that he dreamt of as most lovely and beautiful, stood bodily before
him. The boy hardly trusted his own eyes; he was dazzled, almost
intoxicated; he was like a person who awakes from a beautiful dream to
a still more beautiful reality, and dares not speak, or breathe, in
order not to lose what he thinks may be merely an illusion of his
senses. Thus when the family first returned he went about the house as
in a dream, mild and kind towards everybody, contrary to his usual
manner. But then the blissful dream vanished, and his delight at the
glorious reality became almost painful. He had never been at peace with
himself, and his heart had ever been heavy; now he became the victim of
unceasing restlessness, which deprived him of sleep, and hunger and
thirst, which burnt within him like a fierce fever, and his poor heart
felt like a man who carries what is dearest to him on earth on his
shoulders, trying to escape from the enemy, and dreading every moment
to be overtaken and spoilt. He dared not utter Helen's name for fear of
betraying himself; he dared not open his eyes before her, and yet he
saw everything that happened, and the plan of the baroness was no
secret to him. His hatred of Felix was boundless, and he took no pains
to conceal his feelings. He defied the roue on every occasion by
scornful or satirical remarks, always hoping Felix would at last take
up the gauntlet; but the ex-lieutenant, like most people who despise
the world and themselves, submitted to much, and replied to the boy's
sarcasm with more or less clever witticisms, so that he always kept the
laugh on his side. And then he had, on the other hand, far too good an
opinion of himself to enter into a serious contest with an adversary
whom he thought so far beneath himself. Matters would not have come to
a point, even on the preceding night, if he had not been so very angry
with Bruno, or if Bruno had expressed himself a little less violently.
And Felix might have congratulated himself that he had escaped so well
from the encounter. He had been nearer to death than he thought. Bruno
had been maddened by the events of the last days, and Felix's brutal
treatment made the vessel of his indignation and hatred to overflow.
And now that the lava stream had once broken through the crater, what
could stop it on its destructive course? While Bruno was for a moment
contending with Felix, and as he knelt on his breast, there was but one
bloody red thought in the darkness of his soul: that Felix must die by
his hand; that God had delivered him into his hand so that he might, at
any cost, free the woman he worshipped from the monster he abhorred. A
few minutes, a few seconds, perhaps, and Felix would never have risen
again.
Just then Bruno had been startled in his terrible thoughts by a cry
close by him. Looking up, he had caught a glimpse of a female figure,
which he had at first taken for Helen. He had released his victim and
risen. The person had moved away; he had followed her till she had
vanished in the direction of the offices, and he had found out his
mistake. To fall once more upon his enemy, after having abandoned him,
seemed to be unmanly to him; he saw how Felix rose at last, after
several painful efforts. That had contented him; he had stolen away to
his chamber and his bed, his soul free from the guilt of murder. And
yet he was as much excited as if he had shed blood. His heart was
beating, his pulse went quick, and burning heat and cold chills
alternated with each other. The confused image of the scene of his
conflict ever presented itself to his mind, and the triumph of having
conquered his deadly enemy was sadly embittered by the recollection
that, after all, Helen was not free yet. This caused him far more
suffering than the violent pains he felt in his side as soon as he
became quiet again; they would not cease; on the contrary, they grew
worse and worse, and seemed to spread from the small point where they
had first commenced in all directions.
It was a long, painful night for the unfortunate boy, this short summer
night. Towards morning his exhaustion made him fall into a state which
only differed from waking by the increased horrors that filled his
brain. He started up, aroused by pain; he tried to rise in order to
wake Oswald, who slept next door (Malte had been sleeping down stairs
for some weeks), but he could not. At last--his pride resisted for a
long time--he called Oswald's name. A few moments more and Oswald was
by his bedside.
He started as he saw the boy, whose face was sadly disfigured by his
sufferings. His black hair hung in dishevelled locks over his pale
face; his dark eyes had sunk deep into the head and were burning with
fever.
"Give me some water!" said Bruno, as soon as he saw Oswald.
"For heaven's sake, what does this mean, Bruno?" cried Oswald, while
the boy was eagerly draining the glass he had handed him. "Why did you
not call me before? you never yet have had so bad an attack."
"It is not one of my usual attacks," said Bruno; "but it will soon
pass; I am better already. Don't trouble yourself, Oswald; when I am
lying on my side I feel it much less, hardly at all. It was only so bad
during the night; now that you are here, and the sun shines, it will be
better directly."
"Somebody must go for Doctor Braun directly," said Oswald, starting up.
"No, no!" Bruno begged; "don't do that. You know how I dislike that.
Nobody is up yet in the house, I am sure; you would only have your
trouble for nothing, and then--I want to ask you something. Come, sit
down again on the bed. I feel I shall not be able to get up, and this
letter must reach Helen at once."
Oswald thought Bruno was delirious; he felt his pulse instinctively.
Bruno smiled. It was a sad smile.
"No, no!" he said. "Don't fear; I am perfectly conscious; just listen,
and you will see that what I say is quite clear and coherent."
Bruno then reminded Oswald that he had said from the beginning Felix
had come to win Helen. Until yesterday he had had no absolute proof of
this, but since yesterday he was sure of it. He told him then how he
had in the afternoon sauntered down to his favorite place in the
garden, the old chapel, where he was wont to indulge in his reveries,
and how voices near by had roused him from the slumber into which he
had fallen during the heat of the day. He explained to him the manner
in which he had obtained possession of the letter, and how his desire
to return it at night to Helen, when she was, as usual, playing near
the open window, had brought about his encounter with Felix.
These passionate but clear and convincing words made naturally a
profound impression on Oswald. To-morrow, then, the fearful sacrifice
was to be made, and yet she herself knew probably nothing of it. They
evidently wished to take her by surprise--to force her to make a
promise which she would afterwards be too proud to take back again. And
what could this letter mean, which was evidently directed in Helen's
handwriting, and had been sealed with her signet ring--how could the
baroness lose her daughter's letter? It was not difficult to see that
there was treason in this, and that it was absolutely necessary to
return the letter to Helen, so that she might know the weapons with
which she was to be attacked, and might be enabled to prepare herself
for the impending crisis. The only question was, how the letter could
reach Helen? Bruno wanted Oswald to carry it himself to her, and to
tell her at the same time what Bruno had heard during the conversation
of the baroness with Felix. But Oswald declared such a thing utterly
out of question; Bruno, as a near relative and acknowledged favorite,
might risk such an indiscretion, but he, a stranger, could not possibly
venture to allude to such delicate matters.
"But," cried Bruno, "I thought you were her friend, I thought you were
fond of her? And yet here her whole life and happiness are at stake,
and you refuse to help her because it is not etiquette to do this and
that! Just think of it--if they make her say yes! It will drive me mad;
I shall not survive it."
"And yet, Bruno, I cannot speak about such a matter,--not I."
"Why not you?"
"Because--I told you, because I am a stranger; because she might say to
me: Sir, what is that to you? I will give her the letter; it is her
property, and she has a right to expect that the finder should restore
it to her as soon as possible. Don't you see, too, that this one fact
speaks volumes? She will know at once what she may expect from the
other side, and the attack will find her forewarned."
"Then you will give her the letter?"
"Yes, I will, and at once. I presume she will come down to take her
usual morning walk. But how are you?"
"Better, much better!" said Bruno, suffering agonizing pain, but
fearing Oswald might lose his opportunity to see Helen, "much better!
If I press my hand to my side thus, I hardly feel any pain. Make haste
and go into the garden and listen! Give her my love and don't tell her
I am sick! Say I am a little unwell--you know I am not really sick."
The boy sank back on his bed and tried to smile at Oswald. But it was a
smile full of pain, and when the door had closed behind Oswald, Bruno
hid his face in the pillows to smother his deep groans, the effect of
his heart's anguish as much as of his bodily pain.
CHAPTER XVI.
Oswald had in vain waited for Helen long after the hour at which she
usually came down into the garden. To-day she came not. He went
repeatedly past her window, but without seeing her. At last, when the
house began to be astir, he went back to Bruno, who was looking for him
impatiently. Bruno was beside himself when he heard of Oswald's
failure, and Oswald tried in vain to convince him that the baroness and
Felix would, in all probability, postpone the execution of their plan
to the last moment, and that therefore to-morrow morning would be time
enough for the letter to reach Helen.
"And now," said Oswald, "I must make arrangements to have the doctor
sent for; I cannot bear the suspense about your condition any longer."
Unfortunately, Oswald's efforts remained fruitless. The baroness had
sent a servant to tell him that "a wagon would go to town any way in
the course of forenoon;" but the man had not dared to carry him such a
message, and had told him a messenger would be sent at once. Thus he
waited patiently till noon. Then the old baron came to inquire after
Bruno. He had not heard whether anybody had yet gone to town, but he
promised to send at once. The old gentleman had been quite angry at
this "remissness." Oswald thought that now, surely, efforts would be
made to get a physician. But one hour after another passed, the evening
came, and no Doctor Braun appeared. He went down stairs to inquire
himself what was the matter. "The wagon that had gone to town had just
returned, but the doctor had been called away and would not return for
twenty-four hours. Another physician had been recommended, but as the
servant had received no orders for such a case, he had not dared to
bring him." Oswald was incensed at such neglect. He went at once to the
baron, whom he found with the rest of the company in the garden, and
asked for a horse to ride himself to town, so that something might at
last be done in the matter.
"I dislike leaving Bruno," he said, "but I see no other way."
"The sickness, I presume, is not so very serious," said Anna Maria.
"I can judge of that as little as you," replied Oswald, sharply; "it
seems to me that Bruno is in a critical condition, and I consider it my
duty to act accordingly, until somebody who understands such matters
has taken his case in hand."
"Come," said the old baron, "we will send old Jake. You need not leave
Bruno. Jake is an intelligent person. You can rely upon him."
Oswald bowed formally to the company and left with the baron.
"It is nice when a young man has such decided, self-assured manners,"
said the Reverend Mr. Jager, ironically.
"The Apollo of Belvedere," said Primula, ironically, or under the
inspiration of poetic ecstasy.
"I fancy His Highness will shortly come down from his pedestal," said
Felix.
"Strict masters do not rule long," said the baroness, with a look of
intelligence at the professor, which the latter answered with a cunning
wink of his right eye over his spectacles.
"Bruno has all the time something the matter with him," said Malte,
powdering his strawberries with sugar.
Helen said nothing. She sat quiet, fixing her eyes upon the ground.
Then she rose and went, without saying a word out of the bower and
towards the castle.
"You are coming back, Helen?" Anna Maria called after her.
"I hardly think I shall," replied Helen, turning round; "I feel rather
cool out here."
She went on. The baroness and Felix exchanged significative glances.
Jake went to town and came promptly back to say that he had been unable
to secure the other town physician also, who had been sent for to a
great distance to set a broken arm. They had, however, promised to let
the doctor know as soon as he returned, and thought he would certainly
come out as soon as he possibly could.
Oswald found it hard to rest contented, but what could he do? Bruno's
condition was much the same. The pain was perhaps less acute, but it
had spread over a larger surface. He tried his best to calm Oswald,
whose anxiety increased as hour after hour passed and no medical
assistance came to his relief. "It is nothing; I'll be better
to-morrow. I am much more troubled about the letter than about my
sickness. Could you not try, Oswald, to throw it through the open
window into her room? That is what I wanted to do yesterday. If you
should meet Felix, you can tell him to remember last night, and you'll
see how he will run; or rather, say nothing, but do what I ought to
have done, and kill him at once."
