In 1858 Fiddletown considered her a very pretty woman. She had a
quantity of light chestnut hair, a good figure, a dazzling complexion,
and a certain languid grace which passed easily for gentlewomanliness.
She always dressed becomingly, and in what Fiddletown accepted as the
latest fashion. She had only two blemishes: one of her velvety eyes,
when examined closely, had a slight cast; and her left cheek bore a
small scar left by a single drop of vitriol--happily the only drop of
an entire phial--thrown upon her by one of her own jealous sex, that
reached the pretty face it was intended to mar. But, when the observer
had studied the eyes sufficiently to notice this defect, he was
generally incapacitated for criticism; and even the scar on her cheek
was thought by some to add piquancy to her smile. The youthful editor
of “The Fiddletown Avalanche” had said privately that it was “an
exaggerated dimple.” Col. Starbottle was instantly “reminded of the
beautifying patches of the days of Queen Anne, but more particularly,
sir, of the blankest beautiful women, that, blank you, you ever laid
your two blank eyes upon,--a Creole woman, sir, in New Orleans. And this
woman had a scar,--a line extending, blank me, from her eye to her
blank chin. And this woman, sir, thrilled you, sir; maddened you, sir;
absolutely sent your blank soul to perdition with her blank fascination!
And one day I said to her, 'Celeste, how in blank did you come by that
beautiful scar, blank you?' And she said to me, 'Star, there isn't
another white man that I'd confide in but you; but I made that scar
myself, purposely, I did, blank me.' These were her very words, sir, and
perhaps you think it a blank lie, sir; but I'll put up any blank sum you
can name and prove it, blank me.”
Indeed, most of the male population of Fiddletown were or had been in
love with her. Of this number, about one-half believed that their love
was returned, with the exception, possibly, of her own husband. He alone
had been known to express scepticism.
The name of the gentleman who enjoyed this infelicitous distinction was
Tretherick. He had been divorced from an excellent wife to marry this
Fiddletown enchantress. She, also, had been divorced; but it was hinted
that some previous experiences of hers in that legal formality had made
it perhaps less novel, and probably less sacrificial. I would not have
it inferred from this that she was deficient in sentiment, or devoid of
its highest moral expression. Her intimate friend had written (on the
occasion of her second divorce), “The cold world does not understand
Clara yet;” and Col. Starbottle had remarked blankly, that with the
exception of a single woman in Opelousas Parish, La., she had more soul
than the whole caboodle of them put together. Few indeed could read
those lines entitled “Infelissimus,” commencing, “Why waves no cypress
o'er this brow?” originally published in “The Avalanche,” over the
signature of “The Lady Clare,” without feeling the tear of sensibility
tremble on his eyelids, or the glow of virtuous indignation mantle his
cheek, at the low brutality and pitiable jocularity of “The Dutch Flat
Intelligencer,” which the next week had suggested the exotic character
of the cypress, and its entire absence from Fiddletown, as a reasonable
answer to the query.
Indeed, it was this tendency to elaborate her feelings in a metrical
manner, and deliver them to the cold world through the medium of the
newspapers, that first attracted the attention of Tretherick. Several
poems descriptive of the effects of California scenery upon a too
sensitive soul, and of the vague yearnings for the infinite, which an
enforced study of the heartlessness of California society produced in
the poetic breast, impressed Mr. Tretherick, who was then driving a
six-mule freight-wagon between Knight's Ferry and Stockton, to seek out
the unknown poetess. Mr. Tretherick was himself dimly conscious of a
certain hidden sentiment in his own nature; and it is possible that
some reflections on the vanity of his pursuit,--he supplied several
mining-camps with whiskey and tobacco,--in conjunction with the
dreariness of the dusty plain on which he habitually drove, may have
touched some chord in sympathy with this sensitive woman. Howbeit, after
a brief courtship,--as brief as was consistent with some previous legal
formalities,--they were married; and Mr. Tretherick brought his blushing
bride to Fiddletown, or “Fideletown,” as Mrs. Tretherick preferred to
call it in her poems.
The union was not a felicitous one. It was not long before Mr.
Tretherick discovered that the sentiment he had fostered while
freighting between Stockton and Knight's Ferry was different from that
which his wife had evolved from the contemplation of California scenery
and her own soul. Being a man of imperfect logic, this caused him to
beat her; and she, being equally faulty in deduction, was impelled to
a certain degree of unfaithfulness on the same premise. Then Mr.
Tretherick began to drink, and Mrs. Tretherick to contribute regularly
to the columns of “The Avalanche.” It was at this time that Col.
Starbottle discovered a similarity in Mrs. Tretherick's verse to the
genius of Sappho, and pointed it out to the citizens of Fiddletown in
a two-columned criticism, signed “A. S.,” also published in “The
Avalanche,” and supported by extensive quotation. As “The Avalanche” did
not possess a font of Greek type, the editor was obliged to reproduce
the Leucadian numbers in the ordinary Roman letter, to the intense
disgust of Col. Starbottle, and the vast delight of Fiddletown, who saw
fit to accept the text as an excellent imitation of Choctaw,--a language
with which the colonel, as a whilom resident of the Indian Territories,
was supposed to be familiar. Indeed, the next week's “Intelligencer”
contained some vile doggerel, supposed to be an answer to Mrs.
Tretherick's poem, ostensibly written by the wife of a Digger Indian
chief, accompanied by a glowing eulogium, signed “A. S. S.”
The result of this jocularity was briefly given in a later copy of
“The Avalanche.” “An unfortunate rencounter took place on Monday last,
between the Hon. Jackson Flash of 'The Dutch Flat Intelligencer' and the
well-known Col. Starbottle of this place, in front of the Eureka saloon.
Two shots were fired by the parties without injury to either, although
it is said that a passing Chinaman received fifteen buckshot in the
calves of his legs from the colonel's double-barrelled shot-gun, which
were not intended for him. John will learn to keep out of the way of
Melican man's fire-arms hereafter. The cause of the affray is not known,
although it is hinted that there is a lady in the case. The rumor that
points to a well-known and beautiful poetess whose lucubrations have
often graced our columns seems to gain credence from those that are
posted.”
Meanwhile the passiveness displayed by Tretherick under these trying
circumstances was fully appreciated in the gulches. “The old man's
head is level,” said one long-booted philosopher. “Ef the colonel
kills Flash, Mrs. Tretherick is avenged: if Flash drops the colonel,
Tretherick is all right. Either way, he's got a sure thing.” During
this delicate condition of affairs, Mrs. Tretherick one day left her
husband's home, and took refuge at the Fiddletown Hotel, with only the
clothes she had on her back. Here she staid for several weeks, during
which period it is only justice to say that she bore herself with the
strictest propriety.
It was a clear morning in early spring that Mrs. Tretherick, unattended,
left the hotel, and walked down the narrow street toward the fringe of
dark pines which indicated the extreme limits of Fiddletown. The few
loungers at that early hour were pre-occupied with the departure of the
Wingdown coach at the other extremity of the street; and Mrs. Tretherick
reached the suburbs of the settlement without discomposing observation.
Here she took a cross street or road, running at right angles with the
main thoroughfare of Fiddletown, and passing through a belt of woodland.
It was evidently the exclusive and aristocratic avenue of the town. The
dwellings were few, ambitious, and uninterrupted by shops. And here she
was joined by Col. Starbottle.
The gallant colonel, notwithstanding that he bore the swelling port
which usually distinguished him, that his coat was tightly buttoned, and
his boots tightly fitting, and that his cane, hooked over his arm,
swung jauntily, was not entirely at his ease. Mrs. Tretherick, however,
vouchsafed him a gracious smile and a glance of her dangerous eyes;
and the colonel, with an embarrassed cough and a slight strut, took his
place at her side.
“The coast is clear,” said the colonel, “and Tretherick is over at Dutch
Flat on a spree. There is no one in the house but a Chinaman; and you
need fear no trouble from him. I,” he continued, with a slight inflation
of the chest that imperilled the security of his button, “I will see
that you are protected in the removal of your property.”
“I'm sure it's very kind of you, and so disinterested!” simpered the
lady as they walked along. “It's so pleasant to meet some one who
has soul,--some one to sympathize with in a community so hardened and
heartless as this.” And Mrs. Tretherick cast down her eyes, but not
until they wrought their perfect and accepted work upon her companion.
“Yes, certainly, of course,” said the colonel, glancing nervously up and
down the street,--“yes, certainly.” Perceiving, however, that there
was no one in sight or hearing, he proceeded at once to inform Mrs.
Tretherick that the great trouble of his life, in fact, had been the
possession of too much soul. That many women--as a gentleman she would
excuse him, of course, from mentioning names--but many beautiful women
had often sought his society, but being deficient, madam, absolutely
deficient, in this quality, he could not reciprocate. But when two
natures thoroughly in sympathy, despising alike the sordid trammels of
a low and vulgar community, and the conventional restraints of a
hypocritical society,--when two souls in perfect accord met and mingled
in poetical union, then--but here the colonel's speech, which had been
remarkable for a certain whiskey-and-watery fluency, grew husky, almost
inaudible, and decidedly incoherent. Possibly Mrs. Tretherick may have
heard something like it before, and was enabled to fill the hiatus.
Nevertheless, the cheek that was on the side of the colonel was quite
virginal and bashfully conscious until they reached their destination.
It was a pretty little cottage, quite fresh and warm with paint, very
pleasantly relieved against a platoon of pines, some of whose foremost
files had been displaced to give freedom to the fenced enclosure in
which it sat. In the vivid sunlight and perfect silence, it had a new,
uninhabited look, as if the carpenters and painters had just left it. At
the farther end of the lot, a Chinaman was stolidly digging; but there
was no other sign of occupancy. “The coast,” as the colonel had said,
was indeed “clear.” Mrs. Tretherick paused at the gate. The colonel
would have entered with her, but was stopped by a gesture. “Come for me
in a couple of hours, and I shall have every thing packed,” she said,
as she smiled, and extended her hand. The colonel seized and pressed it
with great fervor. Perhaps the pressure was slightly returned; for the
gallant colonel was impelled to inflate his chest, and trip away as
smartly as his stubby-toed, high-heeled boots would permit. When he had
gone, Mrs. Tretherick opened the door, listened a moment in the deserted
hall, and then ran quickly up stairs to what had been her bedroom.
