I did not see it in that way before; I only felt overwhelmed with your
kindness, and that it was all too much for you to do for my sake. I
have had shamefully ungrateful thoughts about being left here, and have
felt angry at mamma and Laura, and generally rebellious on account of
my lot, instead of just accepting it as from God's hand, and making the
best of it. And all the while He was ordering everything for my good,
putting it into your heart to be so kind to me, and planning that I
should be invited to the place I longed to visit above every other in
the world. I am ashamed of myself."
"That is right, darling," replied Mrs. Worsley. "Now you are looking
at things in a proper light, and there is nothing to be done but to
continue our preparations."
After this the hours seemed to fly, so much had to be done; but further
help was obtained to sustain the "reed." Williams returned in due time,
the boys set out for Cumberland in the highest of spirits, and a couple
of hours later Mrs. Worsley carried off Nettie, and arrived in the
early afternoon at the station nearest to Broadlands.
On the platform were three or four of Mrs. Worsley's nephews and
nieces, wild with delight at seeing her with Nettie in charge, and at
the cry of the first, "Here's Nettie! Hurrah!" The shout was taken
up by the others, who each cheered in a different key, and made the
station resound with their shrill young voices.
There was another person who met the train, and handed the ladies out,
and who, though he did not join in the cheer raised by the juniors,
managed to express his pleasure at sight of the travellers in no less
eloquent language. Truly if ever eyes spoke of gladness, the fine grey
ones of Arthur Boyd told Nettie Clifford that the sight of her bright,
blushing face had vastly increased his present feeling of happiness.
What halcyon days followed! Broadlands itself, with just its regular
inmates, would have been a paradise to Nettie, nestling, as it did,
among glorious woods which sheltered without hiding it, and yet within
walking distance of the sea on one side and a lovely undulating country
on the other three. There were endless drives and plenty of pleasant
neighbours within reach, nearest of all Ferndene, the residence of old
Sir Henry Boyd, Arthur's uncle, with whom Nettie was a prime favourite.
He and his dear old wife were deeply attached to their nephew and heir,
very anxious for him to marry, and yet in great dread lest he should
fall a victim to a mere pretty face.
They had a horror of fastness and flirtation. They believed in one
true, ever-growing holy love which should become stronger and more
self-devoting through each year of wedded life, as theirs had done.
Their nephew would be independent of money considerations; they wanted
him to have a fortune in the wife herself; and so, when twelve months
before they thought their nephew was learning to care for Nettie
Clifford, they were ready to give their hearty consent if he would only
ask it.
"Just the girl for Arthur," they had said to each other. Well born
and educated, with good health, good looks, a pure mind, and habits
untainted by fashion and folly, yet as bright as a bird; one in whose
society young and old found pleasure. What could they desire better?
Yet the girl's visit had come to an end, and Arthur had not spoken. The
hopes of the old couple had died away, and twelve months had come and
gone in the meanwhile.
Now Nettie was again at Broadlands, and day by day she and Arthur met.
Lookers-on began to whisper, and some that had hoped Sir Henry's heir
would seek a wife in a different direction lost hope.
At last a day came when the young man opened his heart to the relatives
who had been as father and mother to him, and asked their consent and
blessing on his union with Nettie Clifford, provided he could win hers.
They answered him together: "May God bless you as we do, and speed
your wooing! 'A virtuous woman is a crown to her husband.' We could
desire no better fortune for our boy than to win such a wife as Annette
Clifford."
With a light heart Arthur set out for Broadlands. There was to be a
garden party in the lovely grounds that afternoon, and he had no doubt
that he should find an opportunity of telling Nettie all that was in
his mind. He did not, however, see her immediately on his arrival. The
grounds were extensive, and before Arthur Boyd made one amid the crowd
of guests who kept pouring through the wide gateway, Nettie had been
pounced upon and carried off to take part in a game at tennis.
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The decisive set was just at an end when he caught sight of her,
flushed and smiling, after a hard-won victory. But bright as was the
colour on the girl's cheek, it deepened at his approach, and it was
with a look of frank pleasure that she laid her hand in his and bade
him welcome.
But while Nettie's roses deepened, those on Arthur's face died away,
and he became deadly pale as he glanced at the girl's extended hand,
for there, glittering on her "engaged finger," was a superb diamond, a
beautiful single stone of bluish white, a stone of great value, as the
merest ignoramus could tell. Surely the presence of such a jewel in
such a place could have only one meaning.
Arthur hardly knew what he said. He knew that Nettie looked half
frightened, and asked if he were ill, and that he had answered in the
negative, and got away out of sight. True, she seemed to look wistfully
after him, and her lips moved, as if she were begging him to stay.
Probably she was shocked at what she had done, and wished to deprecate
the grief and resentment his face must have expressed.
All their happy hours, all her sweet girlish ways, all the tell-tale
blushes at his coming, all that he had thought he read in the shy eyes
that were wont to droop when he looked too steadily in their direction,
all these things were as nothing to him any more than others.
Someone—Arthur thought he knew who—had offered, and been promptly
accepted by the portionless girl, who was bound to marry well, whether
true love were included in the bargain or not.
Arthur could not leave Broadlands at once, as he longed to do, for his
aunt and uncle, with other friends, were to come later, and he had
promised to wait for and return with them. So he strolled away to a
lonely part of the grounds, and having passed a miserable hour there,
once more bent towards the entrance-gates, where he met Nettie.
Surely the girl must have been miserable too, for she looked pale and
troubled, and there were signs about her usually bright eyes that were
suggestive of recent tears. And lo! As he glanced at her hand which
hold up a parasol, he saw that it was unadorned. The ring was gone.
"There must have been some stupid mistake," he thought. "I have taken
for granted what had probably no reality. Only Nettie's own lips shall
convince me that she is other than the pure, true-hearted girl I have
ever judged her to be."
To think was to act. There was no one else very near, so Arthur joined
Nettie, and a new light came to her sweet face, and new roses sprang
into being on her cheeks. He began to tell his tale, strolling the
while into a by-path, and had got as far as the ring.
"I came on purpose to speak to you to-day, Nettie, bringing with me
the blessing and approval of my dear aunt and uncle, who would welcome
you with open arms as my wife," he said. "There was only one person
for me amongst all the guests, and when I saw you, darling, sweet, and
fair, and true, I longed to clasp you to my heart and tell you that I
gave you my whole best love a year ago. And then I looked at something
sparkling on your finger, and saw a ring, and feared that someone had
been beforehand with me, so went away miserable, without a word. What
did the ring mean, dear, for you wear it no longer?"
Nettie glanced at her hand as Arthur alluded to the ring, and gave a
cry of horror.
"What shall I do?" she cried. "I did not know it was gone. I would not
lose it for anything. Please do not stop me!"
Away fled Nettie towards the house, leaving Arthur with his love story
unfinished, and to put what construction he chose upon her precipitate
retreat. To pursue the girl would have been to cause remark, and Arthur
went more slowly in the direction taken by Nettie, his mind full of
half-formed plans for an immediate voyage to the Antipodes.
Mrs. Worsley was sitting on the terrace, and Annette must have passed
her on her way to the house. Arthur stood by her for a little while,
talking of the party, the lovely weather, and the manifest enjoyment
of the guests, but his manner was constrained, and his answers often
irrelevant. He was on the point of turning away, when Annette once more
appeared, tripping lightly towards them, with a radiant face.
"Aunty, dear aunty, please take this back with my best thanks, and
never, if you love me, ask me to wear borrowed feathers again. I have
been in dreadful trouble. I missed it from my finger, or rather Mr.
Boyd did, and I thought I had lost it in the park. Then I remembered
I had been to my room to wash my hands after preparing some fruit for
the children, and I left Mr. Boyd very unceremoniously, to see if I
had laid it on the dressing-table. It was not there, and I was almost
in despair, when where do you think I found it? Exactly fitted into
the centre hole of the drainer which covers the sponge bowl. How glad
I was! I am not fit to be trusted with valuables, you see, for, being
unaccustomed to them, I forget that I have them. Thank you a thousand
times for the loan of the ring, aunty, and most of all for freeing me
from the awful responsibility of having valuables not my own to take
care of. I will never wear borrowed feathers again as long as I live."
As Nettie spoke, she placed the ring which had caused Arthur's misery
in Mrs. Worsley's hand, and then gave a sweet, shy, upward glance at
the young man, which seemed to say that the story he had begun to tell
would now find an attentive listener.
Mrs. Worsley, with a laughing face, told Arthur how she had insisted on
Nettie's wearing one of her rings because the girl possessed scarcely
any ornaments of her own. "It will be hers some day," she added, "but I
must take care of it until she is fit to be trusted with the custody of
valuables."
Arthur mentally dissented from Mrs. Worsley's statement that Nettie
possessed few ornaments. He thought that truth, modesty, unselfishness,
a pure, tender nature, and a warm, faithful heart were better
adornments and possessions than all the jewels in the world. But he did
not trouble to tell her so, for some friends were approaching, whom
Mrs. Worsley joined. And Arthur told his thoughts to Nettie instead,
and completed the story begun a little while before.
He must have had faith, too, in Nettie's powers to take care Of a
ring, for when the young people met the party from Ferndene, there
glittered on the girl's engaged finger a most beautiful specimen of
the jeweller's art, the diamonds in which were worthy to follow the
borrowed gem.
Thus Arthur Boyd won Nettie for a wife; and the dear old couple at
Ferndene rejoiced that their adopted son would soon give them the
daughter they coveted above all others. And there was rejoicing at
Scarborough, and Mrs. Clifford wrote that her darling Nettie had more
than fulfilled her most cherished hopes by making so wise a choice.
That Mrs. Worsley played the true mother's part to her goddaughter
need hardly be told, or that it was on her breast that the girl shed
the glad tears which came from a heart almost too full of happiness as
she said, "How can I be thankful enough for God's great goodness to
me? How be ashamed enough of my old want of faith, my repinings, and
discontent?"
Mrs. Arthur Boyd has no lack of jewels now, and has long since been
accustomed to the charge of articles of value of her very own. But
if she had never possessed any, her friends think that those better
ornaments which her husband valued most would have been conspicuous in
her life and actions. Also that the one lesson would have sufficed to
prevent her from ever making a second appearance in "borrowed feathers."
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A STORY OF AN ANGLE WINDOW
CHAPTER I.
"STEPBROTHER DICK."
"You will have to be father, mother, and brother to the girls, Dick. It
is a great charge, but you will not shirk it. I know what you are, dear
boy, and now, more than ever, I thank God, who took my only son, that
He left me you."
The speaker had not long to live, and she knew it. She had four girls
to leave motherless, and she had been ten years a widow. He to whom she
spoke was her stepson, Richard Maynard Whitmore, who was sitting by her
bed and looking in her wan face with loving, troubled eyes. His answer
was not long in coming. Holding the invalid's thin hand in a gentle,
caressing clasp, the young man replied, "As you have been a true mother
to me, so will I be to the girls all you say, as God shall enable me."
A beautiful glad light overspread Mrs. Whitmore's face as the words
fell on her ear. Dick's honest eyes were turned towards her, and though
he spoke quietly, his tone was solemn and earnest, as befitted the
occasion and the responsibility he was taking upon himself.
"Kiss me, dear Dick."