At last, when all hope was abandoned, a doctor came. It was an old man,
whom the repeated calls of the day had made impatient, and who murmured
something about "trifling complaints, not worth troubling old men
with," through his teeth. He scarcely looked at Bruno, said it was
nothing, and promised to come again next day, when he would bring a
lotion.
"Now we are as wise as before," said Oswald, when the doctor had left
them again.
"I told you there was nothing the matter with me. Go to bed, Oswald,
you need sleep as much as I do."
But neither of them found any rest that night. Oswald had had his sofa
moved by the side of Bruno's bed, and did not undress, so as to be
ready at any moment. Bruno's condition remained the same; only his
restlessness increased and he wanted continually to drink. Towards
morning Oswald had fallen asleep; Bruno waked him when the sun was
about an hour above the horizon.
"Oswald, I cannot let you sleep any longer, sorry as I am for it. You
must go into the garden; it is high time. If you cannot find Helen
to-day I shall have to get up myself to give her back her letter, and
if it should be my death."
"How do you feel?"
"Better."
"You always say so!"
"Make haste!"
Oswald went into the garden and up the wall where he had met the
beautiful girl so many mornings when his heart was light. But he had
never felt sadder than he did this morning. Bruno's sickness, the
impending catastrophe in the family drama, whose gradual progress he
had watched with such painful interest, and in which he saw himself now
compelled to play the unpleasant part of go-between--all this weighed
heavily on his soul and kept him from enjoying the beautiful morning.
He saw neither the warm sunlight nor the bluish shadows of the morning;
the perfume of countless flowers, the whirling and dancing of myriads
of merry insects, and the jubilees of joyous birds in the trees, all
left him untouched. The flowers would not restore his beloved to
health, and the birds could not attract Helen!
But see there! Her dress was shining through the trees and the shrubs
on the other side. It must be she. She was walking more rapidly, now
she had noticed him; she evidently wished to speak to him.
"God be thanked that I find you at last," she said, from a distance,
already; "I have not closed my eyes all night long from care and
anxiety. He is better--is he not? You would not have left him if he
were not, I am sure!"
"He is better, at least Bruno says so. But I fear he is anything but
well. You know he is a hero in endurance."
"Yes, indeed," said Helen. "I love him as I love my brother, no--much
more than my brother. I cannot bear the thought of losing him. You
cannot imagine how it troubles me to know that he is suffering."
"He is not less troubled about you," said Oswald.
"How so?" asked Helen, fixing her large eyes interrogatively on
Oswald's face.
"I do not wish to lose the precious moments of this interview by a long
introduction," said Oswald "This letter which I hold in my hand,
evidently directed in your handwriting, was found night before last by
Bruno near the old chapel, directly after a conversation between the
baroness and Felix. Bruno, who happened to be in the chapel, had not
well been able to avoid hearing it all. He has requested me to return
your property to you. I need not tell you that it has been held sacred
from the moment it fell into Bruno's hands."
Helen's embarrassment had increased with every word spoken by Oswald.
Her beautiful face now blazed up crimson, and now turned ghastly pale.
Her bosom rose, her hand trembled as she took the letter from the young
man's hand, recognizing it at the first glance as her own letter
written to Mary Burton. Horror at the treachery by which she had been
victimized; maidenly shame at seeing her innermost feelings thus
profaned, and indignation at the consciousness that somebody, whoever
it might be, had been made aware how disgracefully she was treated by
her family, by her own mother--all these feelings rushed at once upon
her like a hurricane, that threatened utterly to overwhelm her.
And it was this last sense of insulted pride which first found
expression.
"I thank you," she said, rising to her full stately height, "for your
zeal to serve me. But you and Bruno have probably attached greater
importance to the matter than it deserves. I have on purpose kept this
letter, because it contained several things which mature reflection
made me desirous should not be made known; I have probably dropped it
unawares. I remember I was near the chapel night before last; I----"
She could not continue; the tears she had repressed so long gushed
forth irresistibly and rolled down her cheeks. She turned aside, as if
she felt she could no longer control herself, and beckoned Oswald to
leave her alone.
Oswald was probably not less indignant than Helen. His whole love for
the proud, beautiful girl, for whom he would have cheerfully given his
life, and by whom he was in danger now of being so entirely misjudged,
rose within him like a well of boiling water, and filled his bosom to
overflowing. He would have liked to fall at her feet, to confess all he
had so long concealed from her; but he controlled himself by a
supernatural effort, and said, as calmly as he could:
"I assure you, Miss Helen, that this scene cannot be more painful to
you than it is to me, and that I should not have given occasion for it,
if Bruno's feverish impatience had allowed me any choice. I am grieved,
deeply grieved at appearing in a false light before you; I apprehended
at once, that it would be impossible for you to distinguish between the
message and the messenger."
He bowed before the weeping girl and turned to go away.
"No, no!" she cried, stretching out her hand as if to retain him. "You
must not leave me thus. Let those who have driven me to extremities
answer for it if I am forced to expose the honor of my own family. Yes,
you have rendered me a service, a very great service. This letter has
fallen by treachery into the hands of those who have been so little
able to preserve their booty. This letter separates me forever from
them. But it shall not cut me off also from Bruno, whom I love dearly,
nor from you, who have always been so kind and friendly. I have always
looked upon you as a friend; always esteemed and honored you--how much
so, you may learn from this letter. Read it if the whole world knows
what I think of you, you may surely know it too."
And the young girl handed Oswald the letter. Her face was crimson, but
not with anger or shame. Her dark eyes shone, but like the eyes of a
heroine who is about to sacrifice herself for a holy cause.
"Read it, I tell you!" she said, with a peculiar smile, as Oswald stood
gazing at her. "Fear not that I shall afterwards repent of it. I know
your heart belongs to a friend who has returned yesterday. I do not ask
you for anything but what I have already--your friendship. Read the
letter, and when you have read it, burn it!"
Before Oswald could sufficiently recover from his boundless amazement
at these strange words, to utter a single word, the young girl had
already reached the courtyard below and was hurriedly walking through
the rich parterres towards the chateau.
"What was that?" Oswald asked, trembling; "am I in a dream? Melitta has
returned? And just now?--now? ha, ha, ha!"
It was a fearful laugh. Oswald started and looked around to see if
anybody else had laughed, perhaps some grim demon enjoying his
sufferings.
The letter was still in his hand. He felt as if to read it meant to
lose Melitta entirely, and to cut the last tie that bound him to her.
For a moment Helen appeared to him like a beautiful witch, who had come
to tempt him.... If he should burn the letter without reading it? Might
not then all come right? Might not Melitta remain his after all?
And while he was thinking this over, he had mechanically opened the
letter and commenced reading it....
He had finished it.... he sat, his head resting in his hand, on the
corner of the bench upon which he had sunk down unconsciously. Before
him, on the green turf, bright lights and shadows were playing to and
fro; in the thick foliage overhead the morning breeze was whispering,
and birds were singing in subdued tones.... he saw it all, he heard it
all, but he felt nothing, nothing but the one great fact, that if there
ever had been a paradise for him on earth, he had been driven from that
paradise forever.
CHAPTER XVII.
It was a few hours later. The baroness was sitting in her room, in her
accustomed place near the open glass door. She had an embroidery in her
lap; but her hands were idle, and only when steps were heard
approaching the door, which opened upon the passage, she quickly took
up her work and sewed a few stitches, letting it drop again in her lap
when the steps had passed. This was several times repeated, for there
was an active movement going on at the chateau. Everybody was more or
less busy with preparations for the evening, and the economical
baroness found it very difficult to sit still, doing nothing, when her
presence was so necessary in kitchen and pantry. But she had sent a
request to Miss Helen to come and see her when she had done with her
practising, and she wanted her daughter to find her calm and disposed
to enter into a friendly, though serious, conversation.
At least externally calm. For in her heart there was little peace. The
trouble about the letter, it is true, seemed to be uncalled for. It had
evidently not been carried back to Helen, and that was, for the moment,
the main point. She felt at liberty to use all the arrows which she had
gathered from the letter, without being afraid of their rebounding upon
the archer. Nevertheless, the clever and courageous lady had never in
her life so anxiously looked forward to a conversation with any one.
And yet she had had many very serious interviews, as nearly the whole
administration of the large estate was resting on her shoulders alone.
She did not think very well of men generally, and valued each one
according to the price for which he would probably give up his
convictions. For the baroness believed that everybody had his price, a
belief shared by everybody who, like herself, served the god Mammon
with his whole heart, his whole soul, and his whole mind.
She would have liked to consider her daughter also under the general
rule, of which she herself did not claim to be an exception, but she
found it impossible. A secret voice, which she could not silence, told
her: Helen will not sell her soul for thirty pieces of silver, nor for
so many millions, nor for anything in the world. Another mother would
have been delighted with such an idea; she would have respected her
daughter as her better self, and worshipped her as her beau ideal. The
baroness knew no such enthusiasm. The spirit that throned on her
daughter's proud brow, and looked so great, so noble in her dark
eyes--that spirit was to her a strange, unnatural, and hostile spirit.
She had nothing in common with such thoughts. Helen was the child of
her mind, but not of her heart. Helen had inherited the gentle
disposition, and the honest upright character of her father the very
qualities against which the baroness was, in truth, continually
struggling. But she had, besides, the powerful intellect of her mother,
and was thus enabled to protect the holy things of her heart with the
sharp sword of the mind, without yet ever desecrating it by using it in
a bad cause and this combination made her so irresistibly attractive to
noble souls, so hateful to low and ignoble souls.
At this moment, however, the baroness took much trouble to show a
conciliatory, peaceful, and friendly disposition. The effort made her
almost disposed to tears. It may be that she looked upon tears as,
after all, probably the best means to touch her noble daughter's heart,
and to win her for her own selfish views.
There came a knock at the door, The baroness snatched up her work.
Upon her: Come in! Helen entered the room. The baroness was rather
near-sighted, and did not at once notice that the noble, proud face of
the young girl was deadly pale--not with that painful pallor which
cowardice gives to the cheeks, but with that marble paleness which
harmonizes very well with eyes full of heroic fire.
"I am sorry, dear child," said the baroness, "to have to interrupt you
in your early studies. I sent for you in order to speak to you about a
matter of the utmost importance. But sit down! Take that chair in which
your father usually sits."
"Thank you," said Helen, and remained standing.
The measured, almost curt tone, in which these two words were uttered,
made the baroness look up from her work. She noticed now for the first
time the pale cheeks of her daughter, and her own cheeks lost their
color.
"I hope you are not unwell," she said, and her voice was less firm than
usual. "If you are, we will postpone our conversation till another
time. You will need all your strength for to-night."
"I am perfectly well," replied the young girl; "I was myself on the
point of asking you to grant me an interview, since I also have to
speak to you of matters of importance."
"You to me?" said--the baroness, fixing her large, deep-sunk eyes upon
her daughter's pale face. "You to me? What can that be? Speak out!"
"It is this!" said Helen; "I found night before last near the chapel a
letter----"
The baroness raised her head, and cast at Helen a look in which
consternation, wrath, fear, and defiance were strangely mingled.
"A letter," continued Helen, "which I had written and given to Louisa
to be sent to the post-office. It was, of course, sealed when I gave it
to Louisa; when I found it, it had been broken open. I can hardly
imagine that Louisa, who is so very warmly attached to me, should take
sufficient interest in my correspondence to commit such a wrong at the
risk of being immediately turned out of the house. I must, therefore,
assure you that there is somebody else in the house who takes the
trouble to play the spy upon me. I intended, therefore, to come and ask
you what I ought to do?"