Every thing there was unchanged as on the night she left it. On the
dressing-table stood her bandbox, as she remembered to have left it
when she took out her bonnet. On the mantle lay the other glove she had
forgotten in her flight. The two lower drawers of the bureau were half
open (she had forgotten to shut them); and on its marble top lay her
shawl-pin and a soiled cuff. What other recollections came upon her I
know not; but she suddenly grew quite white, shivered, and listened with
a beating heart, and her hand upon the door. Then she stepped to the
mirror, and half fearfully, half curiously, parted with her fingers the
braids of her blonde hair above her little pink ear, until she came upon
an ugly, half-healed scar. She gazed at this, moving her pretty head
up and down to get a better light upon it, until the slight cast in her
velvety eyes became very strongly marked indeed. Then she turned away
with a light, reckless, foolish laugh, and ran to the closet where
hung her precious dresses. These she inspected nervously, and missing
suddenly a favorite black silk from its accustomed peg, for a moment,
thought she should have fainted. But discovering it the next instant
lying upon a trunk where she had thrown it, a feeling of thankfulness
to a superior Being who protects the friendless, for the first time
sincerely thrilled her. Then, albeit she was hurried for time, she could
not resist trying the effect of a certain lavender neck-ribbon upon the
dress she was then wearing, before the mirror. And then suddenly she
became aware of a child's voice close beside her, and she stopped. And
then the child's voice repeated, “Is it mamma?”
Mrs. Tretherick faced quickly about. Standing in the doorway was a
little girl of six or seven. Her dress had been originally fine, but was
torn and dirty; and her hair, which was a very violent red, was tumbled
serio-comically about her forehead. For all this, she was a picturesque
little thing, even through whose childish timidity there was a certain
self-sustained air which is apt to come upon children who are left much
to themselves. She was holding under her arm a rag doll, apparently
of her own workmanship, and nearly as large as herself,--a doll with a
cylindrical head, and features roughly indicated with charcoal. A
long shawl, evidently belonging to a grown person, dropped from her
shoulders, and swept the floor.
The spectacle did not excite Mrs. Tretherick's delight. Perhaps she had
but a small sense of humor. Certainly, when the child, still standing in
the doorway, again asked, “Is it mamma?” she answered sharply, “No, it
isn't,” and turned a severe look upon the intruder.
The child retreated a step, and then, gaining courage with the distance,
said in deliciously imperfect speech,--
“Dow 'way then! why don't you dow away?”
But Mrs. Tretherick was eying the shawl. Suddenly she whipped it off the
child's shoulders, and said angrily,--
“How dared you take my things, you bad child?”
“Is it yours? Then you are my mamma; ain't you? You are mamma!” she
continued gleefully; and, before Mrs. Tretherick could avoid her, she
had dropped her doll, and, catching the woman's skirts with both hands,
was dancing up and down before her.
“What's your name, child?” said Mrs. Tretherick coldly, removing the
small and not very white hands from her garments.
“Tarry.”
“Tarry?”
“Yeth. Tarry. Tarowline.”
“Caroline?”
“Yeth. Tarowline Tretherick.”
“Whose child ARE you?” demanded Mrs. Tretherick still more coldly, to
keep down a rising fear.
“Why, yours,” said the little creature with a laugh. “I'm your little
durl. You're my mamma, my new mamma. Don't you know my ole mamma's dorn
away, never to turn back any more? I don't live wid my ol' mamma now. I
live wid you and papa.”
“How long have you been here?” asked Mrs. Tretherick snappishly.
“I fink it's free days,” said Carry reflectively.
“You think! Don't you know?” sneered Mrs. Tretherick. “Then, where did
you come from?”
Carry's lip began to work under this sharp cross-examination. With a
great effort and a small gulp, she got the better of it, and answered,--
“Papa, papa fetched me,--from Miss Simmons--from Sacramento, last week.”
“Last week! You said three days just now,” returned Mrs. Tretherick with
severe deliberation.
“I mean a monf,” said Carry, now utterly adrift in sheer helplessness
and confusion.
“Do you know what you are talking about?” demanded Mrs. Tretherick
shrilly, restraining an impulse to shake the little figure before her,
and precipitate the truth by specific gravity.
But the flaming red head here suddenly disappeared in the folds of Mrs.
Tretherick's dress, as if it were trying to extinguish itself forever.
“There now--stop that sniffling,” said Mrs. Tretherick, extricating
her dress from the moist embraces of the child, and feeling exceedingly
uncomfortable. “Wipe your face now, and run away, and don't bother.
Stop,” she continued, as Carry moved away. “Where's your papa?”
“He's dorn away too. He's sick. He's been dorn”--she hesitated--“two,
free, days.”
“Who takes care of you, child?” said Mrs. Tretherick, eying her
curiously.
“John, the Chinaman. I tresses myselth. John tooks and makes the beds.”
“Well, now, run away and behave yourself, and don't bother me any more,”
said Mrs. Tretherick, remembering the object of her visit. “Stop--where
are you going?” she added, as the child began to ascend the stairs,
dragging the long doll after her by one helpless leg.
“Doin up stairs to play and be dood, and no bother mamma.”
“I ain't your mamma,” shouted Mrs. Tretherick, and then she swiftly
re-entered her bedroom, and slammed the door.
Once inside, she drew forth a large trunk from the closet, and set to
work with querulous and fretful haste to pack her wardrobe. She tore her
best dress in taking it from the hook on which it hung: she scratched
her soft hands twice with an ambushed pin. All the while, she kept up an
indignant commentary on the events of the past few moments. She said to
herself she saw it all. Tretherick had sent for this child of his first
wife--this child of whose existence he had never seemed to care--just
to insult her, to fill her place. Doubtless the first wife herself would
follow soon, or perhaps there would be a third. Red hair, not auburn,
but RED,--of course the child, this Caroline, looked like its mother,
and, if so, she was any thing but pretty. Or the whole thing had been
prepared: this red-haired child, the image of its mother, had been
kept at a convenient distance at Sacramento, ready to be sent for when
needed. She remembered his occasional visits there on--business, as he
said. Perhaps the mother already was there; but no, she had gone East.
Nevertheless, Mrs. Tretherick, in her then state of mind, preferred to
dwell upon the fact that she might be there. She was dimly conscious,
also, of a certain satisfaction in exaggerating her feelings. Surely
no woman had ever been so shamefully abused. In fancy, she sketched
a picture of herself sitting alone and deserted, at sunset, among
the fallen columns of a ruined temple, in a melancholy yet graceful
attitude, while her husband drove rapidly away in a luxurious
coach-and-four, with a red-haired woman at his side. Sitting upon
the trunk she had just packed, she partly composed a lugubrious poem,
describing her sufferings, as, wandering alone, and poorly clad, she
came upon her husband and “another” flaunting in silks and diamonds.
She pictured herself dying of consumption, brought on by sorrow,--a
beautiful wreck, yet still fascinating, gazed upon adoringly by the
editor of “The Avalanche,” and Col. Starbottle. And where was Col.
Starbottle all this while? Why didn't he come? He, at least, understood
her. He--she laughed the reckless, light laugh of a few moments before;
and then her face suddenly grew grave, as it had not a few moments
before.
What was that little red-haired imp doing all this time? Why was she so
quiet? She opened the door noiselessly, and listened. She fancied
that she heard, above the multitudinous small noises and creakings
and warpings of the vacant house, a smaller voice singing on the floor
above. This, as she remembered, was only an open attic that had been
used as a storeroom. With a half-guilty consciousness, she crept softly
up stairs, and, pushing the door partly open, looked within.
Athwart the long, low-studded attic, a slant sunbeam from a single small
window lay, filled with dancing motes, and only half illuminating the
barren, dreary apartment. In the ray of this sunbeam she saw the child's
glowing hair, as if crowned by a red aureola, as she sat upon the floor
with her exaggerated doll between her knees. She appeared to be talking
to it; and it was not long before Mrs. Tretherick observed that she was
rehearsing the interview of a half-hour before. She catechised the
doll severely, cross-examining it in regard to the duration of its
stay there, and generally on the measure of time. The imitation of Mrs.
Tretherick's manner was exceedingly successful, and the conversation
almost a literal reproduction, with a single exception. After she had
informed the doll that she was not her mother, at the close of the
interview she added pathetically, “that if she was dood, very dood, she
might be her mamma, and love her very much.”
I have already hinted that Mrs. Tretherick was deficient in a sense of
humor. Perhaps it was for this reason that this whole scene affected
her most unpleasantly; and the conclusion sent the blood tingling to her
cheek. There was something, too, inconceivably lonely in the situation.
The unfurnished vacant room, the half-lights, the monstrous doll, whose
very size seemed to give a pathetic significance to its speechlessness,
the smallness of the one animate, self-centred figure,--all these
touched more or less deeply the half-poetic sensibilities of the woman.
She could not help utilizing the impression as she stood there, and
thought what a fine poem might be constructed from this material, if the
room were a little darker, the child lonelier,--say, sitting beside a
dead mother's bier, and the wind wailing in the turrets. And then she
suddenly heard footsteps at the door below, and recognized the tread of
the colonel's cane.
She flew swiftly down the stairs, and encountered the colonel in the
hall. Here she poured into his astonished ear a voluble and exaggerated
statement of her discovery, and indignant recital of her wrongs. “Don't
tell me the whole thing wasn't arranged beforehand; for I know it was!”
she almost screamed. “And think,” she added, “of the heartlessness of
the wretch, leaving his own child alone here in that way.”
“It's a blank shame!” stammered the colonel without the least idea
of what he was talking about. In fact, utterly unable as he was to
comprehend a reason for the woman's excitement with his estimate of
her character, I fear he showed it more plainly than he intended. He
stammered, expanded his chest, looked stern, gallant, tender, but
all unintelligently. Mrs. Tretherick, for an instant, experienced a
sickening doubt of the existence of natures in perfect affinity.
“It's of no use,” said Mrs. Tretherick with sudden vehemence, in answer
to some inaudible remark of the colonel's, and withdrawing her hand from
the fervent grasp of that ardent and sympathetic man. “It's of no use:
my mind is made up. You can send for my trunk as soon as you like; but I
shall stay here, and confront that man with the proof of his vileness. I
will put him face to face with his infamy.”
