CHAPTER XII.

Lewis Ross found but a cold welcome at the Tower from its aged mistress.

Why she addressed him with so much reserve, and without even the

familiar harshness of her usual manner, Lewis could not understand, and

it roused his indignation mightily. He, an independent man, a landed

proprietor of influence, a travelled, educated gentleman, to be

over-borne by the caprices and prejudices of a set of old women! His

dignity was hurt, his petulant pride roused. He certainly _was_

conscious of doing simple Alice Aytoun some considerable honor, and did

not fancy there was anything unnatural in his mother thinking that he

might have done better--but to control his liberty--to think that by all

this coldness and discouragement, they could change the current of his

inclination and affections--it was quite too much. Lewis did not feel by

any means inclined to submit to it. He felt, too, that Archibald

Sutherland shrank from his not very delicate questionings, and that,

beyond all doubt, he himself, Lewis Ross, of Merkland, important person

as he was, was decidedly _de trop_ in the Tower.

Even Alice felt it, as she sat in her corner by the window, that

delicate embroidery, which she wished to finish for a cap to Mrs.

Catherine, before she returned home, trembling in her small fingers, and

her heart beating loud and unsteadily. Mrs. Catherine had been so tender

to herself this morning, almost as if she knew--it was so strange that

she should be cold to Lewis. Mrs. Catherine left the room for a moment:

Lewis approached the window, and whispered a petition, that she would

meet him at "the little gate." Alice did not say no. "Immediately,"

whispered Lewis. "I have a great deal to say to you."

Alice laid down her embroidery, and leaving the room, stole tremulously

up stairs, to put on her bonnet and shawl, and steal tremulously down

again, and out to her first tryste. The little gate stood on a shady

by-way, or "loaning," which ran by Oranside through the grounds of

Strathoran and the Tower. Lewis joined her immediately. He had much to

say to her--much that was very pleasant to hear, if it was not very

wise, nor even very connected and relevant, for Lewis, spite of his

boyish pride and self importance, felt truly and deeply, so far as

little Alice was concerned, and had not escaped the ameliorating effect

of that influence, which, according to the gay old epicurean of our

Scottish ballad-writers, "gives one an air, and even improves the

mind."--The youthful couple wandered through the loaning, unconscious in

their own dreamy happiness of the chill wind that swept through its high

bare hedges, till nearly an hour had passed. But Alice suddenly saw,

through the gap in the hedge, Miss Falconer riding quickly to the Tower;

she came, by appointment, to bid Alice good-by, and so that most

pleasant ramble must, of necessity, be terminated. Alice accompanied

Lewis a little further down the lane, lest Marjory's quick eye should

discover him, and then they parted.

She was to leave the Tower in a week; but too pleasantly absorbed to

think even of that, Alice went lightly along the dim loaning, with its

high rustling hedges, and borders of wet herbage. Only one little grief

lay within the glad heart, which began to throb now with deeper

happiness--Anne; why would not Lewis Ross's sister acknowledge, last

night her agitated, shame-faced, simple embrace? It was the only way

which Alice could think of, for intimating to Anne the connexion now

formed between them; and she trembled again, to remember the cold hand

that had been laid upon her head, the look of sharp silent pain, that

had fallen upon Lewis and herself as they stood together, in the first

confidence of their betrothal--Anne, who had always been so kind and

gentle to her! It made Alice uneasy, as she went dreamily forward, until

brighter imaginations came to the rescue, and Anne's neglect sank into

the background, in presence of that more immediate sunshine, the warmer

devotion of Lewis.

Loud gay voices startled her, when she had nearly reached the little

gate, and looking up, she saw a couple of gentlemen approaching, whom

she immediately knew to belong to Lord Gillravidge's not very orderly

household at Strathoran. The aforesaid little gate was the boundary of

Mrs. Catherine's property, so Alice was then in the grounds of

Strathoran--the gentlemen were returning home. Alice proceeded quickly,

eager to pass them, for their loud tone startled her, and she was near

enough to hear a rude compliment aimed at herself, which sent the

womanly blood to her cheek in indignation. They met at last, and

suddenly extending their arms, the strangers barred her passage. Little

Alice's heart beat like a frightened bird. She ran to each side of the

road, only to shrink back again from the rude hands extended towards

her; she looked back to see if there was any chance in flight, she

lifted her simple face imploringly to them, and said; "Pray, let me

pass; pray, gentlemen, let me pass." They laughed at her; poor little

Alice was in despair.

