The Owl

To return to the kingfisher and the epoch in one’s life made by the

rare appearance of that glancing jewel, although this house is in

owlish country, and we hear owls from dusk to dawn, yet the sight

of one is hardly less rare and memorable. The effect is, of course,

totally different. A kingfisher entrances, thrills; one sees it and

glows. But the owl cuts deeper; one feels that one is in the presence

of a thing not necessarily of evil but of mystery and darkness. That

is to say, an owl at night. In broad day there can be nothing sinister

about him, as I happen to know as well as any one.

On this matter I have a true story to tell, which, however, I shall

quarrel with no one for disbelieving. One Sunday morning in the early

summer a few years ago I was walking in a little pine-wood on a Kentish

common. Suddenly, at half-past eleven, I was conscious that I was not

alone, and lifting my eyes I saw on a bush close by a young owl. He was

looking directly at me with such a stare in his deep orange orbs as

only an owl can compass--steady, incurious, implacable. I stopped and

stared at him, and thought first of the strangeness of the encounter

and then of a humorous poem by an American publisher (Why don’t English

publishers write humorous poems?) which I had learnt at school,

beginning “Who stuffed that white owl?” This owl, it is true, was not

white, but a beautiful arrangement in soft browns; yet he remained

as motionless as that other, save that every now and then a shutter,

timed to about three seconds exposure, covered his ’wildered lenses and

retired again into the machinery of his head.

Seeing how young he was, and thinking it better that he should be

looked after than left to the attentions of the Sunday afternoon

villagers (who can be very deadly), I determined to take him home.

I therefore opened a handkerchief, advanced slowly upon him, and

spreading it over him carried him tenderly away. He made no resistance

whatever. I was the first human being he had seen and might as easily

have been friend as foe.

So far the story makes no great call on credulity. But the remarkable

part is to come. I gave the owl to the boys at a neighbouring cottage,

who had kept one before and understood feeding and so on, and it

was arranged that when he was a little older he should be released.

Very well. The next Sunday came and on that morning these boys also

abstained from church and walked through this little pine-wood on the

common, and at exactly the same time, and in what I take to be exactly

the same place, they also found a young owl and captured it. (“You see

this wet, you see this dry.”) That’s a very odd circumstance, isn’t it,

and worthy of a place in any collection of coincidences?

Now, if I did not believe truth to be the only really interesting thing

in the world, I should go on to state that when on the third Sunday I

went to the little pine-wood again I found a third owl; but that is

not so. Since then, indeed, except of course at the Zoo--where they

have all kinds, although no longer any of those fascinating little

creatures from some distant land who live in holes in the ground--I had

never seen another owl near enough to observe it with any minuteness

until the other evening in Sussex. Then, while it was still half light,

a large barn-owl emerged from a clump of trees beside the road and

flew before us and over us, as we drove along, for two hundred yards,

finally disappearing among some ricks. It made no sound whatever; fish

swimming in a clear stream are not less audible. Its light underpart

gleamed softly like a lamp in a fog, and, like that, seemed almost to

diffuse radiance.

This silence is very wonderful and soothing. I would prescribe the

spectacle of the flight of owls at twilight for any disordered mind.

But he would be a bold physician who recommended for any weak nerves

the angry, screaming owls that sweep round this house in the middle of

the night, especially when the weather is rough. Then they are ominous

indeed.

Our owls live in the belfry, and though I have stood again and again in

the gloaming, watching, I have seen them only once. On that occasion

there had been some disagreement in the fields, for two of them came

back in full flight together, one pursuing and one pursued, uttering

terrible cries. I saw them black against the sky for a moment,

disordered and beating, and then they disappeared into the masonry as

silently and effectually as water into sand. No wonder, I thought, as I

stumbled away among the graves, that some rustic minds think them not

birds at all, but disembodied spirits.

The difference between these witches of the night returning from their

quarrel and that soft glimmering ghost that had flown down the road

was wide enough; but how much wider the gulf between those predatory

termagants and the poor lost soul in the Kentish pine-wood. Even in

his mild countenance, however, one could easily discern the makings of

a bogey. To wake up in the small hours and find oneself beneath the

scrutiny of such eyes in such a countenance would be enough for many of

us.

What owls really are like, we shall, I suppose, never know: whether

they are wise as legend would have them, or merely look so; whether

they are truly sinister or only weird and carnivorous. These things

we shall probably never know, but there is a lady in Hampshire who

recently came nearer the secret than any one else has done. Her letter

describing her experience was printed in the “Evening Standard” in

the summer of 1910. The immediate neighbourhood of her house, she

explained, was once a favourite hunting-ground of owls, but latterly

they had steadily decreased, until to hear one had become something

of a rarity. This she much regretted. When, therefore, one night she

was awakened by an owl’s cry she sprang up and ran to the window in

pleasure, and while there it amused her to answer it, mimicry of owls

being a hobby of hers. But this time she mimicked better than she knew,

for instantly out of the blackness came a crowd of owls to her window,

angry and threatening and uttering strange sounds. She had, it seems,

stumbled on something in the owl tongue of very serious import. Isn’t

that interesting? She may have called out some deadly insult. She

may have hit on a rally, a summons to arms. Whatever it was, it made

her for the moment almost one of this mysterious, uncanny, nocturnal

race. Her cry, in short, opened the door on a new world, vastly more

enthralling in interest and strange possibilities than aviation or any

of our modern inventions can make this. But it instantly shut again.

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