I do not know whether Col. Starbottle thoroughly appreciated the
convincing proof of Tretherick's unfaithfulness and malignity afforded
by the damning evidence of the existence of Tretherick's own child in
his own house. He was dimly aware, however, of some unforeseen obstacle
to the perfect expression of the infinite longing of his own sentimental
nature. But, before he could say any thing, Carry appeared on the
landing above them, looking timidly, and yet half-critically at the
pair.
“That's her,” said Mrs. Tretherick excitedly. In her deepest emotions,
either in verse or prose, she rose above a consideration of grammatical
construction.
“Ah!” said the colonel, with a sudden assumption of parental affection
and jocularity that was glaringly unreal and affected. “Ah! pretty
little girl, pretty little girl! How do you do? How are you? You find
yourself pretty well, do you, pretty little girl?” The colonel's impulse
also was to expand his chest, and swing his cane, until it occurred to
him that this action might be ineffective with a child of six or seven.
Carry, however, took no immediate notice of this advance, but
further discomposed the chivalrous colonel by running quickly to Mrs.
Tretherick, and hiding herself, as if for protection, in the folds of
her gown. Nevertheless, the colonel was not vanquished. Falling back
into an attitude of respectful admiration, he pointed out a marvellous
resemblance to the “Madonna and Child.” Mrs. Tretherick simpered, but
did not dislodge Carry as before. There was an awkward pause for a
moment; and then Mrs. Tretherick, motioning significantly to the child,
said in a whisper, “Go now. Don't come here again, but meet me
to-night at the hotel.” She extended her hand: the colonel bent over it
gallantly, and, raising his hat, the next moment was gone.
“Do you think,” said Mrs. Tretherick with an embarrassed voice and a
prodigious blush, looking down, and addressing the fiery curls just
visible in the folds of her dress,--“do you think you will be 'dood,' if
I let you stay in here and sit with me?”
“And let me tall you mamma?” queried Carry, looking up.
“And let you call me mamma!” assented Mrs. Tretherick with an
embarrassed laugh.
“Yeth,” said Carry promptly.
They entered the bedroom together. Carry's eye instantly caught sight of
the trunk.
“Are you dowin away adain, mamma?” she said with a quick nervous look,
and a clutch at the woman's dress.
“No-o,” said Mrs. Tretherick, looking out of the window.
“Only playing your dowin away,” suggested Carry with a laugh. “Let me
play too.”
Mrs. Tretherick assented. Carry flew into the next room, and presently
re-appeared, dragging a small trunk, into which she gravely proceeded
to pack her clothes. Mrs. Tretherick noticed that they were not many. A
question or two regarding them brought out some further replies from
the child; and, before many minutes had elapsed, Mrs. Tretherick was in
possession of all her earlier history. But, to do this, Mrs. Tretherick
had been obliged to take Carry upon her lap, pending the most
confidential disclosures. They sat thus a long time after Mrs.
Tretherick had apparently ceased to be interested in Carry's
disclosures; and, when lost in thought, she allowed the child to rattle
on unheeded, and ran her fingers through the scarlet curls.
“You don't hold me right, mamma,” said Carry at last, after one or two
uneasy shiftings of position.
“How should I hold you?” asked Mrs. Tretherick with a half-amused,
half-embarrassed laugh.
“Dis way,” said Carry, curling up into position, with one arm around
Mrs. Tretherick's neck, and her cheek resting on her bosom,--“dis
way,--dere.” After a little preparatory nestling, not unlike some small
animal, she closed her eyes, and went to sleep.
For a few moments the woman sat silent, scarcely daring to breathe in
that artificial attitude. And then, whether from some occult sympathy in
the touch, or God best knows what, a sudden fancy began to thrill her.
She began by remembering an old pain that she had forgotten, an old
horror that she had resolutely put away all these years. She recalled
days of sickness and distrust,--days of an overshadowing fear,--days of
preparation for something that was to be prevented, that WAS prevented,
with mortal agony and fear. She thought of a life that might have
been,--she dared not say HAD been,--and wondered. It was six years ago:
if it had lived, it would have been as old as Carry. The arms which were
folded loosely around the sleeping child began to tremble, and tighten
their clasp. And then the deep potential impulse came, and with a
half-sob, half-sigh, she threw her arms out, and drew the body of the
sleeping child down, down, into her breast, down again and again as if
she would hide it in the grave dug there years before. And the gust that
shook her passed, and then, ah me! the rain.
A drop or two fell upon the curls of Carry, and she moved uneasily in
her sleep. But the woman soothed her again,--it was so easy to do it
now,--and they sat there quiet and undisturbed, so quiet that they might
have seemed incorporate of the lonely silent house, the slowly-declining
sunbeams, and the general air of desertion and abandonment, yet a
desertion that had in it nothing of age, decay, or despair.
Col. Starbottle waited at the Fiddletown hotel all that night in vain.
And the next morning, when Mr. Tretherick returned to his husks, he
found the house vacant and untenanted, except by motes and sunbeams.
When it was fairly known that Mrs. Tretherick had run away, taking Mr.
Tretherick's own child with her, there was some excitement, and much
diversity of opinion, in Fiddletown. “The Dutch Flat Intelligencer”
openly alluded to the “forcible abduction” of the child with the same
freedom, and it is to be feared the same prejudice, with which it had
criticised the abductor's poetry. All of Mrs. Tretherick's own sex, and
perhaps a few of the opposite sex, whose distinctive quality was not,
however, very strongly indicated, fully coincided in the views of “The
Intelligencer.” The majority, however, evaded the moral issue: that
Mrs. Tretherick had shaken the red dust of Fiddletown from her dainty
slippers was enough for them to know. They mourned the loss of the fair
abductor more than her offence. They promptly rejected Tretherick as
an injured husband and disconsolate father, and even went so far as to
openly cast discredit on the sincerity of his grief. They reserved an
ironical condolence for Col. Starbottle, overbearing that excellent
man with untimely and demonstrative sympathy in bar-rooms, saloons,
and other localities not generally deemed favorable to the display
of sentiment. “She was alliz a skittish thing, kernel,” said one
sympathizer, with a fine affectation of gloomy concern, and great
readiness of illustration; “and it's kinder nat'ril thet she'd get away
some day, and stampede that theer colt: but thet she should shake YOU,
kernel, thet she should just shake you--is what gits me. And they do
say thet you jist hung around thet hotel all night, and payrolled them
corriders, and histed yourself up and down them stairs, and meandered
in and out o' thet piazzy, and all for nothing?” It was another generous
and tenderly commiserating spirit that poured additional oil and wine
on the colonel's wounds. “The boys yer let on thet Mrs. Tretherick
prevailed on ye to pack her trunk and a baby over from the house to the
stage-offis, and that the chap ez did go off with her thanked you, and
offered you two short bits, and sed ez how he liked your looks, and ud
employ you agin--and now you say it ain't so? Well, I'll tell the boys
it aint so, and I'm glad I met you, for stories DO get round.”
Happily for Mrs. Tretherick's reputation, however, the Chinaman in
Tretherick's employment, who was the only eye-witness of her flight,
stated that she was unaccompanied, except by the child. He further
deposed, that, obeying her orders, he had stopped the Sacramento coach,
and secured a passage for herself and child to San Francisco. It was
true that Ah Fe's testimony was of no legal value. But nobody doubted
it. Even those who were sceptical of the Pagan's ability to recognize
the sacredness of the truth admitted his passionless, unprejudiced
unconcern. But it would appear, from a hitherto unrecorded passage of
this veracious chronicle, that herein they were mistaken.
It was about six months after the disappearance of Mrs. Tretherick,
that Ah Fe, while working in Tretherick's lot, was hailed by two passing
Chinamen. They were the ordinary mining coolies, equipped with long
poles and baskets for their usual pilgrimages. An animated conversation
at once ensued between Ah Fe and his brother Mongolians,--a conversation
characterized by that usual shrill volubility and apparent animosity
which was at once the delight and scorn of the intelligent Caucasian who
did not understand a word of it. Such, at least, was the feeling
with which Mr. Tretherick on his veranda, and Col. Starbottle who was
passing, regarded their heathenish jargon. The gallant colonel simply
kicked them out of his way: the irate Tretherick, with an oath, threw a
stone at the group, and dispersed them, but not before one or two slips
of yellow rice-paper, marked with hieroglyphics, were exchanged, and a
small parcel put into Ah Fe's hands. When Ah Fe opened this in the dim
solitude of his kitchen, he found a little girl's apron, freshly washed,
ironed, and folded. On the corner of the hem were the initials “C. T.”
Ah Fe tucked it away in a corner of his blouse, and proceeded to wash
his dishes in the sink with a smile of guileless satisfaction.
Two days after this, Ah Fe confronted his master. “Me no likee
Fiddletown. Me belly sick. Me go now.” Mr. Tretherick violently
suggested a profane locality. Ah Fe gazed at him placidly, and withdrew.
Before leaving Fiddletown, however, he accidentally met Col. Starbottle,
and dropped a few incoherent phrases which apparently interested that
gentleman. When he concluded, the colonel handed him a letter and
a twenty-dollar gold-piece. “If you bring me an answer, I'll double
that--Sabe, John?” Ah Fe nodded. An interview equally accidental,
with precisely the same result, took place between Ah Fe and another
gentleman, whom I suspect to have been the youthful editor of “The
Avalanche.” Yet I regret to state, that, after proceeding some distance
on his journey, Ah Fe calmly broke the seals of both letters, and, after
trying to read them upside down and sideways, finally divided them into
accurate squares, and in this condition disposed of them to a brother
Celestial whom he met on the road, for a trifling gratuity. The agony of
Col. Starbottle on finding his wash-bill made out on the unwritten side
of one of these squares, and delivered to him with his weekly clean
clothes, and the subsequent discovery that the remaining portions of his
letter were circulated by the same method from the Chinese laundry
of one Fung Ti of Fiddletown, has been described to me as peculiarly
affecting. Yet I am satisfied that a higher nature, rising above the
levity induced by the mere contemplation of the insignificant details
of this breach of trust, would find ample retributive justice in the
difficulties that subsequently attended Ah Fe's pilgrimage.