One of the strangers was the "hairy fule," who had visited Mrs.

Catherine. Jacky's expressive description of him: "A man, dressed like a

gentleman," was emphatically correct. The other was a simple, foolish,

fair-haired lad, who, besides some boyish admiration of the pretty girl,

thought this interruption of her progress a pleasant frolic, and good

fun. There was no other way of entering the precincts of the Tower,

except by the gap in the hedge, which the timid Alice did not dare to

venture on, and so she renewed her prayer. "Pray, let me go on; pray,

gentlemen, let me pass."

A crash of the boughs behind her, made Alice turn her head.--Marjory

Falconer, riding-whip in hand, came springing through the gap. "What is

the matter, Alice?" cried Miss Falconer; "who obstructs you? Gentlemen,

be so good as give way."

The gentlemen laughed. The house of Falconer, like the house of Seton in

old days, was of prompt ire, and its sole daughter did it no discredit.

"This is great impertinence," exclaimed Marjory; "pass immediately,

or--" she gave an emphatic flourish of her whip.

A louder laugh than before bade her defiance; in another moment an

unhesitating cut of the ready whip made the younger of the two spring

aside. Alice flew past, and Marjory lingered for an instant to sweep a

few short, sharp lashes over the amazed Fitzherbert, whose strange

grimace of rage sent his young comrade into a fit of laughter, and

earned for Marjory a full forgiveness of his own individual stroke.

"There!" cried Marjory Falconer, as she closed the gate behind her, her

face shining with mingled mirth and anger. "You can boast that you have

had the honor of being horse-whipped by a lady."

Little Alice was running on, in a great tremor, to the Tower.--"What is

the matter?" said her deliverer, laughing, as she overtook her. "What a

trembling, frightened bird you are, little Alice Aytoun. Why, we have

had an adventure: only, to be correct, it should have been Lewis Ross

who delivered you, and not I: is it so? Ah, I am afraid he has been

doing damage here, this same Lewis Ross. It is a great shame--these men

monopolize everything; one cannot even get a nice little girl kept to

oneself."

Alice drew herself up. It was not quite proper that she, the head elect

of an important house like Merkland, with a shadow of matronly dignity

upon her fair brow already, should be spoken of as a little girl. "I was

so glad you came, Miss Falconer. It was very foolish, perhaps; but they

frightened me."

"And you had no whip, even if you had been bold enough to use it," said

Miss Falconer, laughing, as she gathered up the train of her

riding-habit, which had escaped from her hand, and bore sundry marks (no

uncommon thing, however) of its contact with the damp path. "You may be

thankful it was my indecorous, unfeminine self, and not any of the

proprieties. Suppose it had been Jeannie Coulter--why, they would have

caught you both."

"But Miss Coulter is a very nice girl; is she not?" said Alice.

"Oh! exceedingly--as nice a girl as could be; and will be as

good-looking, and proper, and sensible a Mrs. Walter Foreman as it will

be possible to find in the country; as proper, and not quite so

good-looking, and more sensible, than you will be, when you are Mrs.

Lewis Ross; for she has come to years of discretion, you know, and you

are only a little girl."

Alice did not like all this. "I wonder at you, Miss Falconer! I am sure

it is far better to be what you call proper than--" Alice hesitated; "I

mean, no one thinks Mrs. Catherine, and Mrs. Coulter, and Miss Ross

weak, because they are always like what ladies should be."

Miss Falconer laughed. "Well done, my little Mentor; but, for all that,

confess that I was of more service to-day, with my good stout arm, than

if I had been always like what ladies should be. Miss Lumsden is staying

with me at the Craig: I had a bold purpose of getting my poor mother's

old phæton hunted up, and driving her over to see you; but we cannot

compass a vehicle, we Falconers, so I had to give it up. It is just as

well. Miss Lumsden (she's John Lumsden's sister, of Portoran,) would

have been shocked. I shall take your advice, little Miss Aytoun; I shall

abstain from shocking people unnecessarily, after this, when I can help

it."

This was better: the little matron elect was pleased to have her advice

taken, and so ventured further. "And, Miss Falconer, don't be

angry--wouldn't it be better not to speak so? I don't like--I mean Anne

Ross does not like--she says it makes foolish people laugh, and be

impertinent."

