CHAPTER XIV

THE SEASON OF PEACE AND GOODWILL

_Sunday, December 17, 1899._

We are sick of the siege. Enteric and dysentery are steadily increasing.

Food for men and horses is short and nasty. Ammunition must be used with

care. The longing for the English mail has almost become a disease. Only

two days more, we thought, or perhaps we could just stick it out for

another week. Now we are thrown back into vague uncertainty, and seem no

nearer to the end.

All the correspondents were summoned at noon to the Intelligence Office.

That the Intelligence should tell us anything at all was so

unprecedented that we felt the occasion was solemn. Major Altham then

read out the General Order, briefly stating that General Buller had

failed in "his first attack at Colenso," and we could not be relieved

as soon as was expected. All details were refused. We naturally presume

the situation is worse than represented. Each of us was allowed to send

a brief heliogram, balloting for turn. Then we came away. We were told

it was our duty to keep the town cheerful.

The suffering among the poor who had no stores of their own to fall back

upon is getting serious. Bread and meat are supplied in rations at a

fair and steady price. Colonel Ward and Colonel Stoneman have seen to

that, and as far as possible they check the rapacity of the Colonial

contractor. But hundreds have no money left at all. They receive

Government rations on a mere promise to pay. Outside rations, prices are

running up to absurdity. Chickens and most nice things are not to be

obtained. But in the market last week eggs were half a guinea a dozen,

potatoes 1s. 6d. a pound, carrots 5s., candles 1s. each, a tin of milk

6s., cigarettes 5s. a dozen. Nothing can be bought to drink, except

lemonade and soda-water, made with enteric germs. The Irishman drinks

the rinsings of his old whisky bottles. One man gave £5 yesterday for a

bottle of whisky, but then he was a contractor, and our necessity is his

opportunity. Of our necessity the Colonial storekeepers and dealers of

all kinds are making their utmost. Having spent their lives hitherto in

"besting" every one on a small scale, they are now besting the British

nation on the large. Happily their profit is not so easily made now as

in the old days of the Zulu war, when a waggon-load of food would be

sold three times over on the way to the front and never reached the

troops at all in the end. A few days ago one contractor thought the Army

would have to raise its price for mealies (maize) to 30s. a sack. He at

once bought up all the mealies in the town at 28s., only to discover

that the army price was 25s. So, under the beneficent influence of

martial law he was compelled to sell at that price, and made a fine

loss. The troops received this morning's heavy news with cheerful

stoicism; not a single complaint, only tender regrets about the whisky

and Christmas pudding we shall have to do without.

_December 18, 1899._

How is one to treat an indeterminate situation? The siege is already too

long for modern literature. It was all very well when we thought it must

end by Christmas at the furthest. But since last Sunday we are thrown

back into the infinite, and can fix no limit on which hope can build

even a rainbow. So now the only way to make this account of our queer

position readable will be to dwell entirely in the glaring events of

adventure or bloodshed, and let the flat days slide, though the sadness

and absurdity of any one of them would fill a paper.

We have had such luck in escaping shells that we grow careless. The

Bulwan gun began his random fire, as usual, before breakfast. He threw

about fifteen shells, but most of us are quite indifferent to the 96lb.

explosive thunder-bolts dropping around us. Indeed, fourteen of them did

little harm. But just one happened to drop in the Natal Carbineer lines

while the horses were being groomed. Two men were killed outright and

three mortally wounded. A sapper was killed 200 yards away. Three others

were wounded. Eleven horses were either killed or hopelessly disabled.

All from one chance shell, while fourteen hit nobody! One man had both

legs cut clean off, and for a time continued conscious and happy. Five

separate human legs lay on the ground, not to speak of horses' legs. The

shell burst on striking a horse, they say (it was shrapnel), and threw

forwards. While the Carbineers were carrying away one of their dead

another shell burst close by. They rightly dropped the body and lay

flat. The only fragment which struck at all almost cut the dead man in

half. Another shell later in the day killed a Kaffir woman and her

husband in a back garden off the main street. Several women have died

from premature childbirth owing to shock.

Most of my day was again spent in trying to get a Kaffir runner for a

telegram, but none would go. My last two had failed. All are getting

frightened. In the evening I rode out to Waggon Hill and found "Lady

Anne" and the 12lb. naval gun had gone back to their old homes. They are

not wanted to keep open the approach for Buller now, and perhaps Captain

Lambton was afraid the position might be rushed.