On the road to Sacramento he was twice playfully thrown from the top
of the stage-coach by an intelligent but deeply-intoxicated Caucasian,
whose moral nature was shocked at riding with one addicted to
opium-smoking. At Hangtown he was beaten by a passing stranger,--purely
an act of Christian supererogation. At Dutch Flat he was robbed by
well-known hands from unknown motives. At Sacramento he was arrested
on suspicion of being something or other, and discharged with a severe
reprimand--possibly for not being it, and so delaying the course of
justice. At San Francisco he was freely stoned by children of the public
schools; but, by carefully avoiding these monuments of enlightened
progress, he at last reached, in comparative safety, the Chinese
quarters, where his abuse was confined to the police, and limited by the
strong arm of the law.
The next day he entered the wash-house of Chy Fook as an assistant, and
on the following Friday was sent with a basket of clean clothes to Chy
Fook's several clients.
It was the usual foggy afternoon as he climbed the long wind-swept hill
of California Street,--one of those bleak, gray intervals that made the
summer a misnomer to any but the liveliest San Franciscan fancy. There
was no warmth or color in earth or sky, no light nor shade within or
without, only one monotonous, universal neutral tint over every thing.
There was a fierce unrest in the wind-whipped streets: there was a
dreary vacant quiet in the gray houses. When Ah Fe reached the top of
the hill, the Mission Ridge was already hidden; and the chill sea-breeze
made him shiver. As he put down his basket to rest himself, it is
possible, that, to his defective intelligence and heathen experience,
this “God's own climate,” as it was called, seemed to possess but
scant tenderness, softness, or mercy. But it is possible that Ah
Fe illogically confounded this season with his old persecutors, the
school-children, who, being released from studious confinement, at this
hour were generally most aggressive. So he hastened on, and, turning a
corner, at last stopped before a small house.
It was the usual San Franciscan urban cottage. There was the little
strip of cold green shrubbery before it; the chilly, bare veranda, and
above this, again, the grim balcony, on which no one sat. Ah Fe rang
the bell. A servant appeared, glanced at his basket, and reluctantly
admitted him, as if he were some necessary domestic animal. Ah Fe
silently mounted the stairs, and, entering the open door of the
front-chamber, put down the basket, and stood passively on the
threshold.
A woman, who was sitting in the cold gray light of the window, with a
child in her lap, rose listlessly, and came toward him. Ah Fe instantly
recognized Mrs. Tretherick; but not a muscle of his immobile face
changed, nor did his slant eyes lighten as he met her own placidly. She
evidently did not recognize him as she began to count the clothes. But
the child, curiously examining him, suddenly uttered a short, glad cry.
“Why, it's John, mamma! It's our old John what we had in Fiddletown.”
For an instant Ah Fe's eyes and teeth electrically lightened. The child
clapped her hands, and caught at his blouse. Then he said shortly, “Me
John--Ah Fe--allee same. Me know you. How do?”
Mrs. Tretherick dropped the clothes nervously, and looked hard at Ah Fe.
Wanting the quick-witted instinct of affection that sharpened Carry's
perception, she even then could not distinguish him above his fellows.
With a recollection of past pain, and an obscure suspicion of impending
danger, she asked him when he had left Fiddletown.
“Longee time. No likee Fiddletown, no likee Tlevelick. Likee San Flisco.
Likee washee. Likee Tally.”
Ah Fe's laconics pleased Mrs. Tretherick. She did not stop to consider
how much an imperfect knowledge of English added to his curt directness
and sincerity. But she said, “Don't tell anybody you have seen me,” and
took out her pocket-book.
Ah Fe, without looking at it, saw that it was nearly empty. Ah Fe,
without examining the apartment, saw that it was scantily furnished.
Ah Fe, without removing his eyes from blank vacancy, saw that both Mrs.
Tretherick and Carry were poorly dressed. Yet it is my duty to
state that Ah Fe's long fingers closed promptly and firmly over the
half-dollar which Mrs. Tretherick extended to him.
Then he began to fumble in his blouse with a series of extraordinary
contortions. After a few moments, he extracted from apparently no
particular place a child's apron, which he laid upon the basket with the
remark,--
“One piecee washman flagittee.”
Then he began anew his fumblings and contortions. At last his efforts
were rewarded by his producing, apparently from his right ear, a
many-folded piece of tissue-paper. Unwrapping this carefully, he at
last disclosed two twenty-dollar gold-pieces, which he handed to Mrs.
Tretherick.
“You leavee money topside of blulow, Fiddletown. Me findee money. Me
fetchee money to you. All lightee.”
“But I left no money on the top of the bureau, John,” said Mrs.
Tretherick earnestly. “There must be some mistake. It belongs to some
other person. Take it back, John.”
Ah Fe's brow darkened. He drew away from Mrs. Tretherick's extended
hand, and began hastily to gather up his basket.
“Me no takee it back. No, no! Bimeby pleesman he catchee me. He say,
'God damn thief!--catchee flowty dollar: come to jailee.' Me no takee
back. You leavee money top-side blulow, Fiddletown. Me fetchee money
you. Me no takee back.”
Mrs. Tretherick hesitated. In the confusion of her flight, she MIGHT
have left the money in the manner he had said. In any event, she had no
right to jeopardize this honest Chinaman's safety by refusing it. So she
said, “Very well. John, I will keep it. But you must come again and see
me”--here Mrs. Tretherick hesitated with a new and sudden revelation of
the fact that any man could wish to see any other than herself--“and,
and--Carry.”
Ah Fe's face lightened. He even uttered a short ventriloquistic laugh
without moving his mouth. Then shouldering his basket, he shut the door
carefully, and slid quietly down stairs. In the lower hall he, however,
found an unexpected difficulty in opening the front-door, and, after
fumbling vainly at the lock for a moment, looked around for some help
or instruction. But the Irish handmaid who had let him in was
contemptuously oblivious of his needs, and did not appear.
There occurred a mysterious and painful incident, which I shall simply
record without attempting to explain. On the hall-table a scarf,
evidently the property of the servant before alluded to, was lying.
As Ah Fe tried the lock with one hand, the other rested lightly on the
table. Suddenly, and apparently of its own volition, the scarf began to
creep slowly towards Ah Fe's hand; from Ah Fe's hand it began to creep
up his sleeve slowly, and with an insinuating, snake-like motion;
and then disappeared somewhere in the recesses of his blouse. Without
betraying the least interest or concern in this phenomenon, Ah Fe still
repeated his experiments upon the lock. A moment later the tablecloth
of red damask, moved by apparently the same mysterious impulse, slowly
gathered itself under Ah Fe's fingers, and sinuously disappeared by the
same hidden channel. What further mystery might have followed, I cannot
say; for at this moment Ah Fe discovered the secret of the lock, and was
enabled to open the door coincident with the sound of footsteps upon
the kitchen-stairs. Ah Fe did not hasten his movements, but, patiently
shouldering his basket, closed the door carefully behind him again, and
stepped forth into the thick encompassing fog that now shrouded earth
and sky.
From her high casement-window, Mrs. Tretherick watched Ah Fe's figure
until it disappeared in the gray cloud. In her present loneliness, she
felt a keen sense of gratitude toward him, and may have ascribed to
the higher emotions and the consciousness of a good deed, that certain
expansiveness of the chest, and swelling of the bosom, that was really
due to the hidden presence of the scarf and tablecloth under his blouse.
For Mrs. Tretherick was still poetically sensitive. As the gray fog
deepened into night, she drew Carry closer towards her, and, above
the prattle of the child, pursued a vein of sentimental and egotistic
recollection at once bitter and dangerous. The sudden apparition of Ah
Fe linked her again with her past life at Fiddletown. Over the dreary
interval between, she was now wandering,--a journey so piteous, wilful,
thorny, and useless, that it was no wonder that at last Carry stopped
suddenly in the midst of her voluble confidences to throw her small arms
around the woman's neck, and bid her not to cry.
Heaven forefend that I should use a pen that should be ever dedicated
to an exposition of unalterable moral principle to transcribe Mrs.
Tretherick's own theory of this interval and episode, with its feeble
palliations, its illogical deductions, its fond excuses, and weak
apologies. It would seem, however, that her experience had been hard.
Her slender stock of money was soon exhausted. At Sacramento she
found that the composition of verse, although appealing to the highest
emotions of the human heart, and compelling the editorial breast to the
noblest commendation in the editorial pages, was singularly inadequate
to defray the expenses of herself and Carry. Then she tried the stage,
but failed signally. Possibly her conception of the passions was
different from that which obtained with a Sacramento audience; but it
was certain that her charming presence, so effective at short range, was
not sufficiently pronounced for the footlights. She had admirers enough
in the green-room, but awakened no abiding affection among the audience.
In this strait, it occurred to her that she had a voice,--a contralto of
no very great compass or cultivation, but singularly sweet and touching;
and she finally obtained position in a church-choir. She held it for
three months, greatly to her pecuniary advantage, and, it is said, much
to the satisfaction of the gentlemen in the back-pews, who faced toward
her during the singing of the last hymn.
I remember her quite distinctly at this time. The light that slanted
through the oriel of St. Dives choir was wont to fall very tenderly on
her beautiful head with its stacked masses of deerskin-colored hair, on
the low black arches of her brows, and to deepen the pretty fringes
that shaded her eyes of Genoa velvet. Very pleasant it was to watch
the opening and shutting of that small straight mouth, with its quick
revelation of little white teeth, and to see the foolish blood faintly
deepen her satin cheek as you watched. For Mrs. Tretherick was very
sweetly conscious of admiration, and, like most pretty women, gathered
herself under your eye like a racer under the spur.
And then, of course, there came trouble. I have it from the soprano,--a
little lady who possessed even more than the usual unprejudiced judgment
of her sex,--that Mrs. Tretherick's conduct was simply shameful; that
her conceit was unbearable; that, if she considered the rest of the
choir as slaves, she (the soprano) would like to know it; that her
conduct on Easter Sunday with the basso had attracted the attention of
the whole congregation; and that she herself had noticed Dr. Cope
twice look up during the service; that her (the soprano's) friends had
objected to her singing in the choir with a person who had been on the
stage, but she had waived this. Yet she had it from the best authority
that Mrs. Tretherick had run away from her husband, and that this
red-haired child who sometimes came in the choir was not her own. The
tenor confided to me behind the organ, that Mrs. Tretherick had a way
of sustaining a note at the end of a line in order that her voice might
linger longer with the congregation,--an act that could be attributed
only to a defective moral nature; that as a man (he was a very popular
dry-goods clerk on week-days, and sang a good deal from apparently
behind his eyebrows on the sabbath)--that as a man, sir, he would put up
with it no longer. The basso alone--a short German with a heavy voice,
for which he seemed reluctantly responsible, and rather grieved at its
possession--stood up for Mrs. Tretherick, and averred that they were
jealous of her because she was “bretty.” The climax was at last reached
in an open quarrel, wherein Mrs. Tretherick used her tongue with
such precision of statement and epithet, that the soprano burst into
hysterical tears, and had to be supported from the choir by her husband
and the tenor. This act was marked intentionally to the congregation
by the omission of the usual soprano solo. Mrs. Tretherick went home
flushed with triumph, but on reaching her room frantically told Carry
that they were beggars henceforward; that she--her mother--had just
taken the very bread out of her darling's mouth, and ended by bursting
into a flood of penitent tears. They did not come so quickly as in her
old poetical days; but when they came they stung deeply. She was roused
by a formal visit from a vestryman,--one of the music committee. Mrs.