Miss Falconer's face became crimson. Miss Falconer drew up her tall,

handsome figure, to its full height, and looked haughty for a moment.

Alice was afraid.

"There! that will do. You will be able to give gentle reproofs,

by-and-by, beautifully: only you must not experiment on me much, you

know, lest I should grow angry. No, no; do not lift up those blue eyes

of yours so pitifully. I am not angry now--but I am sometimes, and I

should not like you to see me so."

The straightforward little Alice looked up in wonder, fancying that the

blunt, strong, unschooled mind beside her, might be in the habit of

giving way to ungovernable and wild fits of passion, such as she had

read of; it was all a mistake. Marjory Falconer was by no means so rude

and unfeminine as she gave herself credit for being, and had bitter

compunctions of outraged delicacy sometimes, after those masculine

speeches, which revenged her womanhood completely. But the little world

of Strathoran did not know that--did not know either how the strong and

healthful spirit of the motherless, ill-educated girl was forcing itself

through a rough process of development, and, like other strong plants,

was rank and wild in its growth, and needed vigorous pruning--pruning

which it would not fail, by-and-by, to manage for itself, with an

unhesitating hand.

So the youthful people of Strathoran laughed, and the elders hung back,

and called her improper and unfeminine; and thus the original evil was

increased by the grievance of which she herself complained; she was left

to the company of men--men, moreover, of that rude, uncultured,

sportsman class, her own superiority over whom she felt bitterly, and

asserted with characteristic vehemence.

Alice Aytoun saw, when her visitor was gone, still more visibly than she

had done in the morning, that Mrs. Catherine was sad.--She could not

help observing the long, wistful looks bestowed upon herself--the

hundred little indulgences which Mrs. Catherine gave her that day, as

she would have given them to a sick child; and Alice wondered. These

steadfast, compassionate looks became painful at last, and there was so

great a chill of gravity and sadness about the stranger, Archibald

Sutherland, that Alice, carried that tremulous happiness of hers--so

much deeper, and yet so much less exuberant than it had been one little

month ago--into her own pretty room.

Bessie sat there sewing, and disconsolate. Johnnie Halflin had protested

vehemently last night that "the Tower wadna be like itsel when she gaed

away." The Falcon's Craig groom had particularly distinguished little

Bessie by his notice. Mr. Foreman's lad from Portoran had bidden her "be

sure and come soon back again," when he shook hands with her. Jacky,

with her eldritch voice, had attempted to sing 'Bessie Bell' in her

honor--and to leave it all! So little Bessie sat sentimental and

despondent in the room, with some vision of breaking hearts, and never

being happy again, while her youthful mistress sat down by the window,

and looked over to Merkland.

Ah! that breadth of hazy air which hovered between the house of Merkland

and Alice Aytoun's chamber window, how full of beautiful shapes it

was--and how instinct with gladness! Mrs. Catherine dined at four--never

later, except on some very great and solemn occasion; and when dinner

was over that day, and the darkness of the long January night had begun,

Mrs. Catherine took her youthful kinswoman by the arm, and led her away

from the dining-room without speaking. They did not go up stairs; they

went away through that dim passage, and stopped at the door of the

little room. Alice was terrified. Mrs. Catherine unlocked the door, drew

the girl in with her, and closed it again in silence. Alice's heart

began to beat loud, in awe and terror. What strange discipline was this?

There was a fire burning brightly; the waning gloaming without gave the

whins, that almost touched the window, a ghostly look. The gray crag

above seemed to be looking in with a pale, withered, inquisitive face.

Mrs. Catherine seated herself on one of the chairs and bade Alice take

the other. The firelight fell warm and bright upon that fine dark

portrait on the opposite wall. There was a lamp upon the table, but it

was not lighted. Alice sat trembling, silent, apprehensive. What could

Mrs. Catherine have to tell her?

"Alison," said Mrs. Catherine, "do you see that picture?"

"Yes," said Alice, timidly.

The light was hovering about it, shooting now a spark of radiance into

the eye, and now moving in a strange, fantastic smile upon the lip.

Alice had heard from some of the visitors at the Tower of Mrs.

Catherine's brother, and knew that this was his portrait.

"Ye ken who it is?--my one brother, Sholto Douglas," said Mrs.

Catherine. "Look at him well. Do you see how strong, and full of health,

and strength, and youth that face is, Alison? Look at him well."

