CHAPTER X

Let me

Awake your love to my uncomforted brother.

OLD PLAY.

Meanwhile Villiers and his bride proceeded on their way to Naples. It

mattered little to Ethel whither they were going, or to whom. Edward was

all in all to her; and the vehicle that bore them along in their journey

was a complete and perfect world, containing all that her heart desired.

They avoided large towns, and every place where there was any chance of

meeting an acquaintance. They passed up the Rhine, and Ethel often

imaged forth, in her fancy, a dear home in a secluded nook; and longed

to remain there, cut off from the world, for ever. She had no thought

but for her husband, and gratitude to Heaven for the happiness showered

on her. Her soul might have been laid bare, each faculty examined, each

idea sifted, and one spirit, one sentiment, one love, would have been

found pervading and uniting them all. The heart of a man is seldom as

single and devoted as that of a woman. In the present instance, it was

natural that Edward should not be so absolutely given up to one thought

as was his bride. Ethel's affections had never been called forth except

by her father, and by him who was now her husband. When it has been

said, that she thought of heaven to hallow and bless her happiness, it

must be understood that the dead made a part of that heaven, to which

she turned her eyes with such sweet thankfulness. She was constant to

the first affection of her heart. She might be said to live perpetually

in thought beside her father's grave. Before she had wept and sorrowed

near it; now she placed the home of her happy married life close to the

sacred earth, and fancied that its mute inhabitant was the guardian

angel to watch over and preserve her.

Villiers had lived among many friends, and was warmly attached to

several. His cousin Horatio was dearer to him than any thing had ever

been, till he knew Ethel. Even now he revered him more, and felt a kind

of duteous attachment drawing him towards him. He wanted Horatio to see

and approve of Ethel:--not that he doubted what his opinion of her would

be; but the delight which his own adoration of her excellence imparted

to him would be doubled, when he saw it shared and confirmed by his

friend. Besides this, he was anxious to see Horace on his own account.

He wished to know whether he was happy in his marriage; whether Clorinda

were worthy of him; and if Lady Lodore were entirely forgotten. As they

advanced on their journey, his desire to see his cousin became more and

more present to his mind; and he talked of him to Ethel, and imparted to

her a portion of his fervent and affectionate feelings.

Entering Switzerland, they came into a world of snow. Here and there, on

the southern side of a mountain, a lawny upland might disclose itself in

summer verdure; and the brawling torrents, increased by the rains, were

not yet made silent by frost. Edward had visited these scenes before;

and he could act the guide to his enraptured Ethel, who remembered her

father's glowing descriptions; and while she gazed with breathless

admiration, saw his step among the hills, and thought that his eye had

rested on the wonders she now beheld. Soon the mountains, the

sky-seeking "palaces of nature," were passed, and they entered fair,

joyous Italy. At each step they left winter far behind. Ethel would

willingly have lingered in Florence and Rome; but once south of the

Appenines, Edward was eager to reach Naples; and the letters he got from

Saville spurred him on to yet greater speed.

Before leaving England, Lucy Saville had said to Ethel,--"You are now

taking our other comfort from us; and what we are to do without either

Horatio or Edward, I am unable to conjecture. We shall be like a house

without its props. Divided, they are not either of them half what they

were joined. Horace is so prudent, so wise, so considerate, so

sympathizing; Edward so active and so kind-hearted. In any difficulty,

we always asked Horace what we ought to do; and Edward did the thing

which he pointed out.

"Horatio's marriage was a sad blow to us all. You will bring Edward

back, and we shall be the happier for your being with him; but shall we

ever see our brother again?--or shall we only see him to lament the

change? Not that he can ever really alter; his heart, his understanding,

his goodness, are as firm as rock; but there is that about him which

makes him too much the slave of those he is in immediate contact with.

He abhors strife; the slightest disunion is mortal to him. He is not of

this world. Pure-minded as a woman, honourable as a knight of old, he is

more like a being we read of, and his match is not to be found upon

earth. Horatio never loved but once, and his attachment was unfortunate.