Richard rose and bent his tall figure until his lips touched those of
his stepmother. She made an effort to clasp her thin arms round his
neck, and after kissing him again and again, she held him for a few
moments in a close embrace. Thus was the compact sealed.
Mrs. Whitmore knew well what a noble nature was covered under Dick's
quiet, undemonstrative manner. The few words he had just spoken were
quite enough to remove every anxious thought from her mind—save one.
Even before they were spoken the mother had said to herself, "The girls
will be safe so long as they are sheltered by Dick's roof. He will be a
true guardian, and will watch over and guide them aright, if they will
be guided. He is good and wise beyond his years, and so unselfish."
"The three will be manageable enough, for they love him. My only fear
is for Gertrude, and I dread her influence over the rest."
It seemed strange and sad that at such a time Mrs. Whitmore's thoughts
should be disturbed by anxiety about her eldest daughter, and that her
whole trust should be placed on the only one of her husband's children
who was not also her very own son.
It was evident that Richard Whitmore read a story of hidden trouble in
his mother's face, for, after her arms released him, he noted that the
glad look called forth by his assurance had faded, and given place to a
different expression. There was something yet unsaid, and he asked her,
gently, "What is it, dear mother?"
"You read me like a book almost, Dick. I have been hesitating whether
to say any more or no, but it is due to your goodness that I should
withhold no thought from you which has relation to your sisters.
Indeed, I have no wish to do it. My anxiety is on Gertrude's account.
She has never been like the rest, especially to you, and never treated
you as she ought to have done since that miserable visit. When I am
gone it may be that she will try to prejudice the younger ones, and
that they will listen to her, and then—"
Tears began to flow down the wan cheeks, and the speaker was unable to
continue.
"I know all, and I have no fear. We will not trouble ourselves about
'maybes,'" returned Richard, in a cheery, hopeful tone, though he was
not wholly without forebodings on the same account.
"Do not think I have made my promise to you without asking for help
to enable me to keep it. That is enough for to-day. As future days
pass one by one into the present, I shall seek strength for each as it
comes. Let this thought comfort you, dear mother, when you are inclined
to remember how young I am to undertake such a responsibility. Say to
yourself, 'Dick does not stand alone. His father's God is his God also,
and trusting in Him for strength according to his day, he can never be
desolate or in doubt as to the course he should take.'"
"May that God bless you abundantly, my dear boy!" replied Mrs.
Whitmore, fervently. "As I lie here weak and helpless, I feel that
if I had only you to thank Him for, my heart would be filled with
gratitude. He took my only boy, but left me one of the best of sons in
you. I cannot fret or trouble about the future. It seems to me that in
the solemn last days of life a clearer understanding of our Father's
dealings with us is vouchsafed, to make up for the fading away of
earthly interests. I see how kindly I have been dealt with through ten
years of widowhood, and how I have been spared till the youngest of the
girls is past mere childhood, and you are grown old enough for them to
look up to as brother, guardian, friend."
Richard answered by a few more loving words, and then, after tenderly
kissing his stepmother, left her to rest.
Mrs. Whitmore might well think much of Dick, and he of her in return.
She was the only mother he could remember, having become his father's
second wife when the boy was barely three years old.
She had come to the home a fair young creature, who had, happily for
herself and the child, been brought up in an atmosphere of love, and
was ready to pour a whole wealth of affection upon little Dick.
From the very day that she entered Mr. Whitmore's house as his wife,
she brightened the life of her tiny stepson in every possible way. She
was so young herself—very little over twenty—and to Dick, who had been
under the charge of a faithful but somewhat prim nurse, her lovely face
was like that of an angel.
The loss of her first baby, the only boy born of this second marriage,
drew the loving bonds between her husband's child and herself closer
still. It was such a comfort to feel his little arms round her neck,
to have him for her companion, and to hear his childish prattle as he
coaxed her out into the garden and fields, and persuaded her to join
again in his baby games, as she did before the little one came and went.
Dick was only six years old when Gertrude, the eldest of the girls, was
born, so that there was no great difference between his age and theirs,
and all seemed to belong to one family on both sides. A looker-on could
not have distinguished which of the five was Mrs. Whitmore's own child,
either when all were little ones, or when they were comparatively
grown-up.
Before Mr. Whitmore brought his second wife home, he had wisely
explained to her his position and that of Dick with regard to the
property on which they lived.
"Most of it came with my wife," he said, "and will eventually go to
the boy, though while I live two-thirds of the income from the estate
will be mine. Until he is of age, the whole of it passes through my
hands, though, of course, a liberal portion is to be expended on his
maintenance and education. When Richard is twenty-one, he will have
a third for his own absolute use and until my death, when all his
mother's property will be his. As his future is thus amply provided
for, all that I have shall be yours for life, if you survive me, and
afterwards go to our children, if we have others beside Dick. It will
not be much in comparison, but would keep you in a modest way."
Pretty Amy Christie had been accustomed to simple surroundings, and
was willing to trust her future in the hands of Mr. Whitmore. She was
transplanted to a luxurious home, but as she looked around her, from
the first she accustomed herself to think, "We owe the greater part of
the good things we enjoy to little Dick's mother, and they are really
held in trust for the boy."
There was no envious feeling in Mrs. Whitmore's mind as she thought
of this. On the contrary, she rejoiced that the boy whom she had been
privileged to train was daily developing into a noble character: true,
loving, brave, unselfish. A little too quiet if anything, save to those
who had the key to his inmost heart; and perhaps even more than to the
father whom he loved and reverenced, did Richard Whitmore reveal it to
his stepmother.
He was only sixteen when his father died, and the four girls were mere
children: Gertrude ten, Mina (short for Wilhelmina) eight, Josephine
six, and Florence Mary, or Molly, as everybody called her, only four.
With Mr. Whitmore's death went a large portion of the income, to
accumulate and make Dick richer still, when he should come of age.
What the husband had the power to bequeath to his widow seemed a mere
pittance in comparison with what had been spent on the household,
though he had saved out of it and left a little nest-egg, in the shape
of ready money thus accumulated, absolutely to his widow.
The father had faith in Dick, though he was but a lad of sixteen, and
to him, he commended his still young stepmother and the girls.
The trustees consented that Dick's home should still be shared by
them, and made a liberal allowance. The ready money alluded to helped
to tide over the time until he came of age, so that the interval was
passed without much change in the surroundings of Mrs. Whitmore and
her children. Only there was one unfortunate incident, which helped
to spoil the perfect unity which had hitherto subsisted in the little
family.
When Gertrude was about seventeen, she paid a visit to the home of
a schoolfellow who lived at no very great distance. Whilst there,
and as the girls strolled in the sweet spring sunshine, exchanging
confidences, Gertrude's friend began to talk to her of the home she had
lately left.
"I think Mere Side is just the most charmingly-situated house, and
altogether the loveliest spot I ever saw. I always envied you your home
until I knew."
"Knew what?" asked Gertrude, turning sharply round with an expression
of utter astonishment on her handsome face. It was reflected on that of
her friend, Pauline Tindall, who had spoken without having an idea that
she was trenching on forbidden ground.
"You must know what I mean, dear," she replied, "and surely you are not
angry at me for alluding to it. I would not pain or annoy you for the
world," and she clung coaxingly to Gertrude, who was a full head above
her in height.
"I do not understand you. I was surprised, not angry, when you said
those words, 'until I knew,' and I want to know the meaning of them
also. Tell me, Pauline, if you are really my friend!"
"If! Oh, Gertrude, can you doubt me? I am and shall always be your true
friend, I hope. It is impossible that you should not know already far
more than I can tell. I was only thinking that if Mr. Richard—I should
say Mr. Whitmore now, as he is the only gentleman in the family—were
to marry, how sad it would be for you all. If I lived at Mere Side on
the same terms, I should be haunted with a perpetual dread of receiving
notice to gait, and should feel as if a sword were hanging over my head
whenever my brother spoke to a girl."
Still there was a look of perplexity and bewilderment on Gertrude
Whitmore's face, and at last it dawned on her friend's mind that facts
which were known to all the country round must be unknown to her.
It was perfectly true. No outsider had ever spoken to these Whitmore
girls about the difference between Dick's worldly circumstances and
their own. Everybody knew that the main portion of the money and the
whole of the estate had come by Dick's mother, and that Mr. Whitmore
had only a life interest in these. Of course, all had belonged to the
young man himself since he came of age, and that was two years ago,
when Gertrude was fifteen.
And everybody took it for granted that what was so generally known
outside was equally so to the young people who lived so comfortably
with stepbrother Dick. It was of no use alluding to such matters. The
girls were happy and well cared for, and Richard Whitmore was the best
of sons to his charming stepmother, and of brothers to the quartet of
bonnie lasses at Mere Side. No doubt they would marry in good time, or
if he married, he would do something towards increasing the slender
income of one to whom he gave a son's affection.
If outsiders failed to speak of the position, Richard Whitmore was
still less likely to name it. It was this lad of sixteen, who, when
his father died, had gone quietly to the trustees, that father's old
friends, and pleaded with them for the largest allowance that they
dared take the responsibility of granting during his minority. Not for
himself, but that Mrs. Whitmore might not want any luxury to which
she had been accustomed, or the girls feel that a needless shadow had
fallen on their young lives.
It was Richard who had said to the mother, "Do not be afraid of
spending from your own store. It will be replenished in due time,"
meaning when he should have legal power to do what he chose with his
own. And, lastly, it was he who had persuaded Mrs. Whitmore to keep the
girls in ignorance of what they owed to him.
"We are children of the same parents, for you are the only mother I
can remember," he said to her. "Do not let them think that Fortune has
made any difference in the shares she has severally allotted to us. Why
should they know? I am not likely to marry for years and years to come,
if ever, and what would my home be, without the girls and you?"
So it was Dick's doing that Gertrude first listened in such amazement
to Pauline Tindall's sympathetic remarks, and then insisted on an
explanation.
"Then, from what you tell me, I am to understand that my sisters and I
are to a great extent dependent on Richard. That, but for him, we must
live in some little poky place with one, or at most two servants, if
indeed we could afford so much. That I, but for my—" she had always
said brother before—"stepbrother's generosity—is that the right
word, Pauline?—would have to go out as a governess, or companion, or
something of the kind."
"I did not say so, dear Gertrude. I never dreamed of such a thing. I
only alluded to what I thought you knew as well as myself. Mr. Richard
is good and generous, splendidly generous. Everybody says so, and I
should think that the very fact of your having no knowledge of what he
has done, will show you what a delicate mind he must have."
There was a hard, set look on Gertrude's face as she answered, "True,
Pauline, you said nothing of the going out as a governess, or the
consequences which might follow if Richard Whitmore were to marry.
But you showed me plainly enough that, were he to bring home a wife,
there would no longer be room for the rest of us under his roof. The
remainder of the blanks were easy to fill in, and my imagination did
that quickly enough."
Again Pauline spoke soothingly and tenderly to her friend. She
felt that she had unwittingly done mischief, and was distressed
beyond measure at the impression produced on Gertrude. She pleaded
again that she could not have imagined that she was touching on a
forbidden subject, when it was one so well-known. That it was her own
enthusiastic admiration for Mere Side, which had made her express
what would be her feelings were she in Gertrude's place, at the very
possibility of having to leave it.