Tretherick dried her long lashes, put on a new neck-ribbon, and went
down to the parlor. She staid there two hours,--a fact that might have
occasioned some remark, but that the vestryman was married, and had a
family of grown-up daughters. When Mrs. Tretherick returned to her room,
she sang to herself in the glass and scolded Carry--but she retained her
place in the choir.
It was not long, however. In due course of time, her enemies received a
powerful addition to their forces in the committee-man's wife. That lady
called upon several of the church-members and on Dr. Cope's family.
The result was, that, at a later meeting of the music committee, Mrs.
Tretherick's voice was declared inadequate to the size of the building
and she was invited to resign. She did so. She had been out of a
situation for two months, and her scant means were almost exhausted,
when Ah Fe's unexpected treasure was tossed into her lap.
The gray fog deepened into night, and the street-lamps started into
shivering life, as, absorbed in these unprofitable memories, Mrs.
Tretherick still sat drearily at her window. Even Carry had slipped away
unnoticed; and her abrupt entrance with the damp evening paper in
her hand roused Mrs. Tretherick, and brought her back to an active
realization of the present. For Mrs. Tretherick was wont to scan
the advertisements in the faint hope of finding some avenue of
employment--she knew not what--open to her needs; and Carry had noted
this habit.
Mrs. Tretherick mechanically closed the shutters, lit the lights, and
opened the paper. Her eye fell instinctively on the following paragraph
in the telegraphic column:--
“FIDDLETOWN, 7th.--Mr. James Tretherick, an old resident of this place,
died last night of delirium tremens. Mr. Tretherick was addicted to
intemperate habits, said to have been induced by domestic trouble.”
Mrs. Tretherick did not start. She quietly turned over another page of
the paper, and glanced at Carry. The child was absorbed in a book. Mrs.
Tretherick uttered no word, but, during the remainder of the evening,
was unusually silent and cold. When Carry was undressed and in bed, Mrs.
Tretherick suddenly dropped on her knees beside the bed, and, taking
Carry's flaming head between her hands, said,--
“Should you like to have another papa, Carry darling?”
“No,” said Carry, after a moment's thought.
“But a papa to help mamma take care of you, to love you, to give you
nice clothes, to make a lady of you when you grow up?”
Carry turned her sleepy eyes toward the questioner. “Should YOU, mamma?”
Mrs. Tretherick suddenly flushed to the roots of her hair. “Go to
sleep,” she said sharply, and turned away.
But at midnight the child felt two white arms close tightly around her,
and was drawn down into a bosom that heaved, fluttered, and at last was
broken up by sobs.
“Don't ky, mamma,” whispered Carry, with a vague retrospect of their
recent conversation. “Don't ky. I fink I SHOULD like a new papa, if he
loved you very much--very, very much!”
A month afterward, to everybody's astonishment, Mrs. Tretherick was
married. The happy bridegroom was one Col. Starbottle, recently elected
to represent Calaveras County in the legislative councils of the State.
As I cannot record the event in finer language than that used by the
correspondent of “The Sacramento Globe,” I venture to quote some of his
graceful periods. “The relentless shafts of the sly god have been lately
busy among our gallant Solons. We quote 'one more unfortunate.'
The latest victim is the Hon. C. Starbottle of Calaveras. The fair
enchantress in the case is a beautiful widow, a former votary of
Thespis, and lately a fascinating St. Cecilia of one of the most
fashionable churches of San Francisco, where she commanded a high
salary.”
“The Dutch Flat Intelligencer” saw fit, however, to comment upon the
fact with that humorous freedom characteristic of an unfettered press.
“The new Democratic war-horse from Calaveras has lately advented in
the legislature with a little bill to change the name of Tretherick
to Starbottle. They call it a marriage-certificate down there. Mr.
Tretherick has been dead just one month; but we presume the gallant
colonel is not afraid of ghosts.” It is but just to Mrs. Tretherick
to state that the colonel's victory was by no means an easy one. To
a natural degree of coyness on the part of the lady was added the
impediment of a rival,--a prosperous undertaker from Sacramento, who
had first seen and loved Mrs. Tretherick at the theatre and church; his
professional habits debarring him from ordinary social intercourse, and
indeed any other than the most formal public contact with the sex. As
this gentleman had made a snug fortune during the felicitous prevalence
of a severe epidemic, the colonel regarded him as a dangerous rival.
Fortunately, however, the undertaker was called in professionally to lay
out a brother-senator, who had unhappily fallen by the colonel's pistol
in an affair of honor; and either deterred by physical consideration
from rivalry, or wisely concluding that the colonel was professionally
valuable, he withdrew from the field.
The honeymoon was brief, and brought to a close by an untoward incident.
During their bridal-trip, Carry had been placed in the charge of
Col. Starbottle's sister. On their return to the city, immediately on
reaching their lodgings, Mrs. Starbottle announced her intention of
at once proceeding to Mrs. Culpepper's to bring the child home. Col.
Starbottle, who had been exhibiting for some time a certain uneasiness
which he had endeavored to overcome by repeated stimulation, finally
buttoned his coat tightly across his breast, and, after walking
unsteadily once or twice up and down the room, suddenly faced his wife
with his most imposing manner.
“I have deferred,” said the colonel with an exaggeration of port that
increased with his inward fear, and a growing thickness of speech,--“I
have deferr--I may say poshponed statement o' fack thash my duty ter
dishclose ter ye. I did no wish to mar sushine mushal happ'ness, to
bligh bud o' promise, to darken conjuglar sky by unpleasht revelashun.
Musht be done--by G-d, m'm, musht do it now. The chile is gone!”
“Gone!” echoed Mrs. Starbottle.
There was something in the tone of her voice, in the sudden
drawing-together of the pupils of her eyes, that for a moment nearly
sobered the colonel, and partly collapsed his chest.
“I'll splain all in a minit,” he said with a deprecating wave of the
hand. “Every thing shall be splained. The-the-the-melencholly event
wish preshipitate our happ'ness--the myster'us prov'nice wish releash
you--releash chile! hunerstan?--releash chile. The mom't Tretherick
die--all claim you have in chile through him--die too. Thash law. Whose
chile b'long to? Tretherick? Tretherick dead. Chile can't b'long dead
man. Damn nonshense b'long dead man. I'sh your chile? no! who's chile
then? Chile b'long to 'ts mother. Unnerstan?”
“Where is she?” said Mrs. Starbottle with a very white face and a very
low voice.
“I'll splain all. Chile b'long to 'ts mother. Thash law. I'm lawyer,
leshlator, and American sis'n. Ish my duty as lawyer, as leshlator, and
'merikan sis'n to reshtore chile to suff'rin mother at any coss--any
coss.”
“Where is she?” repeated Mrs. Starbottle with her eyes still fixed on
the colonel's face.
“Gone to 'ts m'o'r. Gone East on shteamer, yesserday. Waffed by fav'rin
gales to suff'rin p'rent. Thash so!”
Mrs. Starbottle did not move. The colonel felt his chest slowly
collapsing, but steadied himself against a chair, and endeavored to beam
with chivalrous gallantry not unmixed with magisterial firmness upon her
as she sat.
“Your feelin's, m'm, do honor to yer sex, but conshider situashun.
Conshider m'or's feelings--conshider MY feelin's.” The colonel paused,
and, flourishing a white handkerchief, placed it negligently in his
breast, and then smiled tenderly above it, as over laces and ruffles, on
the woman before him. “Why should dark shedder cass bligh on two sholes
with single beat? Chile's fine chile, good chile, but summonelse chile!
Chile's gone, Clar'; but all ish'n't gone, Clar'. Conshider dearesht,
you all's have me!”
Mrs. Starbottle started to her feet. “YOU!” she cried, bringing out a
chest note that made the chandeliers ring,--“you that I married to give
my darling food and clothes,--YOU! a dog that I whistled to my side to
keep the men off me,--YOU!”
She choked up, and then dashed past him into the inner room, which had
been Carry's; then she swept by him again into her own bedroom, and then
suddenly re-appeared before him, erect, menacing, with a burning fire
over her cheek-bones, a quick straightening of her arched brows and
mouth, a squaring of jaw, and ophidian flattening of the head.
“Listen!” she said in a hoarse, half-grown boy's voice. “Hear me! If
you ever expect to set eyes on me again, you must find the child. If you
ever expect to speak to me again, to touch me, you must bring her back.
For where she goes, I go: you hear me! Where she has gone, look for me.”
She struck out past him again with a quick feminine throwing-out of her
arms from the elbows down, as if freeing herself from some imaginary
bonds, and, dashing into her chamber, slammed and locked the door. Col.
Starbottle, although no coward, stood in superstitious fear of an angry
woman, and, recoiling as she swept by, lost his unsteady foothold,
and rolled helplessly on the sofa. Here, after one or two unsuccessful
attempts to regain his foothold, he remained, uttering from time to time
profane but not entirely coherent or intelligible protests, until at
last he succumbed to the exhausting quality of his emotions, and the
narcotic quantity of his potations.
