CHAPTER XI

Sad and troubled?

How brave her anger shows! How it sets off

Her natural beauty! Under what happy star

Was Virolet born, to be beloved and sought

By two incomparable women?

FLETCHER.

It was the month of December when the travellers arrived at this "piece

of heaven dropt upon earth," as the natives themselves name it. The moon

hung a glowing orb in the heavens, and lighted up the sea to beauty. A

blood-red flash shot up now and then from Vesuvius; a summer softness

was in the atmosphere, while a thousand tokens presented themselves of a

climate more friendly, more joyous, and more redundant than that of the

northern Isle from which they came. It was very late at night when they

reached their hotel, and they were heartily fatigued, so that it was not

till the next morning, that immediately after breakfast, Villiers left

Ethel, and went out to seek the abode of his cousin.

He had been gone some little time, when a waiter of the hotel, throwing

open Ethel's drawing-room door, announced "Signor Orazio." Quite new to

Italy, Ethel was ignorant of the custom in that country, of designating

people by their christian names; and that Horatio Saville, being a

resident in Naples, and married to a Neapolitan, was known everywhere by

the appellation which the servant now used. Ethel was not in the least

aware that it was Lucy's brother who presented himself to her. She saw a

gentleman, tall, very slight in person, with a face denoting habitual

thoughtfulness, and stamped by an individuality which she could not tell

whether to think plain, and yet it was certainly open and kind. An

appearance of extreme shyness, almost amounting to awkwardness, was

diffused over him, and his words came hesitatingly; he spoke English,

and was an Englishman--so much Ethel discovered by his first words,

which were, "Villiers is not at home?" and then he began to ask her

about her journey, and how she liked the view of the bay of Naples,

which she beheld from her windows. They were in this kind of trivial

conversation when Edward came bounding up-stairs, and with exclamations

of delight greeted his cousin. Ethel, infinitely surprised, examined her

guest with more care. In a few minutes she began to wonder how she came

to think him plain. His deep-set, dark-grey eyes struck her as

expressive, if not handsome. His features were delicately moulded, and

his fine forehead betokened depth of intellect; but the charm of his

face was a kind of fitful, beamy, inconstant smile, which diffused

incomparable sweetness over his physiognomy. His usual look was cold and

abstracted--his eye speculated with an inward thoughtfulness--a chilling

seriousness sat on his features, but this glancing and varying

half-smile came to dispel gloom, and to invite and please those with

whom he conversed. His voice was modulated by feeling, his language was

fluent, graceful in its turns of expression, and original in the

thoughts which it expressed. His manners were marked by high breeding,

yet they were peculiar. They were formed by his individual disposition,

and under the dominion of sensibility. Hence they were often abrupt and

reserved. He forgot the world around him, and gave token, by absence of

mind, of the absorbing nature of his contemplations. But at a touch this

vanished, and a sweet earnestness, and a beaming kindliness of spirit,

at once displaced his abstraction, rendering him attentive, cordial, and

gay.

Never had Horatio Saville appeared to so little advantage as during his

short tête-à-tête with his new relative. At all times, when

quiescent, he had a retiring manner, and an appearance, whose want of

pretension did not at first allure, and yet which afterwards formed his

greatest attraction. He was always unembarrassed, and Ethel could not

guess that towards her alone he felt as timid and shy as a girl. It was

with considerable effect that Horatio had commanded himself to appear

before the daughter of Lady Lodore. There was something incongruous and

inconceivable in the idea of the child of Cornelia a woman, married to

his cousin. He feared to see in her an image of the being who had

subdued his heart of hearts, and laid prostrate his whole soul; he

trembled to catch the sound of her voice, lest it might echo tones which

could disturb to their depths his inmost thoughts. Ethel was so unlike

her mother, that by degrees he became reassured; her eyes, her hair, her

stature, and tall slender shape, were the reverse of Lady Lodore; so

that in a little while he ventured to raise his eyes to her face, and to

listen to her, without being preoccupied by a painful sensation, which,

in its violence, resembled terror. It is true that by degrees this

dissimilarity to her mother became less; she had gestures, smiles, and

tones, that were all Lady Lodore, and which, when discerned, struck his

heart with a pang, stealing away his voice, and causing him to stand

suspended in the act he was about, like one acted upon by magic.

