SUNDAY, JULY 24, 1921. _Mexico City._

Mr. Conway fetched me and Dick in his car at 9:00 A.M. and we drove out

to Tipositlan. It is about 40 kilometers away. It had been raining all

night and the roads were desperately slippery. We had to climb up a

small mountain and the road was not really a road, but a muddy torrent.

The car stuck. Dick delighted, he got out and climbed the mountain side

and picked wild flowers. To my surprise it did in time get out of the

mire and we climbed to the top, closely followed by a huge motor-lorry.

When we had descended the hill on the other side onto the flat road,

the lorry tried to race us, with the result that the driver was very

nearly jolted off the seat and the man next to the driver did actually

fall off! Such is the condition of the roads just outside the city area.

Arrived finally at Tepositlan we rambled all over the church, the

convent and the patios. It used to be a Jesuit Monastery; they were

planted there in order to educate and influence the Indian children.

They have within the last few years been expelled, leaving behind them

a really beautiful monument of church art. I have not seen anything

more beautiful in Italy. The façade of the church, the carvings, the

towers and domes, the surrounding wall, the avenue of cypress, the

gnarled olive trees, complete an exquisite exterior. Within there is a

church that is gold! Gold! Gold! but the gold is on carved wood and the

gold is old gold, so that what must have once been dazzling and vulgar,

is now mellow and beautiful. Then there are little inner chapels that

are gems of beauty, and a patio, sun-bathed, and full of orange trees

in fruit, cloister surrounded. The whole thing was an endless labyrinth

of real beauty.

We retired to the garden of Don Trinidad, a picturesque farmer, who

set a table for us to lunch under the largest fig tree I have ever

seen, our dessert being overhead, reachable by standing on a chair!

Always wherever one looks, whether in town or in country, there is

the background of mountain ranges that meets the eye. After lunch we

climbed to the topmost belfry.

I got home just in time to have a short rest, and then Mr. Malbran

fetched me in his car and took me to Chapultepec Castle, which, by the

way, is much prettier at night, lit up. We drove straight up to the

front door,--no sentries attempted to stop us. It was like a deserted

country house, and even with the front door wide open, there was no

one about, and Mr. Malbran had to walk outside, to a guard or someone,

and request that our arrival be announced. We waited for about ten

minutes in a small Council Chamber on the right of the entrance, and

then voices were heard. Mr. Malbran said “Here he is”--and I recognized

at once, coming towards us, the one-armed General, whose face the

newspapers have made familiar. He invited us to go upstairs to one of

the reception rooms, and he led the way to a room where the chairs

were covered with overalls, and stood all in a solemn row, except a

tapestry sofa and centrepiece presented by Napoleon III, I suppose to

Maximilian, and set in light yellow wood, and perfectly hideous.

We three sat in this formal unlived-in room, and Mr. Malbran proceeded

to be our interpreter for about an hour. Whenever I was being

interpreted to the President, I had the chance of watching his face.

His hair is thick and black, his rather flowing moustache tinged

with grey. His face is round and fresh complexioned, he is powerfully

built, but too stout. His right arm is cut off above the elbow, and

every now and then he moves the stump, which gives the impression of

a bird trying to use a broken wing. We had a fine battle of wits,

which through an interpreter became so clear and acute that we all of

us had finally to laugh over it. Talking through an interpreter is as

bad as talking to a deaf person through an ear trumpet. I said I had

come with the hopes of doing his portrait, that I regarded myself as

an historian, and it was my idea to try and represent the people of

my own day,--whatever country they belong to, so long as they have

accomplished something.

The President replied that he had not yet accomplished the things for

which he represented the Mexican people, and that he felt too modest

at present to allow himself to be done. There was only one thing he

minded, and that was ridicule. “My people will think I am competing

with the Venus of Milo!” he said, shaking his stump. He would not

refuse me, however, and suggested merely a postponement of three years,

to enable him in that space of time to “make good.”...

I said that success was not necessary to a man’s greatness. That I had

done Asquith, who had not brought England through the war, and Winston

Churchill, who is not yet Prime Minister, and Lenin, who has not yet

brought the Russian experiment to a triumph, and Marconi who admitted

to me himself that he had not yet completed the invention that was to

make him most famous! But that these are all nevertheless historical

men. I explained that Mexico ought to be represented in my world

collection, and that I understood he, General Obregon, was the best

and the most representative man of the 15,000,000 people of Mexico!

The President laughed, he said “If I am the best, what must you think

of the others?” He said that if I were less famous and therefore his

sitting to me less conspicuous, he might consent, but that he was not a

worthy subject _yet_ for so distinguished an artist, but that he would

work during the three years to come with a new zeal. Knowing the prize

in view!