Then she added, "Knowing how often you have spoken of your brother
in such affectionate terms, and that he is honoured and respected
by everyone, I thought you would love to know how his beautiful
unselfishness is spoken of."
"I suppose I should appreciate it too in somebody else," replied
Gertrude, trying to repress her angry feelings, or to prevent their
being noticed. "But it has been a rude awakening for me. I have lived
in a dream of comforts, luxuries, beautiful surroundings, to a share of
which I thought I had as good a personal right as anyone who enjoyed
them with me. I have been shaken out of my pleasant sleep to find that
I can claim only a share in a mere pittance, and that I am a species of
genteel pauper—a dependant on the charity of my stepbrother."
Poor Pauline! She attempted no further explanations. She was a little,
tender, clinging creature, but withal an enthusiastic admirer of all
that was generous or noble. Richard Whitmore's had seemed to her one of
the most beautiful and unselfish of characters—a hero to be worshipped,
though he was not externally suggestive of one.
Now she had done harm, both to Gertrude and to him. She was overwhelmed
with distress, and, unable to think of anything else to say or do, she
sat down and cried bitterly.
This was more than Gertrude bargained for when she used such harsh
words, and now she found herself compelled to try and comfort Pauline.
"Dry your tears, you dear little thing," she said. "Pray do not take my
hasty words for more than they are worth. Of course I was annoyed at
first. Who would not be when they felt what they had looked on as firm
ground crumbling away beneath their feet? It was a shock to me to hear
such news for the first time, but no doubt Dick is the finest, dearest
old darling in the world, and the best of brothers. Have I not cause to
say so?"
"Oh, I am so glad you are not angry, and that you are taking things
rightly, Gertrude. You make me quite frightened. But I understand. It
was likely you should feel surprised, even angry, at the first look, as
it were. Promise now that you will not repeat what I have said, but let
all pass as if you had never heard it."
The childlike pleading tone and tearful eyes drew a smile from the
stronger-minded girl. She put her arm caressingly round Pauline, and
said, "I will promise not to say a word more about this matter until
to-morrow morning, and then only to you. And you must promise that you
will not repeat either my hasty expressions or anything that we have
been talking about, until the same time."
Pauline promised gladly enough, and then retreated to her own room to
try and remove the traces of tears, which were only too visible.
Gertrude walked slowly backwards and forwards in the grounds for some
time before she returned to the house. Then the sound of the dressing
bell reached her, and she went in to prepare for dinner. It was not
often that she was betrayed into such an exhibition of feeling, and
she was now angry at herself for not having shown more self-control.
She wanted time to think over what she had heard, and it was for that
purpose she had given to, and obtained from, Pauline the promise that,
until the next day, no allusion should be made to the subject which had
so agitated her.
For a girl of seventeen, Gertrude had no small amount of worldly
wisdom. People said that Miss Whitmore had great individuality of
character, she thought and decided so largely for herself, and
often got her own way by dint of steady determination. And it was a
remarkable fact that whilst each of the younger sisters had her pet
name, and were Mina, Jo, and Molly, no one would ever have presumed to
call the eldest Gerty.
CHAPTER II.
"SILENCE IS GOLDEN."
GERTRUDE went early to bed that evening. She wanted to think over her
conversation with Pauline, and felt that for such a purpose there could
be nothing like the quiet of her own room. She was, beside, of an
eminently practical turn of mind, and had no desire to look weary and
hollow-eyed on the morrow, when there was to be a picnic specially got
up in her honour, as the guest of the Tindalls.
"I am just a little tired," she said to Mrs. Tindall, "and as I want
to look my best and be ready for any amount of rambling, I will say
good-night now."
"This is very early, my dear, but I am sure you are wise, and Pauline
will do well to follow your example. If only young people would believe
it, there is no better preserver of good looks than early hours,"
replied Mrs. Tindall.
Gertrude assented, and managed to get her thinking done soon enough
to allow of some "beauty sleep." She came down in the morning in a
charming but simple dress, looking as gay and bright as though nothing
had occurred to disturb her on the preceding day.
She was especially affectionate to Pauline, and answered her friend's
inquiring look with a frank smile. A little later, amid the bustle of
preparation for starting, she whispered in her friend's ear, "Pauline,
I was very cross and stupid yesterday. I took an altogether wrong view
of things. Forgive my ill-tempers, darling, and, if you can, forget
them, as I want to forget what caused them."
Pauline's face brightened. "I am so glad," she replied. "I felt quite
distressed last night, because I had been the cause of the trouble. I
never meant it. I could not have guessed that you—"
"Hush, darling!" and Gertrude placed her hand playfully on Pauline's
lips. "Do not let us go over the ground again. The only thing I ask is
that you will not say another word about it. You could only suppose I
knew all as well as yourself. I understand the kindness which kept my
position and that of the girls at home a secret from ourselves. I was
a very naughty child, and you the sweet, sympathetic little friend you
always are."
"And shall you not say a word at home—I mean to your mother, or Mr.
Richard?"
"Not a word. I decided last night, before I went to sleep even, that
since my mother and stepbrother had not chosen to speak about money
matters, neither would I. Do you not think I may be well content to
go on as I have hitherto done, enjoying the good things of this world
without troubling to ask myself who paid for them?"
"I think so, Gertrude, dear—that is, in one sense. When the good things
are given by such a kind hand as that of your brother, there can be no
painful feeling of obligation in taking. I do believe he is just one
of those whose 'heart grows rich in giving,' and that he delights in
making everybody happy—most of all his mother and sisters."
"My mother, not his, really," replied Gertrude.
"That makes it all the nicer, does it not? Who could tell that they
were not really mother and son? Why think about the fact at all, when
he so willingly forgets it, and Mrs. Whitmore loves him as her own? Do
you know, Gertrude, you called him your 'stepbrother' to-day. I never
heard you use the term before, and to me it sounded horribly harsh,
seeing you are all children of one father."
"Did I?" replied Gertrude. "Ah, well, only one heard it; and, if you
please, we will now have done with this matter, once and for all. Mrs.
Tindall is wanting our help. It is shocking to desert her, even for a
few moments."
Gertrude hastened to offer her assistance in packing some sweets which
required careful handling, and soon she and the rest of the party were
on their way to the place selected for the picnic.
Never had Pauline seen her friend more apparently gay and
light-hearted, and the girl rejoiced that the impression produced by
her unfortunate allusions had already passed away. She was, however,
mistaken.
Gertrude did not, and could not, forget. Through that day and after
came again and again the haunting thought, "I am only a pensioner
on Richard's bounty. Only one of the second wife's children—the
portionless wife of a man who had little to leave for her and his
daughters. It is plain what people think. How grateful we ought to be
that we are allowed to live as if we were rich, when we have next to
nothing! I wish, how I wish, that I, at any rate, had been justly dealt
with, and brought up with a full knowledge that I am a poor girl, who
may at any time, be sent out into the world to battle for my daily
bread."
In spite of these bitter thoughts, Gertrude was quite in earnest when
she told Pauline that she should say nothing of what she had learned
through her words. The girl liked her life of luxury, her beautiful
surroundings, her freedom from present care. She was not prepared to
give up these, even while she inwardly rebelled against receiving as
her brother's gift what she had always deemed her own by right of being
her father's daughter, as Richard was his son. So she shut up all these
thoughts in her own mind, and returned home to live the old life and
enjoy as best she might the sweets of it, though sometimes the one
bitter drop would partly spoil the flavour of the rest.
Much, however, as Gertrude might strive to conceal what she felt,
everyone noticed a change in her manner towards her brother, though
none could account for it. "Brother Dick" was the term hitherto used
by all the girls in speaking of him, but the bare "Richard" became
Gertrude's substitute for the more endearing expression, ever after her
return home.
Once, to Mrs. Whitmore's intense surprise, she called him her
stepbrother to some visitors at Mere Side.
"Gertrude, why did you speak of Dick by that name?" asked her mother,
with a pained look on her face.
"It is right, is it not? Surely there was no harm in using the correct
term for once!" she replied in half-jesting, half-defiant tone.
"Richard is my stepbrother."
"Undoubtedly he is. But, dear child, consider what he has been to me,
to us all. I could not bear to call him my stepson. I rejoice, I am
proud, thankful that I have had one like him to stand by me and give
to me a mother's name and a son's love. I would not have him hear you
speak of him as you did to-day for the world."
"I did not mean to trouble you, mother; you may be sure of that. I will
always call him Richard; and I am sure I wish he were my real brother,
instead of being only half and half."
The words jarred on Mrs. Whitmore's ear, though she echoed Gertrude's
wish without realising its double meaning. But the sarcastic laugh
which the girl gave, and a certain hardness of manner when Richard was
spoken of, alike grieved and puzzled her mother. She hardly knew how to
speak on the subject, but kept hoping that if during Gertrude's absence
from home she had received some undesirable impression, it would be
best removed by time and the absence of any allusion to it.
But three years passed, and still an unseen barrier stood between
Richard and his eldest sister; yet though everyone felt its existence,
and dated it from Gertrude's visit to the Tindalls, she had adhered to
her resolve, and never named the cause of her changed manner. Indeed,
she would have felt ashamed to lay bare her thoughts, even to her
mother. She could not help being conscious of her unreasonableness in
feeling indignant at Richard, simply because he had alike the power
and the will to shower good things upon them all, and did it with a
large-hearted affection which never allowed the thought to intrude
itself, that they had no legal claim to share equally with him.
Selfishness would not permit Gertrude to relinquish what she so
thoroughly enjoyed, but her appreciation did not stir her to
thankfulness to God or gratitude to her brother. Often, instead of
these, she would shed bitter tears at the thought of her dependence on
Richard's pleasure, and call herself a mere pauper in the sight of the
world.
If ever there was a time when the nobility of Richard Whitmore's
character shone out with greater lustre than at others, it was in his
dealings with his sister Gertrude. He could not be unconscious that she
regarded him with less affection than of old; and if he guessed the
cause of the change, he said nothing. He simply met it with unvarying
kindness, snaking no difference between one and another of the girls,
except that she, as the eldest, had in some respects more and handsomer
dresses than the younger ones, as became a lady after her introduction
to society.
So three years passed, and brought about little change in the relations
between the two, but at the end of the time came the day when Richard
stood beside Mrs. Whitmore, and soothed her last hours by the promise,
"As you have been a true mother to me, so will I be to the girls all
that you say—God helping me." Then he had driven away her anxieties
about the future by brave and trustful words, and Mrs. Whitmore put
from her mind the last anxious thought by repeating to herself what he
had bidden her remember, "Dick does not stand alone. His father's God
is his God also, and trusting in Him for strength, according to his
day, he can never be desolate, or in doubt as to the course which is
right."
Yet it was a solemn responsibility for so young a man to take upon
himself. Dick was just twenty-six and Gertrude twenty, the others
following at intervals of two years each, so that Molly, his special
darling, was fourteen when left without father and mother.
She was a warm-hearted, impulsive creature, to whom Dick had been from
her earliest days playfellow, friend, confidant, and protector, as well
as brother. To Molly there was no one in the world like Richard. As a
child she would have left any person or thing only to be by his side,
to wait his leisure, or to trot patiently up and down after or for him.
It was to him she fled for comfort in trouble at all times, and
especially when this crowning sorrow of her young life came upon her.
