CHAPTER I.
"IT seems strange that Dr. Connor should advise your going away again
in such lovely weather, and from a place to which other people come in
search of health. He might let you have a little peace."
So spoke Norah Guiness to Jeannie Bellew, an only child, a probable
heiress, and the object of enough thought, care, and indulgence to
spoil a much finer nature than she was gifted with.
"It is always a doctor's way. He must order something different from
what you have, however good that may be. I have everything that money
can buy, and instead of being allowed to enjoy it in peace, am sent
hither and thither at the doctor's will. Look at me, Norah. Am I like
an invalid?"
Thus appealed to, Norah surveyed Jeannie as she lay back in a
folding-chair and challenged her scrutiny with a half-defiant air.
Truly there was nothing of an invalid about the girl. There was a rich
colour on her fair face, her figure was symmetrical, and the shapely
hand on which her curly head partly rested was plump and well-rounded.
Norah thought there was no trace of illness, and said so.
"The doctor should know what is best," she replied; "but as an invalid
you appear to me an utter fraud."
A ringing, musical laugh greeted these words, then Jeannie started
from her seat, kissed Norah, declared she always was a dear, sensible
darling, whose judgment was worth that of all the doctors put together,
danced round the room, and finally dropped panting into her seat again,
with a considerably heightened colour.
Norah noticed that Jeannie's hand was pressed to her side, and looked
grave.
"Are you wise to indulge in such violent exercise?" she asked.
"Perhaps not, though it is only the having been pampered and waited on
hand and foot that has made me so susceptible. I must really begin to
live like other girls now I am so well again," said Jeannie.
"Only do not make such a sudden start. Have you any pain?"
"Not a bit, now. I had a little twinge or two, but it is all gone. The
strongest girl would have felt as much if she had been prancing round
as I did a minute ago. I am as well as you are, Norah. It is downright
wicked of Doctor Connor to say that I must have another change for a
month or so, and then he will decide about next winter. As though one
lost nothing by leaving a home like mule with all its comforts. I have
often thought that the loss of them counterbalanced the good done by
the 'entire change' the doctors are so fond of ordering. If I could
take Benvora and all belonging to it, Jet included, away with me, I
should care less. And I would have you, Norah, if I could."
"That is impossible, dear. I am quite indispensable at home. But there
is Jack Corry. You will want him most of all, now your engagement is a
settled thing."
"Want Jack with me!" exclaimed Jeannie. "Why, Norah, what can have
put such an absurd notion into your head? If you realised my feelings
the least little bit, you would know that the sweet drop in my cup of
banishment from Ballycorene is the thought that I shall leave Jack
Corry behind me. He bores me to death. He follows me like a lapdog,
gives me no chance of wishing to see him, for he is here so often that
I am at my wits' end to get rid of him half the time. Jack Corry,
indeed!" And Jeannie gave her pretty head a toss, as though she and the
individual in question had neither thought nor wish in common.
Norah looked utterly bewildered, and heard without understanding her
friend's words.
"I thought you cared so much for Jack," she said. "If not, why did you
act in such a way as to make him think you did? 'Why did you accept his
offer, and allow your engagement to be announced, if—"
Norah hesitated to put her thoughts into words. She was true to
the core herself, and infinitely above the petty vanity and cruel
selfishness combined which make up the character of a flirt—vanity,
which is ever craving for admiration, and never satisfied with what
it gets; selfishness, that cares only for gratifying the whim of the
moment, without heeding what the amusement may cost some true heart;
vanity, that loves to parade the homage that is rendered, yet only
values it so far as it can be displayed and utilised to advance its own
importance, or to while away time that would otherwise hang heavily;
selfishness, that having had its turn served, its little day of
triumph, never asks whether the moths that fluttered round had merely
sunned themselves in the light and suffered no harm, or whether they
had been cruelly scorched whilst suspecting none.
Hard hearts are like diamonds. The flirt's weapons glance harmlessly
aside from them and leave no wound, as the best-tempered tool leaves no
scratch on the surface of the precious stone. But those same weapons
have pierced many a true and tender heart, and virtually killed its
faith in womanly truth, and taught it to doubt the possibility of
honest girlish affection.
It seemed too dreadful for Norah to associate the idea of vanity and
selfishness with her friend Jeannie, a girl just eighteen, and looking
even younger, with her fair face and childish head covered with a crop
of short curls. Yet as she gave a mental glance at the past she felt
that Jeannie's actions and words belied each other.
Jack Corry had long been deemed quite first favourite in the
neighbourhood. He was bright, kindly. To young and old alike, he was
ever ready to render a service, and people used to look at him and say
that this was his one fault. He was the same to all, and no person
could detect any sign of preference towards any of his fair neighbours.
Jeannie Bellew had spent two winters in the Riviera. Whether there now
existed any cause for anxiety on her behalf, there had been enough to
justify the fears of her parents and her own banishment.
A sharp attack of inflammation of the lungs, brought on, if truth must
be told, by her own wilfulness, had left the girl without absolute
disease, but extremely sensitive to every change of temperature. After
her second winter in the South, she had returned home with greatly
improved strength and looks, but in other respects rather changed than
improved.
Jeannie, the little schoolgirl, with her artless country manners and
winsome ways, was gone, and in her stead there returned to Ballycorene
one who was a girl in age and looks, but who brought with her more
knowledge of the world than all her feminine neighbours put together
could boast of.
Mrs. Bellew had accompanied her daughter on both occasions, and a
middle-aged, trusty servant waited on the two. But the mother dreaded
the loneliness of life in apartments, where everything and every person
were strange around them, and so the pair spent the two winters in a
large hotel, and gained many experiences which the younger especially
would have been much better without.
Before Jeannie's reappearance, Ballycorene gossips had begun to couple
the name of Jack Corry with that of Norah Guiness, and to say that at
last the way to his heart had been discovered. Also that if he had the
luck to gain Norah's, he would win the greatest treasure that could
enrich his life and brighten a home, though she would be almost a
dowerless maiden.
Perhaps it was because no word or act of Norah's gave Jack Corry cause
to think she bestowed a thought upon him, that he began to devote
much thought to her. She practised no little coquettish airs, did not
pretend to shun him, in order to hire him to seek her. She met him, as
she did others, with the bright smile, the honest look devoid of all
self-consciousness, the kindly greeting which was natural in one whom
he had known all his life, and no more.
No girl looked on Norah as a possible rival. All regarded her as a
true-hearted friend, and saw in her a self-devoting daughter, the one
comfort of her father's life, and a sister almost worshipped by his
three motherless lads. None could accuse her of striving to attract
Jack Corry, and so, when it seemed that he was likely to be attracted,
all the girls with one consent voted, "Better Norah than anyone else."
Then Jeannie Bellew came back to Benvora, changed as aforesaid, a
fashionable young lady instead of a simple country girl, and yet with
the power to act the latter character to perfection when it suited the
whim of the moment. She was prettier than ever, and had acquired an
ease and grace of manner which, together with an almost inexhaustible
wardrobe, threw all the country girls into the shade.
Jeannie's father was very rich; sole owner of a vast manufacturing
concern, which in his skilful hands was always growing in value.
In what way could wealth be better applied than in surrounding his only
child with every luxury that it could purchase? Mr. Bellew was a good
master, and paid his hands liberally. No man ever applied to him in
vain if help was wanted for any good object, and so, as he was generous
to all beside, was he likely to stint where Jeannie was concerned?
The girl had excellent taste in the choice of garments, and did not
care for show and glitter. But everything she wore was in exquisite
harmony with her youth, and only the initiated would have guessed what
a simple morning-robe of muslin and lace had cost her father.
Jack Corry had been in and out at Benvora, Mr. Bellew's place, ever
since he could walk. He could remember the day when he, a boy of ten,
was first trusted to hold Jeannie, a baby three weeks old, in his arms,
and how proud he had felt to kiss her pink cheek, then glad to be rid
of so great a responsibility when the nurse reclaimed her charge.
Jack dropped in on the evening of Jeannie's return. He had cheered Mr.
Bellew with his sunny presence many a time whilst his wife and daughter
were away, and now the older man gave him a hearty welcome.
"Jack is here, Jeannie," he said. "Come to see how you look after your
wanderings in foreign lands. He has been my best neighbour during the
winter, and has deprived himself of many a pleasure to cheer a lonely
man."
Jack deprecated the idea of its being possible for him to have had
better or pleasanter evenings than those he had spent at Benvora, and
congratulated Jeannie on her restored health, as he took in his, the
little plump hand which she promptly extended.
"But you have been good, Jack. Father has told us in nearly every
letter about your kindness to him. You don't know how grateful we are,
mother and I. Are we not, mother?"
Whilst Jeannie was speaking she was also looking straight into Jack's
face and leaving her hand resting in his clasp, as if she had forgotten
that it was there.
What wonder that Jack was in no hurry to relinquish it, that he thought
Jeannie very charming and winsome, and was conscious of an undercurrent
of gladness at the conviction that she had come back unspoiled, the
same simple-minded country lassie whom he had always regarded as a
dear, loving child-friend of his own?
She positively had tears in her eyes, called thither by the thought of
his little attentions to Mr. Bellew. Why, he would have been the most
ungrateful monster in existence if he could have neglected the man who
had tipped him as a boy, given him his first pony, been his good friend
always, and whom, apart from all this, he loved and honoured.
"You'll stay the evening?" said Mr. Bellew to Jack.
"Not to-night. You will want to talk, and Mrs. and Miss—"
"Jeannie," put in the owner of the name, before Jack had time to
finish. "How dare you try to make me grown-up and call me 'Miss,' you
that nursed me when I was a tiny baby? For shame, Jack!"
There was quite a distressed look on Jeannie's face, and Jack was sure
there would be tears directly, and felt and said that he was ashamed of
himself.
"Then take off your overcoat this minute. You are going to say that
we must be tired and want to talk to each other, too. You forget that
father met us, that we spent three days in London, and have made other
halts on the road. To-day we have only been travelling two hours.
Father has told all the home news; we are not a bit tired, and now you
must stay and tell us about everything and everybody else. Do stay,
Jack."
The tone was beseeching, the look no less so. Jack was vanquished
before Mrs. Bellew had time to add—
"Yes, do stay. We shall all be glad to have you, and I cannot tell you
how much I feel all your kind attentions to my husband."
Mrs. Bellew was in earnest in her welcome and in her thanks to Jack.
But she was uneasy. Her eyes had for some time past been opened to the
fact that there were many sides to Jeannie's nature, and somehow she
dreaded, both for the girl herself and for others, the exhibition of
the artless childish side, which most people found so charming, but
which she knew to be the least real and the most dangerous of all.
How could Jack Corry refuse the triple invitation? He was actually on
his way to Mr. Guiness's house, for of late he had dropped in there on
two nights in the week, and he knew that he was expected this evening.
Of late, too, he had begun to delight in seeing a soft flush rise on
Norah's cheek when she gave him her hand, or when she noted how he
followed her movements with looks of interest and approval. The home
of which Norah was the mistress was as well ordered and as refined as
Benvora, and there was true comfort at comparatively little cost. He
had said to himself, "What a home she will some day make of mine!"
He had settled everything in his own mind, and though as yet no direct
word of love had been spoken, he knew that he had been wooing Norah
Guiness by his frequent visits, his manifested pleasure in her society,
and by a thousand looks and nameless attentions that were as eloquent
as speech.
