silence, however original and personal, could

have been the cause of the charm he undeniably possessed. I think he was

one of the people whom one feels are nice instinctively, without any

reason. He was sympathetic and responsive, serious when the occasion

called for it, foolish when folly was in order. It wasn't only in his

drawings that he was ready to wear the cap and bells. I know an artist,

one of whose cherished memories of Phil May is of the Christmas Eve when

they both rang Lord Leighton's door-bell and ran away and back to Phil

May's studio on the other side of the road, and Phil May was as pleased

as if it had been a masterpiece for _Punch_. He was naturally

kind,--amiable perhaps because it was the simplest thing to be. In his

own house his amiability forced him to break his silence, but his

remarks then, as far as I heard them, were usually confined to the

monotonous offer "Have a cigar!" "Have a whiskey-and-soda!" or "Have a

drawing!" if anyone happened to express admiration for his work. Had we

accepted this last offer every time it was made to us, we would have a

fine collection of Phil May's, while, as it is, we do not own as much

as a single sketch given to us by him. Visitors who did not share our

scruples have found their steady attendance at his Sunday nights one of

the best investments they ever made.

Away from his own house, on our Thursday nights, relieved of the

necessity to offer anything, this being now our business, his

conversation was more limited than in his own place. My memory of him is

of an ugly, delightful, smiling, silent man, sitting astride a chair,

his arms resting on the back, a big cigar in his mouth, and around him a

band of devoted admirers as fully prepared and equipped to do the

talking for him as he was to let them do it. He held his court as

royally among illustrators as Henley among his Young Men, and if nobody

contributed so little to the talk as Phil May, around nobody else,

except Henley, did so much of the talk centre.

In my recollections of Phil May astride his chair on Thursday nights,

Hartrick and Sullivan are never very long absent. Nobody knew better

than they the beauty of his work--to hear them talk about his line was

to be convinced that the supreme interest in life was the expressive

quality of a line made with pen in black ink on a piece of white paper.

The appearance of _The_ _Parson and the Painter_ was one of the events

of the Nineties--though it was not boomed into notoriety as were the

performances of some other illustrators of the period as ingenious as

Barnum in the art of advertisement--and there was not an artist who did

not hail May as a master. But Hartrick and Sullivan went further. They

were not only such good artists themselves that they could appreciate

genius in others, they were young enough not to be afraid of their

enthusiasms. They gave the effect of being with May, with whom they

often arrived and stayed until the deplorably early hour of the morning

at which he started for home, in order that they might watch over him,

and, indeed, he needed watching. He was not readier in offering than in

giving anything he was asked for, which was one reason why there was

always a procession of waiters and actors and jockeys out of work at his

front door--why his pockets were always empty. They even discovered the

same genius in May's talk as in his drawing, though the mystery was when

they heard the talk. To this day they will quote Phil May while I wonder

how it is that while for me Henley's talk has not lost its thunder, nor

Bob Stevenson's its brilliant flashes of imbecility, nor Harland's its

whimsical twist, nor Beardsley's its fresh gaiety, nothing of Phil

May's remains save the familiar refrain "Have a cigar!" "Have a

whiskey-and-soda!" "Have a drawing!"

Obsessed by my old-fashioned notion as hostess that people could not

enjoy themselves unless they were kept moving, persisting in my vain

efforts to break up the groups into which the company invariably fell,

again and again I would lure Hartrick and Sullivan away from Phil May.

But it was no use. What they all wanted was to talk not only about their

shop but their own particular counter in it, and no sooner was my back

turned than there they were in the same groups again, Hartrick and

Sullivan watching over Phil May, supported by Raven Hill and Edgar

Wilson, both then deeply involved in youth's game of shocking the

_bourgeois_ by showing on the pages of _Pick-Me-Up_ how the matter of

illustration was ordered in France, and presently starting a magazine of

their own to show it the better, and to do their share as ardent rebels

in the big fight of the Nineties. On my shelves, close by the first

number of _The Yellow Book_ and of the _Savoy_ is the first volume of

_The Butterfly_ and on its fly-leaf is the inscription: "To Elizabeth

Robins Pennell with L. Raven Hill's kind regards," no more startlingly

original than Beardsley's inscriptions, but to me full of meaning and

memories. I cannot look at it without seeing myself fluttering from one

to another of the old Buckingham Street rooms, heavy with the smell of

smoke and powder, thunderous not only with the knocking--naturally I

quote the Ibsen phrase everybody was quoting in the Nineties--but the

banging, the battering, the bombarding of the younger generation at the

Victorian door against which it was desperate work to make any

impression at all.

