In conclusion it will not be out of place to glance for a moment
backward and to call attention definitely to some plain facts.
Mr. Holcombe inherited from his parents a diversely perverse and bad
nature. Already in his childhood he was cross, irritable, spiteful. In
his boyhood his temper was savage and revengful. In his manhood he took
the life of a fellowman. He inherited the love of drink from his father,
who was a confirmed drunkard before the child was born; and the child
himself was drunk before he was twelve years old. He was given to
sensuality from his boyhood.
His education was not good--as far as the educating power of daily
example goes, it was bad, positively bad, continually bad. His
associations outside of home were, for the most part, of the worst sort.
His boyish companions were given to gambling, pilfering, fighting, and
in all these things they called him chief. But the companionship of boys
did not long satisfy him and already before he was fifteen, he drank and
gambled with grown men in the bar-rooms of the village.
He had an impulsive sympathy for helpless suffering when it was before
his eyes. He had a vague, faint fear of the Power that makes for
righteousness, so that in his youth he made three or four ineffectual
efforts to get the mastery of his evil nature and to become better. He
provided well for his family in meat and drink and the like. He was
generous to his friends. When this is said, about all is said on that
side. Apart from these things he gave himself up for forty years to the
indulgence of all his passions without let or hinderance from parental
authority, domestic bonds, fear of God or regard for man. So that the
adverse power of evil habit, strengthened by forty years of indulgence,
was superimposed upon the moral helplessness of an inherited bad nature
made worse by bad education and bad associations.
Such he _was_. The preceding pages have described in part what he _is_.
And only in part. The uttermost details of the purity of his life since
October, 1877, could not be stated without violating delicacy any more
than the uttermost details of his sinful life could be uncurtained
without injuring the innocent and offending the public. The candid
reader will bridge for himself the past and present of Mr. Holcombe's
life. These are the facts. And these facts are freely and fully
recognized by all classes of the community in which he lives his daily
life. Thousands of eyes have watched him for years and no one has
detected any immoral practice or act or found any fault of a serious
nature in him.
Candor requires us to say that he is sometimes over-sensitive, that he
has his own views as to the best methods of conducting his work and is
sometimes a little domineering in carrying them out; that he sometimes
uses unnecessary harshness in his public addresses in dealing with the
sins and shortcomings of people, especially of the converts of the
Mission, a thing which is probably due to his over-anxiety for them;
that he has not yet learned economy and the best way of conducting his
financial affairs, and that owing to his own former wicked life he would
be a trifle too severe in the control of his family but for the good
sense and prudent firmness of his wife. But these are minor matters and
when they are said, about all is said on _that_ side.
And Mr. Holcombe has come to occupy a unique and commanding position in
the city of Louisville. All classes respect him, all classes look up to
him and people from all classes seek his counsel and aid in certain
emergencies.
Mothers in distress over the sins of their sons, sisters in sorrow over
the dissipation of their brothers, wives in despair over the wickedness
of their husbands, all these go to Steve Holcombe for advice, comfort,
encouragement and help; and when they can not go, they write; sometimes
from distant places, as far away as Canada. The ministers of Louisville
refer to him those extreme cases which they meet with in their ministry,
and which they feel his experience and his knowledge of the ways and
temptations of dissipated men enable him to handle, as a letter from Dr.
Broadus and one from Dr. Willits, elsewhere reproduced, will show. And
the dissipated men themselves, the drunkards, the gamblers, the outcast,
the lost--all these feel that Steve Holcombe is their friend, a friend
who has the willingness and the power to help them up, and they go to
him when they are in distress or when they awake to a sense of their
wretched condition and desire to rise again. And through his
instrumentality many a one _has_ risen again, and to many a mother,
wife, sister, family, has come through him a resurrection of buried hope
and joy.
And those gamblers who have never yet come to distress or to religion
regard him with admiration and affection. The following letter from Mr.
A. M. Waddill, one of the leading sporting men of the South, was written
in answer to an inquiry as to how Mr. Holcombe is looked upon by the
gamblers:
LOUISVILLE, KY., August 13, 1888.
_Rev. Gross Alexander_:
DEAR SIR: In writing of my friend, Steve P. Holcombe, I will
say that his adoption of the pulpit has not lowered him in the
esteem of his former associates--the gamblers. Far from it.
They are his admirers and his friends, and, when they have the
funds, are as willing supporters of his work as any. They can
not show him too much respect and can not exhibit a more
profound love than is shown him every day by some one of his
old companions. He has wielded a wonderful influence over them
for good, both here and elsewhere, and has made many converts
from their ranks, who could not have been influenced probably
by any other minister of the Gospel. I myself have been, I am
happy to say, wonderfully benefited by the influence of his
benevolent character.
Very respectfully yours,
A. M. WADDILL.
The esteem in which he is held by the leading business men of the city
is shown by the fact that the Board of Directors of the Mission is
composed of such men as John A. Carter, J. P. Torbitt, L. Richardson, J.
B. McFerran, R. J. Menefee, J. T. Burghard, H. V. Loving, Arthur Peter,
John T. Moore, J. K. Goodloe, P. Meguiar, C. McClarty, W. T. Rolph, John
Finzer, with P. H. Tapp as Treasurer.
He has the confidence and esteem of the officers both of the city and
State, and he has a large influence with them.
The Mayor, the Chief of Police, and the Judges of the Courts recognize
his usefulness, his ability and his efficiency by co-operating with him,
as far as may be, and by adopting his views and suggestions as to the
treatment of criminals charged with lesser crimes and misdemeanors.
The Governor, J. Proctor Knott, readily granted pardon to the only man
for whom Mr. Holcombe ever asked it, and the testimony of this now happy
man is given in this volume.
Not only is Mr. Holcombe thus in honor and demand at home; he is in
demand all over the country. Until it came to be known that he would not
leave his own work in Louisville, he was constantly receiving requests
to attend or conduct meetings of one sort or another in all parts of
Kentucky and in several other States.
Year before last, in the summer of 1886, he was, by appointment of the
Governor of the State, a Commissioner from Kentucky in the National
Convention of Corrections and Charities at Washington.
In the fall of 1887 he attended, by request, the Convention of Christian
Workers of the United States and Canada, in the Broadway Tabernacle in
New York City, and made two addresses, both of which are printed among
his sermons in this book. He was appointed a member of the Executive
Committee of that body, in which capacity he now serves.
But not only in direct results has the power of God been manifested
through this instrument. Mr. Holcombe's conversion and work have had the
effect of quickening the faith and zeal of all the churches of the city.
It has not only drawn them nearer together in fostering and furthering a
common enterprise into which they entered of their own motion, and
without solicitation, but it has revived the languishing faith of all
classes. Not only has the Gospel saved Steve Holcombe and others, he
(let it be said reverently and understood rightly) has, in one sense,
saved the Gospel. Many had lost faith in it. They thought it was an old,
worn-out story. It had lost its novelty and vitality, and it had not the
power it claimed to have. Its achievements were not equal to its
pretensions. Some of the men who have been brought to a better life
through Mr. Holcombe's instrumentality have said that, though they did
not, out of respect for other people, publish the fact, they had lost
all faith and were, at heart, utter infidels. Some of them continued to
attend church and to give to the church of their means, and to give
respectful attention to the preaching, but it was out of deference to
relatives or respect for custom, or for mere Sunday pastime. But the
conversion of Steve Holcombe, and the life he was living, arrested
their thought, awakened inquiry and revived their faith, and many of
these have been saved.
The conversion of these has in turn resulted in the conviction of others
and so the stream has broadened and deepened. As Mr. Holcombe says in
one of his addresses, "There is naturally in the minds of men a doubt as
to the truth and divinity of the religion which fails to do what it
proposes to do, and so in times of religious deadness men lose faith and
unbelief gets stronger and more stubborn while they see no examples of
the power of the Gospel to save bad men. But when bad men have been
reached and quickened and made better through the Gospel, and this
continues year after year, then the tide turns, and faith becomes
natural and easy not to say contagious and inevitable."
These effects have demonstrated the reality of conversion in opposition
to the view that it is an effect of the excitement of the imagination.
"One hears," it is said, "the narration of the experience of others who
claim to be converted, and he works at himself till he works himself up
to the persuasion that he also has got it." But, as one of the converts
in narrating his experience said, "Imagination could not take the whisky
habit out of a man. It never did take it out of me. But the power of
this Gospel which Steve Holcombe preaches has taken it out root and
branch."
Another thing is shown also by the history of this work. A distinguished
minister said once, "We must get the top of society converted and then
we may expect to reach the lower classes." Mr. Holcombe, on the
contrary, in accordance with the example and words of Jesus and of Paul,
of Luther and of Wesley, has given his time and labor primarily and
largely to the lower classes and the lost classes, and through these he
has reached also the higher classes, exemplifying again what was said by
the most apostolic man since the Apostles, that the Gospel "works not
from the top down but from the bottom up."