_December 19, 1899._

Another black day. Details of Buller's defeat at Colenso began to leak

out and discouraged us all. It would be much better if the truth about

any disaster, no matter how serious, were officially published. Now

every one is uncertain and apprehensive. We waste hours in questions and

speculations. To-day there was something like despair throughout the

camp. The Boers are putting up new guns on Gun Hill in place of those we

destroyed. Through a telescope at the Heliograph Station I watched the

men working hard at the sangar. Two on the face of the hill were

evidently making a wire entanglement. On Pepworth Hill the sappers think

they are putting up one of the 8.7 in. guns, four of which the Boers are

known to have ordered, though it is not certain whether they received

them. They throw a 287lb. shell. We are all beginning to feel the pinch

of hunger. Bit by bit every little luxury we had stored up has

disappeared. Nothing to eat or drink is now left in any of the shops;

only a little twist tobacco.

What is even worse, the naval guns have too little ammunition to answer

the enemy's fire; so that the Boers can shell us at ease and draw in

nearer when they like. The sickness increases terribly. Major Donegan

sent out thirty-six cases of enteric to Intombi Camp from the divisional

troops' hospital alone. Probably over fifty went in all. Everything now

depends on Buller's winning a great victory. It seems incredible that

two British armies should be within twenty miles of each other and

powerless to move.

I cannot induce a Kaffir runner to start now. Even the Intelligence

Officer cannot do it. The heliograph has failed me, too. Sunday's

message has not gone, and this afternoon was clouded with storms and

rain. The temperature fell 30°. Yesterday it was 102°; the day before

106° in the shade.

_December 20, 1899._

From dawn till about seven the mutter of distant guns was heard near

Colenso. But no news came through, for the sky was clouded nearly all

day long. The new 4.7 in. howitzer which the Boers have put up on

Surprise Hill opened fire in the morning, and will be as dangerous as

its predecessor which we blew up. From every point of the compass it

shelled hard nearly all day. I connect this feverish activity with the

apparition of a chaise and four seen driving round the Boer outposts,

and to-day quite visible on the Bulwan. Four outriders accompany it, and

queer little flags are set up where it halts. Can the black-coated old

gentleman inside be Oom Paul himself? It is significant that the big gun

of Bulwan did some extraordinary shooting during the day. It threw one

shell right into the old camp; another sheer over the Irish at Range

Post; both were aimed at nothing but simply displayed the gun's full

range; another pointed out the position of the Naval battery, and whilst

I was at lunch in the town, another whizzed past and carried away one

side of the Town Hall turret. I envy the gunner's feelings, though for

the moment I thought he had killed my horse at the door. The Town Hall

is now really picturesque, just the sort of ruin visitors will expect to

see after a bombardment. With a little tittifying it will be worth

thousands to the Colonials.

[Illustration: A PICTURESQUE RUIN.]

The day was cool and cloudy; fair shelling weather, but bad for

heliographs. So my Christmas message is still delayed. A certain

lieutenant (whom I know, but may not name) went out under flag of truce

with a letter to the Boer General, and was admitted even into Schalk

Burger's tent. The Boer gave him some details of Buller's disaster last

Friday, and of the loss of the ten guns, which they said came up within

heavy rifle fire and were disabled. They especially praised one officer

who refused to surrender, fired all his revolver' cartridges, drew his

sword, and would have fallen had not the Boers attacked him only with

the butt, determined to spare the life of so brave a man. I give the

story: its truth will be known by this time.

Sickness continues. There are 900 cases of enteric in Intombi. A sister

from the camp came and besought Colonel Stoneman with tears to stop the

shameful robbery of the sick which goes on in the camp. The blame, of

course, does not lie with him or the authorities here. The supplies are

sent out regularly day by day. It is in the careless or corrupt

distribution that the sick are robbed and murdered by a mob of cowardly

Colonials of the rougher class, who had not enough courage to stay in

the town, and now turn their native talent for swindling to the plunder

of brave men who are suffering on their behalf.