Meantime, within, Mrs. Starbottle was excitedly gathering her valuables,
and packing her trunk, even as she had done once before in the course
of this remarkable history. Perhaps some recollection of this was in her
mind; for she stopped to lean her burning cheeks upon her hand, as if
she saw again the figure of the child standing in the doorway, and heard
once more a childish voice asking, “Is it mamma?” But the epithet now
stung her to the quick and with a quick, passionate gesture she dashed
it away with a tear that had gathered in her eye. And then it chanced,
that, in turning over some clothes, she came upon the child's slipper
with a broken sandal-string. She uttered a great cry here,--the first
she had uttered,--and caught it to her breast, kissing it passionately
again and again, and rocking from side to side with a motion peculiar
to her sex. And then she took it to the window, the better to see it
through her now streaming eyes. Here she was taken with a sudden fit of
coughing that she could not stifle with the handkerchief she put to her
feverish lips. And then she suddenly grew very faint. The window
seemed to recede before her, the floor to sink beneath her feet; and,
staggering to the bed, she fell prone upon it with the sandal and
handkerchief pressed to her breast. Her face was quite pale, the orbit
of her eyes dark; and there was a spot upon her lip, another on her
handkerchief, and still another on the white counterpane of the bed.
The wind had risen, rattling the window-sashes, and swaying the white
curtains in a ghostly way. Later, a gray fog stole softly over the
roofs, soothing the wind-roughened surfaces, and inwrapping all things
in an uncertain light and a measureless peace. She lay there very
quiet--for all her troubles, still a very pretty bride. And on the
other side of the bolted door the gallant bridegroom, from his temporary
couch, snored peacefully.
A week before Christmas Day, 1870, the little town of Genoa, in the
State of New York, exhibited, perhaps more strongly than at any
other time, the bitter irony of its founders and sponsors. A driving
snow-storm, that had whitened every windward hedge, bush, wall, and
telegraph-pole, played around this soft Italian Capitol, whirled in and
out of the great staring wooden Doric columns of its post-office
and hotel, beat upon the cold green shutters of its best houses, and
powdered the angular, stiff, dark figures in its streets. From the
level of the street, the four principal churches of the town stood out
starkly, even while their misshapen spires were kindly hidden in the
low, driving storm. Near the railroad-station, the new Methodist chapel,
whose resemblance to an enormous locomotive was further heightened by
the addition of a pyramidal row of front-steps, like a cowcatcher, stood
as if waiting for a few more houses to be hitched on to proceed to a
pleasanter location. But the pride of Genoa--the great Crammer Institute
for Young Ladies--stretched its bare brick length, and reared its cupola
plainly from the bleak Parnassian hill above the principal avenue. There
was no evasion in the Crammer Institute of the fact that it was a public
institution. A visitor upon its doorsteps, a pretty face at its window,
were clearly visible all over the township.
The shriek of the engine of the four-o'clock Northern express brought
but few of the usual loungers to the depot. Only a single passenger
alighted, and was driven away in the solitary waiting sleigh toward the
Genoa Hotel. And then the train sped away again, with that
passionless indifference to human sympathies or curiosity peculiar
to express-trains; the one baggage-truck was wheeled into the station
again; the station-door was locked; and the station-master went home.
The locomotive-whistle, however, awakened the guilty consciousness
of three young ladies of the Crammer Institute, who were even
then surreptitiously regaling themselves in the bake-shop and
confectionery-saloon of Mistress Phillips in a by-lane. For even the
admirable regulations of the Institute failed to entirely develop
the physical and moral natures of its pupils. They conformed to
the excellent dietary rules in public, and in private drew upon the
luxurious rations of their village caterer. They attended church with
exemplary formality, and flirted informally during service with the
village beaux. They received the best and most judicious instruction
during school-hours, and devoured the trashiest novels during recess.
The result of which was an aggregation of quite healthy, quite human,
and very charming young creatures, that reflected infinite credit on
the Institute. Even Mistress Phillips, to whom they owed vast sums,
exhilarated by the exuberant spirits and youthful freshness of her
guests, declared that the sight of “them young things” did her good; and
had even been known to shield them by shameless equivocation.
“Four o'clock, girls! and, if we're not back to prayers by five, we'll
be missed,” said the tallest of these foolish virgins, with an aquiline
nose, and certain quiet elan that bespoke the leader, as she rose
from her seat. “Have you got the books, Addy?” Addy displayed three
dissipated-looking novels under her waterproof. “And the provisions,
Carry?” Carry showed a suspicious parcel filling the pocket of her sack.
“All right, then. Come girls, trudge.--Charge it,” she added, nodding to
her host as they passed toward the door. “I'll pay you when my quarter's
allowance comes.”
“No, Kate,” interposed Carry, producing her purse, “let me pay: it's my
turn.”
“Never!” said Kate, arching her black brows loftily, “even if you
do have rich relatives, and regular remittances from California.
Never!--Come, girls, forward, march!”
As they opened the door, a gust of wind nearly took them off their feet.
Kind-hearted Mrs. Phillips was alarmed. “Sakes alive, galls! ye mussn't
go out in sich weather. Better let me send word to the Institoot, and
make ye up a nice bed to-night in my parlor.” But the last sentence was
lost in a chorus of half-suppressed shrieks, as the girls, hand in hand,
ran down the steps into the storm, and were at once whirled away.
The short December day, unlit by any sunset glow, was failing fast. It
was quite dark already; and the air was thick with driving snow. For
some distance their high spirits, youth, and even inexperience, kept
them bravely up; but, in ambitiously attempting a short-cut from the
high-road across an open field, their strength gave out, the laugh grew
less frequent, and tears began to stand in Carry's brown eyes. When they
reached the road again, they were utterly exhausted. “Let us go back,”
said Carry.
“We'd never get across that field again,” said Addy.
“Let's stop at the first house, then,” said Carry.
“The first house,” said Addy, peering through the gathering darkness,
“is Squire Robinson's.” She darted a mischievous glance at Carry, that,
even in her discomfort and fear, brought the quick blood to her cheek.
“Oh, yes!” said Kate with gloomy irony, “certainly; stop at the squire's
by all means, and be invited to tea, and be driven home after tea by
your dear friend Mr. Harry, with a formal apology from Mrs. Robinson,
and hopes that the young ladies may be excused this time. No!” continued
Kate with sudden energy. “That may suit YOU; but I'm going back as I
came,--by the window, or not at all.” Then she pounced suddenly, like a
hawk, on Carry, who was betraying a tendency to sit down on a snowbank,
and whimper, and shook her briskly. “You'll be going to sleep next.
Stay, hold your tongues, all of you,--what's that?”
It was the sound of sleigh-bells. Coming down toward them out of the
darkness was a sleigh with a single occupant. “Hold down your heads,
girls: if it's anybody that knows us, we're lost.” But it was not; for a
voice strange to their ears, but withal very kindly and pleasant, asked
if its owner could be of any help to them. As they turned toward him,
they saw it was a man wrapped in a handsome sealskin cloak, wearing
a sealskin cap; his face, half concealed by a muffler of the same
material, disclosing only a pair of long mustaches, and two keen
dark eyes. “It's a son of old Santa Claus!” whispered Addy. The girls
tittered audibly as they tumbled into the sleigh: they had regained
their former spirits. “Where shall I take you?” said the stranger
quietly. There was a hurried whispering; and then Kate said boldly, “To
the Institute.” They drove silently up the hill, until the long, ascetic
building loomed up before them. The stranger reined up suddenly. “You
know the way better than I,” he said. “Where do you go in?”--“Through
the back-window,” said Kate with sudden and appalling frankness. “I
see!” responded their strange driver quietly, and, alighting quickly,
removed the bells from the horses. “We can drive as near as you please
now,” he added by way of explanation. “He certainly is a son of Santa
Claus,” whispered Addy. “Hadn't we better ask after his father?” “Hush!”
said Kate decidedly. “He is an angel, I dare say.” She added with a
delicious irrelevance, which was, however, perfectly understood by her
feminine auditors, “We are looking like three frights.”
Cautiously skirting the fences, they at last pulled up a few feet from
a dark wall. The stranger proceeded to assist them to alight. There was
still some light from the reflected snow; and, as he handed his fair
companions to the ground, each was conscious of undergoing an intense
though respectful scrutiny. He assisted them gravely to open the window,
and then discreetly retired to the sleigh until the difficult and
somewhat discomposing ingress was made. He then walked to the window,
“Thank you and good-night!” whispered three voices. A single figure
still lingered. The stranger leaned over the window-sill. “Will you
permit me to light my cigar here? it might attract attention if I struck
a match outside.” By the upspringing light he saw the figure of Kate
very charmingly framed in by the window. The match burnt slowly out
in his fingers. Kate smiled mischievously. The astute young woman had
detected the pitiable subterfuge. For what else did she stand at the
head of her class, and had doting parents paid three years' tuition?
The storm had passed, and the sun was shining quite cheerily in the
eastern recitation-room the next morning, when Miss Kate, whose seat
was nearest the window, placing her hand pathetically upon her heart,
affected to fall in bashful and extreme agitation upon the shoulder of
Carry her neighbor. “HE has come,” she gasped in a thrilling whisper.
“Who?” asked Carry sympathetically, who never clearly under stood when
Kate was in earnest. “Who?--why, the man who rescued us last night! I
saw him drive to the door this moment. Don't speak: I shall be better in
a moment--there!” she said; and the shameless hypocrite passed her hand
pathetically across her forehead with a tragic air.
“What can he want?” asked Carry, whose curiosity was excited.
“I don't know,” said Kate, suddenly relapsing into gloomy cynicism.
“Possibly to put his five daughters to school; perhaps to finish his
young wife, and warn her against us.”
“He didn't look old, and he didn't seem like a married man,” rejoined
Addy thoughtfully.
“That was his art, you poor creature!” returned Kate scornfully. “You
can never tell any thing of these men, they are so deceitful Besides,
it's just my fate!”
“Why, Kate,” began Carry, in serious concern.
“Hush! Miss Walker is saying something,” said Kate, laughing.
“The young ladies will please give attention,” said a slow, perfunctory
voice. “Miss Carry Tretherick is wanted in the parlor.”