Jack meant them to be so. He was thoroughly honest in paying these
attentions. But he did not regard Norah as one who could be lightly
won, and he wanted to feel sure of his ground before he risked all on a
distinct offer.
He was beginning to feel satisfied with the progress of his wooing, for
he knew she would never wish to bring him to her feet in order to fling
back an honest heart, or make pretence that she had not thought him in
earnest.
She, too, was beginning to feel that he was in earnest, and the thought
filled her with a great gladness. She would not have given her heart
unasked, but was not Jack pleading for it in numberless ways?
He, on his part, argued well for his suit, when he noticed that Norah
was a little shyer than of old, though more thoughtfully kind than
ever. A little more silent, but so careful to listen to every word of
his. And Jack said to himself, "Norah is a pearl amongst girls. What
matters her lack of fortune? She is the rose out of the whole 'rosebud
garden.'"
From his very heart, he thanked God that he had no need to trouble
himself about money, but would have enough and to spare for both. He
had been orphaned very early in life, but was abundantly provided for.
Yet never till he thought of what his ample means would do for Norah
did Jack Corry greatly value them, and then it was for her sake.
"My rose flourishes in a poor soil now; she shall be transplanted into
a fair garden. My pearl's surroundings are all unsuited to so rare a
jewel. It shall have a brave setting when I become the owner."
Jack planned how he would help Norah to increase her father's home
comforts; how he would smooth things for the lads who would be his
brothers, and as such the lawful objects of his care; how, in short, he
would turn the good things he possessed to account for the benefit of
the whole Guiness family, and one in particular, "bless her!"
He had almost made up his mind to tell his tale to Norah on that
evening, when, on his way to her home, he felt it right just to look in
at Benvora, and ask after Mrs. Bellew and Jeannie. He would be sure not
to stay long, and the call was a matter of positive duty to old friends.
CHAPTER II.
JACK CORRY stayed with the Bellews, and Norah Guiness listened in vain
that night for the step to which she had become accustomed, and which
made her heart beat more quickly when it approached.
Her boy brothers made many a journey to the gate to look for Jack, and
grumbled loudly at his nonappearance.
Norah looked and spoke calmly enough. She told the boys they must not
be selfish. They had seen a great deal of Jack Corry lately, and must
not expect him always to give them so much of his time. But while Norah
spoke bravely, she was conscious of a strange foreboding for which she
could not account, and against which she battled bravely, but in vain.
The boys accused her of being cross, and then felt ashamed of
themselves, and said so, when she proved the contrary by her extra
kindness. Her father thought her very silent, and began to tell, what
was news to Norah, that Mrs. Bellew and Jeannie were back at Benvora.
The girl's face brightened directly.
"Then, of course, Jack had gone to see them. How could he do anything
else? I am so glad, for Jeannie must be a great deal better, or they
would not have ventured to return. Mr. Bellew did not expect them until
May, and it is only the middle of April. How delighted he will be!"
The weight was gone; the cloud was nowhere to be seen. Norah, in the
singleness of her heart, was rejoicing in the joy of others, and
feeling that if Jack Corry had not gone straight to Benvora that
evening, he would have fallen many degrees in her estimation. He would
come to them the next night, no doubt.
But Jack did not come, and a week passed before he at length made his
appearance. Then somehow, he was not quite the same Jack who had last
parted with Norah, who had lingered over his leave-taking, and by the
look from his eyes had caused hers to droop, and her heart to beat more
quickly. He was kind, of course; Jack Corry could be nothing else. He
had brought things for the boys which enriched them for the time, and
called forth the remark, "Jack, you are the biggest brick living."
Whereat he had laughed as merrily as usual. He had talked cheerily to
Mr. Guiness, and then—well, he had no time to steal to Norah's side
and talk to her whilst she worked, or beg for a favourite song. Only
just enough for a hurried good-night, and he was gone, almost without
waiting for an answer, quite without the lingering farewell or one of
the looks which had been silently telling a love story to Norah for
months past.
Jack was gone—doubly gone—and Norah, quick to note the change in their
pleasant guest, began to ask herself what could have brought it about.
During the last few days she and Jeannie Bellew had exchanged visits,
and Norah had been struck with the subtle difference which had taken
place in the girl during her absence from home. That daintily-dressed
young lady, with her self-possessed manners and knowledge of the outer
world, could hardly be Jeannie, her girl friend and junior by a couple
of years. Then she was so changeable. At one moment she was almost
patronising to Norah, and would give herself little airs which made
the elder girl smile. Again, she would throw off all the crust she
had gathered during her travels, and seem the most artless, loving,
childish creature imaginable.
As Norah reviewed the position, her eyes were opened to many things of
which she had hitherto thought little. For instance, the difference
between Jeannie Bellew's surroundings and her own had never troubled
her in the least. Benvora was the home of wealth, and all the luxuries
that money could buy were found in profusion beneath its roof.
In the Guinesses' rambling old house a new article was the exception,
and there were few superfluities. Comfort and order prevailed in every
part of it; but its contents had a well-worn look, which suggested
that money was not too plentiful with its occupants. Yet the Guinesses
were rather proud of their home, which, like their name, was no thing
of to-day. The house had stood for many a year, and sheltered several
generations of a family that was well respected far and near. Socially
speaking, the Guinesses stood higher than the Bellews. Jeannie's father
had begun the world with no capital, but good business talents combined
with industry and perseverance. His wife's little fortune had enabled
him to begin in a small way, and at forty-five he was a rich man.
In the old days—that is, two or three years before—Norah Guiness had
never noted word or look on Jeannie Bellew's part that indicated a
consciousness of the difference in their worldly circumstances. The
latter had been rather proud than otherwise to call Norah her friend,
and to be welcomed in the picturesque old house in which she was
mistress. But when Norah went to see Jeannie as soon as possible after
her return, she became conscious of a change in her friend. She could
not have said in what it consisted, but there was a self-complacency
about the girl, a manner which seemed to bid Nora realise all the
advantages of her position when compared with those she possessed, that
jarred on the visitor's sensitive nature.
She noticed how Jeannie glanced at her simple dress, and then looked
down at the tasteful combination of soft falling silk, lace and
ribbons, which was draped so gracefully about her own person; and how
her fingers wandered for a moment amongst the folds, as if she found
a subtle pleasure in touching the dainty materials, and mentally
contrasting them with what met her eye as she looked at Norah.
Then again, when Jeannie returned the visit, Norah could not help
seeing a sort of half-pitying expression on her face, as she looked
round the drawing-room, and her eyes rested on its so-called ornaments.
"If I were you, I would make a clean sweep of a lot of these things. I
know they have 'associations,' but I would pack them—associations and
all—into a big box and put them in the garret. They would keep just as
well there, and you might make this room one of the most picturesque
places imaginable. I would help you, dear. I have seen so much since I
left home that one could never get an idea of in this quiet place, you
know," said Jeannie.
"I could never love any place so well," replied Norah; and she added,
"I am not sure that I should care for the wider experiences you have
had, especially if I must purchase them by previous illness. However,
I am glad you have no longer that excuse for running away from old
friends."
"I am very well now, but I am glad too that illness gives one many
advantages. That is, if one's father has plenty of money. If I had
never been ill, I should have been mewed up at Benvora, and seen
nothing of the world. Now it is delightful to come back too, for a
while, and to think over all the fun I have had."
Then Jeannie returned to the charge about the furniture.
"May I help you to remodel this room, Norah?"
"My dear Jeannie, were I to make the clean sweep you name, the room
would be horribly bare-looking. I do not agree with making a place ugly
because of 'associations,' but without our present 'ornaments,' my
reception room would be a wilderness."
"There are the loveliest muslins and cretonnes, ever so cheap," began
Jeannie; but Norah stopped her by saying quietly—
"I have no money for such things, dear."
"You cannot mean that, Norah. They would cost so little."
"I do mean it, Jeannie, though perhaps many beside yourself would
hardly believe me. I think I must keep on saying it, for if people
plead poverty, those who hear generally give them credit for ample
means," added Norah, with a light laugh.
Afterwards, it seemed to the girl as if she became conscious of many
wants and defects in her surroundings, of which before Jeannie's visit
she had been blissfully unaware. It was in those first few days, too,
that Jack Corry's defection took place, and after his hurried call,
Norah remembered, with acute pain, the glance he had cast at her
comparatively countrified dress.
"He will compare Jeannie's surroundings with mine; her dainty silks and
laces, her costly furs at hand when needed, with my simple stuffs and
cottons; and my plain cloth jacket, which is in its third season, and
which I have been taking such care of that it may last another! And
Jeannie can be so charming that no one can withstand her. As a child
she could do as she liked with me, even. Well, if it should be so, I
only hope that she may not play with Jack's heart. I should be sorry
for that; after all, I should like them both to be happy and true, if
they care for each other."
Dear, unselfish Norah! A little sob followed this mental communing,
for Jack Corry was the first who had stirred the depths of her pure,
tender heart, and how could she help knowing that he had wooed her with
everything but words? At their last meeting before Jeannie's return,
these had seemed trembling on his lips; and now!
Norah's prophetic foreboding was speedily fulfilled. Jack Corry, as her
young brothers said, was "for ever at Benvora, or riding or walking
with Jeannie Bellew."
Her parents were evidently in favour of such companionship, and Mrs.
Bellew especially smiled benignly on handsome Jack Corry, as he became
daily more marked in his attentions to the girl. She had a talk with
her husband on the subject, for, truth to say, Mr. Bellew was not at
first altogether satisfied with the turn affairs had taken, and he said
so.
"We seldom disagree, James, but I must own I am glad of it. What could
be better than for Jeannie and Jack to marry? She is certain to be much
run after. Whilst we have been away I have been kept in continual dread
lest some mere adventurer should succeed in gaining her affections. It
is wonderful how people get to know about you and your concerns, no
matter how far you may be from home. Quite unintentionally, I overheard
conversations which were never meant for my ears, and I know that your
position and Jeannie's probable fortune were freely discussed. One
of the speakers had the impertinence to say that the little heiress
would be a great catch for somebody. Think of that, James," added Mrs.
Bellew, indignantly.
"I have not a word against Jack Corry. He is, as a whole, a steady,
right-principled young man, handsome enough to mate with our bonnie
Jeannie, and whilst he is very kind, he is by no means weak of will,
but—"
"I do not see that there is room for a but in regard to Jack. We have
known him all his life; he has ample means, and comes of a good family.
If he and Jeannie care for each other, and in due time marry, we shall
keep her near us, and have a son to our own liking. Think, James, what
a stay it would be if we have to go away again for the winter, for
Jeannie to go as an engaged girl. I should not like to spend another
season like the two last, and without you."
Mrs. Bellew sighed, and looked troubled at the remembrance. She had
gone through a most painful experience, some of the details of which
she had kept from her husband, in order to spare him anxiety.
Jeannie's health, though such as to render the change imperative, had
not been of a kind to prevent her from mixing in the society she and
her mother were placed amongst by reason of their hotel life. Even
during the first winter the girl's head had been a little turned by the
attentions she received, though she was only in her seventeenth year.
She was pretty enough to attract them, though probably she owed a large
share of the notice she received to the report of her father's wealth,
and the fact of her being an only child and his heiress.
Mrs. Bellew had found her position a most difficult one. Her daughter
must not be unduly excited, for fear of ill consequences. She had
already become accustomed to following her own sweet will when at home,
because of her position and the over fondness of her parents, and her
mother was in equal dread of contradicting Jeannie and of giving way to
the new whims born of her novel surroundings.
