CHAPTER XVIII

“The Cypresses have their caprices”

“To Madame Louise Jedrzeïewicz.

“Paris, _Monday, June 25, 1849._

“My dearly beloveds,

“If you can, come. I am ill, and no doctor can help me as you can. If

you need money, borrow it; when I am better I can easily make it and

return it to whoever lends it to you, but just now I am too broke to

be able to send you anything. My Chaillot apartment is big enough to

receive you, even with the two children. Little Louise will benefit in

every way. Papa Calasante[1] shall run about all day long; we have the

Agricultural Products Exhibition close to us here; in a word, he will

have much more time for himself than he did the other time, because I

am weaker, and shall stay more in the house with Louise. My friends and

all my well-wishers are convinced that the best remedy for me would be

the arrival of Louise, as she will certainly learn from Mme. Obreskow’s

letter. So get your passport. People whom Louise does not know, one

from the North, and one from the South, told me to-day that it would

benefit, not only my health, but also my sister’s.

[Footnote 1: His brother-in-law.]

“So, mother Louise and daughter Louise, bring your thimbles and your

needles. I’ll give you handkerchiefs to mark, socks to knit, and you

shall spend your time for a few months in the fresh air with your old

brother and uncle. The journey is easier now; also you don’t need much

luggage. We’ll try to be happy here on very little. You shall find

food and shelter. And even if sometimes Calasante finds that it is far

from the Champs Elysées to town, he can stay in my apartment in the

Square d’Orléans. The omnibus goes right from the Square to my door

here. I don’t know myself why I want so much to have Louise, it’s like

the longing of a pregnant woman. I swear to you that it will be good

for her, too. I hope that the family council will send her to me: who

knows whether I shan’t take her back when I am well! Then we could

all rejoice and embrace each other, as I have already written, but

without wigs and with our own teeth. The wife always owes obedience

to her husband; so it’s the husband whom I beg to bring his wife; I

beg it with my whole heart, and if he weighs it well he will see that

he cannot give a greater pleasure either to her, or to me, or do a

greater service even to the children, if he should bring one of them.

(As to the little girl I do not doubt it.) It will cost money, it is

true, but it cannot be better spent nor could you travel more cheaply.

Once here, your quarters will be provided. Write me a little word.

Mme. Obreskow, who had the kindness to want to write (I have given her

Louise’s address), will perhaps be more persuasive. Mlle. de Rozières

will also add a word, and Cochet, if he were here, would speak for

me, because there is no doubt that he would find me no better. His

Æsculapius has not shown himself for ten days because he has at last

perceived that there is something in my sickness that passes his

science. In spite of that, you must praise him to your tenant, and to

all who know him, and say that he has done me a great deal of good;

but my head is made that way: when I am a little bit better, that’s

enough for me. Say also that everyone is convinced that he has cured a

quantity of people of cholera. The cholera is diminishing a great deal;

it has almost disappeared. The weather is superb; I am sitting in the

salon from where I can admire the whole panorama of Paris: the towers,

the Tuileries, the Chambres, St.-Germain l’Auxerrois, St. Etienne du

Mont, Notre-Dame, the Panthéon, St. Sulpice, Val de Grâce, the five

windows of the Invalides, and between these buildings and me nothing

but gardens. You will see it all when you come. Now get busy on the

passport and the money, but do it quickly. Write me a word at once. You

know that the cypresses have their caprices: my caprice to-day is to

see you in my house. Maybe God will permit everything to go well: but

if God does not wish it, act at least as though He did. I have great

hope, because I never ask for very much, and I should have refrained

from this also if I had not been urged on by all who wish me well.

Bestir yourself, Monsieur Calasante. In return, I shall give you _huge_

and excellent cigars; I know someone who smokes marvellous ones—in

the garden, mind you! I hope the letter I wrote for Mamma’s birthday

arrived, and that I did not miss the date too far. I don’t want to

think of all that because it makes me feverish, and, thank God, I have

no fever, which disconcerts and vexes all the ordinary doctors.

“Your affectionate but very feeble brother,

“Ch.”

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