Meantime Mr. Jack Prince, the name given on the card, and various
letters and credentials submitted to the Rev. Mr. Crammer, paced the
somewhat severe apartment known publicly as the “reception parlor,” and
privately to the pupils as “purgatory.” His keen eyes had taken in the
various rigid details, from the flat steam “radiator,” like an
enormous japanned soda-cracker, that heated one end of the room, to the
monumental bust of Dr. Crammer, that hopelessly chilled the other;
from the Lord's Prayer, executed by a former writing-master in such
gratuitous variety of elegant calligraphic trifling as to considerably
abate the serious value of the composition, to three views of Genoa from
the Institute, which nobody ever recognized, taken on the spot by the
drawing-teacher; from two illuminated texts of Scripture in an English
Letter, so gratuitously and hideously remote as to chill all human
interest, to a large photograph of the senior class, in which the
prettiest girls were Ethiopian in complexion, and sat, apparently, on
each other's heads and shoulders. His fingers had turned listlessly the
leaves of school-catalogues, the “Sermons” of Dr. Crammer, the “Poems”
of Henry Kirke White, the “Lays of the Sanctuary” and “Lives of
Celebrated Women.” His fancy, and it was a nervously active one, had
gone over the partings and greetings that must have taken place here,
and wondered why the apartment had yet caught so little of the flavor of
humanity; indeed, I am afraid he had almost forgotten the object of his
visit, when the door opened, and Carry Tretherick stood before him.
It was one of those faces he had seen the night before, prettier even
than it had seemed then; and yet I think he was conscious of some
disappointment, without knowing exactly why. Her abundant waving hair
was of a guinea-golden tint, her complexion of a peculiar flower-like
delicacy, her brown eyes of the color of seaweed in deep water. It
certainly was not her beauty that disappointed him.
Without possessing his sensitiveness to impression, Carry was, on her
part, quite as vaguely ill at ease. She saw before her one of those men
whom the sex would vaguely generalize as “nice,” that is to say,
correct in all the superficial appointments of style, dress, manners and
feature. Yet there was a decidedly unconventional quality about him: he
was totally unlike any thing or anybody that she could remember; and,
as the attributes of originality are often as apt to alarm as to attract
people, she was not entirely prepossessed in his favor.
“I can hardly hope,” he began pleasantly, “that you remember me. It is
eleven years ago, and you were a very little girl. I am afraid I cannot
even claim to have enjoyed that familiarity that might exist between a
child of six and a young man of twenty-one. I don't think I was fond
of children. But I knew your mother very well. I was editor of 'The
Avalanche' in Fiddletown, when she took you to San Francisco.”
“You mean my stepmother: she wasn't my mother, you know,” interposed
Carry hastily.
Mr. Prince looked at her curiously. “I mean your stepmother,” he said
gravely. “I never had the pleasure of meeting your mother.”
“No: MOTHER hasn't been in California these twelve years.”
There was an intentional emphasizing of the title and of its
distinction, that began to coldly interest Prince after his first
astonishment was past.
“As I come from your stepmother now,” he went on with a slight laugh,
“I must ask you to go back for a few moments to that point. After your
father's death, your mother--I mean your stepmother--recognized the fact
that your mother, the first Mrs. Tretherick, was legally and morally
your guardian, and, although much against her inclination and
affections, placed you again in her charge.”
“My stepmother married again within a month after father died, and sent
me home,” said Carry with great directness, and the faintest toss of her
head.
Mr. Prince smiled so sweetly, and apparently so sympathetically, that
Carry began to like him. With no other notice of the interruption
he went on, “After your stepmother had performed this act of simple
justice, she entered into an agreement with your mother to defray the
expenses of your education until your eighteenth year, when you were to
elect and choose which of the two should thereafter be your guardian,
and with whom you would make your home. This agreement, I think, you are
already aware of, and, I believe, knew at the time.”
“I was a mere child then,” said Carry.
“Certainly,” said Mr. Prince, with the same smile. “Still the
conditions, I think, have never been oppressive to you nor your mother;
and the only time they are likely to give you the least uneasiness will
be when you come to make up your mind in the choice of your guardian.
That will be on your eighteenth birthday,--the 20th, I think, of the
present month.”
Carry was silent.
“Pray do not think that I am here to receive your decision, even if it
be already made. I only came to inform you that your stepmother, Mrs.
Starbottle, will be in town to-morrow, and will pass a few days at the
hotel. If it is your wish to see her before you make up your mind, she
will be glad to meet you. She does not, however, wish to do any thing to
influence your judgment.”
“Does mother know she is coming?” said Carry hastily.
“I do not know,” said Prince gravely. “I only know, that, if you
conclude to see Mrs. Starbottle, it will be with your mother's
permission. Mrs. Starbottle will keep sacredly this part of the
agreement, made ten years ago. But her health is very poor; and the
change and country quiet of a few days may benefit her.” Mr. Prince bent
his keen, bright eyes upon the young girl, and almost held his breath
until she spoke again.
“Mother's coming up to-day or to-morrow,” she said, looking up.
“Ah!” said Mr. Prince with a sweet and languid smile.
“Is Col. Starbottle here too?” asked Carry, after a pause.
“Col. Starbottle is dead. Your stepmother is again a widow.”
“Dead!” repeated Carry.
“Yes,” replied Mr. Prince. “Your step-mother has been singularly
unfortunate in surviving her affections.”
Carry did not know what he meant, and looked so. Mr. Prince smiled
re-assuringly.
Presently Carry began to whimper.
Mr. Prince softly stepped beside her chair.
“I am afraid,” he said with a very peculiar light in his eye, and a
singular dropping of the corners of his mustache,--“I am afraid you are
taking this too deeply. It will be some days before you are called upon
to make a decision. Let us talk of something else. I hope you caught no
cold last evening.”
Carry's face shone out again in dimples.
“You must have thought us so queer! It was too bad to give you so much
trouble.”
“None, whatever, I assure you. My sense of propriety,” he added
demurely, “which might have been outraged, had I been called upon to
help three young ladies out of a schoolroom window at night, was deeply
gratified at being able to assist them in again.” The door-bell rang
loudly, and Mr. Prince rose. “Take your own time, and think well before
you make your decision.” But Carry's ear and attention were given to
the sound of voices in the hall. At the same moment, the door was thrown
open, and a servant announced, “Mrs. Tretherick and Mr. Robinson.”
The afternoon train had just shrieked out its usual indignant protest
at stopping at Genoa at all, as Mr. Jack Prince entered the outskirts
of the town, and drove towards his hotel. He was wearied and cynical.
A drive of a dozen miles through unpicturesque outlying villages,
past small economic farmhouses, and hideous villas that violated his
fastidious taste, had, I fear, left that gentleman in a captious state
of mind. He would have even avoided his taciturn landlord as he drove up
to the door; but that functionary waylaid him on the steps. “There's a
lady in the sittin'-room, waitin' for ye.” Mr. Prince hurried up stairs,
and entered the room as Mrs. Starbottle flew towards him.
She had changed sadly in the last ten years. Her figure was wasted
to half its size. The beautiful curves of her bust and shoulders were
broken or inverted. The once full, rounded arm was shrunken in its
sleeve; and the golden hoops that encircled her wan wrists almost
slipped from her hands as her long, scant fingers closed convulsively
around Jack's. Her cheek-bones were painted that afternoon with the
hectic of fever: somewhere in the hollows of those cheeks were buried
the dimples of long ago; but their graves were forgotten. Her lustrous
eyes were still beautiful, though the orbits were deeper than before.
Her mouth was still sweet, although the lips parted more easily over the
little teeth, and even in breathing, and showed more of them than she
was wont to do before. The glory of her blonde hair was still left: it
was finer, more silken and ethereal, yet it failed even in its plenitude
to cover the hollows of the blue-veined temples.
“Clara!” said Jack reproachfully.
“Oh, forgive me, Jack!” she said, falling into a chair, but still
clinging to his hand, “forgive me, dear; but I could not wait longer.
I should have died, Jack,--died before another night. Bear with me a
little longer (it will not be long), but let me stay. I may not see her,
I know; I shall not speak to her: but it's so sweet to feel that I am at
last near her, that I breathe the same air with my darling. I am better
already, Jack, I am indeed. And you have seen her to-day? How did
she look? What did she say? Tell me all, every thing, Jack. Was she
beautiful? They say she is. Has she grown? Would you have known her
again? Will she come, Jack? Perhaps she has been here already; perhaps,”
she had risen with tremulous excitement, and was glancing at the
door,--“perhaps she is here now. Why don't you speak, Jack? Tell me
all.”
The keen eyes that looked down into hers were glistening with an
infinite tenderness that none, perhaps, but she would have deemed them
capable of. “Clara,” he said gently and cheerily, “try and compose
yourself. You are trembling now with the fatigue and excitement of your
journey. I have seen Carry: she is well and beautiful. Let that suffice
you now.”
His gentle firmness composed and calmed her now, as it had often done
before. Stroking her thin hand, he said, after a pause, “Did Carry ever
write to you?”
“Twice, thanking me for some presents. They were only school-girl
letters,” she added, nervously answering the interrogation of his eyes.
“Did she ever know of your own troubles? of your poverty, of the
sacrifices you made to pay her bills, of your pawning your clothes and
jewels, of your”--
“No, no!” interrupted the woman quickly: “no! How could she? I have no
enemy cruel enough to tell her that.”
“But if she--or if Mrs. Tretherick--had heard of it? If Carry thought
you were poor, and unable to support her properly, it might influence
her decision. Young girls are fond of the position that wealth can give.
She may have rich friends, maybe a lover.”
Mrs. Starbottle winced at the last sentence. “But,” she said eagerly,
grasping Jack's hand, “when you found me sick and helpless at
Sacramento, when you--God bless you for it, Jack!--offered to help me to
the East, you said you knew of something, you had some plan, that would
make me and Carry independent.”
“Yes,” said Jack hastily; “but I want you to get strong and well first.
And, now that you are calmer, you shall listen to my visit to the
school.”
It was then that Mr. Jack Prince proceeded to describe the interview
already recorded, with a singular felicity and discretion that shames
my own account of that proceeding. Without suppressing a single fact,
without omitting a word or detail, he yet managed to throw a poetic veil
over that prosaic episode, to invest the heroine with a romantic roseate
atmosphere, which, though not perhaps entirely imaginary, still, I fear,
exhibited that genius which ten years ago had made the columns of “The
Fiddletown Avalanche” at once fascinating and instructive. It was not
until he saw the heightening color, and heard the quick breathing, of
his eager listener, that he felt a pang of self-reproach. “God help her
and forgive me!” he muttered between his clinched teeth, “but how can I
tell her ALL now!”
That night, when Mrs. Starbottle laid her weary head upon her pillow,
she tried to picture to herself Carry at the same moment sleeping
peacefully in the great schoolhouse on the hill; and it was a rare
comfort to this yearning, foolish woman to know that she was so near.
