CHAPTER IV.

In May, 1774, he left the Rev. Mr. Bellamy's, and went to the house of

his brother-in-law, Tappan Reeve, where his time was occupied in

reading, principally history; but especially those portions of it

which related to wars, and battles, and sieges, which tended to

inflame his natural military ardour. The absorbing topics of taxation

and the rights of the people were agitating the then British colonies

from one extreme to the other. These subjects, therefore, could not

pass unnoticed by a youth of the inquiring mind and ardent feelings of

Burr. Constitutional law, and the relative rights of the crown and the

colonists, were examined with all the acumen which he possessed, and

he became a Whig from reflection and conviction, as well as from

feeling.

At this period, Burr's most intimate and confidential correspondent

was Matthias Ogden, of New-Jersey, subsequently Colonel Ogden, a

gallant and distinguished revolutionary officer. He writes to Burr,

dated

"Elizabethtown, August 9th, 1774.

"DEAR AARON,

"I received yours by Mr. Beach, dated Sunday. I am not a little

pleased that you have the doctor (Bellamy) so completely under your

thumb. Last Saturday I went a crabbing. Being in want of a thole-pin,

I substituted a large jackknife in its stead, with the blade open and

sticking up. It answered the purpose of rowing very well; but it seems

that was not the only purpose it had to answer; for, after we had been

some time on the flats, running on the mud, as the devil would have

it, in getting into the boat I threw my leg directly across the edge

of the knife, which left a decent mark of nearly four inches long, and

more than one inch deep. It was then up anchor and away. Our first

port was Dayton's ferry, where Dr. Bennet happened to be, but without

his apparatus for sewing, to the no small disadvantage of me, who was

to undergo the operation. Mrs. Dayton, however, furnished him with a

large darning-needle, which, as soon as I felt going through my skin,

I thought was more like a gimlet boring into me; but, with the help of

a glass of wine, I grinned and bore it, until he took a few stitches

in the wound. So much for crabbing.

"I was at New-York about a fortnight since, on my way to Jamaica, Long

Island. The object of this journey you understand. I stayed at Mr.

Willett's three days, and then went to Colonel Morris's, and spent two

days there very agreeably. Nothing occurred worth relating, unless it

be some transactions of the greatest fool I ever knew.

"Mr. Elliot, collector of New-York, Mr. and Mrs. Delancey and

daughter, dined there on Sunday. Witherspoon [1] was led in with a

large bag tied to his hair, that reached down to the waistband of his

breeches, and a brass locket hanging from his neck below his stomach.

He was turned round and round by each of the company: was asked where

he got that very neat bag, and the valuable locket? He readily

answered, they were a present from Lady Kitty, who was violently in

love with him, and he expected to marry her in a short time. He is so

credulous that any child might impose on him. I told him that I came

from Lord Stirling's, and that he might write by me to Lady Kitty.

Accordingly, he wrote a long letter and gave me, which I opened there,

and, by desire of Colonel Morris, answered it, when I got to New-York,

in Lady Kitty's name, informing him that he must tell Mr. Morris to

provide himself with another tutor, as she intended marrying him

without fail the first of September, which I suppose he will as

sincerely believe as he does his existence.

"Yours affectionately,

"MATT. OGDEN."

TO MATTHIAS OGDEN.

Litchfield, August 17th, 1774.

DEAR MATT.,

Before I proceed any further, let me tell you that, a few days ago, a

mob of several hundred persons gathered at Barrington, and tore down

the house of a man who was suspected of being unfriendly to the

liberties of the people; broke up the court, then sitting at that

place, &c. As many of the rioters belonged to this colony, and the

Superior Court was then sitting at this place, the sheriff was

immediately despatched to apprehend the ringleaders. He returned

yesterday with eight prisoners, who were taken _without resistance_.

But this minute there is entering the town on horseback, with great

regularity, about fifty men, armed each with a white club; and I

observe others continually dropping in. I shall here leave a blank, to

give you (perhaps in heroics) a few sketches of my unexampled valour,

should they proceed to hostilities; and, should they not, I can then

tell you what I would have done.

The abovementioned _sneaks all gave bonds for their appearance_, to

stand a trial at the next court for committing a riot.