Alice looked again wonderingly at the fine face of Sholto Douglas. To

her, as to Archibald Sutherland, it looked loftily calm and pure,

removed far above all the changeful hopes and fears of this "pleasing,

anxious being."

"Alison," said Mrs. Catherine, "I want to tell you the history of Sholto

Douglas. Sit quiet, and do not tremble, but listen to me."

Alice tried not to tremble--she could scarcely help it. The ghostly

inquisitive crag, behind which she could fancy some malicious elf

watching them--the dark whins pressing close to the window--the dreary

sough of the wind as it swept through the bare trees without, and the

long passages within, moaning so _eerie_ and spirit-like--the calm,

unmoved face looking down from the wall--the comparative gloom of this

sacred and mysterious apartment--she could not repress the involuntary

thrill of fear and wonder.

"Sholto Douglas was my one brother--we were the sole children of our

name," said Mrs. Catherine, her utterance so slow and marked the while,

that it was easy to recognise this as the history of her great sorrow,

"and I cannot tell you how dear we were to one another. You are a bairn,

yourself, of too gentle and quiet a spirit. You cannot know the loves

and griefs of harsher natures.

"We were never separate a day; we were bairns; we grew up into youth; we

passed to manhood and to womanhood hand in hand. In his earliest flush

of strength and manliness, Sholto was arrested on the way. I am a woman

now laden with years, and drawing near to the grave, but, bairn, there

is no earthly motive that would rouse me to any work or labor like the

remembrance of my brother Sholto, that I left lying in foreign earth,

thirty years ago.

"That is not the matter I have to speak of first. When Sholto Douglas

was in the strength of his youthful manhood he was trysted in solemn

betrothal, whereof I myself was a witness, to Isabel Balfour, the mother

of the young man who came to my house last night. She was a gentle,

pleasant, gladsome girl, like your own self, Alison Aytoun. I liked her

well before for her own sake, and I liked her dearly then for Sholto's.

The day was set for the bridal--the whole kindred were stirred to do

them honor--there was nothing in their way, but joy, and blessings, and

prosperity, as we thought in our vain hope. Alison! between them there

was the stern and sore shadow of death, and they knew it not!

"A week before his bridal day, Sholto came home from Edinburgh a

stricken man. I read it in the doctor's face that came to see him first.

I saw it in the blood they took from him, till he was worn and wasted to

a shadow. The burning heat of his inflammation was on him the day that

should have been his bridal day--and when he rose from that bed it was

only to sink into the terrible beauty of decline--with all its dreams of

health, and wild hopes, and sick delusions. Be thankful, bairn, that no

such weird is laid upon you.

"I saw him dying before me day by day. Into my heart there had never

mortal man entered but Sholto, my one brother; and in his prime of

youth, with hopes thick about his brow like the clusters of his hair,

was the Lord parting him from me. I could not hope--when Isabel leant

upon his chair, and looked into his face--his cheek with its bright

color, and his glorious e'en--and smiled and rejoiced, and said he would

be well, I turned from her, my heart within me sick unto death. I knew

he was a doomed man--I saw there was no hope.

"They said at last that the air of some sunnier country would heal him

of his trouble, and I prepared for the journey; anxiously I pleaded with

Isabel to go with us, that he might have the comfort of her presence.

Her kindred would not let her--she thought it not needful herself,

neither did he: they would meet again, he said, so soon in health and

gladness. I turned away from him--my heart was bursting. I kent they

would never meet again--I kent that I took him away to die.

"Alison, I saw the parting of the two. I saw the sick hope in Isabel

Balfour's face, and the wan courage in Sholto's--their hearts misgave

them at that moment. There is a shadow of fear upon all partings, and it

was deepened upon theirs. As for me, my sky could not well be darker--it

was not fear with me, but a deadly knowledge. I kent they would never

meet again.

"And so I went away with him--guarding the young man that had been so

strong and healthful, from every blast of wind, as ye would guard a sick

bairn. I went with him to Italy--to France--syne when he got no

stronger--I took him away to that sunny island in the sea, where so many

are sent to die. His doom was upon him--the light was in his eye more

glorious than ever, the hectic was burning on his cheek. What was the

soft air and the beautiful days, in comparison with the might of death.

He died. I saw him laid in the cold earth of a foreign country, far away

from the grave of his fathers, and turned in my desolation to come back

to my own country, my lane.