VIII

In my less responsible intervals it amused me to find the painters

running their own shop, or their own little counter, quite apart from

the illustrators, and carrying on all by themselves their own special

campaign against that obdurate Victorian door. Their campaign, as they

ran it, required less talk than most, for they were chiefly men of the

New English Art Club--the men who gave the shows where Felix Buhot smelt

the powder--the men who were considered apostles of defiance when the

inner group held their once-famous exhibition as "London

Impressionists"--the men about whom the critics for a while did nothing

save talk--but men who had the reputation of talking so little

themselves that, when a man came up for election in their Club, his

talent for silence was said to be as important a consideration with them

as his talent for art. Not that the silence of any one of them could

rival Phil May's in eloquence--they never learned to say nothing with

his charm. Often the poverty of their conversation had the effect of

being involuntary, as if they might have had plenty to say had they

known how to say it. More than one struggled to rid himself of his

talent with at least an air of success.

The big booming voice of Charles W. Furse was frequently heard, but in

it a suspicion of an Academic note unfamiliar in our midst, so that,

young as he was, combative, enthusiastic, "a good fellow" as they say in

England, still in his Whistler and rebel period, his friends predicted

for him the Presidency of the Royal Academy. The first time I ever saw

him was the year he was showing at the New English two large upright,

full-length portraits of women, highly reminiscent of Whistler, and, on

press day, was being turned out of the gallery by the critics who, in

revolutionizing criticism, were fighting against the old-fashioned

Victorian idea of press views with the artists busy log-rolling and an

elaborate lunch, or at least whiskey and cigars behind a screen. The

New English men compromised by staying away, but they clung to the

lunch, a feast chiefly for their commissionaire and their salesman and

the grey-haired critic, a survival, who could not reconcile himself to

change and whom I heard once, in another gallery, pronounce the show

admirable, "perfect really, your show, but for one thing missing--a

decanter and cigars on the table." Furse, who had not heard the critic's

cry for reform and could not understand his banishment, lingered in the

passage, button-holing everybody who came out, trying to pick up a hint

as to what we were all going to say about him. He considered himself a

red-hot rebel and the prophetic picture of him scaling Academic heights

annoyed him extremely, though he so soon became an Associate of the

Academy that I think, had he lived, time would have proved the prophets

right.

Walter Sickert's voice, too, was frequently heard at the beginning of a

Thursday night, but his promise of brilliancy never struck me as leading

anywhere in particular, my personal impression being that with his talk,

as with his art, the fulfilment scarcely justified the promise.

D.S. MacColl, young arch-rebel at the time little as the formal official

of to-day suggests it, his bombarding of the Victorian door directed

chiefly from the sober columns of the _Spectator_, and later of the

_Saturday Review_, was always well armed with words for the Thursday

night battle, conscientious in distributing his blows and shaping them

in strict deference to his sense of style, just a touch of the preacher

perhaps in his voice and in his fight for art and freedom, as he was the

first to acknowledge; more than once I have heard him explain

apologetically that his right place was the pulpit for which he had been

designed.

Arthur Tomson, one of the best friends in the world, was a spirited

revolutionary who went to the length of founding and editing a paper of

his own to promote revolution--the _Art Weekly_, which, not being able

to afford illustrations, conducted its warfare solely by its articles,

and strong, fearless, knock-you-down articles they were since we all

wrote for the paper while it lasted. It did not last long, however, but

shared the fate of most revolutionary sheets with more brains than

capital. Arthur Tomson himself, out of print, was a quiet, if staunch

fighter, another of the old Thursday night group who knew that his years

on this earth were to be short. He was not the gayer for it as Harland

and Beardsley were, but the sadder, it may be because he foresaw the

end long before it came, and he was given to the melancholy that found

expression in so many of his paintings.

Wilson Steer, Tonks, Professor Brown passed, and no more, across the

stage of our Thursday nights, all three, as I remember them, scrupulous

in upholding the reputation for silence of their Club. Conder flitted in

and out of our rooms, always agreeable but not the man to lift up his

voice in a crowd.

Occasionally, a visitor from abroad appeared--Felix Buhot every Thursday

that one winter, or, more rarely Paul Renouard, in London for the

_Graphic_, his appearance an event for the illustrators who already

reverenced him as a veteran. Or else it was a representative, a

publisher, of _les Jeunes_ over there, bringing fresh stimulus, fresh

incentive, especially if his coming meant fresh orders and fresh

opportunity to say what had to be said freely and without restraint.

Once it was Jules Roque from Paris, of the _Courrier Français_ in which

he published the drawings of Louis Legrand and Forain and other artists

accepted as models by the young men of our Thursday nights who believed

in themselves the more defiantly when asked to figure in such good

company. Once it was Meier Graefe from Berlin, big, handsome,

enterprising, not yet encumbered with Post-Impressionism and its

outshoots, seeking American and British contributors to the German

_Pan_, a magazine as big and enterprising as himself if not always as

handsome, and the younger generation of London had the comfort of

knowing that if the Victorian door in England held firm, the door of

Europe had opened to them.