To the girl, accustomed to constant oversight, it seemed a new and
delightful amusement to baffle Mrs. Bellew's efforts to continue it,
and the residence in a large hotel offered endless opportunities
for evading her mother. The practice, begun in a spirit of fun, was
continued in a less innocent one, and Mrs. Bellew was pained beyond
measure to find that Jeannie had spent many hours in undesirable
companionship, and that the gossips were beginning to talk of "the
little heiress," and couple her name with that of an idle sojourner
under the same roof who was said to be looking out for a young wife
with money.
Happily for the girl, the acquaintance was promptly ended. Apart
from the gossip alluded to, no harm followed. Jeanie had acted
thoughtlessly, and been amused by the talk of one who had seen much,
and could talk brilliantly, and who, though a mere butterfly so far as
the world's work was concerned, was nothing worse.
The second winter Miss Bellew seemed well able to take care of herself;
but her mother could not help feeling that the sweet artlessness of her
child was gone, and that at eighteen Jeannie was a very worldly young
person, and rapidly becoming a very heartless one, though as a rule she
was admired for her charming simplicity and girlishness, the semblance
of which she still kept up.
With such memories it was not wonderful that Mrs. Bellew looked forward
with glad anticipation to the probability of an engagement between
Jeannie and Jack Corry as a happy settlement of all her difficulties,
and did not like her husband's "but," when his attentions were alluded
to. It came again, however.
"There is no one I should prefer to Jack; but, my dear, I doubt whether
he is doing right in paying such court to Jeannie," said Mr. Bellew.
"Whilst you were away he went a great deal to the Guinesses, and I
for one thought that matters were as good as made up between him and
Norah. Other people thought so too, and if Jack Corry meant nothing, he
ought never to have acted as if he did. Jeannie's coming has made the
difference, and I do not like to think about it."
"Jack's name has always been brought up as looking after one girl or
other," said Mrs. Bellew, "and there has been nothing in it, only
people are so fond of meddling in what is no business of theirs. Jack
is such a favourite, and he is kind all round, you know."
"But Norah's affair has been different, and Norah herself is not like
most of the girls. I should be terribly grieved if our Jeannie were to
be the cause of pain to her old friend. Our girl is too young yet to
know her own mind, and I should be glad to see a few more years pass
over her head before she chooses a partner for life."
"She could never choose one more suitable in every way than Jack
Corry," persisted Mrs. Bellew. "If he had any little feeling towards
Norah Guiness, and it has passed away, we cannot help that. Better
he should find out his mistake before it is too late, for both their
sakes. She is a good girl, but she is not like Jeannie," added the
mother, with conscious pride in her darling.
"No, she is not like Jeannie," echoed Mr. Bellew; and he did not wonder
at any man being charmed by his daughter.
All the same, he felt sorry for Norah, very sorry. He hoped she did
not think much about Jack Corry. At any rate, he could not interfere,
though he sighed and shook his head, as if he were by no means
satisfied at the present state of things.
CHAPTER III.
JACK'S attentions gratified Jeannie for several reasons. First, because
she would have found home a dull place without the flattery to which
she had of late become accustomed. Secondly, because he was in every
sense superior to any other young man in the neighbourhood; and lastly,
perhaps most of all, because his devotion would render her an object of
envy to all her girl acquaintances.
So Jeannie smiled on Jack and encouraged him in the prettiest, most
artless fashion, without troubling her head about results, and probably
thinking, as she had done of others, that she might amuse herself very
pleasantly for a while, and there would be no harm done. She would be
going away again, and if Jack should care a little, he would get over
it when she was fairly out of sight. There would be plenty ready to
console him. He might go back to Norah. Poor Norah!
Jeannie had heard of Jack's attentions in that quarter whilst she was
away, and as her thoughts ran over the details, she smiled to herself
at the ease with which she had drawn him from his allegiance. A look of
triumph and gratified vanity accompanied the smile, as Jeannie stood
passing her white fingers through her dainty ribbons, and surveying her
face in an opposite mirror.
The look changed to one of half-contemptuous pity as she turned away
and said to herself—
"No wonder Norah is such a dowdy in her country-made gowns and her
old-fashioned cloth jacket. Jack really has very good taste in dress
for a man. He notices every little change that I make, and always
admires it. I should be very dull without Jack here."
If, however, Jeannie thought of simply making a convenience of her
country admirer, she found herself mistaken. Jack was very much
in earnest, fascinated by the pretty face, the sweet manners, the
childlike graces, the general refinement that marked every act of hers.
He had spoken frankly to Mr. and Mrs. Bellew, and made sure of their
approval, though the former did not give it until he had plainly asked
Jack if there had been any kind of engagement between him and Norah
Guiness.
"I would not utter that dear girl's name in such a connection," he
said; "but for my own daughter's sake everything must be plain and
above-board. You were a great deal at the Guinesses' last winter, and
people were talking."
Jack blushed violently, but declared, with perfect truth, that he had
never said a word of love to Norah; that he thought she was one of the
best girls in the world, and they were such old acquaintances. Surely
he might go in and out without people gossiping, especially as there
were not many houses he dare go to in an unrestrained manner.
"The boys are so nice I made them quite chums," said Jack; "and as to
dear old Mr. Guiness, I used to delight in those fireside talks with
him. We were always all together. I never spent an hour with Norah
alone. But it is always the same in these country places. I have been
given to every girl within twenty miles, and my own consent never
asked. Isn't it a shame? So just to stop everybody's mouth, or to give
the people something true to talk about for once, do say that you will
consent to our engagement, if Jeannie says 'Yes' when I ask her. I will
be contented to wait your time and hers."
Mr. Bellew offered no further opposition. Jack's wooing was continued,
and, with Mrs. Bellew as his friend, soon came to what appeared a
satisfactory conclusion.
Jeannie strongly objected to uttering the affirmative which would bind
her to Jack Corry, and pleaded how short a time she had been at home.
To this the answer was easy.
"It would be too short if we had met as strangers, dear; but we have
known each other all our lives."
Jeannie reflected a little. She had gained a complete triumph in
winning Jack. He was really nicer than anybody she knew. He promised
that she should not be teased or hurried into matrimony. So if she did
get tired of him, or if she were after all to see somebody who was a
great deal nicer still, she could plead her youth and ignorance of her
own mind. Everything would come right. Things always did come right for
her.
So she let her little hand lie in Jack's manly palm as she gave a sort
of consent, enjoying in a fashion the romance of being engaged to such
a fine fellow whilst she was barely eighteen.
What a talk there would be! What congratulations from everybody! And
lots of them would not be real; but, anyway, for a while, Jeannie
knew that she would be the great centre of interest in and around
Ballycorene. She wondered how Norah would look when she called.
This engagement took place just two months after Jeannie's return, and
about the middle of June. Jack would have been perfectly happy but for
certain twinges of conscience concerning Norah Guiness. He could not
recall the conversation with Mr. Bellew, and feel comfortable. He had
told nothing but the truth in reply to that gentleman's questions, yet
he knew that he had not told the whole truth. Hitherto, anything like
duplicity had been foreign to Jack's nature, and he had many a bad
quarter of an hour when he looked into the past and when absent from
Jeannie. With her, he forgot all but herself, and what a happy fellow
he was to have won such a charming creature.
A true-hearted girl can picture for herself what Norah Guiness would
feel at this time. A small, vain, selfish nature could never realise
such a trial, and an attempt to describe it would be lost time.
How the girl schooled herself into outward calmness; how she prayed for
the power to repress every angry and envious thought against Jack Corry
and Jeannie; how she strove to fill up time and thoughts by caring, if
possible, more and better for her father and the boys, may be named but
not described.
If there was one ray of comfort for her, surely she had it in the
knowledge that during all those past months when Jack had seemed to
find his chief happiness in her society, she could recall no word or
act of her own that gave her cause for regret, or that was unbecoming a
pure-minded girl.
She determined to go to Benvora, see Jeannie, and offer her good wishes.
"Thank God, I can do that in all sincerity!" she said to herself.
On the way she met Jack and Jeannie, and in sight of two of the most
arrant gossips Ballycorene could boast, was enabled to lift her honest
face to theirs, shake hands with each, and say the kind words she had
meant to say in a less public place.
The worst seemed over now they had met. Jeannie was effusively
affectionate to Nora, Jack vastly cheered by her calmness and the smile
with which she succeeded in meeting his somewhat conscious looks. Then,
as Norah declined to go on to Benvora, the others, who were going in
her direction, joined her, and they walked together until they reached
her home.
On the whole this outdoor meeting was fortunate, and took the sting
out of some gossiping tongues. People might have their opinions about
Jack Corry's conduct, but as Norah had been seen with him and Jeannie
Bellew, and apparently on the old friendly terms, surely they had no
right to take up cudgels on her behalf.
There was one, only one, who named Jack to Norah, her eldest brother,
Roderick, or Rory, as he was generally called, a lad of fifteen, who
almost worshipped his sister.
"Norah," he said, "I am horribly disappointed in Jack Corry. I thought
him the finest fellow in the world—one that could not do a mean thing
to save his life. But he is a deceitful wretch, and I hate him! If I
were a man, he should pay for his conduct to you, my darling."
The boy flung his arms round Norah's neck and held her in a passionate
embrace, while he kissed her again and again. She felt her cheek moist
with the tears he could not restrain, and was comforted by the thought
of the home affections that were so fully hers. She returned the boy's
caresses, and passed her hand tenderly over his curly head as she said—
"Rory, dear lad, you must not talk of hating Jack. He was always good
to you boys and to all of us, when his time was not so taken up as it
is now. You must not expect him to leave Jeannie for you."
"For me, indeed! as if I cared! It is for you, Norah, you, that I am
grieved and angry. He was always coming after you, not to see us, we
knew that well enough, and everybody said so. They used to joke and
smile about Jack having lost his heart at last, and then they would
say, 'He will have the sweetest girl in Ballycorene—God bless her!'"
"How sweet it is to think that people think so kindly of me!" said
Norah, turning a bright face to Rory. "But they were wrong. They know
better now whom Jack wanted."
"He did not care for Jeannie Bellew then. And if he did not care for
you, why did he pretend to do so? You have told us boys many a time
that truth was a thing of deeds as well as words, and that we could lie
without uttering a syllable. Jack Corry lied in action for months and
months, and he knows it. If I could only pay him out!"
"Rory, my darling, this is hardest of all. I cannot bear even for you
to speak about Jack and me in that way." And Norah covered her face
with her hands, and sobbed bitterly.
Rory was full of remorse; he lavished the tenderest expressions on his
sister, begged her to forgive him, and declared he would never speak
on the subject again. For the boy's sake Norah tried to conquer her
emotion, and at length so far succeeded that she could reply calmly:
"Perhaps it is as well, dear, that there is one person in the world I
can open my heart to. I should never have had courage to name him as
you have done. It is a comfort to know how my boy loves his sister, and
feels for and with her. These last two months have been very dreadful,
Rory, but I am better, now it is really all over. He could not help it;
Jeannie is so pretty and winning, and I am like a country sparrow by
the side of—what bird shall I say, Rory?—a bird of paradise, compared
with her in all her plumage."
"Fine feathers make fine birds. She is not fit to tie your shoe,"
growled Rory.
"Never mind. I have a dear friend in you as well as a brother, a friend
whom I can trust at all times. And though we will not talk of it, we
shall know there is one secret just between us two that will not be
breathed to anyone else in the world."