I swept his compliments aside by asking him to help me to be a more

distinguished artist by having the honor to do him!

He laughed, and said that he had had many dangerous moments in his

life, but never had he felt nearer to defeat than at this moment, and

defeat by a woman...! To which I repeated that I had been told the

President was a man of force, but I had no idea he had such force.

When this was translated, he seemed slightly embarrassed, and I went

on, revelling in his discomfiture: “Lenin said it was extremely

tiresome of me to want to do him, but that after all, I had come _such_

a long way to do it! Now Mexico is just as far as Moscow, and are you

going to allow it to be said that the Bolsheviks are more chivalrous

and more cultured? Of course, he knew, and I knew, and he knew that I

knew that there is no comparison between himself and Lenin. The one is

bound to live in the world’s history....” He said desperately “I will

be delighted to see you whenever you care to see me. I play cards and

billiards and ride horse back, and will do any of these things with

you if you wish....” He then went on to explain that Mexico had had so

many Presidents in the last few years, some of them, men of ability,

but others, men of no consequence.... He did not wish to be classified

in this latter category, so that when I had done his bust, it should

turn out to be of some one of no importance.... He had certain definite

work he wished to accomplish, work for which the Mexican people had

elected him their representative, and he must try and accomplish

that work before he had a right to assume any attitude that might be

mistaken by his people as being a satisfaction with himself. I said

that I understood his point of view but deplored it! We then went on

to talk about Mexico, and my appreciation of all there was to see, and

he said that I was not to be allowed to go away before the Centenary

celebration (September 15th) and that I should represent “Modern

Europe” at the Centenary! “Modern” indeed! but I do not see myself

living until September without work!

He left the room for a moment to give an order, explaining he had sent

for a reproduction of himself that Madame Obregon had presented to him,

and that he would like to show me. Presently two small children came

in: “These are the reproductions of me!” he said, laughingly ... the

boy about 4 years old was certainly like him. The little girl, rather

frail and white, less so. I wondered at those small children not being

in bed, it must have been nearly ten o’clock. No wonder they looked

pale!

The President then took us upstairs to another large uninhabited

reception room, to show us a picture done from photographs by a Spanish

artist! The picture had its face to the wall, and when turned round

by two attendants, for our inspection, it was obviously just what a

picture would be like done from photographs! I felt it had better go

back with its face to the wall. I also thought of Colonel Miller, the

U. S. Military Attaché, who informed me sometime ago, that visiting

a pottery he found that a workman had modelled from photographs an

“excellent and most clever likeness of Obregon.”... He paid the workman

two pesos for it and intended to “present it” to the President. Done

from photographs, for two pesos. How can one compete? I cannot help

smiling as I recall the three distinguished portrait painters, who, on

hearing I was coming to Mexico, bade me cable to them if there was any

work to do, so that they might come immediately. To switch off from

this train of thought I asked, if I were not indiscreet in doing so,

what the President’s impression was of the condition of Russia from

the reports of his representatives whom he had sent there three months

ago. He explained that the representatives had not yet returned, but

one was to arrive in about sixty days. Meanwhile they have orders not

to send communications by mail. His own private opinion was that every

movement has something good as well as bad in it. He thought the result

of the Russians having been so long oppressed, was that they were now

like birds let out of a cage, and not knowing quite what to do with

their freedom.... I thought to myself, this is the most non-committal

opinion I have ever heard expressed! and I marvelled at the

unhesitating readiness of the man, who is really a soldier, yet talks

like a diplomat! My impression was of a man of no culture and little

education. His face shows no trace of thought or even anxiety, he is

quick, cautious and strong-minded. I asked him before I left, whether

his disinclination to be modelled by me was influenced by the fact that

I had done Lenin and Trotzky. He said most emphatically that this was

not the case, and that he was far too independent a man to entertain

such small ideas. He seemed really rather worried lest I should think

him discourteous, and he begged me to tell him what he could do for

me, as he would like to be my best friend in Mexico,--would I come and

see him whenever I liked without any pretext being necessary and if I

could not produce an interpreter, he would. “But in three years ...” he

said, “I shall speak French!” “and ... I Spanish,” I said. He picked

me flowers from the roof garden, took my arm and helped me upstairs

and expressed in every outward way his desire to be friendly. He said

to me, as I was leaving: “You must know in your heart that I am right

...” and of course I do know it. I have already said it. Obregon has

not yet done anything to immortalize his name in History ... he may

‘go’ tomorrow, and another take his place ... I said to him, “Well, do

something _quickly_ to justify my doing your bust!”

Meanwhile let us “wait and see” what he is going to do!

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