XVIII

The front-door of the Hospice for Sick Governesses in Cavendish

Street had not long closed behind the retreating figure of a swarthy,

black-eyed young foreign gentleman when the pleasant-faced elderly

woman whose duty it was to answer its bell brought to the Lady

Superintendent a card upon a little inlaid tray. She took the card and

smiled.

“Tell Mr. Bertham that I will come down in a few minutes. And I hope

you did not call him ‘Master Robert’ this time, Husnuggle?”

“I did, Miss Ada, love, as sure as my name’s a queer one, and him a

Secretary of State at War.”

“He is not Secretary at War now, Husnuggle, though he may be again. Who

can tell, when Governments are always changing and Cabinets being made

and remade?”

“A-cabinet-making he went as a boy, and cut his fingers cruel, and the

Wraye Abbey housekeeper fainted dead away at the sight of the blood,

they said!--and the head-house-maid gave notice at being asked for

cobwebs, which she vowed and declared not one were to be found in the

place, though answer for attics how can you? And he had my name pat,

Miss Ada, so soon as I answered the door. ‘Halloa, Husnuggle!’ he says;

‘so you’ve come up from Peakshire to help nurse the sick governesses?’

And I says: ‘Yes, Master Robert, and it’s like the good old times come

back, to see your handsome, smiling face again.’ And you’ll come to him

in a few minutes?”

“The minutes have passed, Husnuggle, while you have been talking. I am

going down to Mr. Bertham now.”

She found him in a little ground-floor parlor, sacred to accounts and

the semi-private interviews accorded by the Lady Superintendent to

shabby-genteel visitors with hungry faces (growing still more wan as

the tale of penury was told) and smartish visitors with impudent faces,

apt to flush uncomfortably under the keen scrutiny of those blue-gray

eyes. It was plainly but comfortably furnished, and a red fire glowed

in its grate of shining steel, and a plump and sleek and well-contented

cat dozed happily upon its hearthrug.

You saw Bertham as a tall, lightly-built man of barely thirty, with a

bright, spirited, handsome face and a frank, gay, cordial manner. No

trace of the pompousness of the ex-Secretary of State either in his

appearance, voice or handshake: a warm and cordial grip was to be had

from Bertham; or, in default of this, a brusque nod that said: “You are

objectionable, and I prefer to keep clean hands!”

He was striding lightly up and down the little parlor, with the loose

ends of his black satin cravat--voluminous, according to the fashion of

the time--floating behind him; and each time he covered the distance

from the hearthrug to the muslin-blinded window he would stop, look

impatiently at his watch, and recommence his walk.

She said, standing in the doorway, watching him do this:

“You are not in a genuine hurry, or you would not be here at all.”

“Ada!” He turned with a look of glad relief, and as she noiselessly

closed the door and came to meet him, he took both the womanly cordial

hands she held out to him, and pressed them in his own. “It does one

good to see you. It does one good even to know you anchored here in

Cavendish Street, and not flying from Berlin to Paris, from Paris to

Rome, from Rome to Heaven-knows-where--comparing foreign systems of

Hospital management and sanitation with our own, and finding ours

everywhere to be hopelessly out of date, and inferior, and wrong....”

“As it is!” she said--“And is it not time we knew it? so that we can

prove those mistaken who say, _‘To be insular is to be strong, perhaps,

but at the same time it is to be narrow-minded.’_”

“Ah! Ada, Ada!” he said, and his sweet and mellow voice had sadness in

it. “If we all lived up to your standard, the Millennium would have

come, and Governments would cease from troubling, and War Secretaries

would be at rest.”

“Are you not at rest just now?” she asked, and added, even before he

shook his head: “But no! You are overworked; your face shows it.”

“Mary said so this morning,” he answered; “but if my looks pity me, as

Peakshire folk would say, I feel fit and well.”

“Where is my Mary?” she asked. “Why have you not brought her?”

“Mary has flown down to Hayshire,” he said, “on the wings of the

Portsmouth Express. One of the crippled children at the Home was to be

operated on, under chloroform, for the removal of a portion of diseased

hip-bone; and though my wife shrank from the ordeal of seeing pain,

even dulled by the anæsthetic, she felt it was her duty to be upon the

spot.”