The thought of Norah's confidence in him, above all others, soothed
Rory. They sealed the compact with a kiss, and Jack Corry's conduct was
named no more between them, though neither forgot it or was likely to
do so.
For a month after his engagement to Jeannie was made public, Norah met
the two from time to time, and could not help noticing that whilst
Jack's devotion increased, his fiancée seemed rather to tolerate than
appreciate it. Then came the conversation between the two girls, in
which Jeannie alluded to the probability of her having to leave home
again by the doctor's orders, and Norah heard the careless words that
have been already recorded: the wish to stay at Benvora in peace or to
be able to take away with her, father, mother, 'Jet' the pony, Norah
herself, any person, anything but Jack Curry.
It was hard to think she could be in earnest when she said, "The one
sweet drop in my cup of banishment is the thought that I shall leave
Jack Corry behind me. He bores me to death."
Could it be possible that after all the affection was one-sided, that
Jeannie had entered upon the engagement without any real love for Jack,
and only as a means of amusing herself and occupying her idle hours?
"You ought not to speak of Jack in such a way," said Norah. "If I were
a mischief-maker, and were to repeat words which you do not mean, but
which would grieve him terribly, what then?"
"I shall say what I like. I mean every word I do say. You are not a
mischief-maker, and would not make mischief to save your own life; but
if you were to repeat what you consider my naughty speech to Jack, he
would not believe me in earnest—more's the pity. I have told him the
same thing myself a score of times. He will not be driven away. So you
see, dear there is no alternative but for me to leave him."
"You cannot be in earnest, Jeannie. You would never think of treating
Jack in such a manner, when you know how he cares for you, and looks on
the engagement between you as the most solemn that can be entered into."
"You look solemn enough, Norah," said Jeannie, lightly. "Let me tell
you this engagement, into which I was fairly worried by my mother and
Jack together, sits lightly on my conscience. I only meant it as a bit
of innocent flirtation; it is they who have made a serious affair of
it, not I."
"Think what poor Jack would feel if he heard you," said Norah, shocked
and grieved at the heartless speech.
"If Jack is made to feel a little, it will do him good, I hope, and
teach him to know his own mind. Has he never flirted, I wonder?"
Jeannie gave a meaning look at Norah, then seeing the rising flush on
her friend's face, she added, "You can remember that Jack's name has
been coupled with that of first one girl, then another, for years and
years past."
"Not seriously, Jeannie. A real engagement was never spoken of until
you and Jack entered into one."
"Well, I did not want this to be a real one, either. All the same, it
has been pleasant enough to have poor Jack at my beck and call, seeing
there is really no one else about here that I should care to employ in
the same manner, and I have become used to such attentions now. But,
Norah, do you remember those balls we used to play with that had a
piece of elastic fastened to them? We threw them, but we could always
draw them back at will. I have always kept my affections discreetly in
check, and, like that old toy, I never let them go so far that I cannot
recall them at will."
Norah sat listening like one in a dream. She had schooled herself to
suffer in silence; nay, she had by persistent effort put self out of
sight, and looking into her own true heart could say that she honestly
wished and prayed for the lasting happiness of these two, believing
that they loved each other. To think that she had battled, suffered,
conquered in vain, and that this girl, so young, so innocent and
winsome to all appearance, could have deliberately set herself to gain
Jack Corry's heart, only to wound it and fling it back to him!
The girl could not speak at first. She sat for a few moments, then,
without allusion to their conversation, she rose, and in a dazed,
mechanical way, said she must go home.
Jeannie went forward to kiss her and say good-bye, but Norah did not,
could not return the caress. She started, though, as if a serpent
had stung her when Jeannie whispered, "Don't be angry, dear. I
only borrowed Jack for a little while; you shall have him back for
altogether."
The words and careless smile were too much for Norah. She flung
Jeannie's hand from her, and, with flashing eyes and righteous
indignation at the girl who had so outraged both friendship and
affection, said, "How dare you say such words to me!"
There was no sign of shrinking or timidity in Norah then, as she stood
at her full height, looking down, both physically and morally, on the
fair form which held so small and selfish a nature. At sight of her,
Jeannie flushed, paled, trembled, and then stammered out, "Surely you
are not angry at my little joke!"
"Joke!" said Norah. "Do you call it a jest to trifle with the purest,
holiest feelings that God has given us the power to entertain one
towards another? Is it a jest to bring a man to your feet, to induce
him to lay bare his heart, to offer you his affection, to devote all
that is best in him, and all that he has to your service, and then
to mock him? Mock him, did I say? To wound him cruelly, to take the
courage, the joy, hope, sunshine, out of his life—and for what? Not
because you valued the priceless gift he had to offer, or that you
wanted it. But you did want the paltry satisfaction of showing your
power over this man, of being the envied of many, because everyone
liked him; of using him in order to make your idle hours pass more
quickly; of preventing any other girl from possessing the honest love
which many would have prized, though you did not know its value. As to
your whispered insult to myself, I have no answer for such words; they
are too contemptible. We are not likely soon to meet again, but, as my
farewell words, let me say: Think, Jeannie, before you decide to spoil
Jack Corry's life, or your own may be saddened by bitter memories that
you will never be able to banish while it lasts."
Norah waited for no reply, but almost fled from Jeannie's presence, and
hurried homeward, to relieve her outraged feelings in the quiet of her
own room.
A smaller nature might have rejoiced that Jack was likely to be doubly
repaid for the pain he had caused herself. But Norah's was not a small
soul, and she could distinguish the difference between Jack's conduct
in yielding to temptation, and Jeannie's actual treachery. Like the
high souled girl she was, Norah would have saved Jack from suffering,
even at the cost of bearing herself a double burden, though she sighed
as the thought came, "Poor Jack! Jeannie could not make him truly
happy."
As to Jeannie, she was frightened and angry by turns as she recalled
Norah's searching words and reproof, but not sorry.
She tossed her pretty head, and said to herself, "What right had she to
take me to task? It is just her jealousy, because Jack left her for me.
She shall not have a chance of rating at me again. She may think what
she likes; I do not care."
The spirit of the spoiled child, the heiress, and the successful flirt,
rose to the occasion. Jeannie decided that after all she had the best
of it, and she smiled at the idea of a coming triumph.
The doctor had decreed that she must go away for a month. Jeannie
resolved that many months should pass before she returned to Benvora,
and took means to hasten her departure—a thing she well knew how to
manage.
Needless to say, there was no farewell between her and Norah Guiness;
but in parting with Jack Corry she made her feelings sufficiently plain.
How it all came about the gossips never knew, but first there was a
whisper about a broken engagement, and then the report was boldly
spread that Jack Corry had been summarily dismissed by his fickle
little fiancée, who was off to foreign parts again.
Mr. Bellew went away for a time with his wife and daughter, so no one
could note how he took the changed aspect of affairs; but those who
knew his kind heart gave him credit for the best feelings towards Jack,
and not a little regret for Jeannie's conduct.
The question that stirred most minds was how Jack would bear it. Would
he get over this blow, and find consolation elsewhere? Would he go back
to Norah? And if so, would she forgive him? How would it all end?
Some said, "Jack deserved the treatment he had received," but most felt
more kindly towards their old favourite, and were sorry for him.
No one had an opportunity of judging for some little time, for Jack
Corry was not to be seen or spoken with. Whether he was at home or not,
no one seemed to know, but he was denied to all who inquired for him
there.
About a fortnight after the departure of the Bellews, Norah Guiness
was returning home after a long walk, when she was caught in a heavy
shower. She kept on her way, and, as there seemed little prospect that
the rain would cease, she decided to take a short cut through a wood.
Her mind was full of sad thoughts, her heart aching at the remembrance
of all that had come and gone in a few short months, when a little turn
in the path brought her close to Jack Corry. Such a changed Jack! The
light seemed to have left his eyes, the gladness to be gone from his
face, and he was pale and weary-looking.
Norah was shocked at the alteration in the fine, gallant young fellow,
who had so often brought brightness to their fireside by his cheery
ways, and she held out her hand in the old kindly fashion.
Jack took it, and clasping it in both his, stood for a moment without
speaking. Then he said:
"You know what has happened, Norah?"
"Yes, Jack. I am so sorry!"
Her lips quivered, her kind eyes filled as she noted the tremulous
voice, and the poor ghost of a smile as he looked in hers.
"Thank God! I can believe you yet. Sometimes I feel as if there was no
truth in the world, when I remember how simple and innocent she seemed.
And she was playing with my heart like a worthless toy, and never cared
for me, never! I should have been miserable if she had become my wife,
but I am miserable without her. I was true to—to—"
He turned away, unable to utter the name of the girl who had deceived
him; and for the first time the full sense of his own conduct to Norah
came to his mind, though conscience had reproached him before.
The girl stood weeping quietly, heedless of rain, of everything but
Jack's misery, and her own longing to comfort him. She was pained to
hear the man's sobs, and then a hollow, racking cough which followed
them.
"Jack," she said, "you must not stay in this rain. Your clothes are
soaked already. You have taken cold and need care."
"Why should I care?" he replied. "I have spent nearly all my time in
this wood since she left; one night I fell asleep under a tree, and
woke in the morning soaked through with dew."
"Jack, you are killing yourself!" cried Norah. "Come home with me. We
can get to the house without being noticed, and my father and the boys
will make you welcome."
How she succeeded in persuading him she could not tell; perhaps her
firm hold of his arm was comforting; at any rate, he let her guide him
where she would.
It was evident to Mr. Guiness that Jack was fearfully ill, and, owing
to reckless exposure of himself, already in a condition of great
danger, and hardly responsible for his actions. The doctor confirmed
his worst fears. Jack was suffering from inflammation of the lungs;
he came of delicate parents, who had died young, and it soon became
evident that he had gone to Mr. Guiness's home to die also. Well for
him that in his last days he had tender nurses, and was surrounded by
true and loving hearts, for the boys, seeing their former friend so
pitifully changed could think of nothing but their old happy times
together, and even Rory was able to forgive him. It seemed terrible for
the lads to think of death in connection with him who had been their
model of all that was manly.
"You have forgiven me, Norah? May God bless you, and make you very
happy!" said Jack, on the day he died. For answer she bent and kissed
the dying lips again and again, and her kind hand was the last that
Jack clasped in his.
It was only after the grave closed over him that Norah knew all Jack's
remorse on her account. But for Jeannie's wiles their two lives might
have been united and happy; but he had loved the little flirt in spite
of reason and conscience, and he had paid the penalty. He had, however,
made a will three days before he and Norah met in the wood, and to
her absolute use he had bequeathed his ample means. He had no near
relatives, and his wealth was at his own disposal. In Norah's hands, he
knew it would prove a blessing not only to her father and the boys, but
to all the poor and friendless within her reach.
Many were the tears she shed by Jack's last resting-place, and gladly
would she have given up the wealth he had endowed her with, could he
have taken it and lived to use it. She has had suitors many since he
died, but they have wooed in vain. Most people think that she has no
love to give, and that her heart is buried with Jack.
As to Jeannie, she made a little capital out of her late fiancée's
death, and told, in confidence, a little sentimental tale about his
devotion and the affection she found herself unable to return as it
deserved. It was to a new admirer she told it, and as she wiped away a
tear or two she added—
"No doubt my parents were wise to part us. Dear Jack came of a delicate
family. He could have had no strength of constitution, or a mere
cold would not have killed him. He left all his money to a girl who
professed to be my friend, but—"
And then Jeannie stopped, as if she could have told another tale of
treachery, but would not.