While this mute and curious examination was going on in the minds of

Ethel and her visitant, the conversation had not tarried. Edward had

never been so far south, and the wonders of Naples were as new to him as

to Ethel. Saville was eager to show them, and proposed going that very

day to Pompeii. For, as he said, all their winter was not like the

present day, so that it was best to seize the genial weather while it

lasted. Was Mrs. Villiers too much fatigued? On the contrary, Ethel was

quite on the alert; but first she asked whether Mrs. Saville would not

accompany them.

"Clorinda," said Horatio, "promises herself much pleasure from your

acquaintance, and intends calling on you to-day at twenty-four o'clock,

that is, at the Ave Maria: how stupid I am," he continued, laughing, "I

quite forget that you are not Italianized, as I am, and do not know the

way in which the people here count their time. Clorinda will call late

in the afternoon, the usual visiting hour at Naples, but she would find

no pleasure in visiting a ruined city and fallen fragments. One house in

the Chiaja is worth fifty Pompeiis in the eyes of a Neapolitan, and

Clorinda is one, heart and soul. I hope you will be pleased with her,

for she is an admirable specimen of her countrywomen, and they are

wonderful and often sublime creatures in their way; but do not mistake

her for an English woman, or you will be disappointed--she has not one

atom of body, one particle of mind, that bears the least affinity to

England. And now, is your carriage ordered?--there it is at the door;

so, as I should say to one of my own dear sisters, put on your bonnet,

Ethel, quickly, and do not keep us waiting; for though at Naples, days

are short in December, and we have none of their light to lose."

When, after this explanation, Ethel first saw Clorinda, she was inclined

to think that Saville had scarcely done his wife justice. Certainly she

was entirely Italian, but she was very beautiful; her complexion was

delicate, though dark and without much colour. Her hair silken and

glossy as the raven's wing; her large bright black eyes resplendent; the

perfect arch of her brows, and the marmoreal and harmonious grace of her

forehead, such as is never seen in northern lands, except in sculpture

imitated from the Greeks. The lower part of her face was not so good;

her smile was deficient in sweetness, her voice wanted melody, and

sounded loud to an English ear. Her gestures were expressive, but quick

and wanting in grace. She was more agreeable when silent and could be

regarded as a picture, than when called into action. She was

complimentary in her conversation, and her manners were winning by their

frankness and ease. She gesticulated too much, and her features were too

much in motion,--too pantomimely expressive, so to speak, not to impress

disagreeably one accustomed to the composure of the English. Still she

was a beautiful creature; young, artless, desirous to please, and

endowed, moreover, with the vivacious genius, the imaginative talent of

her country. She spoke as if she were passionately attached to her

husband; but when Ethel mentioned his English home and his relations, a

cloud came over the lovely Neapolitan's countenance, and a tremor shook

her frame. "Do not think hardly of me," she said, "I do not hate

England, but I fear it. I am sure I should be disliked there--I should

be censured, perhaps taunted, for a thousand habits and feelings as

natural to me as the air I breathe. I am proud, and I should retort

impertinence, and, displeasing my husband, become miserable beyond

words. Stay with us; you I love, and should be wretched to part from.

Stay and enjoy this paradise with us. Intreat his sisters, if they wish

to see Horatio, to come over. I will be more than a sister to them; but

let us all forget that such a place as that cold, distant England

exists."

This was Clorinda's usual mode of speaking of her husband's native

country: but once, when Ethel had urged her going there with more

earnestness than usual, suddenly her countenance became disturbed; and

with a lowering and stormy expression of face, that her English friend

could never afterwards forget, she said, "Say not another word, I pray.