Occasionally one of the older, the very much older generation came in to

make us feel the younger for his presence--none more imposing than

Sandys, most distinguished in his old age, wearing the white waistcoat

that was the life-long symbol of his dandyism, full of Pre-Raphaelite

reminiscences, and reminiscences of the Italian Primitives could not

have seemed more remote. J. sometimes met Holman Hunt in other

haunts--at dinners of the Society of Illustrators and elsewhere--and

reported him to me as a talker who could, in the quantity and

aggressiveness of his talk, have given points to Henley and Henley's

Young Men, so I regret that he never was with us to talk over

Pre-Raphaelite days with Sandys. The only other possible representative

of Pre-Raphaelitism who came was Walter Crane, if so he can be called,

for the tradition fell lightly on his shoulders, was a mere re-echo in

his work; the only one of Sandys's contemporaries was Whistler, and

their meeting of which J. and I have written in another place, does not

belong to the story of our Thursday nights, for they were a thing of the

past when Whistler returned from Paris, where he had gone to live almost

as they began.

Nor did Sandys often appear on Thursdays. He seemed to prefer the

evenings when we were alone, to my surprise, for the homage he received

when he did come on Thursday must have been pleasant. Drawings of his

hung prominently in our rooms, J. then haunting the salesrooms for the

originals of the Sixties as industriously as the barrows and shops for

their reproductions. And to the man who prefers fame to reach him during

his lifetime, surely it should have been an agreeable experience to sit,

or to be enthroned as it were, in so friendly an atmosphere, with some

of his own finest work on the wall behind him for background, and

surrounded by a worshipping group asking nothing better than to be

allowed to sit at his feet and listen to his every word--which was a

sacrifice for his worshippers in Buckingham Street who rejoiced in the

sound of their own voices as did most of the company. But the Nineties

are not more wonderful and stimulating to the young men of to-day who

look back to them so admiringly, than the Sixties were to us whom they

kept up into the small hours of many a Friday morning, inexhaustible as

a subject of our talk, and Sandys, standing for the Sixties and all we

found in them so admirable, could command any sacrifice. The respect for

the Sixties was an article of faith, a dogma of dogmas in the Nineties.

If the now younger generation write articles and books about the

Nineties--those amazing documents in which I scarcely recognise an age I

thought I knew by heart--we were still more zealous in writing books

about the Sixties. And we collected the drawings and publications of the

Sixties. When J. and I now allowed ourselves an afternoon out, it was to

wander from Holywell Street to Mile End Road, from Piccadilly to

Holborn, searching the booksellers' barrows and shops for the unsightly,

gaudy, badly-bound volumes that contained the illustrations of the

Sixties--illustrations ranked amongst the finest ever made. Our

bookshelves that are still filled with them represent one of the most

animated phases of the Nineties. And we looked upon the "men of the

Sixties" as masters, among them giving to Sandys a leading place.

If he was not any longer doing the work for which we took off our hat to

him, he certainly looked the leader--tall, handsome, dignified, just

enough of a stoop in his shoulders to become his age, his dress

irreproachable, the white waistcoat immaculate, pale yellow hair parted

in the middle and beautifully brushed, beard not patriarchal exactly but

eminently correct and well cared for, manners princely. It was clear

that he liked the rôle of master and his voice was in keeping with the

part. But he was a master who presided at his best over a small

audience, and, no doubt knowing it, he avoided our Thursdays.

He was also a master given to small gossip. We heard from him less of

art, its aims and ideals, its mediums and methods, than of the sayings

and doings of the Pre-Raphaelites who were his friends and

contemporaries. The name of "Gabriel" was ever in his mouth. It was

Rossetti whom he most loved--or love is not the word, less of affection

revealed in his memories than a sense of injury, as if it had somehow

been the fault of "Gabriel" and the others that he had not come off as

well as they, though of all "Gabriel" had been most active in seeing

him through the tight places he so successfully got himself into. This,

no doubt, was the reason Rossetti felt entitled to a little laugh now

and then over Sandys's difficulties. Sandys was a man who needed to be

seen through tight places until the end, as we had occasion to know by

the urgent note he sent us on a Saturday night, more than once, from the

_Café Royal_, his favourite haunt in his later years, where a variety of

unavoidable accidents, with a curious faculty for repeating themselves,

would keep him prisoner until his friends came to his relief.