If you should ask what is the explanation of Mr. Holcombe's success, it
may be answered that it is due to three things. The extraordinary change
which has taken place in his character and in his life arrests attention
and produces conviction.
In the second place is his intense and pitying love for those who are
not saved, and especially for those who, besides being most utterly
lost, are, either by their own suspicions and fears or by the customs
and coldheartedness of society, or both, shut out from all sympathy and
opportunity. He has a very mother's love for poor, sinful, struggling
souls, and he shows this not in words only or chiefly, but in service.
Some account has already been given from one of the Louisville papers
concerning his rescue of a man who had been drunk continuously for
twenty-three years. To have preached temperance and morality and duty to
this wild and degraded man would have been useless, to have _told_ him
of the love of God would, perhaps, have been no better. But when this
far off love of God took concrete form in the person of Steve Holcombe
and was brought nigh and made real in his brotherliness and gentleness
and patience and service, it proved stronger than a twenty-three years'
whisky habit and to-day this man, who lately dwelt apart from men like
the man among the tombs and who was possessed by the demon of drink so
that no man could bind him with bonds of morality or duty--this man is
to-day clothed and in his right mind. And though he has not fully
apprehended the way of salvation, he says, yet a transfiguration has
taken place in him which is little short of miraculous. He says also
that he has got some light on the question of personal religion. He is
thoroughly honest and will not claim or profess what he has not. He says
a man who has always gone slow in everything else can't go fast in
getting religion.[1]
[1] This man has, since the above was written, been brought into a clear
experience of conversion, and is now a clean and happy Christian man.
In the third place, Mr Holcombe's success is due to the character of his
preaching. It is the simple Gospel, wherein two points are continually
made and emphasized, the reality and tenderness of God's love for sinful
men, even the worst, and the absolute necessity of regeneration and a
holy life. Both these great truths he illustrates with fitness and force
from his own life and that of the men who have been converted under his
ministry. His sermons are so striking in their directness and
simplicity, and so helpful withal, that some of them have been
reproduced in outline in the present volume, and the reader who has
never heard him may get some idea of his preaching from these, and, it
is hoped, some profit as well.
Whatever men may say, the fact remains that when the Gospel is preached
on apostolic conditions, it has still apostolic success.
In 1886, when Rev. Sam P. Jones was holding a meeting in Cincinnati, he
said of Mr. Holcombe:
"Mr. Holcombe's work is finer than anything done since the death of
Jerry McAuley. He is fully consecrated to the work of rescuing the
perishing and saving the fallen. Hundreds of men, dug by him from the
deepest depths of dissipation and degradation, are to-day clothed in
their right minds. Some of the most efficient Christian men have passed
through his Mission, at No. 436 Jefferson street, in Louisville. I feel
that in helping Steve Holcombe, I shall be able to say, at least: 'Lord,
if I did not do much when I was on earth, I did what I could to help
Steve Holcombe, the converted gambler, in his mission work among men who
never hear preaching, and to whom a helping hand is never extended.'
"There are mighty few men like Steve Holcombe to take hold of poor
fellows and bring them back to a purer and better life."
In 1888, during a great temperance meeting in Louisville, Mr. Francis
Murphy said of Mr. Holcombe:
"Of all the noble men I know, he is one of the noblest, and Louisville
may well be proud of the grand, big-hearted Christian man, who, in his
quiet, unassuming manner is doing such a world of good here."
Mr. D. L. Moody, during his great meeting in Louisville, in the months
of January and February, 1888, said of Mr. Holcombe:
"I have got very much interested in a work in your city conducted by a
man you call Steve Holcombe. I don't know when I met a man who so struck
my heart. I went up and saw his headquarters and how he works. He is
doing the noblest work I know of. I want you to help him with money and
words of cheer. Remember, here in Louisville you make so many drunkards
that you must have a place to take care of the wrecks. Steve Holcombe
rescues them. Let us help him all we can."
And Mr. Holcombe's work is not done. He is in the vigor of life, with
fifteen or twenty years of life and service, God willing, before him. He
is only beginning to reap the results of these ten years of study and
these ten years of Christian living and working. He knows the Gospel
better than he ever did before, and he preaches it better. He knows
himself and God better than he ever did before, and he lives nearer the
Source of Power. He knows men good and bad, better than he ever did
before, and he deals with them in all states and stages more wisely and
successfully.
He is of that nervous and Intense temperament which can not rest without
getting something done, and he is always doing something to advance his
work. And though so intensely in earnest, he is singularly, it is not at
all too strong to say, entirely free from fanaticism. He is in high
esteem, with large influence at home and abroad, and this he does not
prostitute to selfishness, but uses for usefulness.
And, best of all, he has tokens, not a few, in the form of discipline on
the one hand, and success on the other, that God is guarding and guiding
his Life and Work.
[Illustration: THE UNION GOSPEL MISSION.]
LETTERS.
TO HIS FIRST PASTOR.
LOUISVILLE, KY., November 6, 1883.
_My Dear Brother_:
Our meetings continue in interest. Last night the Holy Ghost was
with us in great power. At the close of the talk, we invited
backsliders to come forward and kneel. Six responded. Then we
invited all others who wanted to become Christians to come
forward and nine others responded, most of them the most
hardened sinners in the city. I am sure nothing but the power of
God could have lifted them from their seats. Men who have fought
each other actually embraced last night. Continue to pray for
us.
Yours,
S. P. HOLCOMBE.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., November 19, 1883.
_Dear Brother_:
Last night about two hundred persons were present, most of them
non-churchgoers. About forty stood up for prayers. And oh, such
good testimonies, no harangues but living testimonies as to what
God can and will do for those who will let him.
Yours truly,
S. P. HOLCOMBE.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., November 21, 1883.
_Dear Brother_:
How grateful I am to you for all your kindness God alone knows.
I may and do lack education and refinement, but I will not allow
myself under any circumstances to lack gratitude. The results of
our meetings prove to me that it is the work of the Holy Ghost.
Of course, I could hardly believe you would come to Louisville
even for a little while and not come to see me, one who has cost
you so much of time and care. There was a time when I could not
have stood it. But thanks to God I am now above letting small
things or great things upset me. Give my love to your dear
family.
Yours truly,
S. P. HOLCOMBE.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., February 3, 1884.
_Dear Brother_:
How I do wish you could have been where you could have looked in
on us last night. The room was full. They had to be turned away
from the door. And they were so anxious to hear the glad
tidings. No carpet, nothing to deaden the sound and yet you
could have heard a pin drop. All the churches are feeling the
results of our work. Yesterday G. H. joined the Christian
church. He seems to be a thoroughly converted man, if I know
one. P. D., whom you know, came in here about a week ago under
the influence of liquor. Said "I am an infidel and a drunkard.
Pray for me." We did pray for him. He has been coming ever
since. He is now perfectly sober and says he was never so moved
before. These are two out of many cases.
Yours truly,
S. P. HOLCOMBE.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., February 7, 1884.
_Dear Brother_:
Your kind favor received. P. D. comes every night and sometimes
speaks. He is not drinking. He says he can not believe. He does
so pitifully and pleadingly ask for the prayers of Christian
people. He is in earnest. Pray for him.
C. T. testified last night. He was a schoolmate of yours. He
said: "For the last five years, when I would meet Brother
Holcombe, I would say to myself: 'I wish he would say good day,
and pass on.' But he would not. He generally had something to
say about the way I was living. Of late, every time he has met
me he has invited me to the Mission. I would promise to go, but
went, instead, to some bar-room, until I wound up by losing my
position, being sent to the work-house, and being left by a
loving wife. Two weeks ago he met me again, and this time I kept
my promise. I have been coming every night since, and have not
touched liquor since, and by God's help I do not expect to do so
any more. I enjoy the meetings so much. The two hours I spend
here seem so short."
G. H. never misses a night. He is in the room with me now
singing, "Happy Day, When Jesus Washed My Sins Away." And he is
happy. Although in the last four years he has spent thirty
thousand dollars in riotous living, and although his wife has
left him, he said to me: "Brother Holcombe, I believe I am as
happy as I ever was in my life." I asked him, why? He said:
"Because I have something which I never had when I had wife,
child and money. I have the forgiveness of sins and the
friendship of God."
I said: "You will have to watch the devil or he will get you in
his power again."
"Yes," he replied, "the devil told me when I first began to come
to this Mission that I was too mean, and my heart was too dead
ever to get religion; but I fought him on my knees and I got the
victory. I know how hard it was to get, and by the help of God I
am going to keep it, whether I ever have wife or child or money
again."
Pray for me, that I may make no mistake in my difficult work.
Yours, as ever,
S. P. HOLCOMBE.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., February 13, 1884.
_Dear Brother_:
I did just what you suggested; though I was disappointed I did
not show it. God is helping me to give up my preferences. I am
trusting in the Lord, and sweetly singing
"Oh, to be nothing, nothing,
Only as led by His hand;
A messenger at His gateway,
Only waiting for His command."