Yours affectionately,

A. BURR.

On the 11th of September, 1774, he again writes Ogden:--

I wrote you last Thursday, and enclosed one of the songs you desired,

which was all I could then obtain. Miss -----, the fountain of melody,

furnished me with it. I knew that she, and no one else, had the notes

of the enclosed song. I told her I should be glad to copy them for a

most accomplished young gentleman in the Jerseys. She engaged to bring

them the first time she came in town, for she lives about two miles

from here. I this day received it, precisely as you have it. You may

depend upon its being the work of her own hands. If this don't deserve

an acrostic, I don't know--sense, beauty, modesty, and music. Matter

plenty.

Pray tell me whether your prayers are heard, and a good old saint,

though a little in your way, is yet in Heaven. But remember, Matt.,

you can never be without plague, and when one gets out of the way, a

worse, very often, supplies its place; so, I tell you again, be

content, and hope for better times.

I am determined never to have any dealings with your friend Cupid

until I know certainly how matters will turn out with you: for should

some lucky devil step in between my friend and----, which kind Heaven

grant may never be; in such a case, I say, I would choose to be

untied, and then, you know, the wide world is before us.

Yours sincerely,

A. BURR.

Burr again writes him, dated

Litchfield, February 2d, 1775.

I sent you a packet by N. Hazard, and from that time to this I have

not had the most distant prospect of conveying a letter to you.

However, I have written a number of scrawls, the substance of which

you shall now have.

The times with me are pretty much as usual; not so full of action as I

could wish; and I find this propensity to action is very apt to lead

me into scrapes. T. B. has been here since I wrote you last; he came

very unexpectedly. You will conclude we had some confab about Miss

-----. We had but little private chat, and the whole of that little

was about her. He would now and then insinuate slyly what a clever

circumstance it would be to have such a wife, with her fortune.

T. BURR, [2] by his kindness to me, has certainly laid me under

obligations, which it would be the height of ingratitude in me ever to

forget; but I cannot conceive it my duty to be in the least influenced

by these in the present case. Were I to conform to his inclination, it

could give him pleasure or pain only as the consequence was good or

bad to me. The sequel might be such as would inevitably cause him the

most bitter anguish; and, in all probability, would be such if I

should consult his fancy instead of my judgment. And who can be a

judge of these consequences but myself? But even supposing things

could be so situated that, by gratifying him, I should certainly be

the means of his enjoying some permanent satisfaction, and should

subject myself to a bare probability of misery as permanent, would it

not stagger the most generous soul to think of sacrificing a whole

life's comfort to the caprice of a friend? But this is a case that can

never happen, unless that friend has some mean and selfish motive,

such as I know T. Burr has not. I can never believe that too great

deference to the judgment of another, in these matters, can arise from

any greatness of soul. It appears to me the genuine offspring of

meanness. I suppose you are impatient for my reply to these

importunities. I found my tongue and fancy too cramped to say much.

However, I rallied my thoughts and set forth, as well as I was able,

the inconveniences and uncertainty attending such an affair. I am

determined to be very blunt the next time the matter is urged.

I have now and then an affair of petty gallantry, which might

entertain you if you were acquainted with the different characters I

have to deal with; but, without that, they would be very insipid.

I have lately engaged in a correspondence of a peculiar nature. I

write once, and sometimes twice a week, to a lady who knows not that

she ever received a line from me. The letters, on both sides, are

mostly sentimental. Those of the lady are doubtless written with more

sincerity, and less reserve, than if she knew I had any concern with

them. Mr. ----- received a letter from Miss -----. He is very little

versed in letter-writing, and engaged, or rather permitted, me to

answer it, not thinking thereby to embark in a regular correspondence,

but supposing the matter would thus end. I have had many scruples of

conscience about this affair, though I really entered into it not with

any sinister view, but purely to oblige----. I should be glad to know

your opinion of it. You will readily observe the advantage I have over

-----. He is of an unsuspicious make, and this gives me an opportunity

(if I had any inclination) to insert things which might draw from her

secrets she would choose I should be ignorant of. But I would suffer

crucifixion rather than be guilty of such an unparalleled meanness. On

the contrary, I have carefully avoided saying any thing which might

have the least tendency to make her write what she would be unwilling

I should see.

Adieu.