Later on in the day she listened with apparently artless surprise and
pleasure whilst the new admirer sang a quaint little song, in which
were these words, glancing the while at the Jeannie present—
"'Where's the way to Jeannie's heart?
That I canna answer;
Here about or there about,
Find it if you can, sir.'"
If the singer had known all!
Girl-readers of this story would doubtless be better pleased if Jeannie
had been punished a little, than mated with somebody else, or if she
had died instead of poor Jack, and Jack had lived to marry Norah, and
be happy ever after. But such an ending would have failed to teach a
much-needed lesson, and to show what cruel suffering is brought on true
hearts by what girls are in the habit of calling "a mere flirtation."
Through such conduct many a man has lost faith in the simplicity and
innocence of girlhood and in womanly truth, and has become hard and
cynical. He has lived perhaps for many a year—for such wounds do not
always kill—but only half a life, since it has been embittered and
robbed of its best affections.
Does any girl ask, "Is it possible that one ever lived and acted like
Jeannie Bellew?"
I answer "Yes." The portrait is drawn from life, and is given in its
natural repulsiveness, that it may prove a warning against flirtation.
BY A GIRL'S HAND
CHAPTER I.
LIKE FATHER UNLIKE SON.
"AND so you want to be a-setting up for a gentleman, do you? You think
you know better than anybody else, and that what has been good enough
for me—and my father and grandfather too, for that matter—is not good
enough for you. You are going to be dressed up in broadcloth on week
days, and work with your coat on, are you? Grimblethorpe isn't big
enough for a fine fellow like you to swagger about in. You must have a
market-town, must you? And I suppose you'll be going up and down the
streets o' nights, like plenty more of the same sort that are 'shamed
of the honest work that their fathers took their coats off to do, and
gloried in doing well. You'll be smoking cigars next, and wearing a top
hat, and going in for all the new-fangled ways of spending money that
young fellows practise nowadays, because they have never known what
went to the earning of it. But you'll rue not having taken my advice,
as sure as your name is Mark Walthew."
The speaker, Daniel Walthew, and father of Mark, paused for a minute,
not because he had finished, or that he desired any reply from his son;
he was only out of breath, and was fain to recover it.
More than once Mark had tried to answer these hard words, which pained
him sorely; but all to no purpose. From his earliest childhood he had
been told to speak when he was spoken to. But, though he was now long
past childhood, he was rarely allowed to speak at all if his father
were holding forth, and especially if he were not in a very happy frame
of mind at the time.
Daniel Walthew had always prided himself on what he called "keeping to
his own rut." By this he meant holding to the same opinions, keeping to
the same habits, living on the same spot, doing the same kind of work
as he had done ever since he could remember, and thus following in the
steps of the father and grandfather who had gone before him. Each of
these had saved a good bit of money, and handed it down to be added to
by the next generation. Daniel Walthew had been the only son of his
father, and though there had been three children born to himself, Mark
was the only survivor.
Everybody in Grimblethorpe knew that Daniel Walthew must be well-off,
but nobody, his wife and son included, could have told how well. Daniel
considered that to let a woman or a young man know the length of his
purse would be a great mistake, and only teach idleness, pride, and
extravagance. It was commonly reported that even on his wedding-day
he had half killed his bride by making her walk some twelve miles, on
a hot summer's afternoon, from her native village, where they were
married, to the cottage at Grimblethorpe which was to be her new home.
"We'll send the boxes by carrier," said Daniel; "you and I can walk. I
mean to begin as we shall go on, Barbara."
So the newly-wedded couple walked the dozen miles, side by side when
they started, the young wife plodding on behind, and being waited for
at intervals when she could not keep up with the bridegroom's steady
stride. Daniel was thirty-five at the time, and he had waited until
after his mother's death before he made up his mind to marry. He meant
to live in the old home always, married or single, and he did not
believe in two mistresses under the same roof. He surprised everybody
by taking to wife Barbara Sharp, aged twenty-two, and consequently
thirteen years younger than himself.
A far-seeing man was Daniel, even in this matter. He had watched the
girl closely, for she was in service at Grimblethorpe, before he popped
the question. He knew how thrifty she was, and that, instead of wearing
feathers and finery, and aping those who could afford such things, and
whose position they became, she made her simple garments last twice as
long as most did, and put them together with her own clever fingers.
She liked saving almost as well as he did, and had a "nice bit" in the
bank already.
Of course he might have married somebody higher up than a mere servant.
But would one of the farmers' or tradesmens' daughters have stepped
beside him in his rut? By no means. They would have wanted to drag him
into a wider one, and to scatter to the winds some of the dearly-loved
savings that it had been the work of three generations to bring
together.
It would be different with Barbara Sharp. She would be lifted into
a higher part of the road, albeit the rut might be narrow, and be
mistress instead of maid, though in a much smaller dwelling than the
one in which she served.
Even in the matter of age Daniel had made his calculations. "A wife
should be a dozen years younger than her husband, so as to be able to
nurse him when he gets a good way on in life. A woman gets looked after
by other women folk; but for a man, his wife is the natural nurse."
(Daniel said "natteral.") "And it is very upsetting for him to have
anyone else about him in his latter days."
Self came first with Daniel, even in his way of looking right on to the
very end of life.
He was dreadfully upset on his wedding-day, for just when home was
reached, Barbara's face went white, and down she dropped in a dead
faint on the floor of the "house," as the apartment was called which
did everyday duty for sitting-room and kitchen. There was a parlour,
but it was kept sacred to Sundays and state occasions.
This fainting fit filled Daniel with misgivings. Not so much on account
of the hardships to which he had subjected his bride in making her
walk so many miles during the heat of the day, but lest after all he
had married a delicate woman, and might find her a burden instead of a
helpmeet.
Such, however, was not the case. Barbara, on coming to, seemed properly
ashamed of herself for having excited such a commotion; said such a
thing had never happened before, and she did not think it would again.
She had been mistimed, having worked early and late to do everything
in the way of preparation for her marriage, instead of spending a
needless shilling. On the top of all this, the walk had been too much
for her—that was all, so Daniel was comforted.
Into the rut stepped Barbara, and kept therein close beside her
husband. She had few relatives, and by degrees, as no visits were paid
on either side, she lost sight of these. She was not an inquisitive
woman, and was content to know that there was no fear of want before
their eyes, and to work, that additions might be made to whatever
savings already existed.
The few acres about the cottage belonged to Daniel, and furnished him
with occupation. Her household work, the dairy, poultry, and pigs found
enough for his wife to do. Too much when there was a baby as well. But
Barbara managed. She never dreamed of employing a servant, and she was
so habitually careful and orderly, that both work and expenditure were
reduced to the lowest possible amount.
The two first children, both boys, died just when the toils of nursing
were over, and each could patter unassisted over the red-tiled
house-floor.
It was a very silent place after that. Barbara grieved, and worked more
mechanically, and Daniel mourned after his fashion, thinking to himself
that there was to be no son to follow father and grandfather in the old
rut.
Yet the expenditure was not increased. Every apple in the orchard,
every cabbage in the garden, every scrap of produce that could be
turned into a penny or the half of one, was so turned to account.
Slowly and surely the money kept growing, for the little holding
furnished nearly all that the pair required, and clothes seemed, in
Barbara's careful hands, to grow little the worse for wear.
Daniel's hoards grew—Mr. Mitcheson, the chief lawyer at Claybury, could
have told how fast; for though Barbara did not know it, her husband was
adding field to field, and rents and interest were being turned into
principal, and let out on safe mortgages to increase the income that
was never to be spent, but to go on increasing still.
Daniel liked Mr. Mitcheson, chiefly because he kept in the same rut as
his father and grandfather had followed before him. It was as natural
for a Mitcheson to be the chief lawyer at Claybury, as for Daniel
Walthew to plough, sow, and reap the fields that his forefathers had
first earned, then owned.
Daniel was forty-one and Barbara twenty-eight when their second child
died. Five years later a third child was given them, and the gift
remained. That he had all the affection of which his father was capable
may well be imagined. In the depths of her heart, his mother longed to
do more and better for her boy, to make his young life brighter and
more childlike. But she had been trained to keep in one rut, and felt
that there was no stepping out of it. She had no will but that of her
husband, and she must teach little Mark to keep within the same bounds.
The child was not stinted in one way. He was fed with food convenient
for him; his clothing was good and comfortable, and shaped to promote
freedom of limb and preserve health, by the careful hands of his
mother. She watched him, worked for him, nursed him, as no hireling
could have done; though, thank God! There are many nurses not mothers
who look for their reward less in pounds, shillings, and pence than in
the well-being of the little ones committed to their charge.
But though little Mark's bodily wants were well supplied, his young
heart hungered for young companionship, and no small feet except his
own ever crossed the red-tiled floor. Father could not be troubled
with other people's children; they would be noisy, and sometimes need
asking to a meal. Mother had trained her own little man to the tidiest,
cleanest ways imaginable. She rubbed and scraped his boot soles till
his feet glowed again, and his tread left no mark of mud on step or
ruddy floor. Mrs. Walthew had no time to look after other people's
children, so, though a little schoolfellow might come with Mark as far
as the gate, he came no further. Father and mother knew at what time to
expect the boy, and, in their cut-to-pattern fashion, rejoiced at his
coming.
But if he were later than usual, the time had to be accounted for, and
he was ever admonished to come straight home, and not loiter or play on
the road.
No wonder the boy grew old too fast, and felt that he was doing so—that
in sheer desperation, he worked too hard at his books, and distanced
the motley group of boys and girls that together made up the village
school.
Fortunately, Mr. Mitcheson, after long striving, succeeded in
persuading Mark's father to send him to a high-class grammar school at
Claybury, the one at which he had been taught, and to which his own
sons were now going.
Daniel Walthew hardly thought it possible for Mr. Mitcheson to make a
mistake. All his investments, made by that gentleman's advice, had been
so satisfactory, and the interest was so regularly paid, that he was
delighted Mr. Mitcheson claimed no credit for this.
Daniel Walthew was too wise a man to ask for large percentages. He
always said, "High interest means great risk. I want nothing beyond
five per cent., and if that means risk, four and safety." So the lawyer
found it easy to place his client's money in good hands, and insure the
regular payments of interest in which Daniel delighted.
He alone knew what the sum total of these amounted to, but he was also
aware that a good deal of money went straight into Daniel's hands every
six months without passing through his own.
Mr. Mitcheson looked ahead, and in imagination saw the boy Mark grown
into the man, and heir to all this wealth.
"It would be too terrible," he said, "if that fine lad were to have his
life narrowed down to the limits which at present confine them. The old
man's one ambition is that the boy may keep to the same rut as he walks
in, but I will do my best to free him from such bondage."
Airs. Mitcheson agreed with her husband, and said, "If Mr. Walthew will
send his boy to Claybury as a weekly boarder, we can do something to
brighten the lad's life between Mondays and Saturdays. He will listen
to you if he will to anybody."
But Mr. Mitcheson would have failed in his efforts but for the help
of an unexpected ally, and an unforeseen trouble with regard to Mark
himself.
CHAPTER II.
A PEEP INTO AN EARTHLY PARADISE, AND A MEETING WITH EVE.
"HE is top of the school, and knows more than any of the other
scholars, and all that I can teach him."