The baroness had been steadily sewing at her work while Helen was
speaking. Now she looked up and asked:
"For whom was the letter intended?"
"For Mary Burton."
"Did you speak very freely in your letter?"
"As friends write to friends."
"Did the letter contain things which you would not like to be seen by
others?"
"Certainly."
"Not even by your parents?"
Helen made no answer.
"Not even by your parents?"
"Yes."
"For instance, that your parents are dead for you, as well as your
other relations."
"You read the letter?"
"You see I did."
"Then I have nothing more to say or to ask."
Helen bowed and was about to leave the room.
"Stay!" said the baroness; "if you have nothing more to say, I have
some questions to ask, which you will be good enough to answer. As for
the letter, you need not give yourself any more trouble about it. When
parents permit their children to correspond without surveillance, they
expect that their children will be worthy of such a privilege. When
they see themselves deceived in this expectation they withdraw the
privilege. That is perfectly natural. But it is not at all natural that
a child, after having received nothing but affection from her parents,
should abandon them at once; it is not natural, when a child has the
boldness to conceive such a thought, to write it down, and to
communicate her disgrace to others. What can you say in reply?"
"Nothing."
"And if such a child takes all the love she owes her parents, and all
the affection she owes her other relatives, and bestows them upon
strangers, for instance, upon a so-called friend, whose only merit
consists in having been at the same boarding-school, or upon a boy who
has been taken into the house from charity, or upon a paid servant of
her parents,--yes, miss! a paid servant, with whom the parents,
moreover, are very much dissatisfied,--what can you say to that?"
"Nothing."
"And if your parents are still willing to forgive you, if your
relatives, whose affection you do not deserve, are disposed not to give
you up, if you see that parents and relatives join hands in order to
save your imperilled honor,--if they propose to give you in the person
of a husband a friend and protector, who will keep you hereafter from
committing such follies, to use no harsher name, and if one of your
relatives is willing to assume this difficult task of being your
husband, friend, and tutor,--have you nothing to say to that also?"
"Oh yes," replied Helen, who had been standing there, pale and
motionless, without moving a muscle, fixing her large dark eyes with an
expression of invincible courage, till she had risen to confront her,
"Oh yes! I have to reply to that, that I prefer death a thousand times
to becoming Felix's wife."
She said this calmly, slowly, weighing, as it were, every syllable.
"And if your parents insist?"
"Then I cannot and shall not obey."
"And if they announce to-night your engagement to Felix to the
assembled guests?"
"Then I shall say to the assembled guests what I have just said to
you."
"Is that your final decision?"
"It is, so help me God!"
"Well, then I give you up, as you have given me up! Go then, and throw
yourself into the arms of that beggar. But no! God be thanked, we have
still means to conceal such a disgrace from the world. To-morrow you
will pack your things, and day after to-morrow you will go back to
school."
A ray of joy broke from Helen's dark eyes, and a slight blush covered
her pale cheeks.
"I am perfectly willing to go!"
"But not to Hamburg," said the baroness, and there was cruel irony in
her words. "I have had enough of Mary Burton. You will go to Grunwald.
I have already written to Miss Bear. She is not quite as indulgent as
Madame Bernard, but there is no call for kindness and indulgence now.
Go to your room now. At six you will be ready dressed for the ball.
Consider once more what you are going to do. I give you time till then.
Now you can go."
Helen went to the door without saying a word. As she was about to go
out, the old baron entered.
"Where are you going to, my darling?" he said, cordially stretching out
his hand towards her.
Helen seized his hand, pressed it to her lips, and said:
"Do not condemn me till you have heard me, papa!"
Then she hastened out of the room.
"What is the matter with the girl?" said the old gentleman, looking
after her in astonishment.
"Come, Grenwitz," said the baroness, "I have to speak to you about some
important matters."
CHAPTER XVIII.
The conversation between the baroness and her husband lasted for some
time, but Anna Maria was unlucky today in her diplomatic negotiations.
She had not been able to bend her daughter's pride, and she was not
able, now, to convert her husband to her views, yielding as he
generally was. It is a well-known fact, that very pliant persons are
apt to become most obstinate and self-willed on some points. It looks
as if these points were impregnable fortresses, places of refuge for
the will of such men, to which they retire when they have been beaten
and overcome everywhere else, in order to defend their independence
here to the uttermost. The baroness had experienced this more than once
during her lone dominion over her husband. The latter generally
confided blindly in her, and worshipped her with a kind of idolatry;
but every now and then a spirit of opposition had risen in him, and
frequently in matters where she had least expected resistance. She had
always known how to avoid difficulties in such cases, by prudent and
timely concessions. She had paid little attention to these occurrences,
because they were generally caused by mere trifles. But if she had
compared these cases of "stubbornness" of the old gentleman with each
other, she would have found that they always showed the plain, honest
good sense, and the inexhaustible goodness of the baron, as arrayed
against some cunning, selfish measure on the side of his wife. The old
gentleman might not be considered very clever, but there was something
in him that was more powerful than all his wife's sophisms; a divine
spark which, if needs be, could still blaze up in a flame. This spark
of divine fire was the power of forgetting himself for the sake of
others, and of finding his own happiness in the happiness of others.
For there never was a greater truth uttered, than that charity is high
above all the knowledge and the highest powers of man, and the greatest
of all virtues.
People who look upon charity and love as very superfluous articles of
luxury, and who have little opportunity to see their efficacy in
themselves, are apt to forget these elements in their calculations.
This is what happened to the baroness. It had never occurred to her
that the baron might really love his child, and that he then would
naturally value her happiness more highly than all worldly advantages.
And now an almost incredible thing happened. The old gentleman declared
most positively that, if Helen was sure she could not love Felix, the
matter was settled once for all times. He did not deny the advantages
which such a match could not fail to secure to all the parties
interested, nor the pleasure with which he himself would have seen such
a union. But he insisted upon due regard being paid to Helen's peace
and happiness. And here he took his stand. Anna Maria did not spare
words; she even had recourse to tears. She painted Helen's defiance and
her improper conduct during the last interview in the darkest colors;
she threatened the old man that she would resort to extremities, and
leave him to choose between herself and his disobedient child, as she
did not mean to be disgraced by seeing her daughter triumph over her in
her own house--it was all in vain; the old gentleman maintained his
position with the utmost tenacity. He would not admit that Helen was a
bad girl; she might have been carried away by passion, but she was not
bad at heart; she would soon come and ask her mother's pardon. And even
if she should be less good than he believed her, even if she had
behaved badly towards her mother, that was yet no reason why she should
be forced into a hateful union. All the baroness could obtain was, that
Helen, if she still refused, should leave home for a time. The father
consented to this, because he thought it best for mother and daughter
to part for a time, until the passions should have subsided a little on
both sides. He did not object to Helen's going to Grunwald instead of
Hamburg, because that would enable him to see her more frequently, and
because he looked upon the whole arrangement only as a provisional one,
which would, in all probability, not last long. Anna Maria, on the
other hand, had to be content with this result, as she had constantly
to fear that Helen, driven to bay, might make that unpleasant affair of
the letter known to her father. This fear had made her less energetic
in the whole conversation than she usually was. Her bad conscience had
made a coward of her, and this cowardice had made it easier for the
baron to triumph. He kissed his wife on the forehead, as he always did
after a scene of more or less painful controversy, thanked her for her
readiness to fall in with his views and wishes, and expressed a hope
that the peace of the family would ere long be fully restored.
"I should feel wretched, if I had to see those I love best upon earth
divided among themselves," the good old man said, with tears in his
eyes. "I have prayed to God all these days for light to show me what I
ought to do in this matter. I should be sorry to have in any way
offended you, dear Anna Maria, for I know how much I owe you; but I
have also duties towards my daughter, and I cannot consent that you
should make her unhappy, with the best intentions in the world. God
knows, I desire nothing but your happiness; and now, my dear Anna
Maria, let us go to dinner, for, if I am not mistaken, dinner has been
announced twice already."
The baroness was to have no rest to-day.
The melancholy dinner, at which neither Oswald, who would not leave
Bruno, nor Helen, who excused herself on the plea of a bad headache,
had made their appearance, was over, and the baron had just gone out to
have a talk with Helen and to inquire after Bruno. The baroness had
remained alone with Felix, and knew she would have to tell him the
disagreeable news that their joint plans had been utterly defeated by
Helen's obstinate resistance and the baron's stubbornness. How could
she make such a confession, she who had boasted so much of her
unlimited power over her husband; she who had not only originated the
plan, but who had carried on the whole transaction! It was a hard task
for the selfish, ambitious woman.
How much she now regretted ever having read that letter! It had told
her little more than what she already knew, and how she had compromised
herself! She could no longer use her full authority against Helen, for
her daughter had a formidable weapon in her hands. Anna Maria knew full
well that the baron would never approve of such a breach of faith,
especially in his present state of mind. Nor could she be more candid
with Felix. She had to tell him that the battle was lost, and had not
even the consolation to be able to show him that it was lost only by an
unfortunate accident.
The bitter cap had to be drained. Felix could not trust his ears. He,
Felix, Baron Grenwitz, had been refused, spurned with contempt, in the
one single case in which he had been in earnest! And by whom? By a girl
fresh from school! And possibly for the sake of an obscure person,
whose sole merit was that he looked almost like a gentleman. Felix
behaved as if the world must come to an end now. To lose Helen well, he
might have found consolation for that; but to lose, with her, also the
prospect of seeing his debts paid, or rather, of seeing his credit
considerably improved, that was far worse, and a very serious matter to
a man like Felix. Helen's dower, the sums which his uncle had promised
to advance in order to enable him to make his exhausted estates once
more productive, all to be lost--no! they could not trifle with him in
this way! He had done all he could do; he had thrown up his commission
(better: he had been forced to leave the army); he had been authorized
by the baroness to make his engagement publicly known, and now--his
commission, his future wife, his honor--all lost!
"I shall blow out my brains," he cried pathetically.
The baroness tried to calm him--and she succeeded very quickly--by
promising him that, in spite of the failure in his courtship, the other
parts of the agreement should stand as if he had succeeded.
When they had settled this important point they were able to discuss
with a little more composure the question as to what might be the real
reason for Helen's refusal. To Felix's great astonishment, the baroness
insisted upon it, that there existed a regular attachment between
Oswald and her daughter. She would not tell what made her think so with
certainty; but she was so persistent that Felix at last admitted "the
thing might be possible, ridiculous as it was." "That man is a cunning
fox," he said. "Timm warned me against him from the beginning; I did
not attach much importance to what he said, because he and Stein seemed
to be good friends. But I see now Timm was right."
A servant brought the baroness a letter from Grunwald, that had been
sent by a special messenger.
"From Mr. Timm," she said, surprised, when she had opened the letter.
"I am quite curious to see what he can have to write. I hope he was
paid properly. Excuse me, dear Felix."
Her face, however, gradually assumed such an expression of
astonishment, consternation, and terror, as she went on reading, that
Felix could not keep from saying:
"But, dearest aunt, what is the matter? You have turned as white as the
wall!"
"Oh, it is hideous!" said the baroness. "It is scandalous! These
scoundrels! It is a regular plot! These scoundrels!"
"But, for Heaven's sake, what is the matter?" cried Felix.