The three elder girls wept together. Molly stole into the library,
where Dick sat alone after he had given the needful orders and spoken a
few loving words to the rest. She did not trouble him with passionate
tears or outbreaks of wailing and sobbing, but in truly unselfish
fashion tried to repress these for his sake.
Dick drew the child on his knee, and, clasping her in his arms, the two
sat in silence in a great low chair in the library. Many a time had she
coiled herself up in it, and fallen asleep by his side, when he was
busy or deep in study, and could not give her immediate attention; for,
while nominally of no profession, and leading the life of a country
gentleman, his time was fully and usefully employed.
In the depths of Molly's favourite chair and encircled by Dick's loving
arms, the child found the best of earthly comfort. As her head rested
on his breast, he could note the effort she made to suppress her sobs,
while little guessing that Dick was also exercising equal self-control
for her sake. He could feel the heaving of her breast as they thus sat
in silence, and from time to time, as she clung more closely to him, he
would smooth back the shining curls and kiss her tenderly.
At last Molly could no longer restrain her tears.
"We did so love her, Dick, didn't we?" she said, as if in excuse for
breaking down.
"We did, darling Molly, and we do, for the end of life here is not the
end of all things for us. We shall meet our dear mother again. But it
is natural to weep, because we are left outside, whilst mother has
passed through the golden gates before us."
And then he spoke to his favourite of the Father's home above, and
happy meetings there, and the absence of sorrow and tears for all those
who had been taught by the Holy Spirit to trust in Jesus as a precious
Saviour. He pictured their joy in meeting Him who had loved them and
given Himself for them, until at last Molly was carried away from the
sad realities of present bereavement to picture in her mind also what
Dick was telling her about. At last, wearied with all she had gone
through, the child fell asleep, and sooner than disturb her, Richard
sat on until the room was dark, and his limbs cramped with keeping them
in the same position for so long a time.
The others found them at last, and even Gertrude's heart was touched as
she looked at the pair of true friends—one watching, the other sleeping
profoundly.
"Oh, Richard, we have wondered where you could be!" she said. "There
was no light, or we should have looked for you here, but we knew
wherever you were we should find Molly. How tired you must be holding
that great girl in your arms asleep."
"I could not bear to wake her," said Dick, simply. "Whilst the dear
child sleeps, she forgets."
CHAPTER III.
RICHARD'S WARDS.
RICHARD WHITMORE was left sole executor and guardian to his sisters.
This was to be expected, as Mrs. Whitmore had the power to appoint,
in accordance with the will of her late husband. And who could be so
fit for such a trust as Dick? Indeed, the mother was beyond measure
thankful that he was of an age to undertake it.
As to the little property which their father had it in his power to
bequeath, that was to be equally divided amongst the girls after the
mother's death, each taking her share as she came of age.
The division would present no difficulty, as the property was purely
personal, and had been carefully invested during Mr. Whitmore's
lifetime. In the meanwhile, outsiders who knew the circumstances of the
younger members of the family, wondered what arrangements Richard would
make for the girls. Would all go on as before, or would a difference be
made now the mother was gone? So long as Richard remained a bachelor
it might answer very well to keep the girls about him, to brighten the
home as of old. But were he to marry, how would a young wife like to
come amongst such a tribe of sisters? And seven years must pass before
Molly, the youngest of them, would be of age.
They were fine, handsome, and intellectual girls, and some of them
might soon marry, for Gertrude was now twenty and Mina eighteen. But
they had not much to bring in the way of dowry, and girls brought up
as they had been—"shamefully indulged," said one lady of vinegarish
aspect—were no wives for poor men.
"Perhaps Mr. Richard will do something more for his sisters," suggested
a listener, little Miss Pease.
"Better teach them to do with less, and especially Miss Gertrude; not
to act as if they were heiresses, and could carry all before them.
Remember, they have no claim on Richard Maynard Whitmore. All he has,
came from the Maynards, and through his mother. To be sure, they are
children of the same father, but from Mr. Whitmore Dick does not get
a penny-piece. They have his share of the father's little property to
swell their portions, seeing it is divided into four parts instead of
five. Richard's property has been taxed enough already, for they have
all lived upon it from the time of his mother's marriage until now. It
was not what Mr. Whitmore had that kept the family in princely style at
Mere Side. They have had no trifle out of Richard Whitmore," retorted
Miss Sharp, the keen-visaged lady alluded to.
"I do not believe he ever made such a calculation in his life," replied
the other. "He only considers how much happiness he can give to others,
and especially his sisters."
"They are only half-sisters," persisted Miss Sharp.
"It would be a pity to remind him of the fact. He would feel so much
the poorer," answered Miss Pease, with a smile. She understood Richard
Whitmore.
"What an extraordinary remark! I should think that he would be much
poorer in reality, for having that tribe of girls hanging on him.
Besides, he knows they have no claim on him, and that they are
half-sisters, whatever you or anybody else may say."
"Happily for them and himself, he does not give them a half share of
brotherly love. I believe he would be deeply wounded if they, or anyone
else, alluded to him as their stepbrother. You see they have been so
entirely brought up together, and Richard's own mother died so soon,
that she seemed to have slipped out of the family, so to speak, before
there was any question of calculating kinship."
"What an absurd speech, my dear Miss Pease, if you will forgive my
saying so! Of course the first Mrs. Whitmore was gone, or there could
not have been a second. And a very good thing for Amy Christie that her
husband did not marry her first, and that Miss Maynard that was, Dick's
mother, could not take her money with her. But do you think things
will go on just in the old way at Mere Side? I do not envy Dick the
guardianship of Miss Gertrude. That girl will plague him yet."
"I cannot tell," replied Miss Pease. "Though we are great friends,
Richard has not mentioned his plans to me, probably because he has made
none. Knowing him as I do, I should think he will try to make the home
all that it has hitherto been to the girls, only without the mother,
and that his great sorrow will be that he has her the less to love and
care for."
Miss Pease was right in her judgment of Richard. As to three out of the
four girls their minds were disturbed by no anxieties. So far, their
lives had been as happy as love could make them. They could have no
fears for the future, when they thought of what Richard had been in the
past.
"We cannot bring our dear mother back by our tears and sorrow," said
Dick, his voice trembling and his kind eyes moist with tears, for he
was so manly that he was not ashamed to weep with the rest. "All we can
do is to remember the beautiful example she set us, her loving ways and
wise words, and to love each other all the more for her dear sake."
They kissed him and each other, Gertrude amongst the rest, and were
thankful, oh, so thankful that they had Dick—no one but Dick—to look up
to in the place of the parents who were gone.
If Miss Sharp could have read his thoughts, she would have found that,
instead of calculating how long it would be before Molly's majority
would enable him to wash his hands of all legal responsibility about
"that tribe of girls," he was rejoicing that for seven years to come
he could claim the precious privilege of watching over the youngest
darling. As to the others, this was what Dick said in his heart—
"In the nature of things, I must part with them by degrees. They are
sure to be sought after for their own sakes, and I can easily save, to
increase their little portions. We shall live very quietly for the next
twelve months, at any rate. What a blessing it is that families are
scattered by degrees I can hardly lose more than one at a time; and as
for Molly, seven years is a good while to look forward to."
After the first days of sorrow were over, Gertrude's mind was much
exercised as to what would be her own position in the family. Would
Richard allow her to sit in her mother's seat and act as mistress? If
he did this then she would acknowledge him as a brother indeed, though
conscience told her that she did not deserve such confidence.
Richard, however, had no intention of placing his sister in such a
position. He felt that she was too young to be looked up to by the
girls nearest in age to herself, or to guide the reins of a large
establishment like that at Mere Side, and he frankly told her so.
"If it were a matter of looking graceful and pouring out tea, or doing
a host of feminine matters, I know of no one who would do better than
yourself. But the housekeeping would be too heavy a weight for such
young shoulders. Wait a moment, dear—" for Gertrude was about to
protest that she was able for all, if he would trust her. "I am not old
enough or wise enough to be father and mother. I can only be the big
brother to you girls. We must have a good woman in the house for all
our sakes."
Then Richard told her that he had thought of Miss Pease, their mother's
friend, and of similar age, but he had not spoken to her as yet.
"I want you girls to think if there is any one whom we could all like
better. You are the eldest, Gertrude, and so I have named this to you
first, that you may talk it over with the rest. You know there must be
some motherly lady to act as your chaperone and my friend, but I will
not ask Miss Pease unless there is a unanimous vote in her favour."
There was such a vote. Miss Pease was invited to come to Mere Side,
and, as Richard put it to herself, "to be as much of a mother to all of
us as you possibly can."
The little lady almost said "No" to begin with, but she was persuaded
to take time, and finally said "Yes."
Miss Sharp found plenty to occupy her in criticising this arrangement,
since she could not alter it, and declared that she could now
understand Miss Pease's persistent praise of Richard Whitmore. Mrs.
Whitmore had long been delicate, and no doubt she had reckoned on being
asked to fill her shoes after a fashion.
"She has fawned on Mrs. Whitmore and praised up Richard in the most
bare-faced manner," said Miss Sharp. "What a pity it is that the owner
of Mere Side is such a young man, and that Miss Pease is old enough to
be his mother, or else she might perhaps have hung up her bonnet there
once and for altogether."
There are always Miss Sharps in the world, ready to misjudge their
neighbours, and to attribute motives for the conduct of those who
are better than themselves, which would never have entered into the
minds of those they criticise. The speaker was as unable to understand
Miss Pease as she was to appreciate Richard Whitmore. Little did she
guess that, so far from being eager to take such a responsibility on
herself, it was with fear and trembling, and after much thought and
many prayers, that she consented to live at Mere Side as a friend and
companion to the family.
Gertrude consented to the arrangement, not because she wished it, but
because she was convinced from Richard's manner that it would either
be Miss Pease or somebody else, and she know of no one whom she would
prefer to her mother's friend.
"I am sure I could have managed the housekeeping," she said, "with
Wharton's help. She has spent most of her life in the family, and
really does all the practical part, Richard."
"But, my dear, you forget, just as I am apt to do, that after all I am
a young man and a bachelor. How could you have your young girl friends
here if there were no older lady to beam propriety over the domestic
circle?"
"I thought of that at once, Dick," said Mina. "Of course, there must
be some one who will be a little like the dear mother, and to whom we
can go as we used to do to her. Jo and I thank you very much for Miss
Pease, and if mother could have chosen for us, she would have said the
same."
"Perhaps she did choose," replied Dick. "Only I wanted to know how you
felt as well. You may like her all the better for being told that our
mother, foreseeing that she would have to leave us, herself suggested
the friend she loved as most suitable to fill the place in one sense.
I had to tell Miss Pease this before she agreed to come. What do you
think about it, Molly?"—to the girl who was clinging to his arm.
"That what mother and you settled must be the very best thing," she
replied, squeezing the arm a little more closely.
There was only one discordant echo, and that was not in word, but in
thought. Gertrude said to herself—
"I shall not put Miss Pease in my mother's place, or consult her and
make her a confidante. She will be housekeeper and chaperone, if needs
must, but that will be all. As to other girls coming here, I want none
of them."
It was after some deliberation in her own room that Gertrude spied her
brother in the garden, and asked for a few moments' quiet talk with
him, and she found it rather difficult to begin when they both met in
his little room; but Richard's kindly, "What is it, dear?" and the way
in which he sat down beside her, so as to take away all appearance of
formality from their talk, emboldened her to speak.