I am willing to preach on the streets, at the Mission, at Walnut-street
church, or I am willing to be door-keeper--anything for Christ.
So you heard that I am improving in preaching. Well, I do believe that I
shall yet learn how to preach.
I had a letter requesting me to go to Nicholasville to preach. But I can
not go. I feel I have a little, humble work to do in Louisville, and I
am going to do it. The mission men are all doing well. Though to you I
may seem very weak, I am to them what you are to me. Yours, etc.,
S. P. HOLCOMBE.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., May 1, 1884.
_Dear Brother_:
Yours to hand. I do not think you negligent. I know you love me,
and I know you love the cause of Christ for which I am laboring,
and I know you will do all you can to help me to help it. I am
surprised, not at what you don't do, but at what you do do.
I suppose you saw in the paper what a handsome thing they did
for us in the way of giving us a fifty-dollar parlor set, a fine
Brussels carpet, a large walnut book-case and many other
articles, including a fine portrait of dear Brother Morris.
Even for this donation and for all the love shown me by these
good people I am indebted to you. "Jesus must needs go through
Samaria" to save the woman at the well. You must needs be sent
to Portland church to save and instruct and guide Steve
Holcombe. This morning I prayed nearly an hour before breakfast,
and it was lucky for me I did. Something came up at noon that
would have completely upset me, but I was fortified and
withstood the temptation successfully.
I am improving every way. My health is better, my memory is
better. I can read my Bible more profitably than ever and I can
pray better.
God grant you may have good health, length of days and all of
this world's goods that may be good for you.
S. P. H.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., May 23, 1884.
_Dear Brother:_
Yours of the 16th to hand. God is so good to me. Certain
temptations have come to me lately and I could not have borne
them but for His help. I talked at the church last Sunday night
in the absence of Dr. Messick. I felt so humble, it seemed a
privilege to be treated shamefully that I might have an
opportunity of showing that a Christian can give up his own
rights for the good of others. I have grown in grace since you
showed me the necessity of secret prayer and of getting so well
acquainted with God that he would become more real to me than my
own father ever was.
You have seen in the papers poor D. T.'s attempt at suicide. But
God has spared him yet another season. He will recover. Pray for
him. May God bless you and strengthen you and keep you is the
prayer of
Your friend and brother,
S. P. HOLCOMBE.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., July 23, 1884.
_My Dear Brother:_
Yours received this A. M. I am so pressed for means I can not
now buy the book you speak of, but will do so as soon as I can.
I am _taking time_ to study. I am getting much better acquainted
with God and the better I know him the more I love him.
Yours in love,
S. P. H.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., July 25, 1884.
_Dear Brother:_
The men are all doing tolerably well. The attendance at the
meetings is increasing. Sunday-school holds up well. My great
desire now is to be able to study the Bible better. The more I
think of what you have been to me, the more grateful I feel. I
wish I could in some substantial way show you how I appreciate
your care. But God will reward you.
Yours, etc., S. P. H.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., July 30, 1884.
_Dear Brother:_
The Bible is becoming very sweet to me. I can study it all day
long and not get tired. I am sure the Holy Ghost is helping me.
I have read the book you gave me. It is very helpful.
Brother Davidson has gone to housekeeping. He has his son and
daughter with him. Oh, the love and power of God. Praise His
name!
S. P. H.
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TO THE SAME.
CHICAGO, ILL., September 5, 1884.
_Dear Brother:_
Yours of the 2d to hand. Think of you? The sun may forget to
shine, but poor Steve Holcombe can never forget the man who has
done so much for his soul. Never has a day passed since my
conversion that I have not prayed God's blessing on you, your
family and your work.
Well, Chicago is a great city, a grand field for Christian work.
I find many earnest Christian men and women laboring for the
Master. I am not idle either. I talked four times last
Sunday--three times on the street and once at a Mission.
I am having a royal time, sailing on the lake, riding on
street-cars, taking in the town. I wish you were here.
God bless you always. STEVE.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., July 1, 1885.
_Dear Brother:_
Yours of June 25th received. I do hope you will get Brother
C.[2] those books to sell. These men must have employment. They
can not live, as some Christian people seem to think, on
promises. It is all right to say, "Oh, let go and trust in the
Lord," to a man who knows the way, but it is all not right when
it is said to a poor struggling gambler, who, in faith, is as
weak as a baby. I know of Brother L.'s troubles. My heart goes
out to him. All well.
Yours, S. P. H.
[2] A converted gambler.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., May 15, 1885.
_Dear Brother:_
Since writing my card this morning I have learned that D. McC.,
the boss Nashville gambler, and an old partner of mine, is
attending Sam Jones' meetings. I want you to go to see him.
Don't be afraid to go right up to him and introduce yourself.
Tell him you and I are old friends, and that I love him, and
requested you to see him. But you know better how to approach
him than I can tell you. But you must see him. Take Sam Jones to
see him. Visit him at his home, with Sam Jones. He is worthy of
concentration. If you can get him converted, he will be a power
for good. Most of your members know him, I guess. If you don't
like to call on him, alone, get some of them to go along and
introduce you. May God help us save poor D. McC.
Yours,
STEVE.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., December 20, 1887.
_Dear Brother:_
Your favor to hand. I have had a terrible battle with self, but
by the grace of God I have come out conquerer. I praise God now
that I had the struggle, because it has enabled me to realize
the emptiness of all that is earthly. It has convinced me that
to depend on men is "like a foot out of joint." I make more
miles toward my haven of rest during a night of storm than in
days of calm weather. Wishing you a merry Christmas and a happy
New Year, I am as ever,
Your friend and brother in Christ,
STEVE P. HOLCOMBE.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., December 29, 1887.
_Dear Brother:_
Yours was received a few days ago. Yes, I thank God I am almost
rid of my love of praise. I am willing to do the dirty and
disagreeable work and let others have the picnics and the
praise. "Who am I that I should be a leader of the Lord's
people?" But I confess I did not get to this point without a
struggle. How I did have to wrestle with God. He showed me the
envy that was in my heart, that is my jealousy of any one who
did more work or had more attention paid them than I had. But
glory to God I hope I am rid of it at last.
Yours,
S. P. H.
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TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., January 26, 1888.
_Dear Brother:_
Yours just received. I hardly think it would be worth while to
ask Mr. Moody to visit our Mission, as his time is so completely
occupied. I think our work is as much thought of as ever. It is
quiet but I think deep. I have kept it out of the papers,
because too much newspaper notoriety is calculated to cause a
poor little-brained fellow to exaggerate his own importance. And
then there is such sweetness in the work when you are sure it is
not for praise but for Christ. I am afraid that many of us on
analyzing our hearts will find first, self; second, self; and
almost all for self in one way or another. May God deliver me
from self.
Yours as ever,
STEVE P. HOLCOMBE.
* * * * *
TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., July 10, 1888.
_Dear Brother:_
Your letter to hand. There is nothing so comforting as true
friendship. Alas! how little of it there is in this world. Happy
the man who can claim _one true friend_. I know a man that has a
true friend. I am that man and you are that friend. How do I
know it? You are so faithful in telling me the truth about
myself and showing me my faults and mistakes. Who but a true
friend that had your best interest at heart would have written
such a letter as this last one from you? I want you to know that
while I loved you much before, I love you more now. I have been
going through the fire lately, but I think I shall come out all
right. Doesn't God sift a fellow? I believe I can say I rejoice
in tribulation. I find I can not expect to be understood in this
world or always have sympathy, but I do expect, if "I meekly
wait and murmur not," to find it is all right in my Father's
house.
Your friend and brother in Christ,
STEVE P. HOLCOMBE.
* * * * *
TO S. P. DALTON (one of the converts).
LOUISVILLE, KY., July 17, 1883.
_My Dear Brother Dalton:_
Your good letter to hand. It is, as you say, so sweet to be
bound together by the ties of Christian love, and there is no
tie which binds men more closely than the religion of Christ. It
breaks down every barrier, and all are alike to the true
Christian man; rich, poor, halt, lame, blind, there is no
difference. And the Christian is happiest when he is denying
himself to help others.
In order to convince the world of the truth and power of our
religion, our own standard must be very high. We must deny
ourselves of things which in themselves would be innocent, but
which, if practiced by us, would lessen our influence for good.
And how comforting to think that if we _suffer_ with Him, we
shall also reign with Him. The suffering comes first, the
humiliation first, the toil and weariness first. Yes, we may
_expect_ troubles and crosses here, but we leave it all behind
when we enter within the gates into the city. I thank God that
your heart has been changed and that you have tasted of the
powers of the world to come. I am glad you find more pleasure in
my poor company and lame words than in the follies and
friendships of the world. Hoping for you all good things, I am
with much love,
Your brother in Christ,
STEVE HOLCOMBE.
* * * * *
TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., July 23, 1885.
_Dear Brother Dalton:_
Your letter from the great Falls is to hand. It is very
gratifying to me to know that in the midst of so much excitement
you could and did think of one so humble and obscure as myself.