"There, you may read yourself!" said the baroness, handing him the
letter, trembling with rage.
Felix took the letter and read:
"Madam:--It is not my fault if the contents of this letter should prove
unpleasant to you. You know the veneration I feel for yourself and your
whole family; you know the zeal I have always shown in your service,
and the gratitude I have felt for your amiable hospitality in former
days, and especially during the last happy days. If I must, therefore,
speak and act in a manner which seems to contradict these sentiments, I
hope you will see at once that the contradiction is only apparent, and
that I am compelled to act by a principle which is even higher than
personal friendship and individual respect: I mean the duty we all owe
to Justice.
"This innate sense of right, which I have no doubt inherited from my
sainted father, forces me to inform you, without the slightest delay,
of a most remarkable discovery which I have recently made.
"You know that my father was a lawyer in Grunwald; that his practice
was as large as his reputation for uprightness, conscientiousness, and
ability was extensive, and that he counted the very first families of
the province among his clients. Thus he stood also in his business
relations with Baron Harald Grenwitz, and was, moreover, as I have
often heard him relate, bound to him by personal friendship. At least
my father frequently mentioned that the late baron intrusted him with
the management of the most delicate family matters. The truth of this
assertion is strongly confirmed by the discovery of which I have spoken
before.
"It consists in this: I have found, by chance, several packages of
papers and letters, all of which once belonged to Baron Harald, and
were by him intrusted to my father for unknown purposes (as there is no
explanation given anywhere in the baron's handwriting, or in my
father's). In all probability they were intended to help my father in
discovering the child to which the baron had, in a special codicil,
bequeathed a considerable fortune. There is no doubt, at all events,
that such a search can only be begun by the aid of these letters and
papers, and, of course, they are indispensable for success. I am also
persuaded that nothing but my father's sudden death has prevented him
from obtaining such a result, and that an able lawyer could easily take
up the thread of his investigations where it dropped from the hand of
my father.
"The papers consist of, 1. A bundle of letters of a certain
Mademoiselle Marie Montbert, addressed to Baron Harald Grenwitz; 2. A
like bundle of letters written by the baron to the young lady; 3.
Several letters from a certain Monsieur d'Estein to Mademoiselle
Montbert; 4. Several family documents concerning Mademoiselle Montbert;
5. A perfect copy of the last will of Baron Harald, together with the
codicil, which contains, as you know, not only the conditions attached
to the legacy, but also the means by which the child in question may
most easily be discovered and authenticated. You know that the codicil
contains, in this part, the names of Mademoiselle Montbert and of
Monsieur d'Estein, and it need not be stated that these persons are the
same as those who wrote the above-mentioned letters.
"So far, all I have reported to you has nothing especially surprising
for those who are not personally interested in the affair. But what I
have to say next is so extraordinary that I must ask your permission to
state it in person, I can only tell you, that in Mr. d'Estein's letters
the name occurs which that gentleman proposed to adopt after having
succeeded in rescuing Mademoiselle Montbert, and that this name, if you
simply leave off the d' and the E, agrees with that of a gentleman who
has been living for some time in your family. I may add that, for my
part, I am fully convinced of the identity of this person with the
unknown heir to Stantow and Baerwalde, especially in consequence of
communications made to me by that person himself about his family and
his early youth.
"While this is my personal conviction, I have yet taken care not to
mention it as yet to the person in question, as, after all, there might
be some doubt about it yet, and I did not wish to excite hopes which
might possibly not be realized.
"I break off here, in order not to anticipate too fully my oral report
(perhaps you will shortly be in Grunwald? or do you desire me to come
to Grenwitz?), and also in order not to risk too much in confiding
these valuable secrets to a letter.
"Accept, madam, the assurances of my," etc., etc., etc.
"Here is a 'Turn-over,'" said Felix, turning over the last page.
"P.S.--As the papers are scarcely quite safe in my own rooms, I mean to
place them in the hands of a lawyer, in case _you should not, very
promptly, dispose of them otherwise_.
"Ha, ha, ha!" laughed Felix; "there the fox shows his cunning! In case
you should not otherwise dispose of them, underscored: _i. e_., have the
goodness to name the sum which you think you can afford to pay for
these papers, and the secret goes no farther!--Ha, ha, ha! Yes, yes,
Timm is a clever fellow, I always knew that."
"Then you think he has really found the papers?" asked the baroness, in
astonishment.
"Why not?" said Felix. "The thing looks extremely probable, and I
advise you to buy the papers before they rise in the market."
"And do you also think that this--that this man--I can hardly speak of
it calmly--that this Stein is really Harald's son?"
"It is by no means impossible," said Felix.
"No, it _is_ impossible," cried the baroness, with great vehemence;
"the whole is a wretched plot, an abominable conspiracy between the two
sharpers. The letters are forgeries; they have been concocted and
written by the two rascals when they were here together. It is a mere
invention to frighten us and to extort money from us--or perhaps, ha!
now I see! Don't you see, Felix, what they are after? They want Helen!
One is to have the money, the other the girl! Ha, ha, ha! Capital! What
a pity Helen did not say anything of that also in her letter to Mary
Burton, for I wager she is in the plot too. But they shall not get
anything, not a dollar!"
"Do not take the matter too lightly, dearest aunt," said Felix. "I tell
you Timm is a clever fellow, and if the letters are really forgeries,
you will find they are prodigiously well done. They will give you
trouble. Will you listen to my advice?"
"Well!"
"Let me go to-morrow, or at some time, to Grunwald and talk with Timm.
I have had, in former times, many a conversation with him, and he knows
that I am not easily hoodwinked. We shall have to pay something, I am
sure, but I can get the papers cheaper than anybody else."
"And what is to be done with Mr. Stein?"
"He must be turned out in disgrace. Will you leave that also to me?"
"Yes, do what you like. Only relieve me of that man."
"I'll do it. There will probably be an occasion for it this very night.
The more noise is made about it the better. He shall lose all desire to
have anything more to do with us. But you must not say a word of it to
uncle."
"For heaven's sake no!" said the baroness. "He is capable of
introducing Mr. Stein, this very night, to the whole company as our
esteemed relative. He is almost childish now, and I can no longer trust
him in anything."
"Well then," said Felix, kissing his aunt's hand, "rely upon me. We'll
carry the matter through, I am sure. But I think, dear aunt, it must be
high time to get ready. For heaven's sake, it is five o'clock, and some
of the guests will come at six! How can I get ready in an hour?"
CHAPTER XIX.
Carriage after carriage came thundering through the great portal, drove
round the courtyard, and stopped before the door. Ladies and gentlemen
in full dress got out and followed the servants into dressing-rooms. A
few minutes later the folding-doors were thrown open, and they were
received by the old baron and Felix in the great reception-rooms in the
lower story.
Thus the whole nobility of the neighborhood had gradually assembled.
Not only the gala carriages in which they had come,--some with four,
and a few even with six high-bred horses, to say nothing of the
outriders in bright liveries,--but also the evening dress of the
gentlemen and the brilliant toilettes of the ladies showed that they
had come prepared for a magnificent entertainment. They thought,
moreover, they could tell what was the special occasion for this party,
as the baroness and Felix had not been sparing of allusions to an event
which might possibly take place in a short time! The baroness and Felix
had got themselves into a serious difficulty by these allusions, and
were now on the point of learning how much more troublesome it is to
silence gossip than to start it. The more modest among the guests
looked full of expectation, curious friends ventured upon allusions,
and a few impertinent neighbors even asked direct questions, till
they could scarcely preserve their polite equanimity during such a
cross-fire of examination. The company seemed to be determined to
believe in the engagement, and patiently waited till supper-time, when
they thought the truth would come out at last. A few only were
sharp-sighted enough to notice certain indications which made them
think the end not quite so near yet. They pointed out the unusually
formal manner of the baroness, who was at times almost embarrassed; the
frequent mistakes of the old baron, who was more absent-minded than
ever, and by no means looked like a happy father; and, above all, the
distance at which Baron Felix kept from Miss Helen, who looked more
like a beautiful statue of cold marble than like a young girl on the
day on which her engagement was to be made public.
For a time, however, the attention of the company was somewhat
preoccupied by the appearance of a lady and gentleman who were in good
earnest engaged, and presented themselves to-day for the first time as
such in public: Miss Emily Breesen and Arthur Baron Cloten. The young
couple had already paid the visits usual on such occasions in that
province, but the neighborhood was very large and some had not been
reached at all, while others had been unfortunately away from home.
There were, therefore, countless congratulations yet to receive and to
return. Emily and Baron Cloten formed the centre of a large circle of
ladies and gentlemen respectively, who found little else to talk of but
their happiness. Cloten seemed to be overjoyed; he was talking and
laughing incessantly, and it seemed to be miraculous that a single
little hair was surviving in his diminutive moustache--so very
industriously did he twist and twirl it through his fingers. Emily
seemed to bear her good fortune with more composure; the minority of
sharp-sighted observers even thought they noticed a dim cloud on her
brow, in spite of the efforts she made to smile upon everybody; they
also fancied that her eye was ceaselessly examining the company,
without ever resting for a moment on her happy betrothed.
There was evidently abundant food for gossip to-night.
The intimacy between Baron Cloten and Baron Barnewitz's lovely, but
dangerous wife, Hortense, had of course remained no secret in a society
so full of spies and tale bearers, and the last large party at
Barnewitz, with its unpleasant scenes between Cloten and Hortense's
husband, during which the unlucky lady fainted so inopportunely, had
lifted the last thin veil from this liaison. Everybody, therefore, was
full of curiosity to see how Hortense would bear her loss, and
especially to find out whom the blonde Loreley would choose for
Cloten's successor. Some supposed it would be Count Grieben, others
Adolphus Breesen. Both were equally eager to win the good-will of the
dangerous Circe. The former was a rejected lover of Emily's, and
therefore seemed to be specially fitted to become Cloten's successor;
the latter was by far the handsomest and cleverest young man in the
whole set--qualities which Hortense, with her own cleverness,
appreciated fully.
"I bet upon Grieben," said young Sylow; "a basket of champagne. Who
takes the bet?"
"I," cried Nadelitz; "pshaw! Don't I know Breesen?"
"Six bottles forfeit, up to the cotillon to-night?"
"Ha, ha! Do you hear? He is losing courage already; but I take it.
Done!"
"Really a famous woman, the Barnewitz," said Hans Pluggen; "I wish I
were one of the candidates!"
"Well, that wouldn't be so very difficult," said somebody else.
"I cannot imagine what you see in the Barnewitz," replied young Sylow.
"Now, if it were the Berkow! I wish she were here!"
"I dare say there are plenty who wish so," said one, laughing. "But you
know, I suppose, that Berkow is dead and the widow has come back?"
"Old news!"
"Well, do you know, too, that Oldenburg is going to be married?"
"Nonsense!"
"You may rely upon it. I have it from the Barnewitz. She surely must
know."
"Is Oldenburg coming to-night?"
"Felix said he had promised to come; but Oldenburg has his own ways."
