CHAPTER VII

"You have only to dictate terms--I surrender unconditionally!"

Could she have heard aright? Joan lifted her pale, miserable

face--miserable with the woe of reality after the delirious joy of being

clasped to her lover's heart--and slowly shook her head.

"I have no terms to dictate," she slowly, dismally said. "I cannot go

through a secret engagement! It would be impossible to keep it secret,

either. Uncle will guess! Why, I have hardly been decently civil to any

man who seemed as if he had ideas of marriage--he will know at once--and

then--every one else would know--oh, I could not bear it! It would

drive me mad!"

She spoke vehemently--and there was a wild, dangerous gleam in her eyes

which he did not like. Perhaps the mental trouble it must have been to

the sensitive orphan to accept bounty from the cold-blooded man who had

let her father, his brother, die unsuccoured, had brought about

hysteria. He had read and heard of such cases. It behoved him to come

to his darling's rescue--to cherish and care for her--ward off every

danger from one so beautiful, so helpless, so alone. As he gazed at

her, an extraordinary idea flashed upon him--like lightning it illumined

the darkness--the way he must go seemed to stand out plain before him.

"My dearest, there is a way out of our difficulty so simple, so obvious,

that it seems to me a waste of time to discuss anything else!" he said,

tenderly, gravely. "You are of age--you are entitled to act for

yourself! Let us be married as soon as possible and start in my yacht

for a tour round the world! I can manage everything secretly: you will

only have to walk out of the house one fine morning and be married to

me, and we will take the next train to wherever the yacht will be

waiting for us, and be off and away before your absence has been

remarked and wondered at! I will leave explanations to be sent to your

uncle at the right moment, acknowledging ourselves eccentric, romantic,

blameable, perhaps, but not unforgivable--saying that we knew so long a

honeymoon would be unpalatable, so we took French leave--why do you

shiver dearest?" He bent anxiously over her. "Joan! Won't you trust

me?"

"Trust you!" she gazed up at him with that startling expression of

mingled love and woe into his face--a look he had seen in a great

picture of souls suffering in Hades--an expression too full of agony to

be easily forgotten. "Only it seems too much to expect! It cannot

possibly happen--those good things don't, in this miserable life!"

"You are morbid, dearest, if I may dare to say it," he tenderly said,

drawing her into the arms with which he vowed to shelter and defend her

from all and every adverse circumstance which might ever threaten her

peace and content. And he set himself to comfort, hearten, encourage

her drooping spirits, as he painted the joys of their future life in the

most glowing terms at his command, during the rest of what was to him

their glorious hour together. To a certain extent he thought he had

succeeded. At least, Joan had smiled--had even laughed--although the

tragic look in those beautiful eyes--absent, hunted, terror-stricken,

desperate--was it only one of those things, or all?--had not been

superseded by the expression of calm satisfaction it would be such

relief and joy to him to see there.

"Something is wrong--but what?" he asked himself, after he had stayed

luncheon, and at last succeeded in tearing himself away. "Is it only

that fact--a miserable one to so tender yet passionate a nature--that

while she is loaded with luxuries by her uncle, her parents died almost

in want because he withheld the helping hand? It may be!

Well--anyhow--the best thing for her is absolute change--as soon as

possible--and that she shall have!"

* * * * *

Victor Mercier--it was his real name, his father, a meretricious French

adventurer, had married his mother for a small capital, which he had got

rid of some time before he ran away and left his wife and infant son to

starve--had left Joan the eventful night of their meeting after long

years--in a towering rage.

His was a nature saturated with vanity and self-love. From childhood

upwards he had believed himself entitled to possess whatever he

coveted--the law of _meum and tuum_ was non-existent in his scheme for

getting as much out of life as it was possible to get. Naturally sharp,

and with good looks of the kind that some women admire, he had not only

made a willing slave of his mother, but when, some years after, the news

of his father's death came to her, she married again, a widower with a

charming little daughter, step-father and pseudo-sister also worshipped

at his shrine.

Then he ingratiated himself with an employer so that he was entrusted

with the sole management of the branch business at C----. Here, he

"splurged"; spent money freely, and--when he heard that the pretty

schoolgirl he had succeeded in establishing a flirtation with was the

only surviving member of the weakly family represented by the wealthy

Sir Thomas Thorne--he grew more and more reckless in the expenditure of

his master's money and in his falsifying of the accounts. Like many

others of his kind, he overreached his mark. When he paid a flying visit

to London to marry Joan before she was adopted by her uncle--her mother

had just died--it occurred to the head of his firm to "run over" to

C---- and audit the books. The day of Mercier's secret marriage he

heard that "the game was up," and his only means of escape, instant

flight and lasting absence.

It was quite true that his firm failed a couple of years later. But he

had then just established himself as partner in a drinking-bar in the

unsavoury neighbourhood of a gold mine in South Africa. The lady of the

establishment had fallen in love with him, and there was, in fact, money

to be made all round about by one who was not too particular in his

morals and opinions. Suddenly, the neighbourhood grew too hot for him,

and he found it convenient to remember that the rich Miss Joan Thorne

must now be twenty-one and ready to be claimed as his wife.

So he returned with money enough to make a show, later on, of being

rich, at least for a month or two. The first thing was to find Joan:

the next to meet her.

An acquaintance made in his comparatively innocent boyhood happened to

be now confidential valet to the Duke of Arran. He sought him out,

flattered, and--without confiding his real story to him--made him his

creature by using a certain power of fascination which had helped on his

unworthy career from its beginning.

Paul Naz got him engagements as "extra hand" on state occasions in

noblemen's houses; he had fulfilled three of these before he attained

his end and encountered Joan at the Duke's--Paul consented to pay court

to Julie le Roux, Miss Thorne's maid, so as to keep his old playfellow

informed as to the doings of the family, who, he told him, owed his late

father a considerable sum of money, which he wished to recover privately

to save scandal. That very night Paul was taking Julie to see Mercier's

so-called half-sister act in a transpontine theatre. "Vera Anerley," as

she had stage-named herself, had been on tour with a popular piece--was

absent at the time of Victor's return--and had appealed to his vanity by

her wild emotion when they met. He was to see her on the stage, and to

have a word with Naz, who had had to probe Julie in a certain direction,

after he left his "wife" in the Regent's Park.

When he had watched Joan's hansom speed away in the darkness, Victor

Mercier walked along, then--hailing a passing cab, was driven to the

theatre. As he went he anathematized Joan in the strongest of mining

oaths.

"Like all the rest," he bitterly thought. "Always another man--they must

have a man hanging about them!"

Alighting at the theatre, he met Naz, a fair, innocent-looking

Frenchman, coming out. He joined him, saying "Come and have a drink."

"You have lost much by being late, your half-sister is adorable!" said

Naz, as they stood together at the bar of a neighbouring public-house.

"No doubt!" said Mercier carelessly. "So is your Julie, eh? By the

way, how is Julie's mistress? Any news?"

"As I said," returned Naz, in an undertone. "The beautiful creature is

trapped at last, by a lover who has been out of the country to try and

forget her, shooting big game! They ride--meet--he was with her when I

posted you in the corridor that night. They passed me, you must have

seen him."

"Him--who?" muttered Mercier. There was a gleam in his eyes.

"Lord Vansittart," replied Naz. "The Duchess has been heard to say it

was a settled thing!"

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