"I thought," she said, "that we should be told something about our
circumstances. I know my mother had no need to make a will, but we
girls are quite ignorant about our father's affairs, and as to what
means we shall have of our very own. I wish you would tell us."
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"Do the others—I mean, Mina and Jo—want to know?" asked Dick, rather
nervously.
Gertrude would not say yes, for she could not, so she replied—
"I am sure they would like to be told. It is only natural."
Dick hesitated a moment; then in a half-jesting way he answered—
"For a year to come even you are my ward, and I am the guardian of
your property and dear self, Gertrude. The others will be in the same
position for longer periods—that is, until they are of age or marry
with my consent."
"Do you mean to say I should have to ask it too?"
"I suppose so, Gertrude, since I am your lawfully appointed guardian.
It does seem absurd, does it not? But there could hardly be a
difference made between you and the rest. You need not mind that, dear;
for if the fairy prince should come, we will receive him with all due
honour."
The girl could scarcely listen patiently. She felt more angry than ever
at the position in which she found herself. She had hoped by concealing
her knowledge of her comparative dependence, that possibly she might be
allowed to rule as mistress of Mere Side, until she should leave it for
a home of her own. Instead of that, she was in double leading-strings,
under Dick and Miss Pease, and must endure them for a year to come.
She, however, preserved an appearance of calmness, and asked another
question.
"Tell me, Richard, what I have to look forward to? I know my father
left something to be divided amongst us girls, and surely I am old
enough to be informed what?"
"For a year to come you can have—from our father's property, I mean—an
allowance of one hundred and twenty-five pounds. That is a settled
amount. After that a principal sum will be absolutely yours—how much
I cannot tell at present; it will depend on circumstances. Only you
may believe me, dear, that your interests are in safe hands, and that
whatever you are entitled to will not diminish during the next twelve
months. You know," he added, "there is no longer the dear mother to
require a share of it."
Gertrude appeared satisfied.
"Thank you, Richard," she said. "I hope you have not thought me very
troublesome or needlessly inquisitive. It was natural I should ask, was
it not?"
"Quite natural, Gertrude. Never hesitate to speak to me about anything.
I am only too glad when you come to me for any information I can give."
The girl left him, and Dick's face assumed a brighter expression.
"That is well over," thought he. "I have been rather dreading this,
and I am glad I have been able to satisfy her quite truthfully without
telling her too much. In a year's time I shall be better prepared to
speak, and in seven I shall only be thirty-three. I can do a great deal
by contriving matters in seven years. Besides, I am not tied to keep
every acre; I can sell some if I choose."
Gertrude went straight to her room without troubling herself to impart
what Richard had told her to Mina and Jo. She threw herself on a couch,
and burst into a perfect passion of tears.
"I know," she said, speaking aloud in her anger. "He could not deceive
me. The money I am to receive as an allowance is the interest of my
fortune—the exact sum to which I am lawfully entitled. All the rest I
owe to charity. My fortune, indeed! It is a shame! A cruel shame!"
If only the girl's vision had been clearer, if she could but have
judged rightly, she would have seen that the only one on whom the
shadow of shame rested was herself, because of her unthankfulness for
past and present blessings, and worse than ingratitude to the true
heart whose unselfish affection only desired to continue them, without
even allowing her to know that she owed them to him.
Three days later a tall, graceful girl, dressed in deep mourning and
closely veiled, applied in the proper quarter for a sight of the
late Mr. Whitmore's will. It was Gertrude, who, being at Salchester,
the county town, with Miss Pease, managed to obtain the wished-for
opportunity by asking to be left in the cathedral, whilst her gentle
chaperone went on a shopping expedition.
"I cannot bear to be in the streets and business places," she said. "I
will wait for you here."
"I can quite understand your feelings, dear Gertrude," replied Miss
Pease. "I will come back for you as soon as possible."
The office at which Gertrude wished to call was within the Close, and
long before Miss Pease returned the girl had effected the object for
which she had really accompanied her to Salchester. The result of the
search was exactly what she had expected. The sum total of her father's
property would bring in a trifle less than five hundred a year. Richard
was dealing generously with her in giving her a full fourth of that
amount for her private use, as it was all on which she had any legal
claim.
CHAPTER IV.
THE ANGLE WINDOW.
MERE SIDE deserved all the praises bestowed upon it by Pauline
Tindall. The house was really almost new, and had replaced one that
was old-fashioned and inconvenient. It had been built and partially
furnished out of some of the funds which had accumulated during Dick's
minority. When people admired it, he was accustomed to say, "The mother
and I built it. We were planning it for a couple of years before I came
of age, so we were ready to begin at once when I had sufficient command
of money. It owes far more to her than it does either to the architect
or myself."
Truly there were plenty of more pretentious-looking places round about,
for that portion of Saltshire abounded in handsome country residences.
Mere Side was so delightfully homely that people scarcely thought of
its costliness, but rather of the thought and taste expended upon it.
There was nothing of glare or glitter about it, and it would certainly
have disappointed a vulgar rich owner, whose great object might have
been to secure as much show as possible in return for the expenditure.
But every article of furniture was exactly suited, both for the place
it occupied and for comfort and use.
Ask Richard to name the style of architecture, and he answered, "It
is peculiar to the county. We call it 'Old Saltshire,' because the
best really old houses that remain are in this style; only we have
had to make some innovations to meet modern requirements. It is a
sort of Early English. You see the lower half is in red brick and
the upper half timbered, but the ivy has run up so fast that it has
nearly covered the red, and already touches the black and white. We
shall not allow it to stretch any higher. Now this angle window is
genuine Saltshire. You never meet with just the same thing in any other
county." And he would pause before one of his favourite corners.
This angle window was in the morning-room, and was perhaps the most
delightful nook in the place. It was thrown across the corner of the
room to the right of the tiled fireplace, just where two walls formed
a right angle. It was, indeed, a square bay, and to sit in it was
like being out of doors, as it was glazed to within two feet of the
floor and nearly to the ceiling, the upper part in delicately tinted
glass, the lower sashes being plain and opening lengthwise. The view
from it was picturesque and extensive, owing to its peculiar position,
which commanded two sides. Two dainty low chairs and a little writing
table furnished this recess. One seat was sacred to Mrs. Whitmore's
use whilst she lived. The other was called Brother Dick's, but, like
everything else supposed to belong to him, was common property, and
very largely appropriated by the rest in turn.
The angle window was entered from the room by an archway, draped in
summer with exquisite lace curtains. In winter these were supplemented
by others of rich Oriental stuff, lined with pale blue silk. Most of
the happy talks between Dick and the mother took place in the angle
window, and there she would sit, especially during the last weeks,
watching him busy amongst the roses. He was an enthusiast about
flowers, and she would smile and sympathise when he brought some dainty
bloom to offer her, carrying it tenderly, as became one who loved these
fair creations.
Dick was so used to her gentle presence there that, as he told Miss
Pease, "I can hardly bear to look up at the angle now, I was so
accustomed to see her there and meet her smile, or go to stand on the
slope and chat with her from time to time. It was my favourite corner;
but the charm has in great part gone, though the girls all like it, and
Molly coaxes me into it sometimes. You must take care, now the dark
evenings are coming on and the heavy curtains hung up, that you do not
talk secrets in the morning-room without first looking to see that no
one is hiding behind them. Two persons might be concealed there, and
their presence be unsuspected when the curtains are down."
"I am not likely to say anything that others might not hear, and if I
began telling secrets, no one in this house would hide for the purpose
of listening. I hope, however, the vacant seat will one day be worthily
filled by a younger Mrs. Whitmore."
"Thank you. I am sure you mean it, and I hope so too. But I must wait
a few years to accomplish a purpose of mine. There will be time enough
after that, if I live, and I am keeping no one waiting, for I have not
yet seen her whom I should like to place in the dear mother's chair. It
is ten months since we lost her, and how much the girls and I owe to
you! You have got on wonderfully well with them."
"Yes, they have been very sweet and kind to me. Only Gertrude's manner
puzzles me as much as ever. One would think she would wish for the
society of other girls of similar age; but I think, if she might have
her way, she would not allow any to cross the threshold of Mere Side.
Mina and Jo are quite different, and yet for some reason they give in
to their eldest sister."
"I sometimes think," said Dick, in a half-musing way, "that Gertrude
dislikes the idea of being even nominally under my authority, though
I cross her in nothing. In another two months she will be her own
mistress. Then we shall see if there is a change."
It was only a few days after this, that the three elder girls were
talking together in the morning-room. They entered it in the twilight,
the curtains being already drawn, and sat down by the fire to talk.
Mina was evidently annoyed about something.
"I am tired of this, Gertrude," she said. "Of course it was right, and
we all felt it as much as yourself, that we should live quietly for
a good while after we lost mother. But if it had not been for going
abroad, and having a change from home now and then, I could scarcely
have endured the sort of isolation to which you would condemn us. Dick
does not wish it. Miss Pease urges us to have young friends to stay
with us; but you always oppose every suggestion of the kind, until
Mere Side is like a nunnery. And you look mysterious, and drop hints
about something which, if we knew, would make us feel with you. I hate
secrets and mysteries. Tell us why you want to shut the door in the
face of every girl friend."
"Because I realise, and you do not, what would be the consequence to us
all if Richard were to marry."
Mina and Jo burst into a fit of ringing, girlish laughter.
"If Dick wanted to marry, do you think he would be hindered by you? You
may make the house as dull as you please, but you cannot lock him up in
it."
"I know that, but I diminish probabilities. Richard studies so much,
and seems so contented without the company of dangerous characters,
that I do not see why we should bring them into his presence."
"You really are too ridiculous, Gertrude, and, if I must say it,
abominably selfish," said Jo. "If Brother Dick had a wife to-morrow,
she would till her own lawful place in his heart, and we should keep
ours. Why, Gertrude, you are jealous of a shadow."
"Am I?" was the cool response.
"Well, tell us if there is a substance in the case," said Mina. "Don't
be mysterious. What would happen to us if Dick took to himself a wife?
I say it would be delightful to have a nice sister-in-law—only in that
case, I suppose, we could not keep darling Miss Pease."
"Do you suppose we girls should have a home here with Richard and his
wife?" asked Gertrude.
"If not, we should have a good one somewhere near, with Miss Pease to
take care of us; for perhaps we should be too many to stay with Dick,
though I believe nothing would persuade him to part with Molly."
"You simpletons! Richard can afford to be generous now, as an unmarried
man; but you would soon find out, were he to take a wife. I may as well
tell you what I have known for some years past. We four girls have only
a mere pittance of our very own. Mere Side is Richard's, with all the
land and money, except about ten thousand pounds. That, divided into
four, will be the fortunes of Mr. Whitmore's daughters."
"I always understood that the home was Dick's." said Mina. "Knowing
that, I gave myself no trouble. Whilst he has it, we have a home too."
"Not if he marries. I only hope you may not find out the mistake you
are making in trusting to Richard's continued generosity. He has been
good so far. He could hardly have turned us out; but it will come to
that some day, and it is better we should accustom ourselves to the
prospect."