"That is good hearing," said Daniel Walthew, as the schoolmaster told
this of Mark, then aged thirteen; but he was not equally gratified when
he added, "The boy ought to go to a better place than this. Give him a
chance, and you will be proud of him."
"I'm proud of him now. Top boy of Grimblethorpe school is good enough
for me, and better than I could ever do."
Daniel Walthew went home rejoicing. His boy's education was completed
to his own satisfaction, and there would be no more school fees to pay.
Now he would take him in hand and guide his steps in the old rut.
But Daniel had planned what he could not carry out.
Mark had tasted of the fruit of the tree of knowledge, and hungered
for more. There were no books at home that he did not know by heart.
A weekly local newspaper was the only new literature that came within
the door of the cottage. He had not even the companionship of his old
schoolfellows; he was to share his father's occupations by day, and to
be content with what sufficed to fill up the measure of his parents'
days when working hours were over.
Mrs. Walthew doubted what the result would be, but did not say so. Mark
felt his monotonous life unbearable, but had been too well trained to
rebel. So he did as he was bid, and in a short time became silent,
listless, careless about his food, and spiritless in everything,
besides looking miserably ill.
His mother and father had little faith in doctors, except as persons
who were all of one mind in having long bills. So Mrs. Walthew made
herb tea of the kind drunk by three generations of Walthews, and the
fourth took it from her hand, but grew no better. Then a doctor was
called in. He knew the family history, and he said promptly enough,
"Your boy needs no medicine such as I can give, Mr. Walthew."
Daniel looked cheerful on hearing this, and decided that advice without
physic could not be very costly. He was grievously undeceived when he
found that the advice of this doctor would cost a guinea, whereas the
Grimblethorpe medical man only charged half-a-crown for a visit, and a
bottle of medicine into the bargain.
"What your son wants is something to think about, work for mind as
well as body, and young companions to work amongst. Give him change of
scene, plenty of books, good teachers, bright companions, and you will
save him. Here he will die, or lose his reason."
The doctor was a friend of Mr. Mitcheson's, and therefore to be
trusted, and as the result of the combined advice of lawyer and doctor,
Mark went to Claybury, and stayed there from Monday to Saturday in each
week, whilst his father trod the old rut with only his wife to bear him
company, and both sorely missing their boy's presence.
At first, Daniel Walthew had many misgivings as to the wisdom of the
plan to which he had been brought to consent. Mark's feet had not taken
kindly to the path which sufficed for his father, though he had never
complained of it. But a new interest was created by the lad's very
absence. He was terribly missed during the week; but how delightful it
was to welcome him back on Saturdays, and to hear all he had to tell!
So thought the mother.
But whilst Daniel rejoiced to see the hue of health coming back to his
son's cheeks, and to hear the new glad ring in his voice, he was not
so ready to listen, because with every week's work the lad's store
of knowledge was increasing. He was getting new-fangled notions, and
Grimblethorpe, which had been and still was his father's world, would
never satisfy him when school days were over. "What next?" Daniel asked
himself. But he was afraid to suggest an answer to the question.
Besides the wider school world, and world of books to which Mark had
access now, there was another charmed circle into which he entered
with bated breath. Mrs. Mitcheson did not forget the talk between her
husband and herself about brightening the life of the solitary lad. She
questioned her own sons about him. "How do you like young Walthew?" she
asked.
"Oh, mother, he is most amusing," said Allan. "I do not mean in his
talk, but he has such prim, quiet ways for a boy. He is going to be
a model good boy, and as such most objectionable. He never blots his
exercise-books, or leaves anything out of place, or tears a leaf, or
speaks at a wrong time. He is hatefully goody-goody."
"You are too hard on him, Allan," interposed Fred, who was sixteen, and
a couple of years his brother's senior. "You know how Mark has been
brought up, mother, in such old-fashioned un-boylike ways—they are
very good ways all the same. If I were half as careful and methodical,
I should save myself many a lecture. But Mark is very clever, and his
parents will be very proud of him one of these days. He is a year and
a half younger than I am, but I shall have to work hard to hold my own
against Mark."
"I wonder if Mr. Walthew really will be proud of the result of his
son's school work. It is certain to interfere with his pet plan of
tying the lad down to the same kind of life that he leads himself."
"Why, mother, Mr. Walthew could never expect Mark to go back to the old
life at Grimblethorpe. To dig and delve, to sow and reap on that little
holding, where two or three generations of miserly Walthews have gone
on scraping and hoarding farthings, until they are as rich as —"
"Hush! Fred, your father would be displeased if he heard you talk in
such a manner."
"No one can hear me but yourself, mother, or you may be sure I should
not say a word."
"Tell me about Mark's manners, Fred. I have seen little of him. He is
very shy, is he not?"
"Yes, but he has really nice manners. Old Mr. Walthew, though homely
and countrified, had nothing coarse or uncouth about him."
"Then you think Mark will behave nicely if I ask him here?"
"No fear of that. Do ask him, mother. It will be a real kindness to
him to bring him amongst younger children. He is so much too old for
fourteen," said Fred.
Mark was accordingly invited to Mr. Mitcheson's, and there he entered
on a new and hitherto undreamed-of life. Mrs. Mitcheson did the wisest
and kindest thing possible by handing him over to the tender mercies
of her younger children; for she had a very populous nursery, and Mark
soon became an immense favourite with them all.
In the Walthews' home at Grimblethorpe there was hardly an article of
furniture that had not done duty for two or three generations. This
said much both for the makers and users thereof, but little for the
good taste of either. Everything was hard, bare, and uncompromising,
though exquisitely clean and orderly. Nothing ever seemed to wear out
or get broken in Barbara's careful hands.
After Mark became familiar with the handsome table appointments, soft
carpets, fine pictures, and furniture which combined beauty of form
with comfort in use, he became painfully sensible of the bareness
and ugliness of his home surroundings. How he longed to break those
impossible animals in brown and white pottery which ornamented (?) the
parlour mantelshelf—how he wished to remove the china mugs, with "A
present from Blackshore" in gilt letters on their sides, from the rank
of decorations to the crockery shelf in the cupboard!
Mark compared the hard Windsor chairs with printed patchwork covers,
and the hearthrug made of scraps of cloth sewed on a canvas foundation,
with the velvet-seated furniture, of which, at first, he had been
almost afraid to make use at Mr. Mitcheson's. But there all the
beautiful things were in constant use, and in his own home, the best,
where all were ugly, might only be brought out on rare occasions.
In a general way, the Walthews used thick delft cups and saucers and
two-pronged steel forks. The china tea service, really beautiful and
dainty, seldom graced the board, and three-pronged forks were only seen
on Sundays.
Yet Mark made no mistakes. He was too quietly observant for that, and
Mrs. Mitcheson was greatly delighted with the manners of her young
guest.
"He has been very nicely brought up," she said to her husband. "Who
would guess, to see him at our table, that the very sight of many of
its appliances was new to him but a month ago?"
"Poor fellow! I am not sure whether we are doing him a kindness,"
replied Mr. Mitcheson. "The father is bent on pinning his boy down
to the same dreary life that he leads, and every day's absence from
Grimblethorpe makes it less likely that he will submit to it."
The lawyer's children were boys with one exception. There were
three—Fred, Allan, and Maurice—then the only girl, Dorothy, who was
nearly twelve years old when Mark paid his first visit to the house.
After her came four little masculine steps, the very youngest being
only a few months old.
Dorothy, or Dolly, was the darling of the household, alike the pet
and tyrant of the boys. The elder ones were continually contriving
pleasures for their sister, she as continually playing little mother to
the smaller people in the nursery, each of whom in turn learned to trot
after her as soon as they could trot independently, and to look for her
help in every difficulty.
It was twelve-year-old Dolly who took possession of fourteen-year-old
Mark, questioned him about his home, and pitied him with all her heart
when she found that he had neither brother, sister, nor even a cousin
within reach.
"You poor lonely boy!" she exclaimed. "You say there is only yourself
at home, and no one ever comes to play at your house. What do you do
with yourself on Saturday afternoons and Sundays?"
"I get lessons ready for Monday first of all. Sometimes I fetch things
from the shop for mother, or help father in the garden when there is
anything I can do. On Sundays I go to church once—there is only one
service."
"And then, I suppose, you have somebody to talk to."
"Not often, except my father and mother. I used to have very little
fresh to say to them, but now it is better, for we are not all seeing
the same things the week through, and I can speak about school, and all
that happens at Claybury between Monday and Saturday."
"Next time you are at home you will tell them about me," said Dolly,
with childish frankness, and a little sagacious nod of the head.
Mark assented.
"What else? About the little ones, and how nice it is to be one of a
lot of children—though they do bother you at times, you know," said
Dolly.
"Oh yes. And I shall say how kind your mamma has been to me, and—"
But Mark checked himself, and his face flushed suddenly.
"And what?" persisted Dolly.
"You can guess what," replied Mark. "Think of all that I shall see new;
of any kind words said to me, and then you will know for yourself."
"But if anyone says unkind words, what then?"
"I will keep them to myself. Repeating things helps me to remember
them, and I would rather forget unkind words if I can."
"Now, if anybody vexes me, I always go straight to mamma, and tell
her; or if she is not in, I tell Fred. I believe you were going to say
something to me, only you stopped all in a minute. I saw you go quite
red, too."
The observant little lady was right. Mark was going to say that he
should tell his mother how beautiful everything was at Mr. Mitcheson's,
and how different from his own home surroundings. But he felt that
silence on this point would be best. Somehow, he shrank from drawing
too exact a picture of the cottage at Grimblethorpe.
"Then have you no cousins at all?' persisted Dolly.
"No own cousins or near relatives."
"How horribly poor you must feel! Don't you want any?"
"I should be glad if I had brothers and sisters. There were two baby
boys before me, but they died. If I could choose, I would have a
brother and a sister."
"It's no good troubling now," said Dolly. "If any were to come, they
would be no good for companions, so you would be as well without. Being
a boy, you would not want to nurse a baby, like I always do. They are
such darlings—at least ours are," claiming proprietary right in the
nursery treasures. "Are not your father and mother sorry you have no
cousins or anybody?"
"They grieved when the other children died, but I do not think they
care about relatives. Father says the fewer people have the better; for
if they are richer, they look down on you, and if they are poorer, they
always want to borrow money from you."
Mark said this innocently enough, just repeating his father's words.
But these made Dolly thoughtful, and she remained silent, puzzling over
and trying to understand the difference between this boy's life and
parents and her own.
The Mitchesons were strong in family affection, never disowning their
kindred, but readily responding to all reasonable claims for help and
sympathy one amongst another.
There were no loose links in their family chain; through evil report
and good report, they clung together. They helped the weak, cheered
the troubled, and, if misfortune pursued one of their number, the
prosperous held out kind hands—not empty hands—and set him on his legs
again.
Even if there were a black sheep amongst them, love flung a mantle over
his faults, so that the world at large should not scoff at the sable
fleece, which, maybe, grew whiter in time, as grey hairs replace black
ones, with advancing years and better judgment.
Mark was a problem to Dolly which she could not solve.
She had heard people say that his father was rich; yet, she was sure he
worked in the fields, and wore a coat on week days, like the cottagers
round Claybury. There was no servant—Mark had accidentally told so
much—and therefore his mother must sweep, scrub, and make fires, and
cook, and wash up dishes; no wonder she did not want company. And they
did not care for aunts and uncles and cousins! It must be all very
horrid. But Mark was nice, and so Dolly magnanimously resolved that
she would not "bother"—her favourite, though inelegant, expression—but
would be as good as ever she could to the lonely boy. So she sent her
problem to the winds, and said to Mark—
"I have seven brothers—three older, four younger than I am. One more
does not make much difference; so I will have you to go amongst the big
lot, and make it into four. Then I shall be exactly in the middle, and
you will have eight of us belonging to you. There!"