“Dear Mary!” she said, and if Dunoisse had seen her face he would no

longer have thought it lacking in warmth and color: “True, good, noble

woman.”

Bertham answered, with feeling in his own face and voice:

“The dearest, living!... the noblest I ever knew--but one, Ada!”

She passed the words as though she had not heard, and said, with the

soft, clear laugh that had music in it for the ears of those who loved

her, and this man was one of the many:

“Husnuggle was made so happy by your not forgetting her, poor good

soul!”

“Her face conjured up Wraye Rest,” he said, “and the yew-tree gateway

between the park and the garden; and the green terraces with the

apple-espaliers and the long borders of lavender-bushes; and Darth down

at the bottom of the deep valley, foaming over her bed of limestone

rock, and the steep paths down to the trout-pools that were easier to

tread than the slippery ways of Diplomacy.”

“One can always go back!” she returned, though her sigh for all the

distant sweetness had echoed his, “either to my dear Wraye Rest or your

own peculiar Eden of Wraye Abbey.”

“Taking our respective loads of aims and ambitions and responsibilities

with us,” said Bertham. “My badly-housed Military Invalid Pensioners

for whom I want tight roofs, and dry walls, and comfortable beds. My

Sandhurst Cadets, trussed up in absurd trappings, and harassed with

rules as trumpery--hide-bound with conditions quite as detrimental

to health as their cut-and-dried discipline, and innumerable

supererogatory belts, straps, and buckles. My Regimental Schools, where

illiterate soldiers and their wives are to learn to read and write

and cipher; and my Infants’ Classes, where the soldier’s children may

be taught as well. My Improved Married Quarters, which should--but do

not, more’s the pity!--occupy a separate block in every Barracks in

the Kingdom, where the women and their men may live in decent privacy,

and not under conditions not at all distantly recalling--to our shame!

and the Red Tapeism that preserves these conditions in their unadorned

and ancient ugliness ought to blush the redder for it!--the primitive

promiscuities of the Stone Age. With a distinct bias in favor of that

period!”

* * * * *

His handsome face was bitter and dark with anger; his voice, though

barely raised above the level of ordinary fireside chat, rang and

vibrated with passionate indignation.

“It has been borne in on me, Ada, in God knows how many hours

of weariness and bitter disappointment, that our Peninsular

triumphs--achieved in what we are accustomed to call the good old

days--are a heavy clog upon our advancement as a nation now, and a

cloud upon our eyes. They were not good old days, Ada, as windbaggy

orators like to call them; they were bad old days, inhuman old days,

cruel old days, when Napoleon Bonaparte possessed France upon a bridal

bed of bloody corpses; and ragged, underfed, untaught, unsheltered

soldiers upheld, in what neglect, what misery and suffering, you and

I can barely realize, amidst Famine and Slaughter and Pestilence and

Devastation hideous and indescribable, the traditional glory of the

British nation, the strength and fire and power of British Arms. Let us

have done with the pride of those days! Let us cease to boast of them!

Let us prove our advancement in Civilization, Humanity, and Science

by no longer treating these our fellow-creatures as human pawns in a

devilish game of chess, or as thoughtless children treat toy-soldiers;

to be moved hither and thither at will, swept off the board when

necessary, and jostled promiscuously into dark and stuffy boxes until

we are pleased to call for them again! Since Great Britain owes so

much to her Army and her Navy, let her treat the men who serve her by

land and sea with respect, and decent consideration. And in so far as

Governments and Administrations of the old days ignored their rights to

honest, humane, and Christian usage, let us have done with those damned

old days forever, and while the life is red in us, hurry on the new!”

“They cannot come too quickly!” she said, giving back his earnest look.

“Surely by raising the moral tone, cultivating the mental faculties,

and improving the social condition of the private soldier, he is nerved

and tempered, not softened and unstrung.”

“As it is we owe him honor,” said Bertham, “that, with so many

disadvantages as he labors under to-day, and in the face of the bad

example too often set him as to moral conduct and neglect of duty by

his superiors, he is what we know him to be!”

“Ah, that is true--most true!” she answered, breaking the silence

in which she had sat listening to the silvery voice of which even

Bertham’s enemies admitted the singular charm. “May the day soon dawn

when we shall see him what we hope he will become!”