Melitta's return and her husband's death were discussed in other
circles also besides those of the young men. Melitta was one of the
most popular ladies in society, and yet she had, strange enough, few
enemies and rivals. Now and then people spoke of her "eccentricities,"
of a desire to be apart and different from others; some said she was
too learned, others, she was coquetting with liberal politicians--but
generally her loveliness, her kindness, and unpretending manners were
readily acknowledged. Aside from such remarks, moreover, the charms of
her person were above all criticism. Hence, everybody seemed to be glad
that she had at last been relieved of the terrible burden, which she
had borne so sweetly, and was eager to know whom she would make happy
by giving him her hand. For no one doubted that so young a widow would
soon marry again. In some indefinite way a report had of late obtained
currency that Baron Oldenburg had the best prospect; it was even
whispered quite secretly, and as a mere _on dit_, for which no one
wished to be held responsible, that the intimacy between the baron and
Melitta was of old date, and that Baron Berkow had lost his mind very
opportunely. A few details even were mentioned, by those who claimed to
be particularly well informed, which could not have been true without
compromising Melitta's reputation very seriously. No one knew with whom
these reports originated. The sharp-sighted observers, again, ascribed
them to Hortense Barnewitz, who, they said, had thus avenged herself on
Oldenburg for a piece of advice he had given Cloten, which had led the
latter in his blind obedience to find himself engaged to Emily Breesen
before he well knew what he was doing.
In the mean time eight o'clock had come, and with it the hour at which
the ball was to commence. The baroness opened it with Count Grieben.
Count Grieben found it difficult to make himself heard, in spite of his
screaming voice, as the music preceded them during the old-fashioned
polonaise through all the rooms, and then, thanks to a happy
inspiration of his genius, across the lawn, through the darkest parts
of the garden, and back again into the principal ball-room, where it
ended in a solemn slow waltz.
"That is a good old fashion, baroness!" he screamed, delighted, into
his partner's ear; "my sainted father had it so, and my sainted
grandfather, and a great many more, no doubt. The old ones knew a thing
or two. Young folks are stupid folks. Don't you think so?"
"Yes, indeed, indeed!" replied the baroness.
Dance followed dance. The violins screamed, the bass growled. The faces
of the dancers began to look heated; the ladies used their fans
vehemently, and the servants, who continually went around with large
waiters of refreshments, saw them disappear more and more rapidly--but
there was no real enjoyment, and it seemed as if a cloud were resting
on the whole company.
"What on earth can be the matter to-night?" said young Grieben, wiping
his forehead during one of the pauses, and addressing a group of
dancers who stood in the very centre of the room; "we work ourselves to
death and nothing comes of it; there is no _en train_ in the matter."
"Well, you can dance a long time before your long legs are tired," said
young Sylow; "but you are right; I have drunk a couple of bottles, and
yet the more I drink the sadder I become."
"That is exactly my case," said a third; "I do not know what it can be,
but the ball at Barnewitz was a good deal merrier."
"What it can be?" said Breesen. "Well, I should think that was clear
enough. The old baron looks like a wet chicken in the rain; the old
baroness like a dethroned Hecuba--isn't it Hecuba? Felix quarrels with
everybody who comes near him, and Miss Helen has not said three words
all the evening. And you expect people to enjoy themselves? I feel as
if it were a funeral."
"Well, there is a sick man at all events," said Pluggen; "the old baron
just told me: Bruno has been sick in bed since yesterday."
"Ah, I suppose that is the reason why Doctor Stein has not come down?"
said Count Grieben; "I thought he was correcting exercises, perhaps,
and would come down after a while, ha, ha, ha!"
"Hush, Grieben," said Hans Pluggen; "the other day you spoke very
differently about the doctor."
"I said he was a consummate fool, whom I would enlighten on the subject
of his position, and I say so again."
"Why, that is word for word what Felix was saying just now; the doctor
seems to be a great favorite with the gentlemen."
"He is all the more liked by the ladies," observed Nadelitz,
ironically.
"Yes, indeed," added Breesen; "he is said to have made three sisters at
once unhappy at the ball the other day."
"At least they have not cried their eyes out, as they say Miss Emily
has done," replied Nadelitz, annoyed by Breesen's allusion to his three
sisters.
"You must not say such things!" cried Breesen, angrily.
"What is sauce for the goose is sauce for the gander."
"I called no names."
"Because everybody knew idiom you meant."
"But, gentlemen, _tant de bruit pour une omelette_!" said Pluggen. "I
wonder if you are going to quarrel about that man? why, that would be
the very way to make people believe that he is a favorite with the
ladies."
"Do you know the last news?" said Cloten, suddenly pushing his blonde
moustache into the group.
"Well?"
"Just imagine that Stein--but hush, there is Grenwitz--not a word, I
pray you!"
"Well, gentlemen!" said Felix, "will you please form a cotillon? I have
already twice given notice!"
Felix said this in a somewhat irritated tone of voice. His face,
generally pale, was deep red. He had evidently taken a good deal of
wine.
When the dance was over the same gentlemen, whose conversation Felix
had interrupted, met once more as if by agreement.
"Well, where is Cloten with his last piece of news?" asked Sylow.
"Here," said Cloten, coming up. "Just imagine this Stein--we are quite
_entre nous_ here?"
"Oh yes! Go on!"
"Has the impudence--well, guess! to fall in love with whom?"
"Ah, Cloten, you are unbearable! Are you going to tell us or not?"
"With Helen Grenwitz!" said Cloten, in a hollow voice.
"Well, not so bad!" said Sylow.
"That is just like the fellow," added Grieben.
"_Hinc illae lacrimae!_" laughed Breesen, who had retained a few Latin
phrases from his school-days.
"And the best of it is," continued Cloten, "Miss Helen is by no means
averse; _au contraire_, she is head over ears in love with him. Now, is
not that charming?"
"Who on earth has made you believe that bloody story?" asked Breesen.
"I have it from very good authority," replied Cloten, with a
significative wink of the eye towards that part of the room where Emily
was standing in conversation with Helen.
"Hm, hm!" said Breesen.
"The story is not improbable," remarked Sylow. "That explains the deep
melancholy of all the Grenwitz family; they look like mutes."
"Did not I always say there was something the matter tonight?" remarked
Breesen, again. "I am quite glad now I did not become more intimate
with the fellow; at first, I confess, I liked him very well. The man
has really something very winning about him."
"He is a famous shot!" said Sylow, meditatively.
"Famous or not famous!" said Cloten, "I verily believe you give him a
wide berth, gentlemen, because he is a tolerably good shot. No,
gentlemen, that will not do, really, that will not do! I propose that
we make amends for our first blunder and treat the man, if he should
ever show himself again among us, as he deserves--with the utmost
contempt."
"'Pon honor!" said Grieben, "Cloten, is right I shall make the fellow
acquainted with my hunting-whip."
"It is a pity he is not here, so that you could carry out your threat
at once!" said Breesen, ironically.
"_Quand on parle du loup_," said Sylow; "there he is! And his Pylades,
Oldenburg, as a matter of course, by his side."
The open folding-doors were really just then showing Oldenburg and
Oswald in the adjoining room. They conversed for a few minutes with
each other; then Oldenburg entered the ball-room, while Oswald was held
back by the old baron.
CHAPTER XX.
Oswald had spent nearly the whole day by Bruno's bedside after he had
returned from his memorable interview with Helen. He had tried to
forget himself while nursing his dear patient.
Bruno himself forgot his pain when he heard that Oswald had seen Helen
and given her the letter; he was so happy he did not even notice
Oswald's pale face and disturbed manner.
"Now all is right again," he said; "now she knows how she stands. Now
they cannot hurt her any more, for now she is forewarned. Oh, that
thought makes me feel quite well again."
Unfortunately, he was far from being well. The pain in his side
returned after a few minutes with increased violence. Oswald hoped the
doctor would certainly keep his promise and return in the course of the
forenoon. But the forenoon passed and no doctor came. Bruno's condition
did not grow worse, but neither did it mend, and Oswald knew too little
of medicine to be aware that a condition which does not improve grows
worse. However, when noon came without bringing the doctor, he did not
rest till a messenger on horseback had been sent to town. The man
brought back the lotion which the doctor had himself ordered at the
drug-store, but reported that the doctor was not in town, and that
Doctor Braun was not expected back till nightfall. He had been at the
house of the latter, and left word to send the doctor as soon as he
should return. Oswald felt very grateful to the considerate man, who
seemed to take a warm interest in Bruno's sickness. He breathed more
freely when he heard of Doctor Braun's coming, for he had great
confidence in him. In the mean time, however, he did not neglect the
means prescribed by the other physician; but it had so little effect
that Bruno at last begged not to be troubled any more with the useless
remedy. Thus the long, long hours passed one after another with a
weariness which only the sick man knows, who tosses restlessly on his
couch, and the friend who sits, his heart full of unutterable, and,
alas! helpless anxiety, by his bedside, waiting for the doctor who does
not come, or a symptom of change which never appears.
The old baron sent several times to inquire how Bruno was, and in the
afternoon he came up stairs himself. He thanked Oswald with great
cordiality for his kindness, patted Bruno on his hot cheeks, and
promised to give him the horse he had long wished for as soon as he
should be well again.
"I am exceedingly sorry," he said to Oswald, as the latter accompanied
him to the door, "that we must have company just to-day. It is very
painful to me to think that the house is open, and dancing going on,
while a member of my family is lying dangerously ill."
Oswald tried his best to quiet the good old gentleman, although his own
heart was full of anxiety. Nor did he dare to mention to the baron at
this time a resolution which he had formed during the last hours.
He had come to the conclusion that he could not remain any longer in
this house.
How he should be able to live without Bruno; how he should tear himself
away from the happiness of seeing Helen every day, he could not tell.
He only knew he must go.
This he repeated to himself, over and over again, as he smoothed
Bruno's pillow, as he took his burning hands in his own, brushed his
hair from his brow, or moistened his parched lips. There was almost
womanly tenderness in these loving attentions.
"If my mother were alive, she could not nurse me better," said Bruno,
pressing his hand gratefully.
"You never knew your mother, Bruno."
"I was only three years old when she died; but I remember my father,"
and now the boy began to speak of his father with feverish excitement;
how tall and strong and beautiful he had been; "not as slender as you,
but broader in the shoulders, and with long, dark locks that flowed
down upon his shoulders, like King Harfagar;" and of the little farm,
high up in Dalecarlia, which the father had worked with two servants
only, and how clever he had been at everything; and how he had wielded
his axe, although he had been page at the queen's court in his youth,
carrying her long silk train on state occasions; and of Thor, the fast
trotter, whom the father put into his sleigh; and of the northern
winter nights, when the stars on the black sky sparkled like diamonds,
rubies, and emeralds, so bright that the snow glittered in their light;
and of the northern lights, how they suddenly blazed up on the horizon
and stretched out their fiery arms to the zenith.
"We must make a trip to Sweden together," he said; "here winter is mere
child's play; there you will see real snow and ice! Here it is hot,
intolerably hot--I wish I were amid snow and ice!" And the boy tossed
his head restlessly on his pillow and asked for water.
Just then music was heard from the garden.
"What is that?" he said, standing up.
Oswald went to the window.
"It is the whole company," he said; "they are just coming out from
among the trees. Count Grieben and your aunt are at the head of the
procession. They were going to pass right under our window, but the
baron, who came next to Count Grieben, is telling them to take the
other way. The first couples are out of sight now, but more and more
couples are coming out."
"Has Helen come by yet?" asked Bruno, raising himself.
"No, not yet."
"Oh, why must I be in bed!" cried Bruno, sinking back exhausted by the
effort and the increased pain.
"There she is now!"
"Not with Felix, I hope?"
"No, with a young man I have never seen before."
"Never mind," said Bruno, "so she is not with Felix."
"Now the last have gone by," said Oswald, taking his seat again by
Bruno's bedside.