A. BURR.

On the 12th of March, 1775, Burr writes Ogden:--

I have received your and Aaron's [3] letters. I was a little

disappointed that you did not send an acrostic; but I still entertain

some secret hope that the muse (who, you say, has taken her flight)

will shortly return, and, by a new and stricter intimacy, more than

repay the pains of this momentary absence. Your happiness, Matt., is

really almost the only present thing I can contemplate with any

satisfaction; though I, like other fools, view futurity with

partiality enough to make it very desirable; but I must first throw

reason aside, and leave fancy uncontrolled. In some of these happy

freaks I have endeavoured to take as agreeable a sleigh-ride as you

had to Goshen; but I find it impracticable, unless you will make one

of the party; for my imagination, when most romantic, is not lively or

delusive enough to paint an object that can, in my eyes, atone for

your absence. From this you will conclude that the news you heard of

me at Princeton is groundless. It is so far from being true, that

scarce two persons can fix on the same lady to tease me with. However,

I would not have you think that this diversity of opinion arises from

the volatility of my constitution, or that I am in love with every new

or pretty face I see. But, I hope, you know me too well to need a

caution of this nature. I am very glad to hear of -----'s downfall.

But, with all that fellow's low-lived actions, I don't more sincerely

despise him than I do certain other narrow-hearted scoundrels you have

among you. Mean as he is, he appears to me to have (or rather to have

had) more of something at bottom that bordered on honour, than some

who will pass through life respected by many. I say this, not so much

to raise him above the common standard of d--ls, as to sink them below

it. My idea of a d--l is composed more of malice than of meanness.

Since I commenced this letter I have passed through a scene entirely

new. Now, as novelty is the chief and almost only ingredient of

happiness here below, you'll fancy I have had some lucky turn. I think

it quite the reverse, I assure you. I have serious thoughts of leaving

the matter here, that you may be on the rack of curiosity for a month

or so. Would not this be truly satanic? What would be your conjectures

in such a case? The first, I _guess_, that I was sadly in love, and

had met with some mortifying rebuff.

What would you say if I should tell you that ----- had absolutely

professed love for me? Now I can see you with both hands up--eyes and

mouth wide open; but don't be over scrupulous. Trust me, I tell you

the whole truth. I cannot at present give you any further particulars

about the matter, than that I felt foolish enough, and gave as

cautious a turn to it as I could, for which I am destined to suffer

her future hostility.

Last week I received a letter from T. Edwards, which I fear may prove

fatal to the dear project of the 15th of April. He intends to be

hereabout the middle of that month. Supposing he should come here the

13th of April, what could I do? Run off and leave him? Observe the

uncertainty of all sublunary things. I, who a few months ago was as

uncontrolled in my motions as the lawless meteors, am now (sad

reverse!) at the beck of a person forty miles off. But all this

lamentation, if well considered, is entirely groundless, for (_between

you and me_) I intend to see you at Elizabethtown this spring. But

even supposing I should fail in this--where is this sad reverse of

fortune?--this lamentable change? Is it not a very easy matter to fix

on another time, and write you word by T. Edwards?

I have struck up a correspondence with J. Bellamy (son to the famous

divine of that name). He has very lately settled in the practice of

the law at Norwich, a place about seventy miles S. E. of this. He is

one of the cleverest fellows I have to deal with. Sensible, a person

of real humour, and is an excellent judge of mankind, though he has

not had opportunity of seeing much of the world. Adieu.

A. BURR.

FROM JONATHAN BELLAMY

Norwich, March 14th, 1775.

To do justice to circumstances, which you know are of the greatest

importance in order to form a true estimate of what a person either

says or does, it is indispensably necessary for me to tell you that it

not only rains very generously, but that it is as dark as it was

before light was created. It would be ridiculous to suppose that you

need information that nothing but the irresistible desire of writing

could possibly keep me at home this evening.

I had received your February favour only just time to laugh at it

once, when the melancholy news that Betsy Devotion, of Windham, was

very dangerously sick, banished every joyous thought from my heart.

This Betsy you may remember to have heard mentioned near the name of

Natty Huntington, who died last December; and a very angel she was

too, I assure you. You see I speak of her in the _past_ sense, for she

has left us; and her friends are sure she is not less an angel _now_

than she was ten days ago. Very certain I am, that if a natural

sweetness of disposition can scale Heaven's walls, she went over like

a bird. But I believe we must leave _her_ and all the rest of our

departed friends to be sentenced by a higher Board.

"Transports last not in the human heart;

But all with transports soon agree to part."

If nature, in spite of us, did not take care of herself, we could not

but be perfectly wretched. Philosophy is the emptiest word in the

dictionary. And you may observe, wherever you find them, that those

persons who profess to place all their reliance upon it, under every

affecting circumstance of life, do but make use of the term as a mask

for an iron heart. "But" (as the devil said on another occasion) "put

forth thine hand, and touch his bone, and his flesh, and he will curse

thee to thy face." They have as little fortitude as anybody when

sufferings pinch home upon them.

