CHAPTER XVI

"He says it is nothing serious, only a slight chill; and sends kind

regards and many thanks for kind inquiries, and hopes to be out in a

day or two, when he will call and thank you in person."

This from George Lovegrove to his wife, the latter arrayed in garments

of ceremony and seated upon the Chesterfield sofa awaiting guests. It

was her afternoon at-home.

"Well, I'm sure I hope it is no more than that, Georgie," she answered

comfortably. "Chills are always going about in November, and very often

gentlemen encourage them--especially bachelors--by not changing into

their winter vests and pants early enough. A great deal of illness is

contracted that way."

Here Serena rustled audibly. She stood by the window, holding the lace

curtain just sufficiently aside to get a narrow and attenuated view of

the fog-enshrouded Green. The outlook was far from inspiriting, and

Serena was keenly interested in the conversation going forward between

her host and hostess. But it was not in her programme to let this

appear. She, while straining her ears to listen, therefore maintained

an air of detachment. The word "pants" was, however, too much for her

fortitude, and she rustled. "Really, Rhoda does use the most dreadfully

unladylike expressions sometimes," she commented inwardly. "She never

seems to remember that everyone is not married, though even if they

were I should hope they would not mention those sort of things. Rhoda

is wanting in refinement. I wonder if George notices that and feels it.

If he does notice it, I think he ought to tell her about it, because--"

But here she fell to listening again, since the said George took up his

parable once more.

"Still, I own I don't like his looks somehow. His face is so thin and

drawn. It reminds me of the time his mother, poor Mrs. Iglesias, died.

I told him, just jocularly, that his appearance surprised me, but he

put it all aside--you know he has a very high aristocratic manner at

times that makes you feel you have been intrusive--and then talked of

other things."

"He has lived too solitary," Mrs. Lovegrove said judicially, "too

solitary, and that tells on any one in middle life. I should never

forgive myself if we left him to mope. You must just try to coax him

over here to stay, Georgie, and I'll nurse him up and humour him, and

fortunately Serena's here, you see, for pleasant company."

Mrs. Lovegrove looked meaningly at her spouse, while the figure at the

window again rustled.

"I am sure you would exert yourself to help cheer poor Mr. Iglesias up,

if he came over to stay, would you not now, Serena?" she inquired

insinuatingly.

"Are you speaking to me, Rhoda?"

"Yes, about Mr. Iglesias coming here to stay."

Serena turned her head and answered over her shoulder.

"Of course you and George are quite at liberty to ask anyone here whom

you like. And if Mrs. Iglesias came I should be perfectly civil to him.

But I should not care, Rhoda, to bind myself to anything more than

that, because I do not find him an easy person to get on with."

She turned to her contemplation of the fog with a renewed assumption of

indifference. George Lovegrove's shiny forehead puckered into little

lines. He looked anxiously at his wife. The good lady, however, laid a

fat forefinger upon her lips and nodded her head at him in the most

archly reassuring manner.

"That's funny," she said, "because Mr. Iglesias is quite the cleverest

of all Georgie's gentlemen friends--except, of course, the dear

vicar--and so I always took for granted anyone like yourself was sure

to get on nicely with him, Serena. Even I hardly ever find him

difficult to talk with."

"I never talk easily to strangers," Serena put in loftily.

"Oh! but you'd hardly call Mr. Iglesias a stranger."

"Yes, I should," Serena declared with emphasis. "I should certainly

call him a stranger. I always call everyone a stranger till I know them

intimately. It is much safer to do so. And it would be absurd to

pretend that I know Mr. Iglesias intimately. You, of course, do, but I

do not. You and George may have seen him frequently since I have been

here, but I have really seen him very seldom, four or five times at the

outside. He has generally appeared to call when I was likely to be out.

I could not help observing that. It may be a coincidence, of course.

But I cannot pretend that I have not thought it rather marked."

Serena had advanced into the centre of the room. She held herself

erect. She enjoyed making a demonstration. "Rhoda may think I am a

cipher," she said to herself, "but she is mistaken. She may think I can

be hoodwinked and used as a mere tool, but I will let her see that I

cannot." She felt daring and dangerous, and her eyes snapped. The

rustling of her skirts and the emphatic tones of her voice aroused the

parrot, which had been dosing on its perch, its head sunk between its

shoulders and its breast-feathers fluffed out into a little green apron

over its grey claws.

"Pollie's own pet girlie," it murmured drowsily, with dry clickings of

its tongue against its beak, the words jolting out in foolish twos and

threes. "Hi! p'liceman--murder! fire! thieves!--there's another jolly

row downstairs."