Bruno's restlessness seemed to have been increased by this direct
reference to Helen, which had heretofore been carefully avoided by both
of them. He began once more to speak of Helen. Oswald had to tell him
what she wore, whether she looked handsome, very handsome, handsomer
than any of the other ladies? whether she had smiled? or looked up at
his window?
"Oh, if I could but get up! if I could but see her for a moment!"
"You will see her soon again, Bruno!"
"I don't know; I want to see her so much just to-day, only for a
moment. I feel as if I had something to tell her that oppresses my
heart. And then, if she refuses Felix,--and she will certainly do
so,--she is to go back to school, and then it may be a long time before
I ever see her again. But I won't stay here if she goes away. Come,
Oswald, let us go to Hamburg. You are clever and know so much; you will
easily find employment, and I too--any kind of work, if I can only be
near her and see her from time to time."
He fell into a kind of stupor, and then again he suddenly started up.
"Why did Helen go away?"
"You are dreaming, Bruno; she has not been here."
"Nor Aunt Berkow?"
"No, Bruno."
"And yet I saw them both so distinctly. They came in hand in hand
through that door; Helen dressed in white, with a wreath of dark-red
roses in her hair; aunt Berkow in black, and her hair as she always
wears it. Aunt Berkow led Helen up to you, and you fell into each
other's arms and wept and kissed each other; and then aunt Berkow came
to my bed and said: Now, Bruno, now you can go to sleep. Then my eyes
closed; it grew dark around me; I sank with the bed lower and lower,
and quicker and quicker--then the fright waked me up."
"Do you feel worse, Bruno?" asked Oswald, troubled by these flights of
his imagination.
"On the contrary," replied Bruno; "that sleep has done me a great deal
of good. My pain is not as bad as before; but I feel very tired. I
think I could sleep now."
He turned his head, but a few moments afterwards he started up once
more.
"Oswald, will you do me a very, very great favor?"
"Certainly; what is it?"
"Pray dress yourself and go down stairs."
"Not for anything in the world."
"But, I pray you, do it for my sake! You see I am much better now, and
I should like to sleep, and I am going to sleep. You cannot help me
when I am sleeping?"
"But what am I to do down stairs?"
"You see, Oswald," said Bruno, "I should like to see Helen more than
anything in this life. And I cannot do it. I have no strength in my
limbs. But, if you see her, I shall feel as if I also had seen her.
Please, please go down stairs! You need not speak to anybody; only,
if you can manage it, tell Helen I send her my best, my very best
love--and perhaps she will say something in reply, perhaps she will
say: Give my love to Bruno! Then you must come straight back to me, so
as not to forget the tone of her voice when she said it. And listen,
Oswald, before I forget it. It might be, you know, that I die suddenly,
no--don't laugh, I am quite serious then, do not let them undress me; I
want to be put in the coffin just as I am. Look here!--You know I
always wear a medallion on my heart; it is my mother's; but that is not
the only reason why it is so sacred to me; there is a lock of Helen's
hair inside, which I cut off a long time ago in jest. If they should
take the medallion from me, I think I could not be quiet in my grave.
And now, please go! or it will be too late."
Oswald did not know what to do. If he did not do what the boy wished,
he might bring back his feverish excitement, which seemed to have
abated considerably. On the other hand, he did not like at all to leave
him, even for a moment. And yet he would have been delighted to see
Helen--only for an instant--so much must have taken place during these
last hours.
Bruno soon made an end to his doubts.
"You promised me," he said, sadly, "and now you will not do it. You do
not love me."
What could he do now? Oswald went into the adjoining room, his
bed-chamber, and changed his dress. He had probably never in his life
dressed for a party in a similar state of mind. The whole thing looked
to him like hideous irony. He started back when he saw his own
distorted face in the looking-glass. The last few hours seemed to have
aged him as many years.
He came back to Bruno's bed.
"Let me look at you," said the boy, half rising. "How well you look! So
stately and handsome!--kiss me, Oswald."
Oswald took the boy in his arms and kissed him on his fine, proud
lips--so pale and parched, alas! Then he let him sink softly back on
his pillow.
"I feel quite well, quite well," said Bruno. "Do not hurry yourself. I
shall sleep delightfully till you come back."
CHAPTER XXI.
In the hall down stairs Oswald met Oldenburg.
"I have a great mind to turn back again," said Oldenburg, after a
rather formal greeting, "I did not expect to find so large a party, and
came on horseback, so that I am not exactly fit for a ball, as you see.
Who is there?"
"I am but just coming down," replied Oswald; "Bruno has been quite sick
since day before yesterday; now he has sent me away because he wanted
to sleep."
"Oh, I am sorry to hear that," said Oldenburg; "I hope the boy is not
going to be really sick. Did you not tell me he was a great favorite of
yours?"
"Yes. Have you any news about----"
"About my Czika? No."
Oldenburg's face was clouded over. "Shall we go in?" he asked.
In one of the reception-rooms they met the old baron. Oldenburg
exchanged a few words with him, and then went into the ball-room, while
Oswald had to give the baron a circumstantial account of Bruno's
condition during the last hours.
"Well, that is nice, that is very nice," he said; "I hope he will
escape being really sick. I was almost afraid it might turn into
typhoid fever. Go and tell my daughter that Bruno is better; I know she
will be glad to hear it. She has asked me several times."
Oswald went into the ball-room. They were just commencing a new dance,
the last one before the great pause, during which supper was to be
served in the great dining-hall up stairs. There was a low divan
running all around the ballroom, and Oswald remained standing on the
step that led to it, near the door. The dancers near him were
continually changing. Once Emily and her betrothed came to stand almost
immediately before him. She pretended not to notice him; she laughed
and talked aloud, perhaps a little too loud, but it is difficult not to
exaggerate when one is playing a part which requires an effort; Baron
Cloten, on the contrary, availed himself to the fullest extent of the
privilege men in his position have a right to enjoy, and whispered
unceasing nonsense in his lady's ear with a most expressive smile.
Oswald had heard of the sudden engagement of the two; he knew probably
better than anybody else how it had come about. He recollected how
disparagingly Emily had spoken of Baron Cloten that night at Barnewitz.
Now she had promised to marry him! How happy they will be, Oswald
thought, and he had to confess that, if harm came of it, no one was to
blame but himself.
A few moments afterwards Helen found herself near him. She was dancing
with Sylow. Oswald had observed her for some time, and noticed that she
was standing cold and silent, like a marble statue, by the side of her
partner, who seemed to have discovered his utter inability to begin a
conversation, and was studying the chandelier with praiseworthy
industry. As soon as she saw Oswald, a flash of life seemed to pass
over her beautiful but sad features. She beckoned him with the eye to
come near her.
"How is Bruno?"
"Thank you, better; he was going to sleep."
"Are you going to stay?"
"No, I am going back directly."
"Give my love to Bruno--and here--take this rosebud to him."
Helen took a rosebud from the bouquet she was holding in her hand and
gave it to Oswald, who took it, bowing deeply. He noticed that Sylow
had suddenly withdrawn his attention from the chandelier and was fixing
his eyes upon his own face with an expression which was by no means
agreeable.
The next moment another couple was standing in this place.
"Did you see your old admirer, Emily?" asked Cloten.
"Who do you mean?"
"Why, Dr. Stein! he was standing right behind us."
"Ah, yes! My old admirer? Are you mad, Arthur?"
"Well, well. You need not be angry. I don't believe a word of the whole
story. But, for Heaven's sake! just look! He is speaking to Helen
Grenwitz--she gives him a rose. Well, that is too bad! Upon my word,
that caps the climax!"
"I told you there was an understanding between them. He beats you all."
"Upon my word! That is too bad! But I have taken care to make the
matter known."
"What have you done?"
"Well, I have told everybody what you mentioned to me in secret. The
whole ball-room knows it now, ha, ha, ha!"
"But I did not give you leave to do so."
"I thought you meant me to do so. Mr. Stein will pay for it if he does
not get out of the way immediately with his rosebud."
"What are you going to do?"
"I am not going to do anything myself, but we mean to teach the fellow
how to behave. It will be a glorious affair, I tell you. You shall hear
all about it when its over. Ha, ha, ha!"
The happy man led his betrothed back to her place, as the dance was at
an end, and turned to Sylow, who was coming towards him.
"Did you see it, Cloten?"
"I should think so."
"Is not it a scandal?"
"I am only sorry for poor Felix."
"We must tell him all about it. Do you know where he is?"
"He said just now he was tired dancing. He was going to the
card-tables. I think Barnewitz is keeping bank somewhere. Suppose we
go, too? There will be no more dancing until supper. We have just time
to win a few louis. What do you say?"
"Of course I'll go."
Emily had watched their conversation from a distance. She saw them
leave the ball-room, laughing, arm in arm. Oswald also had disappeared.
Suddenly, a terrible fear overcame her. She had been the first to
couple Oswald's name with Helen's name, to gratify her mad desire to be
avenged on him, and it was she who had, for the same purpose, informed
Felix of her pretended discovery. She had commenced telling the same
story to-night again, merely for the purpose of making an end to
Cloten's stupid teasing. Now only she became aware that she had gone
too far, and that she had, in all probability, exposed Oswald to very
great danger. And yet she loved him still with the whole strength of
her passionate heart. She might have murdered him with her own hands
when the fit of mad jealousy was on her, but the thought of exposing
him to brutal ill-treatment at the hands of Cloten and others was
terrible to her. She looked around in the ball-room to see where help
might be found.
Her brother happened to come near her. She called him:
"What do you want, little one?"
"Have you seen Doctor Stein?"
"Yes, why?"
"Did you not intend asking him out for a few days during the hunting
season? I am afraid it would look badly if we were to drop him so
suddenly altogether."
Emily had blushed deep purple as she said these words; her usual
presence of mind seemed to have forsaken her utterly.
"Invite him out!" cried Adolphus; "well, would not that be nice? So as
to make the stupid report immortal that Lisbeth has started about you
and him,--invite him to our house?--why, rather----"
"I pray you, Adolphus, be quiet! They can hear you all over the room!"
"Listen to me, little one," said the young man, in a low but very
decided tone of voice; "I do not like that. You know I love you dearly,
just as much as a brother can love his sister; but, for that very
reason, I must take care to keep you from doing foolish things. And I
shall take care, I assure you!"
With these words he turned his back upon her and went to join the
others.
Emily could hardly repress her tears. Her anxiety increased with every
hour. She must find means--one way or another. The resolute girl
bethought herself of a desperate step.
She went up to Helen, who was sitting not far from her on the divan,
with some other ladies, and said:
"One word, Helen."
"What is it?" asked Helen, rising.
"Come a little more this way.--Helen, you like Doctor Stein? I know you
do!"
"What do you mean?" asked Helen, and the tell-tale blush rose to her
pale cheeks.
"Never mind. I like him, too. Like him very much indeed, if you will
have it,--and that is why I ask you to tell him--you can do it, and I
cannot do it, or I would do it myself--to leave the party. Cloten, and
my brother, and the other men are furious about him. I am afraid they
have made a plot against him. Pray, pray, Helen, tell him to go--at
once--I should be beside myself if the slightest difficulty arose
between him and my brother or Cloten."
"But where is he?" said Helen, who knew, from other reasons, how very
probable Emily's apprehensions were. "I believe he has gone up stairs
again."
"If you are not sure of it, make it sure. Why not ask that servant
there?"
"Have you seen Doctor Stein anywhere?" asked Helen.
"He is on the other side of the house, in the card-room."