Gertrude rose and left the room; the others followed; and when all was
still, and the sound of their footsteps could be heard no longer, a
scared-looking young face, fringed with sunny hair, peeped from between
the curtains which hid the angle window.
It was Molly's. The girl had been sitting watching the sunset, and
remained to enjoy the lovely tints after it had disappeared. When her
sisters entered, she remained quiet, never dreaming of listening, and
then she felt as if she could not move from the spot. Gertrude's hard
words about darling Brother Dick roused her indignation, and her heart
swelled within her at the thought of her selfishness.
Released by the departure of the speakers, Molly rushed away from her
hiding-place and across the hall to the library. Without waiting a
moment, the impulsive girl ran towards her brother, and exclaimed—
"Dick, I have done a horridly mean thing; but I did not intend to do
it. I must tell you all about it."
With an eagerness that would not be checked, she told him all that had
passed.
"It was all Gertrude," she added, "not a bit Mina or Jo. You ought
to know why she is so strange, and wants the others to be like her.
And, Dick, if you do get married you will not send us all away from
Mere Side. Jo said you would never part with me, and you will not,
dear Dick. Say you will not. And oh! I want us to be together always.
Forgive me for staying to hear. I could not help it."
"Molly, I am sorry, in one sense, that you listened, yet not sorry that
I know what you heard. But you and I must keep all this to ourselves.
Poor Gertrude! Some day she will be sorry, and will know me better."
"Thank you, Dick. I will not say a word," and Molly ran away with a
lightened heart, leaving her brother to finish his letters, but only
after she had received his solemn assurance that he would never part
with her, until she should give somebody else leave to carry her
off, ever so many years hence. He could not lecture her, because he
knew Molly too well to think that the listening had been an act of
deliberate meanness.
Gertrude's twenty-first birthday came and went.
She refused to have it made an occasion for special festivity, but it
was marked by loving gifts from each and all the rest.
To Richard's relief his sister said nothing about her little fortune,
and Molly's revelation proved to him that by some means or other she
was already well informed about pecuniary matters, and knew that she
was receiving the interest of the amount she was entitled to on her
coming of age.
"She is becoming more reasonable," thought he. "Poor girl! It does
seem hard that one son should have so much, and that the others, who
are children of the same father, so little in comparison. I think she
is gradually beginning to trust me, and to be content that I should
make up the deficiency. It is my privilege to do it for the mother's
sake—not an unwelcome burden, to be lightened as much as possible."
As to Gertrude, she was silent from motives of policy, or, to give it a
right name, pure selfishness.
"If I appeared to know, I should be miserable. I will go on as I have
done and say nothing," was the resolution which marked her twenty-first
birthday.
Richard also came to a firm decision with regard to social matters. He
was determined that Gertrude's influence should not be allowed to mar
the brightness of the home, and he took open counsel with Mina, Jo, and
Miss Pease as to inviting friends to Mere Side, and forming plans for
their enjoyment.
He gave Gertrude every opportunity for joining in each and all of
these, but she listened quietly and simply stood aloof.
She could hardly do this when longer days came round, and the disused
tennis-lawn was pronounced to be in perfect condition. So again the
lovely grounds were peopled by young forms, and the sound of merry
voices and laughter were heard, Dick sometimes joining vigorously in a
tennis tournament, or rowing the elder guests on the little lake, the
most timid professing to feel safe under his guardianship.
As the days passed, and no harm seemed to be done, but rather good,
Gertrude decided that perhaps there was safety in numbers, for Richard
appeared to be equally kind to all the girl guests. So she, too, became
more genial in her ways, and enjoyed the society of old friends, and
was, to Dick's special delight, a girl once more.
One day Gertrude ran towards her brother, with her handsome face
flushed with exercise and success, to tell him of a tennis victory she
had just won.
He congratulated her, and taking hold of her hands in his, he held her
at arm's length for a moment, whilst he surveyed her with a look of
frank admiration.
"Gertrude, you have been growing younger and bonnier every day since
you arrived at woman's estate," he said. "People say that girls are
always in a hurry to reach twenty-one, and afterwards would count
backwards if they could. You seem to be counting backwards in looks,
dear. Talk about Mere Side roses! There are none amongst them, lovely
as they are, that deserve to be named beside my cluster of sisters. I
must be the envy of the countryside."
Gertrude felt not a little self-reproached as she looked at that kind,
true face, and knew that Richard meant all he said, and that she was
unworthy of his unselfish, brotherly affection. A feeling to which she
had long been a stranger moved her to lessen the distance between him
and herself, and to lift her face to kiss him.
His arms were round her in a moment, and he held her to him in a loving
clasp, then releasing her after another kiss, he said, softly, "God
bless you, Gertrude, now and always! He knows I am happy in seeing you
so."
"You are the best of brothers, Dick," she replied, and then ran away,
dashing a suspicious moisture from her eyes as she went.
And Richard said to himself, "Love must conquer in the end. We are
brother and sister once again."
If it had but lasted!
CHAPTER V.
MEETING AND PARTING.
THERE was one thing about Miss Pease's conduct which even Miss Sharp
could not find fault with. She brought none of her own relatives to
stay at Mere Side.
At stated times she visited them, but on one fine morning at the
beginning of July the little lady was thrown into a flutter of
excitement by the receipt of an Indian letter.
Eager to impart her good news, she said, "My brother, James, is coming
home at last. He is on his way now. How delighted I am at the prospect
of seeing him, for it is ten years since we met, and he is my only
brother living! And I shall see Norah too, my pet and goddaughter, such
a dear child she is. You have heard me speak of her."
Everybody rejoiced with Miss Pease, whose life had been a lonely one
before she took up her abode at Mere Side, and congratulated her on the
happy prospect before her.
"But Norah is not with her father," said Mina.
"Oh dear no. She has been with my brother William's widow, who
has two girls and a boy. Norah and her cousins have been educated
together. William left his family very well-off, and since his death
my sister-in-law has had no settled home, but has travelled from place
to place, in order to give her young people every possible educational
advantage."
"Then I suppose they will come to London to meet your brother,"
suggested Richard.
"They cannot at present, and James could scarcely expect it. No. He
has arranged for Norah to be sent to England under safe convoy, and he
wants me to meet her in London on the 4th of July. Dear me, how sudden!
And this is the 2nd. I scarcely know what to do, though it would be
very awkward not to go."
"My dear Miss Pease, you must not think of anything else," said
Richard. "You must go to-morrow, and I will run up to town with you,
for I should have gone this week in any case. Just put the domestic
reins into Gertrude's hands in the meanwhile. She is a grown-up young
lady now, remember, and will hold them firmly as well as gracefully."
Gertrude's smile was pleasant to behold, and so the matter was settled,
Richard having announced that he should only be one night absent.
"Is your niece like any of us?" asked Molly, who felt a special
interest in the "dear child," whose name was so often on Miss Pease's
lips whilst she was preparing for her journey.
"She is most like you, Molly—very fair and slender, but not skinny, you
know. In fact, as a little thing she always reminded me of a kitten,
she was so round and graceful, whilst her cousin Nelly, who is the same
age, was spoken of as 'all elbows.'"
"Has she red hair, like mine?" asked Molly, desirous of a more
particular description.
"Yours is not red, my dear. It is a lovely shade, and Norah's is
not unlike it, and just as abundant, or at least it was four years
ago. Your hair, Molly, is what, I have heard my German friends call
the 'Gretchen' shade, because they associate it with the heroine in
'Faust.'"
"I wish you could bring her back with you."
"I wish I could, but Norah's father will want her to himself for some
time to come. They have been so long parted, and she is all he has."
"Where is Norah coming from, Miss Pease?"
"Somewhere in Switzerland. They spent the winter in Italy, then came
further north as it grew warmer. Norah will have the one long journey
between Geneva and Paris, rest a few hours, and then come on to London."
From all that had been said the Whitmore girls concluded that Norah
Pease was about Molly's age, namely, In her sixteenth year, but she was
really nineteen.
The little lady thought and talked of the girl as if Time had stood
still with her since they last met, and had really forgotten the change
that must have taken place.
Richard Whitmore returned without having seen either Colonel Pease or
his daughter, so was unable to answer the volley of questions by which
he was assailed.
"Miss Pease was comfortably established at the hotel selected by her
brother, and had received a telegram announcing his arrival. She hoped
to see him almost immediately. I thought it better not to intrude upon
such a meeting by staying until he came," he replied.
Miss Pease wrote letters which showed that she was brimming over with
gladness; but as the days went on a difficulty arose as to her return
to Mere Side.
"My brother has much business to attend to, and will have a great deal
of travelling before he can settle down. There is no one but myself to
look after Norah. What can I do but stay with the child?"
"Bring her here, I should say," suggested Mina. "By all accounts she
knows very little of her native country, for she went to India a tiny
child, came back, lost her mother, and since then has wandered to and
fro on the earth under her aunt's wing. May she come here, Dick, and
enjoy a summer holiday in England?"
"I can have no objection, dear. In fact, it is the best possible
solution to the difficulty. Then we shall get our dear little
house-mother back again, and as soon as Colonel Pease can spare time
for a rest he shall come too, if he will. Mere Side will be a real home
for him amongst you girls, until he can fix on one for himself. He
means to buy a handsome place somewhere."
Miss Pease was delighted when the cordial invitation came, and actually
written in Gertrude's hand. She was longing for the dear niece to meet
the girls to whom she was so warmly attached, and she was utterly weary
of hotel life after a fortnight's experience, and with but little of
her brother's society, owing to unavoidable causes. So she sent a
grateful acceptance on North's behalf, and herself carried to Mere Side
a message from Colonel Pease, who promised to spend his first spare
week there.
The little lady was warmly welcomed by the Whitmore girls on her
return, and her niece was also received in a manner that charmed both.
They were all, however, surprised to find that the new guest, though a
girl, was about Mina's age, instead of Molly's.
The latter expressed what the rest felt when, after embracing Miss
Pease with equal vigour and affection, she exclaimed, "Why, your niece
is a grown-up young lady. I thought she was a girl like me, and that we
should all call her Norah."
"She will be very much distressed if you call her anything else," said
the girl herself. "I am very sorry for the misapprehension, but you
must please not blame my aunt for it. The mistake she made was not a
wilful one."
"The fact is, Molly dear, that I never calculated on Norah being
grown-up any more than you did, but kept picturing her as very much the
same as when I last saw her, forgetting that Time had not stood still
with the child any more than with the rest of us."
They felt that Miss Pease had been herself mistaken, and when she
added, "You must not like my Norah any less on account of her aunt's
blunder," a chorus of welcoming words came from the girls, after which
the young guest was conveyed to her room.
"I think she is one of the most charming young creatures I ever saw,"
said Jo, and Mina echoed the expression.
"What do you think of Norah, Gertrude?"
"I quite agree with you both," was the answer; and in her heart she
added, "I wish she were not so charming."
Richard was absent when the arrival took place, but on his return in
the early evening, he glanced towards the doorway, and saw not only his
pet Molly on the look-out for his coming, but a sort of glorified Molly
near her.
It was a girl with hair of the same shade and a very fair complexion,
but taller and slenderer than his robust young sister. He could see
the perfect profile, and was sure the eyes were beautiful, though he
could not discern their colour. But whilst the features were so fine
and delicately cut, there was nothing of the mere statue-like beauty
in the face as a whole. On the contrary, those who might be at first
attracted by the almost perfect features, would forget these in the
greater beauty of expression and the wonderful charm of manner which
Norah Pease possessed.