Poor George Lovegrove gazed in bewilderment from Serena to the parrot,

from the parrot to his wife, and then back to Serena again.

"You do surprise me! And I am more mortified than I can say that you

should have the most distant reason, Serena--or Susan either--ever to

feel the least slighted in this house. You do surprise me--I can't

believe it has been the least intentional on Iglesias' part. But I

would not have had anything of the kind happen for twenty pounds."

"Pray don't apologise, George," Serena cried, "or I shall feel quite

annoyed. Of course everyone has a right to their own preferences; but I

had been led to expect something different. As I say, it may only be a

coincidence. Nothing may have really been meant. Only it has seemed

rather marked. But in any case it has not been your fault, George."

"I am very glad you allow that, Serena," the good creature said humbly.

"Oh! yes. I quite excuse you of any intentional slight, George. I quite

trust you. Still, nothing could be more unpleasant than for me to feel

that my being here put any restriction upon your friends coming to the

house. Of course I know Susan and I move in rather different society

from Rhoda and yourself."

"Yes," he assented hurriedly, agonised as to the wife's feelings--"yes,

yes."

"And so it is quite possible that I may not suit some of your

acquaintances."

"Excuse me," he panted--"no, Serena, I cannot think that."

"I am not sure," she returned argumentatively. "Not at all sure,

George. And nothing could be more unpleasant to me than to feel I was

the least in the way. Of course, I should never have come back if I had

supposed I should be in the way; but Rhoda made such a point of it."

Here the parrot broke forth into prolonged and earpiercing shriekings,

flapping its wings violently and nearly tumbled backwards off its perch.

"Throw a handkerchief over the poor bird's cage, Georgie dear," cried

Mrs. Lovegrove from the sofa. Her face was red. She had become

distressingly hot and flustered.--"And just as I was flattering myself

it was all turning out so nicely, too," she said to herself.--"No, not

your own, Georgie dear"--this aloud--"you may need it later. The red

bandana out of the right-hand corner of the top drawer of the

work-table."

"I think it would be much simpler for me to go," Serena continued, her

voice pitched in a high key to combat the cries of the parrot and the

rattle of the table drawer, which George Lovegrove in his present state

of agitation found it impossible to shut with accuracy and despatch.

"Of course, it may inconvenience Susan to have me return sooner than

she expected. She is away speaking at a number of missionary meetings

in the North. And the maids will be on board wages, and the

drawing-room furniture will have been put into holland covers. She

counted on my staying here till I go to my cousin, Lady Samuelson, in

Ladbroke Square, the third week in December. But, of course, all that

must be arranged. I can give up my visit. Lady Samuelson will be

annoyed, and I don't know what excuse I can make to her. Still, I think

I had really much better go; and then you can have Mr. Iglesias, or any

other of your and Rhoda's friends, to stop here without my feeling that

I am in the way. Nothing could be more odious to me than feeling I was

encroaching or forcing myself upon you. Mamma would never have

countenanced such behaviour. It is the sort of thing we were always

brought up to have the greatest horror of. It is a thing I never have

done and never could do. I hope you understand that, George. Nothing

could be further from my thoughts when I accepted Rhoda's invitation

to----"

"Miss Hart, please, ma'am," the little house-parlour-maid trumpeted,

her face very pink from the exertion of attracting her mistress's

attention and making herself heard. Mrs. Lovegrove bounced up from the

sofa. Usually, it must be allowed, the great Eliza was rather at a

discount. Now she was astonishingly welcome. Her hostess's greeting,

though silent, was effusively cordial. She clutched at her guest's hand

as one in imminent risk of drowning at a lifebelt. The said guest was

in her sprightliest humour. She was also in a scarlet flannel blouse

thickly powdered with gradated black discs. This, in conjunction with

purple chrysanthemums in a black hat, her tawny hair and freckled

complexion, did not constitute a wholly delicious scheme of colour; but

to this fact Mrs. Lovegrove was supremely indifferent.

"Good-afternoon," Miss Hart said in a stage whisper, glancing towards

Serena, still bright-eyed and erect. "Don't let me interrupt, pray. My

conversation will keep. I will just sit and listen."

"Listen to what?" Serena cried, almost inarticulate with indignation.

"Why, to your recitation. Our gentlemen often treat us to a little in

that line of an evening, Mrs. Lovegrove, after dinner. I dote on

recitation. Pieces of a comic nature specially, when well delivered."

"I should never dream of reciting," Serena declared heatedly.

"No, really now," Miss Hart returned. "That seems quite a pity. It is

such a pleasant occupation for a dull afternoon like this, do you not

think so, Miss Lovegrove? I declare I was quite sure, from the moment I

came into the hall--while I was taking off my waterproof--that your

cousin was giving you a little entertainment of that kind, Mr.