I have been at the Falls and have seen many wonderful and grand
things, but the most beautiful thing I have ever seen is an old
hardened sinner picking up his grip-sack and bidding the devil
farewell forever. And, praise the Lord, that is my privilege
almost daily in the dear old mission. Though the weather is very
hot, we have glorious meetings; new converts testifying almost
nightly. Two professional gamblers have just been converted. One
of them was one of the sweetest conversions I ever saw. The old
converts are nearly all doing well. Don't grow, cold, but be in
some work for the Master every day, and you will not miss the
time or regret the service. God bless you.
Your friend and brother in Christ,
S. P. HOLCOMBE.
* * * * *
TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., April 17, 1886.
_Dear Brother Dalton:_
Yours of the 6th to hand. We have purchased the property for our
new home, and we shall move in in about a month. Our work is
moving like a thing of life. It was never so prosperous before.
I wish you could be here to work with us. Sister Clark is in her
glory. She is one of the grandest Christian women I have ever
seen. Nearly all the converts are doing well.
Yours,
S. P. HOLCOMBE.
* * * * *
TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., November 15, 1886.
_Dear Brother Dalton:_
I receive no letters that touch my heart more deeply than those
I receive from you. Our work is more quiet now. The papers do
not notice it so much, but we are doing a good work. It is now
more among the unfortunate business men of the city some of
whom, were fallen very low. Some who have recently been
reclaimed are now first-class business men. The old converts are
all right and doing well, but they don't stand by me in the work
as I wish they would. Oh, for "consecration and concentration."
That is my motto.
My married daughter has got one of the best of husbands and I
think they are the happiest couple I know. The rest are all
well. I hope you will be blown back this way by some favoring
breeze, so we can have your help in our work.
Yours,
S. P. HOLCOMBE.
* * * * *
TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., January 6, 1887.
_Dear Brother Dalton:_
Our work is going on grandly again. You can see from the papers
I am kept as busy as a bee. You must know from the number that
come that my time is all taken up in nursing them. Hence, I can
not write long letters, however much I would like to.
Hope to see you soon.
Yours,
S. P. HOLCOMBE.
* * * * *
TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., October 28, 1887.
_S.P. Dalton, Cleveland, Ohio:_
DEAR BROTHER DALTON: Yours of the 17th is received. I am glad
you are an active worker in the church, and that they have shown
their appreciation of you by making you a steward in the church.
I believe you will render a good account of your stewardship.
The main thing for you to guard against is _care_. Remember,
always when you think you are too busy to pray in secret, read
the Bible, go to the meetings, etc., what Jesus said to Martha:
"Thou art careful and troubled about many things."
I am trying to be a faithful servant. God is blessing my humble
efforts. The converts are sticking and the work is growing. Most
of the converts are prospering in business. Some that were in
the gutter are now making from fifty to two hundred dollars a
month.
Your friend and brother in Christ,
S. P. HOLCOMBE.
* * * * *
TO THE SAME.
LOUISVILLE, KY., May 11, 1888.
_Dear Brother Dalton:_
Yours of the 9th to hand. Glad to hear of your continued success
in business. You are a great man, but a man who is so prosperous
in business must keep his eyes open.
Remember to give to the Lord all that belongs to Him of every
dollar you earn. John Wesley's motto is hard to improve on:
"Make all you can, save all you can, give all you can." And oh!
what sweetness there is in giving. Never get too busy to do some
Christian work. We have just had Murphy at Louisville, for a
month.
Good-bye,
STEVE P. HOLCOMBE.
* * * * *
[3]LETTERS TO MR. HOLCOMBE.
[3] A few of the letters to Mr. Holcombe have been selected out of
several hundreds.
_Mr. Holcombe:_
I have heard and read so much of your influence and prayers for
men leading dissolute lives, that I am going to ask you if you
won't find my husband and stay and pray with him until he is
saved. The other night, when he was drinking very hard, he
appealed to me to send for you to pray for him. He has much
confidence in your prayers, and believes in your life; I have
often heard him say so. He has a noble, loving disposition, and
forgiving; so you need not be afraid of offending him. His whole
heart would forever offer thanksgivings for his delivery from
drink; for it is that that he prays for. I have thought that,
perhaps, God intended salvation to come to him through you; and
how earnestly I pray that it may. So much has been done, and so
many prayers offered for him, won't you please, at your next
opportunity, find him and talk and pray with him? You would make
a miserable, lonely woman's life happy again. We have been so
happy together, so congenial, so well mated; and if God will
answer all our united prayers, happiness will return to our
hearts tenfold. Oh, Mr. Holcombe, pray the prayer of faith, and
my heart will ever turn in grateful acknowledgment to God for
making you the humble instrument of my much-loved husband's
salvation. Won't you go now immediately and wrestle for and with
him in prayer?
Believe me, most earnestly, your co-worker in prayer for his
salvation.
MRS. H.
* * * * *
BIRMINGHAM, ALA., May 12, 1888.
_Dear Brother Holcombe:_
I hope you will not think hard of me for asking you to write
once more to my husband. I feel so confident it will stir up a
remembrance of his conversion. Oh, brother, don't give up
helping me. Try to save my husband. It nearly kills me to see
him come home full of the destroying thing called whisky; and it
seems to have such a strong hold on him. All the imploring I can
do will not change him at all. I have grieved until my life is
almost grieved away. But oh, God will surely hear my cry after a
while. If I could give my life to save my husband's soul, I
would willingly, yes, gladly, do it. Brother Holcombe, what do
you think about this plan? If you can get one of the converts
whom my husband knows, and one who has been a great drunkard, to
write a friendly, brotherly letter to him, don't you think that
might do some good? Oh, I have thought of so many plans and ways
to try and get him back to the Lord. I am sorry to say that the
city of Birmingham is the most wicked place I have ever seen; so
few Christians, and they are not working. I do fervently hope
God will send some one here who is like yourself, not ashamed to
work for the lost. I hope you will write, Brother Holcombe. Pray
for me; and oh, do ask all the friends there to pray for my
husband.
Mrs. P.
* * * * *
LOUISVILLE, KY., December 3d.
_Brother Holcombe:_
Will you ask the prayers of your people in behalf of my
skeptical son-in-law. He is a talented man, but he is using his
influence against his best friend. My poor child is suffering
the penalty for marrying an infidel. If I dared tell you how
desperate the case, I am sure your heart would be troubled to
its depths. Do pray that this man may be led into the light of
the Gospel, and become a better husband, father and citizen.
A SUFFERING MOTHER.
* * * * *
BOWLING GREEN, November 10, 1884.
_Mr. Holcombe:_
Will you please go and see my son L., and try to persuade him to
live a better life? He has great faith in what you say. When you
wrote to him last spring he seemed very much affected, and said
to me. "That is one of the best men in the world." Oh, for
heaven's sake, pray for him. If you can go and talk to him,
advise him to leave Kentucky and go away off and reform his
life. If he comes back here, _danger awaits him_. I feel sure
you can influence him, for he believes you are sincere. He is
not mean and sinful at heart, but oh, the accursed demon Drink
causes him all his trouble. If he could get some respectable
work and some one to encourage him and lift him above his
darkened life, I believe he would be all right. He has relatives
there, but they are the last to apply to for assistance. He is
in jail in your city now. God only knows the pang it causes me
to say he is in jail. He was such a good Sunday-school boy and a
good Templar. Is it possible that he is to be lost? I can't yet
give up all hope. While my Father in heaven has so sorely
afflicted me, I can't help believing that after awhile the
change will come. Oh, how I wish Brother Morris could go to him
to-day. He took more interest in him than any one else ever did.
Please do what you can. I know God _will hear your prayer_ and
help you to save him. Yours with a mother's aching heart for her
boy,
---- ----
* * * * *
CHICAGO, May 24th.
_Rev. Steve Holcombe:_
MY DEAR FRIEND: I have just received a letter from my son, who
has almost ruined himself and broken my heart by his
intemperance. I have been always praying for his reformation,
but felt almost hopeless, as he would not go to church and
seemed hardened, and I know very well he could not rely on his
own strength and would not look to a stronger arm for help. Do
you know when I received a letter from him to-day making a full
confession of all his past course, and saying he had been to
hear you and asked for your prayers, I could not realize it? How
we are surprised when God hears us. I write this to thank you
for anything you may have said to help him, and to beg you to
follow him with your prayers and advice. Oh, won't you try to
help him all you can? It will be a hard battle with him, poor
fellow, as he has been for some time indulging freely. Will you
look after him as much as you can and if he should fall, help
him up? I am praying for you and your work, and have been doing
so for a long time. Your friend,
MRS. P. W. M.
* * * * *
WEDNESDAY NIGHT.