A deputation of mayor and town councillors waited on Colonel Ward

to-day. The petitioners humbly prayed that the bathing parties of

soldiers below the town on Sundays might be stopped, because they

shocked the feelings of the women. For a mixture of hypocrisy and

heartlessness I take that deputation to be unequalled. The soldiers are

exposed all the week long, day and night, to sun and cold and dirt, on

rocks and hill-tops where it is impossible even to dip their hands in

water. On Sunday the Boers seldom fire. The men are marched down in

companies under the officers to bathe, and to any decent man or woman

the sight of their pleasure is one of the few joys of the campaign. But

those who think nothing of charging a soldier 6d. for a penny bottle of

soda-water, or 2s. for twopenn'orth of cake, tremble for the feelings of

their wives and daughters. Why do the women go to look? as Colonel Ward

asked, in his indignant refusal even to listen to the petition. Sunday

is the one day when they can stay at home with safety, and leave their

husbands to skulk in the river holes if they please.

_December 21, 1899._

"Puffing Billy," of Bulwan, distinguished himself this morning by

sending one shot into Colonel Ward's house and the next into the

general's just beyond. In Colonel Ward's was a live Christmas turkey,

over which a sentry is posted day and night. At first the rumour spread

that the bird was mortally wounded; its thigh fractured, its liver

penetrated. But about midday public alarm was allayed by the news that

the invaluable creature could be seen strutting about and stiffening its

feathers as usual. It had not even suffered from shock. The second shot

went through Sir Henry Rawlinson's office, which he had just left, and

shattered the Headquarters' larder, depriving the Staff of butter for

the rest of the siege. It has made a model ruin for future sightseers.

Unhappily the general was ill in bed with slight fever, and had to be

carried to another house up the hill in a dhoolie. This may have

encouraged the Boers to think they had killed him.

It was again a bad day for the heliograph, and the Boers have purposely

kindled a veldt fire across the line of light. But I think I got through

my thirty words of Christmas greeting to the _Chronicle_. I tried in

vain all day for a Kaffir runner, but in the late afternoon I rode away

over the plain, past the racecourse, and through the thorns at the foot

of Cæsar's Camp, till I almost came in touch with the enemy's piquets at

Intombi. I saw a flock of long-billed waders, like small whimbrel, a

great variety of beautiful little doves, and many of that queer bird the

natives call Sakonboota, whose tail grows so long in the breeding season

that his little wings can hardly lift it above the ground, and he

flutters about in the breeze like a badly made kite. Riding back at

sunset over the flat I felt like Montaigne when he desired to wear away

his life in the saddle. The difference is that in the end I may have

to eat my own horse. The shells from four guns kept singing their

evening hymn above my head as I cantered along.

[Illustration: HEADQUARTERS AFTER A 96LB. SHELL]

_December 22, 1899._

The morning opened with one of those horrible disasters which more than

balance our general good luck. The Bulwan gun began his morning shell

rather later than usual. His almost invariable programme is to fire five

or six shots at the bakery or soda-water shed beside my cottage; then to

give a few to the centre of the town, and to finish off with half a

dozen at the Light Horse and Gordons down by the Iron Bridge. Having

earned his breakfast, he usually stops then, and cools down a bit. The

performance is so regular that when he has finished with our end of the

town the men cease to take precautions even at the sound of the whistle

or bugle which gives notice of danger whenever the special sentry sees

the gun flash.

But this morning the routine was changed. Having waked me up as usual

with the crash of shells close by on my left, the gun was turned down

town, smashed into a camp or two without damage, and then suddenly

whipped round on his pivot and sent a shell straight into the

Gloucester lines, about 300 yards away to my right. It pitched just on

the top of a traverse at the foot of the low hill now held by the

Devons. The men were quite off their guard, busy with breakfast and

sharing out the kettles. In an instant five lay dead and twelve were

wounded. The shell burst so close that three of the dead were horribly

scorched. One got covered by a tarpaulin, and was not found at first.

His body was split open, one leg was off, his head was burnt and smashed

to pulp. The cries of the wounded told me at once what had happened.

Summoned by telephone, the dhoolies came quickly up and bore them away,

together with the remains of the dead. Three of the wounded died before

the night. Eight dead and nine wounded--it is worse than the disaster to

the King's (Liverpools) almost exactly on the same spot a few weeks ago.

In the middle of the morning much the same thing nearly happened to the

5th Lancers. The 6 in. gun on Telegraph Hill, usually more noisy than

harmful, was banging away at the Old Camp and the Naval battery on Cove

Hill, when one of the shells ricocheted off the hill-top, and plunged

into the Lancers' camp at the foot. Four officers were hit, including

the colonel, who had a bit of finger blown off, and a segment through

both legs. A sergeant lost an eye. One officer ducked his head and got a

fragment straight through his helmet. The shell was a chance shot, but

that made it no better. The men are sick of being shot at like rabbits,

and sicker still of running into rabbit holes for shelter. The worst of

all is that we can no longer reply for fear of wasting ammunition.