But at this moment Carry was sitting on the edge of her bed, half
undressed, pouting her pretty lips, and twisting her long, leonine locks
between her fingers, as Miss Kate Van Corlear--dramatically wrapped in a
long white counterpane, her black eyes sparkling, and her thorough-bred
nose thrown high in air,--stood over her like a wrathful and indignant
ghost; for Carry had that evening imparted her woes and her history to
Miss Kate, and that young lady had “proved herself no friend” by falling
into a state of fiery indignation over Carry's “ingratitude,” and openly
and shamelessly espousing the claims of Mrs. Starbottle. “Why, if the
half you tell me is true, your mother and those Robinsons are making of
you not only a little coward, but a little snob, miss. Respectability,
forsooth! Look you, my family are centuries before the Trethericks; but
if my family had ever treated me in this way, and then asked me to turn
my back on my best friend, I'd whistle them down the wind;” and here
Kate snapped her fingers, bent her black brows, and glared around the
room as if in search of a recreant Van Corlear.
“You just talk this way, because you have taken a fancy to that Mr.
Prince,” said Carry.
In the debasing slang of the period, that had even found its way
into the virgin cloisters of the Crammer Institute, Miss Kate, as she
afterwards expressed it, instantly “went for her.”
First, with a shake of her head, she threw her long black hair over one
shoulder, then, dropping one end of the counterpane from the other like
a vestal tunic, she stepped before Carry with a purposely-exaggerated
classic stride. “And what if I have, miss! What if I happen to know
a gentleman when I see him! What if I happen to know, that among a
thousand such traditional, conventional, feeble editions of their
grandfathers as Mr. Harry Robinson, you cannot find one original,
independent, individualized gentleman like your Prince! Go to bed, miss,
and pray to Heaven that he may be YOUR Prince indeed. Ask to have a
contrite and grateful heart, and thank the Lord in particular for having
sent you such a friend as Kate Van Corlear.” Yet, after an imposing
dramatic exit, she re-appeared the next moment as a straight white
flash, kissed Carry between the brows, and was gone.
The next day was a weary one to Jack Prince. He was convinced in his
mind that Carry would not come; yet to keep this consciousness from
Mrs. Starbottle, to meet her simple hopefulness with an equal degree of
apparent faith, was a hard and difficult task. He would have tried to
divert her mind by taking her on a long drive; but she was fearful that
Carry might come during her absence; and her strength, he was obliged to
admit, had failed greatly. As he looked into her large and awe-inspiring
clear eyes, a something he tried to keep from his mind--to put off day
by day from contemplation--kept asserting itself directly to his inner
consciousness. He began to doubt the expediency and wisdom of his
management. He recalled every incident of his interview with Carry, and
half believed that its failure was due to himself. Yet Mrs. Starbottle
was very patient and confident: her very confidence shook his faith in
his own judgment. When her strength was equal to the exertion, she was
propped up in her chair by the window, where she could see the school
and the entrance to the hotel. In the intervals she would elaborate
pleasant plans for the future, and would sketch a country home. She had
taken a strange fancy, as it seemed to Prince, to the present location;
but it was notable that the future, always thus outlined, was one of
quiet and repose. She believed she would get well soon: in fact, she
thought she was now much better than she had been; but it might be long
before she should be quite strong again. She would whisper on in this
way until Jack would dash madly down into the bar-room, order liquors
that he did not drink, light cigars that he did not smoke, talk with men
that he did not listen to, and behave generally as our stronger sex is
apt to do in periods of delicate trials and perplexity.
The day closed with a clouded sky and a bitter, searching wind. With
the night fell a few wandering flakes of snow. She was still content
and hopeful; and, as Jack wheeled her from the window to the fire, she
explained to him, how, that, as the school-term was drawing near its
close, Carry was probably kept closely at her lessons during the day,
and could only leave the school at night. So she sat up the greater part
of the evening, and combed her silken hair, and, as far as her strength
would allow, made an undress toilet to receive her guest. “We must not
frighten the child, Jack,” she said apologetically, and with something
of her old coquetry.
It was with a feeling of relief, that, at ten o'clock, Jack received a
message from the landlord, saying that the doctor would like to see
him for a moment down stairs. As Jack entered the grim, dimly-lighted
parlor, he observed the hooded figure of a woman near the fire. He was
about to withdraw again, when a voice that he remembered very pleasantly
said,--
“Oh, it's all right! I'm the doctor.”
The hood was thrown back; and Prince saw the shining black hair, and
black, audacious eyes, of Kate Van Corlear.
“Don't ask any questions. I'm the doctor and there's my prescription,”
and she pointed to the half-frightened, half-sobbing Carry in the
corner--“to be taken at once.”
“Then Mrs. Tretherick has given her permission?”
“Not much, if I know the sentiments of that lady,” replied Kate saucily.
“Then how did you get away?” asked Prince gravely.
“BY THE WINDOW.”
When Mr. Prince had left Carry in the arms of her stepmother, he
returned to the parlor.
“Well?” demanded Kate.
“She will stay--YOU will, I hope, also--to-night.”
“As I shall not be eighteen, and my own mistress on the 20th, and as I
haven't a sick stepmother, I won't.”
“Then you will give me the pleasure of seeing you safely through the
window again?”
When Mr. Prince returned an hour later, he found Carry sitting on a low
stool at Mrs. Starbottle's feet. Her head was in her stepmother's lap;
and she had sobbed herself to sleep. Mrs. Starbottle put her finger
to her lip. “I told you she would come. God bless you, Jack! and
good-night.”
The next morning Mrs. Tretherick, indignant, the Rev. Asa Crammer,
principal, injured, and Mr. Joel Robinson, sen., complacently
respectable, called upon Mr. Prince. There was a stormy meeting, ending
in a demand for Carry. “We certainly cannot admit of this interference,”
said Mrs. Tretherick, a fashionably dressed, indistinctive looking
woman. “It is several days before the expiration of our agreement; and
we do not feel, under the circumstances, justified in releasing
Mrs. Starbottle from its conditions.” “Until the expiration of the
school-term, we must consider Miss Tretherick as complying entirely with
its rules and discipline,” imposed Dr. Crammer. “The whole proceeding is
calculated to injure the prospects, and compromise the position, of Miss
Tretherick in society,” suggested Mr. Robinson.
In vain Mr. Prince urged the failing condition of Mrs. Starbottle, her
absolute freedom from complicity with Carry's flight, the pardonable
and natural instincts of the girl, and his own assurance that they were
willing to abide by her decision. And then with a rising color in his
cheek, a dangerous look in his eye, but a singular calmness in his
speech, he added,--
“One word more. It becomes my duty to inform you of a circumstance which
would certainly justify me, as an executor of the late Mr. Tretherick,
in fully resisting your demands. A few months after Mr. Tretherick's
death, through the agency of a Chinaman in his employment, it was
discovered that he had made a will, which was subsequently found among
his papers. The insignificant value of his bequest--mostly land, then
quite valueless--prevented his executors from carrying out his wishes,
or from even proving the will, or making it otherwise publicly known,
until within the last two or three years, when the property had
enormously increased in value. The provisions of that bequest are
simple, but unmistakable. The property is divided between Carry and
her stepmother, with the explicit condition that Mrs. Starbottle shall
become her legal guardian, provide for her education, and in all details
stand to her in loco parentis.”
“What is the value of this bequest?” asked Mr. Robinson. “I cannot
tell exactly, but not far from half a million, I should say,” returned
Prince. “Certainly, with this knowledge, as a friend of Miss Tretherick,
I must say that her conduct is as judicious as it is honorable to her,”
responded Mr. Robinson. “I shall not presume to question the wishes,
or throw any obstacles in the way of carrying out the intentions, of my
dead husband,” added Mrs. Tretherick; and the interview was closed.
When its result was made known to Mrs. Starbottle, she raised Jack's
hand to her feverish lips. “It cannot add to MY happiness now, Jack; but
tell me, why did you keep it from her?” Jack smiled, but did not reply.
Within the next week the necessary legal formalities were concluded; and
Carry was restored to her stepmother. At Mrs. Starbottle's request, a
small house in the outskirts of the town was procured; and thither they
removed to wait the spring, and Mrs. Starbottle's convalescence. Both
came tardily that year.
Yet she was happy and patient. She was fond of watching the budding
of the trees beyond her window,--a novel sight to her Californian
experience,--and of asking Carry their names and seasons. Even at this
time she projected for that summer, which seemed to her so mysteriously
withheld, long walks with Carry through the leafy woods, whose gray,
misty ranks she could see along the hilltop. She even thought she
could write poetry about them, and recalled the fact as evidence of her
gaining strength; and there is, I believe, still treasured by one of the
members of this little household a little carol so joyous, so simple,
and so innocent, that it might have been an echo of the robin that
called to her from the window, as perhaps it was.
And then, without warning, there dropped from Heaven a day so tender, so
mystically soft, so dreamily beautiful, so throbbing, and alive with the
fluttering of invisible wings, so replete and bounteously overflowing
with an awakening and joyous resurrection not taught by man or limited
by creed, that they thought it fit to bring her out, and lay her in that
glorious sunshine that sprinkled like the droppings of a bridal torch
the happy lintels and doors. And there she lay beatified and calm.
Wearied by watching, Carry had fallen asleep by her side; and Mrs.
Starbottle's thin fingers lay like a benediction on her head. Presently
she called Jack to her side.
“Who was that,” she whispered, “who just came in?”
“Miss Van Corlear,” said Jack, answering the look in her great hollow
eyes.
“Jack,” she said, after a moment's silence, “sit by me a moment, dear
Jack: I've something I must say. If I ever seemed hard, or cold, or
coquettish to you in the old days, it was because I loved you, Jack, too
well to mar your future by linking it with my own. I always loved you,
dear Jack, even when I seemed least worthy of you. That is gone now.
But I had a dream lately, Jack, a foolish woman's dream,--that you might
find what I lacked in HER,” and she glanced lovingly at the sleeping
girl at her side; “that you might love her as you have loved me. But
even that is not to be, Jack, is it?” and she glanced wistfully in his
face. Jack pressed her hand, but did not speak. After a few moments'
silence, she again said, “Perhaps you are right in your choice. She is a
good-hearted girl, Jack--but a little bold.”
And with this last flicker of foolish, weak humanity in her struggling
spirit, she spoke no more. When they came to her a moment later, a tiny
bird that had lit upon her breast flew away; and the hand that they
lifted from Carry's head fell lifeless at her side.