_Dear Mr. Holcombe:_
Will you please come out to my home on Third street in the
morning as early as you can? I dislike to trouble you in this
way; but I am in great trouble with Mr. L. He has been drinking,
and I feel that you can be the means of bringing him back to
God. I have prayed with him, and done all I could for him. I
feel crushed to the earth with this deep sorrow and
mortification. Don't let him know that I sent for you. He is
quite sick to-night. Pray that God may sustain us and lift us
out of this deep dark sorrow, and cast out the demon that seems
to possess my poor dear husband. God bless you, our dear good
friend, and keep us all this night.
Sincerely your friend,
MRS. L.
* * * * *
LOUISVILLE, KY., April 12, 1888.
_Rev. S. P. Holcombe:_
DEAR BROTHER: It is with grief in my heart I must write you
again. Mr. L. went on a business trip three weeks since, but
fell into bad company, and has been on a protracted spree. He
came home last night utterly discouraged--will not even try to
pray again. I am almost discouraged myself; can only wait and
trust. I think if you could make it convenient to call to see
him to-day, perhaps God will put words into your mouth that will
help him. I leave it with you; and would not ask you to leave
your duties, except I know your willingness to work for the
Master. He will not know that I have sent for you. Oh, help me
to pray that God will help my husband.
Your friend,
MRS. L.
* * * * *
OCTOBER 28TH.
_Friend Holcombe:_
I am locked up, and go to the work-house this morning. Oh, can
anything be done to help me; I want to become a different man.
Try and save me.
Truly, ---- ----
* * * * *
CITY WORK-HOUSE, November 1, 1882.
_Rev. Stephen P. Holcombe:_
DEAR SIR: You kindly requested me to write you in event I
reached the conclusion that under a change of condition I might
become a different man. My knowledge of your own career inspires
me with more confidence than anything that has ever fallen under
my notice. Coupled with the impression made upon me by the
sermon on Sunday afternoon, I firmly believe if you will come
and see me, and allow me to state to you fully my convictions as
to your ability to make a sober man of me, you will do one of
the greatest and noblest acts of your life; and, in keeping me
from the slavery of drink, rescue one who has suffered, and who
has caused, and now is causing, much suffering to others. I
stand ready to unite with you in any manner you may suggest, and
pray God Almighty to bless you.
Truly, ---- ----.
* * * * *
CITY WORK-HOUSE, November 2, 1882.
_Friend Holcombe:_
When I penned the few lines to you yesterday, I had to do it in
so short a space of time, that in all probability I omitted to
state specifically why I desired to see you. Heretofore, I have
never entertained any settled plan of operations to restrain my
appetite for liquor other than the mere will power I deemed in
my own possession and control, and, as a result, would
invariably find myself in the very midst of violating every
previously conceived resolution. Your kindness in pointing out a
course of discipline and conduct, and extending to me a welcome
among those who have made, and who are making, successful battle
against the great destroyer of happiness, awakened within me an
entirely different current of thought; and when I stated I would
unite with you in any manner you would suggest, to effect the
object in view, I meant it with all my heart and mind; and I
appeal to an all-wise and merciful Creator to attest the
sincerity of my declaration in this matter. Again, my resolve is
to attend strictly to any suggestions you may make. The accursed
appetite has beggared me. I do not ask charity from any mortal
toward me. I am not deserving of either sympathy or pity; and
while the embracing of the cause of religion and temperance can
not of itself work reformation, it places a man in a position
where he can climb upward and go forward, instead of forever
traveling the broad way that leads to destruction. Holcombe, I
want to redeem myself. I only crave this one last opportunity,
and if God will help me no man shall ever know of me using
either intoxicating drink or profane language as long as breath
is in my body. When released, I do not want to be idle a day. I
have mouths to feed whose entry into this troubled life is
chargeable solely to me. I will work for a dollar a day to do my
duty towards them. Judge W. L. Jackson, Judge H. H. Bruee, Gary
B. Blackburn or Major Tom Hays, would, I am sure, put in a good
word for me; and Judge Price himself, I think has some hope for
me. I had a violent chill to-day, and am in the hospital
department, and my fingers are somewhat stiff from researches in
the geological department.[4] Hence this cramped writing. Come
and see me, and do not give me up as hopeless.
Truly, ---- ----.
[4] He means the rock-pile.
* * * * *
BOWLING GREEN, KY., March 27, 1888.
_Rev. Steve Holcombe:_
DEAR SIR: I am so much obliged to you for the kind letter you
were pleased to write me. You no doubt think ere this that the
seed has fallen on stony ground, and, perhaps, among thorns; but
I can assure you that I made up my mind when in your city to
lead a different life, and to devote the remainder of my life to
the service of my God. I have so often thought of you, and have
wished to see you. Pray for me, and I do hope we may meet again.
If ever convenient, call and see me. Our doors will be open,
yes, wide open, to you. Thanking you again for your remembrance
of me, I am, yours truly,
----.
* * * * *
SICK BED, February 5th.
_Dear Christian Brother:_
I have a tenant in a little house, a grocery, on Sixth street,
right next to the First Presbyterian church, who is a fearfully
wicked man, a common drunkard, and steeped in sin; and I come to
you to-day to beg you to seek him out and try to rescue him. He
has four or five little motherless children, whose lives are
full of the bitterest sorrow; they are so dirty and unkempt that
the public school teacher had to send them home. They are under
no control; have no one to train them for God, and ought to be
where some one would save them from themselves and ruin. When I
leased my house to him, he was a very handsome, well-to-do man;
young, apparently honest, paid his rent regularly, and had a
very nice little wife, who has since died--I think with a broken
heart. Will you not look him up at once? Or, if you are too full
of other cases, will you not get some one of your workers to try
to lead him back to good paths? He is a very desperate case, I
know, and seems almost past saving now; but you know God's grace
can reach any heart. I would lay this poor dissolute creature,
lost to all sense of honor, shame or manliness, on your soul, my
brother, and beseech you, for Christ's sake, for the sake of
these poor motherless children, whose souls are worth saving for
Christ, do try to bring your influence and your prayers for
God's help, to this miserable man's case, and see if you can
help. If he is past God's mercy--and I can not believe
that--will you not see what can be done for the little ones?
The oldest boy is a bright little fellow, and may become a great
light in our Father's work. I hear that this man has been to
hear Mr. Moody. I do not know if it helped him. Will you not
send after him, and try to get him to go to-night? I will meet
you in prayer there for him.
In bonds of Christian friendship,
JENNIE CASSEDAY.
* * * * *
ALEXANDER'S HOTEL,
LOUISVILLE, KY., May 30, 1888.
_My Dear Mr. Holcombe:_
I am struggling as hard as ever a poor wretch did against my
appetite for liquor. I have asked the good Lord to help me
overcome the habit, but I feel that my prayers amount to
nothing. May I ask you to ask the Great Controller of us all to
give me strength to overcome this habit? Save me, or help save
me, I beg and implore you. Please give me your prayers.
---- ----.
* * * * *
OCTOBER 16, 1887.
_My Dear Steve:_
Your kind favor of the 7th instant reached me in due time. I
was, of course, delighted to hear from you, and inexpressibly
glad to hear of the improved state of your health. I also note
with much pleasure what you say in regard to the pleasant and
extensive trip that you have just finished. It gratifies and
pleases me beyond expression to know that the people of
Louisville are at last awakened to your worth, and are willing
to manifest some substantial recognition of the same. "All
things work well for those who love the Lord." I believe the
quotation is correct. Oh, had I continued in the way you pointed
out to me, how different my situation and circumstances would
be. Instead of being broken in health and bankrupt in purse,
separated from all that I love and hold most dear, I would be, I
am sure, what I was while I was endeavoring to lead a Christian
life--a happy husband and father and a respectable citizen. Oh,
Steve, my dear friend, I am wretched, miserable, broken hearted.
When I reflect upon what I was and what I might have been, and
consider what I am and how little I have to look forward to, I
simply get desperate. But I will not weary you with my troubles.
As regards myself and habits, I may say, without exaggeration,
that I am in better health and my mode of living is plainer and
more regular than it has ever been. I rise every morning between
four and five o'clock, and retire between eight and nine. My
food is of the plainest and coarsest kind. My companions are, I
regret to say, cowboys. You know, I presume, what they are, so I
will say nothing about them. I neither drink nor smoke; I chew
tobacco very moderately, and expect to quit that. I suffer
terribly at times for the want of congenial company. You must
excuse this effort, as I am surrounded by a lot of boys who are
making a terrible lot of noise. Give my love to all of your
family. God bless you, my dear Steve. Pray for me and mine.
Your friend, ---- ---- ----.
* * * * *
NOVEMBER 2, 1887.
_My Dear Steve:_
Your letter of the 27th is before me. It is just such a letter
as I expected--so full of sympathy, love and good, wholesome
advice. I wish it were possible, or, rather, expedient, to
listen to your advice and return home, for I am heartily sick
and tired of the life I am now living. Don't you know that my
life out here reminds me, in a measure, of your western
experience? Of course, I am not subjected to the hardships and
deprivations that you were forced to undergo. But, as far as
bodily comfort and companionship are concerned, I must say that
your experience must have been rather "tough," if it was worse
than mine. Now, don't misunderstand me, I have plenty to eat,
such as it is, I have a fairly good bed, in a fairly good room.