Richard Whitmore did not see all this at once. But he noted the figure
of a girl in a simple dress of dainty Dacca muslin, only relieved by
pale blue bows, and he thought it exactly suited the place. Norah was
not looking in his direction, but towards something which Molly was
pointing out in the distance, and he slackened his steps in order to
take in the sweet picture more fully.
Miss Pease saw him coming, and met him at the door to exchange
greetings, and to be welcomed back by Richard himself. As they crossed
the hall together, Molly, who had become aware of her brother's
presence, rushed to meet him.
"Come, Dick," she said, "and be introduced to Norah. She is older than
I am by more than three years, and not a schoolgirl, but she is just as
nice."
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Miss Pease was about to introduce Norah to her host in due form, but
Molly spared her the trouble by saying, "Norah, this is Brother Dick.
He is such a darling, and so is she, Dick. You are sure to like one
another. Are they not, Miss Pease?" turning to her elder friend.
"Indeed I hope so," said Richard; and, quite naturally, Norah echoed
the wish.
"I can hardly feel strange here," she added, "for my aunt has written
so much, and, since we met, talked so much about every one at Mere
Side, that I almost thought I was going to meet five more cousins, and
had a sense of extra riches in consequence."
"Cousins do not seem such very near relatives after all," said Molly,
in a meditative tone. "Sisters are better. I should like you for one,
Norah."
Miss Pease was just a little scandalized at Molly's freedom of speech,
and said, "My dear, you talk too fast. I am afraid Richard spoils you
too much."
But there was no trace of self-consciousness on Norah's face as she
thanked Molly for her willingness to adopt her as a relative on such
very short acquaintance. Then Richard, Miss Pease, and she talked
on quite unrestrainedly, and the girl was enthusiastic about the
loveliness around her. Somehow, the aunt and niece drifted into the
angle window, while Dick stood just within, his arm round Molly, and
told his young guest the names of the hills which bounded the view, and
various other particulars about the landscape before them.
"This window is the most charming nook I ever saw," said Nora. "I can
scarcely bear to leave it. And what a wealth of roses you have! The
varieties seem endless."
"If you are not too tired, will you come and look at them before
dinner? You want some flowers to wear, do you not? My sisters always
like to have them and to choose for themselves."
"That is the best of all," said Norah. "I would rather have a knot of
wild-flowers that I gathered for myself than the finest bouquet that
could be bought ready put together by an accomplished gardener."
She turned to leave the recess, but at the instant something struck
violently against the glass and startled her. On looking she could see
nothing.
"Do not be alarmed," said Richard. "This is a thing which,
unfortunately, often happens. A poor bird has flown against the pane,
and probably wounded itself so badly that it will die. As the creatures
can see through the glass, they cannot understand that it offers a
solid obstacle to their flight, and many are killed in this way. It is
the only drawback to my enjoyment of this window. Will you not come out
this way?" And Richard stepped out through the open sash, and offered
his hand to assist Norah in following.
There upon the ground, feebly fluttering, lay a fine thrush, wounded to
death. Tears sprang into Norah's eyes as she saw it, but, happily, the
pains of the injured bird were not of long duration. A moment after she
first saw it the movement ceased.
Richard picked up the dead thrush, and gently stroked its glossy
feathers, then laid it down amongst some shrubs, saying, "It shall be
buried by and by. You may think me sentimental for a man, but I do not
like to cover the poor little body with earth whilst it is warm with
the life that has but just fled."
"I think you feel just as I do. Why should a man be less pitiful than a
girl?" replied Norah.
Richard smiled in reply, and led the way to the roses, for his guest
to make choice amongst them. At first he had felt sorry that Norah
should be with only her aunt and Molly, beside himself, for the other
girls were engaged at a tennis party, to which they had been invited
before they knew when Miss Pease would return. But he never forgot
that evening which seemed to bring the girl guest and himself so near
together, and that night he dreamed of the slender white-robed figure
framed by the angle window.
Day followed day, and each developed some new charm in Norah. She had
travelled much, and had a well-stored mind, without the smallest taint
of pedantry. She was a born musician, but though her voice was well
cultivated, she owed less to her teachers than to her natural gifts,
and when she sang, none could help listening with delight.
The Whitmore girls loved her. Even Gertrude felt the spell, for with
all Norah was so sweet, frank, tender, and natural, that she won hearts
without effort. She had won one that hitherto had never been stirred in
like manner, for Richard Whitmore had given to Norah all the love of
which his large heart was capable.
Outsiders began to smile as they saw the young master of Mere Side so
constant in his attendance on his graceful guest. Miss Sharp found
something new to talk about, and whispered to gossips like herself,
that any one could see what Miss Pease had brought Norah to Saltshire
for. She had fished for an invitation for her niece in order to get her
a rich husband. How hard it would be for those four girls to give place
to a chit like that!
Gentle Miss Pease had her qualms of conscience lest she might be
misjudged in this matter, though she knew her brother's only child
would be a rich heiress, and no unsuitable mate in that respect for
Richard Whitmore.
And Gertrude! She was not blind. She guessed her brother's secret, but
said nothing, though a fierce combat was going on within her. Self was
battling against her love for Richard, and that which Norah had wrung
from her in spite of her will. She felt how well suited they were to
each other, and yet she could not endure the idea of Richard taking to
himself a wife.
The other girls had no such feelings, but would have welcomed Norah as
a sister with open arms.
Week followed week, and it was near the end of August. Still Norah
stayed on at Mere Side, and waited in expectation of her father's
coming, and still he was prevented from joining her there. His letters
were frequent and full of regrets, though he expressed the hope that
present self-denial would lead to satisfactory results, and that when
these business matters were settled, a future of rest would be before
him.
One morning, however, Norah received a letter which scattered dismay
amongst the family at Mere Side.
She could not bear to tell the contents, but passed it for her aunt to
read aloud, and Miss Pease began, "My dearest Eleanor."
"I thought your name was just Norah," said Molly. "I am always called
so, because—"
Someone entered at the moment, and stopped the girl from telling why
her name had been thus abridged, and Miss Pease continued—
"I am really grieved that after all I cannot at present join you
at Mere Side, and have the pleasure of personally thanking Mr.
Whitmore and his sisters for all their kindness and of making their
acquaintance. I must hope for this at some future time."
"You, dear Eleanor, must come to me with as little delay as possible.
I should like you to meet me on Thursday, and on Saturday I purpose
going on to Paris, where your aunt and cousins now are. A family matter
requires that we should meet. Indeed, she wants my help, and, after all
her goodness to you, it would ill become me to hesitate, if I can be of
use to her. Nelly and Beatrice are in a state of wild delight at the
prospect of seeing you."
"Your aunt's maid, Carter, has been visiting her old mother in
Lincolnshire, and I have arranged that she shall bring you from Mere
Side, or rather from Salchester, where she will meet with you, travel
to town with you, and cross with us to the Continent. This plan will
prevent your causing any inconvenience to your aunt."
There were further messages of thanks, regards, and regrets, and then
the letter ended, amid a chorus of groans from the listeners.
Norah's face had grown pale, and Richard's had on it an expression of
pain that was unmistakable.
He had waited, like the honourable man he was, for the coming of
Colonel Pease before speaking to Norah. He thought it would not be
right to declare his affection for the daughter until the father had
seen him, and had an opportunity of judging of his character.
He must not speak now, for this was Wednesday, and on the morrow the
girl was to leave. The bustle of preparation had to be got over, and at
ten o'clock in the morning Norah must be ready to depart.
So much had to be crowded into so short a time that there was little
leisure for uttering vain regrets, though a running fire of these was
kept up on all sides through the day and during the gathering together
of Norah's belongings.
"Shall you have any spare time?" asked Richard at luncheon. "Or will it
be all bustle until you step into the carriage?"
"I shall have the whole evening," replied Norah; "all the time, I mean,
from four o'clock. I could not do without a last happy night to look
back upon. I can never thank you all for your kindness to me."
"Thank us by coming back and bringing your father as soon as possible.
For the present, I, for one owe you much, Norah; so the balance is
really on the other side. My home was never so graced before," he
added, with a smile and a look which made a flush cover the girl's fair
face, "or seemed so bright a place to me."
But she looked bravely up at him in return, and said—
"I will certainly come back to Mere Side, if I may, and bring my father
too. You ought to know each other. You only need to meet to be friends."
That afternoon they all had early tea on the terrace, and as they sat
there the old swallows circled round and round, feeding their young
ones in the air, and exercising them preparatory to the long flight
before them. Down they came, skimming the surface of the lake, which
was all aglow with the rays of the declining sun, dipping in its
waters, and then gathering on the roof to plume themselves after their
bath.
"The swallows are getting ready for flight, like you, Norah," said
Richard. "A little while and they will all be gone. See, that is a hawk
in the distance. I hope he will not carry off any fledgling to-night."
"You know everything," she replied. "Birds, bees, trees, flowers are
all familiar. You only need a glance to name them."
"I have lived among them always. A country life has interest enough
for me; but I do sometimes wish to see more than these familiar
objects, and, but for an outcry among the girls, I should have joined
a scientific expedition this last spring. I could not leave the mother
awhile back, or my sisters in their sorrow. Perhaps I may give up the
idea altogether," he added in a musing fashion, "though there is such
an expedition annually in connection with a society to which I belong."
"I hope you will not be away when I—when my father comes to Mere Side,"
said Norah.
And Dick responded emphatically—
"I certainly shall not."
Later on in the twilight Norah sat at the piano and sang one song after
another, and then they stole an hour from sleep, and all talked of the
happy days they had spent together, and of their hope of meeting again.
At the same time on the following evening the swallows were skimming to
and fro, but Norah was gone, and the house seemed empty to its master,
though all the rest were left. But as he sat in the library, with his
head leaning on his hand, Richard saw neither books nor aught around
him.
He was picturing that slender, white-robed figure as he first saw it in
the doorway. He heard none of the sounds going on around, though the
tennis-players were on the lawn and the bold song of the robins came
from every bush. What he heard was a sweet voice flooding the room with
a richer song, and one that spoke more to his heart than theirs.
And Richard smiled to himself as he said, "The seat in the angle
window, the mother's seat, will be filled again, and I shall hear the
dear voice that makes my heart thrill as no other can, in place of the
echo which memory gives me now. For I felt her little hand tremble in
mine, and though she said 'good-bye' in a brave voice to all the rest,
she could not say it to me, though her lips parted and closed. I had
her last look, and tears were shining in her eyes as she gave it. They
are speaking eyes, and they said to me, 'I am sorry to go, but I will
not forget my promise. I will come again.'"
CHAPTER VI.
THE FRAME HAS A PICTURE ONCE MORE.
NORAH wrote as soon as possible to tell of her arrival at Paris, and
pour forth on the same sheet her regrets at parting from the Whitmores,
and her pleasure in being with all her kith and kin. At first there
seemed a prospect of their returning to England; but later on, instead
of hearing that a time was fixed for their coming, news arrived of a
contrary character. The doctors advised Colonel Pease to winter at
Cannes, in order that after so many years spent in India, he might not
be too suddenly exposed to the severity of the season in England.