He was full of anecdote, which was quite in the order of things, the

Sixties having supplied anecdote for a whole library of books and

magazines. Could I tell Sandys's stories with Sandys's voice I should be

tempted to repeat them yet once again, though many were told us also by

Whistler, and these J. and I have recorded in the Life. Whistler told

them better, with more truth because with more gaiety and joy in their

absurdity. And yet, the solemnity of Sandys added a personal flavour,

gave them a character nobody else could give. I have not forgotten how

he turned into a parable the tale of the cross-eyed maid in the Morris

Shop in Red Lion Square, whose eyes were knocked straight by a shock

the company of Morris, Marshall, and Faulkner administered deliberately,

and then were knocked crooked again by a shock they had not provided for

or against. And, as Sandys recalled them, the strange beasts in

"Gabriel's" house and garden might have been let loose from out of the

Apocalypse. But Sandys's voice has been stilled forever and the

anecdotes have been published oftener, I do believe, than any others in

the world's rich store of _clichés_. The great of his day had all the

Boswells they wanted--a retinue of admirers and cuffs ready--at their

head William Michael Rossetti to pour out book after book about his

brother, to leave little untold about the group that revolved round

"Gabriel." Even the third generation, with Ford Madox Hueffer to lead,

has taken up the task. The anecdotes have grown familiar, but it is

something to have heard them from the men who were their heroes.

IX

Well--our Thursdays were pleasant, an inspiration while they lasted, and

for a time I thought they must last as long as we did. But nothing

pleasant endures forever, the bravest inspiration flickers and dies

almost before we realize its flaring. The stern duty of Friday morning

always haunted me in anticipation, for I have never been able to take

lightly the work I do with so much difficulty, and Friday morning itself

often brought even J. up with a sharp turn to face the fact that man was

born into the world to labour in the sweat of his brow, and not simply

to talk all night until no work was left in him.

That may have been one reason for our giving up so agreeable a custom.

Another perhaps came from the discovery that the freedom of our Thursday

nights was sometimes abused. A certain type of Englishman would travel a

mile and more for anything he did not have to pay for, even if it was

for nothing more substantial than a cigarette, a sandwich, a

whiskey-and-soda. There were evenings when, looking round the packed

dining-room, it would occur to me that I did not recognise half the

people in it. Friends introduced friends and they introduced other

friends until, in bewilderment, I asked myself if our Thursday night was

ours or somebody else's. And I fancied a tendency to treat it as if it

were somebody else's,--to take an ell when we meant to give no more than

an inch, and J. was as little inclined as I to furnish a new proof of

the wise old proverb. One day a would-be wit who was regular in his

attendance and his talk, and who should have known better, asked J.,

"Are you still running your Thursday Club?" and so helped to precipitate

the end. We were not running a Club for anybody, and if the fame of our

Thursday night filled our rooms with people who behaved as if we were,

the sooner we got rid of them the better.

Besides, as the weeks and the months and the years went on, many who had

come and talked and fought our Thursday night through ceased to come

altogether. Where I failed in breaking up the groups Time, with its

cruel thoroughness, succeeded and began to scatter them far and wide.

Death stilled voices that had been loudest. The _National Observer_

passed out of Henley's hands and Henley himself into the Valley of the

Shadow. Bob Stevenson said his last good-night to us. Beardsley,

Harland, Arthur Tomson, George Steevens, Phil May, Furse,

Iwan-Müller--one after another of our old friends, one after another of

those old masters of talk set out on the journey into the Great Silence.

It is hard to believe they have gone. I remember how, when they were

with us and the talk was at its maddest and somebody would suddenly take

breath long enough to look out of our windows, whose curtains were

never drawn upon the one spectacle we could offer--the river with the

boats trailing their lights down its shadowy reaches, and the Embankment

with the lights of the hansoms flying to and fro, and the bridges with

the procession of lights from the omnibuses and cabs and the trails of

burning cloud from the trains--Henley would say, "How it lives, how it

throbs with life out there!" and I would think to myself, "And how it

lives, how it throbs with life in here!"--with a life too intense, it

seemed, ever to wear itself out. And yet now only two or three of the

old friends of the old Thursday nights are left to look down with us

upon the river where it flows below our windows--upon the moving lights

of London's great traffic, upon London's great life and great beauty,

and great movement without end.

It is not only the dead we have lost. Time has made other changes as sad

as any wrought by Death. The young have grown old,--have thrown off

youth's "proud livery" for the sombre garment of age. The years have

turned the rebel of yesterday into the Royal Academician of to-day. The

inspired young prophet who protested week by week against mediocrity in

paint, settled down to keeping the mediocre paintings against which his

protests were loudest. He who thundered against the degeneracy of

journalism accepted the patronage of the titled promoter of the

half-penny press. Architects carried their respectability to the

professional chair it adorns, and illustrators rested in the comfortable

berths provided by _Punch_. Friendships cooled, and friends who never

missed a Thursday look the other way when they meet us in the street.

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