Thus have I relieved a heart that perhaps felt a little too full; and

if it is at the expense of my _head_, I have nevertheless the

consolation that it will be received only as the overflowings of my

present feelings.

"When and where shall I see you again?" somebody once asked me. The

Lord only knows. Perhaps at the election at Hartford. If we can meet

_there_--there will be time for notice. But, happen as it may, be

assured that I am your most sincere friend,

JONATHAN BELLAMY.

"Stick my compliments in for him," says Hannah Phelps, a jolly girl of

fourteen.

FROM MATTHIAS OGDEN.

Elizabethtown, March 18th, 1775.

Since we last saw each other, the 15th of April has been my mark, but

the receipt of yours of the 12th has blotted it from my memory, for

which nothing could atone but the expectation of seeing you here

nearly as soon.

I read with pleasure your love intrigues; your anonymous

correspondence with Miss -----, &.c., and, with as much seriousness,

the part relative to ----, Thaddeus Burr's overtures, &c.

_Steadily_, Aaron. Money is alluring, and there is a pleasure in

gratifying a friend; but let not a fortune buy your peace, nor sell

your happiness. Neither be too much biased by a friend, or any one's

advice, in a matter of so great consequence to yourself. Perhaps she

is worthy your love, and, if I could think she was, I would not say a

single thing to discourage you. Be cautious, Aaron; weigh the matter

well. Should your generous heart be sold for naught, it would greatly

hurt the peace of mine. Let not her sense, her education, her modesty,

her graceful actions, or her wit, betray you. Has she a soul framed

for love? For friendship? But why need I advise a person of better

judgment than myself? It is not advice, my friend; it is only caution.

You have a difficult part to act. If you reject, she curses: if you

pity, she takes it for encouragement. Matters with me go on smoothly.

I am now making up a party to go to the Falls, to be ready against you

come. My best regards to Mr. and Mrs. Reeve. I remain happy in the

enjoyment of -----'s love, and am,

Your unfeigned friend,

MATT. OGDEN.

After the decease of President Burr, Lyman Hall was intrusted by the

executors with the collection of sundry debts due to the estate. A

removal, and his various avocations, prevented his performing that

duty with the necessary promptitude. In consequence, the heirs were

exposed to loss. A friend of the family, the Rev. James Caldwell, of

New-Jersey, wrote him on the subject, and his answer is so honourable,

that it is deemed only an act of justice to an upright man to record

it here. It is another instance of the integrity in private life of

those patriots that planned and accomplished the American Revolution.

It will be seen that Mr. Hall was a member of the Congress of 1775

from the State of Georgia.

Philadelphia, 17th May, 1775.

REV. SIR,

Since I saw you, and afterwards Mr. Ogden, in Georgia, I have written

to my attorneys and correspondents in Connecticut, to give me all the

information they could obtain respecting the affairs and concerns of

the late President Burr, left in my hands; which I had delivered over,

before I left that colony in 1759, into the hands of Thaddeus Burr, of

Fairfield; but no satisfactory answer can as yet be obtained. One

debt, indeed, has been discovered, of about forty pounds New-York

currency; but the bond on which it is due is as yet concealed.

On the whole, I find that it is not in my power to redeliver those

securities for moneys which I was once in possession of; nor have I

received the moneys due on those which were good; but am determined

that I will make just satisfaction to the claimant heirs (orphans) of

the late President Burr. It is, I know, my indispensable duty, and I

have for that purpose brought a quantity of rice to this city, the

avails of which, when sold, shall be appropriated to that use. I

should be glad that you, or Mr. Ogden, the executor, could be here to

transact the business, and, on a settlement, give me a power of

attorney, properly authenticated, to recover any part of those moneys

I can find due when I shall arrive in Connecticut, to which I propose

going as soon as the Congress rises. As I am in Congress, I cannot see

you directly; but, if liberty can be obtained, shall wait on you or

Mr. Ogden, or both, in my way to New-York, in a few days; but I think

Mr. Ogden, the executor, if it will suit, had better come here and

settle it. I mention him because I suppose he is the proper person to

discharge me, and give me a power of attorney.

I am, reverend sir,

With esteem, yours,

LYMAN HALL.

The Rev. JAS. CALDWELL, _Elizabethtown_

Footnotes:

1. A relative of President Witherspoon.

2. Uncle to Colonel Aaron Burr.

3. Subsequently Governor Ogden, of New Jersey, and brother of Matthias

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