Horatio loved--he loves an Englishwoman--it is torture enough for me to

know this. I would rather be torn in quarters by wild horses, broken in

pieces on the rack, than set foot in England. My cousin, as you have

pity for me, and value the life of Horace, use your influence to prevent

his only dreaming of a return to England. Methinks I could strike him

dead, if I only knew that such a thought lived for a second in his

heart."

These words said, Clorinda resumed her smiles, and was, more than usual,

desirous of flattering and pleasing Ethel; so that she softened, though

she could not erase, the impression her vehemence had made. However,

there appeared no necessity for Ethel to exert her influence. Horace was

equally averse to going to England. He loved to talk of it; he

remembered, with yearning fondness, its verdant beauty, its pretty

villages, its meandering streams, its embowered groves; the spots he had

inhabited, the trivial incidents of his daily life, were recalled with

affection: but he did not wish to return. Villiers attributed this

somewhat to his unforgotten attachment to Lady Lodore; but it was more

strange that he negatived the idea of one of his sisters visiting

him:--"She would not like it," was all the explanation he gave.

Several months passed lightly over the heads of the new-married pair;

while they, bee-like, sipped the honey of life, and, never cloyed, fed

perpetually on sweets. Naples, its galleries, its classic and beautiful

environs, offered an endless succession of occupation and amusement. The

presence of Saville elevated their pleasures; for he added the living

spirit of poetry to their sensations, and associated the treasures of

human genius with the sublime beauty of nature. He had a tact, a

delicacy, a kind of electric sympathy in his disposition, that endeared

him to every one that approached him. His very singularities, by keeping

alive an interest in him, added to the charm. Sometimes he was so

abstracted as to do the most absent things in the world; and the quick

alternations of his gaiety and seriousness were often ludicrous from

their excess. There was one thing, indeed, to which Ethel found it

difficult to accustom herself, which was his want of punctuality, which

often caused hours to be lost, and their excursions spoiled. Nor did he

ever furnish good excuses, but seemed annoyed at being questioned on the

subject.

Clorinda never joined them in their drives and rides out of the city.

She feared to trust herself to winds and waves; the heat, the breeze,

the dust, annoyed her; and she found no pleasure in looking at

mountains, which, after all, were only mountains; or ruins, which were

only ruins--stones, fit for nothing but to be removed and thrown away.

But Clorinda had an empire of her own, to which she gladly admitted her

English relatives, and the delights of which they fully appreciated.

Music, heard in such perfection at the glory of Naples, the theatre of

San Carlo, and the heavenly strains which filled the churches with an

atmosphere of sound more entrancing than incense--all these were hers;

and her own voice, rich, full, and well-cultivated, made a temple of

melody of her own home.

There was--it could not be called a wall--but there was certainly a

paling, of separation between Ethel and Clorinda. The young English girl

could not discover in what it consisted, or why she could not pass

beyond. The more she saw of the Neapolitan, the more she believed that

she liked her--certainly her admiration increased;--still she felt that

on the first day that Clorinda had visited her, with her caressing

manners and well-turned flatteries, she was quite as intimate with her

as now, after several weeks. She had surely nothing to conceal; all was

open in her conduct; yet often Ethel thought of her as a magician

guarding a secret treasure. Something there was that she watched over

and hid. There was often a look of anxiety about her which Ethel

unconsciously dispelled by some chance word; or a cloud all at once

dimmed her face, and her magnificent and dazzling eyes flashed sudden

fire, without apparent cause. There was something in her manner that

always said, "You are English, I am Italian; and there is natural war

between my fire and your snow." But no word, no act, ever betrayed

alienation of feeling. Thus a sort of mystery pervaded their

intercourse, which, though it might excite curiosity, and was not unakin

to admiration, kept the affections in check.

Sometimes Ethel thought that Clorinda feared to compromise her

salvation, for she was a Catholic. During the revelries of the Carnival,

this difference of religion was not so apparent; but when Lent began, it

showed itself, and divided them, on various occasions, more than before.