And Dolly, having settled this matter to her own satisfaction, gave
herself no further anxiety on the subject, but managed to give Mark
something to talk about by initiating him into the mysteries of tennis,
and laughing and making him laugh at his awkwardness.
CHAPTER III.
MR. WALTHEW IS FAR FROM EASY IN HIS MIND.
DANIEL WALTHEW'S mind was much exercised by the fact that his son had
been invited to Mr. Mitcheson's, and treated like one of his own boys,
for the solicitor was a very great man in his eyes. He was not only a
lawyer, but the lawyer to whom noblemen, the first in the county, went
for advice. He had property, too, which made him independent of his
profession, and Mrs. Mitcheson had not come to him empty-handed. He
entertained his aristocratic clients, and was entertained by them, and,
as Mr. Walthew put it, "He thinks no more of a Member of Parliament
coming to dinner, than I should of asking my next-door neighbour to a
cup of tea."
Doubtless he thought less—for it was only after much deliberation that
even such modest hospitality was dispensed at the cottage board at
Grimblethorpe, and such occasions were few and far between.
Daniel Walthew was proud of the honour done to Mark, and yet it
troubled him for two reasons. The first was because he could not
understand that a lady like Mrs. Mitcheson had invited a simple country
lad to her house from sheer kindness of heart, and with the single
desire to brighten his young life.
Secondly, he felt that Mr. Mitcheson's life path lay on a much higher
level than his own, and if Mark got accustomed to mix with grand
people, how would he ever come down to that humble part of the road on
which was his own rut?
"What do you think about it, Barbara?" he asked his wife.
"That Mrs. Mitcheson is very kind to Mark, and I am very thankful to
her."
"But why should she ask him? That's what I want to know. I should like
to know what will be the outcome of it."
"Maybe because you are a customer of her husband, and your father went
and paid good money to his father. I reckon your custom has been worth
a good bit to them from first to last."
"What I am afraid of is that Mark will get stuck-up notions, and when
he has done with schooling, he will not want to settle down here again.
If I were to see him with a cigar in his mouth, swaggering up and down
like some of those empty-headed puppies that think fathers were only
meant to work and scrape money together for them to waste, I should
almost wish that he had followed the others when he was little."
"There is no better boy than Mark; and what is the worth of the money
if neither I nor he is ever to be any the happier for it?" asked
Barbara, stung to speak as she had never done before during more than
twenty-five years of married life. "Why," she continued, "should Mark
be tied to Grimblethorpe? He will be fit for something better, and I
hope he will get it."
Very wroth was Daniel Walthew when these rebellious words met his ear.
He had not married Barbara to teach him what he ought to do, or talk
about money as if she brought him any.
"So you mean to encourage the lad in stuck-up ways, do you?" he asked.
"You want Mark to be a fine, do-nothing gentleman when he leaves
school? I wish I had never sent him, but I've promised him three years,
and I never broke my word yet. He shall have his time, and then—"
There was comfort in the thought. Daniel Walthew never boasted of his
money. It was happiness enough to know of his hoards, and how they
grew—grew, day by day, as the grass grew, without being watched. No
need that others should share the knowledge with him. But Daniel liked
every one to regard him as a man of his word, and he would keep a
promise at any cost to himself. So Barbara knew that Mark was safe up
to seventeen, and by that time something might happen.
However much Mr. Walthew might wish to keep the actual amount of his
property a secret, and perhaps most of all to his son, lest Mark should
thereon found a claim to live as a gentleman, other people talked and
calculated, unassisted by any hint from him. The talk reached Mark's
ears, and he tried to speak about it to his mother.
"Everybody says my father is a very rich man. If he is, why should we
not have a different house from this, and live like other people? It
seems a shame that you should do the cleaning and washing, and that
father should work just like a labouring man, when we might have things
as pretty as the Mitchesons have. It is so pleasant even to look round
one of their rooms, and to sit at a table where the silver and glass
glitter when the light falls on them, and the table-cloth shines like
satin. If we only had a few pretty vases to put flowers here and there,
they would brighten the table, and we have plenty in the garden."
Mrs. Walthew looked terrified when Mark spoke of his father's wealth.
"Hush, dear!" she said. "People talk of things they know nothing about.
How should they? Your father keeps his affairs to himself. As to him
and me dressing up like gentlefolks, and having servants to wait on
us in a big house, we should be fish out of water. We are used to our
work, we couldn't be idle, and if we had to change our ways, we should
be miserable. Let us alone, lad. We are best as we are. As to sticking
flowers about the place, why, you have only to turn your head, and
there they are all in sight, and the sweet smell coming in at the open
door, so that you cannot help knowing they are there."
Mark had to be silent, for he could get no information from his mother
with regard to his father's wealth; only a hurried, frightened whisper,
for Mr. Walthew's step was heard on the gravel.
"Don't trouble yourself! There is only you for everything, but you will
have to humour father, for he can do as he likes with what belongs to
him."
"But, mother, he talks of my coming and living here in his way and
working as he works. I never shall. Do you think if a blind man's eyes
were suddenly opened, and he had the power either to keep his sight or
go back to his old state, he would shut them and choose blindness? I
have seen a better, brighter life, mother. I can never settle down at
Grimblethorpe again."
Mr. Walthew's entrance prevented more conversation, and Mark, seeing
that an allusion to money matters or his own future only troubled his
mother, said no more, but worked harder than ever, and bided his time.
He had, however, a confederate and devoted friend in Dolly Mitcheson.
Dolly was the very soul of honour, and to be trusted. Her brothers, big
and little, chose her as the repository of their secrets, and the one
girl of the family was never known to "peach." It mattered not to her
whether the smallest toddles in the nursery, or Fred, who was growing
tall and manly, chose to speak confidentially, or whether the subject
was trivial or important, she was equally trustworthy in every case.
When Dolly adopted Mark as a brother, in order to make a double
fraternal quartet, she did him a vast service by giving him a friend on
whose truth and good sense he could rely at all times.
At first, when the girl spoke to him in her frank fashion about his
home, and asked him if this and the other in her own were like it,
Mark hesitated, and scarcely knew what to say, whilst his face flushed
painfully. How could this dainty maiden realise the difference between
her parents beautiful house and its surroundings and the cottage he
called home! So he turned the talk from furniture to flowers, and being
great on this subject, he delighted and instructed Dolly by telling her
about those she loved, and such as grew in his father's garden.
As time went on, Mark, after thinking over the matter, decided to tell
this girl friend the exact story of his past life, and to describe,
with the utmost minuteness, the cottage home and its contents, as well
as the narrow circle in which his parents were satisfied to move.
Dolly listened attentively, picturing the while all that Mark was
taking such pains to make clear to her. She could guess, too, what it
cost him; but when he finished she bravely looked in his face and said—
"When people have lived so long in one way they cannot change, Mark,
can they? They are like old trees—if you try to take them up and plant
them somewhere else, the roots cling, and there is no moving them
without breaking some. If people choose to live in a little house
and wait on themselves, instead of in a big one and be waited on by
other people, it is their own business, and nobody has a right to find
fault. One working bee is worth a lot of drones, is he not? Any way,
if your mother has no servants, she has not them to grumble about all
the time she is out calling, as my mamma's visitors do. I do get tired
of hearing them, when I am dressed up and sitting in the drawing-room
sometimes, and I wish they would talk of something else. So does mamma.
I mean to learn how to do everything, and then when I am grown-up, and
have a house and servants, I shall be able to tell them what they do
not know."
Mark agreed with the wisdom of this resolution; then he said:
"You must not think we are without anything that is really necessary.
We have good food, beautifully cooked, and clothes, only they have to
be taken great care of. I know my parents are very fond of me; only
somehow, I have never been a boy like other boys. I never ran, and
jumped, and raced, and got into scrapes, and tore my clothes, or got
sent off to bed, as the neighbours' lads did. I think I was born rather
old."
Dorothy laughed at this, and Mark joined her, then added that he had
been growing younger every day since he came to Claybury, and it was
all through Mr. and Mrs. Mitcheson and herself.
"But you work fearfully hard, Fred says."
"Because I want to get one scholarship at least—two if possible. I
cannot live at Grimblethorpe always, and unless I can give a very
good reason for doing so, my father will insist on my going home, and
working as he does. He calls it 'keeping in the old rut.' If I had
known no different life, I might have done it, but not now."
Months grew into years. Mark Walthew laboured incessantly at his
studies. Daniel would have been more or less than human if he had not
been proud of the place won by his son, of the reports which came at
each term's end, and the prizes he carried off. Mrs. Walthew's glad
tears ran down her cheeks, and even her husband had to turn his back
upon her, that she might not see why his spectacles needed so much
polishing before he could read what "schoolmaster had written about
Mark."
The boy was no country lout or awkward bookworm to look at, but was
growing into a fine youth, whose manners would disgrace no society. His
mother's training had given him right habits to begin with, and under
Mr. Mitcheson's roof he had learnt those practised by persons in a
higher position. Frank, yet modest, simple but refined, sincere without
forwardness, and with a mind richly stored for one so young, Mark
Walthew was indeed a son on whom a father might have rejoiced to bestow
all the advantages money could give.
But all the while Mr. Walthew was saying, "Barbara, this is Mark's last
term. In July, he will come home to stay."
She, with a sinking of the heart, could only answer, "Yes; he will have
had the three years you promised him," and hope for a solution as to
future difficulties which she could foresee, though her husband could
not. Whilst he, nevertheless, confessed that he was not altogether easy
in his mind as to what all this learning would lead to.
CHAPTER IV.
A NEW FACE.
CLAYBURY SCHOOL was richly endowed, and had many valuable scholarships
open to candidates born within a certain radius of its walls. It had
been Mark Walthew's desire to win one of these, believing that if he
succeeded his father would consent to his continuing his studies after
the allotted three years.
His success exceeded his most sanguine hopes. He won two of the best,
and even without further help from Mr. Walthew, might work on for three
more years, and, he trusted, win further distinctions.
"Scholarships!" said old Daniel, when informed of Mark's success.
"Hasn't he been getting scholarships these last three years? He went
for learning, and he should have put some by for future use by this
time. I don't know what you mean by two scholarships. I always lumped
the whole concern, and called it learning. Well, if he has got a double
dose, so much the better; I reckon it will last longer. And when he is
settled down at home, he will have plenty to serve him his lifetime."
Then came the struggle. Mark bared his heart, and told his hopes to his
father, and was answered by a torrent of reproaches—told that he wanted
to set up for a fine gentleman, instead of keeping to the old rut, and
doing the work his father had been proud to do well.
This story begins with some of the words used by the wrathful old man;
many others, far more bitter and cruel, sank deep into Mark's memory,
and grieved him to the heart, but they need not be repeated here.
"If," said Mr. Walthew, "you are resolved to turn your back on home,
and choose a new road for yourself, go, and never darken my doors
again. But if you think of being kept in idleness by the old father's
money, you will find your mistake out; I will never leave you a penny!
You choose now—once and for all!"
"Then I must choose to go, father," said Mark. "God has given me some
talents to account for, and I must use them. I will never ask you for
money; but some day I hope I shall hear you say I have chosen wisely.