"Alison! you do not ken the blackness of darkness, the shadow of that

terrible wing of death. Think of it--think of my desolate journey--think

of my first parting with my one brother. Could ye have borne a woe like

that?"

Alice was weeping--she had forgot herself and Lewis for the moment. Her

gentle heart could not fathom the stern depths of suffering, which still

swelled in Mrs. Catherine's larger spirit, but she recognized the

sovereignty of grief, and answered with her tears:

"And there was the bride to come home to--the desolate bride, that had

been dreaming vain dreams of pleasantness and hope to come. A year

before you would have thought that if ever there were two fated to a

bountiful and gladsome lot, it was Sholto Douglas and his trysted bride.

Now, she was stricken down in her first agony, and he was lying in his

stranger grave.

"Know you, Alison, that there are woes like that wherever there are

living men?--that there is some shadow on every lot, how fair soever,

may be its beginning?--that even the like of you, in your youth and

smiles, have a weird to watch and weep through, every one of you for her

own self, and not another?"

Alice looked up--the tears stealing over her cheeks, the "hysterica

passio" swelling up in its "climbing sorrow" in her tightened breast.

Her blue eyes looked fearfully and anxiously in Mrs. Catherine's face.

This most sad history, Alice felt, was the preface of some personal evil

to herself, some misfortune to Lewis. She could not speak--she only

looked imploringly in sad fear and wonder into the face of her

kinswoman.

"My poor bairn!" said Mrs. Catherine, "you can think how Isabel mourned

in her dark solitude? ye can feel for Isabel?"

Alice started up, all her gay hopes and girlish happiness floating away

before that blast, as such light things will float, and threw herself

unconsciously at Mrs. Catherine's feet, kneeling there in incoherent

grief and terror, and burying her fair head in the lap of her kinswoman:

"What is it--what is it? I will bear it--tell me what it is."

Mrs. Catherine's hand lay upon her fair hair in grave kindness. Mrs.

Catherine bent down. "Alison! wherefore did ye not tell me of this

unhappy tryste, that has been made between Lewis Ross and you?"

Alice could not look up; trembling through all her slight figure, she

waited for the next words.

"My bairn! my poor fatherless bairn! if there was but any weight on my

gray head that could keep off this sore stroke from your's! It is your

appointed weird; ye must be strong, and listen to me. In the fulness of

their joy and hope, it pleased the Lord to sunder for ever, in this

world, the two I have told you of. Alison! there lies as deadly a bar

between Lewis Ross and you; a bar that can never be passed, or lifted

away in this life. You may hear of his welfare and prosperity, and he of

yours; but in this world you must be strangers. It cannot last a day,

this link between you; you cannot go a step further in this perilous

road, Alison!"

One great convulsive throb had shaken the slender frame that leant upon

Mrs. Catherine's knee. There was a moment's pause, and then Alice rose,

her tears dashed away, yet still noiselessly welling out, and a

momentary flush of womanly pride inspiring her girlish figure. "He might

have told me himself," she exclaimed, passionately. "He need not have

been afraid; I--I am not so foolish--I can bear it--my heart will not

break; he had no right to think--he might have told me himself!"

Mrs. Catherine rose, and put her arm round her. The girl turned away,

and endeavored to release herself; endeavoring vainly also to hide the

large hot tears, that, spite of pride and resentment, were falling

passionately again.

"Alison," said Mrs. Catherine, "the youth did not ken himself. I cannot

deny him justice, though I have little wish that you should think of him

more. He did not know himself. It will fall as heavily on him as it does

on you."

Alice endeavored again to free herself, her tears flowing more gently,

and the weight and oppression at once lifted off her youthful heart. So

long as change did not come upon either herself or Lewis, what were

external obstacles to them, in their triumphant hope and affection? But

injured pride, and outraged feelings, made her reject Mrs. Catherine's

offered kindness. Why should she interpose between these two?

"Alison," said Mrs. Catherine, "listen to me. If Lewis's heart were

brimming full with the greatest love that ever was in the heart of

mortal man, and if you yourself were clinging to him as never woman

clung before, yet must ye part: there is no hope--no choice. Before ever

you were born, there was a deadly bar laid between Lewis Ross and you.