Lovegrove. Her voice was running up and down in such a very telling

manner."

If glances could scorch, Miss Hart would unquestionably have been

reduced to a cinder, for rage possessed Serena. She had worked herself

up into a fine fume of anger over purely imaginary injuries. And now,

that Eliza Hart, of all people in the world, should intervene with

suggestions of comic recitations!

"Detestable person!" Serena said to herself. "Her conduct is positively

outrageous. Of course she knew perfectly well I was doing nothing of

the kind. Really, I believe anybody would feel her manner quite

insulting. I wonder how George and Rhoda can tolerate her. It shows

George has deteriorated much that he should tolerate her. I am not so

surprised at Rhoda. Of course she never had good taste. I think I ought

to go to my room. That would mark my displeasure. But then she may have

come on purpose to say something particular. I wonder if she has done

so? Of course if she has, she wants to get rid of me. That is her

object. But she is mistaken if she thinks that I shall gratify her. I

think I owe it to myself to make sure exactly what is going on. I will

certainly stay. That will show her I am on the watch."

During this protracted, though silent, colloquy, Serena had remained

standing in the middle of the room. Now she rustled back to the window,

held aside the lace curtain and resumed her contemplation of the

fog-enshrouded Green. Good George Lovegrove gazed after her in deep

dejection and perplexity. Somebody, it appeared to him, had been

extremely unreasonable and disagreeable; but who that somebody was for

the very life of him he could not tell. The wife was out of the

question; while to suppose it Serena approached high treason. Still he

was very sure it could not be that most scrupulously courteous

personage Dominic Iglesias. There remained himself--"Yet I wouldn't

knowingly vex a fly," he thought, "and as to vexing Serena! Sometimes

ones does wish females were not quite so sensitive."

Miss Hart, meanwhile, had taken the unaccustomed post of honour beside

her hostess upon the sofa. She was enjoying herself immensely. She had

a conviction of marching to victory.

"Yes," she said, "Mrs. Lovegrove, dear Peachie Porcher asked me just to

run across as she has missed your last two afternoons, lest you should

think her neglectful. I am well aware I am but a poor substitute for

Peachie--no compliments now, Mr. Lovegrove, if you please!"

"Mrs. Porcher is in good health, I trust"--this from Rhoda.

"At present, yes, I am happy to say, thank you. But how long it will

continue," Miss Hart spoke impressively--"at this rate I am sure I

cannot tell."

"Indeed," George Lovegrove inquired anxiously. "You don't tell me so?

Nothing wrong, I trust."

"Well, as I always tell her, her sense of duty amounts almost to a

fault--so unselfish, so conscientious, it brings tears to my eyes often

at times. I hope it is appreciated in the right quarter--I do hope

that, Mr. Lovegrove."

Here Rhoda's bosom heaved with a generous sigh.

"There is much ingratitude in the world, Miss Hart, I fear," she said

pensively.

Her husband looked at her in an anguish of apology--whether for his own

sins or those of others he knew not exactly.

"So there is, Mrs. Lovegrove," Eliza responded warmly. "And nobody is a

more speaking example of that truth than Peachie Porcher. When I think

of all she went through during her married life, and yet so

unsuspicious, so trusting--it is enough to melt an iceberg, that it is,

Mrs. Lovegrove. Now, as I was saying to her only this morning, 'You

must study yourself a little, get out in the air, take a peep at the

shops, and have some amusement.' But her reply is always the

same.--'No, Liz, dear,' she says, 'not at the present time, thank you.

I know the duties of my position as mistress of Cedar Lodge. When any

one of our gentlemen is ailing, my place is at home. I must remain in

the house in case of a sudden emergency. I should not have an easy

moment away from the place,' she says."

Miss Hart looked around upon her hearers demanding approbation and

sympathy.

"Very affecting, is it not?" she inquired.

After a moment's embarrassed silence, George Lovegrove murmured a

suitable, if timid, assent. His wife assumed a bolder attitude. Goaded

by provocations recently received, she went over--temporarily--to the

side of the enemy.

"I always have maintained Mrs. Porcher was full of heart," she

declared, throwing the assertion across the room, much as though it was

a stone, in the direction of the figure at the window.

Serena drew herself up with a rustle.

"I wonder exactly what Rhoda means by that?" she commented inwardly. "I

think it very odd. Of course, she must have some meaning, and I wonder

what it is. She seems to be changing her line. I am glad I stayed. I am

afraid Rhoda is rather deceitful. I excuse George of deceit. I believe

George to be true; but he is sadly influenced by Rhoda. I am rather

sorry for George."