My companions are, as you know, cowboys. That they are rough and
all that, goes without saying, but let me tell you, my dear
friend, I have received better treatment and more consideration
from these wild, half-civilized cowboys, upon whom I have no
earthly claim, than I ever received from some from whom I had a
right to expect, if not fair treatment, at least some
consideration. The people one meets out here are always willing
to give a fellow a "white man's chance." When you write, tell me
something about the dear old Mission and its workers. What has
become of Davidson, Peck, Booker and all of the boys? I would be
extremely sorry to hear that any of them had forsaken the narrow
for the broad way. The dear old Mission! What a train of happy
memories is connected with it. I almost forgot to inquire about
Clay Price. Tell me about all of them. I am about to change my
quarters. Don't know where I will go. You had better wait until
you hear from me again before answering. With much love to
yourself and family, I am, as ever,
Your friend,
---- ---- ----.
* * * * *
DECEMBER 10, 1887.
_My Dear Steve:_
Your letter, or rather note, of November 29th, reached me in due
course. You advise me to keep up a brave heart. Steve, old
fellow, my heart is broken. I know you will smile and shake your
head; but I honestly believe that if there is such a thing as a
broken heart, mine is broken. Haven't I suffered enough? Well,
how is the Mission getting along? I noticed in the
_Courier-Journal_ the other day that George Kerr had been
reclaimed. Well, well, who would have thought it? I know him
well. He is a fellow of some parts. If he can only keep sober,
he is abundantly qualified to do well. Write me something about
the boys. I would be mighty glad to hear good reports of them.
Have you seen the ----s lately. Give them my regards when you
see them; and remind them for me, that they are in debt to me a
letter. They and you, old fellow, are about all the friends I
have left. What a sad commentary upon human nature is the
mutability of so-called friendship! When I was prosperous, I had
all the friends I wanted, and more, too. Now, I can count them
upon the fingers of one hand. Ah, well, I suppose it has been
the same time out of mind; I am not an exception. Now, Steve,
write me a long letter, and tell me all the news.
Very truly your friend, ---- ----.
* * * * *
FROM A CONVERT.
KANSAS CITY, MO., May 30, 1888.
_Rev. Steve P. Holcombe, Louisville, Ky.:_
Yours received. Would have written sooner but I have been away
and busy. I have been at Fulton, Mo., since the tenth instant.
Brother Jones left Monday morning. I tell you I just had a
glorious time. Steve, I love the work! and God is blessing me
wonderfully; everything is prosperous; business is getting
better; my health is getting better. In short, everything is
just glorious. Of course, I feel gloomy sometimes; but, blessed
be God, he will not allow us to be tempted above that we are
able to bear; and, with every temptation there is a way of
escape. I feel just that way. Every time temptation comes to me,
I flee to God for help, and I never yet failed. I have gone into
this for life; and, God helping me, I will stick. I have not
tasted drink of any kind since about January 9th, and I tell you
I was a slave to it. I never think of drinking now; my thought
is all in a different channel; bless God for it. Our little
mission is gradually growing, and we hope for grand things from
it. Pray for us. Brother Morris wishes to be remembered to
yourself and family. I am a member of his church, and I love
him. He is a grand man. I am going to Chillicothe, Missouri, the
12th of June--Brother Jones will be there for ten days. Give my
regards to all who know me; and tell them I am trusting Jesus
for everything. May God bless you in your good work. I shall
never forget you. Write as soon as convenient.
Your friend and brother,
HARRY CHAPMAN.
* * * * *
FROM A CONVERT.
CHICAGO, July 21, 1884.
_My Dear Brother Steve:_
Your kind postal of the 21st to hand this P. M. I must really
beg your pardon for having neglected your cards; but I have no
excuse to offer. It has been nothing but carelessness. I was
absent from Chicago a week with my friend D., and had a very
pleasant time. It is probable that he will start into business
in Chicago. He will know in the next few weeks. The Lord has
taken wonderfully good care of me since I have been here,
although on one or two occasions I have had to do with only one
meal a day. He has blessed me all the time. He has kept me
cheerful through all, and I feel to-day that I am nearer to Him
than I have ever been. I have put myself into His hands
unreservedly, and I feel that He is taking care of me. Yesterday
I got a letter from my brother. He asked me to pray for him, and
I shall certainly continue to do so as long as I live. Whenever
you see him, speak to him about the salvation of his soul. I
have written to him about it, and he wants to try and become a
Christian. Pray for him. Sunday I saw Dr. S. He is better
dressed than I ever saw him. I notice he wears the Murphy ribbon
in his button-hole. I am glad he is looking so well. This was
the first time I had seen him for weeks. Steve, there is only
one thing lacking to make my happiness complete, and that is to
have my mother think more favorably of my reformation. I have
written to her twice, and she has not even deigned to answer. I
feel, however, that the Lord will bring this about all right. As
to my getting into a situation, it will be some time yet, as
business hardly ever starts up here until about September. Then
the Lord will put me into something permanent, I know. The
captain is indeed happy with his family reunited with him. He
ought to shout God's praises from morning till night; but he is
not the only one that can shout--_my_ heart is forever full.
Neither hard times, nor anything else, can keep me down as long
as I have Jesus with me. I must close; it is time to go to
convert's meeting. My prayers are for you and the Mission. I
humbly ask you, as well as all the good Christians there, to
pray for me. May God bless you and yours.
Your brother in Christ,
FRED ROPKE.
Remember me to Mrs. Holcombe and the rest of the family, as well as to
all inquiring friends.
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FROM THE SAME.
CHICAGO, August 3, 1884.
_Dear Steve:_
Your kind letter to hand. I feel ashamed of myself for not
answering your letters more promptly. It does my heart good to
think that you at last have confidence in me, and that my going
to Chicago must not necessarily round up in my going to hell. It
seems to me, although I have not been in the service of our
glorious Master as long as you have, yet I have, or rather had,
more faith in His power to keep me than you had; but your remark
has often been recalled to my mind. Do you remember saying "that
if I went to Chicago, I was certainly bound for hell?" Was this
charity or placing much faith in God's word? Well, let the
matter drop. I have just come home from a glorious meeting. Oh,
how I thank God this morning for a lightness of heart and a
buoyancy of spirit that lift me above surrounding trials and
troubles! I am poor in purse; but, bless His holy name, I am
rich in promises and faith. My temporal affairs are not in a
very prosperous condition, but notwithstanding all this, I have
the confidence He will take care of me. He has done this in a
wonderful manner to this time, and He certainly has not changed
since I have become one of His. Captain Davidson keeps me pretty
well posted as to your meetings. I am glad they are well
attended. The Lord willing, I will be with you on a visit this
coming winter, and I will bring a friend. You will then see in
what style they conduct their meetings here in Chicago. I have
as yet received no answer to my long letter to H., but I praise
God that my humble words have set him to thinking. My prayers
ascend to heaven daily that he may be saved. Your friend, Frank
Jones, is here in Chicago. I saw him once on Clark street, but
had no chance to talk to him. This has been some two weeks ago.
Remember me in Christian love to the Millers, Captain Denny,
Dalton, Ben Harney, Tom Watts--in fact, all; but especially give
my regards to Mrs. Holcombe. Don't forget Mulligan, and my
prayers are that God may bless you as abundantly as he is
blessing your brother in Christ,
FRED ROPKE.
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FROM A CONVERT.
LOUISVILLE, KY., September 12, 1887.
_Rev, S. P. Holcombe, New York City:_
MY DEAR OLD FRIEND: You do not know the pleasure your letter
gave me, I have wanted to write you ever since my return, but
did not know where a letter would reach you, nor do I know where
to direct this, but suppose I can get your address from Will. I
was at the Mission last night, and missed you sadly. We all
missed you in many ways. Your good, hard, common horse sense is
sadly needed. It is the same old story; we never appreciate a
man until it is too late. I used to think I could pick many
flaws in your management of the mission work, but I have now
come to the conclusion that you can't be downed in that line,
and hereafter I shall not even think a thought against your
management. Last night we had some ignoramus to preach, and his
grammar and ways of expressing himself were (to say the least)
tiresome; but we had testimonies afterward, and I said to
myself, "Well, Brother Steve is away, and I have been on the
quiet lay for a long time; I think, for the sake of Christ and
old Steve, I will give a red-hot testimony right from the
shoulder," and I did. I was followed by Hocker in a like strain,
and others chiming in, we made the welkin ring from turret to
foundation-stone. But the banner-bearer was not there; so the
good intended to be done fell short. Only one stood up for
prayer. But never mind, we will have our old veteran leader with
us soon, when we will unfurl our battle-flag anew and carry
terror and dismay into old Beelzebub's camp. I think if our
winter campaign is well organized, there will be no "Indians on
the warpath next spring." I miss you and want to see you so bad,
that you may give me a hundred lectures and I won't shirk. Your
true blues are all holding fast. Your Old Guard is a true and
tried one. I think they all can be depended on both on dress
parade and under fire. Your family are all well. May our
heavenly Father bless you, my dear friend, both here and
hereafter. Your sins have been great; but oh, what would I not
give to know that, after life's fitful fever is over, I would be
permitted to occupy a seat in the beautiful land of the blest
alongside of you. Truly your faith has made you whole. Good-bye,
and once more, God bless you.