It cannot be passed: there is no hand in this world that can lift it

away: it is as unchangeable as death. Bairn, I am speaking to you most

sorrowfully. I would not, for all my land, have laid this burden on your

young head, if there had been either help or choice: there is none. You

must be parted. Alison, look at me."

Alison looked wistfully through her tears at the strongly-marked stern

face, now so strangely moved and melted. She saw the steadfast,

sorrowful, compassionate look, in which there was no hope; and, yielding

to the pressure of the encircling arm, leaned her head upon Mrs.

Catherine's shoulder, and nestled into her breast like a grieved child.

By-and-by, they had returned to their original positions. Mrs. Catherine

seated herself in her chair again, and Alice glided down passively, and

lay like a broken lily, with her head hidden in Mrs. Catherine's lap.

She was stunned and overpowered. The gentle heart lay in a kind of

stupor, a dead and vacant sleep; she hardly felt it beat. The hope, and

shame, and anger, the very wonder and grief, seemed gone; yet in her

crushed apathy, she listened--the faintest word, uttered near, would not

have been lost on the ears so nervously awake to every sound. She was

waiting for further confirmation of the strange fate pronounced upon

her.

"Are you content?" said Mrs. Catherine, lifting the fair head tenderly

in her hand--"are you content to believe me, my poor bairn, and to give

up the gladness of your youth? Speak to me, Alison. I have maybe been

harsher than I should be with your gentle nature, and I am asking you to

make a sore sacrifice. For the sake of your kindly mother, Alice; for

the sake of your honorable and upright brother James: for the memory's

sake of your dead father, whom you never saw, I ask you to give up this

stranger lad. He was nothing to you three months ago. They have

nourished you, and cherished you, all the days of your life. Believe me,

Alison, my bairn, that what I have told you is true; and, for their

sake, give up this Lewis Ross. The bar between you is deadly and

unchangeable: you cannot pass it over, were you to wait a lifetime."

Alice lifted her wan cheek from Mrs. Catherine's knee, and looked up

with sad, beseeching eyes. "What is it? Tell me what it is?"

"It might do you ill, but it could not do you good," said Mrs.

Catherine. "Take my word, Alison, and give me your promise. It is a

thing that cannot change--that nothing in this world can make amends

for. Alison, it is your weird--it has been laid on you, to prove what

strength you have. You must make the sacrifice, hard though it be."

"I have not any strength," murmured poor little Alice, in her plaintive,

complaining voice: "I am not strong, and there is no one with me. Mrs.

Catherine, what is it? Tell me what it is?"

"Bairn," said Mrs. Catherine, "you would need to be strong to listen to

the story, and I have withheld it to spare you. You are but a frail,

young, silly thing, to have such troubles shadowing you; but it may be

most merciful, in the end, to let you ken it all. Listen to me." Mrs.

Catherine paused for a moment, and then resumed: "You have heard tell of

your father, and how he died a violent death? Alison Aytoun, did you

ever hear who it was that killed him?"

Alice shivered, and glanced up in trembling wonder. Mrs. Catherine went

on: "The name of him was Norman Rutherford. He was a young man, as

gallant and as generous as ever breathed mortal breath. Why he was left

to himself in so dreadful a way, I cannot tell. It will never be known

on this earth. Alison Aytoun, are you hearing me? Norman Rutherford,

your father's murderer, was the nearest kindred of Lewis Ross; he was

his brother!"

A long, low cry of pain, involuntary and unconscious, came from Alice

Aytoun's lips. She turned from Mrs. Catherine's lap, and covered her

face with her hands. There was nothing more to say or to hope; and the

mist and film of her first sorrow blinded and stilled the girlish

heart, which beat so gay and high when that dull morning rose.

By-and-by, she had wandered up stairs, and was in her own room alone.

The room was dim, and cheerless, and cold, she thought; and Alice laid

herself down upon her bed, and hid her sad, white face in the pillow,

and silently wept. The girlish light heart sank down under its sudden

burthen, without another struggle. "I am not strong," murmured little

Alice; "and there is no one with me."

There was no one with her. Never before had any misfortune come to her

youthful knowledge, which could not be shared. Now the shrinking,

delicate spirit, half child, half woman, had entered into the very

depths of a woe which must be borne alone. The dull, leaden darkness

gathered round her; the tears flowed over her white cheek in a

continuous stream; and into the dim, disconsolate air the plaintive

young voice sounded sadly, instinctively calling on its mother's name.

Alice was alone!

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