There was no sound of Buller's guns all day. I induced another Kaffir to

make the attempt of running the Boer lines. Mr. McCormick, a Colonial

correspondent, also started. I should go myself, but have no wish to be

shut up in Pretoria for the rest of the campaign, cut off from all

letters, and more useless even than I am here. So I spent the afternoon

with others, building a sand-bag fort round the tent where Mr. Steevens

is to be nursed, beside the river bank. The five o'clock shells came

pretty close, pitching into the Light Horse camp and the main watering

ford. But the tent itself is fairly safe. The feeding of the horses is

our greatest immediate difficulty. Every bit of edible green is being

seized and turned to account. I find vine-leaves a fair substitute for

grass, but my horses are terribly hungry all the same.

_December 23, 1899._

The bombardment was violent at intervals, and some hundreds of shells

must have been thrown at us. But there was no method or concentration in

the business.

Buller's guns were heard for about two hours in the morning, and wild

rumours filled the air. Roberts and Kitchener were coming out. Buller

was across the Tugela. Within the week our relief was certain. At night

the 18th Hussars gave another concert among the rocks by the riverside.

In the midst of a comic song on the inner meaning of Love came a sound

as of distant guns. The inner meaning of Love was instantly forgotten.

All held their breaths to listen. But it was only some horses coming

down to water, and we turned to Love again, while the waning moon rose

late beside Lombard's Kop, red and shapeless as a potsherd.

_December 24, 1899._

Nothing disturbed the peace of Christmas Eve except three small shells

thrown into the town about five o'clock tea-time, for no apparent

reason. The main subject of interest was the chance of getting any

Christmas dinner. Yesterday twenty-eight potatoes were sold in the

market for 30s. A goose fetched anything up to £3, a turkey anything up

to £5. But the real problem is water. The river is now a thick stream of

brown mud, so thick that it cannot be filtered unless the mud is first

precipitated. We used to do it with alum, but no alum is left now. Even

soda-water is almost solid.

_December 25, 1899._

The Boer guns gave us an early Christmas carol, and at intervals all day

they joined in the religious and social festivities. Our north end of

the town suffered most, and we beguiled the peaceful hours in digging

out the shells that had nearly killed us. They have a marketable value.

One perfect specimen of a 96lb. shell from Bulwan fell into a soft

flower bed and did not burst or receive a scratch. I suppose it cost the

Boers about £35, and it would still fetch £10 as a secondhand article. A

brother to it pitched into a boarding house close by us, and blew the

whole gable end sky high. Unhappily two of the inmates were wounded, and

a horse killed.

But such little contretemps as shells did not in the least interfere

with the Christmas revels. About 250 children are still left in the town

or river caves (where one or two have recently been born), and it was

determined they should not be deprived of their Christmas tree. The

scheme was started and organised by Colonel Rhodes and Major "Karri"

Davis, of the Imperial Light Horse. Four enormous trees were erected in

the auction rooms and decked with traditional magnificence and toys

ransacked from every shop. At half-past eight p.m. fairyland opened. A

gigantic Father Christmas stalked about with branches of pine and snowy

cap (the temperature at noon was 103deg. in the shade). Each child had a

ticket for its present, and joy was distributed with military precision.

When the children had gone to their dreams the room was cleared for a

dance, and round whirled the khaki youths with white-bloused maidens in

their arms. It was not exactly the Waterloo Ball with sound of revelry

by night, but I think it will have more effect on the future of the

race.

Other festivities, remote from the unaccustomed feminine charm, were a

series of mule races, near the old camp, for soldiers and laughing

Kaffir boys. The men's dinner itself was enough to mark the day. It is

true everything was rather skimped, but after the ordinary short rations

it was a treat to get any kind of pudding, any pinch of tobacco, and

sometimes just a drop of rum.

Almost the saddest part of the siege now is the condition of the

animals. The oxen are skeletons of hunger, the few cows hardly give a

pint of milk apiece, the horses are failing. Nothing is more pitiful

than to feel a willing horse like mine try to gallop as he used, and

have to give it up simply for want of food. During the siege I have

taught him to talk better than most human beings, and his little

apologies are really pathetic when he breaks into something like his old

speed and stops with a sigh. It is the same with all.

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