At last, Lent also was drawing to a close; and as Villiers and Ethel

were anxious to see the ceremonies of Passion Week at Rome, it was

arranged that they, and Mr. and Mrs. Saville, should visit the Eternal

City together. Horatio manifested a distaste even to the short residence

that it was agreed they should make together during the month they were

to spend at Rome; but Clorinda showed herself particularly anxious for

the fulfilment of this plan, and, the majority prevailing, the whole

party left Naples together.

Full soon was the veil of mystery then withdrawn, and Villiers and his

wife let into the arcana of their cousin's life. Horatio had yielded

unwillingly to Clorinda's intreaties, and extracted many promises from

her before he gave his consent; but all would not do--the natural, the

uncontrollable violence of her disposition broke down every barrier; and

in spite of his caution, and her struggles with herself, the reality

opened fearfully upon the English pair. The lava torrent of Neapolitan

blood flowed in her veins; and restraining it for some time, it at last

poured itself forth with volcanic violence. It was at the inn at

Terracina, on their way to Rome, that a scene took place, such as an

English person must cross Alps and Apennines to behold. Ethel had seen

that something was wrong. She saw the beauty of Clorinda vanished,

changed, melted away and awfully transformed into actual ugliness: she

saw tiger like glances from her eyes, and her lips pale and quivering.

Poor Saville strove, with gentle words, to allay the storm to which some

jealous freak gave rise: perceiving that his endeavours were vain, he

rose to quit the room. They were at dinner: she sprung on him with a

knife in her hand: Edward seized her arm; and she sunk on the floor in

convulsions. Ethel was scarcely less moved. Seeing her terrified beyond

all expression, Horatio led her from the room. He was pale--his voice

failed him. He left her; and sending Edward to her, returned to his

wife.

The same evening he said to Villiers,--"Do not ask me to stay;--let me

go without another word. You see how it is. With what Herculean labour I

have concealed this sad truth so long, is scarcely conceivable. When

Ethel's sweet smile has sometimes reproached my tardiness, I have

escaped, but half alive, from a scene like the one you witnessed.

"In a few hours, it is true, Clorinda will be shocked--full of

remorse--at my feet;--that is worse still. Her repentance is as violent

as her rage; and both transform her from a woman into something too

painful to dwell upon. She is generous, virtuous, full of power and

talent; but this fatal vehemence more than neutralizes her good

qualities. I can do nothing; I am chained to the oar. I have but one

hope: time, reason, and steadiness of conduct on my part, may subdue

her; and as she will at no distant period become a mother, softer

feelings may develop themselves. Sometimes I am violently impelled to

fly from her for ever. But she loves me, and I will not desert her. If

she will permit me, I will do my duty to the end. Let us go back now.

You will return to Naples next winter; and with this separation, which

will gall her proud spirit to its core, as a lesson, I hope by that time

that she will prove more worthy of Ethel's society."

Nothing could be said to this. Saville, though he asked, "Let us go

back," had decreed, irrevocably, in his own mind, not to advance another

step with his companions. The parting was melancholy and ominous. He

would not permit Clorinda to appear again; for, as he said, he feared

her repentance more than her violence, and would not expose Ethel as the

witness of a scene of humiliation and shame. A thousand times over, his

friends promised to return immediately to Naples, not deferring their

visit till the following winter. He was to take a house for them, for

the summer, at Castel à Mare, or Sorrento; and immediately after Easter

they were to return. These kind promises were a balm to his disturbed

mind. He watched their carriage from the inn at Terracina, as it skimmed

along the level road of the Pontine Marshes, and could not despair while

he expected its quick return. Turning his eyes away, he resumed his yoke

again; and, melancholy beyond his wont, joined his remorseful wife. They

were soon on their way back to Naples:--she less demonstrative in her

repentance, because more internally and deeply touched, than she had

ever been before.

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