He loved Lady----" Here recollection dyed Miss Saville's cheeks with

crimson: she had forgotten that Lady Lodore was the mother of Ethel. After

a moment's hesitation she continued:--"I have no right to betray the

secrets of others. Horace was a discarded lover; and he was forced to

despise the lady whom he had imagined possessed of every excellence. For

the first time he was absorbed in what may be termed a selfish

sentiment. He could not bear to see any of us: he fled even from Edward,

and wandering away, we heard at last that he was at Naples, whither he

had gone quite unconscious of the spot of earth to which he was bending

his steps. The first letter we got from him was dated from that place.

His letter was to me; for I am his favourite sister; and God knows my

devoted affection, my worship of him, deserves this preference. You

shall read it; it is the most perfect specimen of enthusiastic and

heart-moving eloquence ever penned. He had been as in a trance, and

awoke again to life as he looked down from Pausilippo on the Bay of

Naples. The attachment to one earthly object, which preyed on his being,

was suddenly merged in one universal love and adoration. He saw that the

"creation was good;" he purged his heart at once of the black spot which

had blotted and marred its beauty; and opened his whole soul to pure,

elevated, heavenly love. I tamely quote his burning and transparent

expressions, through which you may discern, as in a glass, the glorious

excellence of his soul."

"But, alas! this state of holy excitement could not endure; something

human will still creep in to mingle with and sully our noblest

aspirations. Horatio was taken by an acquaintance to see a beautiful

girl at a convent; in a fatal moment an English lady said to him, 'Come,

and I will show you what perfect beauty is:' and those words decided my

poor brother's destiny. Of course I only know our new sister through his

letters. He told us that Clorinda was shut up in this convent through

the heartless vanity of her mother, who dreaded her as a rival, to wait

there till her parents should find some suitable match, which she must

instantly accept, or be doomed to seclusion for ever. In his younger

days Horace had said, 'I am in love with an idea, and therefore women

have no power over me.' But the time came when his heart was to be the

dupe of his imagination--so was it with his first love--so now, I fear,

did he deceive himself with regard to Clorinda. He declared indeed that

his love for her was not an absorbing passion like his first, but a

mingling of pity, admiration, and that tenderness which his warm heart

was ever ready to bestow. He described her as full of genius and

sensibility, a creature of fire and power, but dimmed by sorrow, and

struggling with her chains. He visited her again; he tried to comfort,

he offered to serve her. It was the first time that a manly, generous

spirit had ever presented itself to the desponding girl. The high-souled

Englishman appeared as a god beside her sordid countrymen; indeed,

Horatio would have seemed such compared with any of his sex; his

fascination is irresistible--Clorinda felt it; she loved him with

Italian fervour, and the first word of kindness from him elicited a

whole torrent of gratitude and passion. Horace had no wish to marry; his

old wound was by no means healed, but rather opened, and bled afresh,

when he was called upon to answer the enthusiastic ardour of the Italian

girl. He felt at once the difference of his feeling for her, and the

engrossing sentiment of which he had been nearly the victim. But he

could rescue her from an unworthy fate, and make her happy. He acted

with his usual determination and precipitancy, and within a month she

became his wife. Here ends my story; his letters were more concise after

his marriage. At first I attributed this to his having a new and dearer

friend, but latterly when he has written he has spoken with such

yearning fondness for home, that I fear--And then when I offered to

visit him, he negatived my proposition. How unlike Horatio! it can only

mean that his wife was averse to my coming. I have questioned slightly

any travellers from Italy. Mrs. Saville seldom appears in English

society except at balls, and then she is always surrounded by Italians.

She is decidedly correct in her conduct, but more I cannot tell. Her

letters to us are beautifully written, and of her talents, even her

genius, I do not entertain a doubt. Perhaps I am prejudiced, but I fear

a Neapolitan, or rather, I should say, I fear a convent education; and

that taste which leads her to associate with her own demonstrative,

unrefined countrymen, instead of trying to link herself to her husband's

friends. I may be wrong--I shall be glad to be found so. Will you tell

me whether I am? I rather ask you than Edward, because your feminine

eyes will discern the truth of these things quicker than he. Happy girl!

you are going to see Horatio--to find a new, gifted, fond friend; one as

superior to his fellow-creatures, as perfection is superior to frailty."

This account, remembered with more interest now that she approached the

subject of it, excited Ethel's curiosity, and she began, as they went on

their way from Rome to Naples, in a great degree to participate in

Edward's eagerness to see his cousin.

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