“There will be a dark night before its dawning,” Bertham returned, and

his smile had sadness in its very brilliancy. “For England must lose

much to win that more, be assured.”

He added as his look met hers, seeing the slight bewildered knitting of

her eyebrows:

“There is a grand old white head nodding at the upper end of the Green

Council Board at the War Office, or soundly sleeping, in the inner

sanctum at the covered passage-end that has always been known as the

office of the Commander-in-Chief,--that Britain, in her gratitude

and loyal regard and tender reverence for its great owner,--and God

forbid that I should rob him of one jot or tittle of what has been

so gloriously won!--has left there long years since the brain within

it became incapable, by the natural and inevitable decay of its once

splendid faculties, of planning and carrying out any wholesome,

needful reform in our Army’s organization--even of listening to those

who have suggestions to offer, or plans to submit, with anything but

an old man’s testy impatience of what seems new. This is deplored by

personages nominally subordinate, really wielding absolute power. ‘Sad,

sad!’ they say, ‘but the nation would have it so.’ Yet little more

than a year ago, when, as by a miracle, the strength and vigor of the

old warrior’s prime seemed, if only for an instant, to have returned

to him--when the dim fires of the gray eagle-glance blazed out again,

and the trembling hand, strung to vigor for the nonce, penned that

most electrifying letter,--published a few weeks back by what the New

England Party regard as a wise stroke of policy, and Officialdom as

an unpardonable indiscretion,--that letter declaring the country’s

defenses to be beggarly and inadequate, its naval arsenals neglected,

its dockyards undermanned, its forts not half-garrisoned.... What sort

of criticism did it evoke? Those who were openly antagonistic declared

it to be preposterous; those who were loyal treated its utterances with

contemptuous, galling indulgence.... To me it was as though a prophetic

voice had spoken in warning from the tomb! And even before the graven

stone sinks down over the weary old white head, Ada, and the laurels

are withered that lie above, the country he loved and served so grandly

may be doing pennance in dust and ashes for that warning it despised!”

“And if the War-call sounded to-morrow,” she said, with her intent look

upon him, and her long white fingers knitted about her knee, “and the

need arose--as it would arise--for a man of swift decision and vigorous

action to lead us in the field--upon whom would we rely? Who would

step into the breach, and wield the _baton_?”

“A man,” returned Bertham, “sixty-six years old, who served on the

Duke’s staff and lost his left arm at Waterloo; who has never held any

command or had any experience of directing troops in War, and whose

life, for forty years or so, has been spent in the discharge of the

duties, onerous but not active, devolving upon a Military Secretary.

The whole question as to fitness or not fitness turns upon an ‘if.’”

The speaker spread his hands and shrugged his shoulders slightly, and

a whimsical spark of humor gleamed in the look he turned upon the

listener, as a star might shine through the wild blue twilight of a day

of gale and storm, as he resumed:

“If the possession of the Wellingtonian manner,--combined with an

empty sleeve--all honor to the brave arm that used to be inside it!--a

manner full of urbanity and courtesy--nicely graduated and calculated

according to the rank and standing of the person addressed; and

admirable command of two Continental languages, and a discreet but

distinct appreciation of high company and good living, unite to make an

ideal Commander-in-Chief, why, Dalgan will be the man of men!...”

“But surely we need something more,” she said, meeting Bertham’s glance

with doubt and questioning.

“Something indeed!” he returned dryly. “But be kind to me, and let me

forget my bogies for a little in hearing of all the good that you have

done and mean to do.... Tell me of your experiences at Kaiserswerke

amongst the Lutheran Deaconesses--tell me about your visit to the

Sisters of St. Vincent de Paul at the Hospital of the Charité, or your

sojourn with the _dames religieuses_ of St. Augustine at the Hôtel

Dieu. Or tell me about your ancient, super-annuated, used-governesses.

I should like to know something of them, poor old souls!...”

* * * * *

“They are not all old,” she explained, “though many of them are

used-up, and all, or nearly all, are incapable; and Bertham, with a

very few exceptions, sensible and ladylike as most of them are, they

are so grossly ignorant of the elementary principles of education

that one wonders how the poor pretense of teaching was kept up at

all? And how it was that common honesty did not lead them to take

service as housemaids? and how the parents of their pupils--Heaven help

them!--could have been blind enough to confide the training of their

children to such feeble, incompetent hands?”

