A CONSERVATIVE

Amazakaru

Hi no iru kuni ni

Kite wa aredo,

Yamato-nishiki no

Iro wa kawaraji.

I

He was born in a city of the interior, the seat of a daimyo of

three hundred thousand koku, where no foreigner had ever been.

The yashiki of his father, a samurai of high rank, stood within

the outer fortifications surrounding the prince's castle. It was

a spacious yashiki; and behind it and around it were landscape

gardens, one of which contained a small shrine of the god of

armies. Forty years ago there were many such homes. To artist

eyes the few still remaining seem like fairy palaces, and their

gardens like dreams of the Buddhist paradise.

But sons of samurai were severely disciplined in those days; and

the one of whom I write had little time for dreaming. The period

of caresses was made painfully brief for him. Even before he was

invested with his first hakama, or trousers,--a great ceremony in

that epoch,--he was weaned as far as possible from tender

influence, and taught to check the natural impulses of childish

affection. Little comrades would ask him mockingly, "Do you still

need milk?" if they saw him walking out with his mother, although

he might love her in the house as demonstratively as he pleased,

during the hours he could pass by her side. These were not many.

All inactive pleasures were severely restricted by his

discipline; and even comforts, except during illness, were not

allowed him. Almost from the time he could speak he was enjoined

to consider duty the guiding motive of life, self-control the

first requisite of conduct, pain and death matters of no

consequence in the selfish sense.

There was a grimmer side to this Spartan discipline, designed to

cultivate a cold sternness never to be relaxed during youth,

except in the screened intimacy of the home. The boys were inured

to sights of blood. They were taken to witness executions; they

were expected to display no emotion; and they were obliged, on

their return home, to quell any secret feeling of horror by

eating plentifully of rice tinted blood-color by an admixture of

salted plum juice. Even more difficult things might be demanded

of a very young boy,--to go alone at midnight to the

execution-ground, for example, and bring back a head in proof of

courage. For the fear of the dead was held not less contemptible

in a samurai than the fear of man. The samurai child was pledged

to fear nothing. In all such tests, the demeanor exacted was

perfect impassiveness; any swaggering would have been judged

quite as harshly as any sign of cowardice.

As a boy grew up, he was obliged to find his pleasures chiefly in

those bodily exercises which were the samurai's early and

constant preparations for war,--archery and riding, wrestling and

fencing. Playmates were found for him; but these were older

youths, sons of retainers, chosen for ability to assist him in

the practice of martial exercises. It was their duty also to

teach him how to swim, to handle a boat, to develop his young

muscles. Between such physical training and the study of the

Chinese classics the greater part of each day was divided for

him. His diet, though ample, was never dainty; his clothing,

except in time of great ceremony, was light and coarse; and he

was not allowed the use of fire merely to warm himself. While

studying of winter mornings, if his hands became too cold to use

the writing brush, he would be ordered to plunge them into icy

water to restore the circulation; and if his feet were numbed by

frost, he would be told to run about in the snow to make them

warm. Still more rigid was his training in the special etiquette

of the military class, and he was early made to know that the

little sword in his girdle was neither an ornament nor a

plaything. He was shown how to use it, how to take his own life

at a moment's notice, without shrinking, whenever the code of his

class might so order(1).

Also in the matter of religion, the training of a samurai boy was

peculiar. He was educated to revere the ancient gods and the

spirits of his ancestors; he was well schooled in the Chinese

ethics; and he was taught something of Buddhist philosophy and

faith. But he was likewise taught that hope of heaven and fear of

hell were for the ignorant only; and that the superior man should

be influenced in his conduct by nothing more selfish than the

love of right for its own sake, and the recognition of duty as a

universal law.

Gradually, as the period of boyhood ripened into youth, his

conduct was less subjected to supervision. He was left more and

more free to act upon his own judgment,--but with full knowledge

that a mistake would not be forgotten; that a serious offense

would never be fully condoned, and that a well-merited reprimand

was more to be dreaded than death. On the other hand, there were

few moral dangers against which to guard him. Professional vice

was then strictly banished from many of the provincial

castle-towns; and even so much of the non-moral side of life as

might have been reflected in popular romance and drama, a young

samurai could know little about. He was taught to despise that

common literature appealing either to the softer emotions or the

passions, as essentially unmanly reading; and the public theatre

was forbidden to his class(2). Thus, in that innocent provincial

life of Old Japan, a young samurai might grow up exceptionally

pure-minded and simple-hearted.

So grew up the young samurai concerning whom these things are

written,--fearless, courteous, self-denying, despising pleasure,

and ready at an instant's notice to give his life for love,

loyalty, or honor. But though already a warrior in frame and

spirit, he was in years scarcely more than a boy when the country

was first startled by the coming of the Black Ships.

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