Richard Whitmore heard this, and began to meditate on the possibility
of taking Miss Pease and his sisters to spend the winter in the
Riviera, but he decided to let January come first, and then to journey
South for the three following months.
Once more came a message from the angle window which put an end to his
plans and froze to the death the glad hopes that he had been nourishing
in his heart.
Gertrude was sitting there with Miss Pease, reading a letter aloud,
when he entered the morning-room. She was not very fond of pet names,
and often called her sisters by theirs at fall length instead of using
the diminutives, Mina and Jo, and roused Molly's wrath by calling her
Florence Mary. Since she had been aware that Norah was only short for
Eleanor, Gertrude usually spoke of their late guest by her full name
also.
As Richard entered the room he heard his sister say, "So Eleanor is
actually engaged to Sir Edward Peyton. Is it not rather a sudden
affair?"
"Perhaps it may be deemed so in respect to the engagement itself, but
they have been long acquainted. While Norah was here she often spoke of
his frequent visits and attentions when we were alone, but so long as
there was nothing definite it was scarcely likely she would allude to
such things before others."
Richard paused a moment to recover himself after the blow. Then
he advanced towards Miss Pease, saying, "I was not an intentional
eavesdropper, but I heard the news of your niece's engagement, and I
suppose I must congratulate you on the event."
"Yes, Eleanor is engaged," said the little lady, all sympathetic smiles
and blushes. "Sometimes I think when such events occur, condolences
would be more fitting for those they leave behind. When there is but
a single parent and few children, or only one, a break brings pain as
well as pleasure, even though caused by marriage."
Richard begged Miss Pease to give his congratulatory messages, and then
stole away into the library to think over what he had heard, and find
comfort as best he might.
There was only one picture that came constantly before him, and that
was the angle window without an occupant, and a dying bird on the
terrace below.
And Richard whispered to himself, "Just another wounded bird. I could
almost wish that I, too, had been injured even unto death. If it were
not that I am needed, specially by Molly, I should say it in earnest.
As it is, I must run away, lest the rest should see the wound."
Richard's mind was promptly made up. There was to be an expedition
for the purpose of observing a total eclipse of the sun, visible in
Southern latitudes, but not in England. He announced his intention of
joining it, pleaded that he wanted a shake-up, that he was growing old
and rusty by dint of over-petting and self-indulgence; and, in short,
that he must go.
Before Miss Pease received another letter conveying a message of thanks
for his congratulations, Richard had completed his arrangements and was
on his way to Mauritius.
Whilst there he saw in the "Times," for February 27, an announcement
of the marriage, at Cannes, of Sir Edward Peyton, Bart., and Eleanor
Pease. It was simply worded, and as the "Queen" did not fall into his
hands, Richard missed many details about dresses, bridesmaids, etc.,
some of which might have proved interesting.
He wondered a little that almost nothing was said in subsequent home
letters about this marriage. Miss Pease did just mention that Eleanor's
wedding had taken place, and there were allusions in some of his
sisters' epistles to the good match made by her niece, but Norah, as
the Norah of Mere Side, was not mentioned, or only in the most cursory
way.
"Perhaps they guess," thought Richard, "and are silent for my sake.
Thank God, for Norah's! From all I have been able to ascertain she has
married a good man, and I pray that she may be happy. I would not
grudge her to the husband of her choice, but somehow I cannot believe
that any tie existed when she was with us. If I had only spoken, or
gone when she did to meet her father—but it is too late."
It was not until the May twelve months after leaving home that Richard
Whitmore set foot in England again.
He joined one scientific party after another, and went to and fro,
adding much to his store of knowledge, and finding in change of scene
and the habit of close observation, which gave him work for every day,
the best remedy for the wound which healed but slowly.
Then he had to come home, to open his hands for more wealth. A distant
cousin had left him thirty thousand pounds. When the news reached him
he said, "This, divided into four and added to the little belonging to
the girls, will give each of them ten thousand pounds, for the Maynards
do not want it. There will be more for them by and by, from their
bachelor brother, for I shall never marry now."
He did not tell them this, or even about the legacy at first. He had
to hear of all that had passed during his absence, to note that Molly,
now turned seventeen, was more like Norah Pease, slenderer and more
thoughtful-looking than of old.
It was Dick's absence that had made her the last. Little Miss Pease's
hair was greyer, but it just suited her delicately fresh complexion.
Nina and Jo had altered less than Molly, but Gertrude was the most
changed of all.
There was a new light in her eyes, a softer flush on her cheek, a
gentleness of manner foreign to the old Gertrude. Molly's welcome was
not more hearty than hers, or her sisterly embrace more tender or more
entirely voluntary than was Gertrude's.
Nobody had told Richard anything, but he looked at his eldest sister
and guessed her secret rightly.
The girl had given her heart to a good, but not a rich man, one who at
first feared to offer his own to Miss Whitmore, of Mere Side, lest he
should be suspected of seeking a rich bride whose wealth would make
amends for his own small means.
For once Miss Sharp's tongue did good service without its being
intended. Her keen eyes, ever on the watch, detected something in
Gertrude's manner favourable to Mr. Kemble, of whose views she decided
there could be no doubt.
"He is in the Civil Service, and has an income of three hundred a
year," said Miss Sharp. "I dare say he thinks Gertrude Whitmore is an
heiress, but I shall open his eyes, and show that proud minx what he is
really looking after."
Miss Sharp carried out her resolution, and managed to let Mr. Kemble's
sister and niece, visitors in the neighbourhood, know the exact amount
to which Miss Whitmore was entitled under her father's will. The result
astonished her.
Instead of packing up and departing at once, Mr. Kemble manifested the
greatest delight. He would have shrunk from the heiress, but he dared
to ask the girl he loved to share his lot, when he found out that there
was not much disparity in their means, and none in social standing; and
she accepted him with this proviso, that Richard must give his consent,
though she was of age.
Gertrude told her brother this, sitting in the angle window, and with
the moon shining in thereat.
Dick kissed her, rejoiced with her, and told her there was no need to
wait for the advance of salary which Kemble was sure of in another year.
"True hearts should not be parted without a needs-be, my dear, and
none exists in your case," he said. Then he told her how he had always
put by a considerable portion of his income, in order that his sisters
might not be dowerless maidens.
"I counted on this sort of thing coming to one of you at a time, you
know, and I was fairly ready for your first turn, my dear, before
something else happened, which has given me at a stroke enough for you
all."
He told her of the legacy, and the share he had mentally appropriated
to herself, then added, "As I am a cut-and-dried old bachelor, there
will be more for you in the long run."
He was not prepared for what followed.
Gertrude broke into a flood of passionate tears and sobs, and between
these she cried, "Dick, dear brother Dick, can you forgive me? I
do not deserve anything from you. I have been hard and selfish and
ungrateful. I have tried to make the others so, and cared nothing for
your happiness, only how I could keep all good things to myself. It was
when I learned to love Bertram that I knew what I had done to you."
The girl sank on her knees and hid her tearful face in her hands as she
bowed her head over Dick's lap, and her frame shook with sobs.
Love had conquered at last, as he always believed it would, and
Richard's face looked beautiful in the moonlight, as he bent over his
sister and insisted on raising her from the ground and drawing her head
on his breast.
"You do forgive me, Dick. Your kind touch tells me so without words;
but please listen, I want you to know everything—" and the girl went on
and laid bare all the envy, ingratitude, and selfishness that had begun
during that visit to the Tindalls, and how these things had grown and
for a long time influenced her life for evil. "Then," she said, "you
were so persistently loving that I began to see the beauty of your life
and disposition, and to loathe the ugliness of my own—till Norah came."
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Richard started at the mention of that name, and Gertrude felt his
heart beat fuller and faster.
"No one, not even I, could help loving Norah," she said, "and often
I thought what a perfect mate she would be for you, dear Dick; but I
could not endure the idea of her coming here as mistress and turning
us all out of Mere Side. I thought you cared for her, and she for you,
but nothing came of it, only I was glad when she went away, though I
expected you and she would soon meet again. You would have done so if
you had not set out for Mauritius, for we were invited to the wedding,
only we did not go as you were absent."
"How could I have gone?" asked Dick, with a groan of anguish that went
to the listener's heart and told her something of what he had suffered.
"Then you did think it was Norah who married Sir Edward Peyton. I
thought you misunderstood, and yet I purposely held my tongue. I know
what my silence has done. I felt it when I realised what it would be
if I were called on to part with Bertram. You will never forgive me,
never."
"For pity's sake tell me what you mean, Gertrude! I am not often so
impatient, but suspense will drive me mad. Is Norah married?"
"No, Dick, neither has she ever been engaged. Do you remember that
morning when Miss Pease was reading the colonel's letter, in which he
called his daughter 'Eleanor'? Nora was going to explain why she was
never addressed by it at her aunt's, but someone interrupted. She told
me afterwards that Eleanor was her grandmother's name, and that her
elder cousin bore it as well as herself. To distinguish between them,
one was called Nelly; that was the girl whom Miss Pease described as
having been 'all elbows' when she was just in her teens, and the other,
our Eleanor, was Norah to everybody. Nelly is Lady Peyton, and Norah is
Norah Pease to-day."
An irrepressible thanksgiving broke from Richard's lips, and confirmed
Gertrude's conviction, whilst it increased her penitence.
"You must know all," she added. "All the rest believed that you knew
which of the girls was engaged to Sir Edward Peyton. I led them to
think so, without directly saying it; and though they had thought you
cared for Norah, when you went away so suddenly they concluded either
that they had made a mistake or that she had refused you. This is why
they scarcely named her in letters."
"Are Colonel Pease and Norah in England?" asked Richard, in a voice
unlike his own, so moved was he.
"Yes; and they are coming here to-morrow. They were to have come
together so long ago, but they have been wintering abroad and
travelling about with the other family ever since."
There was a short silence, and again Gertrude faltered out—
"Can you forgive me, now you know all?"
"Thank God, I can, as I hope to be forgiven. He has overruled all for
good—even my rashness and blindness."
For a little moment Richard still held the weeping girl to his breast,
and then he kissed her once more, and, gently placing her on the seat
whence he had risen, left her alone in the moonlight.
The next day brought Norah and her father, and the first sight of the
dear fair face told Richard as plainly as words that she had come back
unchanged, and was glad to be there.
A few more happy days, and then Richard told the story of his love, and
knew that the treasure he desired above all others was his very own,
with her father's full consent.
He spoke and she listened, in the fittest place of all—the angle
window, which is no longer a frame without a picture. A white-robed
figure sits on what was once the mother's seat, and gives her husband
an answering smile when he looks in that direction from amongst the
roses.
Colonel Pease has bought a fine estate in Saltshire, with a house on
it ready to his hand, and his gentle little sister presides over his
domestic arrangements.
Gertrude's home is in the outskirts of London; Mina will soon follow
her sister's example, and go to a new nest. The other girls will do
as they have done since Dick's marriage—flit between Mere Side and
Overleigh, the colonel's home; for the old soldier is never happier or
Miss Pease more in her element than when they have young faces about
them.
It is said that Miss Sharp has greatly affected the society of Miss
Pease since she began her rule at Overleigh; but there is no fear for
the colonel; he is too old a soldier.
Brother Dick is as truly blessed as his unselfish nature deserves to
be, now he has quite recovered from the wound he received through the
angle window.