If you are not now proud of my success—and, oh, I had so counted on
hearing you and mother say, 'Well done, Mark!'—you shall not be ashamed
of me in after years."
"I am proud of you, Mark," cried Mrs. Walthew, "so proud that I would
not have you stay and be tied down from youth to age, to such a life
as we have led! We are too old to change; but for you it would be a
living death. Go, my son, my one darling, if so be you can choose, and
have no fear of want before your eyes. I have been twenty-eight years
always going the same daily round, without change in anything, except
the growing older. Talk of money! What is it worth if it never gives a
day's brightness, and the only pleasure the owner has is the being able
to say, 'I have so many thousands of pounds, or hundreds of acres'?"
"Listen, my boy. It is terrible for a wife to take the opposite side to
her husband, but I could not bear to think of your growing into a man
like your father. Not that he is dishonest! To gain a hundred pounds,
he would not take a penny wrongfully, or refuse to pay what is fairly
due. He has only robbed himself and me of everything that money could
have bought in the way of happiness for ourselves, or enabled us to
give it to other people. Those who have wealth, and neither the heart
to spend nor give of their abundance, are the poorest of the poor. You
may be blessedly rich with very little money."
Need it be said that Daniel Walthew was not present when his wife spoke
these words to her son? They cheered Mark, for they told him that his
mother's blessing would be on his head, his mother's prayers ever
offered on his behalf. And both hoped that in time the father's views
might change. How could he stand singly against the world?
The world meant Claybury and the country round, for naturally
Mark's success had made his friends proud of him—none more so than
the Mitchesons, and most of all his friend Dolly. Many a time the
true-hearted girl had cheered the boy on, until her own brothers
used to say that the adopted one took the first place of all in her
thoughts, and had more than an eighth share thereof.
Mr. Mitcheson tried to move Mr. Walthew from his resolve, but in vain.
The headmaster of the school used his influence, and spoke in such
terms of Mark's talents and industry, that any other man would have
been delighted beyond measure to call him son.
Not so Daniel Walthew. "I don't hold with learning that takes a man
out of his proper spear, and makes him ashamed of the honest work his
father does," said he, and refused to hear any argument on the other
side, or to speak again on the subject.
So the cottage door closed behind Mark Walthew, and all the articles
purchased for his use went with him. The old man would not suffer a
scrap belonging to him to remain, and the goodly pile of handsome books
which had brightened the dingy parlour no longer lay on its table, to
tell of the boy's school victories.
Daniel Walthew neither spoke of Mark nor allowed any other person to
mention his name.
In his heart he must have felt for the sorrow of his faithful wife,
for he did not hinder her from receiving letters; and he knew that the
tidings they brought must be good by the glad light on her face, though
tears often accompanied it—tears because her husband did not share her
joy.
Mr. Mitcheson still transacted Daniel's legal business, found new
investments for his hoards, and made out deeds when some fresh purchase
was completed. But he felt equal pity and indignation at the sight
of his self-willed client, and his inability to value the good gift
bestowed on him in the shape of his talented and worthy son.
Years passed on. Mark did wonders, and his friends rejoiced that his
career had more than fulfilled their most sanguine expectations.
He was at Claybury, the honoured guest of the headmaster of the old
school, and his name was mentioned in the columns of the principal
local papers. Copies of these came to Mrs. Walthew, who, entering
the kitchen gently, found her husband eagerly reading the paragraphs
relating to his boy.
At sight of her, he angrily thrust the paper between the bars and saw
it burn to ashes. But his wife had caught the expression on his face as
he read, and thanked God for this, as for a ray of light and hope.
"He is not so hard as he seems," she said to herself. And this she not
only thought, but told her son in a letter, written in a cramped hand
and imperfectly spelled, but which the youth kissed—soft-hearted fellow
that he was—because it came from that dear unselfish mother whom he had
only seen very rarely for seven long years.
He was turned four-and-twenty, tall, straight, and healthy, despite
hard brain work, for he had lived temperately, taken outdoor exercises,
and not "burned the candle at both ends."
There was a fair face that lighted at his coming—a warm, loving heart
that did not try to hide its gladness, when, at an evening gathering at
the headmaster's house, in honour of his old pupil, Dolly Mitcheson's
hand was clasped in that of Mark Walthew.
Dorothy was twenty-two now, and for years past she and Mark had known
that each held the first place in the other's heart. Friends—adopted
brother and sister!—these might be and were sweet relationships; but
that which subsisted now was nearer and dearer still.
Dolly had been wooed by wealthy suitors. Mark's father would never
break his word, so that he had only himself to rely upon; but she knew
that a time would come when her lover would be able to claim his bride,
and offer a home of his own winning. And Mark knew that wealth had
sought in vain for Dorothy's regard, and that she would wait, no matter
how long, for her one love.
"There is one chance as to old Daniel," said Mr. Mitcheson to his wife.
"He will hate to go to any other lawyer; it would be stepping out of
his rut. He may not make a will at all. He has said he will leave
nothing to Mark. Let him die intestate, and the lad will get the money,
and the old man keep his word."
The same thought had passed through Mrs. Walthew's mind; and, if truth
may be told, through that of Daniel also.
Before Mark left Claybury, he paid a brief visit to Grimblethorpe, and
saw his mother; not in the cottage—never would he cross its threshold
without his father's leave—but in a field-path, between the waving
corn, they walked and talked together, whilst Daniel Walthew kept a
business appointment with Mr. Mitcheson at Claybury.
The mother fed on that happy meeting for many a day—looking back on it,
and forward to the next.
Winter came, and sturdy old Daniel, who had never known a day's
illness before, was attacked by severe bronchitis, and confined, not
only to house, but to bed for many weeks. It would have been going
out of the regular rut to have outside help; so Barbara toiled and
watched, and nursed him tenderly, getting often hard words and never
thanks—for Daniel was a most impatient patient. It was only when he was
fairly well again, and grumbling over his sadly-neglected plots, that
Barbara's strength gave way. She was simply worn out with loss of rest
and overwork. She had been as hale as Daniel; as independent of doctors
and their physic; but now a great dread fell upon her husband. What if
his wife were to die? He had always made sure she would outlive him,
and counted on her careful nursing to the last.
Who was to nurse her? They had kept themselves to themselves. They had
no neighbours in the ordinary sense, and were unused to asking favours
of anyone.
Worse still, Daniel must go to Claybury on the very day that Barbara
broke down, as deeds had to be signed, and the other party to them
would come a long way to meet him.
Barbara suggested the name of an elderly woman who would bear her
company during his absence, and she further said, "There are nurses at
Claybury. Ask Mr. Mitcheson to give you the name of one."
The lawyer felt sorry to see the trouble of his stout old client,
despite his stubbornness and unreasonable treatment of Mark, and called
Mrs. Mitcheson into consultation about finding a nurse for Mrs. Walthew.
"I think I can find one," she said. "I will do my best, for I am
grieved to hear of Mrs. Walthew's illness. No doubt she has broken down
through overwork and anxiety."
When Daniel Walthew was ready to return, the nurse was forthcoming. She
was young, and pleasant to look upon, but such a picture of neatness!
No frizzled hair or finery, but smooth braids under a cottage bonnet,
whilst wholesome-looking prints, ample aprons, and snug caps, with
stout serviceable boots for outside, and noiseless slippers for indoor
wear, composed her visible wardrobe.
How deft she was in her movements! How tender in her manner towards
the poor invalid! How clever in preparing little things to tempt her
appetite, and how patient and considerate to Daniel himself!
The old man saw his wife's face become more hopeful-looking, and
in time overspread with a faint colour. He noted that her spirits
improved, and that this young presence had a cheering effect on
himself, for the nurse told bright tales, and as her patient gained
strength, went singing about the cottage in a voice that sounded
wondrously sweet, when compared with anything he had ever heard.
Barbara and her young nurse had always plenty to talk about, but
sometimes they stopped suddenly when Daniel came in. He noticed, too,
that she had very pretty ways, and what he called "lady hands," and yet
how clever they were at whatever they attempted!
Barbara went on improving to a certain point, and then stopped. The
doctor was puzzled, and said so. Day after day passed, and no progress
was made. Then she began to go back a little. In mortal dread, Daniel
consulted the nurse, who calmly answered, "Mrs. Walthew wants a
medicine which only you can give her. She wants her son's arms round
her neck, and the sight of his face."
An angry exclamation fell from Daniel's lips, and he left the cottage
for a time. When he returned the nurse was standing with her outdoor
garments on and her box packed ready to depart, as it was the carrier's
day for Claybury.
"You will not leave her!" he cried, aghast at the sight and at the
tears of his wife.
"I would not, if I could do more for her, but I cannot stay to see her
die when it is in your power to save her. If Mrs. Walthew dies, the
blame will be on your head."
The nurse looked fearlessly at Daniel, who turned from her to his wife
as these plain words fell on his ears.
"Have your will," he said. "She must be saved. It is human nature for a
mother to want her only son."
Joyfully the nurse prepared a telegram, and ran with it to the
post-office, Daniel watching the while beside his wife. Not many hours
later Mark stood by his mother, and that too by his father's wish, and
from that moment Mrs. Walthew began to mend.
"I may have been wrong in keeping in one rut all my life, and keeping
other people at a distance," said old Daniel. "Nurse Dora has taught me
a good many lessons in a few weeks, more than I had learned in seventy
years before. I don't know how we shall do without her, and she will
have to leave us soon, she says. Here is Mark, far and away happier
without money than mine has ever made me. That is a good thing. For I
have said I will not leave him any, and I will not break my word."
"Do not make a will at all," said Nurse Dora.
"But I shall, my dear," said the old man, his eyes twinkling with a
knowing expression, such as Mark had never seen in them before. "I
shall make a will, that I may leave you a legacy. And there is no need
to trouble for a way out of the difficulty. I never said I would not
give Mark anything. I am free to do that, and I am not sure but what
there is more pleasure in giving than leaving, for you can see the
fruits of one, and not the other."
"Ah, Miss Dorothy," he continued, "the old man is not quite so blind as
you thought! You have not come to speak to me of late years, but you
have some of the child's face left yet, and you favour your mother.
And my ears have caught old words now and then, and I know how good
and true a heart my lad has won, and what a clever housewife and nurse
can be joined to a born lady. You have won old Daniel as well as young
Mark, and all I can say is, 'May God bless you both, and forgive me!'"
Is it worth while to add another word? To tell how Dolly Mitcheson's
wise resolve, "to learn everything," brought good fruit, or to speak of
the way in which Daniel opened his purse as well as his heart, or of
the renewed health of Mrs. Walthew, the changed cottage, the abandoned
rut, the perfect union between the faithful young pair when they twain
became one, or of the manner in which Daniel kept his word?
He gave a handsome sum to Mark, and that, too, before his marriage;
and when he and Barbara have done with the rest, it will go to "Nurse
Dora," as old Daniel delights to call his daughter-in-law. No fear that
this bequest will disturb the true union between Mark and his wife,
despite the power put into her capable hands by the Married Women's
Property Act!
Dorothy tells her husband in confidence, that however proud she may be
of him, his devoted love and his great attainments, the conquest on
which she plumes herself most of all is her victory over old Daniel's
prejudices, and on having coaxed him out of the narrow path to which he
had restricted himself for threescore years and ten.
THE END.
Richard Clay & Sons, Limited, London & Bungay.