NOTES FOR A TRAGEDY

Jan Pedlowski came home yesterday and found that his wife had run away.

There was supper on the table. And under the soup plate was a letter

addressed to Jan. It read, in Polish:

"I am sick and tired. You keep on nagging me all the time and I can't

stand it any more. You will be better off without me.

"Paula."

Jan ate his supper and then put his hat and coat on and went over to see

the sergeant at the West Chicago Avenue police station. The sergeant

appeared to be busy, so Jan waited. Then he stepped forward and said:

"My wife has run away. I want to catch her."

The sergeant was lacking in sympathy. He told Jan to go home and wait and

that the missus would probably come back. And that if she didn't he could

get a divorce.

"I don't want a divorce," said Jan. "I want to catch her."

* * * * *

But Jan went home. It was no use running around looking for her and losing

sleep. And, besides, he had to be in court tomorrow. The landlord had left

a notice that the Pedlowskis must get out of their flat because they

didn't pay their rent.

Before coming home Jan had arranged with the foreman at the plating works

for two hours off, to be taken out of his pay. He could come to work at

seven and work until half-past nine, then go to court and be back, maybe,

by half-past eleven.

So Jan went to bed. He put the letter his wife had left in his coat

pocket, because he had a vague idea it might be evidence. He might show it

to somebody and maybe it would help.

It was snowing when Jan left the plating works in the morning to come to

court. He arrived at the City Hall and wandered around, confused by the

crowd of people pouring in and out of the elevators. But it was growing

late and he only had two hours off. So Jan made inquiries. Where was the

court where he should go?

"Judge Barasa on the eighth floor," said the starter. Jan went there.

A lot of people were in the court room. Jan sat down among them and looked

like them--blank, uninterested, as if waiting for a train in the railroad

station.

One thing worried Jan. The two hours off. If they didn't call him he'd be

late and the foreman would be mad. He might lose his job, and jobs were

hard to get. It took five weeks to get this one. It would take longer now.

But they called Jan Pedlowski and he came forward to where the judge sat.

At first Jan had felt confused and frightened. He had worried about coming

to court and standing before the judge. Now it seemed all right. Everybody

was nice and businesslike. A lawyer said:

"There's almost two months' rent due now. Eighteen dollars for the

November rent and $27.50 for December."

"Can you pay the rent?" the judge asked of Jan.

Jan looked and blinked and tried to think of something to say. He could

only think of "My wife Paula ran away last night. Here, she wrote this

letter left me on the table when I come home last night."

"I see," said the judge. "But what about the rent? If I give you until

January 10, do you think you can pay it?"

"I don't know," said Jan, rubbing his eyes. "I got job now, but they going

to layoff after new year. If I have job I pay it all. I can pay $10 now."

"Have you got it with you," asked the judge.

"Yes," said Jan. "I was going to buy Christmas present for Paula, but she

ran away."

* * * * *

Jan handed over the $10 and listened to the judge explain that he would be

allowed to stay where he was until January 10 and have till then to pay

his rent. When this was over he walked out, putting his hat on too soon,

so that the bailiff cried: "Hats off in the courtroom." Jan grabbed his

hat and grew red.

Now he had almost a full hour and a half before going to the factory. It

had taken less time than he thought. Jan started to walk. It was cold and

the streets were slippery. He walked along with his hands in the frayed

pockets of his overcoat and his breath congealing over his walrus

mustache.

His eyes were set and his face serious. Jan's thoughts were simple.

Rent--Paula--jobs. Christmas, perhaps, too. But he walked along like

anybody else in the loop.

* * * * *

Jan wandered as far as Quincy and La Salle streets. Here he stopped and

looked around. It was beginning to snow heavier now. He stood still like a

man waiting. And having nothing to do he took the letter his wife had left

under the soup plate and read it again.

When Jan had folded the letter up and started to walk once more his eyes

suddenly lighted up. He turned and started to run and as he ran he cried:

"Paula, Paula!" Some of the crowd moving on paused and looked at a stocky

man with a heavy mustache running across the street and shouting a woman's

name.

The cabs were thick at the moment and it was hard running across. But Jan

kept on, his overcoat flapping behind him and his short legs jumping up

and down as he moved. A young woman with a cheap fur around her neck had

stopped. There were others who paused to watch Jan. But this young woman

was one of the few who didn't smile.

She waited as if puzzled for a moment and then started to lose herself in

the crowd. She walked swiftly ahead, her eyes anxiously on the corner. And

in the meantime Jan came galumphing toward the curbing still crying:

"Paula, Paula!" At the curbing, however, Jan came to a full stop. His toe

had caught the cement and he shot forward, landing on his hands and chin.

A crowd gathered around Jan and some one helped him to his feet. His chin

was bleeding and his hands were scraped from hitting the cold pavement. He

made no sign, however, of injury, but stood blinking in the direction the

young woman with the cheap fur had gone.

A policeman arrived and inquired sympathetically what was wrong. Jan

brushed himself mechanically as the policeman spoke. Then he answered:

"Nothing, I fell down." The policeman went away and Jan turned back to

catch a Milwaukee Avenue street car.

He stood on the corner waiting and fingering his bruised chin. He seemed

to be getting impatient as the car failed to appear. Finally he thrust his

hand inside his pocket and drew out the letter again. He held it without

reading for an instant and then tore it up.

When the car came Jan was still tearing up the letter, his thick fingers

trying vainly to divide it into tinier bits.

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