"So she is, Mrs. Lovegrove," Eliza Hart resumed--"Peachie's too full of

heart, as I tell her. She is forever thinking of others and their

comforts. She grudges neither time nor money, does not Peachie. There

is nothing calculating or cheese-paring about her--not enough, I often

think. Fish, sweetbreads, game, poultry, and all of the very

best--where the profits are to come from with a bill of fare like that

passes my powers of arithmetic, and so I point out to her. I hope it is

appreciated--yes, I do hope that, Mr. Lovegrove"--there the speaker

became extremely coy and playful. "A little bird sometimes seems to

twitter to me that it is. And yet I am sure I don't know. The members

of your sex are very misleading, Mr. Lovegrove. Do not perjure yourself

now. You cannot take me in. And a certain gentleman is very close, you

know, and stand-offish. It is not easy to get at his real sentiments,

is it, now?"

Serena laid back her ears, so to speak. "I was quite right to stay,"

she reflected wrathfully.

"I think Mr. Iglesias is unusually considerate, Miss Hart," George

Lovegrove said tentatively. "He is quite sensible of Mrs. Porcher's

kind attentions. But naturally he is very tenacious of upsetting her

household arrangements and giving additional trouble."

"And then the position of a bachelor is delicate, Miss Hart, you must

admit," Mrs. Lovegrove chimed in. "That's what I always tell Georgie.

It may do all very well in their younger days to be unattached, but as

gentlemen get on in life they do need their own private establishments.

I am sure I am sorry for them in chambers, or even in good rooms like

those at Cedar Lodge. For it is not the same as a home, Miss Hart, and

never can be. There must be awkwardnesses on both sides at times,

especially when, it comes to illness."

Then the great Eliza gathered herself together, for it appeared to her

her forecast had been just and that she was indeed marching to victory.

"Yes, there is no denying all that," she said, "and I am more than glad

you see it in that light, Mrs. Lovegrove. Between ourselves, I have

more and more ever since a certain gentleman gave up work in the City.

It would be premature to speak freely; but, just between friends and

under the rose, you being interested in one party and I in the other,

there can be no harm in dropping a hint and ascertaining how the land

lies. Of course if it came to pass, it would be to my own disadvantage,

for I do not know how I should ever bear to part with Peachie Porcher.

Still, I could put myself aside, if I felt it was for her happiness."

"You do surprise me," George Lovegrove exclaimed. He was filled with

consternation, his hair nearly rising on his head. "I had no notion.

Dear me, you fairly take away my breath." He could almost have wept.

"To think of it!" he repeated. "Only to think of it! Miss Hart, you do

surprise me."

"Oh! you must not run away with the notion anything is really settled

yet," she replied. "And I could not say Mrs. Porcher really would, when

it came to the point, after the experiences she had in her first

marriage. She is very reserved, is Peachie. Still, she might. And very

fortunate a certain gentleman would be if she did--it does not take

more than half an eye to see that."

"Dr. Nevington, please, ma'am," announced the parlour-maid, and the

fine clerical voice and clerical presence filled all the room.

Thereupon Serena graciously joined the circle. She was unusually

self-possessed and definite. She embarked in a quite spirited

conversation with the newcomer. And when Eliza Hart, after a few

pleasantries of a parochial tendency with the said newcomer--in whose

favour she had vacated the place of honour upon the sofa--rose to

depart, Serena bowed to her in the most royally distant and superior

manner. Her amiability remained a constant quantity during the rest of

the evening; and when an opportunity occurred of speaking in private to

her cousin, she did so with the utmost cordiality.

"I do hope, George," she said, "you will not think any more of our

little unpleasantness. I can truly say I never bear malice. I own I was

annoyed, for I felt I had not been quite fairly treated by Rhoda. But,

of course, I may have been mistaken. I am quite willing to believe so

and to let bygones be bygones, and stay, as Rhoda pressed me to do,

until I go to my cousin, Lady Samuelson, in December. Of course it

would be more convenient to me in some ways. But I am not thinking of

that. I am thinking of you and Rhoda. I should not like to disappoint

her by leaving her when she wants me to help entertain your friend, Mr.

Iglesias. Of course, I cannot pretend I take easily to strangers. Mamma

was very particular whom we associated with, and so I have always been

unaccustomed to strangers, and I cannot pretend I am partial to making

new acquaintances. Still, I should be very sorry to seem

unaccommodating, or to hurt you and Rhoda by refusing to stay and

assist you."

"Thank you truly, Serena; I am sure you are very kind," the good man

answered. And the best, or the worst, of it was he actually believed he

was speaking the truth!

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