Your sincere friend,
P. B.
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FROM A CONVERT.
ATLANTA, GA., February 3, 1885.
_Dear Brother Holcombe:_
Your letter of December 17th was received in due time. Your
postal card was also received a few days ago. I have no lawful
excuse to offer but pure procrastination, from time to time, for
not answering. You are not forgotten by me or my wife and
daughter. We often speak of you, and the question is often
asked, "Will he come and see us this year and hold another
mission meeting?" You did so much good in Atlanta. The meetings
were kept up until the bad weather broke us up; they were well
attended nearly every night, and the good seed you sowed
germinated; and, by Brother Barclay's good tilling and the
assistance and the goodness of God, has brought forth much fruit
of repentance; and, thank God, we all bless the day He sent you
to us. If your Mission managers could see the great good you
accomplished while with us, I do not think they would say no to
your making Atlanta another visit; and we look forward to the
day as not being far distant when you will do so. I am trying my
best to live right. I know I am changed; I feel very different
from what I did before you visited us. You have known me fifteen
years; and you know how bad and sinful I was, and how
dissipated. I have not even wanted a drink of anything since
your visit. You know I told you I had put my foot on the serpent
and I intended to keep it there. I do not go with any of my old
associates who drink or who visit bar rooms. I select good
company; I keep up the family altar, and we are a happy little
family now. Can you appreciate that you saved one of your old
lost friends by your good work? When I met you and saw and heard
of the great blessing God had bestowed upon you and your dear
family, I set about obtaining the like blessing for myself; and
I feel in my heart that I have received it. God has been very
merciful to me and blesses all my undertakings and I am so
thankful for all of His kind mercies. Brother Barclay told me he
wrote you a few days ago, and I suppose he gave you all the
news. I have not been to the mission Sunday-school for some time
on account of the bad weather, and you know I live a long way
off. But, God willing, I shall go next Sunday. My wife and
daughter join in much love to you and your family, and wish you
a happy and successful year in the Master's cause.
Yours truly, ---- ----.
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FROM AN OFFENDED GENTLEMAN.
LOUISVILLE, KY., January 13, 1887.
_My Dear Sir:_
Your letter surprises me. You came to me unintroduced; I was
glad to see you, and, I hope, treated you with the consideration
which I think your merit demands. You again approached me
to-day. Tonight I received a letter from you which is to me
offensive and impolite. I am not coming to your place, and I
will thank you to abate your interest in my behalf. I believe in
your work, and wish you success; but I hope you will let me
alone. My self-constituted friends have done me more injury than
_even_ my own indiscretions. Very truly,
To Rev. Steve P. Holcombe. ----- -----.
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FROM A GAMBLER.
FEBRUARY 4, 1884.
_Mr. Steve Holcombe, Esq., Lewisville, Ky.:_
DEAR FRIEND: I take my pen in hand to drop you a few lines, as I
haven't heard of you for a long time, I learnt from a friend, of
your whereabouts, and that you had forever Retired from
Gambling, I want to accumulate a few hundred dollars and Retire
from the Business in the future, and as we have long Been
friends, I hope you will not Refuse giving me your sure system
of winning at the Game of Poker. From your friend,
DAVID W. MILLER,
_Ridgeville, Randolph Co., Ind._
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849 SEVENTH ST., LOUISVILLE, May 28, 1888.
_Rev. Steve Holcombe:_
DEAR SIR: I have a large family Bible, which has been in my
family a number of years. You will do me a personal favor by
accepting it as a souvenir of my late son, Charles A. Gill. It
was through your Christian instrumentality and kindness that my
dear son embraced his Saviour and died a Christian.
Hoping that God will add many stars to your crown, I am your
sincere friend,
HANNAH GILL.
Two more Bibles will be given you by the same hand for
distribution.
H. G.
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FROM A CHRISTIAN BROTHER.
MEMPHIS, TENN., May 6, 1887.
_My Dear Friend and Brother Holcombe:_
Your card well received, but I have been so busy that I have
waited for a time to write to you. I am in good health and have
a good situation, thank God. Am always alone. My children in
Switzerland are well. When I passed through Louisville, as I
wrote you from New York, I wished I had been able to stop for
twenty-four hours, but had a through sleeper to Memphis, and
could not stay over. I heard of your great trial lately. Hope
God did sustain you, and that good will come out of it for your
soul. The more I live, the more I am separated from this world.
My body is in it, but my mind and spirit are longing for a
better state, where evil shall not be present, within or
without. The Bible becomes clearer to my soul every day, and
with the grace of God I hope to come to the end a faithful and
obedient child of the Almighty Father in heaven. I suffer very
much mentally; it is a constant agony. I am absolutely,
completely broken down in my own will; have given up entirely
all worldly pleasures; have no pleasure except in doing the will
of God the best I can. My old enemy, myself, with my passions
and self-indulgence, I pay no more attention to. May God use me
according to His good will, and make me so as to be worthy of
His service. Everything of this world has been taken away from
me; "Vanity of vanities, all is vanity" is my daily bread. I
often wish to be in Louisville. Maybe I shall return there
later, to have some Christian friends around me. I have here
$150.00 a month, and the finest situation that can be wished in
my line of business. What are you doing? I suppose always the
same--taking care of the lost and neglected. Your reward shall
be great, as you come nearer fulfilling the Master's teaching
than brilliant preachers who do not touch the burdens of poor
sinners. How is your family, especially your sweet little
daughter? I hope you are all well. This world is nothing but a
tremendous deception to all who are attached to it; everything
is corrupt, and has the sting of death and sin. It is a constant
warfare with evil and evil forces around you. It is only worth
living for the good we can do to others. I can not understand at
all the joy that some find in it, except in doing entirely, to
the best of your ability, the will of God. There is surely no
other source of life in the universe. I am writing now to dear
Brother A. A few months ago he wrote to me. He, also, has had
great sorrows. It is very strange that alone pain and suffering
can make us wise and pure in heart. How antagonistic are the
ways of God and those of men? Absolutely opposed in all things.
Oh, let us be true to God, even unto death, cutting mercilessly
all that is worldly and carnal, so as to live for the spirit and
not lose eternal life. My dear brother, please do pray for your
lonely brother, that God may bring His presence into my worried
soul and help me in the battle. The enemy is very powerful, and
shows no mercy. His mission is to destroy and to lie, and he
knows how to do it. May God bless you and keep you forever.
Your true friend,
---- ----.
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FROM SAM P. JONES.
CHICAGO, ILL., March 16, 1886.
_Rev. Steve Holcombe, Louisville, Ky.:_
DEAR BROTHER HOLCOMBE: Yours of March 10th received. I thought
you were wise enough to know, when you wanted to plant yourself
in permanent quarters, that the devil would do his best to
prevent it. The devil don't like you anyway; but keep your
equilibrium--God is with you; and He is more than all that can
be against you. I have just passed through the most terrific
storm of criticism almost of my life; and thank God I have
witnessed in Chicago, within the last twenty-four hours, the
grandest triumph of the Gospel I ever saw. I wish you could be
here a few days and see the power of God, and rejoice with us in
the work.
I enclose an article, which you can take to the
_Courier-Journal_ if you like.
Kindest regards to your loved ones and all the brethren, and may
God's blessing be upon your work.
Fraternally yours,
SAM P. JONES.
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FROM THE SAME.
GIBSON HOUSE,
CINCINNATI, OHIO, June 13, 1886.
_My Dear Brother Holcombe:_
I received your message sent by Brother Cleveland. I would like
you to come over about the middle of next week. I think we will
have some of the slain of the Lord for you to look after by that
time. Our meeting moves off gloriously. I have never seen a
better start anywhere. Thank God for the prospect of a glorious
victory in this wicked city. The house is packed day and night,
and the preachers and people stand shoulder to shoulder with me.
Love to your family. Affectionately,
SAM P. JONES.
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FROM REV. DR. WILLITS (Warren Memorial Church).
_Mr. Steve Holcombe:_
DEAR SIR: The bearer, Ch. H., is a stranger to me; but he will
tell you his story. It is the old story of fight with appetite,
and you will be better able to advise him than myself.
Truly yours,
A. A. WILLITS.
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FROM DR. JOHN A. BROADUS.
MARCH 23, 1885.
_Dear Brother Holcombe_:
The bearer is Mr. B., once a merchant in Richmond, Va., fallen
by drinking habits, separated from wife and children, _lost_. He
spoke to me after sermon yesterday morning, and came to my house
this morning. He does not ask immediate relief, having some
money; but wants to find employment, and thinks he can stop
drinking. He is evidently an intelligent man, and earnestly
desirous of regaining himself. He used to be an Episcopal
communicant. Now, if you can in any way help Mr. B., I shall be
exceedingly glad.