“It is a crying evil,” said Bertham, “or, rather, a whimpering one, and

needs to be dealt with. One day we will change all that.... As to these

sick and sorrowful women, the generation that will rise up to take

their places will be qualified, I hope, to teach, by having learned;

and the quality of their teaching will, I hope again, be guaranteed by

a University diploma. And, superior knowledge having ceased to mean

the temporary possession of the lesson-book, children will learn to

treat their teachers with respect, and we shall hear fewer tales of the

despised governess.”

She returned, glancing at Bertham’s handsome, resolute face, and noting

the many fine lines beginning to draw themselves about the corners of

the eyes and mouth, the worn hollows of the temples and cheekbones, and

the deepening caves from which the brilliant eyes looked out in scorn,

or irony, or appealing, ingratiating gentleness.

* * * * *

“All governesses are not despised or despicable. There are many

instances, Robert, where the integrity and conscientiousness of the

poor dependent gentlewoman has held up a standard of conduct for the

pupil, well or ill taught, to follow which has borne good fruit in

after-years. We have a worthy lady here, a governess long resident

in Paris, against whose exquisite French I polish up my own when I

have time--a rather scarce commodity in this house!... Miss Caroline

Smithwick has been cast on the mercy of the world in her old age, after

many years of faithful service, because she dared tell her wealthy

employer that a claim he pursued and pressed was dishonest and base.

The man’s son thinks with her, and has chosen to be poor rather than

profit by riches--and, I gather, rank--so gained. It is a wholesome

story,” she said, “and when he told me to-day of his intention to

support the gentle old soul who was so true to him, out of his pay as

an officer of the French Army,--I could have clapped my hands and cried

aloud--but I did not,--for the Superintendent of a Governesses’ Home

must be, above all, discreet;--_‘Bravo, M. Hector Dunoisse!’_”

“‘Dunoisse, Dunoisse’?” He turned the name upon his tongue several

times over, as though its flavor were in some measure familiar to

him. “Dunoisse.... Can it be a son of the dyed and painted and padded

old lion, with false claws and teeth and a name from the wigmaker’s,

who was Bonaparte’s _aide_ at Marengo and cut a dashing figure at

the Tuileries in 1804? The Emperor created him Field-Marshal after

Austerlitz, and small blame to him!... He ran away with a Bavarian

Princess after the Restoration--a Princess who happened to be a

professed nun, and somewhere about 1828, when the son of their union

may have been seven or eight years old,--when the Throne of St. Louis

was rocking under that cumbersome old wooden puppet Charles X.,--when

the tricolor was on the point of breaking out at the top of every

national flagstaff in France,--when you got a whiff of violets from the

button-hole of every Imperialist who passed you in the street,--when

the Catholic religion was about to be once more deprived of State

protection and popular support, Marshal Dunoisse, swashbuckling old

Bonapartist that he is, reclaimed the lady’s large dowry from her

Convent, and with the aid of De Martignac, Head of the Ministry of that

date, succeeded in getting it.”

“It is the son of the very man you describe,” she told him; “who

visited his old governess here to-day.”

Bertham shrugged his shoulders, and, leaning down, silently stroked the

sleek cat, white-pawed and whiskered, and coated in Quaker gray, that

lay outstretched at ease upon the hearthrug. But his eyes were on the

woman’s face the while.

“So that was it!” she said, leaning back in the low fireside chair

she had taken when Bertham wheeled it forwards. Her musing eyes were

fixed upon the red coals glowing in the old-world grate of polished

steel. Perhaps the vivid face with the black eyes burning under their

level brows rose up before her; and it might have been that she heard

Dunoisse’s voice saying, through the purring of the cat upon the

hearthrug and the subdued noises of the street:

“_May the hour that sees me spend a sou of that accursed money be an

hour of shame for me, and bitterness and humiliation! And should ever

a day draw near that is to see me trick myself in dignities and honors

stolen by a charlatan’s device and assume a power to which I have no

more moral right than the meanest peasant of the State it rules--before

its dawning I pray that I may die! and that those who come seeking a

clod of mud to throw in the face of a Catholic State may find it lying

in a coffin!_”

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