XI.

Magdalene Thoresen was spending that year in Copenhagen, and our

connection, which had been kept up by correspondence, brought with it a

lively mutual interchange of thoughts and impressions. Our natures, it

is true, were as much unlike as it was possible for them to be; but

Magdalene Thoresen's wealth of moods and the overflowing warmth of her

heart, the vivacity of her disposition, the tenderness that filled her

soul, and the incessant artistic exertion, which her exhausted body

could not stand, all this roused in me a sympathy that the mistiness of

her reasoning, and the over-excitement of her intellectual life, could

not diminish. Besides which, especially when she was away from

Copenhagen, but when she was there, too, she needed a literary

assistant who could look through her MSS. and negotiate over them with

the publishers of anthologies, year-books, and weekly papers, and for

this purpose she not infrequently seized upon me, innocently convinced,

like everybody else for that matter, that she was the only person who

made a similar demand upon me.

Still, it was rather trying that, when my verdict on her work did not

happen to be what she wished, she saw in what I said an unkindness, for

which she alleged reasons that had nothing whatever to do with Art.

Magdalene Thoresen could not be otherwise than fond of Rasmus Nielsen;

they were both lively, easily enraptured souls, who breathed most

freely in the fog. That, however, did not come between her and me, whom

she often thought in the right. With regard to my newspaper activity,

she merely urged the stereotyped but pertinent opinion, that I ought

not to write so many small things; my nature could not stand this

wasting, drop by drop.

I had myself felt for a long time that I ought to concentrate my forces

on larger undertakings.

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