"Oh God! what shall we do?" asked Emily.
"Baron Oldenburg!" called Helen, "will you have the kindness to come
here for a moment?"
"With pleasure, Miss Helen," said the baron, who had been examining a
picture on the wall, his hands folded behind his back.
"What are you going to do, Helen?"
"Never mind! Will you do me a favor, baron?"
"_Mais, sans doute!_"
"Do please find out Doctor Stein; he is in the card-room, and tell him
I wish he would go back to Bruno at once. Do you hear: at once?"
It needed not Oldenburg's sagacity to see that this message, which
might have been carried just as well by a servant, had a deeper
meaning. Helen had taken the very greatest pains to state her request
in a natural tone of voice, but the effort was visible, and this and
Emily's intent gaze, together with her ghastly pale face, furnished a
very clear commentary to Helen's words.
"Is that all?"
"Yes."
"I shall obey your orders promptly and literally," said the baron,
bowing, and leaving the ball-room with longer strides than usual.
In the mean time, Oswald had wandered about in the room without a fixed
purpose. He had at first intended, as soon as he had spoken to Helen,
to return to Bruno, but it occurred to him that the boy might be really
asleep, and that he should then only disturb him. Perhaps, also, the
vague hope of seeing Helen once more, and that demoniacal power which
drives men, unconsciously and unwillingly, to drift towards their fate,
kept him from carrying out his resolution. Hardly knowing how he had
come to that part of the house, he suddenly found himself in one of the
rooms on the other side of the chateau, where a number of gentlemen
were crowding around a large table. Some were seated, others standing.
Baron Barnewitz sat in the middle and held bank. He had apparently had
much luck. Large piles of gold and silver and bank-notes lay before
him, and were continually increasing. Felix sat near him. He played
passionately, but, as it seemed, without luck. His face was very red,
his eyes bloodshot, and the veins on his forehead swollen into knots.
He hardly listened to what some of his friends behind him said; some of
whom tried to encourage him, while others dissuaded him. Oswald
happened to come to stand right opposite him; Felix only noticed him
after some time, and it was very perceptible that his restlessness
increased more and more. He drank glass after glass from a bottle that
was standing at his elbow, and doubled and trebled his stakes, without
any other result than that he lost twice and thrice as much as he had
done before.
Another roll of gold had just wandered from his place to the great pile
before Barnewitz; Felix drew out his pocketbook, and selected a very
large bank-note from the papers it contained.
"You do not mean to venture the whole sum at once, Grenwitz?" asked
Grieben, bending his giraffe-like neck over him.
"Are you mad, Grenwitz?" said Cloten, who had just entered with Sylow.
"Ah, pshaw!" replied Felix. "That shortens the process."
"_Faites votre jeu, messieurs!_" cried Barnewitz, taking a new pack of
cards in his hand.
"Have you done, Grenwitz?"
"Yes. All right!"
"Queen of hearts for me. Ladies always for me. Thanks, Grenwitz. Glad
to see you again in that way."
Felix did not look as if he could reply to such a friendly wish. His
confused glance wandered around the table, and at last remained fixed
on Oswald.
"Ho, there!" he cried, at the top of his voice, "bring me a glass of
wine, sir!"
It was not until all eyes were turned upon Oswald, that he became aware
of being himself the person to whom these rude words were addressed.
"The fellow does not seem to hear well," exclaimed Felix. "I say, bring
me a glass of wine, do you hear?"
"I believe a glass of water would be more useful," replied Oswald, in a
calm, firm voice, and without changing his position.
It was so still in the room, one might have heard a needle drop.
"How do you like that, gentlemen?" said Felix, looking around. "My
uncle keeps a nice set of servants, don't you think so?"
"You had better show him who is master in the house," said Sylow.
"Or let him stay in school an hour longer," suggested Grieben.
"Or better still: Give him the switch, with which he punishes the poor
boys," said Cloten.
"Or punish him with the contempt he deserves," added Breesen.
Oswald turned his eyes from one to the other, like a lion who is
undecided whether he shall fall upon the dogs that bark at him or not.
He had drawn himself up to his full height. His hand, which he had laid
on the table, quivered a little, but surely not from want of courage.
"Are you going, or not?" cried Felix, jumping up and placing himself
directly before Oswald.
"Do not carry the impertinence too far," said Oswald, putting the
rose-bud, which Helen had given him for Bruno, into his button-hole;
"else I must make an example of you for the benefit of the other boys."
Felix extended his arm to seize Oswald. The moment he touched him,
Oswald took him in his strong arms, lifted him up bodily and threw him
on the ground, so that the glasses and the money on the table shook and
trembled.
"Who wants to be the next?" he called out, with a voice of thunder;
"Come on, you cowardly wolves, who hunt in packs."
His eyes shone with a wild desire to fight; his breast rose and sank
quickly, his hands closed instinctively, and he did not think his life
worth a pin at that moment.
All saw this, and no one dared to accept the challenge.
Felix had risen again, but only to fall into the arms of his nearest
neighbor. He was stunned by the heavy blow; the blood was streaming
from his nose and mouth.
A threatening murmur passed through the large room. Single voices were
heard, exclaiming: "Shall we submit to that?--Knock him down!--Don't
let him get away alive!"
They crowded around him; fierce cries and low mutterings were heard on
all sides; Oswald was looking for the one whose turn it was to be next.
Suddenly Oldenburg stood by his side.
"How, gentlemen!" he exclaimed, raising himself to his full stately
height; "twenty against one! The odds are too unfair in all conscience.
Perhaps you would like to call in a few servants to help you!"
His words acted like a charm. Everybody saw at once the disgraceful
scene in its true light. The more sensible felt obliged to the baron
for having saved them from the disgrace in which they would have been
involved a minute later. A few only seemed to take his interference
amiss.
"The matter does not concern you, baron," cried Grieben, angrily.
"Pardon me, Count Grieben," replied Oldenburg; "the matter does concern
me in two ways. First, because I think it is every gentleman's duty to
see that such affairs are carried out, I will not say decently, but at
least honestly; and secondly, because I have the honor of calling Dr.
Stein my friend. If you or any of your friends here desire to hold me
to an account for what I have said, I am at your service. In the mean
time, however, I beg you will allow me to arrange the difficulty of my
friend, Doctor Stein, in a manner fit for gentlemen. I shall be back
here in a few moments, to place myself at your disposal. You will give
me your arm, Doctor Stein?"
The baron took Oswald's arm into his, and led him out of the room,
through the midst of the young noblemen, who readily made way for him.
When they were outside, he said: "Now you must go to your room. I will
follow you in a few minutes. Of course you are the challenger?"
"Yes."
"Then I shall challenge Felix Grenwitz in your name. You choose
pistols."
"Yes. You will please challenge him, and whoever else may desire to
meet me."
"We will content ourselves for the present with Grenwitz. You do not
care for the others half as much, I suppose. When?"
"As soon as possible. To-morrow morning, as far as I am concerned."
"_Bon_, Ten paces distance!"
"Or five."
"Ten is enough. Leave the rest to me. _Au revoir_, then, in your room."
The baron returned to the card-room, where the last scene had taken
place. Twenty tongues at once were discussing the matter, but they all
became silent when he entered. Oldenburg delivered his message to
Grieben, who had undertaken to act as Felix's second. They agreed upon
a meeting at five o'clock on the next morning, or at ten, if Felix
should not have sufficiently recovered before, and the place was to be
a small copse on Baron Cloten's estate. Then the gentlemen returned--it
may be imagined in what state of mind to the ball-room, where
the ladies had been waiting for some time, to escort them to the
supper-rooms. Felix had been carried off by his friends to his rooms;
he was too drunk and too much stunned by his fall to appear again in
the company. Oldenburg returned to Oswald.
As he did not find him in his room, and presumed he was with Bruno,
from whose room a light fell through the half-open door, he went softly
across and found Oswald bending over the boy's bed.
"How is he?" he asked.
"I am afraid he is very ill," replied Oswald, looking up; "his sleep is
very restless, and his pulse galloping furiously."
"Let me see," said Oldenburg; "I know something of these things."
"He is indeed very ill," he continued, after a short pause. "How long
has this been so, and how did it come about?"
Oswald gave him, in a few short words, an account of Bruno's case.
"And the pain had entirely left him an hour ago?" asked Oldenburg.
"Yes, almost entirely----"
"Then you must be prepared for the worst I presume he has received a
serious internal injury, and now mortification has set in. One of us
must go for the doctor."--He looked at his watch. "It is ten; I was
going to return home before supper. My Almansor stands saddled at the
door. Do you go to town. I am perhaps of more use here, now, than you.
You have bright moonlight. The road is good. It is a little over two
miles to town. You can be there in ten minutes. Pull off your dress
coat and put on an overcoat. There! You will not want a whip or spurs.
Almansor is quite fresh. Now, don't spare him!"
The baron had helped Oswald to put on his coat, and placed his hat on
his head. Oswald submitted to it all. He came to himself only when he
was on Almansor's back, when the night-wind was whistling past his
ears, and houses and trees, hedges and fields, and gardens on both
sides were gliding by him spectre-like in the pale moonlight.
And now he was on the vast heath, which extended behind the village as
far as Fashwitz. He saw the moonshine glitter mysteriously on the black
water in the deep peat cuttings; he heard from time to time the hoarse
cry of a marsh-bird, whom he had frightened from his nest; otherwise
not a sound, nothing but the dull thunder of Almansor's hoofs and the
night-wind as it swept wailing and complaining across the heath.
And now, while he was in the very heart of the heath was not that
another horse he heard, or was it merely the echo? It came nearer and
nearer; Almansor pointed his ears and went faster and faster, as if he
were trying to escape from death. And yet it came closer and closer.
Oswald turned round, and vague horror seized him as he saw behind him a
black figure on a black horse, whose hoofs did not seem to touch the
ground.
A second more and the black horseman was by his side; the horses were
racing head by head and snorted at each other with wide open nostrils.
"What do you wish?" asked Oswald, mastering his terror.
"Not much!" replied the black horseman, in a deep, hollow voice. "Wish
only to report that my mistress has been back since day before
yesterday; thought the young gentleman might not know it. No harm done,
sir! Beg pardon! Good-night and good luck!"
The horseman threw his horse around, Almansor raced on, and the next
moment Oswald was quite alone once more.
Was it the offspring of his overwrought imagination? Was it reality?
Was it a phantom? Was that really old Baumann on Brownlock? Oswald
could not tell to save his life.
And again houses and gardens, hedges and trees flew by him on the right
and on the left, spectre-like, in the pale moonlight. A dog snapped
with a yell at Almansor's hoofs. The next moment all had vanished, and
boundless fields of grain waved and whispered on both sides of the high
road.
Then lights began to shine from afar; they came nearer and nearer. A
bell struck loud once; already a quarter to eleven! and once more
houses right and left, trees, and hedges, and gardens. Then a dark
town-gate, and then Almansor's hoofs on the hard pavement.
"Where does Doctor Braun live?"
"Down the street; the last house on the left."
Before that house a carriage was waiting. Lights shone from the open
house-door and the open windows of the lower story.
"Is the doctor at home?"
"Here!" said Doctor Braun, from a window. "Where from?"
"From Grenwitz. It is I. Make haste--Bruno is dying."
"Was just coming," called Doctor Braun, already at the door. "Take a
seat with me. I will drive myself. Charles can ride your horse back
slowly. Are you in? Good. Now let us be off."