Your friend and brother,
JOHN A. BROADUS.
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The following letter is from one of the converts whose
testimony is given elsewhere, but it is interesting as an
independent account given soon after his conversion.
LOUISVILLE, KY., January 28, 1884.
_Rev. G. Alexander_:
DEAR SIR AND BROTHER: The few brotherly words you spoke to me during our
short acquaintance, and your kindness toward me, a poor drunken outcast
at the time, will ever be remembered. Often I make inquiries of Brother
Holcombe regarding you and your health. At his suggestion, I write you
and give a brief history of my life, in hope it may encourage some poor
fellow whom you are seeking to save for a better life, and give him
renewed courage to battle against sin; and for the glory of our Saviour
Jesus Christ.
My father, as a wealthy man, determined to give his children the benefit
of a good education. With this end in view, he left my younger brother
and myself in Germany in 1864, after a visit there with the family. We
stayed until 1867, when we returned to Louisville, I to enter the
banking house of Theodore Schwartz & Co. With them I stayed until 1869,
when my father became bondsman for the sheriff, Captain John A. Martin.
Out of courtesy, Captain Martin made me, although only nineteen years of
age, one of his deputies. From that time I date my downfall. Money
flowed in freely; and, being young and inexperienced, I spent it just as
freely, if not more so. In two years, at the age of twenty-one, I was
considered about as reckless a young man as there was in the city. My
father was always proud of his oldest son, and indulged me in almost
everything. The habit of intemperance was gaining a sure hold; and when
he died, in 1872, I was considered by some a confirmed drunkard.
Gradually I sank lower and lower, until I became what I was when you
first saw me eight months ago--a poor miserable outcast from society,
and a burden to myself and friends. I was forsaken and despised by all.
I shudder to think that my life should ever flow in the same channel
again. During all these years of dissipation I wandered all over this
country--from Canada to the Gulf of Mexico, and from the Atlantic almost
to the Pacific. I drifted aimlessly with no other object in view but to
gratify a terrible longing for strong drink. I had been in the city but
a short while when I heard of Brother Holcombe's efforts to redeem the
fallen. Having known him before his conversion, curiosity led me to
listen to him. During all this time I knew and felt that a day of
reckoning would come, but whenever such thoughts entered my mind, I
dismissed them, as they made me tremble at the very idea of having to
give an account of the misdeeds of a wasted life. On the 25th of last
June I was passing up Jefferson street, and heard singing in the
basement at No. 436. My first impulse was to turn and go away, as I was
in no suitable dress to go into a place of worship. Then the thought
came into my mind, "This is Steve Holcombe's place; I'll go in and see
what it looks like." Thank God, I did go in. The songs of those
Sunday-school children awakened chords in my heart which I thought had
died long ago. Tears came into my eyes, and then and there I vowed, if
by God's help salvation was possible for me, I certainly would make the
trial. Glorious have been the results. That evening I heard Brother
Holcombe once more; introduced myself to him and promised him I would
attend evening service, which I did.
From that day to this I have been growing in grace. The Lord has blessed
me wonderfully. My worldly affairs have prospered; and, what is worth
more than all the world to me, I am continually happy. Nothing disturbs
my peace, and I allow nothing to interfere with it. My trust is in my
Saviour; He has promised to care for those who trust Him, and I have
implicit faith in that promise. My old appetite and desires are all
taken away and I find pleasure and joy in things that in former years I
considered ridiculous.
Very truly yours,
FRED ROPKE.
TESTIMONIALS.
CAPTAIN EGBERT J. MARTIN.
I was born in Louisville in 1842; was educated in New York and Virginia;
served in General Lee's army during the war on the staff of my uncle,
General Edward Johnson. The only commission I received was received on
the third day of July, 1863, at the battle of Gettysburg.
My first drinking commenced in Georgia, where I was planting rice with
General Gordon. That was in 1867. I did not drink during the war at all
except that I might have taken a drink occasionally when I met with
friends. My uncle would not permit liquor about his headquarters. On
leaving Georgia, I went to New York, and went into business. I acquired
quite a reputation there, and had a good income. My periodical drinking
continued, however, and each year became greater and greater. Nothing
was said about it for seven years and a half. I would not drink around
my place of business. When I felt the spell coming on me, I would quit
and go off, and be gone seven or eight days, and be back to business
again when I had straightened up, and nothing was said about it; but the
thing will increase on a man, and, of course, with each succeeding year
the habit became stronger, and the intervals shorter.
I conceived the idea that a change of climate would do me good. Visits
to the mountains seemed to benefit me, and I thought I would go West,
and the change would effect a cure. I went to Colorado, made friends
there, went into business, and was successful. I was married to my wife
in Denver, Colorado. I believed as my wife did, that my drinking was a
matter under my control. I had been leading an aimless life, with no
family ties; and after I was married, I thought a strong effort on my
part would stop it. I wanted to get back to salt water again, and have
everything in my favor; and the next morning after we were married, I
started for California. I was very successful there. I was in a short
time made special agent of the California Electric Light Company, at a
salary of three thousand dollars a year. They wanted to make a contract
with me for five years, giving me three thousand dollars a year, if I
would bind myself not to drink during the five years. I found it was not
such an easy thing to quit drinking. I consulted physicians there. There
was a doctor in Oakland who said he had a specific for drunkenness; and
he gave it to me. The result was that when I wanted a drink, I threw the
medicine away and got the drink. What I always wanted, and tried to get,
was something to take away the appetite for drink. There were times when
I had no more desire for drink than you or any other man; but when it
seized me, it seized me in an uncontrollable way, and I would drink for
the deliberate purpose of making myself sick and getting over it as
quick as possible. I knew it had to be gone through with, and I drank
until I made myself sick.
I never attended to business when I drank liquor. I never mixed up my
business affairs with my drinking. Everybody I had anything to do with
knew I was thoroughly reliable. I never lied about being drunk. I never
said I was sick or had the cholera infantum or anything of that sort.
Everybody who employed me knew as much about it as I did.
When my little boy was born, I felt a sacred duty was imposed upon me;
and I tried to encourage my ideas of morality. I had always been a moral
man, and, although an infidel, had never sought to break down the
religious opinions of any one, because I had nothing to give them
instead. My rationalism satisfied me. It was a belief, an opinion, with
which I was willing to face my Maker, because I believed I was right. I
believed in the existence of a Supreme Being, but I did not believe that
the great Ruler of the universe thought enough of us insignificant human
beings to interest Himself in our affairs. I did not believe in the
Christians' God. There in Virginia I had been surrounded by members of
the church. Everybody was either a Baptist, a Methodist, or a member of
some other denomination; drunkards and saloon-keepers and all belonged
to the church. They could do wrong and afterward go straight to church.
That kind of religion disgusted me, and that kind of religion confirmed
my skepticism. I wanted to get away and I even planned to go to
Australia. After my little boy was born, I stayed sober for six months,
and then I commenced drinking again. I did not conceal the truth from
myself. I said, "You are false to everything that is manly; you are a
disgrace to yourself." I decided to go back to Virginia (my wife had
never been there) and settle up a lawsuit I had pending in the courts.
But after a short stay in Virginia I had an offer to return to New York
and go to work, and went to New York; and after I had been there a
month, I received a dispatch stating that a compromise had been agreed
upon without consulting me at all. I went back to Richmond and rejected
the compromise.
A decision was made in my favor, but the case was taken to the Court of
Appeals. I had used up everything I had in litigation; and when, at
last, I got a telegram that the Court of Appeals had reversed the case,
and we had lost everything, it just broke me down. It took me more than
a month to realize that it was a fact--I could not get it into my head;
and it broke me down completely. I loved my wife and I loved my child,
and was troubled about them, and for the two years I was fighting these
Virginia gentlemen I was in a state of high excitement. I had nothing to
do except to worry, and I drank more than ever in my life. I said, "My
God! it is awful. I have lost everything. I know I am a drunkard; it is
no use denying it, because the appetite is on me all the time." And many
a time I threw myself down in the woods and sobbed aloud if Fate would
have mercy on me. I had given up all hope. I thought the good fortune
which had followed me all my life would never return. I had sent my wife
off; so I had lost her, too. She went to her sister's, in Ohio; and I
arranged that my mother should remain at the old place. I wrote to a
cousin of mine whom I had not met since the war. He used, frequently, to
come to our home, a delightful and healthful place, thirteen miles from
Richmond. I thought I would write him that I desired to get out of
Virginia, and had not the means, and would make Louisville my objective
point. So I wrote him, but received no reply. I wrote to another man,
stating the circumstances--that I wanted to get out of Virginia and go
to work; but I received no answer from him; and I came to the conclusion
if I wanted to get out of Virginia I would have to walk. I had secured
my wife and child, and as for myself it little mattered what befell me
or how I fared.