The carriage thundered through the dark streets, through the narrow
gate, out into the silent moonlit night, which lay dreamily on fields
and gardens, on meadows and forests, full of sweet fragrance. They went
back the same way Oswald had come. The doctor's powerful horses trotted
fast; in a few minutes they were on the heath.
Neither of them had said much. Oswald had told Doctor Braun of Bruno's
complaint, like most laymen, dwelling on trifles and leaving out what
was most important. Doctor Braun had asked a few brief questions. Then
both had been silent for some time.
"You must be prepared for the worst," began Doctor Braun. "From what
you tell me, I should not wonder if we found Bruno no longer alive."
Oswald made no reply. He uttered a groan, like a man under torture when
the screws have had another turn.
The doctor whipped the horses, who now went off at full speed.
A few minutes later the carriage was at the great portal of the
chateau. Every window was bright with light. From the supper-room loud
music was heard. The servants were busily running to and fro.
When they entered Bruno's room. Baron Oldenburg rose from the bed, over
which he had been bending.
"God be thanked that you are coming," he said; "I have watched by many
a sick-bed, but I have never felt a longer hour than this."
He wiped his brow; his sad face was pale; he seemed to be deeply moved.
Dr. Braun examined the patient; then he remained standing by the
bedside, without looking at the others.
"Is there no hope?"
"None."
Then Bruno raised himself slightly.
"Is that you, mamma? Do you come to sing me to sleep? How was the old
song?"
And in a wondrously sweet voice, low, very low, like the notes of an
AEolian harp, he began to sing a Swedish song, as his mother might have
sung it to him years ago.
He was leaning back again on his pillow. Through the deep stillness of
the room Oswald's sobs alone were heard; the eyes of the other two men
were filled with tears.
"Is that you, Oswald?" asked Bruno; "why do you cry? Good evening,
doctor; where do you come from? I suppose I am at the end of my life.
Where is Baron Oldenburg? Give me your hand. You have been very kind to
me. Doctor, must I die? Yes?--tell me, I am no coward; I knew it
yesterday already; must I die? Then, Oswald, one more request; bend
over me, I will whisper it in your ear."
Oswald did as he was asked.
He rose and went to the door. Oldenburg had followed him.
"I know what Bruno wants. He has asked for her a hundred times. I will
call her. It is the last prayer of a dying man."
He went out; Oswald approached the bed again.
"Is she coming?"
"Yes."
"Put my pillow a little higher, Oswald, and put the lamp there, so that
the light falls right upon her. Thank you; that is right."
"She is not coming--yes, was not that her voice? Screw the lamp down,
Oswald, it is too bright in the room.--Helen!"
A blissful smile passed over his features.
"Helen! How pale you are; and yet how beautiful! Give me that rose on
your bosom. Oh, do not cry! Let me kiss your hand, Helen!"
Helen bent over him and kissed him on his lips.
Bruno put his arms around her neck.
"I love you, Helen."
His arms sank back on the coverlet Dr. Braun gently raised Helen. He
bent over the bed and listened for a moment. As he rose again he softly
passed his hand over the eyes of the departed.
CHAPTER XXII.
It was three days after the events of that night.
Early in the morning it had been raining. Now in the later forenoon the
sun was peeping at times through the heavy clouds, which rolled slowly
toward the east, driven by a damp west wind.
In the graveyard at Fashwitz, in the avenue of linden-trees which leads
from one end to the other, dividing the graves of the nobles from the
graves of the common people, two persons were walking up and down in
earnest conversation. At one of the gates of the graveyard which opened
immediately upon the high-road, an elegant carriage and two was
standing. Near by, a groom was leading two beautiful saddled horses by
the bridle. Coachman and groom conversed in subdued tones, as if they
did not wish to disturb the meditations of the old man with the long
snow-white moustache, who sat on one of the curbstones of the gate, and
looking from time to time, from under his heavy, overhanging brows, at
the two persons inside.
They were Melitta and Oldenburg. Melitta was not in mourning, but her
sweet, fair face had an expression of melancholy which it had never
worn before. Even the smile with which she replied to many a remark of
her companion was not the old joyous smile; it resembled the glimpses
of the sun through the dismal, melancholy clouds.
"And you mean really to go?" she asked, breaking a pause which had
occurred in their conversation.
"I rode over to Berkow to pay my farewell visit and to ask if you had
any commands for me. You see that it was not an idle ceremony, or I
would not have followed you here to the graveyard, although graves and
graveyards, you know, are not the places I love particularly to
frequent."
"And where are you going now?"
"I do not know yet. What can I do here? As I cannot live for her for
whom alone I care to live, and as our miserable age has no great
purpose to which a man may devote his life, I mean to go, like another
Peter Schlemihl, in search of my own shadow. I only fear I shall never
find it, or, if I do find it, it will leave me again at once, like the
last time."
"Have you never tried to find the Brown Countess?"
"No. It would have been of no avail. Wandering gypsies leave no traces
behind them; they are like ships sailing through the water. If I should
not return, Melitta, you must send for your bust, which I ordered from
young Goldoni in Rome. It is in my study at Cona; or would you like to
have it at once?"
"No," said Melitta, "you had better keep it. Your unbounded kindness
deserves a better reward than cold marble."
"Or marble coldness?" asked Oldenburg, smiling.
"That I do not give you, Oldenburg," said Melitta, with warmth; "really
not. I love you as one would love a brother who is a few years older,
who stands somewhat in the place of a father, and to whom one looks up
with cheerful respect and gratitude. It is our fate, that you must
needs love me in a different way, and that I cannot love you in any
other way."
"It is our fate, indeed, Melitta, and now let us say nothing more about
it. Against fate nothing can be done. We can only bow our head, and
accept the laurel wreath or the death-blow in silence. I might have
learnt that in these last days, if I had not known it before. And now,
Melitta, since you yourself have called me a brother, let me speak to
you like a brother. May I?"
"Yes," said Melitta, who had lowered her head at these last words of
Oldenburg's, after a short pause, and in a low voice.
"Overcome your love for Oswald! I cannot advise you to pull out the
arrow by one single effort, because I fear the wound might bleed till
you die; but do not resist the effect of time, which is almost as
powerful as almighty Fate. After a few weeks, or a few months, you will
think more calmly about it; will you promise me, like a good sister,
not to look upon these calmer and wiser thoughts as a sin against your
love?"
"Yes."
"For, Melitta, he is lost to you, even if he should overcome this last
passion of his. His mad hunt after an Ideal, which he cannot find
anywhere upon earth, because it only lives in his imagination, will
lead him to another and another love. He will ever think: This is what
you have been looking for in vain; and he will ever discover the
illusion, until he will take at last, in his bitterest disappointment,
a step which will relieve him of all further care for this wretched
world. These last days have brought him much nearer to this unavoidable
end."
"How are matters at Grenwitz?"
"Felix is out of danger, although at first he was given up. But he
will, in all probability, be an invalid for life--a heavy punishment
for one who has so long 'enjoyed the sweetness of flowers and broken
every flower.' Oswald's ball missed its aim only by a hair's breadth.
Felix owes his life to Bruno's death. Oswald did not say a word during
the whole duel; his face remained unchanged, only when Felix fell a
kind of smile passed over his features; he looked the very image of
perfect composure, and only the close observer could have noticed that
it was the snow on a volcano, and that from time to time a feverish
tremor ran through his limbs. He bore himself in the whole affair with
consummate tact, and even the host of adversaries had to acknowledge
that Cloten actually said, in his admiration, he was very sorry the man
was not born noble."
"And Helen?"
"Helen left, a few hours after the duel, with her father for Grunwald.
I believe they are going to keep the girl there for a time, in a kind
of honorable exile, till they have brought about a reconciliation with
her mother. In the mean time the good woman is simply beside herself,
and would have moved heaven and earth, and the police besides, to
destroy Oswald, if Cloten and others had not told her that Felix had
given the first provocation, and that a duel was simply unavoidable."
"And--Oswald?"
"I thought he had written to you?"
"Yes, but nothing about his plans for the future."
"Nor do I know anything about them. We have not exchanged three words
with each other. I only know that he has been staying with Doctor Braun
in town, to await what would come of the duel. I am glad he has chosen
so well. His new friend, Braun, seems to be a man of as much character
and cleverness as of goodness of heart. God grant that he may be a
wiser Mentor for our Telemachus than I have been able to be, with the
best will in the world. But now I must go, Melitta. Else my Almansor
will beat his hoofs to powder. Have you anything more to do here?"
"No," said Melitta, "we can go."
"Will you often come to this place?"
"Hardly. I only wished to see if my orders had been attended to. You
know, best of all, that the deceased, whom I came to see, has not been
alive for me for long years, and, properly speaking, never."
"Then let us go, Melitta."
The baron took the arm of the young widow, and led her down the avenue.
They did not say another word. Old Baumann opened the door of the
carriage. Oldenburg helped Melitta in and stood a moment, hat in hand,
by the open carriage. When the horses were about to start, Melitta gave
him her hand; he pressed it to his lips. He remained motionless for a
few moments, and looked after the carriage as it rolled away. Then he
beckoned to his groom, mounted Almansor, and rode off at full speed in
the opposite direction.
Two men had been watching this last scene, who had come into the
graveyard at the very moment when Melitta and Oldenburg left through
the gate opposite. They had placed a couple of wreaths on a new grave
near the gate, on the side of the nobles. They were Oswald and Doctor
Braun; both in travelling costume. They stood, arm in arm, on the steps
of the church, and thus witnessed the parting scene between Oldenburg
and Melitta. When the baron kissed Melitta's hand, an ironical smile
passed over Oswald's pale, sunken face.
"Let us make haste to get away from here," he said. "I feel as if the
ground were burning under my feet."
"I am ready," said the doctor. "If you had followed my advice you would
have left here long ago, and if you follow my advice now, you will
never return here. Our journey will give you back to yourself. You have
lost much, but nothing that cannot be regained. You have despised
reason and science, man's highest power, and yet you can never hope for
happiness except by such help, for,--you recollect the words of your
favorite poet:
'----what Amor has taken from us
Apollo only can restore:
Peace, happiness, and harmony,
And pure and powerful aspirations--'
Come--let the dead bury the dead! You must begin a new life now!"
FOOTNOTES:
[Footnote 1: "Illustrirte Zeitung," Leipzig, 9th February, 1867.
"Bibliothek der deutchen Classiker." Hildburghausen. Band xxix, p.
683.]
[Footnote 2: Curtis's "_Nile Notes of a Howadji_," 1857; Emerson's
"_English Traits_," 1857; a volume of American Poems, 1859; sec. ed.,
1865: Roscoe's "_Lorenzo di Medici_," 1859, etc.]
[Footnote 3: Since the above was in type we have become acquainted with
some charming "Novellen" by Spielhagen, but lately published, of which,
however, we cannot now speak. (His later works are: "The Fair American
Ladies," "Hans and Grete," "The Village Coquette;" his latest, and
perhaps most remarkable work, "Hammer and Anvil," has just been
completed. He also lately published two volumes of "Critical Essays,"
which are highly praised by the German reviewers. Two of the essays are
devoted to careful and appreciative criticisms of the American poets
Bryant and Poe.)]
[Footnote 4: "_Die von Hohenstein_ is by some considered to be superior
to _Problematic Characters_; not so romantic and poetic, but equally
rich in psychological truth, and more concentrated in form, more
crystallized."]
End of Project Gutenberg's Problematic Characters, by Friedrich Spielhagen